Sabrina's POV
I stood there in disbelief staring at my best friend looking at me like I was her enemy. She was talking down to me. It didn't sit well with me. I never let anyone talk to me like this. I let my temper get the best of me and I couldn't stop it.
"You know ever since you've been with Kendall. You've been a real bitch." I said hurting over all of this.
Rowan filled her face with anger that I've never seen on her before. "You've been so needy and whiny." She huffed. "Why would I want to talk to you?"
"Me? I'm the problem?" I was shocked I got closer to her face. "You are the one that is letting your boyfriend treat you like a dog."
I felt a smack across my face and my skin burned. "Can't you take the hint that I don't want you around me anymore?" Rowan looked at me with pain in her eyes.
My heart broke. "Wow."
"Go away please." She said so coldly. "And don't act like you didn't deserve that slap a long time ago." Rowan stood her ground.
"One day you're going to need a friend and wonder why you don't have any." I glared at her and walked away.
I couldn't fucking believe it. She slapped me, maybe I deserved to be slapped since I've slapped her in the face but not like this. I was wrong to do that to her but she is just as wrong too. I saw the pain in her eyes, It hurt so badly to see what's become of her. Everything has changed so much. I missed the old version of my best friend, I don't know if we would ever recover from something like this.
Rowan's POV
I put my head in my hands I wanted to scream. I didn't really want that fight with Sabrina to go down like that but people won't leave me alone. I went to class and Kendall wasn't here. I was so relieved. What if he skipped town? That would be a miracle. I couldn't focus on anything all period. I was in pain emotionally and physically in every way possible. I felt so sick whether it was morning sickness or anxiety it didn't matter at this point. I raised my hand and asked to excuse myself to the nurse. I didn't actually go to the nurses office but no one checks up on the principal's perfect daughter. I sat on the bleachers in the empty gym. It was quiet and that was exactly what I needed right now.
"Rowan?" Lucas said sitting next to me. There goes my peace and quiet.
I looked at him. "Lucas? What are you doing in here?" I didn't know other people knew about this spot. This was the old gym no one uses anymore, it's sorta hidden/
"I was wondering the same thing about you" Lucas asked avoiding my question.
'It's peaceful. You?" I asked him.
"Same but I come in here and nap sometimes." We laughed.
"Nice." I giggled, playing with my fingers. I felt nervous being here with him after all that's happened.
"Are you okay? You look upset." Lucas noticed my shaky hands.
"I'm fine." I sighed, it was getting harder to hid my emotions.
"You know you can tell me anything." He had such a comforting voice.
I nodded. "I know."
"So?" I knew that really wanted to know but he didn't want to push.
"I'm not ready to talk about anything just yet." I stared at the floor avoiding eye contact. I wasn't planning on ever talking about it.
"Okay. I'm here." Lucas respected my privacy.
"Thank you." I hugged him and felt so warm.
The bell rang and we walked to class together.
Josh's POV
I found Sabrina after school she told me all about her fight with Rowan and I didn't know what I should do about it. Rowan won't talk to anyone and Sabrina is my girlfriend. I owe it to Sabrina to be there for her especially if Rowan wouldn't even explain it. She bitched out Jamie yesterday and now this. It's getting hard not to hold back my opinion. I've held my tongue with her out of respect for Sabrina and because I didn't want her to retreat, but if she's going to do so anyway then the only option at this point is to put it all out there. I wasn't going to do anything without Jamie, he's her brother so as far as I'm concerned he has the biggest say in this. Sabrina says she and Kendall broke up so maybe that's why she's even more hard to talk to. I wanted to tell Jamie about them breaking up, if he would answer my calls. I didn't know if it was a for sure thing or not anyway. All I know is if Kendall keeps up with his bullshit then I know Jamie, my brother and dad will help me handle him. Jamie was nowhere to be found after school. We ended up taking the bus home. I talked Sabrina into coming over to my house. I know she didn't want to but if she didn't get it over with then I knew she would never come over again.
I sat on the empty couch. "Come here beautiful." I smiled extended my hand out to Sabrina.
She smiled and I pulled her into my lap. "You always know how to make me feel better." She kissed me.
Rowan's POV
I went to all of my classes and there was no Kendall anywhere. I avoided even looking at Sabrina in my classes with her. I skipped lunch and ate in the bathroom just to be safe from Kendall. I never knew with him. After school ended I waited for my dad in the main office. There was no way I was riding the bus and I didn't want to be stuck in the car with my brother or my uncle questioning me. I know I'm safe with my dad here.
"Hi daddy." I said walking into his office after a student left.
He smiled. "Hey honey. Are you waiting for me?" My dad asked looking at the time.
"Yeah." I said quietly. "I missed the bus." This was the only way I would get out of being grilled on why I didn't want to ride the bus.
"Okay. Give me a few minutes and we'll head out." My dad said, getting his stuff together.
We managed to finally get out of the school within twenty minutes and we headed home. I love my dad but he didn't shut up the whole way home. As soon as we pulled up I jumped out of the car and went inside. I walked in to find Sabrina and Josh kissing on the couch. I rolled my eyes and walked to my room before they saw me. I was so angry with her that I was automatically angry with my uncle for even bringing her here. They couldn't even be honest to me about the whole relationship. It didn't even matter if it was new or not, if I knew it was coming or not. I deserved a conversation about it. That wasn't even why I was upset. Sabrina hurt me today and is sitting in my house making out with my uncle. I can't believe she would come here after that fight. I laid on my bed and cried. I couldn't take anymore of this pain. I didn't know what I was going to do about this pregnancy. I know my options but none of them sound very good. I wondered if I was brave enough to be able to get an abortion. It was a hard decision to make especially on my own. I don't think I would be able to give a child up for adoption but was I able to raise one? I'm mess enough right now. I didn't want Kendall around for any of this either. It was my decision and I have to make it alone.
A knock came from my door and my mom appeared. "Can we talk honey?" She asked me.
"What's up?" I wondered as she sat down next to me.
"Your father and I haven't been honest with you lately." She took my hand. "We need to talk about a few things."
Author's Notes:
Enjoy! I've seen people complain about Sabrina and Josh being boring and I just want to let you know that the main focus of the story is Rowan. Then Rowan related friendships/relationships. Sabrina and Josh are still very much apart of this story but I have an character arch going on with Sabrina's development and there's time I want to pass before they jump into bed together. As for Cory and Topanga, they have other important things going on that you don't know about just yet. (I've already written them finding out about Kendall so that will be coming)
