Hello again! These first few chapters will definitely more of an information and back story, but hang in there with me. We are close to wrapping up.
*ALL CHARACTERS BELONG TO THE LOVELY STEPHENIE MEYERS
Chapter two - Bella POV
Black walls was all I saw as I looked around me. My skin glowing in the small candle lights. White candles all lined up leading to a single crib in the middle of this huge dark room. A plane mobile hung above with a lullaby playing from it.
Slowly I walked to the crib. A small cry sounded from the inside and my heart broke as my feet seemed to move to their own accord to get closer to the crying child.
Standing in front of the crib I found a soft blue blanket that was covering the most beautiful baby I had ever seen. His skin was porcelain with specks of freckles over his pink cheeks. He had so much fluffy brown hair that I longed to run my fingers though and feel the soft strands.
Once I approached the cribs his cries quieted and his big matching brown eyes met mine. I was instantly in love with this little thing. Carefully I reached for his hand rubbing the small dimples I found on his knuckles.
"Miss Swan." I jumped and looked around trying to find the source of the noise. When I turned around the crib was empty and tears flooded my eyes as I reached out for the blanket but my hand went straight though the crib, like it was a hologram.
"Isabella wake up" the tears started to fall as was spinning around the room trying to find who was calling out to me. "HELLO" I screamed. Light filled my eyes and I brought my hands up to cover my face. "It's okay Miss swan, we have the lights turned down now"
Opening my eyes I saw doctor Denali standing over me with a light smile on her face. "Welcome back Ms swan" I looked over at my arm and saw an IV and I had a heart monitor on my finger. "You passed out honey. I've got you hooked up to the IV, so I could get some fluids into you. You were very dehydrated and your blood sugar was to low for my liking"
I just gave her a nod closing my eyes for a minute. My head felt like a watermelon was sitting on it. "I am going to let you get some rest and I will come back later and see if we can get an ultrasound" my eyes shot open and darted over to the doctor. "Does everything seem alright with the..umm..the baby" I choked out.
"It seems so Isabella. I will know more from an ultrasound. Are you ready for that now?" Could I do this? I just graduated and now a baby! "Yes I think so. Is it going to hurt?" She shook her head.
"No it shouldn't. I will perform a transvaginal ultrasound and you will feel some slight pressure in your abdomen, but nothing more" I don't know if I can handle that, but I knew it needed to be done.
The doctor left and shortly came back with a big machine and a nurse right behind her. "This is my ultrasound tech in training and also my little sister Irina. Is it okay if she is in here with us?" My eyes moved to the small girl next to her in the purple scrubs, who gave me a little wave.
"That's fine, but I would rather her stay by the screen and not my legs" I said, my face rushing red. It was hard enough to think about one person down there, much less two.
"That is completely understandable" Irina moved the machine over to the bed as Tanya sit down by my legs. Irina grabbed a stick looking thing and slid a cover on it that almost looked like a condom and handed it to the doctor.
"This is a doppler and it will aloud us to see your baby. I will put some lube on it, so it will be smooth and pain free" I watched as she added the clear gel on the stick. She had me put my legs into the stirrups, keeping the thin paper sheet over my legs.
"I will go slow ok. Can you take a deep breath for me" I squeeze my eyes shut and pulled in lungs full of air and still felt like I was not getting enough. "You will feel some pressure now Ms Swan" I felt the small dull ache in my stomach and tried to keep breathing though it. Trying not think about that night.
A very quite tump filled the room making me dart my eyes to where the noise was coming from. "And that's your baby's heartbeat" I think I was hooked the first time I saw my baby on the screen. For the first time in months happy tears filled my eyes as I reached out to touch the fuzzy black and white picture.
"Everything looks great! Baby is measuring perfectly and as you heard has a nice strong heartbeat for seven weeks" I smiled already feeling proud of my little bean. "Thank you Dr Denali. Can I have a picture to take home?"
