Preface
His
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Rating:ExplicitArchive Warnings:Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of ViolenceCategory:F/MFandom:僕のヒーローアカデミア Boku no Hero Academia My Hero AcademiaRelationships:Dabi (My Hero Academia)/Reader, Todoroki Touya/Reader, Bakugou Katsuki/ReaderCharacters:Dabi (My Hero Academia), Takami Keigo Hawks, Uraraka Ochako, Bakugou Katsuki, Pro Heroes (My Hero Academia), League of Villains (My Hero Academia), Shigaraki Tomura Shimura Tenko, Todoroki Enji Endeavor, Todoroki Shouto, Aizawa Shouta Eraserhead, Midoriya Izuku, Iida Tenya, Iida Tensei Ingenium, Original Characters, Kirishima Eijirou, Tetsutetsu Tetsutetsu, Tokoyami Fumikage, ReaderAdditional Tags:BDSM, Master/Pet, Dubious Consent, Extremely Dubious Consent, Dabi is Todoroki Touya, Protective Dabi (My Hero Academia), Dabi is a Little Shit (My Hero Academia), Possessive Dabi (My Hero Academia), Takami Keigo Hawks is a Little Shit, Face Slapping, Unhealthy Relationships, Spanking, Branding, Prisoner of War, Dacryphilia, Aged-Up Character(s), Stockholm Syndrome, Soft Dabi Todoroki Touya, Blow Jobs, Butt Plugs, Shigaraki wins, Rape/Non-con Elements, Dubiously Consensual Blow Jobs, Quirkless Reader (My Hero Academia), Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Porn, Fluff and Angst, Pining Dabi Todoroki Touya, Psychological Torture, Psychological Trauma, Psychological Drama, Psychological Horror, Mind Manipulation, Imprisonment, Possessive Behavior, Yandere, Obsessive Behavior, Flirty Dabi Todoroki Touya, Stalking, Bondage, Somnophilia, Humiliation, Dark Romance, MindbreakLanguage:EnglishCollections:Books I'd recommend - Queen of Kings YT,
336 Hours: A Comprehensive and Preeminent Reader-Insert Collection
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Published: 2020-12-19
Completed: 2023-11-23
Words: 242,123
Chapters: 71/71
His
by Brittneejo
Summary
The war between heros and villains is coming to an end after almost a decade. In a show of power some prisoners are claimed by members of the PLF. You have the unfortunate luck of catching the eye of a certain cremation villain.
Where I shouldn't be
It's hot.
Why is it so hot?
Your brain can only process the heat as you wake. The dryness of your mouth has you moving your jaw around. When you try to gather spit in your mouth to relieve the dryness nothing happens. Your tongue stuck to the roof of your mouth.
Your eyelids are heavy, you just can't seem to open them. Trying to move your hand to rub the weight and sleep out of them. There's no payoff to the extreme amount of effort you put in to bringing your hand to your face. There's a heftiness on your wrists, and a numbness running through your arms, everything combined with the heat causes your jaw to clench. The chill of the metal against your wrists and ankles conflicts with the heat of the room.
Realizing the weight around your wrists is cuffs, you recognize the tinkle noise as chains. Why are you chained? Two sets of chains are attached to your body, attached to your wrists, connecting you to the ceiling. The second set keeps you on the ground, with a bar between your ankles. You can feel softness under your knees, you're kneeling on a soft cushion, knees forced apart and arms lifted in a Y position. The cushion is almost too soft, the velvety texture causes you to clench your jaw. A similar sensation to tickling the roof of your mouth with your tongue absentmindedly rushes through your body when you focus too much on it. You can feel the cloudiness begin leave your mind, and you're able to slit your eyes open. Barely, but it's a start. Observing the chain it looks delicate, but there is no give when you pull.
The forced position had caused you're hands to fall asleep and your feet do not appreciate the weight of your body pushing into your calves. You are grateful for the small comfort of the cushion. Your wearing a plain set of underwear. You try to not focus on how much skin you have exposed.
As your memories of the previous days come back, the severity of your situation return to the forefront of your mind, you start to wish for the cloudiness to return as the memories become more solid. You wish you could forget where you were, at least then you wouldn't have to feel the dread of being with him, he shouldn't have even looked at you twice.
No, this wasn't right. You weren't important enough to be where you are, you should've been placed somewhere and with someone lower in the ranks of the PLF. Somewhere where you could escape easier. You don't even have a quirk! You weren't important in this war. You were barely a side character. If anything you were an extra whose shoulder was in the screen of the movie. Followed by that scene being cut. You were nobody. You shouldn't be here, with him.
You open your eyes fully. Grateful the room is empty while you adjust to your surroundings. The room is oversized. Your apartment room could fit in the area easily. There is an irori table in front of you, a few feet away. It helps illuminate the otherwise dark room.
Where is he? Why was he leaving you in your own? Why would he go through the effort of possessing you when there were pro hero's he could've had in this position instead? It made no sense. You shouldn't be here.
You'd been hiding in the woods for two weeks now. Grateful for you're love of camping and hiking that made you capable of what you needed to do until your ticket out came. You had made a connection who was going to help you get to America. Escape the destruction that the Paranormal Liberation Front caused in your home. Realistically no one was even looking for you. You however couldn't rid yourself of the feeling of eyes on you.
The hero's lost. Endeavor was missing. Most of the hero's seemed to be missing. Hawks had betrayed his fellow hero's. His flip to the villains side caused massive loss on the hero's side. It had broken your heart that the hero you'd seen at the agency, always with a friendly smile on his face could betray so many.
They won.
Brutally.
This new world was harsh and bright in its intrusiveness. It's devastating to witness. Thinking of the destruction and pain radiating throughout your home brought a lump to your throat. So you focused on getting out. Everything you've known was torn from you. You and those around you no longer knew where to look for comfort of the everyday, while your life wasn't thrilling before, it was simple and you enjoyed it.
You had worked for Endeavors agency. You did paperwork. Not even vital to the world paperwork. It was monotonous work, but it allowed you to be apart of the hero world in a small way. You never got to speak to any of the hero's who walked through the agency everyday, but it was exciting to get to observe them in person. You never tricked yourself into believing you were important however. You never even got to meet Endeavor before the fall began and he most likely didn't even know what your job entailed.
After the fall of Hero society you helped with one job. Only one. It wasn't a big job, it was a minor inconvenience to the villains and it seemed an almost pointless assignment to the hero side. You finally got your meeting experience with the number one hero. You mentally wish that you didn't have to meet him, you preferred the life you had before getting to meet him. Where you were just an observer. You liked to think of your life was different you could've had a bigger role in helping others.
All you did was redirect a shipment of medical equipment, pain medications, antibiotics, things like that. You almost peed yourself trying to pretend like you knew what you were talking about, like you were an official and someone to listen to. You just needed them on a different truck, a different path that was easier to intercept.
One of the members of the PLF caught you after you tried to sneak out. The redirect already happened and you stayed until you heard Endeavor had intercepted the much needed supplies. You were supposed to leave right away, but you wanted to make sure you'd succeeded. A small part of you wanted to see the reaction of the villains to your success.
This member didn't seem overly smart, you didn't know who he was. He thought he only needed to confront you and you'd lay down and do as he said. You were after all just a quirkless nobody. He seemed to sense your weakness and puffed up, trying to intimidate you. It was working, especially since you couldn't gage his quirk.
It was absolutely dumb luck that you got away however. He backed into a box of supplies and fell. And you ran. Hurting your shoulder on a doorway when you ran into it on your way out.
You are beyond lucky such an idiot is who caught you. Anyone else would have been on you as you fell to your ass after running into the doorway.
When the villains came and went through the survivors caught to pick and choose who they wanted as war trophies and who to simply kill you already knew you'd be killed or one of the lower members would pick you off to keep as a toy or a maid. You hoped for the latter so you could have a chance at escape, no matter how small.
It was your current but frustratingly consistent strain of bad luck that the idiot was there that day. You kept your head down, hoping to not be noticed. He looked like someone who would take others abuse towards him and heap it on someone weaker than him. Power hungry without the ability to gather any power.
You recognize some of the hero's here. Uravity and Dynamight are in the spotlight. You see a blond with pigtails and insane looking eyes grab Uravity by her chin. She seems thrilled at her find and starts talking excitedly about how much fun they are going to have together.
"It's my best friend! Did you come here cause you knew I'd be here? I knew you wanted to spend more time with me, you could've just told me, you didn't have to go through all of this!"
Uravity looked more bewildered the more the blond spoke.
Dynamight however apparently didn't come here quietly. He has quirk repressing cuffs and he's gagged. He's still yelling however. His face and neck red, his veins seemed close to bursting with the effort. You wonder who in the world would attempt to try and keep him as a trophy. You're shocked he wasn't simply disposed of honestly. It would probably be the safer option. You mentally bet yourself whoever takes him is going to die.
In looking at the scenario ahead of you you didn't notice the hero nearest you until she started talking. It's the rabbit hero: Mirko. She starts speaking in a taunting voice and you have to turn your head to see she's speaking to a smugly grinning Hawks.
"I was hoping it would be you who came and found me, bringing me to your home will keep me from having to hunt you down you prissy peacock." She says to the former pro. Her voice was filled with a glee you didn't understand given the current situation. She looked energized at the prospect of Hawks taking her as a trophy. You could see her shoulders strain as she fought against the restraint to get closer to Hawks.
"I just couldn't stand the thought of leaving you to anyone else songbird." He knelt down to put his face close to hers, running gloves finger gently down her cheek. He matched her energy. "What can I say I am still a sucker for good thighs. I bought some new toys I think you'll find thrilling, I've been waiting to get you back in my hands." They both smiled at each other in a threatening way, that was laced with familiarity and dislike.
You watched as Hawks trailed his nose against Mirkos. Both had their mouth open slightly, looking as if they were holding back from a kiss.
"Seems fitting you'd need assistance from toys to bring me a thrill chicken dick." Mirko said slowly, her tongue flicked against the tip of Hawks nose.
Hawks laughed menacingly and the look that passed between the two made a blush spread across your face. People threatening each other shouldn't be giving you the feeling of being a voyeur, but you felt like you were apart of something you shouldn't be.
You don't know which one of these two are going to kill the other, but you have a feeling in your gut one of them wasn't going to live much longer. The crazed look on Mirkos face had you mentally bank on her not being Hawks prisoner for long. She was going to devour him.
In your observation of the two, you'd forgotten you were hiding your face. The idiot had seen you and made his way over. His face was twisted in rage. Fuck.
"You!" His eyes darkened further as he recalled your face. "You're the bitch who caused me so much trouble with the medical delivery! Do you have any idea who you made me deal with? It was his supplies I had to explain away! How lucky I came tonight! No one's is going to bother bringing home a quirkless nothing." He said cruelly. "Don't worry, I am willing to claim you and I can demonstrate what he did to me on you, I can think of so many ways you can make it up to me too!"
He was easy to get away from once, if he took you, you could probably get away again. You were about to respond when a deep, raspy voice to the side spoke up.
"I don't think I was that harsh Slider, and I was under the impression it was Endeavors sidekicks, several of them in fact that caused that annoyance." A man bent and read the tag around your neck with your information. "Not some quirkless little thing." A tall slender man, healthy and scarred skin patched together, and black hair and unsettling blue eyes kneeled in front of you. "At least that's what you told me when I questioned you. Is this why security footage glitched out during this so called raid? So I wouldn't see this beauty doing the minimal amount of work to get around you're security?" His fingers traced your jaw and lifted your face to so that you made eye contact with him. His smile looked like he was trying to be reassuring, but succeeded in only making you feel threatened and small. Dabi.
"Hi." He said quietly, ignore the man standing in fear behind him.
Hi? Did he just say hi? This man you've seen on the news causing wide spread panic and fear, just said hi.
"Hi." You said back, feeling stupid at how scared you sounded.
You look behind him, his gaze was too intense to hold, and see the idiot looking panicked and fear filled his eyes. You also mentally responded to yourself that being a quirkless little thing is preferable in your current situation. The desire to own and punish you for the perceived wrongs of the hero's was slim. He was only using you to invoke fear in the man behind him. The idiot was right, no one here would look twice at you.
So why wasn't Dabi looking away from you?
"She was with them, obviously there was more than her. I-I-I wouldn't lie to you Dabi." The man tried to look calm and casual while nervously chuckling.
The patchwork man moved his hands from your jaw to run through your hair. He didn't pull or hurt you but you can't help the terrified squeak that left your throat. Dabi only smiled wider at your reaction to his touch.
"Was it more than just you? Or is he lying to me?" He loudly whispered, like you were having a friendly conversation. "Be honest with me little Mouse."
You try to decide your best option. If you lie for the idiot maybe he will be kind if he takes you home. If you lie to Dabi and he knows it however, you don't want to think of what he could do to you if he simply desires it. The hand tangled in your hair could go up in flames at any moment. You really didn't want the idiot to touch you either. For some reason that made no sense to you, Dabi felt like the safer person in this situation.
You decide being truthful to the cremation villain is the smartest move.
"It was just me, it wasn't a big enough job for Endeavor to send anyone important or useful, it was just getting some needed supplies to a few of the injured. I didn't even have a weapon. People were hurt, I-I just wanted to help."
Dabi smiled and raised his eyebrows. It was not a comforting smile. "Aren't you sweet." He said softly.
"Not really." You said quietly. Why are you talking?
Dabi moved until he ran his nose up your neck and into your hair. "I don't believe you. I can smell your sweetness." He clicked his tongue and you can see the idiot take a step back as Dabi turned his gaze to the man behind him.
"And did this completely waste of quirk put up a valiant fight against you little Mouse." He said without breaking eye contact with the idiot. His hand still tangled in your hair.
"He tripped over a box and fell and I ran away, and I ran into a wall, but I was able to get away." Why did you tell him you ran into a wall? You could've left that part out.
"Amazing." Dabi said and gave you an approving look before releasing your hair and gripped under your chin to force eye contact again for a moment, his gaze softened. "Good girl." He purred at you before removing his touch and he turned on his heel and walked to one of the workers and pointed at you. He smiled at you as he watched the handler came over to you.
"Looks like you've caught Dabis eye! He doesn't usually show an interest in any of this." He said like you should be grateful for Dabis attention. He'd pulled out a syringe and let out a chuckle when you tried to to pull away from the pinch as he injected you with something that had you seeing black within a few moments. You hoped Dabi killed the idiot for bringing you to his attention.
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From behind you, you hear the pull and heavy thud of a door. You try to maintain your even breathing. You know whose standing behind you. The silence is stifling. You wonder why he's not just coming to your front and starting whatever horrors he's decided for you.
You shouldn't be here. This cushion shouldn't be meant for you. How did this happen? Your already warm body begins to get hotter as panic sets in.
Should you turn your head and try to move whatever this is along? Get tonight over with? Or do you just remain obediently silent looking down. Something feels sour in your stomach at the idea of being obedient when you saw so many fight and give their lives fighting him. What right did you have to try and make your time easy? Or his for that matter. You mentally make the decision you're not going to give him an easy time. So you turn your head, twisting to look behind you as far as you can.
A hand, palm unnaturally hot grabs your chin from behind, and turns your head back to the front. The palm under your chin heats up just to the beginning stages of pain as a warning, and is quickly removed. The hand reappears smoothing up the side of your neck, forcing your head to the side, stretching out, the same is repeated on the other side, this time it's pushed too far into a stretch you have the sudden relief of a crack. A panicked squeal and you try and fail to leave his grasp.
Your brain has a brief moment of panic that he's got you here just to break your neck and kill you. The relief that it wasn't intentional, it was simply him giving a small demonstration that he can make you move the way he needs. He doesn't even need to be threatening to make you bend to his will. You're off to a really bad start at fighting him.
"Little mouse, I've been waiting for you to wake up. I was starting to worry they didn't get your dosage right. I am finding myself unable to be patient with the idea of playing with you."
You feel the weight of his head rest on your shoulder, his cheek pressed to yours.
"You slept through dinner, I brought a nutrition shot, it'll give your body what it needs to keep you healthy, but it's not a very satisfying way to get it, If you want solid food you're going to have to be timely and behave." A pinch on your ass had you straining as a burn ran through your veins as whatever he was injecting made its way into your bloodstream. "And it hurts like a bitch entering your body. But I can't have you weak. Well weaker than you are normally."
Does he want a response? Is that really a nutrition shot? Is there something else in it? What if it's poison. He doesn't seem like someone who would kill someone in such a hands off way, at least from what you know of him. Seeing the destruction and chaos left after one of his attacks always scared you, you'd always found him more terrifying than any of the other members of the league. Shigaraki scared you shitless with his out of control anger. But you always thought Dabi was more terrifying. He seemed to take more planning in his attacks. Put more thought into the destruction he caused.
He finally circles around to your front. You look into his blue eyes and wonder how eyes can glow like that. Is it part of his quirk? The blue fire within seen through his eyes. His patchwork skin is fascinating to see up close. You're momentarily grateful for the cuffs on your wrists from preventing you from seeing what his rough skin felt like versus the smooth. With his skin being so hot you wonder if that makes his staples burn.
He is in what you assume would be his night time clothes. It threw you off seeing him look so comfortable. Plaid pajama bottoms and a white t-shirt. Like he was ready to take out the garbage to the cans and hop into bed. Almost domestic. You wonder if he's simply trying to mess with you with his outfit. Pretend he's not threatening. Like he's just a person. You mentally shake your head at the insanity of that thought. He's not wearing pajamas to mess with you. You're over thinking, you need to steady yourself.
"For tonight I am allowing freedom in your speech and for looking me in the eye. However, there are simple rules for tonight while I get you prepared what I expect from you starting tomorrow. Think of questions you have for me, and despite the laxness in my rules for the night, I expect you to speak with respect and that you'll do as your told and answer my questions truthfully. I have a very low tolerance for liars. When you speak to me I expect you refer to me as sir, lord, master, if you're feeling in a mood I will accept daddy as well." His voice went low at the last suggestion and when he waggled his eyebrows at you, he almost gave the impression that he was simply trying to amuse himself.
His hands grasp either side of your face and his face gets so close to yours you could stick your tongue out and touch his mouth with it. You wonder if that would gross him out or create a different reaction that you are trying to keep out of your imagination. What is wrong with your brain?
"Do you understand me little mouse?"
You decide this is a moment you can see what happens when you push, you'll follow his instructions but not in the way he wants.
"I don't know if you're aware I am in fact not some sort of pet or toy, I am a person. What is wrong with you that you think you can just do this to another person? It's crazy and You're disgusting and insane and not to mention an idiot if you think I am just going to go along with whatever you say, sir."
You make sure to drip as much venom into what you say. Sir at least isn't embarrassing to say, you're secretly glad for the option. You called all of the higher ups Sir at work.
He stares you in the eyes, you can see his smile in his eyes. You haven't upset him, you've amused him.
"I am thrilled you're just as excited as me to get started in breaking you, and I think sir is off the list, it seems giving you something like relief will only encourage an attitude instead gratitude. Keep in mind while you are trying to learn about me I am observing how to best break you, everything you do and everything you say is informing me on how hard I need to go to break you down in order to make you what it is what I want you to be." He runs his palm across your cheek. "I promise you I am better at it than you are. You're too sweet I think, to be able to match me."
You don't have a reply and you know he can see the panic and fear in your eyes. He already knew your intentions of not listening and not being his obedient doll. You silently wish you were better at reading people. Or being intimidating, or even just witty and brave. You realize he's observing your reaction to his words as well. You panic and stick your tongue out at him. Why would you do that? Did you turn into a five year old? You can't even remember the last time you'd stuck your tongue out at someone. Why doesn't your body wait for you to confirm what action you want it to do instead of listening to the stupid side of your brain, that's apparently a five year old.
He takes the opening you stupidly gave him to push his thumb on your tongue, essentially pinning it to your chin.
"I like my toys to be decorated, are you wanting this tongue pierced? I have intentions of other decorations for you but I'd be happy to add to what I've already decided my surprisingly ballsy mouse. You're turning out to already be more entertaining that I thought you'd be. Surprisingly, you are making me very happy. I was a little worried you'd be too dull and submissive to be entertaining."
"No sir." You don't want him piercing anything. "I'' sorry."
You try to drip with respect this time, as much as you can with your tongue outside of your mouth an overheated thumb pushing it down. It doesn't sound graceful or respectful. You simply feel like an idiot.
You also already forgot you already lost sir as a name for him. You continue to wish you had an ounce of the bravery of any of the hero's, instead of the jelly spine you have.
"No what?"
He moved his thumb inside your mouth, his mouth slightly opens with the joy of causing you distress and embarrassment.
You try to decide which name would be the least humiliating. You can't seem to physically make yourself say any of them. So you just stare at his eyes, silently begging him to give you any leeway. Please don't force you to humiliate yourself like this.
"You can do it little mouse, I have faith in your ability to be my good girl. Just get it over with and we can move on yeah?"
That doesn't help. You don't want to be his good girl, you want to be his pain in the ass that he regrets bringing here.
His thumb starts to heat.
"No what y/n?"
He intends to use your name only when he causes you pain, you are his little mouse now, not y/n. He wanted you to associate your true name with pain, anything he hasn't given you is pain, you are only what he's graciously given you in your life from now one. He wants you to flinch and cry if you hear your name from anyone.
Soon your panicking that he's going to burn you from the inside out. The heat gets almost to where you know blisters are going to form in your mouth.
"No daddy!" You say stupidly. Drool pouring out of the corner of your mouth. He understood what you said however.
He looks like a predator whose caught his prey at what your overwhelmed brain decided who he was to you. You become enraged at your brain and it's stupidity for the second time in such a short period of time.
His thumb is out of your mouth and tracing your jawline. He's whispering praise in your ear.
"Such a good girl, my little mouse, such a good little mouse, mine. You're mine, all of you is mine. Not just this body, but your mind, your fears and your pleasure, from now on it all belongs to me mouse. Let's get your punishment out of the way shall we?"
He walks behind you and you can feel the increase in heat as he does.
"I want to make sure you understand why you're being punished y/n. I want it clear so we can avoid this unpleasantness in the future. What's about to happen is a result of your disrespectful tone and words. For your traitorous thoughts of being anything other than mine as well. Do you understand?"
You don't answer, words not seeming to form in your mind.
You see a terrifying flash of blue and feel the heat against your back.
"I said do you understand pet?"
"Yes daddy!" You scream in fear.
You see the flash of blue again, this time connecting to your back as he runs two fingers down your back. Searing into you.
You start screaming as flashes and pain continue for what feels like an unending amount of time. Gritting your teeth and digging your nails into your palm as you try and get away from the pain in your back.
"shhh, we're almost done Mouse. You're doing so good, I've seen pros crumble under less than what I am doing to you."
When it ends you can hear the click of his camera in his phone. Causing a new panicked feeling to rise up in your chest.
He wraps his arms around you, being careful not to touch his chest to your burns on your back, but still encapsulating you in his presence. His phone is in front of your face and you see he's burned his name into your back.
"Just so you'll know who you belong to Mouse, you'll notice it's not your name my little pet, but mine."
You feel his hands work his way down. He's giving you soft touches and your brain is working hard to try and pick apart his game. His steady breathing next to your ear has you trying to calm your erratic breathing to match his own. You stay silent as he moves around behind you. He bandages your brand, his warm skin igniting your damaged flesh with pain. Unchaining you, he sits with you on his lap, holding the back of your head with his large hand as you sobbed into the crook of his neck. You've lost the battle to stay calm and in the false safety of his arms you release you fear and overwhelming panic.
"Why?" You ask. "Why me, I shouldn't be here, I am a nobody, I should've gone to a nobody, not to you. I was supposed to be able to escape eventually, I was going to try and leave, and blend in somewhere new, keep being nobody. But a nobody who picked her days. I shouldn't be here."
You feel your heart beat start to go faster than you've ever felt it, your breath is choking in your throat. You can't seem to get a grip on what's happening in the present. His fingers still working to bring you comfort, even if you knew it was a false sense of it.
"Sounds like you just have bad luck mouse, I wasn't supposed to be there tonight either. I have no need for trophies, keeping someone and caring for them held no interest for me. Really it still doesn't. I came to talk to Toga about a mission. Claiming you was spur of the moment. I didn't like the idea of Slider getting his hands on you."
"Let me go, please, just let me go back to being nobody, I can be happy as a nobody. Please, just let me go."
Dabi moves your face to look at him.
"You're not going to be a nobody, you're going to be my little Mouse. You need to let go of that dream of yours. It's not in your future. Grieve for it tonight and move forward. Your future is at my feet now, if you behave you'll be taken care of. You can earn freedoms with obedience. I am going to make you perfect, you'll be my perfect doll, and you'll meet whatever it is I need of you, and you'll do it to my expectations. You're never going to be nobody again. Now you have my attention, and once this war has finally come to its grand conclusion you'll have my full attention. Aren't you a lucky girl. Tonight is the last night we will have this discussion. Get it all out tonight. You're to never speak of escape again."
You break at his command. As you cry Daddy, no Dabi, removes the bar and ankle cuffs. Adjusting you to sit in his lap while he rubs your lower back in soothing circles. He even begins to work the knots out in your back. It's caring and loving and it's what you need, but from the wrong person. It's making you nauseous. But you still seek his comfort and wrap your arms around his neck.
You need to keep some of your mental strength, keep him as Dabi in your head, don't break all the way. He's a villain, no matter what kindness he shows it's all mind games. Nothing is done without a string attached to his wants. Keep a seed of freedom so you can grow it, nurture it for your moment to escape. You need to keep a piece of yourself ready to fight. You know now, he's going to break you, but you are going to make sure he doesn't break all of you.
Once your sobs disappear and your breathing has slowed Dabi speaks. You can feel his jaw move against your cheek.
"I think we've accomplished enough tonight, I have no need for a sobbing mess of a doll. But we have one more task for tonight. You need to understand the rules you need to follow once you wake up tomorrow. Just the basics for now, I have time for the next couple weeks to really get it into your head what's expected daily. However the basics are simple. No eye contact unless your given permission by me, that goes for everyone. I don't want these eyes looking at anyone I don't expressly choose. Your gaze is for me, don't look away from me. Do you understand the first rule mouse?"
"Yes daddy." You feel the heat turning your face red at your response. You're humiliated.
"Repeat it mouse, what's rule one?"
"Don't look you or anyone in the eye unless you allow it daddy. Keep my eyes focused on you." It's hard for you to respond like a person without will. It will pay off when you escape you tell yourself.
"Such a good girl. My good girl. Rule two unless I tell you otherwise you don't speak unless I speak to you first. I will give you periods of time where you can express yourself freely. I need to know where your mind is to make you perfect, so I have no desire to completely suppress you. Again you are not to speak to others without my permission. Repeat it back for me mouse and tell me you understand."
You repeat his rules back to him, there's not many but they are designed to keep you from forming any relationship outside of him. He's going to make himself everything to you, anything outside of him is going to be small. He's intent on being your sole focus.
He is going to have you doing exercises with him. Not to change your body but because he said he is going to need you to have stamina for what needs of your body. You have to eat what he provides to keep your energy levels up as well. Keeping you healthy and strong seems important to him. You don't want to imagine why.
He has ordered you clothes and underwear. He's going to be choosing your outfits until you understand what pleases him. Just the thought of it causes a lump in your throat. If you try to hide yourself you will start over with no choice in what you wear after a punishment period of no access to clothing.
His main rule, obedience, always be obedient.
He stands and carries you. You're getting to leave the room. He pauses outside of a door for a long moment before turning and continuing down the hall.
"This was my families home, they are gone from it now, it seemed fitting that it belong to me now. For now at least, you'll be sharing a room with me. Until I can trust you on your own getting any private time isn't an option."
"Whose your family Daddy?"
His grip tightens around you.
"I don't like a nosey pet, just enjoy the false aura of success the home gives."
"Yes daddy." Your face still goes red, but it's not as strong. You're not happy at how short of a period it is taking for you to adjust.
Once you enter what you assume is the master bedroom Dabi sets you on the bed.
"Stay. Do not move."
It takes everything in you to not scoot over just an inch so you can pretend you're being defiant.
You can't resist it, you can't just be a mindless thing for him. You can be stronger than what he can do to you.You move to the opposite side of where he sat you. You see his boots near your foot, lined up neatly. You can't help it as you quietly kick them over. He probably won't notice but you feel better at the silly action.
He's grabbing a spare pair of sweats and one of his white shirts for you. When he turns and sees what you've done he doesn't look angry. When his eyes move to his kicked over he boots he laughs.
His eyes brighten and he takes large paces over to you, his hands tangle in your hair and pull your head back and he forces eyes contact.
"Can't give you an inch can I? I get off on taming brats, making them weak and drooling with their eyes blown out from the pleasure of being taken over really does it for me. Is that what you want from me pet? Do you secretly need to be tamed?"
Shit. You made a mistake. You close your legs together unconsciously rubbing them together to create friction.
His hand goes to the hinge of your jaw and squeezes until you open your mouth to avoid further pain.
"Pthu"
He spit in your mouth. You try and hold down a gag and he forces your mouth closed. His free hand pressed down on your fresh brand. Pain shot through your body.
"Hold it in your mouth pet, until I tell you to swallow. That disgust you feel, hold onto it and that pain in your back, so you can remember I control you now, you're mine to do anything I want with and no one is going to come barging in to prevent me from doing whatever I come up with in my head to you."
You can only nod in defeat.
"I need you out of these." He says while tugging in the bra your wearing. "They are dirty and smell awful. For now you can wear these."
You start to unhook your bra when his hand stops you.
"I will be the one dressing and undressing you pet."
You jerk back in panic and it causes you to swallow. You think nothing of it at first.
"I am not a baby, I've been dressing myself for years now."
Shit. Why did you say that. The realization of what you'd done is dawning on you.
"Daddy." You try to throw that at the end so you can pretend you didn't just have an attitude with him, or disobey an order he gave you.
He says nothing and simply grabs your bra and underwear and you see blue surround them, burning them to nothing.
"Try that after tonight and I'll burn my hand prints into your neck so you can always remember who it is who owns you pet."
You swallow hard.
"I am sorry daddy, I'll be a good girl, please no more pain, please."
"Open your mouth mouse, now."
You know what's coming and you try to block it from your mind and just mindlessly follow his order. Closing your eyes so you can pretend your somewhere else.
"None of that doll, look at me, I need you here with me, no escaping your time with me."
You keep your eyes shut tight.
"Do you think I can't make sure you can't keep your eyes closed, I am quite creative if you need me to be."
You open your eyes and try not to look as scared as you feel.
He spits in your mouth again.
"Don't fucking swallow until I say pet."
He undresses the rest of you and helps you get on his clothes. You're shocked at the almost clinical way he does this. He didn't even sneak a graze against your breasts or justify groping you anywhere.
He gently cups your face and forces and intense stare down.
"Swallow Mouse."
It takes you a minute to be able to power through his order. He got close to your face, nose to nose. He licks across your mouth. Pleased at the horrified look on your face as a result, and gently tugs your hair.
He takes you to the bathroom and watches as you brush your teeth and wash your face. He wants you to be hygienic at least. Your grateful for the toothpaste and mouthwash to rid yourself of the taste in your mouth. You don't know when you last were able to properly brush your teeth. Waking from a drugged sleep had made your mouth feel disgusting.
He then applies an ointment to your burns at your back and you feel relief almost instantly.
He carries you again back to the bed once's he applied fresh bandages to your back, he pulls a shackle out from the corner of the bed.
"Just need to make sure you can't make an escape attempt. You should be thanking me for removing the temptation. It will keep you from a punishment."
He stared at you and you realize he's actually waiting for a show of gratitude.
"Thank you Daddy." You squeak out.
"You're welcome little mouse."
You notice he's also removed anything you can pick up and use as a weapon as he sleeps. He's thorough. Damnit. You could try and strangle him with the blanket but his fire would destroy the blanket in seconds. The idea of hurting anyone, even your captor had your heart twisting with guilt. Stupid.
Dabi lays next to you and faces you towards him on your side. You simply stare at each other for a moment. You try to keep eye contact since you know tomorrow he won't let you look at him so freely.
He rubs your bottom lip with his thumb and he leans in and kisses you softly. As if he didn't just essentially brand you and torment you. If he were anyone else the kiss would be thrilling. Dabi is always a little threatening in his actions however.
"Sleep well little mouse, tomorrow will be a big day."
The shower
Chapter Summary
Your first day as his begins.
Chapter Notes
Please be aware of the tags, I mean it when I say I am going to go dark.
"Wake up little mouse."
Your eyes want to stay shut. You don't want to confirm your new reality with the visual on the other side of your eyelids. You're going to live inside your mind for now. You're in a hotel, not in bed next to one of the most dangerous villains in Japan.
That noise is room service, not Dabi waking you up. That hand creeping up your thigh is...danger.
Your eyes snap open. You have no alternative to that. Gripping his wrist in your hand, his chuckle caused the hairs on the back of your neck to raise.
"It's time to shower, today's an educational day for you. I want you to pay attention to everything I am expecting of you today. It will be your daily routine when I am with you and we're together."
You release a groan. Letting him pull his hand from your grasp. The warmth of his hand didn't leave for long as he twisted his fingers with your own.
"Oh joy, I can't wait."
Instantly you know you've made a mistake and given him an opening. You can practically feel his grin getting wider behind you.
Why did you do that? Why couldn't you just shut up. You can feel the grin against your neck.
"Oh little mouse, I am starting to think you like my punishments. You can just ask if you need me to give you pain. I am so good at giving people the agony they need to feel alive."
You panic increases as he rolls you with him off the bed and scoops you up and walks with you to the bathroom. He's stronger than you feel he should be. Realizing where he's taking you, you start try and wiggle out of his hold. You don't want any punishment that requires anything in the bathroom.
"Calm down mouse, I won't be punishing you just yet. We need to shower. It's too early to punishment, and I am not fully awake. I can provide other services however." His smirk let you know exactly what he was offering.
"I am sorry daddy." You say while cuddling into the crook of his neck, hoping it will appease him and maybe he'll forget any thought of punishing you.
"You think you're sorry now, but we will make sure you actually feel the remorse for your disobedience soon."
Damn your mouth. You've never really been around people while you were waking up. Apparently you're grumpy and stupid in the mornings. It had simply never had a chance to shine.
He sets you down in front of the double sinks. He shows you a cup that has toothbrush and tooth paste. He even has a face wash for you.
"If you have a kind of toothpaste and face wash you prefer, let me know and I'll make sure you have it."
Why would he care about your preferences? "Why?"
"You can use what I choose if you'd prefer, I was giving you the option. Apparently you bring out my nice side." He said sarcastically. "The runner just grabbed randomly."
"Thank you. These are fine."
"If you're turning down my kindness because you think you being here is temporary I suggest you come to grips with reality. You will be with me until I either tire of you or one of us is dead. Neither of which will be happening soon I can assure you."
He indicates he wants you to utilize what he has provided now and you both start brushing your teeth. Processing his words has your stomach turning. It feels too intimate doing this with him next to you. Which feels ridiculous considering what he probably has planned for you for the day. You also realize you don't think you've ever brushed your teeth with someone before. He was there the previous night while you brushed, but it wasn't as close feeling, he seemed to be matching your movements. His eyes showing amusement at your obvious discomfort. He was messing with you.
You cover your mouth when you spit. While thinking about how dumb that reflex was.This makes him laugh out loud.
"Oh mouse, brushing your teeth is one of the few times it won't upset me to see you spit. I like a little mess in fact. Do it again. With your hands down."
You turn red and choke on the leftover spit and toothpaste in your mouth. Your going to just ignore him now. You're also going to ignore what it is he's implying he expects from you.
You didn't notice him step behind you until he'd wrapped you in his arms. His warm hand rubbing your back.
"Breathe Mouse, we're going to have to work on your shyness. Has no one vocalized their desire for you before? I find that hard to believe. I've had women and men express desire for me and I am neither likable or easy to look at. You however, you make me want to see how many shades of red you turn."
You look away and focus on looking around at the luxury of the bathroom. Feeling your ears heat. If this had been any other situation you would be excited to use the shower! You realize you need to use the bathroom.
"I have to use the restroom."
He walks you to the toilet, it had its on separate entry inside of the bathroom, and stands there. You stare at the ground and wait for him to give you privacy. He can't expect that you're going to use the bathroom with him standing there right? Please don't expect that.
"Do you not have to use the toilet mouse?"
"I do, but you're standing here."
You feel that his stare has become intense.
"Daddy." You add as fast as you can.
"And?"
"And I don't think I'll be able to use it with an audience daddy." You try to keep your voice small. Trying to ignite pity in the patchwork man. "Please daddy."
He looked thoughtful, but you can see in his eyes he had planned whatever he was about to do.
"If I give you this freedom what do I get for being generous?"
"What do you want?"
"No, I asked what you think this freedom is worth from you. Giving you this unsupervised time could give you time to regroup your mind to plan an escape, find a weapon or a hiding place for one even. What are you willing to give me? What do you think I'll find worthwhile?"
You wrack your brain. You really don't know what he would find valuable from you. It seems overconfident to offer something like a kiss. Why would he find value in that when he can just take that from you.
"Anything I have to give is already yours, so I don't understand what I can give that can't already take. You said it yourself that everything that is mine is already yours."
"I like that answer. Look at me mouse."
You look into his eyes, he looks like he's searching for something. Whatever it is it looks like he's found it, and he smiles.
"Show me how you like to be kissed mouse."
"What?"
"I don't mean just a kiss, I want you to willingly kiss me, and show me what kind of kiss causes your heart to flutter and your pussy to clench."
You want to die. If you poke him in the eye maybe he'll just kill you and you don't have to hear him refer to your vagina ever again.
"You shouldn't talk like that Daddy."
"But it makes your face turn a wonderful shade of red, it looks beautiful on you, it enforces my desire to do everything I can to keep you red."
You think maybe you can pull something off and kiss him chastely. He doesn't know your preferences. How would he know that a simple kiss didn't have that chest expanding, knee weakening effect on you. Why should you have to show him what makes you weak, he should have to work harder for it anyway.
As you look at each other he looks at you like he can hear your thoughts and knows your going to lie. But how could he know that, he's not a mind reader and he's not all knowing.
"You can't lie, I'll be able to tell Little Mouse."
You decide to try and get it over with, you have a full bladder and you really just want to use the restroom. So you rush forward and essentially head butt his mouth with yours. It's the equivalent of a first kiss trying to mimic a movie kiss. Part of you even wonders if your lip was bleeding. Oh God, what if you smashed his mouth open, will he be angry if it was an accident? You're operating off of panic, he has to understand that doesn't he?
You keep your eyes pressed shut and you try to keep how ridiculous you feel off of your face. If he liked your face red in embarrassment, he must really love how you look right now. You bury your face in his chest to hide. Swallowing shock as he embraced you and let you push your face into him.
"Well. That was bracing mouse. I think we both know that isn't what I asked for, looks like I am staying little one."
When he goes to pull back you keep your face on his chest and walk with him. "Don't look at me please, I just need to die, or sink into the floor" his laughter moved your head and you felt heat spread further through your body.
He's really going to make you pee in front of him. You feel him staring at the top of your head, but he let's you stay pressed to him, and you just know he's not even going to turn around.
"Wait."
"Something to say mouse?"
"Can I try again daddy, please, I don't really know what happened, that was worse than my first kiss and you have no idea how bad that was, and this was so much worse.."
"You can try again if you stop feeling with this." He touches your temple, indicating your brain. "And start feeling and moving with this." His hand cups your pussy and applies pressure.
You try and squirm away, knowing already you'll be unsuccessful.
"Yes, daddy."
You try to picture what it is you always felt was lacking in people you've kissed and what it was that made you want to continue kissing someone.
"Am I allowed to put your hands on me daddy?"
"Please do Mouse."
You avoid eye contact and reach for his hands. You place one hand so it's cupping your cheek. You squeeze his hand indicating you want firm pressure.
"Your words pet, I want words and action."
He's not going to make this easy on you. You are not a vocal person.
"Umm, I-I don't know how to describe it. I like to feel like I am secure, like if I was going to move away it would take effort."
He grasps your face in his hand and brings your face closer to his. His teeth bared and eyes lit up.
"Like this?" He whispers in your ear. "Like you're mine and you won't be the one who ends the kiss, until the only thing you can taste is my name leaving your mouth?"
He's going to be the death of you. You're going to melt into the floor and it will have nothing to do with his quirk.
You nod.
"Words mouse, I don't want to remind you again you already have one punishment waiting, don't add another."
"Yes, daddy."
He keeps his hold firm and you are looking at each other in the eyes. You slow down from your first kiss attempt that was more like an assault. Taking a deep breath to try and steady your nerves. You move your nose closer to his and when contact is made you take another breath. Letting the skin to skin contact soak in for both of you. You kiss the corner of his mouth. As you move to deepen the kiss you start to panic. You remember he's forcing this out of you. This wasn't a loving action. This is him taking intimacy from you. He's disguising the force as a gentle choice, he doesn't deserve the butterflies in your tummy right now.
"Careful of your next move pet."
How does he always know?
You inhale slowly and press your lips to his. It's still a slow kiss. You take a moment to feel the sensation difference in his top versus his bottom scared lip. It's not an unpleasant sensation physically.
Using the tip of your tongue you swipe his bottom lip to the top of his Cupid's bow.
"Can you do that back to me daddy."
He doesn't respond vocally, he simply grants your request. The gentleness competing with the firmness of his grasp. He's not going to go farther than what you indicate him to do. He's enjoying forcing you to teach him how to violate you in the most efficient way. Almost as if your customizing how he violates your body, and your giving him every point of access.
Before you panic again you swipe your tongue against his bottom lip. Asking for permission to enter his mouth with your tongue.
Get it over with mouse, no you're y/n, get it over with y/n.
His lips part and you swipe your tongue in to glide against his. You put your hand in his hair on the back of his head. Threading your fingers into his hair. Pushing his face into yours while pulling at his hair at the same time. You move one hand to to his free hand and bring it up to thread into your hair. He doesn't wait this time for you to vocalize what it is your indicating you need from him. He wraps his hand in your hair and pulls your head back to change the angle of the kiss so he can deepen it. You realize you are close to the wall and start to back up. Pulling him along with you.
Once you reach the wall you grasp both of his hands again, you're losing yourself in the false power he's giving you. The false sense of control over him is addicting.
You move his hands to your thighs and hook them so you can hop. You already know he's going to catch you. Once caught you wrap you legs around his waist so his hands can be free, you wrap your arms around his lower back and push him into you like you're trying to melt into one body. You move one hand back to your hair and he rewraps his hand in your hair adding pressure and heat to your kiss. One hand is still at your thigh squeezing and kneading. This was going past a kiss and in the moment you're not caring..
You feel him beginning to harden at your core. He rolls his hips and causes you to gasp into his mouth and interrupting your deep kiss.
He drops you. You try to not whine at the loss of his touch. God you're weak. You should be stronger than this.
"Good fucking girl Mouse. So obedient once you have the proper motivation."
"Go to the bathroom, if you try anything, you will never have to option of using the toilet alone. If I can't be there I'll always find someone to be there with you, do you understand?"
"Yes daddy, I understand."
You let tears fall while you have your moment of privacy. You take the alone moment to try and restrengthen your willpower. Keep just a seed, just a seed of yourself. That's all you'll need. Let him think he's fully breaking you down.
Once you have washed your hands he reenters the bathroom. He has something in his hand.
"Do you know what this is pet?" He holds up something that looks like a bulb with a flared end. You blush and forget to breath when you realize it's a plug.
"Yes, daddy."
"Good, that saves time. These are special made for people with heat and fire quirks. there's a core to these that I can heat."
