Dearest One

by benslerbensler

All the letters that Olivia and Elliot wrote to each other throughout the 10 years that they never sent. TRIGGER WARNING ON CERTAIN CHAPTERS-LOOK AT THE TOP OF CHAPTERS

11. Chapter 11

***TRIGGER WARNING; SUICIDE, WILLIAM LEWIS STORYLINE, RAPE***

OLIVIA'S POV

May 11, 2014

Elliot Stabler

He's dead. He shot himself.

I told him to rape me.

I have nothing left to live for, Elliot. You were all I had. I wish you were here. You always know what to say. I want you to know I still love you even though you didn't come to save me like a knight in shining armor.

I perjured myself on the first trial. I said that I subdued him because he came out of his handcuffs. He didn't. He didn't come out of his handcuffs. I hit him until I saw his brain. But this time. This time nobody fucking believes me. Nobody believes me when I am telling the truth. I didn't shoot him. He used my gun to make it look like I did. I didn't Elliot, you have to believe me. I didn't kill him, but I wish I did.

Sgt. Olivia Benson