This is based on 9x22 and 10x01
Hailey and Jay were at the hospital standing outside Anna's room. They watched as the doctors did everything they could to save her but it was too late. Hailey started shaking when they pronounced her. Jay noticed this and took her outside.
"Hey hails are you ok?" Jay asked concerned
Voights gonna kill me annas death is on me" Hailey said shakily.
"No Hails this is not on you she had a gun she shot voight she would have shot one of us or an innocent civilian. It was a good shoot" Jay told her
They were able to close the case soon after. When they got home Hailey was sore from the explosion. Jay noticed she was moving slower than usual.
"Hey hails are you sore" Jay asked
"Yeah" Hailey replied
"I'm sorry babe take some Advil," Jay told her
"Ok" Hailey replied
They ordered pizza and wings for dinner and watched movies to destress. They watched movies for a couple of hours and then got ready for bed. They got in bed and started to give her a massage.
"Thanks," Hailey said
"Of course, I can tell you hurting and you've had a rough day" Jay replied
Hailey fell asleep as Jay was massaging her back. She didn't stay asleep for long and was tossing and turning an hour later. Jay woke up to her tossing and turning
"Hey babe are you ok," jay asked rubbing her back
"Yeah I just can't get what happened with Anna out of my head" Hailey replied
"I'm sorry babe but none of it was your fault her death is not on you none of this is o you don't blame yourself," Jay told her
"Voight probably blames me for it though he's going to be mad at me for It," Hailey said shakily
'No I'm not gonna let that happen I'm not going to let him yell at you this is not your fault" jay told her
He pulled her into his chest and began rubbing her back. She fell asleep for about an hour and a half. She woke up still in Jay's arms and stared at the wall until their alarm went off. Jay noticed she was anxious. She was sitting at the kitchen table bouncing her leg.
"Hey, babe it's ok I'm not gonna let anything happen to you I'm not going to let voight do anything to you" Jay reassured her.
They got to work and Voight glared at them and didn't say good morning. Hailey tensed when he glared at her
"You sure it's ok I'm here" Jay whispered in her ear.
They caught a scene and all went out to investigate. Voight wasn't talking to Hailey much and when he did give her an order he did so in an aggressive tone and didn't look her in the eye. He was also being more aggressive than usual; he was slamming doors and other things at the scene which was scaring Hailey. Jay could tell her anxiety was spiking. She had her hands squeezed into tight fists which she only did when she was trying not to cry.
"Hey babe it's going to be ok do you want me to talk to him," Jay asked
"No I don't want to make it worse I just want this day to be over" Hailey replied
"I'm sorry hails just want to remind you none of this was your fault.
They finished investigating the scene around lunch. The team split up for lunch. Jay and Hailey went for sushi. When they got back Hailey was watching traffic cams when she saw the suspect's vehicle.
"Guys I've got something," she said to the team.
Voight heard her call out and came out of his office shutting his door aggressively. Hailey jumped a little and Jay discreetly grabbed Hailey's hand under her desk.
"Upton what do you have," Voight said coldly
"I was able to get the suspect's license plate. I looked it up and it matched Nathan Daniels. He matches the suspect's description to a tee. I'm working on getting the address.
A couple of minutes later Hailey got the address. The team got a warrant and went and arrested him. Once they got back Adam and Kim interrogated the suspect they were able to get a confession and sent him off to county. They all finished their paperwork and went home. It was a nice night so Hailey decided to go on a run.
"Hey babe do you want to go on a run with me" Hailey used
"Sure just let me get changed" Jay replied
Once Jay got dressed they went on an hour and a half run, once they got back they were both starving. Jay made triple-cheese mac and cheese for dinner. They ate their dinner and watched a movie. Hailey had been really quiet since the run. She also wanted to be really close to Jay which she only did when she was anxious.
"Hey babe talk to me what's wrong you've been quiet all night," Jay asked
'I just can't get Anna out of my head I can't get that whole scene out of my head" she said starting to tear up
"Sssh c'mere I'm so sorry I'm here I've got you" "jay soothed
They both fell asleep but Hailey woke up 30 minutes later. She tossed and turned for 2 hours before giving up on sleep. She grabbed her phone and went and laid down on the couch. She scrolled through her phone until morning. Jay woke up to their alarm to find that Hailey wasn't there. He walked into the living room and saw her sitting on the couch playing on her phone.
"Hey babe how long have you been out here," He asked
"I didn't know I couldn't sleep so I just came out here. She replied
"Im sorry babe," he said sympathetically
Hailey drank some coffee and they went into work. Voight did the same thing he did yesterday.
When hailey and jay got home later that night jay could tell hailey was stressed. They ordered in panda express for dinner and watched some tv. Once their episode was done Jay went and started a bath.