He shows you the bottom of the flare, you can see a round dot that looks like metal surrounded but some form of silicone or rubber. You're grateful it's not huge, it's not small around either however.
"Before we get into the shower, your going to cum on my fingers, I am going to insert this into your ass and your going to be spanked and we're going to test how hot you can handle this in your ass. Do you understand mouse?"
"I'll be good, please don't do this daddy, I am so sorry."
You don't know when you dropped to your knees or started hugging around his thighs. You just know you don't want any of what he described to happen. You don't even know what words are coming out of your mouth at this point. You weren't exactly sexless before, but the war and being quirkless didn't lead to people taking very much interest in you.
He grabs under your chin, and uses force to raise you back to standing. He doesn't look angry, he looks calm.
"This is the only warning you're going to get on this subject mouse so listen to me. Are you listening?"
"Yes daddy."
"Yes what?"
"Yes, I am listening."
"If you ever try to stop a punishment again I will add onto it, you're lucky I tell you what to expect in your punishment so you're not going in blind to it. You know exactly what's going to happen, that is a kindness from me. I don't have to do that for you pet. From now on when I describe your punishment the only thing I want to hear from you is thank you daddy for correcting my behavior. So let's try that reaction again. What do you say to the punishment I've designed just for you."
You sob. "Thank you daddy for correcting my behavior and helping me be better."
"That's a good girl, I will always make sure to keep you at your best mouse. I care about you too much to let you fail at being mine." He said with a condescending smile directed at you.
He reaches up and grips your chin and he recreates your kiss. Using his first weapon you gave him. He pushes you into the wall and hitches your legs around his waist again. When he rolls his hips against your clit this time he doesn't stop. He tests his thrusts to see your reactions. He is learning what your body needs to get the reactions he's looking for. Locking eyes with you you can see the pleasure behind his growing. The knots in your stomach reminding you that you are not immune to what he's doing.
He pulls your sweats down and uses a foot to pull them all of the way off your body. You try to not be impressed he can pin you into the wall and balance on one foot while removing your pants at the same time. He burns his shirt off of you in impatience next. The blue flames disappear before it cause you pain but not before leaving a stinging sensation. You are fully exposed to him and you try to let your mind wander.
He's not going to let that happen. When he sees disconnect start to form in your eyes he reaches to pinch a nipple. Hard.
"Stay with me mouse, you stay in the moment with me or I'll give you pain to bring you back to me, I want your focus on me." He looks hungry and feral now, and like he's thrilled at the idea of having someone who is there solely to pay attention to him.
His touch goes back to firm but exploring. He breaks your kiss and you feel drool drip out of the corner of your mouth. When you try to lift a hand to wipe at your face one of his knocks yours out of the way, using his thumb to wipe your face for you. He gaze moves to your breasts and uses both hands to palm them. Looking at your face for a reaction to his ministrations. He rolls and twists your nipples to see what point pleasure turns to pain and the balance between them. His hardness is still rolling into your core.
"It's like I designed you for myself mouse, you're perfect, look at your cunt, look at what it's done to my pants. That's all of your desire for my cock that's staining my sweats. Look at it mouse."
He pushes your head down so you can watch him roll his groin into yours.
"Fuck...fuck mouse, I am going to enjoy having you as my bitch in heat. Keeping you wet and ready for me. I'll keep your mind always wondering when you are going to be touched by me. Wondering when I am going to fuck you. Such a good girl."
You see the stain spread on his sweats and feel shamed at the reaction he's causing. All of your internal talk of standing against him is melting against his pants. You're weak against him. You wish you hated what was happening as much as your mind was telling you too, but having someone so focused on learning you, losing control of himself because of who you are is a heady feeling. No one had ever focused on you this much, while you are fighting liking his attention he's making it obvious he's becoming obsessed with having your focus on him.
He grabs under you thighs and carries you to the sink. He sets you on the counter and trails his hands from you cheeks down your neck. He resumes his deep kiss and uses one hand to press against your neck. He is stopping your breathing while forcing you to use up your saved breath to kiss him. He releases and his hands continue down his path. He palms your breasts and rolls your nipples. Testing the weight of each one. Keeping you overwhelmed with his kiss and his praise, and how deep his tongue is entering your mouth.
One hand reaches down violently pushes against your pussy. He puts pressure until it's almost too much and releases and starts again. Using one finger he runs his finger up your slit. His finger collecting your fluids to rub against your clit. Once he's satisfied he takes his ring and middle finger and slowly pushes them into your core. He lets you adjust to the stretch. He hasn't eased up on his kiss. While you adjust to the feeling of his fingers he uses his thumb to create tight and firm circles around your bud. You're already close to breaking and he hasn't even moved his fingers.
"Look at how well your body responds to me little one, you're body doesn't even need training in order to become my cocksleeve. It already knows who it belongs to. Your pussy knows who its master is."
Before you can protest he curls his fingers, searching and quick paced. He keeps going until he finds your g-spot. Your hips roll against his hand and he chuckles in your mouth.
He continues his thrusts and pressure on your clit and g-spot until you feel the coil in the pit of you stomach start to tighten. He feels you clamp down on his fingers and he keeps pace. Your thighs starting to quiver, your hands trying to grip anywhere and everywhere.
"Cum for me mouse, let go, it's okay to take the pleasure I am giving you. Cum for me, I want to feel your slick coat my fingers."
You listen, you feel the coil snap and you wrap your arms around his neck. Your hips ride his fingers as he coaxes you through your orgasm.
"Dabi! Please...please...please"
You don't know what your asking for, you don't even realize you called him by his name.
Dabi decides he likes the sound of his name rolling out of your mouth and you miss the soft look he gives you before he schools his facial expressions again while you come down from your high.
He makes you look him in the eye once he's back in control of himself again as you come down, he wants to see your pleasure turn to shame and embarrassment that you allowed him to make you feel like that. You follow along with his expectation. Knowing what he could make your body do, and knowing that any other time you wouldn't want a monster like him to be the one to do it. He didn't expect that tinge of anger and hurt that entered his mind when you looked ashamed and disappointed that he was the one who did this with you.
He hopes you've forgotten that this is a punishment. He wants to see the panic and fear in your face after seeing your pleasure turn to disappointment.
He picks up the plug from the counter and rolls it in your slick. Smiling at the look of fear showing on your face.
Before you can say anything he reaches a hand up to your throat. He squeezes as soon as he starts to put pressure on your ass with the plug. Increasing pressure on both areas at the same time.
"This is punishment pet, so I am only using what your pussy gave me to make pushing this into your ass easier. When it's for pleasure I'll add lube to make it easier, and I'll work your ass to be able to take the intrusion easier. Your behavior tells me how you want to be treated mouse." Forgetting the unexpected swirl of emotion he focus on the punishment.
You are trying to stay calm as he pushes the plug into your ass. The stretch is almost burning as it enters. You don't know if you need to focus on relaxing or the fact you can't breath. Finally you feel the flared end and you know he's bottomed the toy out.
"Good girl mouse, I am proud of how well you took that, I am almost disappointed you've made it so I have to punish you, next time I hope you allow me to bring you pleasure mouse."
He's lying, he wants to punish you, just like he's making sure you blame yourself for the pain he's inflicting, you remind yourself.
He pulls you to standing and pushes you towards the shower. Before you can enter he pushes you against the wall. He adjusts you so your leaned against the wall on your elbows with your ass out on display. The plugs invasion keeps you uncomfortable, but it also makes you want to constantly roll your hips for some sort of relieve.
"I think 15 will get the message across today. Keep the plug in, if it falls out I will get a bigger size and add another 15 to your total."
You aren't given a moment to prepare as his hand comes down. He alternates cheeks at each slap. There's a breath of time before each strike. By the time he gets to ten you feel drool and snot running down your face. Tears feel cool against your cheeks your body is so hot.
A flash of blue gets your attention as his hand comes down again. The burn is brief but it slowly climbs back up as his hand comes down again. The final five hits are done with his quirk. If he wasn't holding you up you would have collapsed.
He turns you and lifts your eyes to his. His eyes are searching again. Once he finds what he's looking for he picks you up. He wraps your arms around his neck and you legs around his waist.
He steps into the shower with you and turns on the water. He keeps his sweats on and you want to question him, but you also don't want to remind him to get naked. He keeps the water room temperature and you can't help but feel grateful. It cools down your sore ass and the burns on your back and he rubs your back in soothing circles where it is unmarked and lets you find comfort in his embrace as you calm down. He doesn't seem bothered at his clothes getting wet, and you suddenly realize you are completely exposed while he is covered.
"Your taking your correction so well mouse. We're almost done with your lesson."
You forgot he had more planned. Your mind is so tired you don't know if you'll make it through anything else.
He moves his hand down and you feel the pressure in your ass increase as his finger pushes against the plug. You can feel the heat rise in the plug. As you start holding your breath you feel it cool down. Once your breathing returns to normal you feel the heat build again. This time it continues to rise.
Pain.
That's all you feel, you start to flail and cry and beg.
"I am sorry daddy, I am sorry. Please I'll be a good mouse please, please daddy."
"What's your name pet?"
"Y/n daddy."
The heat rises higher and you scream.
"Who are you really? You know who you are, tell me."
You can't think but your mind scrambles trying to find the answer Dabi wants.
"Your mouse daddy, I am your mouse."
He smiles at your answer and moves his finger off of the plug. He turns the water to cold and he puts you fully under it. You notice he keeps as much of himself out of the water as he can. Focusing on giving you the relief of the cold water.
He decides your so close to broke he wants to add just a little push to the end. He needs you broken so he can build you back up. He bridal carries you back to the sinks and he places you on the counter again. He kisses you gently and slowly works your clit with his hand. He's bringing you to another orgasm, but it's gentle and slow this time.
The coil tightens and as your body releases the pleasure he is giving you he pulls the plug at the same time. The pain and relief and pleasure cause your body to spasm uncontrollably. You can't place any one feeling as a main focus. You think your brain may have snapped at his treatment of your body.
He lowers you to the ground, so you're kneeling in front of him.
You don't notice him removing his clothes. Your brain barely registers his cock in front of you face as his fingers wrap around the base and begins pumping. You watch as his hand twists over his length over and over again through hazy eyes. You can feel the heat as ropes of cum land on your cheeks, eyes and neck.
He lifts you and faces you towards the mirror so you can see what he's done to your face. As he wipes his cum off of your eyes and pushes it into your mouth he's whispering delighted praise into your ear. He continues pushing his cum into your mouth and he's praising you non stop as you swallow his seed.
You were never going to be a match for him
Ash and feather
Chapter Summary
There's a guest
Chapter Notes
Hey everyone! I had hoped to have this up by Wednesday but my family ran me into the ground! With love but I didn't have as much time as I had hoped! I do hope to update weekly until the story in my head comes out!
You spend the next two weeks in the routine Dabi chose for you. When you do as he says without fighting, you tell yourself it's for the long run. Your obedience will be the path to getting out.
Every morning starts with showering together, you notice he never gets anything above his neck wet. You want to ask but don't know how he'll react.
He takes extreme pleasure in washing your hair for you. You can feel the ghost of his fingers working his way through your scalp when you let your guard down throughout the day. You begin to wonder if he's touch starved. Your reaction to it makes you wonder if you've been touch starved.
You expected at this point he would be forcing you to sleep with him or at least force you to service him daily. Different variations of the terrible things someone who has extreme power over another plays out in your mind. He hasn't touched you like that since that morning.
When he washes you it's clinical. He still won't let you wash yourself. After 3 days of the shower routine he brought in razors and he took over your shaving routine also. His was far more detailed and put more effort into it than you ever put into it. You fought him in the beginning every time, which resulted in both of you with nicks and cuts showing up on legs, hands and one time, some how his elbow.
"You realize little mouse, the end result of this is that I will be doing this. No matter how much you fight, the end result will be what I decide."
He looks annoyed, almost bored with you. Somehow you feel like you're the irrational one in this situation.
"If you haven't noticed the only one who has caused you pain and blood with the razor is yourself."
The look he gave you makes you feel small and dumb. You didn't know just a look could make you feel that way.
"I didn't take you for an idiot but your making me question that assumption. I would prefer if you could at least pretend you have a bigger brain than that blood obsessed blonde psycho." You never know who he's talking about with his comparisons.
He sets the razor down and picks up a grainy scrub. He backs you to the wall and drops to his knees. His face is way too close to your sex for comfort.
"Behave mouse."
He lifts your left leg over his shoulder and softly runs his mismatched lips across your inner thigh. It seemed more comfort seeking versus sexual whenever he did this. When you shudder he smirks and opens the scrub. It smells like white tea and citrus. He palms a good amount and starts to rub your legs in circles. Working his way down to your ankle.
"Bold of you to call someone else a psycho, have you looked at yourself daddy?" You've learned that he likes your smart ass comments but only at certain moments. When you allowed him casual touches like this he seemed most at ease.
You grimace internally at the realization that it's automatic now to call him by his chosen name.
"I have no delusions on who and what I am, you're not going to insult me by telling me what I am. I already know, and I like me."
"At least one person does I guess daddy."
"I think we're coming up on two liking me mouse, you reach for me when you sleep now doll. It's adorable."
"I do not, you started to keep the room cold enough to turn water into ice, if anything sleep me is using you, you should be embarrassed your pet is able to use you daddy."
He bit your thigh.
"My pet."
He repeats the actions on your right leg and grabs an oil that smells like roses. He rubs the oil on your leg and grabs the razor and begins at your ankle and shave up your leg. If it were anyone else you'd be enjoying this process and the care. The way he touched you felt like devotion. You don't understand why he seems to enjoy this so much. The calming circles, the attention to your body. If you didn't know any better you'd feel like you were something precious to him.
"If you want to use my body you just have to ask mouse."
The rest is done in silence. You take advantage of his focus and him not forcing you to make eye contact or look at the ground and observe him. It's strange to look at him and not see intensity and madness. The harshness of his movements is missing.
You look at his hands and can't help but enjoy how they look. His hands are long, they had an deceptively delicate look to them. It was a sharp contrast to the damage they were capable of causing. The palms are rough from using his quirk, but the texture isn't unpleasant against your leg.
You're staring so intensely at his hand you didn't see his eyes shift to yours. He moved his hand and watched your eyes follow. He grinned.
You were snapped out of your daze by his hand shooting up, he hooked his fingers into your mouth. Applying pressure he tilted your head down until you were staring into his eyes.
"See something you like pet?"
You shake your head with more aggression than was necessary.
He stood, keeping his fingers firmly pressed against your tongue. His fingers tasted of the rose shave oil and it left an unpleasant taste in your mouth. He locked his eyes with yours.
"I expect verbal answers mouse."
"No mdaddmy." His fingers kept you from forming words.
"So cruel for a pet."
He looked at you, eyes searching for something. He always seemed to be trying to read your mind by staring at you. It's unnerving.
He smiled at you like he knew something you didn't, and he pushed his fingers to the back of your throat so you gagged. He held them there until tears formed at the corner of your eyes. Your eyes going wide and looking at him pleading and glassy.
"Fuck, mouse."
He then removed his fingers, running his thumb over your bottom lip. He leaned over and whispered in your ear.
"I can't wait until I have you gagging on my cock mouse."
Your shoulders shook as a chill ran through your body. Mentally looking for an exit in case he pushes you to your knees.
"We're going to have company today mouse, consider this a trial. How you behave is going to determine how harsh your training is going to be going forward. You essentially get to choose what's going to happen to you, aren't you grateful to have such a kind and thoughtful daddy?"
You try to insert yourself into the wall your up against. Maybe if you push hard enough you'll develop a quirk that lets you melt into walls.
You do not.
His hand grips your hair at the back of your head at the roots and he yanked. He smiles at your yelp of pain. He moved his face to yours and trailed his nose across your jawline to your ear, moving up to the shell of your ear.
"Y/N"
Pain.
He had bit your ear hard.
"I asked you a fucking question did I not. I am running out of patience with your constant need for reminders. The next time you ignore me I am going to pierce something on your body that I'll enjoy looking at. Now apologize and answer my fucking question."
You don't even have your ears pierced and you don't want to think of where Dabi would want you pierced.
"I am sorry daddy, please forgive me. I know I am very lucky to have you as my daddy and I will try to do better."
He leans in and kisses the tip of your nose.
"Such a good girl, your obedience always makes me so proud and happy that I rescued you from that idiot that night."
He thinks he rescued you?
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He dresses you in a surprisingly simple blue dress with comfortable slippers to wear in the house. You thought he would be someone who would force you to wear something revealing in order to humiliate you.
He must of seen your look of shock when he placed the dress down.
"I don't need him distracted by what it is I really want to put you in pet. I have a different outfit in mind for after he leaves."
He ruined the happiness you felt at the modesty of the dress by adding a blue collar around your neck with a matching leash. The collar was a thick leather and padded.
He saw the look of disappointment on your face and hooked a finger in the leash to turn your face to his. "We had certain rules about bringing home our prizes. If we're seen as being to soft with them it could trigger an intervention to help us break them. I don't want anyone interfering with you. So behave." Once you nodded at his words he gently kissed your cheek.
He lead you out towards the room you first woke up in. He sat on the couch and gestured for you to sit at his feet. You are ready to fight him on this when his threat enters your brain.
You sit, but put your palm down on his foot so all of your body weight pushes on it as you sit. Trying to make it look like an accident.
"Sorry daddy." You said trying to put sincerity in it, hoping he didn't realize it was done purposely.
"Off to a good start I see." He smiled knowingly at you. "Today should be fun. Do better for me."
He leans over and playfully nips at your neck and he laughs at your squirming. He trails kisses up your neck until he reaches you sensitive spot under your ear. You feel a tickling on the other side of your neck. When you realize Dabis hands are on your shoulder and under your arm, wrapped under your breasts holding you against his chest.
You shriek and flail thinking there must be a bug on your neck. When you go to swat the bug you hit a crimson feather.
"Sorry kid, I felt left out." Hawks said. "My trophy isn't quite as cuddly just yet."
As if to prove his point he points to a bruise on his cheek and what looks like a deep bite on his neck. You feel pride knowing the Rabbit Hero was giving him a hard time. Then shame at knowing you haven't been fighting as much, trying to make your time with Dabi easier. Ignoring the voice in your head telling you that you've been growing closer to the cremation villain.
"Don't touch what's mine without permission bird brain, no one made you take that rabbit home, you knew you weren't in for snuggles with that bunny. You're not getting them from my mouse without asking me."
Hawks threw his hands in the air in surrender, walking over to the chair closest to the couch and throwing himself into the seat. Putting a booted foot up on the table.
The look on Dabis face as he pushed Hawks foot off the table almost made you laugh. He looked almost horrified at the disrespect and casual act of Hawks putting a foot on the table.
"So why'd you want to see me Patchwork." Hawks smiled at him cheekily like he knew the act would drive him crazy.
"Another one of our supply deliveries was hijacked by the hero's. A few of the lower league members human prizes have also gone missing. Someone is still playing hero and stealing what we claimed." The disgust hadn't left his look but you see him shake his head like he was bringing himself back into focus.
Hawks only rolled his eyes and he looked bored.
"What do I care if some lower levels can't keep their hands on their toys? Twice and Toga are working on the security of the deliveries, so what does any of that have to do with me?" Hawks put his boot back up on the table.
Dabi pulled at your leash, moving you between his legs. His hand gripped your hair gently. Combing his fingers through your hair. You felt like a human stress ball. The tension on your hair made you feel like Hawks owed you a thank you for keeping Dabi calm.
"Only the medical supplies and what I've been having them mark as quirk suppressing serum are being targeted. The way they are getting to our prizes is bothering me also."
You drift off as they continue talking. Pretending to be anywhere but where you are. That it's someone else's hand tangled in your hair, someone who loves you and that you love in return.
"Someone is leaking information to the hero's. I think we have a double. Since you're an expert on betraying people who trust you I thought you could help me find who it is. Then I can have some fun with them and we can get whoever's left hiding."
There's a double? You try not to look excited at this small bit of hope. Dabis hand grips at your hair and tugs while his other hand wraps around your throat and lightly squeezes, you can feel his hands heating.
"Don't get too excited pet, no one is going to be coming for some quirkless office worker, especially not from me. You don't matter to them like you do to me."
You know he's right, but even if you're stuck, the idea that there's hero's being rescued to help the hero's regroup is still a happy thought. You try to focus on that.
You feel a vibration hit your back. Dabis phone is ringing. He slides his phone out of his pocket and sighs.
"It's the boss."
Hawks leans towards you while Dabi goes to answer.
"While you talk to dust face can I have a look at your pet?"
Dabi hands him your leash and moves to answer the phone, he glares at hawks before bringing the phone to his ear.
"Watch your hands bird brain, if you push her too far I'll turn you into fried chicken."
"Greedy." Hawks taunts back.
Hawks yanks your leash and your thrown onto your hands and knees.
"Come here kid."
You go to stand and yanks the leash down.
"I didn't say you could walk, crawl over here, mice don't walk on two legs the last I checked."
You wonder if you'd get punished for punching him in the crotch. Dabi seemed annoyed by him too, so maybe he wouldn't care.
When he decides you're not crawling fast enough he pulls the leash so your pulled forward too fast and you land on your face. The sting in your nose causes your eyes to water.
No matter the punishment you start to think it might be worth it to rip out his feathers and poke him in his golden eyes.
He doesn't give you time to even get up and start to crawl again, he simply pulls and drags you over to him. He lifted you up by the collar and it digs into your neck.
Using his gloved hand he grabs you by the chin, he turned your face side to side as if he was appraising you. You feel like cattle. With his other hand his thumb runs down your throat pushing near the bottom, stopping your breath.
He smiled at your gasp and the panic in your eyes.
He lifts you into his lap so you were straddling him. He wrapped the leash around one hand, shortening it so your ability to lean away from him was limited.
You can feel his cock start to harden under you and you start to panic. He wouldn't do anything right? Dabi wouldn't let him do anything to you. You start to wish he'd come back in the room.
Hawks uses teeth to remove his glove from his free hand and uses it to reach under your dress and caress your sides and your stomach.
"So soft, I am shocked you're still mostly intact after being here with him for as long as you have. You must be behaving so well for him not to have physically broke his toy yet. Are you a good girl for him? Do you drool on his cock every morning and beg him to fuck you every night yet."
You try to clench your spread thighs together and end up rolling your hips while you let out a squeal which turned into a moan as he thrust his hips up to to put pressure on your clit.
"Such a good fucking toy, maybe I should try and convince him to lend you to me for a couple of days, I'd love to watch you break under me, showing me what a villain whore you are."
He thrust up again as Dabi walked back into the room. He heard the moan you released and his eyes started to glow like his fire.
"When I said watch your hands I figured you were aware your chicken dick was included in on what you were to keep to yourself."
Hawks gripped the back of your neck to keep you in your position and smiled over at Dabi.
"That's my bad, she just started rolling her pussy over my cock in such a delicious way I couldn't help myself."
Hawks shoved you from his lap releasing your leash partly and you landed hard on your tail bone. He rolled you over onto all fours and pulled your leash back until you were choking.
He leaned over and whispered in you ear.
"You might want to crawl to your owner, that look in his eye tells me he's not very happy about your slutty behavior. If I were you I'd start crawling over to him and beg him for forgiveness. I've seen what he's done to his toys in the past, you don't want to be that broken."
Hawks stood over you, legs on either side of your body. He released the leash fully and let it drop to the ground.
"Crawl bitch!" He yelled out forcefully.
The anger and harshness in his voice get you moving as you start to crawl towards Dabi. Tears were running down your cheeks in humiliation.
"Such an obedient girl for me Kid." Hawks said gently and you can feel his stare behind you.
You focus on Dabis feet and see him kneel in front of you as he reaches out for you. He cups your face gently and kisses your forehead.
"Oh Mouse, did I tell you to crawl over here? I don't think I did, did you really just follow orders from someone who wasn't me?"
Before you can register what he is saying you feel feathers wrapping around your wrists and ankles, pining you on your hands and knees. Dabi reaches for your dress and activates his quirk burning it off of you. You are now fully exposed to both men.
"I think maybe feathers for brains needs to dole out this punishment. Just for a change of pace. You don't seem to be listening to mine. What do you think mouse?"
Before you can answer one of hawks larger feathers covers your mouth.
"I'll take your silence as a yes mouse."
You can hear a belt being removed from Hawks outfit and you try to lurch forward.
"No more than 10 feather brains."
"Whatever you say patchy."
Dabi sits in front of you, you're head is hanging over his lap. He slides his pants down and releases his throbbing member, it slaps your cheek on its way up.
"You can start whenever your ready hero."
You can hear the whistle in the air before the belt stings your left cheek.
Dabi starts to grip his cock with his hand and begins pumping up and down. His other hand weaves into your hair to keep you where he wants you.
Hawks waits until your calm in between each swing of his belt, grabbing at you hips and squeezing and your thigh. He reached for your center once but Dabi temporarily let go of your hair and blue flames emerged from his hand to threaten the former hero.
"I think you touched her enough while I was out of the room."
"You're going to send me home to my bunny in a mood, aren't you."
"I don't really care feather brain. Your dick, your problem."
Fingers slid back into your hair and he quickened his pace on his cock.
"Ahh...fuck, fuck , fuck...open your mouth mouse."
You listen, hoping the last two swings from Hawks don't happen, maybe if you listen right away Dabi will stop him.
Dabi brings your face closer to his cock, his pace increasing further. You try to focus on his growls and the sound of his voice. Anything but what Hawks is about to do.
"Oh fuck, cumming mouse...fuck!" Ropes of white hit your face and your neck and into your open mouth. At the same time Hawks swung twice fast.
The feathers holding you in place fly back to his wings and you collapse. Dabi adjusts himself back into his pants and cradles your head in his lap.
His gentle ministrations begin again as he plays with your hair. He begins praising you softly.
"Such a good girl, I am proud of what you were able to take. I love that you did that for your daddy. Such a well behaved mouse."
Hawks watched the exchange between the two of you and then smiled without it reaching his eyes.
"I bet she's grateful her side lost, now she can live out her life as a toy and blame it on you, she was dripping back there. It won't be long until she stops denying her joy in being owned and the loss on her side. So now she can be mindless. A little villain whore."
Something snapped in your mind. Instead of shame, anger overwhelms your senses. You ignore the pain screaming in your body and you sit up and lunge so fast Dabi releases your hair in shock.
You land on Hawks and start repeatedly hitting him in his head and face. He's laughing at your effort and it only angers you more. He's about to send out feathers to restrain you and he pulls back on your collar. You got one good swing to where his cheek was already bruised.
"Dabi I think she's more of an angry kitten, not a mouse."
Hawks chuckled darkly as Dabi wrapped his arm around your throat and squeezed until you couldn't breath.
"You were doing so well too, I was about to intervene on what he was saying in front of you, I would've handled it mouse."
He released your throat slightly and your head dropped towards your chest in defeat.
"The only reason you got any hits in is because he let you. He played you, got you to bend to what he wanted you to do, with just words. Are you that weak?"
Hawks is standing and laughing.
"Thanks for the meeting Dabi, can't wait for the next one. I need to get home and take all of this out on my pet now."
He heads to the door and Dabi speaks up before he leaves.
"Next time I don't want you even acknowledging what's mine or you're wings are going to be burned off your body."
Hawks looked back and he twisted his face in amused false fright.
"Oh scary, I am shaking in fear."
You hear him laugh until he leaves the house.
"All of the rewards you had earned for yourself little one are gone. Clearly I am being too soft on my pet. I hope your ready for what you're making me do now."
The Box
Chapter Notes
I had hoped to get this out last Friday, life had different plans! I am trying to stick to a chapter a week until I reach the end still!
"Open your mouth pet."
You are already nervous on what's about to happen to you. You can't believe you let yourself lose control like that. Having someone you'd once looked up to, look down on you and speak about you as of you were betraying those you'd seen hurt in this war had caused something to snap. How dare he look down on you when you were making it through day to day. You've never felt that kind of anger or purposely hurt someone before. Even Dabi, who terrified you hadn't necessarily made you angry. He scared you, confused you, but you never filled with rage at his words.
You'd hit Hawks. Repeatedly. He deserved it, but you didn't like that you weren't in control of your body when it happened. You aren't a violent person.
You open your mouth. You already know you're in for something terrible. You try to look around for a clue on what Dabi was going to do to you.
He places the gag in your mouth and buckles it tightly around your head. His finger pushed your tongue under the ball. "Don't need you biting your tongue off." He muttered.
"I love hearing you beg for me, in any form. The fact you're making me do this upsets me. Begging however, is a privilege. It gives you a way of requesting how our time together goes. Let's me know when you've had too much or too little. You've now lost that."
Dabi looks you in the eyes and is once again searching. It felt like an hour was pushed inside a few seconds before he finally looks away. You actually felt shame at causing such a disappointed look to appear on his face.
Dabi links his hand in yours and pulls you from the ground. You want to resist. To fight like you know hero's would. They'd resist at every opportunity.
But you are not a hero so you follow submissively instead. You feel like a coward. You don't leave room, instead you're brought to what looks like an oversized table. Dabi let's go of your hands to reach under the table. He's undoing hidden latches.
The side lifts up the top pulls up like a lid.
This wasn't a table, it was a more of a box. A box with restraints inside.
"This was made with hero interrogation in mind. Looks like you're going to be my little test Mouse for how it works."
You realize what he's intending and panic spreads across your body. You can't go in there. You shriek around your gag and your eyes start watering.
You try to move across the room as fast as you can. Dabi is faster. He catches you before you can move even a few steps.
"You're going to get into this box of your own will pet. Cause if you choose not to I am going to pick a worse punishment. To be clear, you're going in no matter what, however if you fight me on a punishment, one you know you deserve for how you treated my guest, the punishment is still going to happen, but it will be added to. You acted out in front of someone else, you haven't given me a choice on this. This isn't about what you don't want to do, this is about you following orders and meeting my needs. Doing what I tell you to do in order to please me."
His face is close to yours, you wish he'd blink. Or step back.
You look back at the box and take a step towards it. You don't want to know what he would view as worse than this. However you cannot physically step in on your own. No matter the threat you cannot make the step. You're already having a hard time breathing.
"Step in pet."
You shake your head no and try to look at him as remorseful as you can. You don't care anymore how pathetic it might look, you don't want to go in the dark.
"I said step in Y/N."
You turn in shock at hearing your name. Your body starts to shake and convulse. You're past scared. You cannot do this on your own. You need help. "I can't, I am trying but I can't."
"Would you like my help to get in?" Dabi says. His voice kind and gentle. It makes you nauseous that he's sounding so helpful at making you contribute to your own torture.
You start to sob, and nod your head. You weren't going to get in on your own.
Dabi strokes your hair in a soothing motion. He grips you under your knees and picks you up in a bridal carry. He gently lays you in the box and begins to fasten the restraints. Looking at you lovingly while doing so. It made your stomach twist. How can he be in your head like this already?
Restraints are around your wrists and ankles, your chest and waist are restrained as well. The straps go around your legs at the tops of your thighs, your upper calves as well.
He saves the neck restraint for last. You have no movement once that one is secure. You can't help your body trying to thrash and toss around as much as you can. You can't do this. You try again to put as much emotion into your eyes and communicate how much you don't want to be put in the dark to Dabi.
Once the neck restraint is fastened Dabi pulls cloth from his pocket and you realize as he brings it to your face that it's a blind fold. He's taking your sight now too. You hear him take steps across the room and a drawer open, you hear shuffling and finally the closing of the drawer.
"Before I add this last bit of your punishment I want to explain to you why your are being punished. So you know I am not just hurting you because I want to, it's because You attacked someone who was my guest. You let him play on your emotions and didn't trust me to handle him. You are mine, and I take that responsibility seriously little Mouse. I would've taken care of him for crossing the line, I expect you to remember that in the future. You don't need to think outside of pleasing me. I will do that for you."
You feel him stroke you gently across your stomach between the straps.
"You also allowed him to control your actions by following his commands instead of waiting for mine. If I am in the room no one else tells you what to do. No one else has power over you, I don't care who they are. They have no control of MY Mouse. I'll say it again, no one has power over you, because You are mine. I suggest you remember that in the future. I will always be the shadow behind you, you can take that as a threat, or you can take comfort in the position you're in. I am going to start with just a couple of hours in the dark. I'll check on you and see if you are remorseful enough. Once I am satisfied with how apologetic you are, I'll let you out, nod your head if you understand mouse."
You take a shaky breath and nod.
"Good girl."
He then puts ear plugs in your ears. You've now lost the ability to move freely, your breathing is difficult thanks to the gag, and your sight is gone. He's now taken your ability to hear with any sort of ease.
You can feel the air change around you as he closes the lid to the box.
You're starting to feel sweaty. Breathing was already difficult and now feels like an impossible task. You try to focus on calming your breathing, however your focus seems to have the opposite effect.
Heat is rushing through your body and you cannot calm, your breathing is rapid and you don't even know how long you were in this state until you blacked out completely.
When you come back to consciousness Dabi is sitting over you, rubbing the back of his hand across your forehead. He's removed the ear plugs.
"I am going to remove the blindfold and then the gag Mouse, I don't want to overwhelm you doing it all at once."
His hands lift your head as he removes the blindfold. Light causing you to squint. Your eyes are stinging from the sensation. Dabi waits for your eyes to focus on his, rubbing your cheek soothingly with the back of his hand, before he moves to remove the gag. Giving you a few moments to work your jaw. Once you look at him you feel anger rising back up and adrenaline flowing throughout your body.
"What is wrong with you?" You can't stop the tears and anger from showing itself. Your voice is fading in and out from the gag. "How can you do that to another person, how messed up is your brain that you think this is a normal thing to do to someone else?"
You can't stop glaring at him, and you wish you could shoot some form of lasers through your eyes.
Dabi raises his eyebrow at you and he reached up to the lid of the box.
"I am leaving the gag and the rest off this time, just to stop another panic attack. I gave you a nutrition shot while you were still passed out. Let's try again shall we. Maybe tomorrow you'll be a little less mouthy and a little more apologetic and respectful to the one who has been taking care of you Mouse." Dabi didn't look angry, he looked disappointed. "I had hoped to bring you to our bed so I could help you work through this."
He lowers the lid slowly. You realize you've messed up and start to try and break the restraints with your thrashing.
"No, please! I am sorry, please don't!"
You scream this time. You don't stop until your throat is sore and dry. Replaced with crying until you even run out of tears. Now you can't stop feeling like your surrounded by faces. Those you saw disintegrate during the battle between the hero's and villains. People you knew with horrible wounds you could do nothing about. Everything that's scared you in the dark seems to play in your mind on a loop.
—— Dabis POV—
Dabi stays near your box watching the monitors on the side. The straps took measurements of your oxygen levels and heart rate. He stayed next to you waiting for you to level out. He needed to makie sure you didn't get pushed too far.
He rewound through his security footage until he could see where you had punched at Hawks. He wonders if you even realized you had tried to bite him at one point.
He laughs and screen records the attack. Laughing harder every time he's sees the shock that registers across bird brains face when you go for his face. It's fleeting and you'd miss it if you didn't know him, but you did catch him off guard.
Dabi wishes he could make a video your phone background. Maybe he should get one of those digital picture frames that plays video. He can put it in this room so every time Hawks came over he can watch it while they have their meetings.
For now he was just happy to have it for when feathers for brains got too cocky. He starts to try and think of a way to reward you for this image now permanently burned into his brain without looking like it's a reward.
You've proven to be entertaining. Obtaining you was a spur of the moment decision. Truthfully he thought he'd play with you for a couple of days and then get bored and just get rid of you. He didn't want that idiot touching you, that was all that was in his head when he claimed you. Then the first night you'd lectured him. Knowing who he was, his quirkless Mouse challenged him. You were submissive and easy to conquer but you had fire within you and you fought at the oddest times. He didn't want that fire to completely diminish from you he realized. He didn't want just a spark of your fire, he wanted the whole fucking fire.
He also is processing at how quick you were able to go into fight mode that you were able to catch the speed hero himself off guard for half a second. Once he saw your levels were steady he stood, wanting to change his clothes. He had no intention of going to bed without you. But he can still make you think you'd been in for far longer than you had been.
—y/n POV—
Dabi opens the lid to your box again. This time he's shirtless and wearing sweats. How long has it been? Was it morning? Your eyes traced the scarring across his torso before looking him in the eye.
He makes eye contact with you again and seems to be waiting for something. You simply look back at him, waiting for instructions on what he wants from you.
You're not going back in the box. You don't care what you have to do, you're not going back in.
When you two stare at each other for a few minutes he reaches in and begins to release your restraints. He leans over you and wraps his arms around you.
"I am sorry daddy, I am so sorry, I will do better, I won't upset you again, please don't be angry with me anymore." You sob at him, you don't care right now how cowardly you are. You just want him to comfort you.
Dabis hand rubbed circles around your back, melting your tension. "It's okay Mouse. I won't put you back in, I am going to have it moved from the house even, I won't put you back in again." He didn't intend on saying that, he had meant to make a reminding threat before giving you comfort. His touch is again soothing you. You seek out his calming touch everywhere, trying to pull him to you.
"Thank you Daddy."
Your mind is so tired it doesn't even register what he's done. He made you thank him for something that he should've been apologizing to you for.
"Put your arms around my neck and hold tight Mouse."
You follow his directions without hesitation. You can't see Dabi smile into your neck. Happy with how fast you're listening to his commands.
He picks you up and you wrap your legs around his waist as he carries you to yours and his room. He goes past the bed and into the bathroom, where he sets you on the counter.
"Stay here."
"Yes daddy."
He walked over to the bathtub and fills the tub, he threw in what looked like a bath bomb. You make a face at the idea he even knows that a bath bomb is. He saw the question in the look you gave him.
"I had one of the errand runners grab something that would help you relax. Supposedly this should do the trick."
He looked at it disintegrate in the water. A look of disgust slowly spread across his face.
"Apparently it has sparkles. I am going to have to kill that errand runner."
That makes sense in your mind from what you know of Dabi. You didn't think he was someone who had a hidden stash of bath luxuries. Especially one with glitter. But you can't help but smile at the idea of a hidden nook in the bathroom storing bubble bath and different fizzies.
"Something amusing Mouse?"
Your smile dropped right away, something flashed across his face at the sight. You think it almost looks like disappointment.
He came to the counter and picked you back up, arms around his neck and legs wrapped around his waist again.
He removed your legs from around his waist and started to set you gently in the tub, helping you to lay down. He walked through and opened all of the doors and windows. Almost as if to increase the space in the room. Which you're grateful for after being encased in such a small dark box.
"Make room Mouse."
You scoot forward so he can get in behind you. He was going to force you to calm down in his presence, and with his assistance. You realize he's not allowing you to self sooth, you're going to rely on him for even this, he's working on programming your brain to the way he wants it to fire. He's the source of your pain but he's also going to be the source of your relief, you won't be able to get it if he doesn't give it to you. Knowing what he's doing doesn't seem to stop his tactics from working. You desperately want comfort from him.
"You're free to speak while we're in here, at anytime going forward. If we're in the tub together, you have freedom to speak without punishment."
"What do you want me to say?"
Dabi starts to rub firm circles on your shoulders.
"Anything, you don't have to say anything, but the option is there in this spot. I enjoy when you talk to me. Which is a new sensation for me, usually I think more people need to embrace the ability to shut up. You're the first I've wanted to speak more."
You stay quiet, trying to figure out if he's trying to trick you into earning another punishment. You decide simply being quiet is the better option for right now. And you were going to ignore the guilt you were starting to feel at how good his touch was feeling as he helped takeaway the stress being confined out on your body. You felt enough bad feelings today. If you didn't enjoy the moments that felt good you might actually break your mind.
"Can you just burn that box to ashes instead of moving it?"
You don't know why you said it. It's like you can't even follow your own plans. You wish you mind and body would work together better.
You felt his laughter in his chest before you heard it.
"I suppose you'd want to watch?"
His hands move up to your hair and he starts to massage your scalp.
"Yes."
"I don't know, Shigaraki might be a giant pain in my ass when I tell him I burned one of his little toys to ashes."
His hands have now wrapped around you, fingers trailing up your sides. His chin resting on your shoulder, pressing his cheek against yours.
"We can toast marshmallows over it."
Dabi laughed again.
"My fire is too hot for that, unless you want slightly sweet ash to eat."
His hands have again traveled. Now firmly massaging your outer thighs.
"We can eat Mochi while watching it burn, while roasting marshmallows over a takoyaki grilling machine."
"it's good you're adaptable."
You're enjoying being able to mindlessly talk, even if it was only possible during this short period of time. You are worried at the how fast the water seems to cool down.
As if he can read your mind Dabi pushes you forward slightly.
"Stay still and don't touch me until I say so."
You nod and wonder what he's up to until you start to feel the water heat up. He pulls you back into him and you can still feel the heat that was just barely tolerable to your skin.
"Just making you sure you used your quirk to heat the tub right? You didn't just pee in it right." Again your mouth speaks before your brain can catch up.
He couldn't stop the laughter coming out of his mouth this time. It didn't sound threatening, he was genuinely laughing.
"Yes, I used my quirk pet. I can't believe you would think I would sit in my own waste just to get at you. Not to mention exposing my skin to sitting in something so gross. What kind of people did you surround yourself with that you think that is something I would do?"
"I didn't think about that being harmful to you. And I didn't hang out with anyone."
"I have to be careful with my body, it's already trying to kill itself with my quirk. I can't have bad habits if I want to live to see my goals come to fruition."
"Are you trying to tell me you have no bad habits?"
"I have no bad health habits, does that work better? It's why I work to stay in shape and eat right. It's also why I haven't developed a drinking problem."
"What goals do you want to see happen?"
"I'll let you know when they happen."
Dabi goes back to rubbing your thighs, moving towards your inner thighs. You try to not panic, not wanting this bubble to collapse yet. You focus on his hands again, watching them flex and bend as he kneads your flesh.
"Does it hurt?"
"Does what hurt pet?"
You rub his arm, gently running your palm over his damaged skin. You don't know if it'll hurt him to do what your doing. But you want to feel him while he's feeling you.
"All of this."
"Always. I generally keep a heavy stock of pain killers. I don't overdue those though, like I said I have to be pretty meticulous, but there are times where I can't block it out."
"Oh, that's terrible."
"I don't think of it anymore."
"Did someone hurt you?
"My scars are my own making.
You take note on his avoidance of the question and before you can push further Dabi changes the subject.
"I want to start training you on how to fight Mouse."
You freeze, thinking you've misheard.
"Why?"
"We may have won, but winning something the way we did means we're going to be fighting to keep it. There's too many members of our team for there not to be an attempt from some to try and take it from us from within, let alone the hero's who will inevitably strike back. There's no avoiding that, and if I can't be there for when whoever goes traitor tries to take you from me I want you to be able to fight."
"Do I still have freedom to talk right now?"
"Yes, are you about to annoy me?"
"Probably."
"Annoy away."
His fingers are now moving up your inner thigh, towards your center.
You can't speak, you're too focused on his wandering hands. Dabi notices and moves his hands to wrap around your waist again. Pressing his lips to your cheek.
"Relax Mouse, I am not going to do anything to you tonight."
You breath and calm down.
"If you teach me to fight what makes you think I won't use what you teach me to get away from you."
Dabi grabs your chin and forces your head to turn and look at him.
"I fully expect you to attempt that, I also know you won't succeed against me."
He rests his forehead against yours and you both just breathe in time with each other for a moment.
"There's going to be a moment where I can get away, and I am not going to miss it."
He keeps his forehead against yours.