"Of course! I will get you a few to take home with you. And I'm going to send you with a prescription for a prenatal vitamin that you will need to take one everyday, preferably with a meal" I thanked her once again and they left me to change into my clothes.
I just on the bed for a minute looking at the tiny screen that showed me my baby. "I am going to do everything I can to give you everything Bean. It's just me and you baby"
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Two weeks had passed since I found out about the pregnancy and I've been keeping it a secret for only me right now. Still trying to wrap my head around the fact that the baby I was carrying was half his and I hated that, but I wanted to believe that this child was the reason for this. This baby will do amazing things and I will always be there for them.
The day was here though. I needed to tell my mom and I was not sure how I was going to do this. Did I want to tell her how this baby was conceived? Would she look at her grandchild differently for who his father is. With disgust possibly?
I never wanted my baby to feel anything other then complete love and happiness. I was deeply saddened by how this child had to happen, but what's done is done and I have to work on moving forward.
I had made Renee's favorite dinner in hopes of buttering her up a bit. I made her moms pork chops with creamed spinach and mashed with gravy.
Normally after making this meal she is in a good mood all nice and full. I just don't know how I am going to be able to eat though. I wanted to throw up the entire time I was making it.
My mom came home early that night and surprisingly did not bring Phil with her. This night was already working in my favor. "Hey mom, how was your day?" She huffed tossing her purse on the sofa and toeing her tennis shoes off.
"Long" she said before taking a deep breath in and smiling. "Is that Granny's pork chops?" I nodded moving so she could see the table all set up with dinner.
Mom quickly moved over to the table, sitting down and pulling a napkin over her lap. "Thank you Bella! This all looks fantastic" I waved her off moving over to scoop a bit of everything onto her plate.
"Ehh, it's nothing. Just wanted to do something special for you mom" she smiled staring to dig into her food. She let out a sigh as the first bite hit her mouth and I felt some of my nerves ease up. This is going well so far!
"So mom" I started. "I've been wanting to talk to you about something" I didn't meet her gaze yet. Leaving my eyes on my plate in front of me, moving my food around. "What's up baby?" What do I say? Should I just spit it out? How in the world do you tell your mother that you were raped got pregnant and have decided to keep the said baby. Will she even believe me?
"I was thinking about setting back my college plans for a bit" I peeked though my lashes and saw her shocked face.
"What? Bella why. You have been talking about going to GCU for years! You were so excited when you got in" I just shrugged not knowing how to respond. "Something came up" she scoffed.
"Tell me Isabella. What is more important then your education? Something you have worked so hard at!" Her voice was starting to raise a few octaves making my heart race. "My child is more important mom" both of our faces flushed red at we stared at each other. "He or she will always be put above everything! Something you know nothing about" I gasped as I felt the sting on my face. The spot instantly growing warm. My own mother had hit me! How could she.
"You can get the hell out missy. You are wrong if you think I'm going to help with raise that thing" she screamed. "You want to whore yourself out then that's fine! But do expect me to clean your mess. Go run to your daddy like you always do"
I couldn't stop the tears from coming now. She just jumped to whore, not asking me how this had happened. How I felt about this. I didn't ask for this! I didn't want this. It felt like the walls were closing in on me. I had to get out of here.
"Mom" I whimpered looking at the women who I should have been able to trust to tell what happened, but I was sadly mistaken.
I darted past her to the front door grabbing my bag and keys. Getting in my car I drove straight to Emmett's apartment sobbing the whole way, trying and failing to get myself to calm down. I knew getting this worked up was not good for Bean.
I just thank God I made it there safely, I was crying so hard I could barely even see.
I made it up to Em's door and started banging on it. I was going to throw up in this hall way if he didn't open up soon!
"Bella! What are you doing here" I pushed past him running to his bathroom barely making it to the toilet in time. I felt Emmett's large hand on my back and his other hand as he pulled my hair back. "Oh belly. It's going to be ok" I tried to take a breath in but a sob came out and I fell back into Emmett feeling exhausted.
