Since their last encounter… Rin often zoned out, trying to figure out who was on the other side of the phone. It spoiled the rest of the night, for sure.
Although their last time together was amazing, in the back of her mind, she knew she had to give him up. Also, had to remember this was his line of work.
Obviously, work came before…- the love she desperately wanted from him.
Her mind was finally starting to drift to keep the membership. He gave her enough money. But whenever she thought about who was on the other line, she would throw out the idea.
She wanted to be his one and only. She before anyone.
Sooooo...
This would be their final meeting.
It was now put in her mind that this was only fun for him. This was an escorting business, so how do you find love in such a place? This teased her reality. Every moment spent with her demon lover clouded her thoughts.
And yes, it was another woman on the other line. She was convinced. Now, she knew she wasn't the only one. He had many clients, and she was just one of them.
Jealousy...coursed through her. All the ways he touched her. How gentle he was. The nights he would stay by her side until the sun kissed their skin through the blinds.
How often had he done what he did with her with someone else? This was getting too possessive. She did not own him, but she sure as hell wanted to.
Unfortunately, the one person who showed her attention was an escort. He was 'paid' to give attention.
Rin looks in the mirror. "I have this money you gave me, but it means nothing if I don't have you. So it is time for me to let go."
She had already been hurt in the past, so she refused to hurt herself. Being somewhere she knew she did not belong. A one-sided love will only bring more harm than good.
So, tonight would be their last night, and she would go all out to close this door for good.
Tonight, she wouldn't want to be fucked. She would coax him to make love to her… her last effort to make him hers even though she knew living a false reality.
Rin : So, we have plans to meet… I was wondering if we could change it up again.
Sesshomaru : Tell.
Rin : Don't come to the room until I tell you to.
Sesshomaru : Interesting…
Rin sighed, looking at the text.
Rin : Very special night.
"Our last goodbye."