"Even if you get away, I'll find you every time and bring you back. I'll kill anyone who helps you, anyone who helps you hide will have nothing left of their bodies to bury. I expect you to still take your moment if it shows up, but you won't be able to say you didn't know the consequences. Every time someone helps you, you'll know you are the reason they are marked to die. But I know you'll take the risk when the moment shows, cause you want to pretend to not believe me."
"You could just let me go."
"Never say that again, even here that topic is fully off the table. You're mine, and I never want that questioned again."
"Yes, daddy."
Dabi pushes you forward so he can pull the plug.
"I think that's enough free speaking for you for the night."
Dabi stands and goes to grab towels, drying himself off first, and pulls his sweats back on.
He brings a towel over and help you stand, wrapping you in the towel. You keep your eyes down, unsure if your still allowed to look at him.
He pulls out a robe and wraps you in that.
"I thought this would help you stay cool laying next to me at night. It's made out of a cooling fabric they use for hero costumes. I know I can get hot. I'll stop messing with the room temperature."
"Thank you daddy."
Dabi picks you up bridal style again and carries you to the bed. Hoping he balanced tonight well enough to get what he needed from you.
You roll away from him, so you can sleep facing away from him. Dabi doesn't seem to like that, and rolls you over and tucks you into his side.
"Get some sleep Mouse."
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Chapter Summary
An escape attempt
Chapter Notes
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It had been several weeks since you'd been put in the box. Dabi had followed through on his promise of getting rid of it. The next time you were brought out to the room you noticed it's absence right away.
Dabi saw where your eyes traveled and he smiled at the look of relief on your face. Happy he'd done something to give you that look.
"I trust you are smart enough to know that by getting rid of that punishment doesn't mean you won't be punished for disobedience in the future."
"Yes Daddy."
Dabi put his cheek against yours and you trembled at the feeling of his mismatch cheek rubbing against yours, his breath on your ear.
"Good girl, I do like seeing you smile because of me. That's new."
His tongue trailed up the shell of your ear and he bit down hard.
A Yelp came from your mouth as you tried to push off of him and jump back from his warm body.
His arms wrapped around your waist and he took advantage of your surprise and pushed you tightly into his embrace, it felt as if he wanted to have your body melt into his.
"I want to eat you up every time you're near me."
Quickly, he stepped away and you shivered as his heat left your presence.
"Go sit in front of the couch, if you want you can grab a book from over there first, I have some things to take care of for awhile, I need to you to occupy yourself quietly."
You don't know how long you'd been reading, leaned against his leg while he made calls, and did something on a laptop. You'd try to look at the screen at one point but he palmed the top of your head and redirected your face to the ground.
"Don't be nosey mouse, eyes down. If you try and poke your nose into my business I will make sure you regret it."
As if to prove the point he wrapped his hand around your throat, tightening his grip enough to be a threat.
"Do you understand pet?"
"Yes Daddy."
This is how most of your days go. You try to pick up on what he's up to but he seems to be able to accomplish whatever his goal is without giving you much to go on. So you let yourself enjoy the calm. You have a feeling it's not going to last.
Your nights are spent laying next to him, he doesn't seem to believe in alone time. You fall asleep in a tangle of limbs, it felt like he wanted to have as much contact as he could get from you. He was getting more handsy as time goes on. He seemed to enjoy all of the moments of kissing you, looking for your sensitive spots with his mouth and tongue. He relished the gasps and moans leaving your mouth, the way you lost control of your own movements just with his attention. You're honestly shocked he hasn't pushed further, demanded more. You know it's going to happen and not understanding what he's waiting for starts to get under your skin.
You wake up every morning completely intertwined with the cremation villain. Detangling is impossible without him helping. Thumbs running over your hips is how you know when he's waking.
This morning he grabs your jaw, he moves your head so your looking him in the eyes. He leans his head down until his mouth is in the crook of your neck. Gently running his mouth across the sensitive skin, lulling you into a sense of safety when all of a sudden you feel a burst of heat and pain.
He's bit you hard. Leaving a mark and you just know he's broken skin.
"Go get in the shower Mouse. When your out put your hair up and out of the way." He licks where he bit as if he could heal it with gentle licks.
As soon as he releases you you rush to the shower.
This is the first time you've showered or bathed alone, he's not even in the room. It feels lonely, and like you shouldn't be in here. You shouldn't be wanting him in here with you. Was he getting tired of you? Maybe you would have an escape opportunity if that were true. You feel disgusted at the hurt you push down at the thought of him being done with lavishing his focus on you. No, it's a good thing you tell yourself.
You hear a noise outside of the water and by the time you clear your eyes and stick your head out to see what he's doing he's gone.
You rush through the shower and step out. He's left a sports bra, T-shirt and shorts for you, along with a new pair of tennis shoes. After nothing but somewhat reveling dresses your excited seeing the comfortable outfit. The socks he'd left for you were thick and cushioned.!
Your finishing tying the tennis shoes when he walks in wearing dark gray sweats and a black T-shirt.
"You ready for today?"
"What's today?"
"I am going to see how your stamina holds out."
Oh God you think. He's going to make you exercise. You try to hold a groan in. You weren't out of shape but working out was never your thing. You liked a good walk, preferably a walk to get food, maybe some yoga that you were terrible at. You really liked that pose where you pretend to be dead and just lay there. You have a feeling that's not what your in for.
Dabi drags you along, he's placed your collar and leash on, he takes you to a new area outdoors. You take in the fresh air and look at the sky, taking in the feeling of something other than the same indoor air. Maybe this wouldn't be so bad.
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You were wrong, this was terrible. Your face was flushed, your legs felt like they had cement inside of them and your throat was raspy and dry feeling. Meanwhile Dabi looks like he's gone for a walk in the park. He's completely unfazed despite doing what you did.
You feel his eyes on you and when you look at him you see nothing but amusement.
"So you were pretty active before you became mine I see." He laughed.
"Why do I have to do this."
He had you run, and do push ups, he pushed different body weight exercises on you until you couldn't move anymore. He tried to have you do pull ups and your face flushed and heat spreads, reddening your face further as you think back to how all you could do was somewhat shrug your shoulders.
"I told you, I want you to be able to handle yourself if something happens. I just needed to see what we need to work on. Apparently it's everything, we need to work on everything. How the hell did you last two weeks in the woods?" He hands you a bottle of water.
You decide to ignore his insult disguised as a question.
"I like camping and I didn't ask to be put in a situation where fighting is a probability. If someone comes at me because of you and the connection we have that sounds like an issue for you."
"How's that?" He looked confused at your statement.
"Because according to yourself, I am yours, that means making sure nothing happens to me falls on you. You're going to have to be able to keep me out of any issues. You said all I had to worry about was keeping you happy, anything outside of that is for you to handle. So really you should be the one training harder. So you should probably workout more, you know more cardio, like you clearly need to maybe add some weightlifting. I am sure there's some All Might workouts on the internet that could help you." Your sarcastic tone and harsh breathing makes you're conclusion of Dabi needing to work out makes him smile. "Endeavor was huge, and he didn't have a power quirk so you should probably find some of this training videos."
His smile dropped at that and you're shocked at the anger you see there. You have to force yourself to stay put, if you look like you're pulling away, he's shown he'll pull you into him all the harder.
"I have nothing to learn from him."
"Not a Endeavor fan? I thought quirks users usually favored those with similar quirks. Is he too grumpy for you? Do you gravitate to the friendlier ones? You're friends with Hawks, maybe you need lighter hero's."
He continues to stare down at you, after a long moment he finally blinks and shakes his head. Bringing a smirk back to his face. "oh yeah, big chicken fan boy.
He chuckles and grabs your ankle to pull you to him. Your body is so dead you can't do anything but let him drag you across the ground, you feel like a rug he's trying to move into place. He intertwines his fingers into your hair and pulls your head back to make eye contact with you.
"You think I need to do more to be able to keep you safe? You don't think I can handle anyone or anything as it is? I don't even have to be close to someone to be a danger to them, but most have to be close to me to be even a whisper of a threat to me."
You swallow your fear at the look in his eyes as he imagined someone trying to hurt you.
"My teaching you this is for when I am not around. I want to know my little Mouse can take care of herself until I reach her. If someone is going to break what I play with it will be me and me alone. Do you understand Mouse?"
With that development you now have to put up with learning self defense and stamina building from the cremation villain. It's not everyday but it's most days.
Which basically translates into you getting your ass handed to you almost everyday by your captor. Not to mention his taunting every time you lose to him. Now on top of his is all teasing you have to deal with his cockiness over your lack of physical ability. Which he highlights with bites, forceful kisses in random places on your body, hickies given as he holds you down and you struggle to get out of his grasp,and Dabi victory bruises. You are a marked trophy of Dabi winning time and time again. A physical display of his ability.
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When you awake one morning you're alone. You feel a sense of loss at being alone. You shake your head, annoyed at yourself for allowing him to get you so attached to his presence. Mentally lecturing yourself you slide out of bed.
You pull on a pair of Dabis sweats and one of Dabis T-shirt's. He keeps your clothes somewhere else so you have to wait for him to bring you an outfit everyday.
You pace in front of the door and listen for any noise indicating Dabis presence. All you hear is silence.
Your hand is on the door handle, scared to see if it was open. You push down and the handle pushes freely. With a push the door is open. Standing in the doorway you listen again.
You hear nothing.
It's a trap, is a thought on repeat in your brain. It's a trap, it's a trap.
But if you have an opportunity how can you not even try.
You try to keep your steps light as you go through the house. Excuses running through your head just in case you run into your captor.
As you wind your way through the house looking for a door that leads outside you see Dabi outside talking to someone through a window. You can't hear his words but you can see his anger in his posture. You angle your head to see who he's talking to. You recognize Hawks instantly. There's two more with him.
A man wearing a yellow overcoat, top hat and a white mask that's pulled up. Mr. Compress. Only his mouth and eyes are exposed under his balaclava. Next to him is a man in a black and gray body suit. Twice.
He's distracted. This might be one of the only opportunities you get. As soon as your out of sight of the window you speed up, you finally enter a room with a door that leads outdoors.
You gently push on this door like you did the bedroom door. Peering out the windows near by at the same time, seeing nobody, you test the door.
It opens and nobody comes rushing at you.
You wish you had shoes you briefly think before you take off. Silently thanking Dabi for building up your cardio and increasing your speed for the last few weeks.
You're surrounded by forest. You try to keep in a straight line, hoping to reach the edge that way.
When you lose stamina you stop to catch your breath. You can't hear anything besides your heavy breathing and the rush of blood between your ears.
In the distance you hear a deep yell and a burst of noise hurts your ears.
Blue flames rise up close to where the house is. You see the flames start to spread around the border of what you assume is edge of the forest.
He's blocking you in. In the air you see a flash of crimson rise up and you hide under a tree realizing your mistake at trying to escape while Hawks is there. From your hiding spot you can see feathers leaving his wings, spreading out. He's searching for you.
"Mouse, if you come back now your punishment won't be as bad as what's it's going to be if I have to come get you."
You've never heard Dabis voice sound so angry. You start to shake involuntarily. You can't tell what direction it's coming from or how close he is.
"If you thought throwing you into a box was bad, you're about to learn that was nothing when I throw you into a hole so dark and for so long you forget what daylight looks like mouse, until all you know is me and my voice and pain."
His voice is getting closer and you start to backup. Trying to decide if surrendering or continuing trying to escape is the smarter option.
"Did I spoil you too much too soon Mouse, did you forget what you are? That you belong to me? I won't make that mistake again once your back where you belong Pet."
Your fight or flight kicks in, and you run. You can hear steps behind you, you can hear the power in the steps and you know he's going to catch you. Fear has you running harder, you can't be caught, you can't deal with what he's going to do to you.
Red flashes before your eyes. Feathers. They are blocking your way and following you. You can't get past the wall of fragile looking feathers.
"No, no, no, no! I can't be stopped because feathers are in front of me, they're just feathers!"
Tears are forming in your eyes as you struggle. Your vision starts to blur. Your body is tiring out. You can't hear footsteps any longer, you know he's there. He's watching.
"No, no, no. It can't be like this."
Hot arms and hands wrap around you. Deceptive in their gentleness. Your completely enveloped in Dabis body and scent. His presence is overwhelming yours as your body shakes and and you break. He's not saying anything, he's just letting you work through your panic. His calm staying as it always does even when he's angry.
"I had to try, I couldn't not try, I had to try." You couldn't stop repeating yourself.
"I know Mouse, I shouldn't have given you the opportunity to even try. But now you've given me no choice, I am going to have to punish you now. Why'd you have to go and ruin it, you should've been smarter. You did this and now you have to take responsibility for what I have to do now."
His fingers pull your hair so your cheek is exposed. He kisses it and you feel the threat in the kiss. You hope he will just kill you. You already know you're not going to handle what he has planned.
Chapter End Notes
Hope you all enjoyed! Until next week!
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Chapter Notes
Hello all! I went back through this week and added and edited scenes in previous chapters, I also fixed some mistakes I hadn't noticed before. I would recommend going back and rereading. I was missing some of the flow I had in my head translating to the writing. I got the story more to where I want it to be now however! I hope you enjoy this chapter and I can't wait to hear how you like the story so far!
You were brought to the room you shared with Dabi, where he sat you on the end of the bed. His guests seem to have left on their own. They were by the door when Dabi carried you out of the wooded area. Dabi didn't even acknowledge them as he entered the house with you. If you couldn't feel the rising heat of his body, the way he was holding you would be soothing. You could feel the anger running through him in how his hands shook while holding you to him.
"I don't have to tell you to stay do I Mouse?" He questioned you. His voice was low, and you could hear the slight shake to his words as he fought to stay in control.
You shook your head, unable to get words out. You don't know what the look in his eye means, but it's making you choke up with shame and anxiety.
Dabi stepped away from you and pulled out his phone. He's texting so you don't have any clues as to what he's arranging. You don't know if being in the dark of his plans is helping your brain or adding to your terror. You knew he'd be angry at your attempt, but the anger you felt surrounding you felt off, you couldn't place exactly what he was feeling and it made you uneasy.
A thud as he put his phone down on a table snaps your attention back to him as he turns to you. You keep your eyes down and try to mentally prepare for pain. Instead you hear him walking away from you.
You can hear his heavy steps walking towards the bathroom. The pull of a drawer opens and you can hear whatever is in the drawer knocking together. You count the fall of his heavy booted steps returning to you. One. Two. Three… you made it to eleven.
You see his boots enter your field of vision. Dabi kneels down, forcing himself into your line of sight and locks eyes with you.
You expected to see anger. Instead he seems calm. He's observing you, getting into your head with a look. It wasn't anger, he looked hurt and disappointed. How are you supposed to react to that? He's brought a washcloth and he begins to clean your cut feet. His hands soothing your pain and caring for you, despite the betrayal he was clearly feeling. He then adds a salve and wraps each foot. Covering them with a pair of socks.
"What were you thinking Mouse?" His voice wasn't angry, again filled with a disappointment. You felt like a child being scolded.
You can't answer, luckily he doesn't seem to expect one. He stands, wrapping his hand around your neck and pushing you down onto the bed while he crawled on top of you.
His body was over yours. Knees on either side of your waist his nose hovering above yours.
"What was your plan exactly, even if you got out of the area where would you possibly go? You don't know where you are, how do you know members of the league aren't surrounding here? You recklessly put yourself in harms way on top of trying to escape. Do you know whose in the area outside of here today? Shigaraki, what do you think he would've done with an escaped war trophy if he found you before me? He knows the face of the lieutenants prizes. You'd have been taken from me, and I don't mean given to someone else Mouse. You'd be fucking killed."
He moves his palm to cup your cheek, the growing heat against your cheek is the only betrayal of his calm facade. The heat began to sting under his palm.
"Where you are now, is where you belong pet, your place is under me, surrounded by me and only me. You are mine, running away doesn't take away from the fact that we are intertwined now. Just focus on me."
Both of his hands are cupping your face now. The pads of his thumbs are running over your bottom lip. He looks crazed. His tone and soft words don't match the chaos you see building behind his almost too blue eyes.
"The moment I decided to bring you here with me, our futures became inseparable, what you do, what you feel, everything that's happened since and will happen from this moment, will influence what's going to happen in my future as well. There is no detangling yourself from me. We're connected now, and I have no intention of allowing you to attempt to sever that connection. I won't allow even the foolish thought of that being a possibility to enter your mind again."
His hands begin to trail down, pausing at your neck, he doesn't add pressure but simply allows the warmth to transfer to the front of your neck.
Moving them down he skims over the tops of your breasts, grazing your nipples. Once he feels them under your shirt he grips each nipple roughly and pulls up through the shirt. The pain causes your teeth to clench and your back to arch in an attempt to get away.
Once he reaches the bottom of the shirt he begins to pull it up and over your head. He begins his harsh grip again. This time when he violently yanks you can't help but to try and slap his hands away.
You feel your head snap to the side before your brain processes that he's slapped the side of your face.
"Do not do that again. You know how to beg pretty for me, keep your hands down."
His eyes are lit up again, you fighting back seems to have relit the flame of his sadistic side. You can see his loss of control begin to seep through his cerulean eyes. You wonder if this is the look his victims see before being reduced to ash. You've done worse than made him angry, you disappointed and betrayed him. He was used to anger, whatever you've triggered in him he hasn't learned how to control.
You thought you were properly afraid of him before this, and you realize how foolish you were to not be more afraid of him. You weren't nearly as scared as you should've been. He was still holding back before and you didn't even realize it. It was foolish to let yourself get lost in the soft moments with him.
His hands trail down again, tickling your sides as they reach to top of the sweats. He pushes the sweatpants down, but only a couple of inches. He's still left you mostly covered.
His hands grip your hips and he seems to be perfecting his hold on you. He moved his hands, kneading your flesh around your waist, until he seems satisfied with their placement.
He leans his face back towards you again and kisses your cheek. He trails small kisses down to your jaw. You feel the warmth and wetness of his tongue as he licks across your jawline and once he reaches your chin he licks up and into your mouth.
You can't help but allow him to deepen the kiss, you don't want to anger him any farther.
You begin to sweat as you realize his hands are getting hotter. The temperature is increasing faster than your nerves can adjust to it.
He moves his mouth to the crook of your neck and begins to suck on your sensitive skin.
"Scream pretty for me."
At the same time as the flames erupt from his hands he bites down into your neck. He breaks the partially healed skin where he last bit you, and continues to bite harder. Your brain can't handle the overstimulation of pain and you hear someone scream. It wasn't until he moved his hand, and released the flesh of your neck you realize it was you screaming.
Dabi sits up and leans back on his haunches. He looks at the marks he's left like an artist admiring their new painting.
He lifts his weight off you and steps off the bed.
"Stand up Mouse, we need to get you taken care of."
You move the stand and show you're listening to him, your legs however have other plans and your knees give out.
"I am trying to listen, I'm sorry. My legs won't listen." You mumble, trying to control your voice.
Dabi catches you under your arms and marches you to the bathroom. "I know Mouse." Your neck is purple when you look in the mirror and you already know your going to be in a lot of pain once the adrenaline of the moment leaves. You don't think this mark is going to fade easy.
Moving your gaze down you see that he's burned his hand prints into your hips. A permanent brand on your body.
"Aren't they pretty on you? Now you'll always be able to see who you belong too."
He cleans your wounds and bandages them.
"I want these to heal well. I want my mark to remind you who you are and who you belong to. Now no one else can see you like I do without your mind trailing to me. The question will always be asked about what happened. Whose hands are permanently wrapped around you. You'll have to explain the hand prints to anyone who tries to see you like this, that is if they have to to even ask before I kill them for looking at what's mine."
Dabi helps you get an oversized T-shirt on. He removes your sweat pants, the shirt is your only covering, and he carries you back out to the bed. He puts the shackle on your ankle, over tightening just enough you constantly feel it.
He places his fingers under your chin, tilting your head.
"Who are you?"
Your body involuntarily tightens. Your nerve endings seem to be on high alert.
"I am Dabis Mouse."
"Will you try to run again?"
"No."
He intertwines his fingers in the hair at the back of your neck, and he yanks, pulling your head back and straining your neck.
"Liar." His voice carries an extra gravel to it, as if he was growling out the word.
After staring at you for a few more moments he left the room.
Your body relaxes at the realization his presence is gone. Sobs rise to the surface. You feel the struggle in trying to breath. Inside your mind is warring between the feeling that your punishment seems to be over, with a voice in the back of your mind whispering there's no way this was the end of what torments he has planned for you.
When Dabi comes back it's with a bowl of porridge.
"You need to eat."
His concern worries you. A thought flitted through your head about the possibility of him drugging your food. When you reach for the bowl he moves it out of reach. You look at him confused, but stay silent so you don't escalate the situation.
He scoops some into a spoon and brings the spoon to your mouth. He's going to feed you like your a child.
When you hesitate to open your mouth for him his expression morphs into a look that makes you feel like an idiot.
"I had the thought of forcing you to eat like a dog on the ground, if you'd prefer that way to this just keep the attitude up."
That had you opening your mouth to accept the food. The fact that you were being hand fed made the food tasteless. Shame rose through your throat that you were in this position once again, completely helpless and unable to save yourself.
Once done he leaves again, this time he doesn't return and you're left alone. You sleep through the day, trying to avoid thinking about what's happening to you.
When he returns he unchains you and takes you to the bathroom to clean up. He stays just outside the door to the bathroom instead of the privacy he had given you before.
Once he's redone the bandages and cleaned you up he rechains you to the bed. He has a syringe and another device you've never seen next to the bed.
He pushes you onto your stomach and rolls up your shirt. He rubbed something cool near your spine before you feel the pressure and hardness of the tip of the device at the same area of your spine, and then a pressure that morphs into a stinging pain. Dabi instantly began bandaging the area there.
"This is a tracker, it's always on." He explains to you. "I'll always know where you are now. I was going to give you one the night I brought you home, but I had thought against it. I thought you were trustworthy. I know better now however."
He's rolling you over and positioning you where he wants you.
"I am so glad you made sure I knew I was being too soft on you pet. Now I know you need more from me to keep you in line. I won't make the mistake again. You cannot run from here or from me."
He picks up the syringe and injects your arm.
"Enjoy your rest tonight Mouse. This will keep you asleep for a few hours."
He's locked eyes with you and the angry fire behind them have dulled.
"Tomorrow your punishment begins pet."
Play with my mind
Chapter Notes
Two in a day! Again, I edited and added scenes to previous chapters to flesh out the story to where I wanted it to be! I recommend going back and reading from the beginning! I hope you enjoy where I've taken it!
Your limbs are heavy. You can't seem to open your eyes. Your mouth is dry, your tongue stuck to the roof of your mouth, and you can feel the soreness from the previous day making itself known. You had a flashback to your first night with Dabi.
The fog is lifting from your brain and you can slightly open your eyes and you realize you back in the main room. Once again chained and kneeling on a pillow. Your still in just the T-shirt.
Scarred arms reach around and hook under your arms, reaching up and Dabis fingers interlocking behind the base of your skull. Almost in a seated full Nelson. His legs are outside of your own.
"Good morning little Mouse, sorry for the rough wake up, but we have so much to accomplish today."
Dabi isn't the only one there. Hawks is with you also, along with Mirko. He has her pinned to the wall with crimson feathers. She's also been gagged.
"She got a little over excited and mouthy. She wasn't able to pull punches on him like you did though." Dabi whispers in your ear proudly nipping the shell of your ear, when he sees where you're looking.
Seated in the chair next to you you see blue tinted hair and crimson eyes. Fear seizes you as you realize it's Shigaraki. The sight of him has you pushing yourself into Dabi, his arms no longer feel like a cage, but a barrier between you and Shigaraki.
"I am getting bored." His voice is shrill and the tone makes your muscles tense. "Let's get this done."
A creature came from behind him. You've never seen anything like this one but you know what it is instantly. It's a Nomu. You'd never seen one like this one, he was smaller than the ones that attacked the cities. His skin was a dark green and his eyes were completely white. His hands were oversized and his fingers made you think more of tentacles than they did fingers.
"Pet, this is a special Nomu, we haven't ever got to test out what it's capable of." Dabi says.
"You however volunteered to be a test yesterday when you stupidly tried to run."
You begin to tug on the chains trying desperately to get away.
"No, please no. I don't want this. I won't run again." You promise Dabi, and in the moment you meant it. You didn't know what this creature was going to do to you but you know you don't want it near you.
Speaking into the crook of your neck Dabi sighs. "But that's not true, we both know every opportunity you get, you're going to try and run. You might not tomorrow, or a week from now, but eventually you will. This has become a necessity. I can't let you have that hope Mouse. I need to know you won't run." He was speaking quietly so only you could hear his words.
You're shaking now, you've seen news stories on what these monsters were capable of. Having one go at you seemed overkill in your mind, even for an escape attempt.
"You don't think this is too much, what did I do to deserve this? I am not even important in this fight, I didn't do anything! Please."
"Mouse, this Nomu isn't going to attack you physically, he was made for something else. There won't be physical pain for you today." Dabi spoke as if this was reassuring. You however, do not feel reassured by his statement.
"What?"
At a look from the decay villain the Nomu walked over and put oversized hands on either side of your face. They were cold and the feeling of them covering my your face made you want to vomit. You'd trade the feeling of his grip on your face for Dabis warm hands if he'd give you the option.
Your surroundings went blurry, and started to spin. Then everything went quiet and white. You're thrown back to where you ran out the door the day before. You're trying to keep up with what's happening but you can't seem to catch up.
You're running into the woods again. This time however no blue flames emerge behind you. There's no crimson blur in the air either. Why are you imagining fire and feathers? You're escaping, you need to focus.
You continue to run to the edge of the wooded area. Something feels odd, you shouldn't have been able to make it this far. The previous days memory has faded, being chained in the main area with Dabi and the Nomu has left your mind. You don't notice this new memory is taking over. Step by step replacing what had happened. This was a second chance to succeed on escape. You pick up the pace.
Once you're out onto a street you slow down and try to blend in with the people walking on the sidewalks. They are just going about their everyday, like you haven't been trapped in a house with one of the deadliest villains alive. It's an isolating feeling. They were just living while you'd been chained and branded. You feel resentful of them.
Part of you wants to turn back to where you know what your everyday will be. You know this is the part of you Dabi got to. The part of yourself he twisted into needing him. So you ignore it. It takes more effort than you want it to.
You reach an area that still has stores and restaurants. One of these people or places has to have a phone. You're shocked at how people are adjusting to the villain take over and reopening and working their lives into the villains vision.
There's a man picking out fruit at a vendors stall, you approach him try to look like it's completely normal that your barefoot and in sweats and a T-shirt.
"Excuse me, I was wondering if you have a phone I could use? I lost mine."
The man eyed you up and down and deciding you weren't a threat he smiles at you.
"Sure, that's not a problem."
He hands you his phone after unlocking his screen. You call one of the only numbers you have memorized. The hero sidekick who originally was helping you to flee the country.
Something in the back of your mind was telling you something was off. You shouldn't trust this, there's no way escaping would be this easy. What if he was a member of the league?
The former prosidekick answered and his voice raised when you explained who you were.
"Last I heard Dabi had taken possession of you! How could you possibly have escaped!" The conversation felt blurry, like you could only hear bits of it. Something was off.
The same thought was running through your mind. How had you escaped so easily? It doesn't feel right. Blue flames should have been following you, turning everything to ash, shouldn't it? Why haven't you been caught?
Your escape connection makes arrangements with you in order to get you out of the area and then out of the country. When you hang up you go into the call history of the mans phone and delete the call you made. You'd just had a full conversation but it felt as though everything was in a fog.
You hand the phone back to him and look around, looking for a place to waste two hours before your rescue would show up.
"Is everything okay miss?"
The man is looking at you in concern.
"It will be, thank you for letting me use your phone, do you know anywhere around here I can just sit for awhile, out of the way?"
He nods while looking down at your cut up feet and turns and you realize he wants you to follow.
He walks to a stall selling shoes first and purchases a simple pair for you and then walks you to a ramen shop and offers to purchase food for you and keep you company. You must look really bad. You forgot people could simply be kind.
He lets you sit silently while he makes conversation about the changes in the area and memories he had of it before. He's keeping you at ease. You feel an overwhelming sense of gratitude for the man.
When it's time he walks with you to meet up with your rescuer. Or your friend he thinks. When you make eye contact with the Sidekick known as Ghost your body goes limp.
Are you actually escaping? You succeeded? A tug on the back of your mind was buzzing. You ignore it, you're almost free. Your chest is filling with happiness, you can get away from all of this.
Ghosts eyes suddenly widen in shock and pain, and you can only watch as his skin splits and cracks and he turns to dust. Shigaraki is standing behind him, in his path, his hand raised to where he had been. Looking pleased at having killed a hero, his crimson eyes look mockingly at yours.
The man who had been so kind to you began to tremble begin to back away. Only to be engulfed in blue flames. You watched as his face twisted into an expression of fear and pain, before he's gone. You can hear the crackling of the fire consuming him. His mouth opened in a scream, but all you could hear was a ringing in your ear the grew louder as your excitement of escape drowned in fear and sorrow.
Dabi is in his place now. A loud crack behind you drops you to your knees. You shouldn't have left. He warned you that he would kill anyone who helped you. You just killed that man. Submitting would've been easier. This is where you belong. He told you and you didn't listen. It's not difficult to simply exist for him. You don't even have to think, being his would simply let you be.
Dabi reaches down and stands you up, hands at your waist. Fire ignites from his palms as he burns his handprints into your waist.
Your mind seems to be reminding you of this, you've felt this pain before haven't you? Was your fear of his fire so great you'd already imagined it happening? This isn't the first time you've felt this pain, but you can't place it.
"Look at what you caused Mouse." Dabis eyes are filled with disappointment. "All of this was your doing. We were fine leaving this area alone. Nobody out here had to die until you came here. I didn't realize you were so selfish. Putting yourself above all of these peoples lives. What disgusting behavior. I am so ashamed of you, I thought you were better than this. Do you like to pretend you're better than any villain pursuing their desires when you knowingly killed everyone here just to try and escape."
Tears are falling from your eyes, the guilt is so heavy. You can barely stand. What else could you have done? Was he right? Were you selfish?
"I am not selfish, I am just trying to go somewhere safe.i want to be safe."
"You're the reason we had to kill so many today, you caused dozens of deaths today by trying to save yourself. If you hadn't run none of these people would've died. That hero could've probably continued under the radar and saved several more people who were fleeing. Hero's that we're fleeing, who can actually make a difference in this war. Instead he died protecting Dabis Pet. You're escape was meaningless even if you had succeeded, it wouldn't have brought any benefit to the hero's. You wasted their time Mouse. Unfortunately they did run into Dabis Mouse. I told you anyone who helps you, whether they do so knowingly or not forfeits their life and you still went to them for help, not caring that once you were gone, they'd die, that sounds selfish to me. That man, why did you choose him? What did he ever do to make you choose him to die for you?"
It was your fault, all your fault. He's not wrong, he did tell you. You weren't ignorant of it. Your legs can no longer hold you, Dabi catching you as you fall. Picking you up, Dabi carries you through the streets and into a car. He keeps you facing out the window.
"You're not to look away." Dabi says calmly in your ear. "I want you to see all of the death and destruction you're responsible for. The people you deemed less important than you. I want you to learn from it."
Your driven down streets that are no longer colorful. Everything is gray and ash. Where there were crowds of people just a few hours earlier, the were now simply piles of dust and ash. They had killed everyone.
What did you do? You shouldn't have left, he had told you what would happen. Of course he meant it. When you get closer to his home he drags you off the seat and forces you to kneel at his feet. He guides your face to lay in his lap.
Hands running through your hair, humming and working to calm you down as you silently cry.
The car stops and he pulls you from the car and carries you back into the home you share. Laying you on the couch with your head in his lap, where he continues to go through the motions of keeping you calm.
You close your eyes and sleep takes over, this is easier, you don't have to fight anymore. You can just be. Fighting isn't your responsibility.
Yes this was easier.
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When you open your eyes you're still on the couch, your head is no longer in Dabis lap. He's sitting in front of you observing you once again. Concern in his eyes as he strokes your cheek.
Your brain tries to process what happened. Your memory feels off, something not quite right. When you try and push to remember what happened it's as if there is a barrier to keep you from pushing.
You're too tired to knock down walls anyway. You've caused enough death for one day. You deserved the burns on your hips, innocent people were no longer making it from day to day. It was your fault. Your fault.
"Will you try to escape again Mouse?"
"No Master."
You don't even cringe at the name change. It's what he is to you after all. You no longer belong to yourself. You're his anyway.
"Why not?"
"Because you and I will always be connected, trying to escape will only cause others pain, and it will be my fault. I already killed so many, I can't be responsible for more, I am Dabis girl."
"Good girl."
Dabi attaches one of your collars and leashes to you. He guides you to stand. He's moving slow, watching you intensly. You follow obediently.
Once you reach the room you're walked over to the shower. You know what he wants and expects. Once he looks at you you begin to disrobe. You're confused for a moment as you thought you had pants on. Did he take them when you slept?
You wait a few moments as he takes in the sight of you, his marks on you.
"Walk to me Mouse."
You cross the room to where he stands.
"Help me take these clothes off."
You reach for the shoulders of his coat and help him shrug it off. You drape it on the counter and move your hands to the hem of his shirt. You place that over his jacket.
He pushes you to your knees slowly. Looking at you expectantly.
You reach over and unbutton his pants. Hands shaking. You know you're about to cross a line that was always there but never fully crossed.
You tug them down and help him step out, as you go to stand in order to put his pants and underwear with the rest of his clothing his hand grips your shoulder.
"Stay there."
He reaches down and grabs his clothing on the ground and tosses them over onto the rest of his clothes.
"Apologize."
"I am sorry Daddy."
"I don't want your words this time mouse. I think I've been patient enough, don't you think, it's been mostly give from me. It's my turn to take."
You look up at him and nod.
Hands reaching for his thighs you run your hands up them. Scooting closer you look up again and keeping eye contact you lick from his base to his tip.
You see his eyes roll back as he takes sharp inhale in. "Finally." He whispers.
Swirling your tongue around his head you hollow your cheeks and run the tip of your tongue around the edge of head.
You kiss down his length, when you reach his base again you turn your head so you can get a suction on the vein underneath his shaft. You keep the suction as you work your way back up to his head.
This time when you swirl your tongue Dabi tangles his hands in your hair and pushes his length into your mouth.
You feel the stretch in your jaw as he holds himself at the back of your throat. Giving you to time to adjust to the invasiveness.
His patience doesn't last long as he begins to set the pace for pumping into your mouth.
"Suck Mouse, I am not going to do all of the work."
You hollow your cheeks again and you try to coat him in as much spit as you can.
Once he's coated in his pre and your spit you regain some control and try to guide him deeper.
"F-fuck pet, keep doing that."
He's making noises you've never heard come from him. It's primal and it triggers something in you as well. You start to try and draw out the deep rumbles and growls from him.
"Aaaa, ungh... fuck, fuck, fuck..."
Each word from him invokes a harsh thrust of his hips
He gives a final thrust and pushes you all the way down his length, holding you there and you feel his cock twitch. Releasing his cum into your throat, he slowly pulls out, coating your tongue on his way out.
He grabs you by your hair and pulls until your standing. Turning you and backing you up to the wall. He pushes his body against you, getting as much skin to skin contact as he can.
He presses his lips to yours and in mess of teeth and tongue and heat kisses you.
You inhale deeply as he releases you from his attack on your mouth. Listening to both of you panting and out of breath, you're relieved he seems to be feeling what you are as well. You find comfort in the fact you can make him feel something so intensely, it's not just you affected by him. Focusing fully on him so you don't have to think of what happened earlier. You know you'll break if you think of anything outside of the man in front of you. Which is what he wanted, a small voice says in the back of your mind. Only him.
Once his breathing goes back to normal he places his hands on either cheek.
"You are mine, only mine."
"Only yours."
He sees it in your eyes, he's broken you down. You're his. He is curious to see how you build yourself back up from this. He's not stupid, he knows you well enough to know this submission might last longer than your other shows of obedience. Eventually your fire will build back up. Whether it's realizing your memories are false, replaced by his guidance and the Nomu or from your inner strength he's not even sure you know you have. What he does know is he's going to take advantage of the time he has with you like this.
In the back of his mind, he acknowledges a part of him can't wait for the return of your fight. That should probably concern him.
Chained and almost free
The next morning you woke up alone again. The hairs on the back of your neck rose. You shouldn't be alone.
Your limbs are free also, no shackles, no chains. The lack of their physical presence doesn't make you feel any less trapped however. This was a false display of freedom you tell yourself.
You turn on the bed and place your feet on the ground. Testing your muscles and joints for soreness before putting enough pressure on your legs to allow you to stand.
Once you are standing to your full height you eye the open bedroom door. You want to go to it, but you quickly squash that thought. What is outside that door isn't for you.
There's too much out there. You're more secure in this room. This is your space. You can wait for him to go anywhere else. In his presence you won't have the false hope of escape. You don't risk harming anyone. He will let you know what's safe outside of that door. You shake your head at the thought that somehow the safest place for you was in Dabis room. A year ago you'd seen a news story on tv, Dabi was burning his way through a giant crowd of lesser known villains. It was terrifying and horrible. You had to mute the channel to get through it. Now, somehow future you was his little spoon every night.
You turn instead to the bathroom. You want to shower, and clean yourself. When you enter the showers warm embrace you finally allow your mind to wander on it's own.
Once your brain allows you to remember the previous day it's as if you can feel Dabi in your mouth all over again. The feel of him and the taste. Your hands raise to cover your mouth. Your mind trying to accept the fact you not only allowed yourself to have that intimacy with him, you also allowed yourself to take pleasure from it.
Why shouldn't you do what it takes to get through this. Is it possible to let yourself take each moment as what it is? Build trust again, and try and make your time with the cremation villain as pleasant as you could. It keeps others safe. You won't kill anymore people because you are trying to get out of your situation. You're responsible for enough death. The mans face who helped you runs through your mind. No one else should die because of you.
When you get out of the shower you grab the robe he'd had made for you from the hook. He hadn't left any clothes for you today.
Feeling a little more stable and your mind a little more resolved, you face the open door again. You look outside the door, trying to see if you can see him.
When you see no one you walk back to the bed and decide to wait for him to give you direction on what you were supposed to do.
A tapping from behind you causes a squeak to leave your mouth and your over exaggerated jump caused you to fall off the edge of the bed.
You roll back up onto your knees and peer over the bed. Dabi is outside the window, looking amused at what he just witnessed. You watch him walk away from the window and he heads around to the front of the house.
Your heart starts to race as you hear the door open and close and you hear his footsteps making their way towards you. Once he reaches the door he leans against the entryway and you two stare at each other.
"In case you've wondered why I call you Mouse," Dabi breaks the silence. "It's because you squeak when your nervous or scared, I like being responsible for your squeaks. Being witness to your absolute grace is always a joy." He looks relaxed. His smile soft as he looks you over.
"Is today just going to be about teasing of me then Daddy?" You can't help but smile back at him, wanting to keep the softness of the moment.
He stalks towards you, you notice he has a paper bag in his hand.
"I was pointing out things I've observed about you, I wouldn't call that teasing you." He positioned himself behind you and wrapped his legs and arms around you. Setting the bag down, he uses his now empty hand to grip your chin and tilt your head. "I can demonstrate teasing you if you'd like to learn the difference Mouse." He followed this with nibbling the side of your neck without his bite. Putting his legs over yours so he can spread your legs apart and keep them open. To your frustration you can't help the squeak and jump that resulted from his playfulness.
"I don't need a demonstration!" You say as loud as you feel comfortable. You don't want to interrupt this good mood.
Dabi rested his head on your shoulder and leans into you in silence for a moments.
"I've brought something for you." He says.
"Is it food?" You're starving.
He laughed. "No, but we can go eat shortly."
He hands you the bag and wraps himself back around you. Your curiosity is starting to overwhelm you. Is his idea of a surprise something that's going to be wonderful or something horrible? What if he's trying to make you react so he can punish you more? He seems excited, you can feel his excitement surround you. The more you're around him, the more he seems to drop the barrier of hiding what's going on in his mind.
With trembling hands you reach into the bag, before you can grab onto whatever is inside Dabi squeezes your sides and makes a grunting noise. Scaring you again, your brain irrationally telling you there was an animal in the bag that just attacked you.
"Oh, Damnit. No!" You yelled and you threw the bag. "Why?!"
"You just threw your present Mouse!" He said, trying to look offended and not entertained at your reaction.
"Because of you! Why would you do that! I thought you put an animal in there, why!?"
You turned your head to glare at him, before you can turn fully he grips your hair and holds you in place and he presses his lips to yours. When he pulls away he locked his gaze with yours.
"Because I wanted to." He stated quietly as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. Dabi does what Dabi wants.
He untangled himself from you and walked over to where you had thrown the bag. He reached in and pulled out a box. Setting the now empty bag on the dresser.
"Stand up Pet and come here." He didn't even look up from opening the box, like he knew you were just going to do what he said. You find yourself irritated that he's right. He had opened the box, you couldn't see the contents yet. When you reached him he kept the open box faced away from you and laced your fingers with his and walked you to the bathroom, he faced you towards the mirror. Standing behind you and he looked approvingly at your reflection.
Reaching a hand into the shoulder of your robe he slid your robe down so your chest and above is fully exposed. "I know I say it a lot but you really are beautiful to look at Mouse." The robe being held on by your elbows. Once finished he pulled a woven chain from the box. Silver, blue, red and black, all woven together.
"There's a jewelry maker who can manipulate metals, change their color, shape, strength. He makes the material strong. It's unique. He never makes multiple pieces." He explained.
He wrapped the chain around your neck, fitting it like a choker, he put two fingers underneath to make sure it fit properly and didn't cause any breathing issues.
"The colors won't fade, the chain can't break. Can't be ripped or cut. It can only be manipulated by heat. They will always be intertwined."
You felt his heat coming from his hand, you realize he's binding the chain, there's no hinge or lock. This is a permanent collar. He held the heated area of the chain in his hand, waiting for it to cool down. Using his free hand he turned the faucet on cold, cupping his hand he continually brought the cold water to the necklace to cool it faster. Water causing goose bumps to form on your body, you can watch the drips flowing over your skin. You notice he is watching too. Eyeing you in the mirror, admiring how it looked around your neck.
"I feel like you could've just exposed my shoulders."
"And risk destroying your robe? Never. Passing up a perfectly good opportunity to look at you exposed for me? That doesn't sound like me at all." He smirked at you. He reached around with his free hand and began to pinch and roll your nipple. Drawing out gasps and moans you wish you could hold back. He begins talking while continuing his manipulations. You lean into his shoulder and try to control your breathing. "Look at me." You listen.
"Black represents authority and power, silver compromise, I bet you can guess why I wanted the blue, the red however is you. I don't know if you see it in yourself but I see it, you have a fire. It doesn't manifest itself in quirk form and it doesn't show itself at all times. It burns different than mine." He's staring at you in the mirror so intensely and you can't bring yourself to look away. "It doesn't burn constantly, but it chooses moments where it will do the most for you. Despite what I originally wanted, I find the idea of dousing your fire less and less desirable. I do however, intend to control it pet."
When he releases the chain and releases your nipple he turns you towards him. He removes your robe fully, staring at your body, his eyes seem to get brighter the longer his gaze lasts. The look on his face shoots heat through out your body, you can feel you cheeks turn pink.
"I wish we had more time this morning, but we have somewhere to be. Go stand next to the bed and stay there." He commands, softening the tone by kissing your forehead.
He had brought you a dress and helped you dress. As he knelt down to help you into thigh high socks you notice his ear cuffs are no longer just the silver ones. It's interwoven chain matching your collar. What does that mean? Why is he wearing something that is essentially a chain to you? You don't have the guts to ask at the moment however. You moved to rub your finger across the chain, but Dabi stood before you could touch him. Not noticing what you'd almost done.