"Come on little sister. Let's get you laying down" he easily lifted me moving us into the living room and laying me on his big couch. "Let me call Rosie Bella, you just try to get some rest." I just nodded closing my eyes. I can't remember the last time I felt this tired.
When I opened my eyes again Emmett was sitting across from me with his head slacked back and his mouth hanging open passed out beside Rosalie, who was scrolling through her iPhone.
Rose heard me moving about and looked up at me giving me a smile. "Hey you. Feeling better?" I nodded trying to sit up some. My sides were aching from all the crying and puking. Gross.
"Yes, as much as I can be" Rose nodded trying to nudge Emmett awake. "Do you want to talk about it Bella?" Rosalie asked me, finally getting Emmett to wake up. Leaving a very groggy Em.
"Yes, I'm just nervous to say" Rose moved over to my side, putting her arm around me. "Bella there is no reason to be nervous. Me and Emmett will always be here for you. I promise"
I knew she was right, but I couldn't help but wonder if Em will react the same as mom did. It hurt hearing that from my mom. But I would crumble if Emmett acts the same way. I need him as much as I needed dad. They are my life line.
"I'm pregnant" I whispered under my breath. I heard them both gasp, before I found myself wrapped up in my big brothers arms. "Em" I sobbed. "What am I going to do. Mom kicked me out. I have no where to live" Emmett shushed me and rubbed my back.
"We will help you Bella. You can stay here as long as you need, and you know dad will help to when he finds out. Don't worry about mom. I will deal with her"
Emmett and Rosalie sit with me as I told them what had happened between me and Renee. They held my hand as I cried my heart out. I cried about James. I cried over my mom and I cried for my poor baby. Their life has already been so hard and they are not even born yet.
"Are you going to keep the baby Bella?" Rosalie carefully asked me. Rose has a big soft spot for babies and I knew she had been dying to ask this question.
"Yes" I smiled, covering my hand over my stomach. "I have already seen him or her and there is no way I could ever give the baby away. They are what is keeping me going" Rose squealed and went on and on about nursery ideas and if I had gone to the doctors yet and making sure I was taking care of myself.
I stood up and grabbed the copy of the ultrasound picture from my bag. "I'm nine weeks as of yesterday. This is from two weeks ago and I have a doctors appointment at the first of the month"
Rose teared up at the fuzzy picture, tracing her finger over it. "Oh Bella! They are going to be so beautiful" she turned around and handed the picture to Emmett.
"Wow Belly! That's my little nephew or niece. I can't believe I'm gonna be an uncle" I shook my head at him laughing. I couldn't believe that I was going to be a mommy. It's wild.
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Me, Rose and Emmett all went to moms the next day while she was at work and got everything out of my room that I actually wanted. It was just clothes. A few books and CDs I have gotten over the years. All of my sentimental items still in my room back home in forks.
My mom never even called or texted me after our fight. When I was driving by her house the other day there was a for sale sign, so I guess she decided to go though with her and Phil's plans. She wouldn't even talk to Emmett about all this. Just childish if you ask me.
Rosalie and Angela convinced me to stay in Arizona and go to GCU. Angela was going off to Harvard in a few weeks, but said her mom was always here to help me if I needed it. Rosalie said she will move her work schedule around and will watch the baby on the days I have classes and Emmett can help on his days off.
The only thing left to do was tell Charlie that I was pregnant. He was my main concern at the moment. His opinion meant more to me then anyones. I have always wanted to make him proud of me. Now I feel like I failed him in a way.
"Bella just explain to dad what happened. You know he's going to feel terrible about it. Like he could ever be made at you!" I shrugged, picking the peppers off my airport sandwich. Charlie's plane should be landing soon and I felt like I was going to puke. But here lately that's a common problem in my life.
