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Mako told me that I was singing in my sleep and I told her that I wasn't but she told me that I did, except that I don't remember the words to the lullaby, so it just sounded garbled, mostly. Did Sis used to sing me lullabies? I wouldn't really remember but I do remember being in her arms, as I fell asleep.
The dreams happened again, with Sis holding me in her arms. We were looking at stars and she was humming something. I don't remember the words or her voice real well, just that I remembered that she was humming something. I remembered it was nighttime and that we were somewhere dark, I think a room? She was holding me and humming something. I remembered something else, maybe, there were drops of water. Maybe it was raining but, now that I think about it, those drops might've been her tears. I can't think of any reason why Sis would be crying. We were together then, wasn't that enough? Another dream I had with that humming and it was when we were outside. It was windy and she was carrying me somewhere, while humming that lullaby.
I told all this to Mako and I told her, "I wish I just remembered the words or, at least, her voice." I got tears again and started prattling how I could remember her humming but I couldn't remember her voice or what the words were. I told them I wish I knew what the words were because, maybe, we could find Memory but I don't even have that much, not even the sound of her voice. I only have bits and pieces of a time where I was with her. "The only thing I can say about her is that I knew she loved me." I told them, tears coming again.
I don't know what hurt the most.
The fact that I couldn't remember the words or I couldn't remember the sound of her voice to recognize her.
Notes: Interestingly, there were actually a few songs that fit the overall but I had to settle on one, which is the one that fit the most out of all the others, perhaps more, as it sounded closest to a lullaby.