When you are done getting ready he leads you the living room and he brings you breakfast.
"You don't have to rush, but eat somewhat quickly."
When he starts to lead you to the front door you start to pull back. Is he trying to trick you?
"Calm down Mouse, we have somewhere to be is all." Using one of his large hands to cup the back of your head he holds you in the crook of his neck until your breathing levels before guiding you out of house. His fingers again laced with yours.
A car was waiting outside, and he lead you to the back door. Once inside you expected him to push you to the ground like he had previously. Instead he buckles you in next to him. You notice he doesn't wear a buckle himself. You don't know why this annoys you but it does.
"When we get to where we are going I expect you to follow the rules I gave you in the beginning. No speaking unless I give you permission, do not make eye contact, I want your eyes down. I don't want to deal with having to kill anyone who thinks I haven't trained you properly."
"I understand daddy."
Once the driver starts driving Dabi moves from sitting next to you to kneeling in front of you. Removing one of your shoes and slowly peeling your thigh high sock down.He picked up your leg and kissed your inner ankle. Trailing his tongue and alternating soft kisses, he worked his way up your leg. Resting your leg on one of his shoulders. Once he reaches your knee he nibbled on the underside causing a pleasant almost overwhelming tickling sensation to shoot through your body.
"You look so good today, I can't seem to help myself." He quietly says. Kissing to your inner thigh. His ministrations causing your breath to hitch. You're eyes closed you aren't prepared for the firm lick he gives your folds, over your panties. Without removing them he works your clit with his tongue. Enjoying your taste through the fabric. He keeps the pressure once he gets your hips to start to roll and press harder into his mouth.
"Cum for me Mouse." His voice is a low rumble and sends a shock through your body. You let yourself get lost in the feeling of him. Letting yourself enjoy the pleasure his growing obsession was giving you. As your orgasm breaks his tongue slows and he guides you back down. Once your breathing evens out he bites the inside of your thigh gently, before working a hickey into the same spot. Once he's satisfied with his marking he puts your sock and shoe back on. When he looks at you his gaze is smug. Moving to sit next to you again he uses his warm hand to tilt your face to him, he leans towards your ear and hi raspy voice reignites your core. "You're fucking delicious." He says and he kisses you, letting you taste yourself on him. When he breaks the kiss he wraps an arm around you and holds you.
The rest of the ride is done in awkward silence. You don't know if you're allowed to ask where your going, so you just look out the window. Nuzzling into his chest.
15 minutes passes and Dabi reaches under the seat and pulls out a leather harness. You two look at each other and the look in his eye is daring you to fight him.
"I'm not a dog."
"You're my pet, and like I said, I don't want anyone thinking I am too soft in my training. You can walk in wearing this and being led by me, or I can have you crawl in like an animal."
"Or you could just walk in with me like I am a human. You do these things that make me feel…like maybe I am wanted and then you ruin it. Reminding me over and over that I will always be less than. I hated being overlooked but this is worse."
"You caused this when you ran. There will always be eyes on you now outside of the estate. If you' had listened to me, I could be lax even amount they league. You are the one who ruined that Mouse."
He reaches over to start putting the harness on you, you start to fight it, face flushed with embarrassment. He grabs your neck and he puts enough pressure to end your breathing.
"I will have no problem punishing you in front of others, I will make this whole outing as humiliating as I can for you, or you can behave, demonstrate obedience and wearing this can be the worst of your problems."
"I don't become less yours because you treat me nice." You relax your body anyway, knowing it's a pointless fight, and allow him to buckle the harness onto you. Trying to swallow the bile rising in your throat. The calm he had brought to you only minutes before is gone. You can't help the tears that drop down your cheeks.
When he's finished Dabi wipes your face. "Why bother with that, you want me to look broken in front of all them right? So you might as well leave it."
He only nodded, his jaw clenching and you can feel his anger in the heat starting to surround you. He attached a leash to the harness and wraps it around his hand. When the car stops he steps out first and guides you out. He lets you walk beside him, the leash appears to be more for show.
The building you enter is more modern than his home. He takes you to an elevator and pushes in a code and you the elevator starts to rise.
When the doors open you see Hawks standing at the door. When he arches an eyebrow at you you remember you're supposed to be looking down. Wanting to avoid punishment you look down quickly.
"That's one strike pet." Dabi says.
"I'm sorry Daddy." You keep your voice monotone. Throwing his own mood swing tactic back at him.
"You brought your trophy to lunch, how cute it's like we're having a double date." Hawks says, somehow sounding amused and bitchy at the same time.
"Fuck off feathers, I want to get this over with. Don't ruin Mouses first outing for her by being yourself."
Having to keep your eyes down you aren't allowed to see your surroundings. You can't help but be curious about what kind of home the winged former hero kept.
"Gods let her look around you burnt asshole. It's got to be boring staring at your ugly boots at all times."
"Again fuck off feathers."
Once you arrive to a table you notice there's only two chairs. Hawks had said double date, where was Mirko?
Once Dabi sits he guides you to sit at his feet, he helps you arrange yourself comfortably. Not satisfied with you simply sitting at his feet however he has you lay your head in his lap. Like your cuddling and about to watch a movie.
"You can look around Mouse." He leaned over and whispered.
You look up and your shocked to see Mirko pinned to the wall like a starfish and gagged. Naked as can be. What was with Hawks and his weird way of displaying people like they're bugs he's collecting?
"She's not as obedient as you." Hawks says watching your gaze. "She launched a sharpened fucking paperclip into my leg this morning, I am not sure I got the whole damn thing out!" He says looking at Dabi. Lifting his leg and his pant leg so you could see the damage the rabbit hero did to it.
"I slept like a baby after having the soul sucked from my body by my little Mouse." Dabi says like he's announcing what was for lunch while smiling smugly at Hawks.
"What the actual fummmmhnmm." Dabis hand flew to your mouth and covered it, you contemplate biting him hard when you feel his hand heat up quickly. You're past humiliated now.
"That's strike two love. If you don't want my handprint burned into your face, making it very hard to eat for quite sometime I recommend calming down. We both know you enjoy the food I prepare for you too much to allow that to happen." Dabi says harshly.
He guides you back down to sit. You've mentally decided to bite his arm to give him a matching mark to your neck, no matter the consequences. You're rested enough that you could probably stay awake until he falls asleep.
Hawks looks at you like your an amusing pet. Which you guess you essentially are in their view. "I think you're going to wake up without a dick to suck if you keep up whatever you're doing to upset your pet."
"She can try."
"Maybe I should get a second trophy, one who wasn't a hero previously. Give me something to play with until this one is trained." He's also talking like he's not talking about another humans life.
Dabi smiles and stands.
"I actually have somewhat of a gift for your bunny. It's just a video I think she'd find amusing if you don't mind me showing her."
Without waiting for an answer he holds his phone in front of her face, she looks at you in shock after a few moments.
"What's on the video Dabi? You both look too entertained. Anything that makes both of you smile with your eyes can't be good." Hawks actually looks nervous.
Dabi hands him his phone.
"It's my mouse kicking a Hawks ass."
Hawks face turned pink, almost looking embarrassed.
"She really got me didn't she." Hawks laughs off the video.
Tension in the room settles and Dabi and Hawks start to eat. You close your eyes and start to drift off imagining punching Dabi in the face and kicking his knees.
"So you think Tatsuyuki is the double?" Hawks says.
"I have my suspicions, I want you to look at his work a little more closely. If he was one it doesn't matter much anymore, but the shit happening means he wouldn't have been the only one. I want eyes on who he worked with, or who he actively avoided."
"Wasn't he after your mouse here at one point?"
You open your eyes at this. The idiot has a name.
"Yes, she got past his so called security. Which leads to part of my suspicions. I feel like he's too big of an idiot to be the double but I want to be one hundred percent sure."
You can't help but agree that he was too big of an idiot to play both sides. If it was an act he was really good at what he did.
"he hasn't been around, I don't think I've seen much of him since the hero auction." Hawks says, looking at Dabi suspiciously.
Dabi took a large bite of food and smiled at Hawks. His fingers working through your hair again. "Weird, wonder if something happened to him."
Hawks shook his head and laughed. "You're a dedicated Master." He snorted.
"you saw what he did to the women he brought home that night. He had intentions of doing that to her. He had plans to put hands on what's mine."
that had you moving to look at Dabi, but he gripped your hair and kept you in place. Did he kill him for wanting to hurt you? That didn't make sense.
They discuss the double and a plan to smoke them out for the duration. Dabi feeding you by hand every other bite. Hawks looked almost jealous that he could do that without you biting his fingers off. You're glad neither one of them has a mind reading quirk. And Dabi seemed to be ignoring your accidental teeth scraping against his knuckles when you took a bite. You'd probably be pinned to the wall with Mirko if he could hear what was going through your mind while doing it, and it wasn't his finger in your mind.
Hawks turned to where the Rabbit Hero was and gestured to you.
"See how pleasant things could be, and we'd both look cute doing it instead of just one of us being attractive."
"Don't talk about her again feathers." Dabi says, his phone goes off before he can further whatever argument he's having with Hawks.
Dabi looked at the screen and sighs, he stood as he answered and walks a few feet away.
"What." He says. He looks annoyed the longer whoever is on the other line talks.
"Right now? This has to be dealt with right now?" He runs his hand across his face in frustration.
"Fine, I just have to run home..."
Whoever's on the other end interrupts him, you can almost hear the other persons voice as they interrupt him. It's bizarre to see Dabis anger directed towards someone else.
"Fine." He says and hangs up.
"If I left her here, do you think you can not interrupt my training and keep your dick to yourself?" He says to Hawks. "I know she's tempting but I will fucking burn you."
Hawks lifts his eyebrows in shock, his golden eyes almost look like they are glowing. Looking every bit a predator.
"Are you saying you don't trust me? I am deeply, deeply hurt!" He faked pouted at Dabi while batting his eyes.
"Fucker is pushy today. Fucking man child. You don't need to put on the idiotic hero act for her, she's seen your real face. Can I trust you with her or not?"
"I promise to do no more than have her cuddle with me just so someone can show this one how to be nice." He says with his hand raised like he was giving an oath.
"Don't even fucking cuddle her."
"Fine I promise to not violate the little mouse."
"I'll be back in three hours tops." He says walking over to you. He knelt down and tilts your head up.
"Behave, if he tells me you acted up I'll deal with you at home, if he doesn't behave I'll punish him too." He says turning his glare to Hawks. Smiling and raising his eyebrows when he looks back at you.
"Promise?" Hawks says with sarcasm you wish you could use towards Dabi.
As soon as Dabi starts to walk towards the exit you start to panic. You don't want to be left alone with Hawks. You don't trust he won't leave you alone no matter the threats Dabi threw at him. Your world is so backwards that Dabi is the safer option of him and Hawks.
It's silent and tense for a few minutes after the elevator door shut and Dabi leaves.
Hawks takes a deep breath and the feathers holding up Mirko fly back towards Hawks wings. His hand wipes at his face.
"God I hate when you have people over." Mirko says.
Your eyes widen as you watch her leave the room and come back with a plate of food. Hawks stood up so she could take his chair.
Your brain is trying to catch up as you watch Hawks walk over to what looked like a hope chest. He removed a robe from it and handed it to Mirko.
"At least this guest doesn't want to hit me just because they think I am incapacitated." She says.
"Do you think I enjoy watching others cause you pain. It's bad enough you make me put marks on you. I hate it." Hawks says almost sadly looking like he's aged years in the span of seconds. His carefree expression looks heartbroken and weary.
"It wouldn't be very convincing if I don't have bruises from fighting you would it." She says matter of factly. "Not every mark was unpleasant you bird brain." She waggled her eyebrows at him.
"I still hate it." He reiterates, but his mouth tilts into a smile.
They both look at you like they've just remembered your there.
"I am sorry, did you want some more food? I imagine it would taste better if you could feed yourself." Hawks says. "Though, there's a great deal of men and women who would pay to be fed by hand from Dabi."
"What is going on? I don't understand what's happening." You ignore the rest of his statement. What was happening?
Hawks smiled at your confusion.
"I am working with the Hero Commission still, and it's almost time to go back however, I think I've done almost everything I could here. We intended on getting not only ourselves out, but you, we just need your help on getting something from Dabi so we can leave."
"You're the double?"
Hawks smiles wide. "Yes."
Hawk and the Rabbit and the crossed line
Chapter Notes
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"Sorry about everything I did earlier, Dabi looks the hardest at me, so I can't give even a little in front of him. I've been sick over what happened that day since I left. I also needed to see where your mind was at, if you were too far gone I couldn't include you in our plan." Hawks sounded worn out. "We would've needed to come up with something different and just plan a rescue with you, and I needed to see how attached he is to you." Hawks was explaining to you.
"I am really glad I got to see her kick your ass though, that really was a treat for me." Mirko was smiling at you. "You got him in the face, he loves his face."
"Everyone loves my face." Hawks shrugged like this was simply a well known fact.
"But none as much as you, you peacock."
You want to be entertained by the conversation, but they said they were going to help you escape. You're mine was swirling right now. You needed them to focus since you couldn't.
"Can you really help me escape?"
Their faces seemed to instantly transform into intense focus.
"Yes, but it won't be easy." Mirko says.
"Unfortunately you are in the best position to get us to where we need to be to make it work, if it could be one of us I'd prefer that." Hawks looked concerned. "Like I said, Dabi doesn't trust me, honestly he probably never will."
Hawks stood up and paced.
"He's smart, and he can read people as well as I can. I don't like having to put you in this position, especially since your quirkless."
"I don't understand what I could do that you can't."
"You have access to his home, he's keeping the formula for not only the poison that removes quirks but also the cure. I also think he has information on where they plan to move to next. Their next steps in the plan. I don't get the information on future plans, I get brought in as soon as things happen."
Mirko nods along with Hawks words. "We think you would be able to find where he keeps them and when we get you out we can take them with us."
"He doesn't let me just go around the house, he keeps me close. Why not have one of you break in one of the times he's not home?"
"There is something big happening." Hawks says. "We're going to be called out frequently over the next couple of weeks, like I said, I am low on getting to know the whole plan. And Dabi keeps his space well guarded. There's not just cameras. He's also always aware of where I am, he's not the most trusting. Until you. He lets you alone in his space. You're going have plenty of alone time to get him to trust you enough to wander the house. If I can I'd like to try and make it so he has me watch you in his house at least once."
"He put a tracker in my back, even if I get out he'll be able to find me."
Hawks eyes narrowed. "He went through with that huh, I'd hoped he wouldn't. You running really put us in a position, I wish you wouldn't have done that."
You can feel yourself flush.
"I already feel stupid enough for thinking I could escape him without help."
Your eyes start to tear as you picture the man who was so kind to you.
Hawks seems to know where your mind in and he kneels in front of you and puts your hands in his.
"I know what you think happened, no one died because you ran." He said gently.
"I saw them turn to ash and dust, their faces play in my mind constantly. How could anyone survive that?" You start sobbing. "The only time it's not replaying in my mind is when I let myself be consumed with him."
"That's not what happened Dove. Shigaraki and Dabi put false memories in your mind, they created a Nomu to mess with peoples memories."
The wall in your mind loses some of its strength, you can almost physically feel the cracks, you can feel it turning frail as you knock against it.
"What?"
"You didn't make it out of the woods, no one was hurt. I knew Dabi would punish you, but you need to understand he is determined that you will be his. You are the first blind spot for him in all of these years. He won't go all out and permanently cause damage to you, he wants you."
"No one was killed?"
"No one."
The wall crumbles, you remember him wrapping his arms around you and carrying you back to his room.
You start laughing. You don't know how else to react. There's so much adrenaline coursing through you as everything clicks to where it should be in your mind.
"What do you need me to do? I need to get away from him."
Hawks grips your hand and smiles.
The rest of your time is spent with them explaining what to look for, how to behave, and a general plan. Hawks has someone who can disable the tracker once you escape. Then you can go wherever you want. It seems too good to be true.
When Hawks gets a text letting him know Dabi is on his way back Mirko removes her robe and walks back to the wall.
"I have to annoy him a little, sorry Babybird."
Hawks says and positions himself behind you. "Look annoyed."
"I am annoyed." You say.
"No ones annoyed when cuddling me, I am an excellent cuddler."
At least he didn't feel like he was on fire. You close your eyes and try to force an annoyed face. You think of your false memories and it's no longer a fight to look annoyed, it's to not look angry.
When you hear the door open, Hawks starts using a feather to tickle your cheek and down your side.
You can't help the squeak as you try to get out of his grasp, you really hate being tickled.
When Dabi steps into the room his eyes went from concerned to dark and angry, blue flames burst from his arms. A large flame burst from his cheek, you watched steam leave his mouth. Was he in pain? He needed to calm down, you swallowed down the worry and tried to find the anger again.
"Oh hey you walking zombie, back so soon? You mind leaving for another, what do you think." He says turning your face to face him. Running a finger through your hair, twirling a strand around a finger. "Another 15-20 minutes? Unless you'd like more of my time." He ran his thumb over your bottom lip.
He looked smugly at Dabi out of the corner of his eye. You feel like Hawks should be thanking you for being a shield, you being between them is clearly the only reason he's not on fire yet.
"Come here Mouse." Dabi was tensing his jaw. His hands flexing.
You try to step out of Hawks embrace and let out a little scream when he yanks you back and wraps you in his iron grip.
"It's no wonder you seem to be in such a good mood lately, she is really relaxing to hold, and her reactions to being touched are addicting. She's like a living stress reliever." His finger twirling once again in your hair. You watched Dabis eyes focus on his hand.
You start to wonder if Hawks is trying to get you both murdered. Maybe he's lying about being on the hero's side.
"Get your bird claws off of her, now, I can aim my fire well enough I am not worried about hitting her." You know him well enough now to not be fooled by his bored tone. His focus on Hawks hands. He was angry.
"You're really terrible at sharing, did your dad never teach you manners?" Hawks says with a laugh and he stands up with you still in front of him he essentially tosses you to him. Dabis flames go out before you hit his arms. The heat of them still present, pulling a pained gasp from your mouth.
Hawks raised his wings and looked ready to fly away if blue flames shot his way. His eyebrows raised at the same time in challenge.
Dabi holds you to him, your cheek against his chest. You can feel the medical staples through his shirt, his hand is holding your head in place, like he was trying to block Hawks from seeing your face.
"I told you not to touch her." He spit out.
"I told you I was in the mood to cuddle, my rabbit won't so I worked with what I had." Hawks shrugged. "Relax, she just slept for the most part, she only woke up a few minutes ago and I wanted to mess with you. You worry too much." He rolled his eyes at Dabi.
"Did he do anything to you Mouse?" He was still focusing his gaze on Hawks.
"No, he kind of just talked about himself and I got bored just sitting here and fell asleep."
Dabi locked his gaze with yours and you worked to keep your face neutral.
"Let's go home." He picked you up and wrapped your legs around his waist. "I am tired."
"Bye little Mouse!" Hawks shouts at Dabis retreating form.
"Fuck off chicken dick." Dabi growled out.
Once your in the car Dabi guides you to the ground and lays your head on his lap. Stroking your hair.
"He didn't touch you, you weren't lying?" He almost sounds panicked, his voice just hinting at jealousy.
"He didn't touch me daddy." You reassure him.
"Good." He sounded relieved. The rest of the ride is done in silence, with Dabis fingers absently running through your hair.
Once your back in your room Dabi takes you to the bathroom and sets you on the counter and removes his jacket. The white shirt underneath has a patch of blood almost covering his right side.
You can't keep the concern off of your face as you push off the counter. You step towards him and go to lift his shirt.
"Are you okay?"
He pushes your hands away and goes to pull off his shirt. There's a cut that spreads from his clear skin and across his scarred skin. It goes to his back.
"Are you concerned for me pet? I am fine, it'll heal, I won in the end. Just keep me company."
You don't like the concern your feeling, a mark of how well he was manipulating your emotions. You feel for him.
No, you decide, it's not him. It's simply being concerned about someone hurt in front of you, you decide it's simply your empathy and humanity. He hasn't taken that from you. You also realize this is a good moment to build trust, earn more freedom to walk around the house. It's not because it's him.
Dabi is cleaning his wounds and struggling to reach his back. You reach to take the cloth and he snaps his hand away from you.
"What are you doing?"
"Trying to help, you can't reach the back, let me help you please." You say quietly. "Daddy." You add quickly, keeping your submission and obedience on display.
He looks at you and his gaze is pleased. Then it turns to suspicion.
He grabs you by your chin and stares at you?
"Why the concern and obedience, what happened?"
"What?"
He keeps staring at you, tension was filling the room and your muscles tense.
"I just wanted to help, am I doing something wrong? I don't like seeing people hurt."
He stares longer before he reaches a decision. He hands you the cloth. Still eyeing you suspiciously.
You run the cloth under warm water and add soap and you cleanse the area around his wound.
Dabi pulls out the same first aid kit he used to wrap your feet the other day. He hands you the disinfectant. You apply it and let it dry. Cringing in sympathy pain as you apply it. You bandage the area and check over your work. When you reach for the sink to wash your hands Dabi wraps himself around you from behind. His head resting on your shoulder and you can feel his gaze burn into you as you rinse the soap off your hands. You resist the urge to look at him through the mirror, once he has you in his gaze you struggle to look away.
"I can't remember the last time I had someone to help take care of me after getting hurt, I usually do it myself, it's why my staples are wonky where it's hard to reach." He says absentmindedly. Like he doesn't realize he spoke.
"I am sorry, that's terrible." You say.
His eyes widened as he seemed to realize what he'd said, he looks upset.
He turns you back to him. Your nose to nose, his forehead resting on yours.
"Save your pity mouse, it's not wanted."
And he pushes his lips to yours. It's not an gentle kiss, he's distracting you with his intensity. His hands at your hips push you into his body. He's walking you backwards. Into the room, he continues to kiss you, intensely, giving you no time to catch your breath.
You tripped over your own feet, and he catches you. Wrapping your legs around his waist again. He walks you to the bed and he falls with you under him onto the covers.
He finally allows you to get air into your lungs and he stares down at you. He has a look in his eye you can't place. It doesn't belong on the cremation villains face. It's like seeing someone from work outside of it. Out of place.
"I didn't like seeing him holding you, I don't like that it bothers me either. It shouldn't matter." He holds himself up on his arm while his hand went to the collar he had put on you this morning. "You're mine, only mine."
The look in his eye starts to scare you. He doesn't seem to be talking to you, but to himself. Working himself up. He leans down to kiss you again.
"Tell me your mine mouse." He says, moving his kisses to your neck. Biting at the sensitive area under your ear.
"Say it Mouse. Say you're mine."
He sounds almost desperate.
"You're mine." You say. Knowing you probably just gave him an opening to punish you.
He stops and he smiles at you, his eyes brightening.
"You mouthy little mouse." He moves to the other side of your neck and you feel him start to mark you. "Say what I need you to say Baby."
"I am yours daddy."
"No, say my name." He lifts himself up to look into your eyes again.
"I am yours Dabi."
"Such a good girl, I don't think I can wait anymore." And he kisses you again while unzipping your dress. "I need to be inside you, I need to feel you stretch and drip over my cock." With impatience he pulled your dress apart, the zipper ripping apart with ease at his pull.
Chapter End Notes
Smut next chapter! Desperate Dabi ahead.
Feel you
Dabi stood and pulled you up with him. He presses his lips to your cheek, in the same moment he spun you so that he could sit back on the bed. Leaving you standing in front of him.
"Take off the dress Mouse."
Remembering the risk Hawks and Mirko were going through, you know you can't hold back and you bite down on your tongue and fight your first instinct of resisting. You knew he wasn't going to hold off on this forever. You had hoped you could push it off for another couple days, or weeks and escape before he removed this boundary. He's always made it clear this was where he wanted you two to be. Across this line. You originally thought he'd push this the first night. After the first few weeks you had wanted him to just get it over with so you no longer had to wonder when.
This is to secure your escape and to help free others. You're just doing what you have to. You repeat in your mind. It's not because of the look in his eye as move to obey his order. It's not because it's him you lie to yourself.
You reach up and pull one strap down, then the other. Trying to move everything as slow as you can. If you make it look like you're putting a show on for him maybe he'll allow the delay while you try to settle your heart beating in your throat.
As you remove your arms from the from the dress your eyes meet Dabis. They appeared to be glowing again, making you wonder again if his quirk caused them to brighten from the inside. You know his eyes will always be in your mind. Burned into your mind like his hands are burned around your waist. No matter how far away you get, those blue eyes were going to stay with you. Especially the way they were staring at you now. You'd seen men look at you with lust before, but Dabis had madness behind them. Like no matter how much of you he takes or you give it will never be enough for either of you. This is dangerous. You want him in this moment. You want to know what it feels like to be consumed by him.
You let the dress drop down and you step behind it and bend to pick it up. You gently toss it onto the dresser behind you.
When you turn again your eyes widen when you see Dabi is standing. Already almost to you. He eyes traveling over your body. Wearing a simple Laced blue bralette, and matching boyshorts underwear, and gray thigh high socks. You wonder if this was spur of the moment or if he had planned it earlier, looking at what he had underneath your dress.
"You're listening so well mouse." He's backed you into the dresser, and when he uses his fingers to thread through your hair, tucking it behind your ear and out of your face; you can't help the shiver that ran through your body. "While I am enjoying the blind obedience it seems to be setting my teeth on edge, is it because you want this? Or is it something else."
He knows. Your brain starts to panic. How does he always know! What does he know? He can't know.
His hands wrap around your waist and pull you to him. He's holding you in place, you can feel his half hard cock pressing into your thigh. He runs one hand slowly up your sides until his cupping your cheek and directing your gaze at him.
"What are you up to my little Mouse? I know you've been more docile since your selfishness the other day, but it hasn't been just blind like this. There's something working in the brain of yours." The tip of his pointer finger mimics cogs turning on your temple. "I can see it in your eyes."
He brings your face to his and he presses his lips to yours. Dragging his tongue along the seam of your lips.
"Let me in, let me in, let me in." His whispered in quick succession, his voice almost a growl. You open your mouth and his tongue works it way into your mouth. Running along yours.
"You always taste so good." He pulls you even farther into him. You can't help but to react to him. You knew he had you wrapped around his finger but you didn't realize until this moment how much of you he was in control of.
"Get on the bed Pet. Lay on your stomach."
He releases you and you had to hold onto him until your legs regained sensation, they went numb in the intensity of the moment. You'd been tending your muscles without realizing it. He gave you the moment and took advantage of your predicament by trailing his fingers down your sides, then softly over your pussy. When you inhaled sharply he kissed just under your ear.
"Have I already made it so you can't walk? We have barely started baby." He breathed in your ear. His taunt had you wanting to prove him wrong and you practically ran to the bed to show him that he hadn't rendered any part of you useless.
Once your on the bed you go to lay the way he directed, you look back at him, having a moment of embarrassment. You don't want to lay where you can't see him easily but he can see you fully.
"Lay down, I won't say it again."
His eyes are intense. Pupils are blown wide. He's looking at you like he can see everything inside your mind and your body. Tracing lines of want and desire running along side pulsing lines of fear. All of it open to his gaze. You lay down on your stomach. You try to focus on the softness of the blanket.
His hand wraps around your ankle, then he starts to trail two fingers slowly up your leg. Setting your nerve endings on fire.
"Can you feel how strong your legs have gotten with the training you've done with me? I can see the difference from before, I can see the strength you've built with your body. Under my guidance." He starts to massage your thighs, working his way to your inner thigh.
"Spread your legs wider Mouse. I want to be able to reach every part of you."
He applies light pressure to your legs and guides your legs to where he wants them. The he starts to rub you calves, working his way back up your leg.
"I like the idea of making you strong, but keeping you weak only for me."
His fingers grazed against your slit, causing you to inhale and clench your muscles.
Dabi moves his hands into the band of your lacy underwear and he pulls up, so they press tight against your pussy and lift your ass cheeks slightly, and then starts to slowly remove them. Once your ass is uncovered he leans overs and bites one of the globes of your ass. Hard.
He doesn't break skin but you know there will be marks. He glides his tongue over his mark and places kisses across your lower back.
"I want to mark all of you, I want everyone to look at you and to know you're mine. I've never wanted someone to be so shamelessly mine."
You moan at his words, as his hands return to rubbing your core.
"Turn over Mouse."
You obey, electricity running through your body. Part of you wonders if he's drugged you. Your body has never felt this on edge.
Once you roll over Dabi grabs your legs and moves them to hang off the edge of the bed. He leans over you and begins to kiss the crook of your neck. Your hands intertwine in his hair and you keep him close to you. His kisses are hot, his tongue is spreading heat as he works down between your breasts, dipping into your navel.
He kneels between your legs and kisses inside your thigh. He bites just to the side of your knee and begins to leave marks going up towards your center. His fingers trace over his mark from earlier in the morning, in the car. The memory of him between your legs pushed your body almost over the edge.
"Dabi...please..." You try to use your grip in his hair to pull him to where he can relieve the coil tightening in your stomach.
He lets you guide his head to your pussy but he doesn't allow you to press his mouth to you. He blows on your slick. Instead of feeling cool, the air from his mouth is hot. Causing you to clamp down over nothing in frustration.
Finally flattening his tongues he licks from the bottom of your slit up to your clit. Sparks fly through your body as you grip his hair tighter, causing him to growl like a beast as he ate you, the vibrations causing a new thrill to run through you.
"I've pictured tasting your perfect pussy since the night I brought you home. Now I've gotten to taste it twice in one day." He says, voice muffled as he's unwilling to fully remove himself from you.
"Fuck!" He starts to put pressure on your clit with his tongue, moving in circles causing your legs to shake.
"Cum for me Mouse, I want you come on my tongue."
You close your eyes and focus on his ministrations, he's found all your weak spots, like he can sense them with tips of his fingers and the tip of his tongue, his hands holding your thighs apart. His palms start heating up, and his mouth feels good you can't even worry about the building heat.
"Too much, it's too much, please Dabi!"
This only causes him to increase his efforts on your center.
"You can handle it my little Mouse, keep going, such a good girl, my good girl."
The coil is tightening, you can't see straight and you don't know what to do with your limbs that are free of his restraint.
Dabi bites down on your clit and your vision goes white. The coil snaps and and your muscles release the tension.
"Dabi! Fuck...too much...please..." You don't know what your asking of him. He is licking up every part of your release he can reach.
"You taste better than I could've imagined, I could do this everyday."
He stands and you can see his face is covered with your essence. "Taste how sweet you are baby. Taste your submission to me." He kisses you, letting you taste yourself as his pushes his tongue in your mouth.
His hands grab the bottom of your bralette, and he guides you out of it. His mouth latches onto your nipples, alternating nibbles and suction. He gives the other same treatment and then stands again. He removes his shirt and grabs your hand.
Dabi pushes your palm against his cheek. When you shape your hand to fit his face he turns into your palm and kisses it. The soft action causes something to twist in your mind and you can feel tears build in your eyes. You don't know if it's for yourself or for the look on his face right now. He slides your hand down, you watch as your hand slides down his neck.
The texture of his rough skin changing over to smooth. The look he gives you as he guides you on where to touch him. The sound of his breath hitching when he slides your palm over his stomach. Every sensation causing the coil to retighten.
His breathing seems to stop all together as your palm meets his clothed cock.
"Your turn Mouse."
He pulls you up, so your eye level with the button of his pants.
"Can you feel what you've done to me, take responsibility."
Dabi moved your hand back up to his stomach, he then reaches his button and pulls them down with his boxers.
His hand is back over yours and he moves you to his member. Wrapping your fingers around him, you can barely wrap your fingers all the way around.
The soft delicate texture contrasting with the hardness felt good in your palm. Dabi moved you hand up and down his length. He moved his other hand into your hair.
"Use your mouth Mouse, I want to feel your tongue."
Leaning forward you lick from the base of his cock to the head. Placing kitten licks around the head you look up, making eye contact as your mouth wrapped around the tip. His eyes go wide as you hollow out your cheeks.
His hand in your hair grips tighter and he pushes your head down.
"All the way down pet, we both know you can do better."
Tears spring to your eyes as he reaches the back of your throat, rolling his hips so he can push deeper into your mouth. Flattening your tongue so you can cradle him and run the tip of your tongue on the vein running up the bottom of his cock.
"Y-yes, just like that Mouse, you're doing so good for me, look at how you take me."
Once his hips start to buck, and his tempo becomes erratic Dabi pulls out of your throat.
Taking a deep breath he pushes you back down onto the bed, crawling on the bed beside you he pulls you back to the top of the bed. Kneeling between your legs he wraps them around his waist.
You can feel him running his hard cock up and down your pussy. Gathering your slick to make his entrance easier on you.
"Are you ready for me Mouse?"
You close your eyes and brace yourself for his entrance.
Nothing happens.
"Open your eyes baby."
Shock at his gentle words has you opening your eyes instantly at his command. Locking his gaze with yours.
"I asked you a question, have I worked you too hard you can't answer a question?"
"I am ready daddy, please let me feel you inside of me."
Whatever leash was reigning Dabi in snapped at your words. With one smooth push he was half way inside of you.
"Ahhhh Dabi!"
Dabis head lowers down and you can hear his erratic breathing near your ear, feeling his body tense as he pushes in until he bottoms out.
"So fucking tight, you're pulling me in, I don't know if I can even move you're squeezing me so good love."
His mouth crashes to yours, hungry and searching for your gasps. He begins to piston himself in and out of you slowly. You run your hand up his sides and move to grab either side of his face. Remembering how his face looked desperate for that specific contact earlier. You want to give him that feeling again, spark that want in his eyes.
Blue eyes look at you in surprise at the gentle grasp you have on him. His pace increasing as he toys with your nipples. Once he hits the spot inside you that has you seeing stars he pinches your nipple hard. Increasing the intensity of the coil in your belly.
Moving his hand down he begins to trace circles around your clit. Adjusting the pressure until he hears your breath hitch. His fingers combined with him skillfully hitting you in your G spot with every thrust starts your body trembling.
"Cum baby, let me feel you, give me another blissed out face Mouse."
His kisses move to your neck, he is putting his mark everywhere his mouth can reach without breaking his movements.
Heat is spiraling through your veins, you can feel electricity tingle throughout your body.
"Please, I am so close... faster please."
"F-fuck, yeah, yeah, you feel so good around my cock baby, show me how good it feels for you Mouse, cum for me!"
The coil releases and snaps, you feel pain at the intensity of your release, but it melts away into bliss. You can't feel or see anything outside of the sensations Dabi has given you.
"Fuck yeah y/n, cum on my cock, fuck, fuck, I am so close Pet."
Dabis hips are rolling into you, riding out your orgasm with you while working to reach his own. Once you have function again you purposely clamp down on his cock with as much pressure as you can.
"Now you cum for me." You say, unsure where the bravery to say such a thing came from, to Dabi of all people.
Your words proved to be Dabis undoing .
"Fuck! Yes!" You can feel the heat of his release inside you. You enjoy the sensation combined with the feral noises coming from Dabi as he calms down from his own release. "You fucked up letting me between your thighs baby. Now I can't ever let you fucking go."
You didn't know humans could make such animalistic noises. His words push at your center just as viciously as his fingers and cock had.
Dabi collapses on top of you, his weight pushing you further into the mattress.
You find it's not an unpleasant feeling. Which causes your stomach to twist into guilty knots. You like his weight on top of you, keeping you steady after you'd lost control for so long.
"Don't think Mouse, just rest and let yourself enjoy what just happened. Don't ruin it with whatever is running through that over active brain of yours."
Rolling over he gets up, walking to the door.
"I am getting us some water, you can go do what you need to do in the bathroom. I'll be right back." The look he gave you had a warning in it.
Getting up you go to use the restroom and clean yourself. When you come back out Dabi is by the door. Holding a glass of water, he holds the glass out to you.
Your so thirsty from what just occurred you didn't realize the water had an odd taste until you nearly finished the glass.
You glared at Dabi and he held his hands up in fake surrender.
"Sorry Mouse, but I need to make sure you stay asleep tonight, I am going to sleep hard, so I need to know you will be too."
Without waiting for an answer he takes the cup and sets it on the counter, turns and picks you up and carries you to the bed.
He attached the chain to your ankle, and wrapped himself around you.
"Your Mine." He says before falling asleep.
The Safe
Chapter Notes
I tried some new ways of writing smut. This story is my first time writing this way or even attempting smut. I think I am pleased with it! Thank you to everyone whose keeping up with the story and commenting, it's keeping me motivated to keep writing!
Warmth covers your face, brightness penetrating your closed eyelids. You can feel morning sun coming through your window. Shining over your face, the heat is stronger than it should be in the morning. Your brain is still in a fog. You can't remember feeling this comfortable, or this worn out. If you wanted to, you don't think you could open your eyes.
A weight around your middle tightens suddenly, pulling you closer to the source of heat.
A heavy sigh in your ear reminds you of whose next to you. The heat wasn't coming from the sun, it was coming from Dabi. Even the jolt of panic isn't helping you wake up. It's like the rush isn't yours, your watching someone else panic.
His tongue trailed around the shell of your ear, his teeth scraping he sensitive skin, waking nerve endings you didn't know existed. Ears shouldn't be able to feel like that. Dabi bit down on your ear, enough to just start to hurt, then he releases his jaw.
A low growl from his throat has you clenching your thighs. His teeth and tongue starting to work their way down your neck. Nibbling like he wanted to make sure he was able to taste every part of you.
Rolling on top of you, knees outside of your own, he continues his ministrations between your chest. Licking over to swirl his skilled tongue around your nipple, flicking his tongue against the tip of one before engulfing as much as he could and sucking. Repeating the process and ending the delicious torture with a firm bite before moving onto the other side and repeating the process.
Your body is trying to wake up, to process what your experiencing from his talented mouth. You remember he'd given you something to make you sleep. Thus your brain can't catch up to your body.
He's biting down your stomach and you feel him circle your belly button with the tip of his tongue before he moves farther between your thighs.
You feel the pressure on the the bed move and he's between your legs now. Your legs wrapped around his shoulders.
He's giving you rough licks and little nibbles on the inside of your thighs, spending more time when he finds an area that makes your hips jump.
"Please..." you said, unaware you were even going to speak.
"How can I say no to such good manners, especially when your responding so beautifully pet."
His voice is cracking, giving away how tired he still must be. Dabi gently blows on your pussy, then glides his nose up your slit slowly. Finally his tongue, flat and rough swipes up until he swirls the tip at your clit, causing your legs to clamp around his head.
The pressure from your legs seems to have egged Dabi on. His tongue is working your pussy to the point where you feel your whole body tense. Teasing relief but only giving you a tingle of pain. His breathing is heavy and labored, his head is still being squeezed by your thighs and when he gently eases two fingers into your cunt and he flicks your g-spot your eyes finally opened just to go blurry and star filled.
You hear a moan, gasping and filled with need and when you realize it's you you feel your neck and cheeks redden at the sound. Your legs slightly loosen around Dabis head and when you calm enough to open your eyes, your met with his blue ones staring at you, tongue still gently lapping up your release. He looked pleased with himself, which only had you narrowing your eyes in annoyance.
Your feel your blush deepen at his stare, embarrassed he somehow caught you off guard this morning.
With an arch of his brow Dabi raises his head as much as your clamped legs allows. Slowly he licks over his top lip, gathering as much of your releases as he can.
"itadakimasu." He said, causing you to groan at how corny that was in comparison to the heated look he's giving.
"I think you could've killed me if your really wanted to just then. It wouldn't have been a bad way to go Mouse. Being squeezed by these thighs and pushed deep into your pussy. In fact, that may be how I want to go when it's my time."
Sitting up and positioning himself over you he presses his mouth to yours. Guiding your mouth open he runs his tongue along yours.
"Time to shower Pet, I've got somethings I need to get done today."
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Once your dressed in another simple dress Dabi guides you to another room of the house. It looks like an office, but there is a small bed in the corner of the room. A giant fluffy pillow is laid near the desk chair.
"Go lay on the pillow pet." You listen as soon as he speaks. You want to be able to look around this room, and him punishing you by chaining you to the bed would hinder that. You try to focus on the softness of the pillow and not on how you felt like a dog.
"Good fucking girl." Dabi practically growled his happiness at your obedience. You tell yourself this is a success, you're keeping him happy.
"I have a present for you, I wasn't going to give it to you just yet, but you've made me very happy the last couple of days." Dabi says while reaching for a box on top of a shelf.
"Your presents for me seem to be more for you, I don't know that I want whatever is in there." You said while pointing at the box. "Daddy." You hastily add, hoping he's in the mood for dealing with your mouth.
Dabi smiled and lifted a tablet from the box. Oh Gods you think. Is it some form of remote control sex toy he's going to make you wear, while he messes with buttons on an app.
"That's not a sex toy is it?" You blurt before you can stop.
Dabi gave you a look like he can't believe you would say something so stupid.
"What kind of toy would this even be? No one would get any joy having this shoved anywhere. I assumed since you worked in an office you would know what a tablet is. Have you been under a rock?" His look was as condescending as the tone in his voice.
"I know what a tablet is, I am not stupid. I thought you were showing me something that would control something else." Your face is heating up with embarrassment.
"I just downloaded books I thought you'd like, since you've gone through all of the physical ones in the house. You've read a couple multiple times and these ones are similar in style. there's blocks on it, you can't send anything or do anything on it without my permission. I even put some games on it." His eyebrows quirked up again. "However, this sex toy controlled by an app sounds like a good idea. Especially if I can control it while I have to be away from you. What a good idea Mouse." He smiles at you, like he didn't know what he was doing to you.
"It wasn't a suggestion."
"Too late, you already suggested it." He pulled out his phone and you watch as his fingers slide across the screen. His happy look no longer felt like success, it felt like you were an idiot. One day you're going to figure out how to shut up.
"Aaaaaannnnnddd bought. If there's anything else on your mind to add to our play, I welcome it my horny little bitch." He grabbed at the chain permanently around your neck and pulled your face to his. Kissing you with a heavy intensity. When he released you you fell backwards onto the pillow. Dabi handed you the tablet
"Be a good girl while I do this research bullshit."
After you make sure he's not looking at you, you roll your eyes.
"Keep the moment good Mouse, it's been a good morning so I'll overlook that one."
Damnit.
You wonder what he's researching and why. Didn't they have people who did this for them? Dabi doesn't exactly strike you as the research on a computer type of person.
He's positioned you so you can't see the screen and there's no way for you to adjust to be able to see it without looking suspicious.
You let yourself go over the games and books he's downloaded for you, surprised at how well he seems to know your taste. If he wasn't a murdering villain whose holding you prisoner, you'd appreciate all his effort. The situation however leads to you only being annoyed. Observant ass.
You read for awhile and when your eyes start to get heavy you turn off the tablet and lay down to sleep. You let your eyes wonder around the room and you spot a safe.
If you were hiding the formula for a cure and future plans that's where you'd put them. It looked like an expensive safe.
Too bad you wouldn't even know where to start with what the code would be. You look at Dabi, hoping he didn't notice your focus on the safe.
He looked annoyed but it didn't seem to be directed at you.
"I fucking hate this research bullshit, this isn't what I do. It's so much less tedious to just go and burn a bitch and get answers that way."
Your unsure if he wants a response.
"I assumed you ultra villains would have minions to do your research Daddy."
"I usually do Baby, but this is more of a side project I don't want anyone else knowing about just yet."
"Oh." You don't know what to say to that, you also don't like how your lower body clenched at him calling you Baby. That's not good.
