I have no explanation for this other than saying it's been stuck in my head for too long. I hope you all enjoy reading it as much as I enjoy writing it.

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I am setting a blanket disclaimer out here so that it will not have to be a note on every chapter :

I do not own the Twilight series or anything affiliated with the franchise.

I only own my OC, Vega Swan, and any other characters* created by me.

*future additions may make an appearance*

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Trigger Warnings: Profanity. Suicidal thoughts and/or actions. Dark humored jokes. Blood. Gore. Violence. Biting. Panic and anxiety attacks. Bullying. Mentions of both underaged drinking and underaged sex. Mentions of sexual assault. And in general most things that make an appearance in the series.

A little information before going in ~

Vega Swan herself is like a walking trigger warning between both of her lives and her unsurety of the future. If this is something you find uncomfortable please skip this story.

Characters may be a little OOC—I am not purposefully changing the story or characters but tweaking it/them a bit to fit around my idea a little better.

Jasper's background is getting fine tuned with a sprinkle of more sadness.

Vega has a sailor's mouth. She cusses. Like a lot.

Charlie deserved better so I made it such.

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As I am writing this for fun the updates may be sporadic but I am hoping to update weekly ✨

I don't tend to write in First Person so this work is a relaxing way to help challenge myself.

This is cross posted on AO3.

Every chapter will have a small snippet from the chapter.

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First 5 chapters will be released now while updates will begin 11/29/2023.

As a treat to my readers—and a little self indulgence—every FIFTH chapter will be written in Third Person POV and will be giving insight on Jasper's side of things and his feelings.