You don't love me…

If you love me, then choose me. Choose me over all of them, your entire fanbase. Your career, your dreams, everything. Choose me above it all.

But you can't do that, can you?

You love that fake ideal so much that it became your truth. That's your way of loving right?

So lie to them, keep telling them how much you love them.

Just don't lie to me.

I at least- wanted something that was real. I thought that's what we have.

Had.

You can't even tell me that you love me- and I don't know if it's because you actually do or if you're too afraid of telling me that lie.

Either way, I hope you're happy with those pretty little lies that you've built- keep them to yourself. I want nothing to do with them.

As long as you love like that, it'll hurt too much to keep you in my life.

Don't call me. Don't text me. Don't have anyone else try to contact me or Komachi.

Goodbye, Hoshino-san.

at least, not as much as you love them.