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Rowan's POV
There wasn't a time in this whole mess that I fell out of love with Kendall. I knew Lucas was right. This is the guy that I fell in love with. He opened his heart to me. I love him. We spent the next few days being completely happy and in love. It was nice having the Kendall I know back. I spoke to Sabrina since the small fight. It was brief but good. Things are okay with her. Sabrina stopped bringing up Kendall or me getting drunk. I hadn't spoken to anyone else really except my parents. I spent most of the weekend with Kendall. Outside where we weren't anywhere near a bed. I didn't want to be in that position again. I've been writing lately and it's made things a lot easier with how moody Kendall is and how judgmental my friends have been. It's nice to have an escape.
"Guess what?" I said smiling, walking into my living room with Kendall behind me. It was just us home.
"What?" Kendall smiles and sits down with me.
"Lately I've been writing music." I looked at Kendall who seemed surprised. I was too.
"Since when do you write music?" Kendall asked me. I use to write a long time about but I never had anything to right about till now. Josh taught me how to play the guitar when I was ten years old.
"I've always loved music but I never felt inspired to write music until I met you." I smiled and saw his face light up.
"Play for me." Kendall said and I grabbed the guitar in the closet.
"The way you move is like a full on rainstorm and I'm a house of cards you're the kind of reckless that should send me running, but I kinda know that I won't get far and you stood there in front of me just close enough to touch close enough to hope you couldn't see what I was thinking of. Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain, kiss me on the sidewalk take away the pain cause I see sparks fly, whenever you smile. Get me with those green eyes, baby as the lights go down gimme something that'll haunt me whenever you're not around cause I see, sparks fly, when you smile" I opened my eyes and saw Kendall smiling and I could tell he was honored. I closed my eyes and kept singing. "My mind forgets to remind me, your a bad idea-"
I felt the guitar being snatched out of my hand. I looked up and Kendall was angry. I was scared. "I'm a bad idea?!" He yells.
I flinched when he got closer. I closed my eyes. "I'm sorry. It was stupid, I'm done with music." I lied waiting for his reaction.
"I'm sorry." Kendall said hugging me.
I was confused. "You're not mad?" I asked him as he pulled away.
"I was but then I saw you flinched, I felt bad. I'm sorry I made you afraid of me." Kendall sighs as he sits down looking at his feet.
"It's okay baby." I sat next to him and hugged him tightly. "I forgive you. I love you." I kissed his lips.
Kendall took my face into his hands. "You're amazing, you know that?" He whispered and kissed me.
I was really shocked he apologized for getting upset. It made me feel good, knowing that he's changing. I knew I was right to go back to him. It was taking time for him to heal and we will get through this together. Kendall left after a little while and I went to get ready. We had plans for the night. Kendall took me to a fast food restaurant. He told me we were going somewhere romantic. I dressed up for nothing. I was disappointed but I got over it. It was a little embarrassing wearing a dress here, but I was a little weird anyway. I noticed Lucas as soon as we got inside. I sat down at a table near by and Lucas walked over.
"Hey Row." Lucas said sitting down at the table. Kendall was ordering us dinner and I sat at the table waiting for him. I knew it wouldn't be an issue since Kendall always ordered my food for me.
"Hey!" I smiled.
"So you decided Kendall was good enough?" He asked me after seeing me walk in with Kendall.
"Yeah thanks to you." I was smiling. "It was hard but in the end he makes me happy."
"Then I'm happy for you." We both smiled, his faded quickly.
"Thank you for your help. You really made a difference." I said looking around seeing if his girlfriend was here. She wasn't. I wanted to ask him about her but I knew I shouldn't.
"I'm glad." He hugged me.
Lucas looked uncomfortable and I wanted to just sit there and talk to him. I knew I couldn't because of Kendall. I missed him so much. I wanted to ask him about Missy but I knew I shouldn't. Lucas and I talked for a few more minutes. We started talking about Sabrina and Josh somehow.
"You ran into them?" I asked Lucas. The line was long so Kendall wasn't even anywhere to be found.
"Yeah it was nice. I'm surprised to here about them dating." Lucas mentioned.
My eyes shot up. "Wait what? They're not dating." I knew they were flirting but Sabrina hasn't said anything since. I was happy for them, I just wished they had told me.