I was ten weeks pregnant and the only thing Bean aloud me to keep down was banana cream milkshake. Yuck I know. I have never even liked bananas but I guess my baby does.
"I don't know Emmett. He could hear the word baby and freak out like mom did" He scoffed, rolling his eyes. "I highly doubt that Isabella" I threw a fry at him. Hitting him in that big ass forehead.
"Don't call me Isabella. Emmett Charles Swan" he flung the fry back at me mumbling something about annoying little sisters under his breath.
Once we were done eating, we cleaned up our mess and headed to baggage claim to wait for dad. I could wait to see him again. He was coming down just to see Emmett coach his first big football game in person.
Emmett was one of the best players in high school and college. Dad was his biggest supporter and never missed a game. but a bad tackle that broke his knee and messed up his shoulder caused him to give up his dream of being a football player and settled for coaching instead.
I spotted my dad on the other side of baggage claim and ran for him jumping into his arms. "Dad! You made it" I both heard and felt his laugh as he wrapped his arms around me. I breathed in the smell of peppermint and cigar smoke, letting it smooth my worries. "I've missed you so much dad"
"I have missed you too Bells. But it's only been a month honey" I laughed trying to keep the tears at bay. Had it only been a month? It seems like it has been years.
"I guess so. I just missed you Dad" Charlie grabbed his one small brown leather bag and wrapped one arm around my shoulder as we walked out to Emmett's huge truck. "I don't know how you kids can do this heat! I'm dyin"
"You get used to it dad" he shrugged, taking his jacket off leaving him in a navy three button down shirt. Dad sit up front with Emmett and I took the backseat. I have found that I feel less nauseous when I sit in the back instead of the front. It was kinda a loss cause, because I always still get sick, no matter what I do to help it.
I had already called and told Charlie that Renee had kicked me out, I just didn't tell him why mom kicked me out. Wanting to tell him that bombshell in person and not over our 30 minute weekly phone call.
I still was not sure of how I wanted to tell him about the baby. I didn't want a repeat of Renee's reaction. Wanting to believe so badly what Emmett had said. But he just doesn't understand what it is like.
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Later that evening after everyone had gone to bed hours ago, I found myself wide awake, unable to fall asleep no matter what I tried. I had the worst nightmare. One I never wanted to think about.
He had found me and my baby. He was furious that I had kept his child away from him. That man will never be around my child if I can help it. He doesn't deserve to see this sweet pure baby. I will do everything in my power to keep us safe.
I don't want to have to live in fear. To constantly be looking over my shoulder to see who's behind me. I know the only way I will ever get that is to leave Arizona. But how can I do that. My whole life is in Phoenix. My brother moved all the way out here for me.
His job is here. His friends. His girlfriend. I don't want to leave Angela or Rosalie. They have become my best friends. Could I have this baby without their support. I needed all of them, like I needed air to breathe.
I walked out to the balcony, watching the few cars drive down the empty highways, all in a rush to get to where they needed to be.
I turned around when I heard the sliding glass door open, my dad stepping out in sleep pants and a white T-shirt. His hair ruffled from sleep.
"I hope I didn't wake you" he shook his head, coming to stand beside me at the railing. "Nah you didn't. I just couldn't sleep" I nodded, looking back at the cars.
"Me either. Bad dreams" Charlie sighed moving to put his arms around me. "What's going on baby girl" he asked me, his deep voice filled with concern. My tears instantly started falling as I leaned into my dad, trying to pull some of his strength. "Daddy! Everything is falling apart"
My dad held me tightly as I told him what had happened over this last month not saying a word till I was finished. Which I was thankful for because I did not want to have to say this all again. "My strong girl. I am so sorry and I am sorry that your mother had to add onto your stress baby. I wish I could take it all away from you" I just shrugged. Not know what to say.
"If you want to keep this baby Bella. Then I will be there for both of you. I will love my grandbaby with everything. No matter how they got here. Do you understand me" I felt like a weight was lifted off of me. Like had been drowning and my dad just pulled me above water.
