Hey guys Nat here, sorry for such a long drop in chapter updates, I've been out of it for a while and my brain failed me several times over how to continue this story, let alone give this an appropriate ending as well. But I'm back at it with this saved chapter that I kept until I started working throughly on the next chapter that came after which it's nearly finished. So hope you guys enjoy this story and welcome the second half of Chazz's chapter

Chapter 3: Chazz part 2

"So that's what happened..?" Aster looked at me with a swell of sadness in his eyes. I shook my head yes looking at him. "It's what happened. I… rather not explain the rest today… We got work to do and I don't want you bawling on my shoulder like you did when we watched Mary poppins…"

Aster crossed his arms over his chest. "That woman was a miricle worker!" He pouted slightly before tugging on my arm to pull me to my feet as we walked back toward the group still digging around in the closet.

I blink in confusion. "Johan not back yet?" I look around for a familiar shade of teal blue not seeing a speck of it anywhere. One of the guys shook his head. "I don't think so. Let me check the rest room." He dashed off in half a second down the hall that Johan vanished in and had opened the male restroom calling inside.

He wasn't out of our line of sight as he called back. "He's not there!" This caught mine and Aster's attention. "Where could he have gone if not to the rest room?" One of the other students spoke.

My brain scrambled to think of where he could've gone. "He hasn't been himself lately… Ever since something happened to Judai, he's been distant." The third student mentioned as well. It put a trigger in my head as I grabbed Aster's shoulders with both of my hands.

"I know where he could be…! But keep looking if I'm wrong!" With those words out of my mouth and a tight squeeze on my boyfriends shoulders I'm dashing down the hall my bag left behind to not slow me down.

"Chazzy!!" I could hear Aster cry my name out from behind me but I don't stop to look at him as I'm climbing the stairs to the upper levels of the school.

My gut was sinking as my brain ran scenarios in my head. 'Johan, you better not have done what I think you have.' I grit my teeth as I ran up the stairs not stopping as both my breath ran ragged and adrenaline pumped through my system.

I get to the top floor the door leading out to the roof was half ass blocked. I could tell this was half done to avoid suspicions. I throw the chairs around that were blocking the door. Even for being half ass blocked it was still aggravating that there was this much crap here.

"Ngh! Damn that werewolf!" I huffed throwing the last of the chairs away. I hated these little games but I hated what would happen if I didn't get my ass to the roof. I yank the door open and run outside.

I felt deja vu just standing on the roof. That day 10 years ago… it was nothing but rain, while this day was nothing but snow. "Johan..! Come down now!" I called out to the teal haired male who was gripping the fenced in roof looking over the edge.

It was like looking at my 6 year old self… me on the roof of the elementary school in Johan's place… and Yuki where I was standing that day.

"Go away Chazz..! You don't understand." I ran over to the fence and grip his hand through the fence. "Don't you ever say that… you think you have it so hard… You have more to offer this world than you realize! Don't you lose hope on what could happen." I rasped out trying to fight the raw emotions running rampant inside of me.

"My life is nothing without him…" tears swam in his emerald green eyes as he looked at me. I could see the raw pain on his face, his eyes red at the rims and bloodshot from how much he's been crying, his body shaking from both the cold and holding in his sadness.

I stare at him my black eyes bore into his. "Yuki will be alright. He hasn't given up hope, so why have you? He's still here isn't he? You feel him don't you?"

I made him question his decisions by making him realize that the link he had with Yuki was still there, that it hadn't gone away and vanished.

"I-I'm a fool aren't I…?" Johan looked at me his eyes showing clear regret. I scoffed out a laugh and cracked a grin. "You are a big fool. Throwing yourself off the roof of the school? You know how damaging it is for us to see you go?" He blinked his eyes in confusion.

"What do you mean..?" He mused as snow fell on his cheeks and getting caught in his eyelashes. I ran a hand through my hair to brush the snow out of it before smiling at him. "We don't want you gone either man." Johan climbed back over the fence carefully because the snow had made the wireing of the fence slippery to grab.

I gripped his jacket as he climbs back over landing his feet firmly on the ground wher the fresh snow began. He turned to me as I gave him a kind smile. "Don't give up hope yet, okay..?" Johan's emerald green eyes peer back at me as he bites his chapped lips trying to suppress a sob I could see shaking through him.

"Hey… hey it's okay.." before I could close the distance between us, Johan latched on to me, his face diving into my shoulder as he leans slightly down to sob into my shoulder.

My arms go around his shoulders and back, rubbing gently against his vest. He shook with sobs against me. I did the only thing I could think of, and that was tell him about what Yuki did for me.

