Rowan's POV

Jamie stood in my room with his arms folded. I knew he was pissed and he knew that I was with Kendall. I looked at Lucas who stood next to me this wasn't going to be easy. I had already texted my parents lying to them and making sure they didn't think I was with Kendall like they thought. Jamie wasn't as easy to fool anymore but he was happy Lucas returned me in one piece. I asked Lucas to wait outside we both knew I had to tell Jamie the truth and not just some of it. I sat on my bed and took a deep breath. I knew this was it, I tell Jamie and he will take this to my parents and then I can't run from it anymore.

"What's going on?" He asked me, wanting the truth of it all. "Why did you go with Kendall after you promised me you wouldn't?" I could tell he felt betrayed and it didn't make me feel very good that the trust is gone but I understood why from all the months of lying to him.

"I didn't-" I tried to explain what really happened but he wanted the floor.

"If mom and dad weren't out looking for you then they would be here yelling at you! You're damn lucky you have a great friend like Lucas who covered for you." Jamie yelled out of hurt and anger. "I'm not lying anymore if you're just going to be stupid and go behind my back to see a guy that beats you!"

"Jamie! Shut up!" I yelled back and sighed needing a second.

My brother realized he was being a little harsh."I'm sorry but you scared me today." He apologized for yelling at me. He wasn't wrong, it was stupid of me for buying into Kendall's bullshit but I can't erase the past. I intended on keeping my promises to my brother last night so I accepted his apology.

"I have to tell you the truth, not just about today but the whole relationship." I looked at my brother who sat next to me.

He was confused. "Huh?"

"I wasn't skipping school today, Kendall grabbed me and forced me to his house." I noticed the red on my brother's face, this was going to be so difficult being honest with him.

"He did what?!" Jamie stood up. "I'm calling the police, you need a restraining order now."

"Wait." I said standing up. "There's more."

"What?" Jamie raised his eyebrow. He couldn't fathom there being more to this story.

I sighed. "This is really hard to sit here and tell you the truth." I said honestly scared out of my mind. I had to be careful with my words or else he wouldn't even listen to the rest of the story so I thought it would be best to tell him about the pregnancy first.

"You can tell me anything." He looked at me. "I"m here to listen."

I slowly with shaky hands, lifted up my shirt and put one hand on my small bump that was barely visible. Jamie looked down and up at me confused for a second and then it hit him. His eyes widened and his face was blank. "Jamie-"

Seconds of quiet he rubbed his face in stress. "You're pregnant?" He asked me to confirm.

"Yes." I nodded and let the information sit with him before telling him more. He was really upset and in shock.

Jamie ran his fingers through his hair trying to grasp this. "You're only fifteen years old, you can't have a baby." My brother was very worried for me.

"I know." I said quietly, sighing as I watched Jamie's disappointment shine.

"Who else knows?" He looked at me.

"You, Kendall and Lucas." I said knowing that would change soon enough. "It's why I broke up with Kendall."

"How far along are you? Did he hurt you before he knew or after?" Jamie had so many questions, it was overwhelming.

"I have more to tell you." I ignored his questions.

"More?!" Jamie sighed. I could tell his heart was broken and he was disappointed in me.

"The night of the party when I started dating Kendall I thought I had gotten drunk but I was drugged and he raped me." I spit out as fast as I could or else I wouldn't have been able to. I expect my brother to freak out but he was processing.

"What?!" His face softened for me.

"I didn't know I was raped until I found out I was pregnant." I looked at Jamie who was tearing up.

"He raped you?" Jamie's face filled with worry. "I'm- I'm so sorry." He felt a taste of my pain and he was feeling the guilt.

I teared up. "He tried to do it again today, Lucas got there in time." I paused. "I thought he was going to kill me."

"That's it. I'm calling mom and dad." Jamie pulled out his phone and pulled me into his arms.

Jamie's POV

I was so angry at everything in this moment. I could have stopped all of this if I had been more aware. That will haunt me til the day I die. I held my baby sister in my arms as trying to comfort her after months of pain and hurt. She was only fifteen and going through this much? It wasn't fair. I wanted to take her pain away and I wanted to do what I could to ruin Kendall's life. He took my sister's life and he twisted it permanently. Rowan's life is forever going to center this tragic event that has happened to her. Every decision in her life is altered and fueled by what he did to her. It made me sick to my stomach. My parents said they would be home shortly. I didn't go into detail, not over the phone.

"Jam?" Rowan said wondering in her own thoughts.

"Yeah?" I answered.

"I'm going to need your help telling mom and dad." I heard the fear in her voice and I wanted to protect her from further hurt and pain.

"You got it." I rubbed her shoulder. "Anything you need from here on out."

Cory's POV

I walked into the house with Topanga behind me and I yelled out Rowan's name. I was so disappointed in her lately. The mood swings, the lying, the skipping school. She was about to get the grounding of a life time. Topanga agreed with me. We were happy she wasn't with that boyfriend of hers anymore. Clearly he was a bad influence on her. I was angry with my brother and son for keeping information from us about the kid lying to our faces. It was ridiculous. Lucas was sitting on the couch and he greeted us.

"Hi daddy." Rowan said entering the room with Jamie behind her.

"Jamie, why don't you go take Lucas home. We need to talk to your sister." Topanga suggested folding her arms.

"Sabrina is coming over to bring Rowan and Lucas the homework. I'll take him home after that if that's okay?" Jamie asked us.

"Fine." I said looking at my children. "But please would you excuse us for a few minutes."

Jamie looked at Rowan. "It's fine Jam." She gave him permission to leave.

Topanga and I looked at each other in confusion. "What was that about?" I asked after Lucas and my son went to his room.

"Nothing." Rowan said clearly trying to hide something.

"It's something. There's something going on with you and we deserve to know." I demanded answers to why my daughter was behaving like this lately.

"Honey, we love you but we're concerned." Topanga sat down next to her.

"Guys I'm sorry for the way I've been acting but I'm not ready to talk about it. I just went through a tough break up and I just need a few days." She looked at her mother for help.

"You don't just get out of this by saying you need time." I stood my ground. I wanted to get to the bottom of this.

"I'll change, I just need time to work things out in my head." Rowan promised.

"Cory, maybe we give her a day or two and then we continue this conversation." My girls looked at me.

"No!" I said gasping at the sudden change in my wife's words.

"Please. I promise to be honest. It's just painful." Rowan begged and Topanga gave in and hugged her tightly.

"We will back off but you're still ground for ditching school. Two weeks." Topanga pulled away and gave me a look to agree.

"Okay fine." I agreed reluctantly.

"That sounds fair. I love you guys." Rowan said before leaving the room.

"What was that? You completely gave into her!" I was upset.

"Listen Cor, I know what it's like to be a teenage girl. I don't want to push her away." She explained.

I took her word for it since I never was a teenage girl but I wasn't going to let this go for much longer. I needed to know what was going on with my daughter. She was this perfect smart and sweet little girl and one day that faded away. I missed her.


Author's Note:

Big chapter! Almost everyone knows. I made a decision on what I want for Rowan's path. It's a mix of what a lot of people wanted and I'm going to please you guys but also tell the story I feel comfortable telling and I want to tell. Sabrina and Josh stuff will be more present I know they took a backseat but it was important for this Rowan stuff to be first.