"Thank you dad! I love you so much" Charlie kissed my head, standing up and leading us inside. "Come on let's get you back to bed. You need your rest Bells"
I let him lead me to my room and he laid me down and tucked me in, just like when I was a kid. He looked over to my nightstand and found the ultrasound picture I kept there. "May I?" He asked.
"Of course. I was seven weeks when that was taken, so it's a bit old. But I love it. Shows me what I am fighting for" Charlie grabbed the wooden picture frame. I was shocked when I looked up to his face and saw the tears forming in his brown eyes.
"I'm so sorry, I wasn't here for you baby girl" his mustache twitch as he fought his tears. Trying to stay strong for me. "It's okay dad. Your here now" Charlie let his tears fall and moved forward to holding onto me. "Now I will let you get some sleep" he gently pushed me back into bed and walked out shutting the door behind him.
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The month seemed to fly by and before I knew it I was seven months pregnant and was freaking huge! My stomach looked like I had swallowed a whole beach ball.
The doctor said the baby is weighing in perfectly, my frame was just so small that I showed every bit I had gained. Even my boobs were bigger then ever before.
I had moved into my dorm at GCU and I was able to stay there even after I had the baby. This dorm was more like a duplex a little off campus, but that's ok. I was just happy they are still letting me come here. I even had the sweetest roommate ever. Her name is Alice Cullen and she looked like a fairy. She was even shorter then me! And had black spiky hair.
Alice loves to shop and has already filled the baby closet with more clothes then he will ever need. And yes, you read that right. I'm having a boy!
I'm so excited to have a son, and just from his ultrasound pictures he was going to be the cutest baby ever and already looked like a Swan baby. Which I was thankful for.
I still don't have a name for my little bean. I have tons of ideas but I wanted to see his face before I decided on anything.
My mom never contacted me. And I'm not sure she ever will. Rosalie told me that Charlie went to Renee's house to rip her a new one. But the house was sold and empty. She left. Who knows if she is even in Arizona anymore.
She did not even tell Emmett where she went. Which didn't surprise me very much, but I know it hurt my brother and that I did not like.
School has been going as well as it can be. My classes are not to hard and by the end I will be an english teacher and I will be able to start my life the way I wanted to. I don't have to put my whole life on hold just because I got pregnant. I can go to school and be the best mom I can be.
It was now mid June and being pregnant in the summer was terrible! I never knew I could be so hot and sweat so damn much.
Besides worrying about the heat I also have to much sure not to fall. With my big belly sticking out I'm even more of a fall risk and I have already had a couple tumbles. And that was one to many.
Tomorrow Alice was throwing me a baby shower and she had gone all out! She hasn't let me see a thing or even help her with the party.
I've just seen lots of greens and browns coming in and out of her room. Her mother Esme had even come to Arizona to help her with the party. Apparently her mom was a interior designer and was amazing at this kind of stuff.
Esme Cullen was probably the sweetest person I had ever met. Her smile lit up a whole room and she gave the best hugs. She reminded me a lot of my Nana Swan.
She was so excited that there was going to be a little baby here when she came to visit again. Esme had brought the baby so many cute outfits, along with things from Alice's big brother when he was a child. There was a soft teddy bear in there that I instantly fell in love it. The fur was so soft and it looked like it was from the early 90s.
"Oh that was my Edward's favorite toy. We have the first one he got put away but we had a new one still in the package that was never used. I figured you would like that" I smiled at her, rubbing the bears soft fur. "I just love it Esme. This is going in his crib!" I squealed waddling as fast as I could to my room.
I walked to the dark brown crib next to my bed, placing the bear in the corner of the bed right by the blue police monkey my dad brought him. I rested my hands over my big belly, laughing as I felt a kick to my hand. "You are already so loved Bean. You have no idea"
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The day of the baby shower came and went. I had gotten so many gifts! I couldn't even open them all at the shower or it would have taken, way to much time.