"Fuck this computer fuckery." He pushed away from the desk and grabbed your arm. He pulled you up so you were straddling his lap. Your arm hurt from the harsh pull. His head resting on your chest. He moved your hands to the side of his, indicating he wanted you to rub his temples. You alternate circling his temples while running your fingers through his hair.
"Umm, Daddy..."
"Be quiet Mouse, I need a minute. If your here I would have to let go of you to throw the computer out of the fucking window. Holding you is preferable to that. Since my quirk burned my tear ducts my eyes already have a hard time, staring at a screen isn't helping. Your saving a computer and a window. Who says the quirk less can't be hero's."
You flinch and are shocked that you feel hurt about his quirk less comment. He never really focused on that insecurity of yours. Spending these months with him you'd almost forgot the inferiority you'd felt about not having a quirk.
When you don't respond with your usual attitude Dabi looks at you and holds your gaze. His chin pushing between your breasts.
"You don't like that I brought up that you don't have a quirk?" Arching his brows, he almost looks upset that he hurt you accidentally.
"It's fine, it doesn't matter." You say quickly, avoiding looking at him and trying not to show the tears building up in your eyes, not wanting him to know he had made you feel subpar over something so stupid, especially after everything he's done. This shouldn't have made you feel like that. It felt like when others had brought it up, just before they let you know you weren't good enough.
"If it matters to you Mouse I need to know. I am unwilling to let go of you as my trophy and I don't have a lot of give, and I will punish you for disobedience, but I need to know, so I know where lines are, I may still cross them but I need to know them."
"I am not useless or less than because I don't have a quirk." You snap at him.
"I would never think of you as useless." He's cupping your face now, keeping you nose to nose. His focus is now solely on you, he was watching you to see how much he'd just broke you.
"I am not useful just because you discovered you like to have sex with me either." This time your voice is in a whisper. You were trying so hard to sound like you meant what you'd said. Having people consistently tell you and show you that you weren't enough is a hard thought to dismiss. When Dabi said it, it hurt in a different way.
"If all I wanted from you was sex I wouldn't have waited so long Pet. You'd have submitted to me if I wanted it before. I enjoy having you in whatever way I want, watching you bend so close to breaking just to please me. To watch you take pleasure from it. But that isn't what makes me go crazy over you. It's unexpected how much space in my head you take over." He adds quietly. The gaze between you two goes on for too long, but you don't want to be the one who breaks the tension.
His phone going off ends the stare down between you two.
"What." This time he's the one to snap.
"Right now?"
Dabi hangs up and he placed you gently back on your pillow.
"I have to go talk to Compress, I need you to stay here Mouse." Going over to the corner of the room he pulls at a chain like the one in the bedroom. The cuff going around your ankle.
"Do you just have one in every room?" You ask.
"After you ran I added more." He sounded disappointed, like he did the day you ran. Shaking his head as if to shake away the memory he looked back to you.
"Sorry pet, I can't risk you running off again." He kisses your forehead and leaves the room with a "behave Mouse. And get out of your fucking head before you spiral."
You listen to his heavy boot-steps go down the hall. You can reach the safe! You look at it and study what kind of number it needs. Grateful it at least seems to only be numbers and not a combination of numbers and letters.
Looking around the room again hoping he'd be stupid enough to have a post it note of the combination just laying around. Moving as quickly and quietly as you can you move around the room. Pulling books and looking in drawers.
You found a box and when you removed the lid you were shocked to see pictures. Not just any pictures these were pictures of Endeavor. And what appears to be his family.
There's a separate pile banded together of a young boy with endeavors red hair. You recognize him as the Pro Hero's son, who had died years ago. Why would Dabi have these? You look through more photos and you recognize Shoto. He's a pro hero now, but he looked like a baby in these pictures, it seems invasive to see him so young. He must have been in high school.
One photo seems to be celebrating his birthday with his two older siblings. You turn it around and there's a date on it. It's worth a try you think. You put the box back and listen for Dabis footsteps. When you hear nothing you go back over to the safe. When you punch in Shotos birthday your shocked when the door swung open. Holy shit, you did it. Shit, shit, shit. Now you were going to have to be brave. If you'd found nothing all you would have to do is wait for a rescue. If you find something important however, there was going to be expectation on what you do next. Responsibility. Maybe the safe will have nothing in it.
You see a case with vials in it and papers, they are not only formulas for the cure, but paperwork outlining where they plan to move their cause. They aren't planning on their cause staying in Japan. Fucking hell.
You hear Dabis voice, he's near. You close the safe and panic run back to your pillow. You know your making too much noise, he's going to know your up to something. He's so good at reading people. He's going to know. Taking a deep breath you think. What if he walks in on you doing something else you shouldn't be doing? Then you looking suspicious will make sense and he hopefully wouldn't look further than that.
You hear his heavy steps getting closer and you jump on his chair and start to click around on the computer. The computer needs a password as well.
When the door opens you both just stare at each other. The tension is different from your staring contest earlier. There's a threat hanging around this tension.
"What are you doing Mouse?" He leaned casually against the door frame, like he wasn't waiting to pounce.
"Trying to check my social media." You say almost monotone. That was stupid, but it was all that your brain could think of.
"Want to update your profile picture? I am sure we can take a good one of your fucked out face if your looking to get back into social media." He's glaring heavily at you. Maybe you should've gone less disobedient. You start to panic you've gone too far.
"I am having another moment where I have to wonder if you're stupid. I feel like I keep having this deja vu. Do I imagine you have brains?" He picks you up and sits you back in his lap, wrapping his arms around you to the keyboard.
"Look to the side mouse."
You turned to face the wall. You heard him clumsily clicking at the keyboard.
"You can turn back Pet."
When you turn back to the screen he's opened the internet browser.
"Go to wherever you were trying to go and log in Mouse."
"What?"
"You heard me, log in baby."
Dabi bites down on your shoulder hard.
"Hnnnng." You moan in pain. You log into your account. As soon as your logged in you drop your arms and place them around Dabis arms.
"Stand up Pet."
Still unsure on if you went too far you decide obedience is the smart choice, especially now that you've found what Hawks was looking for.
As soon as you stand Dabi stands behind you, wrapping his arms back around you he turns you both until your between him and the chair.
"Sit down, now." He demanded. He pressed his finger to your forehead and proved how little physical effort was required to make you submit to him.
You sit and Dabi kneels in front of you, releasing the chair so it sinks down low. As soon as the chair is as low as it can go Dabi stands to his full height again.
Your eye level with his cock, you can see the outline of his hardening member through his pants. Dabi unbuckles his belt and slides his pants off, standing in front of you in his boxers and his white shirt.
"This is punishment pet, this is going to be solely for me, and your going to take everything I give you, do you understand me Mouse?"
"Yes Daddy." You say trying to make yourself small.
His hands tangled in to the side of your head pulling your head back viciously by your hair.
"You ready baby?"
Before you can respond Dabi tightens his grip on you hair with one hand, then slaps your cheek with his other hand. It's a firm hit and it stings, it's not done to do damage or hurt you, you realize. But your face heats up from the hit. He hits your cheek three more times.
Gripping your chin he lifts your gaze to his as he stares at your watering eyes.
"Is this what you want? Huh, to be punished by me?"
He doesn't let you answer as he shoves his middle and ring fingers into your mouth, pushing them to the back of your throat until his knuckles have touched your lips. He hits your gag reflex and you struggle to stop the gagging. Spit pooling in your mouth.
"I want you to get used to this feeling Pet, my cock is going to hit back here every time tonight, you're going to be good for me and take it, Understand?"
"Yes daddy." You say around his fingers, spit already drooling out of the side of your mouth.
He pulls his fingers out and cups his hand in front of your face.
"Spit in my hand."
You obey.
As soon as you spit in his palm he's using his other hand to pull the strap of your dress down, exposing your breast. He rubs your drool on your tit, rolling your nipple roughly between his fingers. "I was never really a tit man, but yours, fuck they do something to me." After a firm tug he slaps your breast, mimicking what he had done to your cheek. "All of you does." He hits you twice more and gathers your hair like a ponytail into one of his hands.
He directs your mouth to his clothed cock. Using your hair to pull and push you he runs your mouth up and down his shaft.
"Kiss it baby."
You mouth at the outline of him, listening to his breathing quicken. Using his free hand he reaches down to stroke himself through his boxers. Under where your mouth is tracing.
"You feel how hard you've made me Mouse?"
You can only nod while keeping your mouth on his dick. "Uh-huh." You say.
"Are you ready to have this hard cock shoved down your throat?"
As he pulled your hair back so you can look him in the eye, he grips your chin, waiting for an answer this time.
"Yes Daddy."
"Aww that's so sweet baby."
Releasing his grip from your chin he slaps your face again. "So beautiful." He slaps again in the same place.
Griping the hair on top of your head he pulls you back to your spot pressed into his cock, his other hand pulling down his boxers.
His cock springs free and hits you on the side of your mouth. Before you can react his shoved you down his length.
"Look at you, such a good girl, look at how much of me you can take already with no preparation. Fuck baby." He holds you still while the tip of his cock is lodged in the back of your throat. You try and concentrate on breathing through your nose and not gagging and watching his face, the pleasure causing his head to roll back and his bottom lip caught between his teeth. Pride rolled through you that you brought him to this state, you can't look away from him.
Once you've adjusted his other hand reaches behind your head to push you farther down until your nose is pressed to his groin. After you gag he pulls out and before you fully catch your breath he's sheathed himself back down your throat.
"Good girl." He growls, before he begins to fuck your mouth. You can't control your gagging with him moving so fast. Your cheeks going red in embarrassment and in lust. Unable to control your bodies response to his treatment of you. He's as focused on you now as you had been on him just moments before.
As he pulls away from your mouth spit connects him to you, broken when he brings his hand to pump his cock in front of your face.
"Look at those tears coming out, those deep throat tears. I think those just became my favorite kind of tears. Fuck, you're so pretty baby." He pulls out his phone and takes a picture.
"Don't worry doll, no one else gets to see you like this." He says looking at the panic in your eyes.
Gripping your hair he slaps your face twice more before pushing his thumb into your mouth. Pushing your mouth open he shoves you down on his cock again. Rolling his hips and fucking your face so hard drool is running down his cock. Every few thrusts he pauses with his dick deep down your throat, holding you until your vision turns blurry.
"So good...fuck."
He pulls his cock out and hits your cheek where he's slapped repeatedly with it, once, twice three times.
"Stick your tongue out Mouse."
He hits the heavy head of his cock against your tongue then pulls your head back.
"Pthuuu." He spits in your mouth. Then thrusts back in with his cock. He listens to your sputtering and then pulls out and wraps his hand around your neck, pushing your neck to the back of the chair, he's choking you but you can tell he's in control of it. Stupidly you trust he won't let you truly fall.
Once you start to get scared of how long his hands have been wrapped around your throat you reach up and touch his arm, and you try to communicate your fear with a look.
He releases your neck and kisses your forehead. Gripping your chin again, this time he presses his mouth to yours in a deep kiss.
He thrusts back into your mouth a couple more times then pulls out and presses his cock to his stomach.
"Suck on my balls pet."
You lick his sack and gently pull them into your mouth one at a time, he releases his length and it rests on your face. Using his thumb to press his cock down on your cheek, he uses your face to Jack himself off while you tease his balls.
When you make eye contact with him this time he spits again, you can feel it land on your nose.
"Leave it there." He says when you reach up to rub it off.
"Stick your tongue all the way out."
You do so and he begins to fuck your face again, speeding up you worry you're going to throw up. After a hard thrust that nearly broke you down he pulled out and kissed your forehead again.
"Do it on your own, show me how you suck a cock baby. Fuck your own face."
You try to mimic what he was having you do earlier, you can't push past the limits without his hand helping you, so you try to make up for with speed and suction instead.
"You're such a sweet thing, aren't you. My own little cock whore, I bet no one knew you could get off being treated like this. We're you scared to tell people what you needed baby? Once you stand up I bet this chair is going to be soaked through."
You clench your thighs, you know he's right, you can feel yourself dripping and your face flushed with shame.
"Daddy's going to help you baby, help you go deeper."
His hand comes back to push your head down farther and at a faster pace. When he pulls out he reaches down and grips your tit again, hard.
"Look at how pretty your tits are, just the bit of pain makes them the prettiest color." He says as he slaps them again. "I wish you could see how you look through my eyes mouse. I like coloring you with pain, I love that you fucking love it when I do."
Dabi reaches down and gripped himself and began to pump his hand up and down.
Without prompting you leaned forward and took the head of his cock back into your mouth, swirling your tongue as he jacked himself off. Pushing the tip of your tongue across the hole in the tip, lapping up his precum.
"Oh fuck Mouse, yeah, yeah, yeah." Dabis breath quickens. You can feel his cock swell and you know he's about to cum.
"Hold it in your mouth Pet, don't swallow yet." With a stutter of his hips your mouth begins to fill with his release
Once he pulls himself from your mouth he pulls your head back again by your hair.
"Keep your mouth open." He says and he spits into your cum filled mouth.
"Swallow Mouse."
It takes you a few moments after you close your mouth to complete the task he's given you.
"Show me you swallowed." He demands.
You open your mouth, tears and drool still running down your face.
"Such a good girl, you took it all so well Love."
You close your eyes to hide from the moment.
Dabi picks you up and faces you to the chair once more.
"Look pet, look at what you did to the chair, you can't close your eyes and hide from this."
The leather of the chair is shiny and wet where you sat. You can't believe your body created such a mess over what he just put you through.
"Should I have you lick it up? Or have you had enough?"
"Please, no more daddy."
Dabi looked into your eyes and after a moment picked you bridal style.
"I am going to put you in the room, you can stay in there until I am done today. I think you've lost tablet privileges for a few days."
"Yes daddy, I am sorry, I won't do it again."
"Yes you will Mouse." He says.
Once he's chained you back to the bed, he brings you water and a bowl of fruit and nuts.
"Eat, get your energy back. I have a social media account to go sort through." He says before turning on his heel walking back towards the office.
You try to remember if you have anything you wouldn't want him to see, or messages you'd rather he didn't have access to.
You can't think of any, exhaustion catching up to you has you falling asleep. Replaying your punishment as you drifted off. Trying to remember your success of finding what you need to escape, you mind however won't drift away from cerulean eyes.
You're getting too attached to Dabi.
Break in
Living with Dabi after the line was shattered and sex was no longer a line waiting to be crossed, it seemed he was making up for lost time. You felt like you were going to be ground into dust if he kept up the pace he's set. However something was happening within the PLF, and thankfully, Dabis value to them kept him out of the house. And gave you time to bring your mind back to where it should be. His absence was a reminder of how dangerous your villain was. Your next few days you only see Dabi when he comes home in the middle of the night.
Whatever Hawks had been talking about with them having more to do was starting. Whatever is happening is keeping Dabi away from the middle of the day until some point early in the mornings.
The first day you thought you'd lucked out, you were attached to a chain still, and stuck in the room, but you had room to be able to enter the bathroom. He even moved a tv in for you. He leaves food and water and he even brought in an electric kettle so you can make tea. You're getting left alone and you don't have to do self defense training with him, on top of that his work seemed to be tiring, so him initiating sex came to a halt. He did keep you attached to him as he slept still.
The first day was the only reprieve you got. Your big mouth gave him the idea of a toy that could be controlled from an app on his phone. Along with a device that essentially locked it into your cunt. He'd remove it when he got home to give you a break, but when he was gone it was locked into place.
You also found out security videos were recorded in the room, shower, and the living room. You panicked wondering if there was a camera in the office. He hadn't said anything so your hopeful that he only has the cameras where he has you most of the time. Bringing you into the office seemed to have been spur of the moment and unplanned. You hope your rationalization is right and he's not just drawing out a punishment.
Apparently Dabi could also control the tv, and there was a speaker in the room he could talk to you through. At random points throughout the day the tv will switch to a recording of Dabi and you in compromising position, and your toy would turn on. The vibration alternating from barely there to what could only be classified as oh hell yes. Every once in awhile Dabis voice would come into the room and he'd give you directions on where and how he wanted you to touch yourself. While watching what was on screen.
He was consuming you and he wasn't even here. He timed his interruptions for the moment your mind would seem to wander away from him.
This morning when you wake up there was a little book with a sticky note.
Practice makes perfect Mouse.
His handwriting was pretty, artistic almost. Why is that annoying? He's annoying all around you think to yourself.
You open the book and instantly shut it again and toss it to the end of the bed. It was a guidebook on different positions to get into when Dabi commands you.
"Yeah, no that's not going to happen."
You toss the book to the end of the bed.
"Cocky bastard, cause all of this isn't enough?"
Your hands are brought to your ears before you can register the loud screeching filling the room. The noise was so loud it was almost disabling.
"Are you listening to me?" You ask the empty room. Nothing happens. Reaching for the book, you decide to see if he was watching and listening right at this moment, and you toss the book farther away. The piercing noise filled the room again. This time it doesn't stop.
"FINE! Fine! I will practice the stupid thing!" You yell while getting off the bed and picking up the book. "You should really get some mental help for your control issues you have, you perverted ass, with your stupid face, and your stupid shirt and your stupid hand writing." You don't even know what your saying at this point, just ranting and complaining to try and ward off the headache the noise had triggered in your brain.
Taking a deep breath that turned into a heavy sigh, you open the book. The first page is a introduction and congratulations on your journey to becoming a perfect submissive. "Gross." Is all you can say to the sickly sweet words that make it sound like you've won a giant prize by belonging to someone else.
Flipping through you find lists of commands. Apparently there is also a "proper" way to remove your clothing for your "owner." You cringe at the word knowing that so far it is the correct one for your situation. Looking at the diagrams for positions such as present, kneel and even one called punishment. Apparently you are supposed to present when Dabi walks into a room. Yeah, your not doing that. Hopefully. "You can just buy a sex doll you know!" You yell out, hoping he hears it.
Deciding that was a good place to start you start to practice the different positions. Memorizing not only the command but also the hand signals, for when ones owner just doesn't want to use words. "Gross." You say again. Making sure you're loud enough to be heard.
You can only stomach running through the motions once, unable to bring yourself to do any more than that you tentatively set the book down on the nightstand by the bed and bring your hands to your ears fast. Just in case he triggers the alarm again. Thankfully he seems to either not care that you're stopping or he is no longer watching you.
The front door opened. Or he's home early so he can watch in person. Damnit. Regret at provoking him swells in your chest. You should've been quiet, it was easy to be mouthy when he wasn't standing in front of you.
You could hear footsteps walking throughout the house, he wasn't going straight to the room, which is unusual. He generally likes to have you with him wherever he goes. You almost call out to him when you realize your hearing multiple footfalls. There's more than one person here. They were whispering. You try to listen to the whispers in case it's something you can bring to Hawks.
The voices don't sound familiar at all.
"Are you sure this house is empty? It looks lived in still."
"Of course, Akio said this used to be a pro and his families house, there's no hero's around here anymore."
"Which pro?"
"He didn't say, just said there's probably enough here to sell and keep us going for the next year, clearly whoever it was had more money than they knew what to do with."
They were breaking in. To the home Dabi claimed. They said this was a pros home? Dabi had told you this was his family home, which is why he claimed it. He's family with a pro?
You quietly walk back towards the bed, trying to keep your chain from making noise. You decided to go under the bed, maybe they won't look too hard in this room, or they'll see the signs of someone clearly living in this house. Between the kettle you have cooling and the food.
You can only listen as they are tearing through the home, you can hear several breaking noises before they steps started towards the room. You start hoping Dabi has seen them and is just waiting for the right moment to barge in and get rid of them.
You can see their boots as they enter the room. You roll your eyes at yourself when you think about how much Dabi wouldn't like them wearing dirty boots in his home.
"See, someone is staying here! Look at all of that food, and the tea is still steaming! We should leave!"
A pair of boots heads towards the door.
"So where are they? They already know we're here and they've stayed hiding, so I don't think it's going to be someone we have to worry about you idiot."
You hear closet doors opening and closing. They are looking for you. The pair of boots that didn't try leaving are now standing in front of the bed. He stepped on your chain and paused. Using the toe of his boot he tugged the chain. The tension pulled your ankle harshly and caused a panicked squeak to leave your mouth.
"There you are." Said the voice. You see a hand reach down and grab the chain. He pulled hard, dragging you from under the bed. You grabbed onto the bed frame and he was only able to pull you partway out. You can feel the cuff dig harshly into your ankle, followed by the trickling of blood.
The pain only caused you to grip to the frame tighter. Tears springing to your eyes. You can feel a burning in your palms as he pulled harder. Grating your hand against the corner of the frame as he pulled. Using your unchained foot you kick as hard as you can, feeling your heel connect with a face. Hearing a snap you know you've damaged the man.
The would be thief let's out a yell and uses his full weight to pull, he violently pulls you out fully from under the bed and instantly you feel his hands thread into your hair and pulling. Your cheek bruised by the frame as you cheek slid against it as he removed you from your hiding place. He's pulled out a chunk of your hair he's pulling so hard.
"Fucking bitch, you broke my nose." He hated his teeth in anger, the words distorted by the blood pouring into his mouth.
He swung he arm back, his fist balled and he began repeatedly punching you in the face in retaliation. Your brain can't keep up with the pain he's causing. Hot white pain is coursing throughout your body. You know the least he's given you is a matching broken nose. Bringing your hands up you guard your face so he can't do any further damage. Trying to fold in on yourself. Using both hands to grip your hair he uses it to pull you and throw you on the bed.
"We should leave!" Said the panicked voice from earlier. "She's chained here but clearly whoever it is cares, look at all of this food, and they aren't going to be happy about what you just did to her face."
"Fuck that, look what she did to my face!" The grip on your hair pulled your head back, he slapped where your face already felt broken.
"I am leaving, I have had a bad feeling since we walked in here!" Panicked guy said and you can hear his footsteps rush out. He left you with the ticking time bomb holding your hair. Cowardly asshole. You assumed it would be Dabi who killed you eventually, apparently it was going to be a stranger. The thought of Dabi coming back to find you dead brings a maniacal laugh from you. You've survived living with one of the most dangerous villains and you're about to be killed by someone breaking and entering.
"What the fuck are you laughing at?" Said the angry voice, you still can't see his face clearly, blood and sweat keeping your vision blurry. He slapped you again.
"You are going to die, you can kill me first but he's going to find you and kill you."
"Whoever it is left you chained up like a fucking dog, it doesn't seem like a way to treat someone you'd kill for does it bitch, once he sees your face damaged he probably will get rid of you anyway."
You can only laugh harder, you're going to die but you decide to take comfort in knowing this guy was going to die more painfully than whatever he was going to do to you.
"Is that all you are to them? Someone's pet."
"Yes and you're an idiot, you should've run with your friend, I don't think he'll give you the options I got, and you probably won't adjust to his kinks very well if you can't tolerate a little broken nose." You're trying to make him mad so he'll just get it over with. When you feel him climb on top of you, legs on either side of your hips, he pushes your face into the mattress, the pain is excruciating. His other hand wrapped around your throat. You can feel the difference in how he is cutting off your air to how Dabi does it. The violence of this strangers grips has you realize Dabi was always holding back with you. The violence used against you by him was always in his control, this man was out of control and volatile.
You're mind goes blurry and you know you're about to pass out when you feel his weight lift off your body. Hand detangling from your hair harshly, your sure he pulled more out.
"What the hell!"
You feel heat and can hear screaming, you assume it's from you, your brain protecting you from whatever the man was doing to you.
Your rolled over and cerulean eyes are all you can see. He came home.
"He pulled out some of my hair." You mumble. Dabi always played with your hair, what if he gets mad you let it get damaged?
"You're worried about your hair right now?" Dabi scoffed.
"Stupid pretty eyes." You say before losing consciousness.
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"I don't fucking care, Toga and Twice can take over for me for the week. I'll show up when it's time to actually kill the fuckers."
You can't open your eyes, but your relieved to hear it's Dabi by you. Which instantly pisses you off. How dare he rescue you like he hasn't been keeping you prisoner, or having you practice being his little slave. The volume of his voice has your head pounding. You're not thanking him. He's the reason you were put in danger.
Your fists tighten while you feel a surge of mixed emotions. A hand covers your tightened fist applying pressure. It continued to squeeze your fist u til you relaxed your hand in his grasp.
"Fuck off dust pan, don't call me to clean up after you fucks next time if you think I am not contributing enough. I do my part and nothing is stopping the plan from going forward if we switch it up this way you crusty fuck."
You hear something hit the wall and assume correctly he had thrown his phone.
"Phones are expensive, you should treat your things better." You say, still unable to open your eyes.
You're gently lifted up and placed in his lap, his arms wrapping around you. He's holding you like a child.
"You're beat to shit and you want to lecture me about my phone?"
"Did you kill him?"
"What do you think?" He says and you feel him lean his forehead gently against yours.
"That you calmly and rationally caught him and sent him to a cell until he can be punished in a fair and judicial way, obviously." You say finally opening your eyes as far as you can, which isn't far. Your eyes must be swollen. You can barely see.
"Sure, that's what happened Mouse."
"Do I look bad?"
"No, really this is a great look for you, I don't know why you didn't try this look out earlier."
You laugh and pain jolts throughout your body.
"Ow, don't make me laugh."
"We have a healer but it will take him a day or so to get here, he's helping with something I can't interrupt or you'd be healed already." His eyes were soft looking at you.
"I look that bad? Your calling in a healer? Can you take me to a mirror?"
Dabi laid you back down on the bed and kneeled by the side of the bed, maintaining his eye contact with you.
"No."
"You left me chained and in a position where I couldn't defend myself, and now you won't even let me look at my own face?"
You think you see guilt in his eyes but it's gone before it fully registers.
"You're right about chaining you when I leave, I will figure something else out, but I am not going to show you what that fucker has done to your face either. Call it a service, you don't need that visual."
"Hows my hair?" You ask.
He looks exasperated with you. "It looks like fucking hair, it's just as good as it was before." He adds the last bit to appease you.
"Can i please look in a mirror?"
"No."
The tone in his voice lets you know he's not going to budge on this. You close your eyes and nod, you don't have the energy to fight him right now.
"Are you hungry?"
"No, but I think I'd like a bath, if you had one of those sparkly bath bombs left, it would be a good day for it, I bet sparkly bruises look better than just plain bruises. Like fancy bruises. Bruises that do burlesque. Stripper bruises." You laugh at your own rambling.
"I think he knocked your brain around pretty good, you're talking like an idiot."
You open your eyes again making eye contact. At least you think you are.
"You are just the person people need around them after a traumatic event, aren't you?" You tease, calming him down distracting you from thinking about what happened. "You're so comforting, warm, and loving. You just do it all huh. Can my hero just help me take a bath please, I don't feel human."
"Your hero huh, I can't decide if I like you saying that or not. Stay here for a minute, I'll get the bath going.
It takes him longer than usual to get the bath going and you start to wonder if you should try and walk to the bathroom on your own when he steps out of the bathroom. He picks you up in his favorite bridal carry and you see why he took so long.
He'd covered all of the mirrors so you couldn't see yourself. Setting you on the counter he rips your clothes off.
"I don't want to try and lift it over your face." He explains. Picking you back up he walks you towards the shower.
"That's not a bath." You say.
"You have dried blood on you, I am going to clean you up first, then your pretty eyed hero can give the sparkly bath of your dreams Mouse." He smirked at you before stepping into the shower. He's wearing his jeans and white shirt still. He doesn't seem to even notice his clothes soaking through.
The heat of the water causes your ankle and hand to sting. You'd forgotten the would be thief had hurt more than just your face. For the first time Dabi fully steps under the water with you. Usually he keeps you under the stream and the shower is focused on you, he usually does his own shower after while you eat breakfast.
He adjusts you so your legs are around his waist, and he pushes you up against the wall, using it to help hold you up while he starts to gently wipe your face with a soft cloth, working his way down. His gentle movements are keeping you calm and you can't look at him, you don't want to know what kind of look his eyes have while being gentle. You need to remember who he is.
Choosing instead to look at the patterns of scars on his chest instead, slowly exposing themselves as his white shirt turns transparent. Trail of black start to swirl down bleeding into the white shirt, looking like some sort of Rorschach ink blot. What is that, is it from you?
You look up and see the black is coming from him. It's coming from his hair.
"Uh your hair color is coming off."
"I don't care, hold still."
"You dye your hair?"
"Yes."
"That's weird."
He makes eye contact with you this time.
"You never dyed your hair Princess?"
"I have, I tried to give myself blue streaks when I was 15."
"Tried?"
"It ended up more like blue spots. It wasn't my best idea. Why do you dye your hair?"
"None of your business Mouse. No more questions from you, just let me take care of you."
Once he finishes washing the blood and grime off he helps you stand. Once your steady he removes his clothes and steps into the water and fully washes his hair. Your shocked watching the black leave his hair, leaving behind snow white hair.
The white hair almost makes the blue of his eyes glow brighter.
"So you went white early and dye your hair in embarrassment? You could've just said you're vain."
Smiling at you in a way that makes you feel like your being threatened he steps closer, pushing you back into the wall.
"Yes, I clearly am guided by vanity in my life, you can tell by my good looks can't you?"
He picks you up and carries you to the bath this time. Setting you down he stepped into the bath first, leaving you standing outside of the tub.
Steam starts to roll off his body as you realize he's heating the water up. Once he's satisfied with the temperature he guides you into the tub until your leaned against his chest.
It's too quiet, he seems to be relaxing with you.
"I was told this would be a sparkly bath." You couldn't stand the calm silence.
"I did, didn't I."
Water splashes around the room as he gets out of the tub. Walking over to a cabinet he opened a door and you see several of the bath bombs from last time.
Quirking an eyebrow at him he holds up a finger to his lips in a shushing motion.
"I didn't know these things smelled so good, so I had them pick up some more, if anyone asks they're for you however, and since I will only be using them with you, you don't even have to lie."
"I don't think anyone has ever interrogated me on my bath habits."
When he gets back into the tub he doesn't step behind you. Instead he's in front of you. He arranges you so your legs are wrapped around his middle. His large hands cupping your face so he can look at your face.
"I shouldn't have killed him, I should've kept the fucker alive so I could fuck him up over and over. Beat the shit out of him, have him healed and do it again until your fully healed. Thinking he can touch what's mine."
His hands are heating up in his anger. Wanting to redirect his thought process you bring your hands up to run your fingers through his hair. It's soft.
Dabi backed his head out of your grasp and pushes you back. Looking at you like you'd done something offensive.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't stop myself." You said, making yourself as small as you can, you're unsure if you've angered him or not.
His eyes looked your face over before he grabbed your hands and lifted them back to his hair so you could continue to run your fingers through his hair.
He takes a deep breath and his whole body seems to relax with the exhale. Letting you touch him freely seemed to give him anxiety.
"Have you never had anyone play with your hair?"
"Not many people want to run their fingers through some monsters hair Mouse."
"Can you turn around and lean against me like I usually do with you?"
He eyes you suspiciously. "Why?"
"Please? It's relaxing me to play with your hair and I think it will help distract me." You say, trying to remind him your hurt so he'll agree to your request. Reach a hand up to gently lay over your most damaged cheek. "Ow! My face." You pout.
"You need to work on your manipulation tactics mouse." He says, but he turns and leans his back to your chest.
Telling yourself you're only doing this to gain trust to help you escape in the future, knowing at least a small part of you is lying. There was a power rush knowing he wouldn't do this with anyone else. Only you. You like that knowledge. But you keep that thought in the back of your mind.
"I like the white more than the black." You say.
"Good for you Mouse." He says, his words and tone sarcastic, his face was relaxed still however. You can still feel his apprehension surrounding him. He's relaxed but he seems ready to pull away at any moment. It's like he's forcing himself to enjoy the moment but he doesn't know how.
"I should be doing this to you baby, not you trying to calm me down." He blurts out.
"One of us gets violent when he's frustrated, and it's not me. Plus I'd rather have the distraction from the pain my face is feeling."
"That fucker." You can feel the muscles in his shoulders tense and see his jaw clench.
You trail your hands to his shoulder and he flinched away from you quickly.
"What are you doing Pet."
"You don't really let me touch you so I was seeing if you'd let me this time."
"Why?" He looked suspicious.
"Why do you constantly get handsy with me? How is this different?"
Dabi looks at you like your dumb.
"It's different, touching you, your soft, smooth, even where you have scars your soft, touching you is pleasant."
Something in what he's saying combined with the look in his eye touches you. He looks embarrassed that you touched his scars.
"When you kiss me, I like contrast between the smooth and rough, when we're skin to skin even the differences are nice feeling too, I imagine touching you like you do to me would feel nice." You say, making sure he can hear the sincerity in your voice. He's supposed to be soothing you but somehow the moment has reversed and it's an intense moment. This feels like an important moment, guiding you towards something, you don't know what but it's important.
"You like being skin to skin with me doll?" He says, smiling, turning the moment into something else.
"Shut up." You say, face turning pink.
Dabis smile widens. He turns back around, leaning against you. He wrapped your hands back around his middle.
"Touch away mouse."
Remember who he is
Chapter Notes
Hello! I am moving the story along and bringing in some new familiar faces! I will probably be posting a few chapters this week instead of just one.
My husband and I had a bet that I won so I get to have a hotel room to myself for two days with no distractions! So I intend to write during this rare down time of no interruption!
Please be aware of the tags! I'll update them as each chapter gets added! I am wondering if I should put warnings on each chapter as well, if that's something I should do let me know! I may be over thinking it.
Next chapter will get back to some smutty goodness!
After the bath with Dabi he had bandaged your ankle and palm, he bandaged what he could on your face as well. Finally he gave you food, both of you were eating and the silence got to you again.
"I feel like a mummy." You lift your arms in front of you, in a mocking mummy movement.
Snorting Dabi laughed.
"You look like a mummy, your not far off." He said finishing his bite. He turned his gaze to you and his tone shifted to serious. "We're moving to a different room Mouse. I have a couple members of the league coming to go over who the fuck those two were, if they were random people breaking in or looking for something specific. While they are here I am going to have them help me get us situated in there."
You look at him, unable to mask the confusion on your face.
"Switching rooms?"
Dabi was cleaning up the first aid supplies and not looking at you. Was he avoiding looking at you?
"I assume you would prefer to not be in the room that piece of shit almost killed you in."
He finally looks at you, the banter between you both is getting too comfortable you think. His methods of manipulating you are working you realize. His caretaking and acting like he worries about where you are mentally and emotionally are just part of his methods, he's getting you to need him, to rely and count on him. You need Hawks to get you out fast, before you lose yourself further. You need to push him so you remember who he is. You need to make him angry.
"Is it for me or is it because you don't want to be in the room where someone almost broke one of your toys." You say, shocking yourself at the venom in your voice.
Dabis eyes rounded in shock briefly at your words then he simply smiled at you, like you were an amusing pet. Which, you remind yourself, to him you are. You need to keep reminding yourself of that.
"Are you trying to pick a fight mouse?" Pushing the food aside he reached for you. Picking you up and placing you in his lap, the gentleness of his actions didn't match the tone of his voice or the look in his eyes.
"I already told you my intentions with what you will be to me have changed, I don't intend to fully break you Mouse, I want you to be you." Dabi is pressing into you, like he's trying to meld you two together. "But don't mistake that for me being unwilling to be the monster to keep you how I want you. You're still mine, I am still me." He pressed a kiss to your neck in a way that only he can do you think, turning what should be a soothing sensation into a threat.
Still with a gentleness Dabi tilts your head to look at him.
"Maybe now is a good time to put some rules back in place. When we have guests and for the rest of today at least, the no eye contact rule applies, you'll address me properly if your allowed to speak. I think we may need to go back to high protocol here Pet. You seem to be forgetting your place."
Keeping eye contact trying to mask the bubble of fear that you feel starting grow at the sudden change in the aura surrounding him.
"I don't think I am the only one who forgot my place, that I am not here willingly, that any of this has been my choice. I am only here because you are keeping me here. No other reason, Daddy." You try to put as much malice and sarcasm into his "proper" title that you can fit.
Hurt flashed across his face, disappearing just as quickly and replaced with an angry excitement.
"After the healer gets that bastards marks off of you Mouse, we're going to replace them with reminders of who it is who owns you Pet. If you want to keep playing this game I can show you how to win it. If you want to push until I have no choice but to break you I will take enjoyment at having you beneath my boot, it's not my first choice but I can make it work, believe it or not having you simply panting and waiting for me to fuck you and your mind only thinking of me and how to best please and serve me is not the worst option for me."
Your gaze drops, you can't maintain the fight in your eyes at his words. You know he can back up every threat with action. Now isn't the time to push him further. You got what you needed, a reminder of who he was.
"Are you done with your tantrum Pet?" Dabi says.
You turn your head back to look at him and Dabi grips your hair to direct your gaze down.
"Your one warning on limits that are in place Mouse, do it again and you'll be punished, am I understood?"
You can feel embarrassment heat your face.
"Yes Daddy."
"Will you behave today Mouse?"
"Yes Daddy."
"Will you be my good little bitch in front of our guests today."
Disgust and anger are tightening your throat. You know he's acting like this on purpose, trying to get a big reaction out of you because you hurt him, whether he would acknowledge that or not, you know you did.
"Yes Daddy." Your not going to let him win this.
"Yes, what Mouse?"
"Yes Daddy, I'll be your... your good girl in front of your guests today." You say hoping it's good enough.
"Did I ask if you were going to be my good girl?"
"No Daddy."
"So let's try that again."
"Yes I'll be your good little bitch today Daddy." You choke out the words.
He says nothing this time. He seems to simply enjoy standing in the presence of your humiliation.
—-
Attached to the chain in the living room, you're dressed in a two piece blue dress, the top is a crop tank top, with a deep V showcasing more cleavage than you are comfortable with, the skirt flows down to your feet, but is slit on each side to your upper hip.
Underneath Dabi has you wearing a leather harness that cris crosses from your upper thighs to a collar on your neck, your permanent chain resting on top of the harness, the harness making the space between your top and skirt look decorative. Dabi placed a tag on the collar that had Mouse written on one side. Dabi had brushed your hair and put it into a ponytail. The clothes clashed against your bandages.
Dabi was sitting on one of the chairs, he put you at his feet, on an oversized pillow. You can feel him staring at you.
"You look so good Mouse, I almost want to uncover the mirrors so you see yourself."
You hear the door open and an overexcited voice filled the room.
"Dabi! Dabi! Dabi!" The women's voice kept repeating.
You see comfortable looking shoes enter your field of vision, an almost identical pair next to them.
"Did you not hear me calling you?" The women's voice was annoyed.
"I think everyone in Musutafu heard you."
"So you just don't respond?"
"I don't respond to things that annoy me. Why the fuck do you look like that."
"I thought it would be cute to be matching" One of the pairs of shoes spins. "Uravity is so cute I thought it would be fun for us both to be this cute for the day! Plus making things float sounds like a better way to move whatever it is you want us to move."
Uravity, whoever it was who claimed her was here. Along with the pro hero. You wonder if it was the blonde who had been messing with her the night Dabi claimed you. You want to look up, but Dabis threat was still in your mind.
"She looks better than you do you psycho, it's nice not to have to look at your face."
"That's not very nice, roast her again!" Came a mans voice this time. You see the bottom half of a costume you recognize from the day of your escape. He seemed to come alone.
"You're still alone! I can't believe you didn't want a pet! You should've picked one, you were one of the biggest reasons we drove the hero's out Twice baby, you should reward yourself. You could share with me! No. Wait, I don't like that no you can't, she's mine."
"I already have to deal with me, I don't think I should try and take care of someone else. If one dies I can always just get another!" The mans voice said.
"That's the spirit Twice." You know this voice, it's Hawks. You start to raise your head, a hand pushed it back down.
"Eyes down Pet."
"Be nice to the Mouse, let her look at someone who has charm and good looks for once. She's had rough couple of days, she deserves a treat." Hawks taunted at Dabi. "You want to come sit with me Kid? Away from that burned freak. We can cuddle again."
The hand next to your face ignites and you drop yourself to the ground trying to avoid being burned.
"Yeah you're a real fucking treat. Today's not a good day to fuck around with me birdbrain. I am already walking the edge of killing everyone who fucking gets close to her."
You feel watched and there's an awkward silence building. You can feel Hawks gaze on you.
"Did that fucker who broke in do that to her face?" Hawks boots get closer to you and you can see his hands ball into a fist.
"Yes, he's ash now, but he had someone with him I need to find. I want to know why they were here."
"Why haven't you had the healer come?" Hawks sounded accusing. His knuckles turning white.
"I know how to take care of what's mine you overgrown chicken. He'll be here tomorrow." Dabi sounded defensive.
"Wow, you're both so protective over her, how cute. I think she looks super cute with her bandages, can I have some of her blood? She's cute, I could be her for a day and have fun with it."
"I'll kill you if you get any closer to her than you are now, you have your own Pet. Why does everyone want to bug mine?"
All you can see is legs and feet. You want to observe everyone around you, especially Uravity.
How is she still captured? You had assumed her and Bakugou would've escaped within the first week. You would like to know who took that hot headed pro. And you wonder if they're still alive.
Uravity and Bakugou had been on the pro scene for 4 years, but you remember hearing about them before they ever went pro. They were strong and watching them enter the scene was fascinating. Does she know about Hawks being a double? Are they working together? You feel like you could get a sense of it if you could see both of their faces.
"His Mouse is beyond fun to play with though. We bonded the other day when I got to play babysitter." Hawks says and the same anger that caused you to hit him before is bubbling in your stomach. You know he has to play his role but does he have to focus it on you? You need to find a way to tell him you found the safe, and everything he asked about so you can get out of here. You decide if you see him again after he gets you out you're going to punch him again just for this. But you'll be smart and wait until he helps you escape. You can't deactivate your tracker on your own. You mentally repeat this to yourself every time he speaks. When he directs another comment at you you start to mentally choose a spot to punch him.
You see a chain similar to yours drop next to where you assume Uravity is. She's being chained like you are.
"Look at me Mouse." You look up and make eye contact with Dabi. "We're going to watch the security footage, I don't want you to watch do you understand me?"
He looks at you expectantly.
"Yes Daddy, I understand."
Dabi smiles at you, happy with your submission in front of others. If he could purr you feel like he would be purring right now.
"Do you want ear plugs or head phones so you don't have to listen?"
Your shocked at the concern in his eyes? Why does he care?
"I am fine Daddy, thank you."
"Eyes back down Pet." The feet in your vision start to move to the tv behind you.
Once you hear the video start and you can hear the men's voices you start to wonder if you had made the wrong decision with the ear phones. You chest tightens and your starting to breath heavy.
Where Uravity is situated, barely in your field of vision, you see her hands gently pat the ground, making no sound but getting your attention.
Looking up you look first at the group of people studying what the men were saying and looking at their faces. Making sure they weren't looking your direction you look at Uravity.
She's mouthing to you.
"Are you okay?"
You nod. But your breathing is getting heavier by the second. Hearing that mans voice again is having an unexpected affect on you.
"Breathe." Shes mouths demonstrating taking a deep breath, encouraging you to mimic her.
You do as she says and breath in time with her cues, the caring look in her eyes helping to calm you.
"It'll be okay, it's only for a little longer." She mouths again and winks at you. She must know about the upcoming escape attempt you think.
Maybe she can tell Hawks you found the safe. Trying to keep your head down from where you think the cameras are you mouth back at her.
"I found the safe, with the cure."
Her eyes went wide and she nodded at you.
Suddenly you hear your own voice coming from the screen they're watching. You sound deranged with your breaking laughter, taunting the guy. You sound more like Dabi in those moments than you do yourself.
"She's so much fun!" Says the women's voice. "I really want to play with her."
"She's mine, and she's too good for you. Fuck off."
