I entered my home with Kendall by my side and my uncle following closely behind us. My dad was still at work along with my mom. That was the only reason I allowed Kendall over even though apparently he had my dad's approval. I was fuming in anger towards my brother. I knew I was going to explode. Kendall sat on the couch and pulled me into his lap. He was trying to brighten my mood. It was working. Josh walks into the room and eyes us before walking to the fridge. I was surprised he didn't say a word about our position. Kendall kissed me passionately as Josh's back was turned, I pulled off quickly and we giggled.
"What's so funny?" Josh asked, turning around with a juice box. He looked like a little kid.
"Oh nothing." I smile at Kendall. Kendall put his hand on my thigh and it made me feel uncomfortable. I let him anyway.
"Is that a juice box? Dude, are you ten years old?" Kendall laughed and Josh rolled his eyes. I could tell he wanted to say something back but didn't out of respect for me.
"Shush Kendall." I said to my boyfriend as Josh laughed and went into his room.
"Don't fucking shush me." Kendall said nastily pushing my hand away roughly. I shook it off.
My brother walked into the room. He shot us a dirty look. I was glad Kendall didn't see it. The anger filled my body. I got off of Kendall's lap and I grabbed his arm dragging him into my room.
"I can't believe you're bringing him into this house!" Jamie growled at me.
"And I can't believe that you told dad!" My blood was boiling, I have never been this angry.
"What?" He asked.
"You told dad about Kendall!" I yelled. "How could you?"
"I didn't. I was going to but Josh said he would handle it." Jamie said and I calmed myself down.
"What do you mean he will handle it?" I asked, looking at my older brother.
"I don't know if he said he would kick his ass if he hurt you." I rolled my eyes at my brother's comment. Josh was tough but Kendall was bigger than him.
"Okay whatever. Leave me and Kendall alone." I believed him but I didn't magically forgive him for almost telling my dad.
"No! You need to tell him to leave." Jamie said. "Mom and dad will be home soon."
"You messed up by not telling dad sooner because Kendall got approved by dad." I said with a smile on my face, rubbing it in his face.
"What? How?" Jamie was shocked.
"I don't know but it doesn't matter. He's my boyfriend and he's going to be around more. Get used to it." I left my brother in my room and went back to Kendall who was sitting on the couch still watching tv.
We hung out for a while and talked more. We were moving fast and I wanted to get to know him better. We went to get dinner at a diner. It was mostly to avoid my mom since I knew she was going to want to talk to me about having my first boyfriend.
I walked into my room followed by my mom.
"So your dad tells me you've been seeing an older boy." My mom looks at me with her arms folded. I nodded. "Why didn't you just tell us?
"I knew you wouldn't let me date him." I spoke only the truth.
"Well, you might be right but I will always take you seriously before I say no." My mom hugs me.
"So why did dad say yes?" I asked her wondering what Kendall wouldn't tell me.
"He told your dad about the way he was raised to value women and treat them with respect." She smiled. "Also that his dad is a preacher and raised him to be a certain way. We think it's nice. You don't see that everyday."
"Uh yeah, I know." I smiled back and went along with Kendall's story that I knew was bull. I couldn't believe my dad didn't check up on his story. I think Kendall said his dad was in and out of jail after he was born. It's not like that would be hard to find out. My dad must have really trusted him. Everyone in my life was so accepting besides my brother. This is way different than I thought it would be.
Sabrina's POV
I woke up and yawned. Thursday, the only day of the week my mom was home in the morning. I got dressed, not as fancy as the previous day. I made my way down to the kitchen to greet my mom. She wasn't in there, it was odd. We always have Thursday breakfast at McDonald's. I went to her room and found her passed out in her clothes from the previous night. She was wearing her shoes and everything. I sighed and walked over pulling her shoes off. I put them in the corner and pulled the covers over her. I went to grab my stuff and walk to Rowan's house. She will probably be surprised to see me. I didn't know what to do. I never found out why Josh was at the nurses office. I had no choice but to go to class and couldn't wait any longer. I wasn't sure if I should tell Rowan or not. He was her family not mine, but he deserved some privacy. I had already known something was up so I don't think I could let this go. I knocked on the front door of Matthew's house.
"What are you doing here? It's Thursday." Rowan said, letting me in.
"Mom forgot." I said quietly as her face softened. "Again." She pulled me into a hug, she knew it hurt losing the only times I get with my mom a week. Rowan is the greatest friend a girl could have.
We ate and I avoided talking to Josh till we got to school, he deserves more privacy than I was giving him. I won't let it go though, something didn't feel right.
"Have a great day!" Topanga yells at all of us as we all piled out of the car. Thursday's Cory had morning meetings and she drove us to school or we took the bus.
"Bye Mom." Rowan said before running inside as it started to rain. Josh and Jamie were following and I followed Josh.
"Wait up!" I yelled for Josh and he turned around.
"What?" He turned around asking me.
"Can we talk?" I asked him hoping I wasn't being pushy.
"Yeah, about what?" Josh asked me as we walked to his class. My class was on the opposite part of the school, not that I cared about that.
"I want to know what's going on with you." I hoped for a good outcome. "The nurse yesterday. You were there for a long time."
"Yeah, it's not a big deal." Josh mentioned.
"I think it is. I'm worried and I want to know." I begged.
"Don't worry about me, I can take care of myself." He looked at me.
"You don't have to take care of yourself. You have so many people that care about you. Let me help you." I grabbed his hand.
"Look Sabrina, you're great and all but you need to mind your own business. I'm not your boyfriend." He said sternly.
"I know that! I just want to help." I tried my best to convince him.
"You can't help me. You're just a kid!" Josh spouted that word again. I will always be this to him unless I make it clear that I refuse that title.
"I'm not just some little stupid kid Josh! I'm a person and I'm someone that actually cares about you." I said without catching a breath and poured my heart to him. "Maybe you're just scared someone actually cares deeply for you."
Author's Note:
Hello! Soon enough there will be big things hehehe