I got the car seat and stroller set of wanted. Esme and Alice's dad Carlisle got me a beautiful baby swing and bouncy seat. My dad mailed me something called a pack n play. The note said that me and Emmett had one as kids and we loved it. I was thinking about sending it to Rose's apartment since the baby will be spending a lot of time over there.
My son got so many clothes and shoes that I don't know how he will even be able to wear it all. along with more toys then I will be able to fit in this small dorm room. My living room looked like a baby store threw up in it.
I honestly didn't realize how many friends I had made here in Phoenix. Classmates of mine were there and so were a few teacher I had become friends with. Rosalie and her mother came. Esme had come of course and my dads girlfriend Sue came down to be here too!
She brought the baby the cutest little whale bath tub and got him tons of soaps and lotion so I could figure out which one I liked best. Sue was always so thoughtful when it came to gifts. Always putting her whole heart into it and really thinking about what she brings.
With only two months till little man made his grand entry I had to get my pregnant ass into gear and get this house ready for him. I have a feel these next two months are gonna go by way to fast.
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Ten weeks later - August 11th
This baby is never coming out out of me! I swear I will be pregnant for the rest of my life, by this point the kid I'm gonna graduate in there.
I love my son, I really do. But if this kid doesn't come out soon, I'm gonna lose it. I'm 41 weeks pregnant and very quickly coming up on 42 weeks.
My doctors are ready to induce me, but I really didn't want that. I read online that being induced is not good for mom or baby. So I'm really trying to hold out but I'm keeping close to just letting them induce me.
It's August now and the Arizona heat is still brutal! My stomach was so big that it literally looked like it was hanging. Emmett loves to make fun of it, because I was covered in stretch marks and looked like Freddie cougar. It kind of hurt my feelings at first but I know my big brother doesn't mean anything by it. He's just a goof.
I've had my hospital bag packed for a month now, because my doctor thought I would go early with how big the baby is weighing in, but I guess they were wrong about that. Clearly.
Everything was washed, sanitizes and put away, all I needed was a baby. But this baby did not seem ready for us.
Charlie was going to fly here once he had word I was in labor, and was going to bring Sue with him to help. They had already got their hotel booked and thankfully they were not going to be to far, as I wanted my dad close as he can be.
Since I was living with Em, Rosalie said she would come and stay with us once little man is here and can help me thought the night. And I knew I was going to need as much help as I could get.
Rose had even painted my toes for me. Just because I could not see them anymore does not mean they can't look good. Once the baby is here I should be able to see them again. Hopefully.
I sighed again as I moved around on the couch. I could not find a good and comfortable spot to lay in. Each time I moved it hurt and my back has been killing me all damn day. As if I was not already having a hard enough time. "Come on bean, Why are you being so mean to mom today? I am really trying here son" All I got was a swift kick to the ribs. I guess something I said hurt his feelings.
"Sorry baby. Mama is just tried today. We did not sleep very well last night did we?" I tried to sooth him by gently rubbing my belly but that did not work. Bean was kicking so hard it was really starting to hurt. Maybe I should just take a nap. That normally made us feeling better.
I felt like I had just closed my eyes when I felt a hard kick and jumped up with a gasp. "Bella? Are you ok" Emmett asked me as he rushed over to help me up. When Emmett pulled me to my feet a huge gush of water fell over our feet.
"Oh my God!" I said holding onto Emmett's arms. "Oh shit, oh shit" Emmett started freaking out and naming off all these things we needed to do and what we needed to grab.
"Emmett calm down! Everything is ready to go all we need to do is go to the hospital" he lifted me up going over to the door and slamming it behind him. I yelled that I could walk but he just ignored me, continuing his race to the car.
"I know you can walk Isabella! But your having my nephew and you need to be safe. The last thing we need is you falling on the way to give birth!" I wanted to argue with him, but he was honestly right. If it would happen to anyone, it would be me.