"They were holding hands and coming out of a romantic move." Lucas laughed.
"Wow." I said surprised but not at the same time. Lucas was about to ask me something and Kendall walked over.
"What's going on?" He glared at us. I feared the look on his face.
"N-nothing Lucas was leaving." I looked at Lucas apologetically.
"It was good seeing you." Lucas got up confusingly.
"Bye." I smiled with fear.
"What was that?!" Kendall said as Lucas left. Here goes Kendall's jealous side again. I didn't want to do this again.
"He helped me-"
"We will talk in the car." He grabbed the food.
We walked outside behind the restaurant where the car was.
"Kendall!" I yelled. "Lucas helped me decide that being together was the best decision." I tried to reason with him and he was not having it.
"You hugged him! While I was buying you dinner!" He yelled and threw the food at the wall.
I flinched. "It was innocent!" I was terrified.
"Yeah right!" He grabbed me by my shoulders and rammed me into the wall. My back was a lot better but it was still sore so this just made it worse.
"OW!" I screamed in pain.
"Shut up!" He slapped me. My skin was burning. "You've been fucking the kid this whole time haven't you?" Kendall release the hold on me.
"No! He's just a friend." I screamed. He pushed me into the ground.
"You are just a damn slut!" Kendall kicked me in the back hard a few times. I rolled over and he kicked my side and I passed out.
I woke up and no one was around. I tried to sit up but the pain was too much. Kendall beat me and left me here. I couldn't believe he could do something so bad. Someone could have found me and done something worst. I tried to sit up again but my body wouldn't let me.I reached for my phone and saw a text from my dad. "Where are you?" It read. I texted back that I was going to be home soon. I wasn't sure if I would be able to get there. I laid for a while trying to regain myself. There wasn't anyone around. I finally sat up and I was still out of it. The pain of getting up took a lot of energy. I slowly stood up and cried in pain. My knees were bleeding and it was dark out. I wasn't that far from my house but walking scared me. I started walking along the road. I thought about Kendall. What could I do? He's going to keep getting like this. I know he's trying to change. I love him so much and I wanted the boy I fell in love with back. Kendall use to be so sweet and caring and now all he is, is a monster. I thought about it being my fault or his dad's. I shouldn't talk to other boys if it upsets him so much. I didn't want to break up with him, it's not his fault his dad beats him and he can't help it. I shouldn't punish him for treating me the only way he knows how. I kept walking, my mind was full and I was in too much pain to cry.
My phone rang. "Hello?" I said.
"Where are you?" My brother asks.
"I'm on my way home." I said breathing heavily.
"Who are you with?" Jamie questioned me. I didn't want him to know things were messed up again.
"Kendall." I lied.
"Oh really because I see a 5'4 brunette walking along the road at 11 pm?" He said and I gulped turning around to see his car.
"I can explain-" His car pulled up next to me.
"Get in." I open the the door and sat down. "Why are you lying to me?" He was so worried.
"I'm sorry." I sighed. I didn't know what to do.
"When I took you home the other night I told you I would always pick you up no questions asked." Jamie said softly. He had calmed down I knew he was scared.
"I know but I knew you had a date and I didn't want to ruin it." I looked down at my knees and put my bag on top of them so he didn't notice the bleeding.
"Row, I would never put your safety over some date. Just please stop doing things that are so stupid and dangerous." He rubbed my hand. "What happened? Where's your boyfriend?"
"We had a bad fight." I decided not to lie about it.
"Sorry sis." Jamie pulled me in for a hug and I yelped. "What?" He said concerned.
"I fell in gym so my back is really sore." I hoped he would buy it.
"You should lay down on a heating pad when we get home." I nodded and we drove. "What did you guys fight about?"
"I don't want to talk about it." I said feeling numb.
"I'm your big brother you can tell me." Jamie looked over at me.
"He just treats me bad. It's nothing serious but I don't know if I should stay with him." I looked out the window.
"Treats you bad in what way? Should I have a talk with him?" Jamie asked with worried and anger towards Kendall.
"No! I said it wasn't serious." I exclaimed
"If you have doubts about being with him then you need to take a break and figure things out for a week or two." Jamie said trying to help me.
"I just want it to be fun again."
