Dearest One

by benslerbensler

All the letters that Olivia and Elliot wrote to each other throughout the 10 years that they never sent. TRIGGER WARNING ON CERTAIN CHAPTERS-LOOK AT THE TOP OF CHAPTERS

19. Chapter 19

OLIVIA'S POV

Nov. 10, 2017

Elliot Stabler,

Noah has a grandmother. A biological one. Ellie's mother. Her name is Sheila. I don't trust her, but then again I don't trust anyone with him. He is everything to me. He is my family and I am his. Noah is all I need. But am I all that Noah needs?

I feel guilty. Holding him back from the only connection he has to his real mother. His DNA, his blood and bones. Noah deserves that, right? Noah deserves the world. I wish I trusted you enough to meet him. I wish you could see him. He is such a beautiful boy.

Lt. Olivia Benson