I called Rose and my dad on the way to hospital and let them know my water had broke. I asked Rose if she would come up there with me, because I really didn't want to be alone right now. It was already scary enough. The only thing is Rosalie is all the way on the other side of town and doesn't know when she will get here.
I can't do this by myself! Alice is on her family vacation, my dad and Sue are all in forks! Ang is in college. What am I going to do.
So of course I did what I do best here lately and started crying. "I can't be in there by myself" I sobbed to Emmett, who looked like he was barley hanging on himself. "Bella I will stay right with you okay. I promise"
Emmett got out of the car running into the hospital and coming back out with a nurse and a wheelchair. "Hi Ms swan. Can I help you into the wheelchair please" I nodded grabbing her hand and moving into the chair. I grasped onto my stomach as a contraction hit me.
"It's ok Bella. Just breathe in and out" Emmett stayed right next to me holding my hand and guiding my breathing. He never once left just like he told me.
He fed me ice chips and listened to me yelp and cry though the pain. I couldn't have done it without him.
After only three hours my doctor was already coming in telling me it was time to push. I was already so tired and didn't know where I was going to pull the energy from. "I don't think I can do this Emmett" he just smiled and wiped my forehead with a cool washcloth.
"Yes you can Isabella. You are so close to meeting your baby. I know you can do this. Your so damn strong little sister" I held his hand tightly and pushed with everything I had. "That's it Bella!! Good job" I listened to the nurse count down and finally pulled in a deep breath when she got to ten.
"You are doing so good, Bella. On your next contraction I need you to push again" I shook my head wanting it to be over already. The next contraction came so quickly I felt like I never even got a chance to breathe again. But I still pushed with everything I had.
This push felt different, it was like he was tearing me in two. "Ahhh" I yelled out squeezing Emmett's hand with everything I had. "Good job Bella! I can see the head. Give me one more big push" i pushed as hard as I could and this time I felt a big pop and a gush with such intense pressure it made me cry out.
"You have a beautiful baby boy Isabella" I cried as they laid this warm squishy baby on my chest. His face was all wrinkled up and red from crying so hard, but he was so breathtaking.
He had so much dark brown hair and so many rolls with the chubbiest little cheeks! "My baby! You are finally here. Shhh honey it's okay" I looked up to see Emmett crying, looking at his new nephew with such pride.
"Oh Bella! He is so beautiful" I nodded feeling a burst of happiness at my brother reaction. I knew no matter what I had my family and I could get though this with them.
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Ten perfect fingers and toes all counted about hundred times. My son weighed ten whole pounds and was completely perfect! And just so stinking adorable. I wanted to just stare at him for hours and I in fact did stare at him for hours.
He was the best thing that came out of all this. And I would do it thousand times over if that meant I got to be his mommy.
Masen Emmett Swan. The perfect name for the most perfect baby. The minute I saw his chubby face I knew his name was going to be Masen. His middle name was between a few different random names but after today I knew I had to name him after my brother. If he was anything like 'Em then I would be thankful.
Emmett definitely cried when he heard Masen's name. Even Rosalie cried when she heard it. I didn't think that Rosalie wanted to give my son back to me when it was time for them to go. She just about one more kissed him to death. But I couldn't blame her, he was just so cute.
Masen was 24 hours old now and had one big appetite! He took to nursing straight away, with no issues latching on. He was already so smart. "You are so loved Masen. I can't wait for you to meet all of your family. I just know you are going to love your papa and Auntie Al"
Masen was the missing piece I didn't know that I had. He so quickly became my everything and I couldn't imagine my life without him.
There it is! Chapter two. I know it's super long, but I wanted y'all to have a good back story.
I love the baby name. I wanted to keep the name Masen still in the story line without giving the name to Edward. Let me know what you thought!
Till next time ~ Jade