C'mon babe let's go get in the bath. I can tell you're stressed and tense." Jay told her
"Thank you babe i love you" Hailey replied
"I love you too" Jay told her
Once they got in the bath he felt Hailey begin to relax a little. He rubbed her back and held her for a bit. She fell asleep in the bath and Jay carefully got her dried off and in a robe before tucking her into bed. Once he got in bed he gently pulled her into his chest. She slept for 4 hours before waking up from a nightmare. Jay woke up to her whimpering in her sleep,
"Hey your ok it's ok your safe it's just a dream ssh" jay soothed
Hailey shot up in bed and Jay pulled her into a hug. He began to rock her gently and rub her back. They sat like this for a bit before Hailey pulled away.
"Hey you ok abbe what happened," Jay asked
"Everything that's happened is reminding me of my childhood," Hailey said shakily.
"I'm sorry babe," Jay said sympathetically.
Jay pulled her into his chest again and put her head on his chest so she could hear his heartbeat.
This went on for another week and a half. Hailey was barely sleeping, she couldn't fall asleep, and when she did she didn't stay asleep for long. Voight was still doing things extra aggressively, he was still giving her the silent treatment and not looking her in the eye when he was talking to the team. Hailey hated it and blamed herself. Jay could tell she was beating herself up over this. Hailey had been quiet the whole weekend and Jay could tell her anxiety was through the roof.
"What going through your head babe I can hear you thinking," jay asked
"That this is all my fault and I deserve this treatment I'm getting from voight" Hailey replied
"Hailey no what he's doing to you is not ok. It's completely unprofessional. This is not on you, it was a good shot you did nothing wrong. This isn't your fault babe" Jay told her
They sat there in silence before Jay spoke again.
"I know how close you and Trudy are. Do you want to meet her for breakfast tomorrow? We don't have to be in till 9:30 do you think that would help?" Jay asked
"Yeah I think so that would probably help" Hailey responded
"Ok ill text Platt is 8 a good time," Jay asked
"Sure" Hailey responded
"Where do you wanna eat" Jay asked
"I don't care what do you wanna do" Hailey replied
"I don't care either, I'll have Trudy pick.
Jay texted Trudy and ex[ained the situation
J Hey can you meet us for breakfast tomorrow at 8 voight has been giving Hailey the silent treatment and is doing things aggressively around her. Hailey's anxiety is terrible, she's barely sleeping. She blames herself for the whole Anna situation
T yeah of course I noticed that too. She doesn't deserve this, she didn't do anything wrong. I feel so bad for her she's been through so much this past year, she doesn't deserve any of this
J Yeah i know i hate it for her i just want her to not be treated like this and to not have anxiety she's barely slept in the past 2 weeks
T im sorry hang i there jay I'm going to fix this tomorrow morning this has gone too far
J thanks sarge
T Of course where are we meeting up?
J we don't care you pick
T How about ihop I know how much Hailey loves ihop
J that would be great thank you I'll see you in the morning
T see you guys tomorrow chuckles
"Hey so were meeting Trudy at ihop at 8am tomorrow" Jay informed her
"Ok" Hailey replied
They went to bed and hailey tossed and turned all night. When they woke up they got ready and drove to ihop. Trudy met them in the parking lot ad hugged Hailey
"Cemere kid" Trudy said pulling her into a hug and rubbing her back
"I'm so sorry this is happening to you none of this is your fault" Trudy said sympathetically.
"Thanks sarge" Hailey replied
They ate breakfast and talked.
"What do you want to do Hailey," Trudy asked
"I don't know but I don't want to keep on getting treated like this it's reminding me of my childhood" Hailey replied
"I'm so sorry hails," Trudy said sympathetically
"How about this? How about I talk to Hank privately and tell him that he can't keep treating you like this? He can't blame you, it was a good shoot it wasn't your fault" Trudy suggested
"Umm sure I'm just scared of his reaction" Hailey replied
"We're not going to let him do anything to you," Jay and Trudy said simultaneously.
"Thanks, guys" Hailey replied
They all finished their breakfast and went to the district. Trudy was at the desk already when voight walked in so she was able to talk to him
"Hank, we need to talk," she said, nodding towards an empty office.
They went into the office and Trudy shut the door.
"What is this about?" Voight asked
"You can't keep treating Hailey like this, she's blaming herself and beating herself up over what happened," Trudy told him sternly.
"They shouldn't have been there i had it under control" Voight responded
"Hank she had a gun, she shot you, who knows what else she could've done. There were a ton of civilians around. She was a threat to the public. Hailey was doing her job it was a good shoot" trudy replied
"Ok fine" Voight replied
Hailey and Jay were sitting at their desks when Voight walked up. Hailey tensed and jay discreetly grabbed her hand.
"Hailey i'm not mad at you it was a good shoot this isn't your fault," Voight said walking into his office
She didn't fully believe his apology but he stopped with the aggressiveness and silent treatment and looked her in the eye when he was talking to her. Hailey felt like a weight had been lifted off her shoulders and was able to fully sleep through the night for the first time in 2 weeks.
A/N I know Hailey and Trudy aren't exactly a couple but I love them together. I want to write them together but have very few ideas. If you have any Trudy/hailey suggestions please comment them.