"You let Hawks play with her." The woman's voice pouted again.
"And I regret that constantly, we have a childhood bond he likes to fucking tug at. Pain in the ass."
"Awww stop gushing about me, it's embarrassing how much you care."
"I feel bad for her face, her ankle looks like it's pretty bad too, that guy fucked her up!" You recognize Twices voice and odd way of speaking.
They all walk back over. Instead of going to your side Dabi kneels in front of you. "Look at me." He commanded, his tone was gentle but firm.
He studies your face. "I should've made you wear the ear phones at least, it got to you little Mouse." He ran a thumb across your cheek. Trying to keep him in a caring mood after your earlier outburst you press your cheek into his palm. Letting his warmth sink in. It did relax you.
"I didn't know you could be so soft Dabi, all that fire inside must ensure you have a soft gooey center in there somewhere." Hawks interrupts.
"Keep talking feathers, I'll turn you into a crispy pigeon. An I am only soft when I look at your face." Dabi is still holding your face and studying it.
"That hurts my feelings."
Dabi ignores him this time, still looking at you.
"Did you notice anything about them Mouse? Did they seem like they knew where they were?"
"No, they didn't know anyone was here, that's why I thought hiding was a good idea, they just talked about this house belonging to a former pro."
"Imagine breaking into a place and it's fucking the one guy who can turn your bones into ash." Hawks says. "Idiots."
You look up at Dabi, hoping he doesn't get angry.
"Something to say Love?"
"Yes Daddy."
"Go ahead."
"They talked about someone who knew this house belonged to someone who was a pro, but whoever it was wouldn't say who owned it" Dabi and Hawks exchanged a look at this. "The way they talked it was like whoever the person is is the one who sent them looking into this house. Maybe it was a test to see if someone was here? If they don't come back, it'd be a big hint that someone was in the house. The one who was panicking the whole time left so he can say it was you in the house."
You ramble your thoughts hoping what your saying makes sense. You don't necessarily want to help them, but you don't want more people to break in if Dabi isn't there either. Plus you don't think someone who was on the hero's side would've attacked someone chained in place like that guy did.
"So what, you think they were disposable for someone looking for patches?" Hawks says.
Your about to look over and answer when you think you can get some brownie points by maintaining your gaze at Dabi and waiting for him to say you can answer. It was a good move. Mentally you pat yourself on the back, see you can be smart, you tell yourself.
Dabi smiles at you, he seems to know your trying your own form of manipulation. Keeping him happy.
"Clever Mouse." He says then he pushes your head so your cuddling in his lap.
"I think that's exactly what she's saying birdbrain."
They discuss the men who broke in, who could've sent them and even after you give the name of the man they were talking about they don't recognize it.
You zone in and out now, Dabi released your ponytail so he could run his hands through your hair. Your pain medicine is wearing off and you welcome the comfort as a distraction.
You don't know when you drifted off to sleep but your woken up by Dabi picking you up. Instead of going back to the main room he has you going to a slightly smaller room, you recognize most of the items in here. They must of moved everything while you slept.
"Is everyone gone?" You ask.
He doesn't say anything, but sits you down and looks at you, eyebrow arched.
"Daddy, can I ask if everyone's gone, please." You say this time.
He still doesn't answer but he crawls over you onto the bed, rolling you so your straddling his lap.
"Do you think acting obedient in front of them, and acting nice now is going to make me forget how you spoke this morning?" He asks.
You keep your gaze down, trying to keep to the rules he gave you this morning. His question is more of a statement.
"It looked like the gravity girl had some things to say to you Mouse, and you were chatty right back."
You can't help the panicked look you gave him. You just fucked up.
"What could you two possibly have to talk about Mouse?"
His fingers lifted your chin so your gaze met his.
"Hearing the guys voice, the one who attacked me, I think I was starting to have a panic attack and she was reminding me to breathe, and had me follow her lead with deep breaths."
"You said something to her as well after." He said keeping your gaze to him.
Was there a camera you didn't know about? Thanks to his perverse nature of making you watch videos of the two of you, you thought you'd seen every angle there was a camera. Maybe you were wrong and he's waiting to see if you'd tell the truth. Does that mean he saw her tell you it was going to be over soon?
"I...I was just thanking her for helping me so I didn't have a melt down. I've always liked and admired her, I was just trying to show gratitude."
You try not to hold your breath or show any signs of waiting to see if he believes you.
"That's all that was said?"
"Yes Daddy."
"You look like your not being honest with me Mouse."
"It's what was said Daddy."
Dabis face gets closer to yours, his re-dyed hair brushes your forehead.
"Then why do you look so nervous."
You bring your hands to his shoulders and lean your forehead fully against his. Trying to buy yourself time.
"You don't like hero's. It makes me nervous talking about hero's with you, I don't know how you'll react."
You can feel Dabi release a breath you didn't know he was holding.
"If you cross a line, especially one that involves other members trophies Mouse, I can't stop all of the bad that would come your way. You worry over what I will do when I am angry, but keep in mind I care whether you remain intact, if you involve others, or go behind my back, I can't guarantee your life or your safety Mouse. I want to make sure you understand that. So for your sake, you better not be lying to me."
"Yes Daddy."
—-
Dabi brought you dinner and you ate alone. He's somewhere else in the house. He said he had some more calls to make regarding the two would be thieves.
He's left you unchained but he instructed you not to leave the room. This room also has a bathroom in it. Since Dabi had started leaving more you no longer waited for him to shower. You decided you need one after the events of today and you hop in and make the water as hot as you can stand. You liked the other shower better. This one was smaller, you felt closed in.
You put as much of yourself as you can into the water. Leaving your bandaged face out. The bandage on your wrist and ankle soaking through with water.
Arms wrap around your waist and your pushed against your walking, talking human furnace. You make the water cooler to offset his heat.
"Trying to shower without me Mouse?"
"I'm sorry, I didn't think. I usually shower without you lately Daddy."
"When I am home, I expect you to shower with me." His hands went to the bandage on your wrist and he removed it. "You shouldn't let the bandages get wet."
He kneeled down and lifted your foot, using his shoulder to keep your balance you watched his hands remove the gauze from around your ankle. When your gaze moves over him you see his glaring at your damaged ankle as if it had personally insulted him, before shaking his head and standing.
You keep your gaze down, following his rules for the day still.
"Look at me."
As soon as your eyes met his he mouth was on yours. The kiss was too intense so you tried to take a step back, goosebumps raising all over your body, but he was matching your movements. Surrounding you again. Like his flames, he's consuming.
Once your backed to the wall he lifts you and out of habit you wrap your legs around his waist. You can feel the tension in his shoulders from holding himself back.
"How do your injuries feel? I brought a pain killer in for when we get out."
"They hurt, I didn't know my face could hurt so much." You say, when you look at him and see the scarring on his face you feel guilt at complaining about your pain.
"After tomorrow morning you'll be like new. Our healers quirk is pretty strong. He's no recovery girl but he can target specific injuries."
"Thank you, I am sorry for complaining."
"What? Why would you apologize for that?"
Your hands on his shoulders move to touch his scars.
"I feel weak complaining about them in front of you."
"Cause I have these?" He says gesturing to the scarring on his face and under his eyes.
"Yes, you already told me they hurt all of the time, I shouldn't complain about a temporary pain. I should be stronger than that. It's humiliating sometimes to know how weak I am in comparison to those around me."
"Enjoy not having to be strong. It may not feel like it but it's a gift to not have to be strong. Being strong by choice is better. You don't need to feel sorry for me, I can handle the pain."
Breaking his gaze you look to the wall to your side.
"Being able to handle something that sucks doesn't make it suck less, and having something that can make me feel like that for you makes us having these moments feel better."
"Hmmmmm." He kisses you again, gently. "I don't know if I told you but I think you are the first person to ask if my scars hurt."
"That sucks too."
"I'd never thought about it, I guess it does." He leaned into the crook of your neck and kissed you until he found an area that made you squeak.
"There's my Mouse." You can feel him smile into your neck. "I think that's enough emotion for today. Your not going to trick me into thinking you care more than you do Pet."
"I am not trying to trick you, I was just curious."
"Then that's enough curiosity for today. Get out, wrap your ankle and wrist back up while I finish in here."
You do as he asks and mentally lecture yourself for feeling neglected and rejected when you wrap your own bandages. Usually Dabi won't let you take care of yourself like that, he does it for you. When your halfway through your food he walked past you to the door, without turning to look at you he speaks.
"I have some work to do in the office, get some sleep, don't leave this room. I'll know if you do."
"Yes Daddy."
You tried to stay awake until he came back, but between your injuries and the exhausting day you are out quick. Only waking up for a minute when you felt Dabi wrap himself around you.
Picnic and a trap
Chapter Notes
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"Wake up Mouse."
Mismatch lips kissed and teeth scraped at your neck. Causing a sleepy moan to leave your throat. In your sleepy state you're able to enjoy how good his mouth feels against your throat. Guilt at enjoying the sensation didn't enter your brain. Why does someone who can make you feel like this have to be a villain? Sadness crept in, tainting the tingles running through your body. You wonder for a moment if he has similar thoughts to yours, wishing you were a villain like him. Or did you bring on the opposing side of his quest add a thrill to it for him?
"We need to leave soon, I want you to eat before we go. Wake up." His kisses are slow and gentle, keeping you comfortable and not wanting to wake up.
"No thank you." You say and roll over. You're shocked he allowed you to turn.
An overheated hand grasped your ass and began to massage and knead in circles. His hand felt good, your half asleep state kept you from sensing the potential danger of his hand placement.
"I can wake you up in other ways, I have one more hole I haven't experienced yet. Just touching you has been so intoxicating and you're such a good girl for me I've been holding off but…" His finger beginning to trail towards your sex. "You're plenty wet here I just need to move some this slick..." his finger trailed back and your eyes popped open.
"I am awake! Jesus, what the hell is wrong with you!" You sit up quick and scoot away from his wandering hands. Panic didn't allow you a moment to think about who you were talking to. His Cheshire grin had you fighting a smile while your mouth continued your lecture. "What kind of choice is wake up and eat or there's going to be a dick in your ass, how do those two go together! You don't have some magical penis that makes everything you do with it amazing you egotistical ass."
Dabi only smiled at you, the metal rings across his cheeks stretching.
"It got you up didn't it. I was hoping you'd continue to try and sleep. And you seem to get plenty of amazing from my non-magical penis. If we lived any closer to people they'd all be able to hear your appreciation for what my cock does to you." His hand rubbed up his own length through his clothes, as if showcasing himself for you.
"Do you want a response to that or shall I just glare at you like the psycho you are. You can't just talk like that to people. "
Dabi ignored you and stood, leaning over to the nightstand to pick up a tray of food for you. Before you can start to eat however his hand grips your chin and brings your face to his.
"You're awfully mouthy for someone who has a punishment already coming and who gets to have her wounds healed. Eat, then we can shower and get dressed. We don't have long this morning." He kissed you gently, contrasting with the harsh grip on your face. Holding you there for a few seconds too long to be comfortable.
Once he releases you you start to eat as quick as you can. Taking a spoonful of the steamed rice, enjoying the warmth filling your stomach, you watch Dabi eat his portion. You take deep breaths trying to calm the adrenaline running through your belly. Cocky asshole. He must of felt your stare because he looked at you with his eyebrows raised.
"Something on your mind Mouse?"
You nod, swallowing your mouthful of rice along with the insults you want to sling at him.
"I thought the healer was coming here."
"He was, dust face called a meeting with most of the important players however, and since I usually skip those he is keeping our healer there to make me show up."
"Oh." You don't know what else to say. It seems out of character for Dabi to let himself be knowingly manipulated by someone else. Even if it was Shigaraki.
"Hurry up and eat. I want you to eat everything there so you have full energy for the healer." He smiled cheekily at you. He slowly moved is face close to yours, dropping his smile and forcing eye contact. He let you back away from him until your head hit the headboard. He was so close to your face you could feel his breath on your face. "And for after we get home."
—-
The villains meeting, surprisingly, was happening outdoors. It felt weird to be surrounded by the most dangerous humans in Japan in the daylight. The image of violence and crime by moonlight and shadow contrasted by them discussing their plans and eating as a group in the sunlight. You didn't like it, they didn't belong in the sunshine. Giving gratitude for their food like they didn't cause massive amounts of death and destruction.
The meal was a humiliating experience for you. You could feel eyes on you as Dabi hand fed you from his plate. Once again wearing the harness and leash at his feet.
Dabi dressed you in a white floral dress today that went down to your ankles, however the neckline again plunged just under your breasts, with a decorative wooden circle holding the fabric in shape. It's almost like he wants you covered in front of others but he can't make himself fully cover you, he still wants to show you off.
When you had arrived Shigaraki and him had almost come to blows when Shigaraki said the healer would be there after the meeting to make sure he stayed for the whole thing and didn't sneak off when he got bored.
You weren't the only trophy brought there. Uravity was there with Toga, who looked like herself again. Toga was sitting in her lap talking to her like she wasn't being forced to be there. You noticed she had cuts running up her arms and legs. Did she have those last time?
Mirko was again pinned this time to a tree, she had bruises on her face, you overhear they are from a muscle laden man who is there with a former pro you don't recognize. You felt pity for both the rabbit hero and Hawks that they have to just allow that to happen. Apparently she fought back and that's why Hawks pinned her.
The hero the muscle villain had claimed was being used like a footstool, arms shaking they would collapse several times under his weight. The blond villain would then complain about how useless they were. Dabi looked at the villain and you could see disgust in his face. He didn't seem to think much of him. There was a part of you that wished he would stop him from treating the hero like furniture, but if he were capable of that morality you wouldn't be his prisoner.
"Why do you let your little pet look around? If she's looking as comfortable as she does you must be too easy on her. I thought you were supposed to be some big bad. I heard those pretty marks aren't even yours, some other man marked her up." The muscle heavy villain said to Dabi.
Dabi barely glanced at him.
"I already have furniture and I don't feel the need to show I can control a foot stool. You look pathetic. It's too bad you aren't smart enough to have a bond with what you claim as yours Muscular. All brawn and no brains must not be a cliche in your world. Don't look at what's mine, there's an IQ limit on who can interact with her, I am sure there's a nice color book and crayons around here you can entertain yourself with if you need a distraction."
Muscular stood fast and looked ready to attack the cremation villain. Dabis right side ignited, keeping his flames away from you.
"Please try something, do you think your muscles will keep growing as they burn? Will you make a bigger and bigger fire as the kindling grows do you think?" Dabis voice stayed the same gravelly monotonous tone for the whole interaction.
You felt slightly relieved knowing he wouldn't make you be his footstool, then you wonder if it's much better being the equivalent of a show dog. At least there would be no difficulty in knowing you were a prisoner the other way.
Once they began to disperse a man around your age was brought out. Dabi picked you up and brought you over to him.
"You, heal her." Is all he said and sat you on the grass, sitting behind you so you could lean back on him.
The healer kneeled in front of you and Dabi began to remove your bandages so he can see the damages.
"Hi, my name is Nakamura." He observed your face and ankle. "I can heal all of this fairly easily, you should be feeling better soon." He looked at Dabi. "I'll have to touch her wounds, you are aware of that right." Smart man you thought.
"Just get it done, she shouldn't have had to wait so long for this as it is." Dabi growled out. You see Shigaraki observing Dabi with just as much interest as Dabi observed you.
The man cupped your face and gently rubbed his thumbs along your wounds. The pain vanishing as his fingers trailed. You can see his eyes start to droop slightly.
"This doesn't hurt you does it." You blurt out in concern. Dabi squeezing around your waist.
"Just let him heal you mouse, keep quiet and let him work." He sounded annoyed at your concern for the healer.
"I am sorry, I shouldn't have said anything." You say, keeping your voice quiet and apologetic. You don't think he'll take mercy on you in front of an audience.
Nakamura smiled at you. "I am okay, it just makes me tired using the energy. I'll be taking a nap after this and after a meal I'll feel just fine." His hands move to your wrist and he traces your wounds with his hands. It's bizarre to see your cuts disappear and melt away. He does the same to your ankle.
"Thank you." You say, truly grateful he used his energy to heal you. You realize you will probably anger Dabi by focusing on the healer so you look back towards Dabi. "Thank you for taking care of me like this Daddy." You say, hoping he'll forget his frustration over you paying attention to the healer, you don't want him to direct any anger at the man who just helped you.
Dabi only nodded at you. You hope that's a good sign.
"Are you done wasting our healers time? We have a mission." The high pitched voice of Shigaraki comes from behind Dabi.
"I'll be there in a minute, fuck off." Dabi retorts and the blue haired villain walked towards a car.
Moving in front of you, Dabi runs his hands over where your wounds had previously been. Everywhere the healer had traced he traced over. Looking pleased at the work Nakamura had done. "There you are, he did good work." Dabi sighed in relief. "I am going to leave you with Hawks Mouse. He'll take you to his place." You look at him and he sees the confusion in your eyes.
"I don't want to leave you alone in the house in case someone tries anything again. I don't trust the chicken but at least I know he won't drain your blood like Toga or cause you accidental harm like Twice could potentially." He sounds annoyed that he has to rely on Hawks.
"I can think of significantly more entertaining things to a Hawk can do to a Mouse." Hawks voice says, stepping up from behind you.
"Just make sure she comes home as whole as she is now bird brain." Dabi helps you stand and motions for you to go and stand with Hawks. "I'll be back as soon as I can."
"Take your time you walking corpse, I don't mind keeping her overnight."
Dabi turns on his heel and walked away flipping off Hawks as he got into the same car Shigaraki disappeared into.
"Are you ready to go to my place?" Hawks says.
Your lead to a car which has Mirko in it already. Once your all in the feathers holding her again float back to Hawks wings and she sits normally.
"I fucking hate that muscle head, his hits fucking hurt. I am going to kick his dick off as soon as I get an opportunity." She grumbles.
Hawks laughed. "I'll hold him down, it took everything I had to deal with that, there's been too much pain inflicted over the years, it's making even my bones tired." His eyes reflected his weariness.
"I found the vials of poison and the cure, and some paperwork on what they're planning big picture wise." You blurt out. Both hero's turning to look at you and smiling brightly. "If it helps." You say.
"I fucking love you." Said Mirko.
You can't stop smiling at your small success. Feeling genuine happiness for the first time in so long. Nothing tainting the feeling.
After about 15 minutes of driving Hawks pulled over.
"We should be clear, don't be gone longer than an hour Bunny." He says to Mirko.
Walking to the back of the car Hawks helps you out and Mirko takes the drivers seat.
"We're flying the rest of the way Y/N, she's going to meet our contacts so we can start our great escape." He wiggled his eyebrows at you and smiled wide.
Mirko drives off and you realize fully that you are about to fly with only Hawks holding you up. You are trusting him to get you out, but you don't know if that trust extends to carrying you in the air. High, high in the air. You suddenly realize you might not be a fan of heights.
Hawks sees the apprehension on your face.
"Hey kid, I have never dropped anyone, the only thing I've ever dropped accidentally was a bag of groceries and it only happened once." He smiled at you.
"It only takes once." You say back.
"I swear I won't drop you." He says and you allow him to pick you up, he uses the same bridal carry Dabi uses with you. Before you know it your in the sky.
You bury your face in the crook of Hawks neck, your arms gripping him tight. Your screeching and you can't stop.
"You gonna be okay kid, just breathe!"
"No, can't," if I pee on you it's not my fault, this might be the worst thing I've ever had to do, and Dabi makes me exercise."
Hawks belted out a laugh.
"Not exercise, the horror. You poor thing."
"You don't understand, I have to run."
He laughs again. He continues the banter until he's landing with you on the roof of his building.
"We're here already?" You ask as he sets you down.
"I was hoping teasing you would distract you he says as he guides you towards a door that enters into his home. "Make yourself comfortable. I'll get us something to drink and we can talk about what you found."
—-
Once you and Hawks go over the safe and it's location he gives you a remote and lets you flip through the channels. Soon Mirko is back and Hawks repeats what you told him.
You'd found out Uravity wasn't aware that Hawks wasn't a traitor. So your message to her must have been very confusing.
"That sounds like enough, I got us a route out for tomorrow night." Mirko says.
"I'll come up with something to get Dabi to let me into his house alone with Y/N." Hawks says.
"You ready to be free kid?" He says smiling at you.
"Tomorrow? I'll be free that soon?" You say, feeling almost like it's too good to be true.
"Tomorrow. Well get you out."
You feel hope, pure hope. You didn't realize how dark you had felt until this moment. You felt a warmth even the sun from earlier couldn't rival. One more day.
—-
Before Dabi arrives Hawks gave you words and phrases used as codes to remember and a small piece of paper you hid in your shoe that had the location to meet the hero getting your group out. You three have to split up once your out, each going with a different sidekick, just in case one gets caught.
"He's on his way up." Hawks says. "Chin up kid. One more day."
—-
Entering the new room with Dabi you try to keep your face neutral. You don't want to act any different you tell yourself.
"How are you feeling Pet?" He asks.
"Better, thank you, the healer does good work."
He only nods before he invades your space. His lips crashing into yours.
"It's nice to see your face again, however I did promise to give you my own marks." He says breaking the kiss.
Your eyes widen in fear, you'd been so wrapped up in escape your forgotten he said he'd be punishing you for your outburst.
"I am sorry." Your repeat again.
"Hmmmm are you, or do you just not want a punishment."
"Of course I don't want a punishment, I am also sorry. I can be and am both Daddy."
His large hands envelope your face. "Hmmm." He begins humming and he's kissing your cheeks.
"Maybe we can compromise." He says.
"Compromise?"
"Yeah, what kind of pretty eyed hero would I be to my Mouse if I wasn't open to compromise." He's guiding you back towards the bed.
"Do you ever think people don't compliment you because you let it go to your head?" You say.
"Yeah, that must be it." He says falling on you on the bed, reigniting a passionate kiss.
You're face is flushed and you feel heat rising in your body as he makes it hard for you to catch your breath. The intensity of his kiss giving you little reprieve. Without warning he rolls you both over until he's underneath you. He pushes you to standing.
"Before that fucker broke in I gave you some homework Mouse and you were such a good girl practicing. Show me what you remember and we can put you on a type of probation. For good behavior."
You had been hoping he'd forget about the book he'd given you. By now you should've known better.
"Strip, Mouse."
Your go through your memory, trying to remember what the book said. You know you need to go above and beyond for him tonight. You need to be in the best position you can be for tomorrow, compliance is the way to get it. Tomorrow, you would be free of him. Tonight was all you had left with him. Your stomach twists.
You take a step back and Dabi sits up, his heated gaze on you. Your breath hitching at the look in his eyes. No one looks at you like he does, it wasn't the blue of his eyes alone that'll stay with you realize. It's the desire behind them. Tonight. All you had was tonight.
Turning so your back was to him you reach your hand for the zipper, with the motivation of freedom you act braver than you feel. You slowly pull the zipper and once your half way down you turn and smile at him. Before turning back around and backing up to be within his reach. You want to feel his desire for you, to feel how wanted you were by him. To burn it into your mind.
"I need help with the rest of the zipper." The quietness of your voice giving away the nervousness of your actions.
Once his hand reaches for the zipper you quickly put your hand over his, not allowing him to quickly pull down. "Patience." You say quietly, igniting a growl from Dabi. You keep the pace slow until you reach the end of line of the zipper, just at the junction between your lower back and your ass.
You can hear him grunt in frustration but he follows along with your guidance. He reaches his hands up to the straps to pull your dress up and you step out of his reach again and turn to face him. One of your hands holding the front of your dress to prevent it from falling. Memorizing the look in his eyes and the flex of his hands as he held himself back.
"Careful Love." He says, his eyes are blown out in lust. It encourages you to take a breath and continue.
Letting the dress drop you step out behind it, bending over to pick it up, mindful of how your body is posed for him. You toss the dress on the dresser behind you.
You're left in your bra and lacy boyshorts now. The same blue as his flames. He seems to have a preference for you in blue. You would never be able to wear this blue without thinking of him again. Your clothing will be devoid of blue after tomorrow.
Reaching behind you, you unhook your bra, letting it slide off your body. Dabi leans forward and he's looking at you like he has never seen you naked. You give a small bounce and the jump of your breasts brings Dabi to standing.
"Too long, you're taking to long." He says. "You should write your own guide, fucking hell." He says while tearing your bra off and kneeling to rip the sides of your panties. Dropping to his knees in front of you.
He kisses along his hand prints on your hips and gives you a firm slow lick across your folds.
He stands again and he moves you to the side of the bed.
"Present, Mouse."
Your mind flips through the commands and you link your hands behind your head and take a wide stance.
Dabi takes a step back. His gaze appreciating your body. You fight the urge to hide yourself, wanting to feel his eyes take over you.
"You're incredibly obedient tonight, you haven't complained or fought this. I wonder why that is."
He pushes his body flush to yours.
"What are you hiding Mouse?" His hot fingers are trailing softly along your sides.
How does he always know. You are convinced he has two quirks. One is knowing when someone is up to something.
"I don't know what you're talking about Daddy, I thought you would be happy with me listening. Maybe I just want to be good to you tonight."
His cheek is rubbing against yours softly. "Oh I am very happy with it, I'll be even more happy if you tell me what it is your hiding. I don't believe for a moment you are only thinking of being good for me. I see it in your eyes."
"I am not hiding anything."
"Sure Mouse." He smiles at you.
"Sit on the edge of the bed."
Once your sitting Dabi starts to remove his own clothes. You can't help clenching your thighs as he keeps his eyes on yours. Once his cock is exposed it gives it a couple of firm strokes, stepping to the bed he lifts his leg to step on the bed, one foot left of the ground.
Intertwining his fingers in your hair he pulls you down and pushes his length into your mouth. Reaching the back of your throat you can feel the tears form in your eyes. Unable to stop the gag form leaving your mouth. Holding you there he pistons in and out of your mouth harshly once, twice, three times. On the third he goes deeper and then pulls out completely.
"Use your hands, touch me." You lift both hands to wrap around him. As you begin to stroke him from base to tip, twisting at the top his hand is under your chin, lifting your head up to his gaze.
He kisses you again, your hands continuing their motion. Once he breaks the kiss he runs his hand down your neck to your breasts and he rolls your nipples, eliciting a moan from you. Trailing his hands back he reaches for the globes of your ass and he grips tight and gently shakes each cheek. Ending it with a slap on your ass. Your can feel the heat left from his palm.
After repeating the slaps he kisses you again before guiding your head back down to engulf his cock again. He keeps a deep and slow place, a low rumble coming from his mouth as you strain to keep him as deep as you can.
Once he's fully lodged in your throat he begins to spank you harder, causing you to moan around his length.
"Fuck, you're so fucking good at this." He says.
Dabi pulls you off of his cock and replaces it with his thumb, allowing you to catch your breath. "Are you ready to tell me your secret Mouse."
You avoid his gaze, and try to look confused at the question. "Not yet I take it, take a breath." He says and he pushes himself all of the way to the hilt in your mouth. He holds your head in place, giving slow pulses around his dick. You try to remove him from your throat so you can breath and it only tightens his grip on your head.
He releases you once your vision goes blurry.
"Get all of the way on the bed baby." Dabi says while he guides you to the middle of the bed.
He crawls between your legs and he pushes his ring and middle finger into your pussy. You can hear the slick moving around. He moves his fingers to find your G-spot and he continues to push up on it. Causing your legs to start to tremble. As you feel the coil tighten almost to release he suddenly disappears from inside you.
"Feel how wet you've made my hands." He says and he wipes your own slick on your cheeks and across your lips before pushing his fingers into your mouth. "Clean them up baby."
You wrap your tongue around his thick fingers and when he pulls from your mouth he begins to trail his fingers back down to your entrance. His fingers pushing against the same star inducing spot and his palm rubbing against your clit the coil tightening again.
"Dabi! It's too much!"
He responds by adding a third finger and increasing the pressure on your clit. As the tension is about to break he pulls away again.
"Please, please no more teasing." You sob at him.
"Are you going to tell me what I want to know?"
He repeats his edging over and over again. Soon your covered in sweat and your own slick. Dabi marking you with his mouth. Leaving hickies everywhere he can reach on your neck and chest.
"Please!"
"Tell me Mouse. This may be torment to you, but it's fucking Heaven for me."
Remembering your misdirection the day you found the save you decide to try that again. You hope a different confession will satisfy him.
"Okay, okay. I know I didn't escape that day."
Dabi continues to run his fingers gently through your folds.
"Really, now how would you know that."
You move your arms to wrap around him.
"I don't know, when that guy attacked me it was like he broke a wall down and I remembered." Dabi had said they hadn't used that Nomus ability on anyone else. Hopefully he buys your lie.
"Say my name when you cum." He simply says and he enters you you in one harsh thrust.
His thumb worked your clit while he angled himself to hit your g-spot. This time when the coil goes to release he doesn't stop, he fucks you through your orgasm. Your voice cracked on his name, breathing heavy. Once he reaches his own release his bites down on your lip. You feel the heat of his release pour into your cunt. The pain of your lip caused you to clench around him while he rode out his orgasm.
"Good girl." He says letting his body collapse around you. Moving you into his embrace and covering you both with the blanket. Knowing tonight was your last with him you turn towards him and wrap him in your own embrace. Pressing your head to his chest so he couldn't see your face. Soaking in his warmth, wanting to soak in the kindness that he only extended to you.
"See, compromise, and you have my marks all over. Fuck Mouse, you're perfect."
—-
The next morning you wake up to a fully clothed Dabi staring down at you.
"Let's shower." He says. He looks distracted.
He's oddly quiet all morning, he helps you get dressed and you eat and he seems to be on autopilot, going through the motions. Nothing was off about what he was having you do, but the air around him wasn't right.
"Are you okay daddy." He's beginning to worry you.
As if being reminded you were with him he smiles, it doesn't reach his eyes.
"Of course, we're going to have company today baby." He says going back into his deep thought.
"Can I ask who?"
"Bird brain, the blonde psycho and Twice."
You wonder if this is the set up Hawks was talking about. You hope it is. Dabis distracted gaze is making you nervous.
The rest of the day Dabi keeps you close, he can't seem to keep his hands off you. But he doesn't push for anything other than letting him stay close. You're great dip, if you keep indulging in his touch, in the desire he ignores in you, you'll never escape.
At one point he had you lay on the couch so he could sit between your legs, back resting against your chest.
He moves your hands to his hair, and you run your fingers through his hair, realizing what he's wanting from you. He groans in relief and your nerves are pushed even father to the edge.
He believed your half truth yesterday, you don't think that was an act. However you can't get a hold on how he's acting today.
Once evening comes everyone starts arriving. Toga has brought Uravity again. However this time she's blindfolded, with earplugs in her ears.
"She said we weren't friends so I have to teach her a lesson, I was hoping I could use your chains to keep her alone, if she doesn't want to be my friend she doesn't get to see anyone else." Dabi rolled his eyes, looking annoyed but showed her to the chains and pulleys you had been attached to the night you arrived.
Hawks also brought Mirko. He has her bound this time with what looks like heavy cuffs.
Dabis set up everyone into a dining area you didn't know existed. Everyone sitting at a large table.
Twice brought food for everyone, and after he passed out everyone's meal Dabi finally spoke.
"Hey before we do this, I wanted you guys to take a look at something."
He leaves and heads to where you know the office is and comes back with an oversized envelope, he pulled out what looked like large pictures and handed them to Hawks.
Pictures? Of what? You want to look.
Hawks eyes went wide, and Dabi smiled so wide his staples stretched. It looked painful.
"That's your little bunny there, but she's out and about driving your car. Isn't that odd."
In an instant Mirko is out of the cuffs and Hawks feathers have gone sharp and are flying towards the villains.
Dabi flipped the large table to block you and him from the dangerous crimson feathers.
"Stay." He says to you and he and the rest of the villains go after the two hero's.
"I fucking knew it was you!" Dabi stated calmly, flames in his palms.
"Like hell you did you burnt piece of shit."
Blue flames engulf the room and the heat causes your skin to redden, you can smell flesh burning but you don't know if it's yours. You can see Toga jumping around throwing knives. The fight doesn't last long and by the time Dabi pulls you from behind the table you see both hero's are unconscious. Hawks feathers are burned off and ash covers his face. Cuts are up and down Mirkos body.
"Caught you you flying fucker." Dabi gloats.
You stare wide eyed, realizing you aren't being rescued tonight. Or ever, and you don't know what Dabi is going to do to you.
Chapter End Notes
Dun dun dun!!
Don't write off her escape is all I am going to say.
Gravity and handcuffs
Chapter Notes
Second chapter of the day, it was going to be one chapter but I wanted to spread them out just for reading ease! I hope you enjoy!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
You feel almost forgotten. You thought for sure you'd be cuffed like Hawks and Mirko are right now, waiting for a punishment. Or for Dabi to kill you, finally reaching his breaking point with you. Instead, Dabi is on the phone, presumably with Shigaraki, Toga is dancing around celebrating and Twice is talking to himself. You think. His way of speaking still confusing you.
The room is blackened, one wall looks like it's going to collapse if you just push at the wall, or try and lean on it.
You feel like you could leave and no one would notice. Fear has you staying on the couch where Dabi sat you down.
Looking at the broken two hero's you feel shame and guilt rise in you. They were fighting to get a cure to people who'd lost their quirks, partially to get you out, and you simply sat there. You could've done something, couldn't you? You replay it in your head over and over, seeing where you could've helped. Moved faster, stood in front of Hawks or Mirko.
Dabi hung up the phone, and turned and walked to you, crouching down so you were at each other's eye level. He stretched his neck from side to side. This is it, you were about to find out your consequences. You tense and brace yourself, eyes already watering. Your jaw is clenched so hard you can feel pain jolt from your jaw to your ear.
"Are you hurt? I lost control of my flames for a minute, did they hit you anywhere?" He starts looking over your body, your dress is singed in random areas. He isn't looking at you with the crazed look he's had since the fight. He looks concerned. "I should've kept you out of the room, I didn't think it through." He seems to be talking to himself.
His concern has you more terrified. He knows you knew Hawks was a spy doesn't he? He usually is so quick to pick up on everything. There's no way he hadn't guessed or at least suspected.
"I don't know, I think I am okay, it just feels like a bad sunburn." You could only answer thoroughly thanks to his defense training. He'd always had you tell him where everything hurt so he could take care of your injuries after. Your body is shaking uncontrollably. Your breathing starts to turn heavy. This wasn't like after training, you didn't know how to process this.
Dabi moves to put you head between your legs. "Take deep breaths, you're okay." He speaks calmly, fingers carding through your hair. You notice his own hand seems to be shaking. "Just keep breathing while I get a handle on this."
He keeps his hand on your head, running through your hair, you realize he is coming down from his own rush of adrenaline. Soothing himself along with you. He viewed Hawks as a friend, no matter what he said. You'd seen it.
"My Uravity is fine, she doesn't even know anything happened it seems! Those headphones are no joke." Toga comes in.
"Yeah, we were real worried about the has been hero in a completely different room." Dabi sneers at her.
"You worry over yours and I'll love on mine, you need to cheer up, you caught the double, the triple? What is he?"
"Fucking dead." Said Dabi. "We need to take them to Tartarus. Keep them where we keep the rest of hero's. So we can get some answers." Dabi uses the toe of his boot to lift Hawks unconscious face. "Especially this one." He says. His eyes flashed with disappointment for a brief moment.
When the villains had won they took over the prison system, replacing the villains in the cell with hero's they wanted to interrogate.
"Twice, stay with the two girls, hers is chained up and mine has no quirk, you should be fine with them. Toga take some of each of these hero's blood with you, you're going to help with questioning. Kurogiri will be opening a warp area for us in a minute. We probably won't be back until morning."
He walks back over to you, lifting your face.
"Feeling better?"
You start to cry, unable to hold it back. You can't remember being so scared, your remembering Dabis threat of killing everyone who helps you. He's going to kill them both. So much happened, so much was taken away in such a short span of time. You're overwhelmed. You're still a prisoner. You weren't escaping tonight. You weren't ever getting away.
"You're going to kill them." The reminder of his uncontrollable rage brought you back to earth. You'd let a murderer touch you, craved it even. What was wrong with you?
Dabi surprises you by hugging you to him, pressing your face into his neck. His hand on the back of your head. "I should've done this somewhere else. It's not your problem Mouse. Tonight I am just bringing them to Tartarus. It's done, you're okay." He said.
You wonder if he does know. Now he's taunting you. If he really doesn't know, he thinks he's comforting you. He is just adding to your breaking.
"I have to take care of this, then I'll come back and take care of you." His phrasing again has you questioning on how much he knows. Is he threatening you? "Try and sleep Mouse." He stands as a purple haze opens at the window.
Walking to an ottoman he removes the top, and pulls out a wooden box. He pulls out two syringes before putting the box back. You didn't know the ottomans tops came off. He's like a squirrel you think, hidey holes everywhere.
"If she can't sleep or gets out of control give her one of these, it'll knock her out. Make sure she's in the bed over there." He points to your new room. "Go ahead and just knock out gravity bitch."
"Don't talk about my best friend like that." Toga hissed, brandishing one of her knives at Dabi. He looked unfazed at her threat.
"I get to hang out with two pretty girls all night!" Twice says excitedly. "Why the fuck do I have to babysit the bitches." He yells back at himself.
While Twice continues to argue with himself, Toga takes out a vial of blood and downs it. Suddenly Uravity is standing with you guys. She uses the gravity quirk to make the two hero's weightless and her and Dabi go through the warp point. Dabi locked eyes with you before fading away.
"We'll talk in the morning little Mouse." Is all he says.
You watch Twice put the syringes in a pocket in his suit. He sits next to you and continues to talk to himself.
You can't be here in the morning you think. It's too much to process and you feel like your brain is starting to short circuit.
"Hey, you okay? Like I care." Twice pulls his mask off to look at you.
Your brain is on overdrive, even if you find a way to leave, there's a tracker in your back. Hawks was going to have someone remove it before meeting with the person guiding you out of here.
You can't leave. It's that simple. You're stuck here, but that doesn't mean you can't do something, you can still do something to make Hawks and Mirkos last fight worth something.
You look at twice and lean against him. Pushing all of your weight against him.
"I really don't feel good." You drop your full weight on him. Moving as much as you can do he doesn't feel your hand in the pocket he stuck the syringes in.
"Oh no! Can I help! Get the fuck off me!" Twice yells at you, and when he feels the stab of the needle the hurt look in his eyes as you pushed down on the plungers almost makes you feel bad as he slid to ground.
"Im sorry kind of." Is all you can think of to say. You're really not good at all of this.
Running to the living room you see Uravity there, still oblivious to anything around her. You remove one side of the headphones not wanting to overload her senses. You can hear white noise loudly playing. Remembering how Dabi gave you back your senses one at a time.
"It's Y/N." You say gently. "I am going to remove the other side and then the blindfold. Uravity nods her head.
She blinks in the light of the room and takes a deep breath while you look at how to remove the chains from around her. Going to the ottoman you see a set of keys near the wooden box of syringes. As a last minute thought you grab that too.
When one of the keys works on the chains you let out a breath you didn't know you were holding.
"Do you have a tracker in your back?"
Uravity rubs her wrists and starts to stretch out.
"I don't."
You only nod and run to your room to grab the discarded shoes from the previous night. Grabbing the piece of paper from Hawks you run back to Uravity.
You shove the paper in her hand. "This is an escape route I was supposed to use. But I have a tracker in my back, close to my spine. Hawks was going to bring someone to remove it but I can't use it anymore, I'd put to many people at risk. But you can." You can feel your throat tighten and you fight back tears as you handed your chance to freedom to her. If she sees your heartbreak she's kind enough not to say anything.
"I can't just leave you here." She starts to argue with you. You kneel on the ground. You're getting over tired.
"Please let me have this win, let me do what I can. You can always come back and get me later if Dabi doesn't kill me. Let me do something that can help." You're starting to sound hysterical.
"I'll get help and I'll come back and get you, I won't leave you here." She says. Calming you with circles on your back. You know you'll probably be forgotten or left behind as a calculated sacrifice. It had happened before with Endeavor and his sidekicks. It's how you ended up in this mess, but you appreciate her comfort.
"Thank you Uravity."
Both of you move Twice so he's now in the chains that Uravity had vacated. Uravity gags him and makes sure the chains are solid.
"You need to leave fast, he has cameras in all of these rooms, I don't know if they're damaged or not, but as soon as he sees what's going on he'll be here through a warp point."
As soon as she leaves you go looking for the kitchen. Realizing you didn't take her to the safe. You messed up there with your overloaded brain. If she does come back for you, you think, you'll make sure you take it then. However for now if you have to stay here you're going to drink. He has to have alcohol here right?
Thank the Gods, he has so much.
You sit in the room, watching tv and drinking as much as your stomach will allow. You took as many desserts as you could find too. Maybe if you throw up on Dabi he'll leave you alone until you're no longer sick.
You laugh to yourself at the thought.
After one in the morning a portal finally opens near the bed and Dabi steps through. He looks at you surrounded by food and drinks and unchained.
"Oh Mouse, I can't even be angry at this display of defiance, I am in too good of a mood to be angry this morning."
You drunkenly smile at him.
"Wanna bet." You take another drink straight from the the bottle, drunkenly trying to hold back giddy laughter. You were about to be in so much trouble. "You're gonna be soooooooo mad."
He looks at you suspiciously and walks out of the room. You take as big of a gulp of alcohol as you can before he comes back. He's going to take all of your treats, you just know it.
"What the fuck!" You heard followed by hurried steps back to you.
Crawling on the bed, like a wild cat pinning his prey and trapping you between him and the bed he bares his teeth like a wild animal.
"Where the fuck did she go?"
You smile at him. "I can honestly say I do not know. She's just bye bye." Maybe drinking wasn't a good idea, you can't stop the words coming out of your mouth. Or the giggle fit interrupting your words. "I know against you I am going to lose, I am nothing special, but I won this moment. I did something. I did a good thing. I probably won't remember it when you break me, like I know you will. I know you might even make me regret it. But you won't forget, you'll know I won once against you. I bet you'll think of it every time you look at me. We can be each other's torment now." The look on his face is terrifying.
You prepare for him to do something, anything. He stands, grabs the chain and hooks it to your ankle and he kissed you, hard, biting your bottom lip and he stands and leaves the room. That wasn't the reaction you expected. He didn't take your treats. Your stomach is so shaky now you don't know if you can eat.
"Stupid good kisser." You mumble. Even drunk you can't pretend to be unaffected by him.
Half an hour later he's back, and he sits behind you, arms wrapped around you, nose buried in your hair. "I told you, if you fuck with someone else's trophy, it was going to be out of my hands Mouse, your lucky I am able to keep the little vampire away from you for the moment. You've ruined it Mouse." Reaching forward you grab one of the chocolates you'd grabbed from the kitchen, you held it up to his mouth. The look he gave you would've been funny if you weren't starting to feel anxious about what was coming.
Three other villains walk into the room. Their gaze slides over you and go straight to Dabi. You're not important. Their faces are blurry to your drunken gaze. Dabi stands and moved you slightly behind him, and you struggled to stay standing. Wrapping your arms around his waist you use him to hold you up, relying on his strength to stand. Peeking at the three villains over his shoulder.
"The boss wants us to take her to Tartarus."
Dabi snorts. "No, I can question her here."
"The boss said you'd say that and he said no. He said you're too soft when it comes to her."
"I have her under control." He snorts out. His grip on your hand is almost bruising now.
You start to laugh. "Be careful telling him no, you might end up with something up your butt. Or on fire, in my experience it's things up your butt. He doesn't like being told no. Shhhh." Dabis muscles tense as you speak. You moved to bite down on his shoulder. Not hard, but to try and distract him from his annoyance. You should stop helping.