"Johan… you reminded me of when I was 6 years old… I was standing over there, although I was fed up with the world and how it treated me with resentment, unfairness and abandonment… Yuki… Yuki and Syrus had came and dragged me off the roof, but it was what Yuki had said that got me to spill all my emotions out on the ground…" Johan looked at me briefly his eyes swimming with tears as they ran down his now red face. "What did he say..?"

"'You have more to offer this world than you realize. Don't close yourself off, there's better things that's gonna come along. And guess what? I'm one of them!'" I smirked. Johan's face brightened up a little as his smile spread across his face.

"That sounds like Judai…" He looked down but the smile never left his face. I wrap my arm around his shoulder and drag him along with me out of the snow covered roof and back down the stairwell where my frantic lover was running up and down the halls.

"Where haven't I looked…??" Aster spoke frantically tears clearly visible in his eyes as he turned towards us as we decended down the stairs.

"Hi love, don't lose your mind yet." I chirped knowingly to him a mile still sitting on my face as Aster leaped towards the stairs and had Johan in a vice grip hug sobbing dramatically. "Johan, you Stupid dingus what were you thinking?!?!"

Johan's eyes widen at Aster's sudden dramatic antic as he look dumbfounded by this burst of emotion coming from him. "I-I…..I'm sorry for worrying you Aster…" I could tell by his soft voice that Johan felt terrible for worrying the both of us.

I playfully sigh and descended the rest of the stairs. "Can't be helped." I shrugged as i look back at them. "Guess the only way you can pay us back is with a boys night at my place. No arguments?"

I could see ths surprise on both of their faces as they both smirk before joining me in the hallway. "Sure!"

{Now}

I watched as Johan returned to the hospital the snow barely going into blizzard territory as the two emerged covered in snow and Yuki still wearing his hospital gown. "Lets get him changed and back into bed." Haori mused as she saw the now shivering form of her nephew.

Before Johan could go anywhere tho, Syrus and I tackled the two in a tight hug. "Aniki!!!" Syrus wailed clinging to the brunette still being held up in Johan's arms.

"You dumbasses….YOU COULD'VE GOTTEN SERIOUSLY HURT OUT THERE!" My reaction was more of an emotional one. I was pretty pissed at the two of them for having run out of the hospital, more so at Johan who ran out first.

Both pairs of eyes looked at me before a unison of. "Sorry Chazz." was uttered before Johan walked back to Yuki's hospital room, Syrus quickly walking behind the two as I sigh heavily. "You don't make things easy for me do you God?" I follow after them as Haori made us wait outside the hospital room while her and Haou changed Yuki's gown and got him replaced back in bed but not before quickly doing his vitals and checking over him before allowing us back inside.

Yuki's brown eyes lit up as he took notice of Syrus and I as we walk to the bed. "Hey Yuki…" I ruffled his hair when i got close enough while Syrus latched onto his side hugging and clinging to his brother. "Sorry for scaring you guys…" Yuki mused out his gaze falling away from mine to look behind me at Jim and Johan. My gaze looked in their direction as I saw the pained and conflicted expression on Johan's face.

I walked away from the bed after patting Yuki's head and made my way to Johan and Jim as one look from me had Jim walking further into the room with me taking Johan's arm and pulling him out into the hall.

"Speak to me." I ordered him. I could see the turmoil swimming in his eyes. "What am I supposed to do, Chazz?? How could he have forgotten me and only me??" I stood there thinking for a minute. I recalled back to what Yuki had mentioned about Johan having been put to sleep by their ancestors. "A payout."

Johan looked at me bewildered his eyes wide and shocked. "What the hell do you mean a payout?!" His fists immediantly clenched like he would threaten to hit me.

I stuffed my hands into my pockets. "Yuki mentioned you having been put to sleep by the ancestors. Maybe this was an exchange in order to bring you back. Have you even thought to ask Jaden?" From what Jim told me a while back, the ancestors reside differently in their bodies, Yuki had Jesse, who was Johan's Ancestor while Johan had Jaden who was Yukis. So Jaden had to been the one to cast the spell of sorts on Johan's mental state in order to put him to sleep to protect him.

Johan looked at me dropping his ass in the seat next to us and ran his hands through his hair. "Its something I never could've fathomed before…But I'll have to look into it now." I took the seat next to him and patted him on the shoulder.

"Life was never gonna be easy. But who knew a werewolf could have such a rocky love life." I chuckled when Johan slapped me on the back. "Yup…But I'm gonna fix it, and I know you guys will help me." His emerald eyes look back at me after a moment before looking off at something. I give him a casual thumbs up. "You know it, Andersen."