"Yeah, it seems like she's under your thumb." The villain said with intense sarcasm. "Look, he just wants us to question her, you can have your property back in a couple days. I bet someone can even sneak you in for a visit. I'll look out for her personally. She's a nobody who got lucky, it shouldn't take long. We'll get you in for a visit every day we have her if you want."
You snort again. "I hope it's not a conjugal visit. Well, no, I guess I don't hope that, he's very good at that, but don't tell him." You laugh at yourself. Drinking was a bad idea. "You're rude, you shouldn't call people nobodies. Or property."
"Honestly your lucky he doesn't just dust her, just let us do our job and you can have her back." The man tries to reason again.
Dabi turns and lifts your chin to stare into your eyes, sighing heavily.
"Fine." If she gets hurt I am killing you three and anyone who handles her." He glares at them. "Slowly."
The man simply nods and he pulls out a pair of handcuffs. Dabi rips them out of his hands and motions for you to turn around.
As he puts them on your wrists behind your back he whispers in your ear. "I'll see you soon Mouse. You're just going away for a few days. Don't go thinking you've gotten away from me, you're still MINE." He bites down on your ear viciously.
You still can only smile at him. At least you think your smiling. You can't feel your face.
"I've never been arrested before, am I doing it right Daddy? I assume you know the process. I am so glad my parents aren't here. They'd be so disappointed in me. Or I guess not, I don't know. Is this like an arrest arrest? Do I get a mug shot?" You look at the man who appears to be in charge. "Can I have a copy of it, for scrapbook purposes. I don't have one but I think it would be a good start to one. Tell them to take a mugshot Daddy. Oh no, am I going to have a record? Do I have to pay a fine? I have literally no money." You shouldn't have drank so much. You can't stop the words from spilling out of your mouth with no filter.
The man rolls his eyes. "Jesus Christ." He says and he pulls out a syringe. "I am not listening to her the whole way.
"Do you guys just carry those around? That's really weird you guys." You cringe at the needle going in your arm, and your world goes black as warm arms surround you.
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When you wake up you're in a cold cell. There's a collar around your neck that connects to chains around your wrist. There's a red blinking light on the wrists.
The bed feels like it's just straw wrapped in cloth.
"You're finally awake." Says a women's voice. I have a few questions for you.
—-
Pain. That's all you can remember from your time with the woman. Your nerves felt like they were on fire with every question asked you. It was like she was burning you from the inside out. But you had no answers for her.
Once you're alone you can only sob and try to get comfortable on the so called bed. Alone. Dabis warm embrace didn't exist here. It made it difficult to fall asleep.
"Are you okay?" Said a deep raspy voice.
"What? Who is that."
"I did. My name is Katsuki Bakugou." He says. "What's yours.
You move closer to to the wall and you find a small hole you could barely get a pencil through.
"As in the pro hero?"
You hear him laugh dryly.
"Sure, that's what I am."
"I saw you the night we were divided out among the villains. My name is Y/N."
"You were there that night?"
"Yes, Dabi took me home."
"That's bad luck, you're still alive and from the sounds of it you got back at them."
You smile, feeling like nothing could be further from the truth. You don't think this is the feeling of success. "Yeah, I feel like I really succeeded right now."
"You got Uravity free? That's what the pain freak was saying."
"Yes, well I at least sent her on the path to freedom. Since they're questioning me on where she went I assume she made it."
You hear him sigh deeply.
"Good, if she got an opportunity I know she'd succeed getting out, you might not feel like it, but you probably gave us a second shot by getting her out. What's your quirk?"
"I don't have one."
You hear him laugh.
"You quirkless humans, always got to go out of your way to prove your just as good as the rest of us."
Chapter End Notes
Hello Bakugou, welcome to your turn in the story !
Explosive escape
Chapter Notes
I am on a roll this week. Hope you enjoy! Also if I wanted to commission some art of some of my scenes does anyone know of a good artist I can go to who won't judge my non con story? I'd appreciate any recommendations!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Bakugou makes for excellent company while your forced into one of the most brutal prison systems known to the world. This surprises you since he was known for being hotheaded and unpleasant to be around.
"I can't figure out if them putting you in the same cell system as me is an over reaction on their part or an insult to me." He said gruffly. He sounded serious, which made you laugh. You can hear the offense in his tone.
"Hey, I can be dangerous too, I can't explode people, but I can somehow, completely on accident end up in ridiculous situations and be helpful by pure coincidence. Also I can be mouthy and drunk at the worst possible times. I don't remember a lot about what I said when I was brought here, but the snippets that come back to me throughout the days make me nauseous. And I bit Dabi on the arm. And asked him for pointers on getting arrested. Cause he has more experience than I do. I said that out loud. To Dabi. With my head on his shoulder. Oh God. So I mean, I am pretty hardcore." You retort. Hardcore stupid, you add to yourself.
"Well shit, maybe you need to be in a higher security level than me, you might be too much for this level. I am calm and rational at all times. I always know when to shut up." He laughed at you.
"That is what you were known for, calmness."
"Fuck you." He said playfully. His laugh made you feel warm, like you could forget for a moment where you were. You felt like you were in the eye of the storm. Waiting for the other half of the disaster to strike.
You're only fed once a day here, it's flavorless and gross textured food, but you can handle that for your space; and you're allowed a shower. It's a cold shower and the soap smells gross. It was a fake looking, too pink and gooey brick of soap.
You push the image of Dabi washing your back and him taking care of your basic needs to the back of your mind. He had brought you dozens of soaps and lotions and had you pick your favorites a couple of weeks after he'd taken you that night. If you shivered from anything besides his touch, he'd press you into his body until you were warm. You tell yourself it was worth the cold to know even if it was just a few days, you were free of your captor.
There are guards who watch you shower. They are the same guards every time. There eyes constantly were scanning you, one in particular had your hair constantly standing on edge. You wonder if Dabi knows the guards are with you while your naked. You have a feeling the answer was no, and if he finds out, these four people were probably going to die. You struggle to feel bad for the one leering at you and adjusting himself in a threatening way. The fact that it was known that you were Dabis is most likely the only reason you're untouched.
For two days you pass the time with Bakugou by exchanging stories, of school, adjusting to being an adult. It felt nice. At one point he had you up and doing body weight exercises. Apparently this was to keep you sane. You realize you have different definitions of sane.
"Why do the men in my life keep making me do this. I think I am just going to take this as a threat from now on. You are literally threatening me with jumping jacks and push ups."
"I thought you were a badass, badasses don't complain about staying in shape. They definitely don't do push ups against the fucking wall" he slapped the other side of the wall causing you to jump back and begrudgingly get on the ground to finish the push ups. You thought you were being sneaky. You were only going to interact and date non observant, dumb men once you get your life back.
"This badass does, plus I think being a badass while not being in shape and with pure dumb luck is more impressive. It being unexpected adds an extra level of badass."
"You're fucking wrong there princess. Come on, it's time for burpees."
"Stop threatening me." You still grudgingly get on the floor and slowly push through the torture. Pushing the thought of laying in the middle of the comfortable bed, surrounded by food and your villain. You muscles aching for an entirely different reason. No, this is better. You reassure yourself. You need to stop calling him your villain, when did that start?
Once a day the same women comes in and you're left a painful wreck, sweat and drool covering your body, sobbing on the floor after she leaves, with Bakugou gently guiding you back to sanity with his gruff voice. Lady pain made Dabi seem like a teddy bear.
On the third day the door opens and you expect to see the guards guiding you to your shower, but blue eyes meet yours. Causing you to jump to the back of the cell in shock. Your ankle rolled and pain jolted up your leg.
"Fuck, goddammit. you're not supposed to be here." You point at him accusingly. "You scared me." Thinking of him was one thing, seeing him, in person, you were scared shitless. They may be punishing you in here, but you'll have to deal with whatever Dabi has in mind as a punishment when you leave here.
"Language Pet. You know better, and I am thrilled to see you too, MY little Mouse." He smiled at you and walked towards you causing you to push yourself into the wall. "Have you been missing me."
"No."
Dabi fake pouted at you, feigning hurt.
"Are you telling me you prefer this room over the one I provided for you." He looked around at your surroundings, looking disgusted. Using the toe of his boot to poke at your straw bed.
Knowing Bakugou was listening, you try to maintain your wits. You don't want to be weak where he can hear.
"Here they treat me like a prisoner, but they don't pretend to be anything except my wardens. So yes. It's gives my mind peace."
Placing his hands on either side of your head, caging you in, Dabi leans into the crook of your neck, trailing kisses up towards your ear. "Pretend." He whispered, if he hadn't been so close to your ear you wouldn't have heard him. He sounded disgusted by the word.
"I don't fucking play pretend. Well I've missed you Mouse, I have been spending the last couple of days upgrading the house. I can't wait for you to see the improvements I've made for your accommodations." He moves to the other side of your neck, repeating the same ministrations. "I also put the coffin back in its place, isn't that exciting news. I can't wait to bring you back tomorrow. And I mean that wholeheartedly."
Taking a deep breath, Dabi gently rubbed his mismatch lips just under your ear. "The soap they're giving you is terrible, my Mouse smells like heaven, not this fake sterile nonsense." His tongue trailed back over where his lips grazed. "They can't hide your taste, no matter how much they cover it with cheap soap. I can taste you under it. I've missed tasting you Little Mouse."
You can't say anything, your body just starts to shake. You'd made him mad before, but he was somewhere past angry and he seems to be feeling the need to claim you all over again now.
"Are you shaking in excitement Pet?" He moves to kiss your cheek. Wiping a tear from your eyes you didn't realize was falling with his thumbs. "You are going to get a visit from dust boy tomorrow and he's going to ask you a few questions, when he's done I get to bring you back home, this time with orders to fully break you and bring you to heel baby."
He pushes his thigh in between your legs, grinding against your core. "I would be lying if I said I wasn't looking forward to it. I am a little thrilled you've forced my hand here, like you said, there can't be in confusion anymore on where you belong." With the Dabi kissed you gently and stepped back. "I have to go meet up with an old friend of ours love, rile his feathers and all that, and then I'll be back to visit before I leave for the day. I'll be close by though. Think of me until I return yeah? I'll see you before the days over." He pinched your cheek between his fingers. "Behave for me."
He turned and left your cell and you slid to cold ground. You knew you had to go back to him, being away from his manipulations was only temporary. Your mind is having a hard time however, faced with the reality of going back. All of the progress you thought you had made getting him out of your head seemed laughable. He had invaded every part of you. A few days away from him didn't do anything you realize.
You're grateful Bakugou is silent. The only sound is the that of the sobs wracking your body. You're stomach is clenched and you can't stop the tears.
You cry for so long your vision is blurry. You wish for some water to splash over your face.
"I am pathetic." You say to yourself. Forgetting Bakugou could hear you until he spoke.
"If you want to talk pathetic you'll have to compete with me sweetheart." Bakugou finally speaks. "I am a fucking hero and I can't do any fucking thing here, I am stuck in here and I can't even help you. You're just on the other side of this wall and I can't do fuck all. Fucking useless."
The door swung open and you stand fast, trying to school your face. Why is he back so fast?
Brown eyes are staring at you however. It's Uravity.
You can only stare in confusion.
"You're not Dabi."
"Um, no. Thank you for noticing!" She smiles at you. "I kind of thought you'd like to leave! Unless you'd like to stay of course!"
"No I want to leave!" You move towards her and she pulls out something that looked like a grocery scanner.
"Turn around, I need to turn your tracker off." You do and you feel a sting run through your back. "Let's remove the collar and cuffs shall we!" She pulled out a key and removed your restraints.
"Pink cheeks is that you?"
Uravity looked to the wall in with an excitement. "Bakugou!" She ran out of your cell and moved to the next one over. Opening the cell she ran in and you stand outside. Not wanting to interrupt their reunion.
"Okay great, fucking good seeing you too, get me out of these fucking restraints!" He says grumpily. You know him well enough now to hear the happiness hidden under the anger.
"Sorry, you being chained up is probably the only time I can hug you, I had to take advantage Boom Boom boy." Uravity laughed.
He runs out of his cell and looks right at you. You see him look you up and down before a smile lit up his face. "We fucking leaving this hell hole or just going to stare at each other princess?" He asks holding his hand out to you.
"Wait, we have to get Hawks and Mirko." You yell to the two pros.
Bakugou glared at you. "Why the fuck would we help that traitor? We can get the bad ass bunny but I ain't helping that piece of trash."
"He was a spy for the hero's! He's the only reason I could get Uravity free! He's the one who got me the route out that I gave to her."
Uravity looked between both of you.
"Of course we'll get them both. We're getting as many people out as we can."
"I want to help get those two out." You interrupt. You want to make sure they really get Hawks out. You suddenly don't trust Bakugou to free him.
Bakugou stared holes into you, you mentally prepared to fight him on this. He ran a hand down his face in frustration. "Let's go, we have a traitor to save."
Uraraka spoke into an ear piece asking for the location of the hero's cells.
"We were going to head up, but we have to head down to get to them. Let's go free some hero's!" The gravity hero said brightly punching a fist in the air.
"That's too much positivity, knock it off cheeks." Bakugou grabs your hand and keeps you close to him as you make your way down to cells below yours.
Silently in your mind your thankful Dabi made you workout so you can keep up with the hero's, however your stamina was running out.
You reach a cell and Uravity scanned a card over the lock to open the door. Mirko was inside this cell and Uraraka went to work freeing her.
"We need to get Hawks and then we need to get outside. They are going to know we're here very soon, we're running out of time!"
Mirko looked beat to hell. Guilt twinged in your stomach looking at her bruised body.
She simply smiled at you.
"You know the more I get to see you the more I like you, let's go get the pretty idiot." With that she followed behind the three of you. Which motivated you to keep up.
As you come to Hawks cell, Uravity opens the door and your shocked at the sight in front of you. Hawks face is almost unrecognizable. His cheek swollen and he has cuts all over his face. His feathers look to have grown back, not as full but getting there, but his wings are tied down. He looked utterly broken. You were shocked he didn't have burns all over him.
He looked up and you two locked eyes. He gave you a smile that looked painful.
"Aw kid, did you miss me so much you staged a rescue? I am flattered."
Mirko and Uravity stepped into the room to release him from his restraints. Bakugou however stayed back and glared at the winged hero.
"I can feel your judgement from here Dynamite."
"Good." Bakugou spat at him. "Then I don't have to say I don't fucking trust you."
"I can deal with that hotshot."
Hawks gaze went back over to you.
"You doing okay kid?"
"I'm fine. You know, perky." You try to look like this isn't a completely fucked up situation.
"Good, hey, be honest. How's my face in comparison to what yours was the other day."
"Uh, Dabi didn't let me see my face, but yours is...really good. Can't even tell."
Mirko spoke up. "Yeah, really pretty, can barely tell you got hit."
Uraraka only gave him a thumbs up. Not trusting herself to say anything.
"You look fucking ugly." Bakugou said bluntly, Uravity slapped his shoulder. "What? He does."
Red lights started flashing and an alarm rang throughout the building. "Looks like our fun and games are over." Bakugou said.
Mirko freed Hawks wings and He flexed them, stretching them out, and Bakugou grabbed your hand again as he followed Uravity.
"They know! There's several of us here, you four aren't the only ones we're freeing today, they can't get to all of us. Let's focus on getting out unseen." Uravity yelled.
You know Dabis here, he'll be looking for you specifically. Your group is going to be targeted.
Bakugou turns to look at you and you can tell the same thought is running through his mind. "It'll be okay." He says and you want to believe him.
"Cheeks we're going to be targets, Dabi is here and he's going to head straight for her."
Hawks and Mirko nodded. "He's not wrong." Hawks said. "He's got tunnel vision with her. He won't risk her leaving here with us, or her being put somewhere where she would be caught in the crossfire."
You can think of only one solution. Once again, hope is fading from you. You never learn.
"Just… just leave me here." Your voice shook. "He'll come after me and I can take his attention away from you, you guys can get out."
Bakugou gave you the same look Dabi gave you when he thought you were an idiot. When did you start attracting such harsh men into your life?
"Fuck off." He said and gripped your hand tighter and you all headed towards an exit.
"I don't think fuck off has ever been used to reassure me before." You yell.
"Probably won't be the last either sweetheart." He smiled at you.
As Uravity, Mirko and Hawks run out of the door, you and Bakugou close behind, you feel a tight grip on your shirt pull you back. Your hand is torn from Bakugous.
Before he can fully turn around and help you a metal door begins to slam shut between you two, you can see rage fill his crimson eyes before he's lost from view.
"Sorry I took so long to get here Mouse." Dabi said in his usual calm monotone, he was out of breath however. He turned you to face him. "I had some hero's to dispatch of, but I promise you were the priority in my mind. I went as fast as I could to get you." The red light alternating with the light from his blue flame, the flames rose off his back, and across his jaw. The flame went into his mouth with every inhale. The red light mixing with the blue caused the shadows on his face made his look almost inhuman, red, and purple alternating. It was terrifying. Your own personal demon.
You could physically feel the snap in your mind. You were so close and you were literally ripped away from your freedom.
You let your weight drop, and Dabi guided you to ground, not letting your full weight hit the ground. The light around you changed again, as he doused his flames.
Theres nothing left but to accept you can't escape him. He's always going to find you, stop you. It wasn't so bad was it? It's easier to not fight. Fighting him was pointless anyway. He proved that over and over again.
"Let's go Mouse. Time to leave here. Wash the bad off from this week." He says, reaching to pick you up. He almost sounded gentle, maybe seeing you crack was enough for him.
The world went silent, Dabis eyes widened and he encased your body in his own as an explosion rocked your body and tossed you. Your ears ringing. You couldn't hear anything passed the ringing. The rest of the world went still and silent and white. The ringing, was overwhelming.
When you look up it's into crimson eyes locked onto you this time, not his blue.
"Hey, look at me." A gravelly voice is saying.the words fading in and out as your ears tried to regain function. "Keep your eyes on me, it's okay, I got you." Bakugou reached his hand to you.
"How cute." Said Dabi in a taunting voice. When you look at him his leg and arm are bleeding, he has Bakugous quirk suppressing cuffs on and he's being held down with red feathers.
He's not looking at you, but at Bakugou. His smile deranged. "Do you have a little crush there Dynamite? Adorable." His face didn't look like he thought it was adorable. "I didn't know you had it in you to look outside yourself, but you chose the wrong girl to give that focus to. She's mine."
Bakugou doesn't look at him or say anything to him, he keeps his focus on you. "Come on sweetheart, time to go." He pulls you towards the hole he'd blown in the wall.
"Y/N!" Dabi you yells and the shock of him using your name has you turn back to him.
"You know this isn't it, I'll be seeing you soon." He says simply and he blew you a kiss. You swear a wave of heat traced over your lips and you brought the tips of your fingers up to your mouth.
The action causes you to freeze in terror and Bakugou yells and pushes you into a wall and he kisses you. Changing the heat you'd felt, your mouth pressed to his. The action causes you mind to snap back to the moment and Bakugou smiles at you, still not acknowledging the villain behind you.
"He can't do shit. You fucking won. Let's get the fuck out of here." You can only nod and follow him. The harshness of his language had you unable to not keep your focus on him. Looking back at Dabi you see him seething and glaring at Bakugous back. He's not focused on you in the moment. All of his focus and rage is directed at Bakugou. It's your fault, you can't stop the thought from forming. Did you just sign his death warrant?
Once you're outside Bakugou rushes you to meet up with the others.
"I can carry one of you and fly out of here." Says Hawks looking at you.
Bakugou steps between you two and shakes his head. "You take Mirko, I can carry Y/N out of here in the air."
Hawks threw his hands in the air in false surrender. "That works for me too." He says.
Uravity was talking into her earpiece and suddenly green lighting landed between you all.
"Kachaan! We didn't know you were in there!" It's Deku.
"Shut up shitty Deku, you can be emotional later, grab pink cheeks and let's get the fuck out of here." He looked annoyed and looked away from Deku. "Didn't know I was there, what kind of half assed rescue is this." He mumbled, making you smile.
Deku looked at you and smiled kindly. "I'm Deku, what's your name."
Bakugou growled and picked you up, throwing you over his back piggy back style. It was not a gentle motion.
"What part of let's get the fuck out of here did you not get you asshole."
Deku only smiled at him, looking as if Bakugou had just declared he'd missed him, and not just called him an asshole. His smile widened as Uravity jumped on his back.
"Follow me everyone." Deku said and the ground shook under his jump.
Bakugo blasted off the ground and your grip around neck tightened. "Don't tell me what to do, quit getting in front of me!"
"I don't like heights!" You yelled at him. Ignoring his tantrum.
"Well Princess, I don't like getting caught, pick one!" He yelled at you.
You can see Hawks soaring out of the corner of your eye, Mirko and him smiling at each other. Uravity and Deku are only slightly ahead of you and you can see her laughing, enjoying the moment of flight with Deku.
"I don't like getting caught either." You yell back at Dynamite. You tighten your legs and lock your ankles around his waist. "Just promise not to drop me."
"I told ya didn't I, i fucking got you now fuck off and enjoy the damn view and let me focus."
You don't look around however. You close your eyes, and breath the moment in. You pressed your cheek against Bakugous shoulder. Inhaling his scent, and the smell of the ocean. The sun warming you.
Right now, your free.
Chapter End Notes
What's a cremation villain to do when he loses his mouse? We're getting into the action now. Also this is going to be longer than I intended! I hope you all enjoyed this chapter!
Bullets and Ice
Chapter Notes
For some reason the chapter had a great deal of repeated areas! (It was most likely my fault) thank you themusiclahermit for letting me know! It should be fixed now!
There was only one road into Tartarus. The bridge was around 5 kilometers long, connecting to the mainland. While Hawks could fly that length, the added weight of Mirko, and his weakened state made it difficult.
Following Deku your group lands right in the middle of the bridge. Before Uravity can use her anti gravity quirk on all of you guards are coming from both ends, you're placed in the middle of the hero's.
Villains in the air are swooping down on you, while villains with water quirks were waiting down below.
Villains who appeared to have bullet quirks we're coming from either side of the bridge.
"We have help coming, get ready to jump everyone!" Deku yelled. His words were hard to hear over Bakugous explosions.
A wall of ice bursts over the bridge, Bakugou yells at you to get down as bullets fly over you and your companions. While you're both on the ground he rolls you onto his front, legs wrapped around his waist and arms around his neck and he jumps. He takes the brunt of the fall onto the ice. You can hear him grunt in pain and feel his muscles tense as he pushes through it. Suddenly You feel a burst of searing pain near your hip and he guides you down.
Shoto Todoroki is at the bottom of the ice slide, nodding towards Ingenium, Deku stepping behind him, green lightning surrounding his body and pushing Iida into a higher speed, the duo runs back towards the prison before turning back towards the block of ice your standing on. They are running on water. Your chin drops at the amazing speed. Once they're close Deku puts his hands on the ice and they use Ingeniums speed to propel the ice back towards land.
You fall back on the ice, and another burst of pain rocks your body causing you to yell out.
"Stay down!" Bakugou yells at you. "Don't try to stand back up." He's aiming explosions at the water villains while Hawks flies a small distance above working with Todoroki to bring down the villains in the air.
A small distance from shore Ingeniums burst of speed runs out. The power coursing through Deku pushes him to crack through the ice at the the sudden stop.
The creak and groan of the ice breaking has you jumping to your feet. Your teeth are already chattering from the freezing water soaking through your clothes and shoes.
"Fucking idiots." Bakugou yells, grabbing you and throwing you over his back again. He utilizes his explosions to get you in to the air. His take off cracks the ice farther. Broken off pieces of ice are folding in on each other.
Uravity put her hands on herself, Ingenium, and Todoroki, Deku grabbing onto the three he rushed them to land, Hawks manages to get to Mirko before the ice completely crumbles.
You're only given a moment to catch your breath before You're on the run again. Pain is constant, every step brings a sharp agony.
Deku is ahead of you and he takes a step and suddenly he's gone from sight. Followed by Uravity.
"Where'd they go?" You yell in Bakugous ear.
"Just stay holding onto me sweetheart." Once he crosses where the others disappeared you're on a bus, the rest are visible again.
In the middle of the aisle is a girl with light green hair, done up in pigtails. She's smiling wide but her body looks worn down.
Her blue eyes causes your heart to pound and it takes you a moment to realize these blue eyes held a different warmth, they weren't the ones burned into your mind.
"Hey guys we need to move, get somewhere we can hide, I've got maybe 15 minutes left in me and then I need to rest." Her voice while tired was still bubbly and exhilarated. She can make things invisible temporarily you realize.
Bakugou sets you against Hawks whose sitting on the larger seat in the back. He looks even worse than when you saw him in the cell. He's pale and his wings are drooping.
"Hey Kid, we made it. Not exactly the smooth escape I'd originally planned. But you know, we adapt." He smiled at you, as he wrapped an arm around your waist so you can lean against him. His hand brushing against your hip has you screeching in pain.
When Hawks pulls his hand back it's covered in blood. "Shit, Y/N were you shot?"
You look at his bloodied hand and your world goes black.
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DABIS POV
His arm and leg fucking hurt, he's moving slow.
You were fucking gone.
Ignoring the thought he focuses on what he needs to do. He can't think about you escaping right now. He already knows he'll have you back with him in a matter of days at the most. He has to. His mind was spiraling.
He told you that you both were intertwined and will be until one of you dies. He fucking meant it.
He works his way to the control area so he can find you on the cameras and talk to the guards on the bridge.
He's watching as you land in the middle of the bridge. Wrapped around Dynamite. That blonde asshole looked so comfortable with your touching him. How did you develop a clear bond with someone while in a cell?
Clenching his jaw he watches as you're pushed to the center of the hero's. Your gaze barely left Dynamight, you were looking to him with such trust. Did Tartarus become a social circle? You should've only had contact with the interrogator and the guards. Bakugou felt comfortable enough with you to put his mouth on you. Why was that? Had you met previously? Through Endeavors agency maybe. He couldn't stop the obsessive thoughts. He needed to stop spiraling. Getting you back required focus, not whatever this burning in chest was.
Reaching for the microphone he starts to bark orders at his fellow villains.
"Nobody hurt the girl in the middle of those hero's, you can kill the rest." He continues to watch and when the wall of ice shows up at the bridge he knows whose shown up to save the day. He sneered at the screen. Of course.
"I'll have a little bonus for anyone who takes out Endeavors little creation." He says to his inferiors.
Eyes on you he watches as that pain in the ass explosion hero begins to direct orders at you, and he's in disbelief that you're listening to him without hesitation. Dabi is biting down so hard he can already feel the headache forming in his head.
"I have a big fucking bonus for whoever takes out that explosion fuck." He says, unable to keep the rage out of his voice. Watching Bakugou continuously put his hands all over his Mouse.
Suddenly your bent over a look of pain on your face, and Bakugou is lifting you. Did one of the members of the PLF fucking just shoot you?
"Who the fuck just hit the quirkless girl?" Dabis calm voice is back. A voice answers him back.
"Sorry boss, there was too much going on I missed Dynamite"
"Get the fuck back to the control room, I am fucking pulling you out." Dabi says, eerily calm.
Dabi watches the camera as the one who hit you enter the building. Deciding to meet him halfway, Dabi is going to take all his anger and frustration and loss out on the unsuspecting villain. Enjoying his screams and the welcome distraction from the anger he was feeling in his gut.
You were gone.
,
A plan and broken glass
Chapter Notes
I think this will be my last rapid fire chapter! I'll have to go back to at least once a week! I know how I want to end this, but I am working through all of the ways I can get there! Next chapter will most likely be up next Saturday! Thank you for all of the love! I had only planned on posting three chapters this weekend and you all motivated me to keep going and push past my procrastination! Thank you you all so much!
When you open your eyes your world is still black. There's a heaviness over your eyes, you realize there's a blindfold keeping you in the dark.
When you try to move your hands up you can't lift them past your stomach, cuffs around your wrist attached to the harness that's around your body. Wiggling your hips you can feel the leather straps shift on your skin. Moving to far either way has the leather bite into your flesh.
The chill in the air has you trying to generate heat by rubbing your thighs together.
The mattress indents near your head, the pad of someone's thumb runs down your cheek and a pair of legs pushed between your own and spreads your thighs apart. Without warning lips are on yours.
While a thigh is pressed to your center, a jolt running all the way through to the ends of your fingertips, causing you press back. Creating the friction you tried to get on your own between your thighs.
"Mmpph." You moan around the tongue in your mouth. At your response the kiss intensifies. Warm hands wrap your legs around a slim waist.
Breaking the kiss he traveled down your throat and his mouth envelopes a nipple. Causing another current of electricity to run through your body.
With a pop the mouth moves away from your nipples and you can feel fingers gently tracing up your body, over your sides, between your breasts, pausing to lightly grip at your throat squeezing only for a moment in a tease before continuing down your arm until a hand grabs your wrist, unlocking it from the harness and bringing your hand to his hard cock.
"Touch me my little Mouse, feel how hard you've made me." Dabi curls his hand around your own, showing you how hard he wanted you to grasp his length.
While you use both hands on him he leans back over your body to bite your lower lip, kissing you gently to contrast his bites. His warm hands move to knead at your breasts, playing with their weight.
"So beautiful." He whispers against your mouth. "Every part of you is addicting. Touching you, seeing you, in the span of just a few heart beats, the rest of the world disappears."
Before you can respond in any way he's pulling his cock out of your grasp and moving his mouth to your pussy. Licking from your ass to your clit. Before he moves the tip of his tongue to swirl around your clit. Keeping the same pressure and motion you can feel pleasure building, your breathing turns to gasps and moans.
"Good girl, feel me, you taste so good baby." His tongue going back to work. You try to reach and grasp his hair, but he clicks the restraints back to the harness and they keep your hands from fully reaching him.
"Let me touch you, please, please Dabi, I need to touch you too."
You can feel him smile against your folds.
"I know, but this moment is about you feeling me enjoy your perfect pussy." With that, his mouth reattaches to your clit and draws out your pleasure slowly.
Just before you're pushed over the edge Dabi moves fully off your body and you feel him move off the bed. A hand threading into your hair and he tugs your until your head is hanging off of the bed.
He presses the head of his cock against your lips, tracing them and leaving behind a trail of precum.
"Now you show me how much you enjoy my cock Mouse." With that he slowly pushes his full length into your mouth, allowing you to adjust to him being lodged in your throat.
Once you begin to run your tongue across his cock he places an hand around your throat and squeezes as he begins to fuck your throat.
Wanting to please him you focus on trying to take him deeper each time, his sack hitting your nose with each thrust.
He moves his hand away from your throat and leans over your body and using his middle and ring finger he rubs circles around your clit, gathering your wetness and pushing them into your entrance. Moving so he hits the spot that has you seeing stars with every thrust in.
Distracted by his ministrations against your core he takes over control of your throat while you can only accept his pace.
"Fuck, take my cock, take it Mouse." He pushes you to the edge again, your toes curling as your about to fall off the edge.
Dabi pulls out of your mouth, and you feel his hand heat before he slaps your pussy, pushing you back from the ledge. Crawling over you he kisses you gently before pulling away he slaps your face, like previous times it's not to hurt, it's a demonstration of his power. His ability to make you feel pleasure in any kind of touch he wants to give your body.
Dabi grabs roughly at your legs and uses his strength to roll you over, once your on your stomach he grabs your hips and lifts them in the air until your pushed against his cock in doggy style.
Shoving himself into you roughly he begins a fast paced fuck, his hand pushing the back of your neck down, his other hand gripping you so tight his fingers leave bruises.
On one harsh thrust the hand on your neck intertwines with your hair and he pulls you back until your arching. He doesn't stop pulling back until your back is against his chest. Wrapping his other arm around your stomach he rolls until he's underneath you, still sheathed in your pussy laying on his back on the bed with you on top of him, your cheek rests against his chin and Dabi spreads your legs, placing them outside of his so he can use his legs to spread yours wide. All while still fucking you hard.
"Ah, please, Dabi let me cum, please, I need it."
You can feel him laugh.
"Do you think you deserve it Mouse, do you deserve to cum around my dick?"
His voice in your ear, gravelly and harsh causes you clench around him.
"Please, please, Let me cum for you."
Again he's rolling you so your back in doggy style, increasing his pace and teasing your clit he moves back to your ear. Licking the shell of your ear he begins to whisper praises.
"Cum for me Y/N, let me feel you." Clenching down and focusing only on how he feels inside of you, his breathing and moans in your ears and once you reach the edge this time, he pushes you over it with a smack to your ass.
"Oh God, I'm cumming! Ah, hah, yes!" Your shaking body and tight grip throw Dabi over his own cliff.
His release filling you, he collapses over your back. Heavy breathing filling your ears, you can feel his tension along with yours leave the room.
"Your fucking mine Y/N, I am coming for you. I'll see you soon Mouse." He whispers and you can feel him remove your blindfold, and when your eyes spring open, instead of the cerulean eyes you're greeted with Golden eyes.
"Hawks?" You shout.
"What we're you dreaming about Kid?" He wiggles his eyebrows at you.
"Shit." You throw yourself back down on the bench, hand rubbing over your chest trying to calm your heartbeat. Your still leaning against Hawks for support.
"Are you okay?" His concern showing in his eyes. "They gave you some heavy duty meds. You've been out for about 3 hours."
When you move to sit up, pain rushes through your side. Moving your hand to grip your side you look down and see your shirt is covered in blood. A bandage underneath, the white of the gauze only seemed to make the blood stand out more.
"What happened?" You ask Hawks.
"Your were fucking shot by those villain fucks." Came an angry gravel from your other side.
Bakugou stepped back into the bus where you were laying against Hawks.
"Where are we?" You ask him.
"We're about another hour out from the base. It's just outside of Utashinai in Sorachi Subprefecture." Bakugou says, throwing himself down in the seat in front of you and laying back. All you can see now is his legs bent over the end of the seat. "It's small and out of the way, we'd be there already, but we have to keep stopping to feed and let Yume rest."
"She's the one who can turn things invisible." Hawks explains to you. "She can only do it in 30-40 min bursts. So we have to stop so she can recharge. The hero's have been moving their base every couple of months, near small towns generally, staying off the radar."
"How the fuck do you know that?" Bakugou sat back up and glared at Hawks.
"Because I have been kept up on where I would need to go when it was time for me to get out by the commission. I've always known where you guys were." Hawks says. "You're attitude hasn't improved much since UA has it."
"You were annoying then too pretty boy." Bakugou snapped back.
"Do you really think I am pretty?" Hawks says.
You can't help it, you start laughing and you slap a hand to your mouth to try and compose yourself. Laughing is causing your side to hurt but you can't stop.
"What the hell is so funny.?" Bakugou asked. "Did you hit your head too hard sweetheart?"
"It...hurts...to laugh."
"So fucking stop!"
Hawks body is shaking, and suddenly a snort escapes from him. Now your both playing off each other. One can't try to stop without the out restarting it.
"You're both mental." Bakugou stood and headed towards the front of the bus. "Idiots." He says shaking his head while exiting.
It takes several minutes for Hawks and you to calm.
"None of that was funny." Hawks says.
"I know, I think I might be crazy."
"I think your fine. It's probably been awhile since you laughed."
"Dabis jokes weren't exactly made with laughter in mind."
"You were saying his name while you slept. We're you having nightmares? It didn't sound like a nightmare though." Hawks does you the favor of not forcing eye contact."
"Did anyone else hear me?"
Hawks shook his head. "We were alone when you started talking."
The ache from laughing is still in your lower belly, cold is spreading throughout you, replacing one extreme with another.
"Don't tell anyone please."
"Secrets, I can keep Kid."
——
DABIS POV
"How the hell did so many escape?" Shigaraki was at a new level of angry. Once they'd left Tartarus he'd turned the bridge to dust.
"Let everyone in there rot." He said calmly.
"We have compatriots in there." Mr. Compress said.
"Useless ones." Shigaraki stated.
"Do we know where they are?" Dabi finally spoke.
"We don't, it's like they just vanished." Said Compress.
"I need to see the healer, then I'll find them." Dabi assured.
"This is your fucking fault." Shigaraki accused.
"Yeah, I am the one who let a group of hero's break in you chapped dick."
"Your the one who let a quirk less bimbo help the gravity girl escape. You're the one who didn't break and rebuild his toy properly."
"Call her a bimbo again, see how long you live after."
"You really think now is the time to go defending your little girlfriend?" Shigaraki turned to stare down Dabi.
"I have a way to get the hero's to contact us." Dabi growled out. "I can get the number one himself to reach out to me. We can kill him, and all of the rest of the false hero's."
"How could you possibly do that?"
"Just get me some airtime."
"And the girl?"
"Nobody touches her, she's fucking mine."
"I don't know, that blonde boy looked awfully comfortable with her, that was quite a kiss. Ah, so cute." Toga squealed.
"You must not have seen the part where Uravity practically broke down the door to get to him, practically through herself at him. Guess she just loves him more than you, you annoying little vampire." Dabi shot back.
Dabi caught the knife that was aimed for his side, igniting his flames he melted the blade.
"I am going home, I have some shit to get ready, send the healer to me and work on getting me on air."
"If you're idea doesn't work, you the next one to turn to dust." Shigaraki threatened.
"It'll work, you have my personal guarantee, shit I'd bet my fathers life on it." He said while walking away.
——
Entering his home, Dabi went straight for the shower, needing to wash the blood off his body, hoping the water will wash away anxiety and anger, even just temporarily.
Walking past the bed, his eyes fell on the chain that he would use to keep you from running from him. Picking it up his hand engulfed in flames. He watched as the chain melted and twisted, it's shape deforming.
A vision of your face, flushed and pink, flashed in his mind and he threw the chain, breaking the window. The crash of the glass breaking his angry trance.
He can't let anger get in the way of what he needed to do. Maintaining calm was the only way he could accomplish everything he needed.
It won't take long to bring you home, it was just a matter of days. He was so close to reaching his goals with Y/N. He could see it in her eyes. The way she looked at him changed. It wasn't fear in her eyes anymore.
She sought him out when she needed comfort, and not because he manipulated her into it. He needed her back, the longer she spent away from him the longer it would take him to fix what Hawks had ruined. She was almost completely his. Only his.
Washing the black from his hair, he reassured himself what he was about to do was the only way. If it got her back, he can deal with it.
Dabi threw on a pair of sweats, making his way to the office. Opening the safe he pulled out documents he'd need for delivering his message to the hidden hero's. Also an envelope filled with pictures, ones he had taken of her without her noticing and a few from when he'd gone through her social media. He liked the candid ones, where she was unposed. He'd never been one for photos. Taking them at least. He didn't know why exactly he wanted these moments frozen, but he did.
There was one in particular, you weren't the focus of the photo, but you were in the background. The look in your eyes mirrored what he sees in his own. He wanted to know what was running through your mind here.
A knock on the front door had him putting the photos back in the safe.
He's bringing you home.
Freedom
Chapter Notes
Hello! So for my next chapter I am going to have Dabi doing his same reveal as he does in the Manga, I don't want to type it out and rewrite it for those who haven't read it yet.
So the announcement he does on air portion will be the same, the next chapter will start right after goes off air from his announcement!
It's been two days. You've been free for two days. No one has shown up to take you back to a chain around your ankle. You weren't hand fed like a prized pet. You were watched but not with the same intensity as Dabi watched you.
When you sleep, it's alone. You have your own bed to sleep in. The first night you spread out to take up as much space as you could. Hands and feet hung off the bed. It felt awkward, relying on the blankets for heat.
This was your space. No one could enter it unless you said so.
When you wake in the morning however, you're on your side, arms wrapped around a pillow. You're not used to sleeping alone now. You're not wrapped up by a warm body in the middle of the night. It didn't used to be an issue you think. You'd always slept alone.
When you opened the door after that first night a heavy thunk, and a body landed on your feet.
Bakugou had fallen asleep leaned against the door.
"What the fuck." He yelped as he fell back. Tired eyes searching his surroundings and tiny explosions leaving his palm.
When his eyes finally met yours, he sighed heavily. Running his hands through his blonde hair.
"Were you sleeping there?" You asked him.
"Hawks said you were having nightmares, I just wanted to make sure you made it through the night okay." Standing, he stretched his arms back and rolled his neck.
The hero's had occupied an abandoned hotel, it wasn't as nice as what you had with Dabi, but having your own space was amazing. Even if you had to keep pushing the feeling of something missing down.
"Do you think you could help me put new bandages on?" You ask him, wanting to break the awkwardness.
"Uh, yeah okay. I'll go get some supplies and I'll be back." He looked relieved to have a task to focus on.
After you shut the door you heard Hawks address Bakugou.
"Did you stay outside her door all night?"
"What do you care?"
"You realize she just spent months having her space invaded, you don't think maybe you're pushing too hard to stay in her circle?"
"Im not pushing fucking anything, I wasn't even in the same room. I think she's capable of telling me if something is too much. If you cared so much you should've gotten her out sooner."
"I couldn't do it safely, and I had my own orders to follow."
"Whatever you have to tell yourself."
"I am just reminding you to not push, she's already had to deal with a lot, Dabis a lot to take in in small doses, let alone 24/7 like she did. Let her decompress and deal."
"Mind your own business and I'll mind mine."
Pressing away from the door you go into your bathroom to try and freshen up before Bakugou returned.
Dabi had made you reliant on him. You knew he was doing it but still couldn't stop it. It would be easy to replace the reliance on him with reliance on Bakugou. Should you worry about how easy you seem to get attached to angry people? Probably.
Staring in the mirror after brushing your teeth you observe yourself in the reflection. You hadn't really looked at yourself. You didn't think you could look at your marks yet. Dabis chain still hung around your neck.
Tugging at it, knowing already you wouldn't be able to pull it off, anger starts to take over your actions. You want it off.
Removing your shirt, standing only in the prison provided sports bra you stare at the hand marks around your waist, turning you see Dabis name branded into you and even a mark from where the tracker was inserted into your back. Close to your spine.
You may have been physically apart from him, but he made sure you would be marked with permanent reminders of him. Every time you look in a mirror, you'll see Dabi. He'd told you he was doing exactly that. While you were with him it didn't hit you how this would affect you. You can't get rid of the marks, so your focus goes back to the chain. You tug, logically you know you can't remove it but you're determined.
The chain cuts into your neck, breaking skin with the pressure of your repeated tugs. You don't process the pain. You have a goal and you can only think of getting this chain off your neck. Your eyes focus on his handprints as you pull.
You don't hear Bakugou return to the room, and you don't see him stand in the doorway, face draining of color as he watches you hurt yourself.
"What the fuck are you doing? Fucking stop!"
"It won't come off, I just want it off!"
His hands pull yours from the chain. Looking in the mirror, you stumble back looking at yourself. Your neck and shoulders were covered in blood and the back and sides of your neck were cut open in jagged wounds. Blood was now all over Bakugous fists.
Looking away from your reflection you look at Bakugou, he's staring at your ownership marks from the cremation villain. Grabbing your shirt you go to pull it on, embarrassed Bakugou of all people saw you like this.
I'm sorry."
Stepping forward Bakugou stopped you from pulling your shirt on.
"I can't do anything to help with all of them, but I can help with this one." Placing his palm over Dabis name. His crimson eyes met yours in the mirror. "This is going to hurt, but I can cover this, do you want me too?"
"I can handle it, just do it." You shut your eyes tightly.
The clink of a belt has you opening your eyes. Bakugou is removing his belt and when he sees your look of confusion he starts to gently rub your back and hands you the belt.
"Put this between your teeth, don't need you to bite your tongue off or something."
Once the belt is in place, you close your eyes and wait for the pain.
"On the count of three, one..."
Pain causes your vision to go white. The noise fills your ears and you feel nausea rolls threw your body.
Once Bakugou releases his grip on you, you run to the toilet and throw up. So much for freshening up, you think.
Bakugou leaves the room and you rest your head on your arms, staying near the toilet in case you throw up again.
When he returns he has a glass of water and a couple of pills.
"Take these, it'll help with the pain."
You down the pills and Bakugou guides you to the tub.
"Sit on the edge, you need to get cleaned up." He gets on his knees and turns on the water, running a cloth underneath it.
Gently he washes the blood off your neck. His hand wrapping around the chain, you can hear and feel small explosions leave his hand.
"What the fuck is this made of? My explosion can't even break it."
"He said only extreme heat can transform it, I assume only something that can reach his fires temperatures."
Nodding, Bakugou begins to remove your bandages around your side.
"Maybe we can get Icy Hot to try, if he can't maybe Endeavor can try."
Nodding, you stay silent. Absorbing everything you never thought you'd have to adjust to. Wondering how this became your life. You just voluntarily let Dynamite release mini explosions on your back so you could have a different kind of brand on your back.
Bakugou runs a salve across your new burn mark, and a different ointment on your bullet wounds and your new cuts around your neck. Putting fresh gauze on he then helps you get into a fresh shirt.
"The rest want to ask you some questions about what you heard and witnessed during your time with that asshole. Do you think you'd be up for that now? Or do you want to wait?"
"I want to eat. Can I answer after that?"
"Of course, don't feel pressured to do this, at least right now."
——
After you eat with Bakugou you decide to just get the questioning over with. With the promise of getting the night to have a drink and relax. Bakugou even promises to make you the "best fucking dinner you've ever had."
Bakugou and Hawks stay with you, your brought to a room with Deku and a girl you've never seen.
She has long pink hair. One of her eyes is a matching pink to her hair, her other eye is fully black. She smiled at you and sat across from you.
Bakugou and Hawks sat on either side of you. Making you feel small and like you needed body guards to keep you from running away or hurting yourself.
"Good morning! Did you sleep okay?" Deku broke the silence. His eyes looking over your fresh bandages then to Bakugou.
"Fine, thank you, you wanted to ask me questions?" You shift uncomfortably, you feel weak thinking back on your tantrum. Even when you're in control of yourself you can't keep a grip on your mind.
Deku nodded, but looked apprehensive.
"Hawks said you were able to find paperwork and formulas for not only the quirk erasing poison but the cure as well?"
"Yes, but we weren't able to get into the safe to bring them with, they are still with Dabi."
"We can work around that, if you're willing, this is Mizutani." He says gesturing to the pink haired women.
She smiled at you. "It's nice to meet you Y/N." You can only nod at her, confused.
"Hawks told us that Shigaraki and Dabi had invaded your mind to alter it and mess with you, so you can say no to this, this is one hundred percent your choice."
Staring him down, your stomach begins to flip flop.
"What exactly is my choice."
It's Mizutani who answers.
"I can go into your mind and we can walk together through the safe, I can see what you see, and we can take the information that way. As long as you've seen it, I can see it too. I don't want to sugar coat this. It's highly invasive and instinctively you'll probably fight me on it. It may not be a pleasant experience."
Deku speaks again. "I mean it when I say you do not have to do this."
Hawks interrupted him. "I can guide you through if you don't want it to be her that walks with you, she can pull me in too."
You don't want your mind messed with again. You don't want anyone else to go through your mind like their own scrapbook. You know Hawks is already aware of most of what you had happen, but to actually have him see it twists something in you. Your moments with Dabi. They were never for anyone else to pick apart. What will they think of you if they see, if they see you writhing with pleasure at what he does, what he did to you. The moments of calm. When he let you play with his hair. Those weren't moments that we're supposed to be shared.
You turn to see what Bakugou is feeling about what they want you to do, already you know he can't hide his emotions at all.
Looking at you he just smiles. "If you want me to tell them to fuck off for you just say the word. I am really good at telling Deku to fuck off, a large percentage of my life has been doing exactly that."
Taking a deep breath you make up your mind.
"I want the best dessert I've ever had to go with my dinner too, and an obnoxious amount of wine."
"Fucking done."
——
"We're going to record what is said." Mizutani says. "Just focus on Hawks voice, we're going to try and stay in the memory of you looking in the safe, if your mind wanders we have no choice but to follow along, so keep your mind on the safe."
"Okay."
She grabs onto your right hand and Hawks grips your left hand. Deku and Bakugou sat on chairs near your feet, Bakugous fingers soothing you with circles on your ankles, you were laid out on a twin bed. Again you wonder how you ended up in this situation. You're laying on a bed with the former number two hero and the current top two comforting you.
Looking into Mizutanis eyes you watch as the black of her eye begins to fade into the center of her eye. Both of her eyes look normal now, and you can only focus on the intense black of her pupil.
The room blurs and your in Dabis office again. Sitting on the pillow, Dabi on the computer. You're back here, your breathing begins to hitch.
Remembering what happened in this room after you had tricked him.
Suddenly your being held by Dabi, his hands in your hair pushing your mouth to his clothed member.
"You feel how hard it's getting Mouse?" Dabi says
"Y/N." looking behind you, hawks is squatted down to your eye level. "You're not really here, this is just a memory. You're safe."
The room is empty, it's just you and Hawks in the room.
Taking deep breaths you keep reminding yourself you're not really here, but it feels so real.
"Are you okay?"
"I am fine."
He smiles at you, calming your nerves. When you look to where Dabi was sitting he's no longer there.
"Where's the safe?" Hawks asks.
Standing you walk around the desk with Hawks following.
Dabis voice comes from out in the hall. His voice seems to trigger another memory. Suddenly you're no longer in the office.
You're in the shower, Dabi has you wrapped around him and he's kissing you. He's pushing himself against your center. Swallowing your gasps with his mouth.
When you open your eyes you see Hawks standing behind him.
Panicked you try to pull away from Dabi and to cover yourself, instead you're thrown into another memory of Dabi waking you with his mouth on your pussy. Your pleased squeaks filling the room.
You're in your dream again, the one from the bus.
"Please, please, Let me cum for you." You pleaded with him. To your side Hawks is there again, this time he's able to speak.
"Hey, it's okay, focus on the office. The safe. We need to go to the safe."
Closing your eyes, you try to focus on the safe and not on Dabis tongue. You remember the feel of the keys when you opened it. The silence while you strained to hear where Dabi was. When you open your eyes you're standing by the safe again.
"You're doing so good!" Hawks reassures you.
You don't need a code this time, the safe simply opens when you try. Pulling out the papers you lay them out on the desk. Hawks looks at the paperwork and notebooks. He begins to read everything out loud. You simply focus on staying in that room, with the safe. The vision wavers in and out when you lose focus. Dabi wrapped around you as you slept. Back to the office. Sparring with Dabi. You'd been so close to catching him off guard. He'd grabbed the back of your head to pull you nose to nose and his smile was bright and his eyes shone with pride. You'd buried this moment. "That's my girl." He said. You shook your head and you were back in the office. You focused harder.
Stay in the room.
Stay in the room.
Over and over.
Finally Hawks is putting a hand on your shoulder. "We can leave Dove. You did such a good job, let's leave this house okay!"
You nod and once he grabs your hand the room goes blurry. Your trying to blink the dizzy away and when your vision starts to focus your back in the room with all of the hero's.
When you look at Bakugou his face is red, he looks angry. Deku seems to be trying not to make eye contact with you.
Hawks and Mizutani are the only ones looking at you normally.
"You did really well! You have great focus!" Said Mizutani, handing you a couple of candies and a glass of water. "Eat these, and drink this. In a few minutes we'll have you try and stand."
"Thank you so much, you've done so much to help us today, I am so grateful." Deku says quietly.
Bakugou stood up, still not looking at you he glared at Hawks and walked out of the room.
"Kachaan!" Deku follows him out.
Hawks rubs your shoulder, silently reassuring you. "I don't think he expected to hear you and Dabi in those situations. I think he left more out of anger at me for letting you be in that situation. He's mad at me, not at you."
You really need to get less angry people in your life you think.
A meal and an invite to fight
Chapter Notes
So as I said before, Dabis broadcast is the same as in 290! To make up for not writing it out I am sharing a link to a shower doodle I did of his reveal. I draw MHA characters for my oldest daughter in our shower, she gets a kick out of it and likes getting to see a new doodle in the mornings. It's just a silly thing I'll share with you guys.
Again, I try to not do spoilers, I am assuming everyone knows, but the link is here https/vm./ZMehvPB9H/
Hawks walked you back to your room. The silence was a little uneasy, but not unfriendly.
"I am sorry, you know, for not being able to get you out, and for when I had to… that first day we met…"
You held a hand up to stop him. "I don't want to think about, I understand and I won't." You sighed heavily. "I don't hold it against you. But I don't want to think about it. I definitely don't want to talk about it."
Hawks breathed out. "Bakugou seems to like you." He was changing the subject.
You can't help the chuckle that leaves your mouth.
"I am a quirkless war trophy to one of the most dangerous villains in Japan, who wouldn't be drawn to me? Especially a hero. You guys can't help it, it's built into your DNA." Locking eyes with Hawks, you move your hand to the bandage around your neck, feeling the texture of the gauze. "He's a hero, it's in his blood to take care of the weak, he's just doing his job."
Hawks paused outside your door with you.
"Caretaking was never exactly his specialty. He's more attack dog than guard dog." Hawks bared his teeth in a mock snarl. Bringing his fingers up like claws.
"Thank you for walking me back to my room, this was just a super time." You say wanting to end the conversation. You know he's trying to help, but you need the silence of your room. He doesn't protest or push as you shut the door in his face.
Once you enter your room you sat at the desk. Processing what had just happened and what everyone in that room had seen. You should've asked Bakugou to leave the room. Dabi had made you feel good, you knew that. But, you thought you'd fought him more. Having to face it like that, it didn't look like you'd even tried.
You didn't look like an unwilling participant. Walking back to the desk you move it in front of the door. What must they think of you. Weak. Pathetic. Gullible.
You wonder when you can leave, they got the information they needed from you. Maybe they can help you get out of the country in the next couple of days. Dabi would hunt you down here, but you doubt he would start searching different countries. You wouldn't be worth that effort. He'd made the effort on Tartarus, but he was already there. Once they'd gotten you here, Dabi would view that as too much effort to get his quirkless war trophy back. You were probably safe.
Laying down in bed you struggle to not think of Bakugous face. The anger in his eyes when he'd left the room. He must be disgusted with you now. That you allowed a villain to touch like that with such little fight. That was probably for the best too. If he no longer wanted to be your friend, leaving would be all the easier.
It's best you just leave, let them do what they needed to do, but you are no longer needed.
Closing your eyes, you ignore the knocking on your door and fall asleep.
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(For Dabis reveal please refer to chapter 290, I don't want to put full blown spoilers! Which is probably silly and most people already have seen it, it's just out of caution! He'll have the same broadcast before this scene.)
Dabi felt exhilarated. His mind was free of you for the moment. Focused only on ruining Endeavor. People will now know what the real face between the false number ones mask.
It shouldn't take long for his message to reach his father and siblings ears. He's sure he'll be getting a message from that bastard soon.
Leaving the room Shigaraki was waiting right outside of the door. His red eye glaring behind the hand covering his face.
"You didn't think this information was worth sharing with the group?"
"I didn't think this information was anyone's business. It wouldn't have changed anything having anyone else in the league know."
Walking down the newsrooms hallway, Dabi quickened his pace. He didn't want to be near Shigaraki right now. He wanted to revel in what he'd just done. To take in the moment. But he couldn't. He wanted to put his hands on you, cup your face and tell you what he'd just done. What he'd started. He could celebrate his victory buried in your pussy or his cock buried in your mouth. If you had been here while he did this, it would've been perfect. Just a few moments was all it took to need you within reach again.
He also wanted to get everything ready for when he brought you home. He had to undo the damage Hawks created too. His revelation on Hawks parentage should keep bird brain busy, and away from you.
He'll be too busy trying to rebuild his name. He cares too much about his image to not give him the reaction he wants. Hawks may know Dabi, but Dabi knows how to manipulate him just as well.
"We're not done talking!" Shigarakis shrill voice interrupted his inner monologue.
"You mean your not done talking, I am. Let me know when dear old Dad reaches out won't you. Shouldn't take too long."
Once he reached his family home Dabi went to the master bedroom. He had begun replacing all of the furniture, even how the room was set up. He wanted no reminders of her attack, or of her first imprisonment with him.
He was going to have to start all over with you. He was so close, you were almost fully his. If Keigo hadn't given you that blossom of hope...
"She would've learned to love me." He said out loud to no one. Is that what he wanted? He hadn't realized it. But you ran. He didn't relish the idea of the monster he was going to have to be once you were back home. You'll learn to keep your focus on only him.
He had thought he was past that part. He could be soft with you and let your fire start to relight. He just needed to control your inner flames, so he could keep it contained. While he enjoyed that sadistic side of him, he had been looking forward to the next step. He'd liked the companionship more than he'd thought he would.
This time he wouldn't miss the signs, he would have a better read on you as well. Thinking back to all of the moments where he now knew you were lying. He had a small elite team looking for you now, their healer had gone missing so he was having to allow his leg and arm heal naturally. Or he'd be out there himself. The soreness was a constant reminder of you.
He knew the chances of them finding you were low, but he wanted a back up just in case his poke at Endeavor failed.
Looking in the mirror his eyes went to the matching chain in his ear, you couldn't mark him like he did you, but he had made sure there was a physical connection of him to you. It wasn't the same as the way he could mark you, but it was a way to show that while you were his, you also had him. He thought you'd understand what his gift meant.
Yes, this time, he'd successfully break you down and build you back up perfectly.
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Reader POV
A loud bang knocked you out of sleep. Your blocked door was being forced open.
Before you could stand the desk was pushed over, and a panting Bakugou looked around your room, almost panicked until his eyes found you. His gaze softened when they made contact with yours.
"You creating an obstacle course for me to feed you? I don't need the workout that bad do I?" He smiled at you.
"I kind of hoped it would give the message of leave me alone." You say dryly.
"That's not the message I got from it." He said thoughtfully looking around at the mess he created. "I thought maybe someone got in and got to you."
"I'm fine, I just want to be left alone."
"I just made you all of this food and a cake, the least you can do is eat it with me." He said, stepping over the broken wood of the desk.
"Are you going to pick up the mess you made?" You ask him.
"Later, today was fucked, just have a meal with me." He set the tray on the bed and sat next to it, looking at you in a way that almost felt like he was challenging you to try and say no.
"Will you leave me alone after."
Handing you chop sticks Bakugou shrugged.
"Ask me after we eat."
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"Did you really make all of this? You didn't have someone run and get this from somewhere?"
"I am good at everything, I thought you'd notice that by now." He boasted.
"Especially at being humble." You snark back.
"Fine I am good at almost everything."
Laughing, you choked on your drink.
Once you have control over your body again, the memory of what happened that morning engulfed your thoughts.
"You're not acting like you're disgusted by me." It's not a question.
Looking like he had expected the conversation to go this direction, he set down his utensils and gave you his full attention.
"Why would I be?"
"You saw." You can't hold his gaze. Looking away, you feel your face heat.
"Which part was supposed to make me disgusted by you? The part where you were imprisoned? The sex you were manipulated into? Or the part where you did what you had to get through it?"
Shaking his head, he stood and came and kneeled in front of you. Not willing to let you look away, his hands cupped your face.
"Any disgust I feel has nothing to do with you, none of that was your fault."
Tears started to blur your vision.
"I didn't fight back enough."
"You fought back enough to survive and still be you, how is that not enough."
This time when you moved your face out of his hands he let you, he moved his hands to your knees and stayed silent.
"I couldn't stop any of it, not even in my head. Fuck, he even taught me to fight a bit and I couldn't stop some random person who broke in from almost killing me."
Smiling, Bakugou stood.
"See this I can do, fight me."
"Excuse me?"
Grabbing your hand he pulled you towards the door.
"You heard me, you're going to fight me. This is the best therapy anyway."
Stopping him from pulling you any further, you pulled your hand from his grasp.
"I was promised food and alcohol, not having to fight Dynamite. I wasn't even given my drinks."
Smiling wider he grabbed your hand again. Pulling you along like you weighed nothing.
"They don't exactly have alcohol around here, but I know somewhere we can go, just need some face covering and we should be fine. We'll drink and then you'll fight me."
Allowing him to guide you can't help the content feeling spreading through out your chest.
"Should I be concerned at how much you want to throw punches at me?
Alcohol, punched and capture
Bakugou had taken you about two hours out from the hero's hideout. Face masks covered all but your eyes, and he tucked your hair into a beanie.
The ride in the car was a peaceful calm. He didn't force a conversation and you were able to simply enjoy the view. Sometimes the view was his side profile, focused on the road. His hands wrapped around the steering wheel, his skin whitening at the knuckles as he weaved through traffic.
When you pulled into an izakaya he came around and helped you from the car. Guiding you up to standing then keeping his hand on your lower back as you walked into the establishment.
"Let's get you drunk." He said, smiling at you. Once you were seated you both removed your masks and hats. Bakugou went to the counter and ordered you both a round and some food to snack on while you drank.
"So what did you do for Endeavors agency?" He asked.
"I keep the whole agency afloat, really they would've shut down if it weren't for my skills with a copy machine and my ability to file paperwork."
"So really it's the fact that you haven't been able to get to a copy machine that the whole country has gone to shit."
Laughing into your drink, you look away, pink staining your cheeks.
"Exactly, I guess that's on me. My bad."
Smiling at you he takes another drink. The next hour is spent with you two going back and forth taking flirtatious digs at each other. Finally moving out to a seating area that's outdoors. You were alone in the night.
"Do you feel better?" Bakugou asked.
"I do, this, this was needed. Thank you."
"Good, now you can fight me." He said while standing.
"You were serious about that?"
"Why would I joke about it?" He looked at you like you were an idiot to not take him at his word. "Just show me what you can do Sweetheart."
Standing, not quite as wobbly as you thought you would be, you try to block out the worry of fighting a pro hero.
"I feel like me fighting a pro might be one of the dumbest things I've ever done"
Standing across from you and removing his sweatshirt Bakugou begins to stretch his arms out. It was nice of him to think fighting you required a warm up.
"Learning from one might be one of the smartest things you can do however."
Without warning he stepped towards you, swinging at your head with his right hand.
Ducking you rolled away the Dabi had taught you. Standing back up to find where he was.
Panicked at how hard he was going at you, you pick up a chair to your side and throw it at him as he steps towards you, faster than what you thought someone his size would be capable of. With how heavy he is, he shouldn't have that speed. He's really attacking you!
While he's distracted by the chair you throw a punch hitting him across the cheek and you manage to get a kick into his side. It felt like kicking a steel wall. The kick most likely hurt you more than it did him.
Ducking under his next swing you manage to make it back to your table, and you grab both of your glasses and hurl those at his face.
Bakugou is smiling through out the whole fight so far, like he's amused by a child play fighting.
"That's it Sweetheart, use what you got around you. You're not completely helpless."
His condescending tone pisses you off. Remembering Dabi telling you not to let anger get in the way you try and remain calm. This time when you go to kick his side again, he grabs your leg with both hands. Using the leverage from your leg he turns you until he can grab the back of your neck, holding you between his side and under his arm.
Luckily for you this was a favorite move of Dabis, he had taught you how to utilize your legs when pinned like this and you were able to push into his other side with your knee.
When he releases you, you grab the chair you'd hit him with previous to hit him again. He was expecting this time and he used your forward momentum to you to the floor.
Rolling so he was on top of you, you were able to slide up, grabbing onto your waist he tries to hold you in place. Using your legs you wrap them around his neck.
Once your legs were locked he instead stood up, taking you with him, tossing you on top of a table. With him once again on top of you and in a better position of control you try to force him to let go of you but hitting him with your elbow in the side of his head.
When his head flings back you roll of the table and take him with you. Landing on top of him you go to throw another punch at his face, he grips your wrist, stopping you.
You see his fist come up out of the corner of your eye and you grab his wrist. Both of you preventing your final punches.
Heavy breathing is the only noise between you. Bakugou only can smile at you, like a wild cat whose found his prey.
"You're not working with nothing beautiful. Jesus, now how do you feel."
Rolling off him and standing you find you have no words for the moment.
"I broke a chair."
"It was my back that broke it, I think that counts as me breaking the chair sweetheart."
Picking up the broken chair he stands it up. It stays for a moment before comically falling apart piece by piece.
You both start laughing, Bakugou pulling out enough money to pay for the chair and glasses you broke.
"Let's go." He says.
Before you reach the car a phone in his pocket goes off.
"Yeah." He answers.
He's hyper focused before he turns his gaze on you. You can't help but shrink away at his look, you can see confusion in his gaze, soon it's masked with fury. The look he gives you reminds you of when Dabi burned his hand prints into your hips.
"Get in the car, and let me finish this call." He growls at you, the tone of his voice is just as terrifying as the look in his eye as he walks back into the building.
You react before you can think and you run. You don't know why, but instinct has you running faster than you know is possible. Ignoring the strain in your legs and the burn in your chest. You don't want to be part of this war, you don't want people looking at you with such fury. You don't want the unpredictability anymore. A good moment suddenly turning into something unknown. You want no part of it.
You don't know how long you've run before you finally stop. Folding in half to catch your breath.
Why did you run? He wasn't going to hurt you right. The anger on his face didn't even have anything to do with you. Now you're lost. Somewhere you don't know.
Trying to find your way back without recognizing anything proves difficult.
"Shit." You say out loud. What was the name of where you just were, you can go ask. Almost to the door or a shop hands grip around your waist pulling you into any ally.
"Thanks for running, you made this much easier." A voice growls in your ear. Cuffs encase your wrists and your pushed onto your back on the ground. 5 men are standing around you. The one who spoke to you has his boot holding you down on the ground while another zip ties your ankles together.
The leader of the group pulls out a phone, after pushing the screen he faces it towards you.
Blue eyes meet yours, you can see a fire reignite behind them as he realized what he was looking at.
"Having fun Mouse? Have you missed me?" His voice sounds calm, like he knew you'd be caught, but it doesn't match the excitement on his face. "I can't tell you how much I have missed you. Let's get you home shall we."
You can't even speak or react at all. You were an idiot. You shouldn't have left Bakugou.
"We're on our way back to the base." The man says to Dabi.
"No, go to the nearest hotel, message me the room number, I am just a few minutes away from Kurogiri. I'll have him warp me there for her. If there's a mark on her I'll do triple it to all of you."
"Yes Sir." The man nodded and hung up the phone.
He's reaching down to pick you up when you hear yelling. The sound of explosions has your curling into a fetal position. In your position you can only hear Bakugous yells and the men's groans. Once it's silent he rolls you over.
His crimson eyes are soft looking at you.
"I feel like I've had to ask this a lot today. Are you okay?"
You can only nod as he begins removing the zip ties.
"Dabi is warping here to get me. We have to leave."
"Yeah hold on." He doesn't finish removing your bindings, you can't move.
Picking up the leaders phone he pushes redial. This time when Dabi answers he's silent. Staring at Bakugou with fierce dislike.
"Good try, sorry to interrupt your big move here." Bakugou sneers at Dabi. "But she's staying with me, go find someone else."
"I think you'll find you're going to need to be the one who finds someone else." Dabi spits out. "She knows as well as I do that she's mine, her and I are intertwined. If you want a chance at surviving what's coming you'll forget your attachment to her. She's already mine.
Bakugou smiles back. "Nah, I don't mind fighting, enjoy it actually. You're welcome to bring what you got."
Before Dabi can respond Bakugou grips it tight and sets off explosions, blasting the phone to pieces.
Turning back to you he quickly removes the rest of your bindings.
"Get on my back, we need to move fast you idiot. Why would you run like that."
"I'm sorry." Wrapping your arms around his neck he uses his quirk to quickly get you out of the area before Dabi can warp there.
"I hate doing it but we're going to have to steal a car, they probably know what we drove here."
Ashamed that you put him in this position you can only lay your head on the back of his neck, ready to follow what he says.
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DABIS POV
Once Dabi reached the ally, knowing he'd be too late, something beyond rage overtook him. He doesn't even know when he began using his fire to destroy the men who had failed him.
He almost had her back. He was literal minutes from having her back in his grasp and she slipped out again. These five failed against one fucking pro.
With no words he messaged Kurogiri and a portal opened behind the corpses. Stepping through he found himself at the base the men had left from.
"How did they find her."
The woman at the computer looked panicked.
"Uh, well, we just utilized the facial recognition already in place, using one of our members quirks it worked faster and they were able to connect us to other security feeds. We found them on this izakayas camera system." She said pulling up a recording of you removing your mask with that explosion asshole. "We were trying to figure out how to get her from him, but she helped us out by running from him."
Watching you smile and laughing with Bakugou caused flames to burst out of Dabis hands. He didn't even realize his body was encased in the flames as he spoke again.
"Why did she run from him? Did he hurt her?" He didn't what pissed him off more, the smile and ease on your face while you were with him, or the idea of him hurting you.
The women sat in scared silence for a moment until a glare had her voice jump back.
"W-w-we don't know. He told her to get in the car, she looked panicked and then just ran."
"Leave." He said simply, finally noticing his flames he extinguished them and he took her now empty seat. She was too scared of him to be of any use. He watched as you and Bakugou drank and laughed together. You'd fed him a bite from your food, he'd often reciprocate the kindness. He'd cut out his tongue.
Moving outside the video switched to a different screen. He watched as you two looked at peace with each other before seeing Bakugou stand and start stretching. He can't hear the words that leave your guys lips but he can see the panic in your eyes.
Flames ignite again as he watches Dynamite run at you and swing. The chair he sat on caught fire and Dabi for the second time in such a short amount of time had to extinguish himself and the chair.
As he watched the fight progress he found the anger fading, replaced by pride as he watched you use the skills he taught you to hold your own against a pro.
"That's my girl." He says.
As he watches you and Bakugou laugh at the chair breaking, he inhales deeply.
Endeavor had already reached out, his opening was coming. He wasn't going to rely on anyone else this time. He would be coming for you himself.
He wanted that look in your eye you had on the video. You'd look at him like that. A new plan on what to do with you once you were home already hatching in his mind.
The dead Todoroki
The car ride back wasn't silent this time. Each town over Bakugou would pull over and they would take a new car. He didn't want to take any car too far from where he took it.
"Why the fuck would you run! I told you to just wait in the fucking car!" He yelled at you. His hand slamming down into the steering wheel.
Sinking into your seat you searched for the words to explain what happen. Knowing you deserved his frustration didn't make it any easier to swallow.
"I couldn't control it, the look in your eye, the way you yelled. The last time someone looked at me like that I didn't exactly enjoy the ending." Turning your face from him so you couldn't see the hurt you know you probably just caused by the comparison.
"God damnit. Look. Fuck." He said, taking one hand off the steering wheel he rubbed his forehead. He'd put you back in your hat and you both had the face masks back on. "I wasn't looking at you, I just happened to look at you."
"Well, glad we cleared that up."
"Did you know who Dabi was?" He asked suddenly.
Finally looking towards him you furrow your eyebrows, confused.
"Dabi is one of the lieutenants of the the PLF and he has a fire quirk. Cremation specifically. Terrifying and he kills with brutal intention." Saying it out loud was a good reminder for yourself.
"He's a Todoroki." Bakugou says, looking at your face as if to gauge your reaction to his statement.
"What? How is that possible?" But you think back to the box of pictures. You were so worried about what was happening with you, you'd never fully pieced it together. However as soon as Bakugou said it, it made perfect sense.
The box of photos of the Todorokis, and the fact he'd said his home was a family members and he'd just claimed it. Really you should've pieced it together as soon as you'd found out it was a former pros house. His white hair had even made sense now.
"You didn't know?"
Shaking your head at him, you take a deep breath.
"I didn't, but it makes sense."
"How the fuck does that make sense to you?"
You explain everything to him. His hair, the photos. Everything.
"This is pretty fucked up, Icy Hot must be losing his mind." Bakugou said.
"What about Endeavor? I can't imagine what must be going through his mind. He's gone through the grief of losing a child and now this. I can't imagine."
Looking back out of your window you try and process everything and make sense of it.
"So now what? What's going to happen."
"Endeavor and Todoroki are planning a meeting. They wanted to go alone but that's not going to happen."
"I doubt Dabi would meet them alone." You say. "Even if he actually wanted to, Shigaraki would be stupid to allow it."
Bakugou nodded in agreement.
"They found us tonight, I think it would be smart to set a meeting near there. Keep them away from where we currently are. Obviously not alone. Maybe set up a temporary truce if we can. I would rather ignore his revelation, he decided to no longer be a Todoroki a long time ago, Endeavor should just continue on grieving his dead son, Dabi may be Toya, but he's not the son he's been grieving."
You look at Bakugou in horror. "That's not how it works, you want a father to turn away from an opportunity to speak to a child he thought was dead."
"That's exactly what I want, but it's not what is going to happen."
"Do you think Endeavor can get Dabi to listen to reason? Maybe to rejoin their family?"
"That's a dumb fucking question. You worked for him, you had to have seen it. Endeavor doesn't exactly bring out love and devotion from his children. He's a strong hero, but as far as his bond with his kids, it's not exactly strong. I mean it's better than what it was, but it's still not something I would bet on."
You already knew that, but you'd hoped he'd have a different answer.
"When we get back, I want to find somewhere safe you can go. I don't want you near this. You're going into hiding." Bakugou demanded.
"Are you asking me or telling me what I'll be doing?" You ask. You don't like the way he's talking to you.
"I am fucking demanding and your going to do what it is I am telling you to do. You don't need to be apart of this."
"I wasn't intending on being apart of this, I also have had enough of people telling me what to do. I am not everyone's helpless little pet waiting for the orders to bark."
"Well, woof wolf, you're going to bark along to this order Sweetheart. I am not trying to pick a fight, and this isn't a fight. Pick where you want to go and I'll get you there. But you are going to do what it is I am telling you." When he looks at you this time there's a finality in his eye. "That's the end of this discussion, you don't get a say in this."
He's lucky Dabi isn't in anywhere near you two. The way he's speaking to you would have you marching straight at Dabi and forcing yourself into every aspect of whatever the plan would be.
Mentally you shake yourself. You know you should take his offer. Even if it's a command and not an offer. You don't like that he's talking to you like you're helpless. Even if you aren't exactly helpful.
Shaking it from your head you resolve to pick a place and disappear from the situation. You've done enough.
Fuck him for acting like he's your new owner. You're tired of it, you're your own owner. He can shut up. Nodding to yourself with finality like you'd won an argument with him.
"Fine, as my new master commands." You can't help the thought from leaving your mouth.
"I am not taking the bait with that statement sweetheart." He says without looking at you, you can see the tension in his jaw and it makes you clench your own jaw.
——
When you arrive back at the hideout Bakugou and you were herded into a large room. Endeavor, Eraserhead, All Might, Deku, Uravity, Ingenium, Shoto and many others you recognized were already waiting.
Before anyone can say anything Bakugou spoke up.
"Why is she here? She shouldn't be in here." He said.
"Shes spent the most time with my brother, we just want to ask about him." Shoto said gently.
"You want to question the women who was held prisoner by him you mean. Make her relieve that time, when she already did that for us once." Bakugou all but snarled back.
"I am sorry to ask this of you, and you don't have to be here." Endeavor interrupted the beginnings of a fight between the two young pros. "I already got as much out of Hawks as I could. The commission and him already knew who he was it seems. They kept it from me. From my family."
That explains Hawks absence from the room. You don't imagine anyone was overly thrilled with this development.
"I don't think Hawks would've enjoyed keeping this from someone he idolizes." You say in his defense. "This whole thing can't have been easy for him."
"Hawks is working through his own issues right now, he's not here by his own choice, not ours." Eraserhead offered.
"Toya wants to meet, I'd prefer to go myself." Endeavor interrupted. "I want the opportunity to speak to my son."
"You're not going on your own." Shoto responded in a firm and calm way only he seemed capable of.
"You're both fucking idiots if you think you're doing that." Bakugou said. "He's going to try and kill both of you."
"You're right, but this is my fight to take and I won't be held back from trying to reach my own son. No one else has to be involved in this."
"Except me." Shoto replied. Endeavor looked at his youngest, you could see an argument wanting out, but he only nodded his head.
"If you're going to go through with this you need a smart plan." All Might said.
"I have one, at least the start of one." Bakugou said.
"What is it Kachaan?" Deku looked towards Bakugou.
"Some of the PLF caught up to us tonight, about two hours from here." Every eye in the room turned to you. "Dabi wants her back, and he's not going to give up. If your going to set up a truce meeting, do it close to where we were tonight. Somewhere where there aren't many civilians. You don't go alone, he won't be alone. Don't be dumbasses. Always have an out, we will have a core group. The. A group close by ready to jump in so we can get out when, and I do fucking mean when it all goes to shit." You wonder if anyone else notice he intentionally called him Dabi. Separating him from Toya.
"Do you think the PLF would be willing to meet under a truce?" Uraraka asked.
"You're not going Pink Cheeks." Bakugou said, using a softer tone than he did with you. It sounded more like a request than the demand he gave you.
"Yes I am." She said back.
"You don't think that vampire will be one of the ones he brings?"
"I know she will be, and I can deal with it. I won't hide. You know damn well you wouldn't either so don't you dare try and tell me to hide." She said, no room for argument in her voice.
Again you can see Bakugous jaw clench. Narrowing his eyes to glare at her.
"We could try and make it a negotiations meeting, agree to a truce with a quick leave backup plan. Ask for a list of demands going forward. Maybe we could try and utilize this as an opportunity, we can't just stay in hiding forever. We need to take a step in a direction." All Might said. His thought process wasn't thought out and you could see him fitting pieces of a plan together.
There's a thought in the back of your mind, you try to ignore it. You need to leave the country while you have the opportunity.
As if he can read your mind Bakugou speaks up.
"Y/N needs to leave, we need to get her out of here. She's done with this fight." He says.
"I agree." Said Deku. All the hero's in the room nod in agreement.
"Can I leave here then? It's been a long night and I'd like to go lay down." Locking eyes with Endeavor you try to give him an understanding look. "Before I leave to wherever I go, if you want to ask me about him, I'll talk to you," You look to Shoto. "And you. But I'd prefer not to have a big group."
"And me." Bakugou adds.
"No." You look at him. "You already know more than I'd like you too."
"I am going to be there." He says.
"Than I am not talking." If he's going to be stubborn, you can be stubborn right back.
"I'll meet with you in the morning after breakfast." Endeavor says, walking over to open the door and guide you out before the explosion hero can argue with you further.
Walking into your room, you collapse on the bed and try to focus on getting out of this war.
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DABIS POV
"Dabi! Endeavor is wanting a meet up!" Toga bounces towards him.
"Why do you sound shocked, of course he does." He says.
Shigaraki enters the room, calmly leaning against a wall.
"You didn't want to answer the call from your dear old dad?" He challenges Dabi. "You guys have so much to catch up on."
"Nah, keep him wanting to see me. Can't encourage him to meet in person if I give in to a phone call. I can't kill the bastard over the phone."
"If we agree to a truce they say they'll listen to our demands, work with us."
"What find some common ground?" Dabi rolls his eyes. "Say whatever you want, when we meet with them we just let them go and trail them to wherever they are hiding and kill them all."
"They are smarter than letting us tail them easy. If we can pick who shows up, see what their idea of a mutually beneficial step forward would be. If we don't like it we can just kill them all."
"We're not killing anyone at any meeting they show up to. We will be getting to their hideout."
Shigaraki glared knowingly at Dabi.
"Why? So you can get your toy back? You don't think they won't be sending her away?"
"That explosion dick will keep her close, trying to woo her into thinking he can keep her safe." Dabi says, gritting his teeth.
"So make them bring her." Toga says.
"Right, I am sure they'll fall right into that trap." Shigaraki sasses back.
"Say without her being there, there's no truce." She says as if it's the obvious solution.
Dabis eyes light up. "If they agree to that, I don't want anyone attacking any of the hero fucks around her, I'll help kill every single one of them. She's not around for it."
"You could work her attachment to you in our favor, she is attached to you whether she knows it or not." Shigaraki explains. "I doubt she'd just stand around while the hero's were attacked or you. She'd let us go under, but while she's a weak point for you, we can work her weakness for you to our advantage. If we go in smart. It'll involve patience."
"Make the deal, I'll go along with whatever you have working in your fucked up head. I leave with her, she doesn't get hurt. I mean it when I say I have no issue killing any of you if you go near here." He says walking out of the building. "Set it up, I have a homecoming gift to prepare for my little Mouse."
A morning brawl and a new home
Chapter Notes
We're getting so close to their reunion! I have kind of a crazy week ahead of me, so I might have to actually stick to my once a week updates, i do try and do multiple per week! I am hoping I can keep this flow up however!
Taking a deep breath you try to focus on the sunrise instead of how early it is. The morning chill has you rubbing your hands together, trying to bring warmth to your fingertips.
"Why do we have to be awake so early?" You ask Bakugou.
"I want to work with you on some of your weak points before we get you out of here. You don't like watching the sunrise with me sweetheart?" Bakugou teases and it causes the tips of your ears to warm and turn pink.
"I generally like to sleep through sunrises." Bakugou had brought you out into a wooded area. You've already stumbled over the rough ground in your sleepy state.
You walk into a clearing and he has set up a dummy. Once your closer you see a piece of paper taped over the blank face. It was a crude drawing that brought out a laugh.
"Is that supposed to be Dabi?"
"You can't tell? I thought you'd need some motivation."
"It looks like a four-year-old drew that. He doesn't have sharp teeth. I don't want to hurt him, I just want to leave."
Bakugou grabs both of your hands, stopping you from rubbing them together. Your hands were easily enclosed in both of his large hands and you can feel pops around your hands. He was using his quirk to warm your hands.
"That seems like a dangerous trick." You say, resisting the urge to pull your hands away from his micro explosions. Enjoy the heat it's generating instead.
"It is, feels good though, worth perfecting for numerous situations."
His eyes were burning into yours and you no longer needed to be warmed at his implication. You break the hold he has on you by turning your head, unable to stop the smile crossing your face.
"All right, I am going to show you a couple of moves using the Dabi, I mean the dummy." He raised his eyebrows and smiled at you. "Then once you have that down, you'll practice on me." He said while pulling you towards the dummy.
Once he's positioned you in front of the fake Dabi he moves to stand behind the imitation.
"Look at me Sweetheart." He grumbles at you. "When we fought you did fine, against average people you'd actually could kick their ass, quirkless or not."
"Dabi made me train with him almost everyday."
"Well he did you a favor there, but you can tell you were tense with his training. You need to relax, if you stay tensed up your moves and reactions will be slower. It's easier to tell what you're going to come at me with."
Widening his stance, he maintained his eye contact with you.
"Take a couple of deep breaths, loosen up your body. Keep your body loose."
Following his directions you visualize your tension melting away, you hadn't fully realized how much you were holding onto.
"When your in a physical fight the most people can go tends to be around 15-20 seconds, if you're going at a pro or a high ranked villain however you can double or sometimes triple that. You need to be able to be consistently throwing punches, kicks, fucking elbows, everything you can for that amount of time. Are you ready to start Sweetheart?"
Nodding, you put yourself into a starting position.
Bakugou steps behind you and puts his hands on your shoulders and pushes at some of your knots.
"Relax, breathe, you're tensing back up." Continuing to rub your shoulders you relax them as much as you can. "I know my art skills are fucking great but he's not really in front of you. You can handle this dummy."
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Three hours later Bakugou finally started walking back with you. You chest and throat hurt from harsh breathing in the cold air.
You were starving, and thirsty and you didn't want to stand for a week.
"Why do the men I attract into my life try to kill me with exercise. It's fine if you guys thrive off of it but do you know what I thrive off of?" You trip and before you face plant strong arms grab you and swing you around so Bakugou is giving you a piggy back ride.
"What do you thrive off of?"
"Sleeping, and dessert."
"I don't think either of those will keep you alive."
"But it will keep me happy."
"I'll keep that in mind Sweetheart. I've never cared for sweets very much."
Stepping into the hotel you can feel the tension before you can even see another human. 'This isn't good.' You think to yourself.
"Kachaan, we have another meeting, we've been looking for you."
Walking towards your room, Bakugou looks as if he's going to ignore Deku.
"Fine, let me get her to her room and I'll be right there."
"She needs to come too." Deku says quietly.
Bakugou stopped walking, he took a few deep breaths before responding, still not turning to look at his friend.
"Why would she need to come with? She's leaving soon, anything you needed with her is done."
"Endeavor has a request Kachaan, it's not from me. I am sorry." He did sound sorry at least.
"It's okay, let's just go see what he needs." You say with a false calmness.
Without a word he turns, not putting you down to follow Deku.
When you enter the same meeting room from earlier all chatter stops instantaneously. You can feel the muscles in Bakugous shoulders tense, you can feel his temper rising at everyone's gaze going to you.
Did you do something? Not used to being the center of attention, or really in anyone's attention you find the situation beyond uncomfortable. Moving to hide yourself behind Bakugou, who thankfully not only let you, somehow seemed to make himself a bigger presence to shield you.
"What do you need with her?" He said glaring at Endeavor.
"I'd like to talk to her alone actually, she said she'd talk to me."
"If you're going to be asking her questions I am going to be there." Bakugou states.
"I didn't know he'd want to talk to her alone." Deku says quietly.
"It's okay, I'll talk to him." You whisper to him.
"The fuck you will, he's not just looking at story time from you anymore, what can't you ask her in front of me?" He spits out at Endeavor.
"I don't answer to you boy, I suggest you remember who I am. This isn't a request anymore, I need to speak with her and I want to do it without an audience. She's a big girl who can handle talking to me." Endeavors voice filled the room, even though he didn't raise his voice. You could see where Dabi got his authoritative tone.
"I don't even like talking to you, why would she?"
"It's fine Bakugou really, I worked for him for years, I've talked to him before, I don't need you stepping in for me. He's right, I can take care of myself here." Bakugous glare turns to you and it takes every ounce of your stubbornness to not go back to hiding behind him.
"Get her a chair Deku." Bakugou calmly says, but you can feel his body shaking with anger that he's being forced from the room.
Once a chair is placed close to Endeavor, Bakugou unceremoniously helps you onto it. The rest of the hero's vacate the room, Bakugou is the last out of the room.
"I'll be right outside the door, eavesdropping." He says. Shoulders hunched and you can tell he's pouting even if he's not facing you.
There's quiet in the room for a long moment. Endeavor extinguishes his flames, and take a big inhale. Rubbing a giant hand across his face.
You feel like you're invading a private moment, he looks worn down. Tired, and sad.
"I don't know fully what you've gone through, I didn't know you'd even been captured. I apologize for what you've had to endure. I don't know what else to say or how to make it right." His blue eyes are locked with yours, reminding you of the other Todoroki fire user. You can't keep his eye contact. You also can't believe you'd never made the connection, they had the same eyes.
"It's not your fault Sir, I ended up better of where I was than what I could've been I think. Someone else wanted me, but I think it was just to kill me. I never had any delusions that anyone would notice if someone like me went missing."
Standing and pacing, Endeavor seems to be anxious.
"People like you are who we're supposed to be noticing. We're failing and it seems the failures keep rolling into a bigger and bigger mess. One of us should've noticed, you'd even helped on a mission and we still didn't notice. We should have."
He keeps trying to catch your eyes, to make you look at him.
"Did you want to ask me about him?"
"Yes, but I don't want to make you talk about him either, but I want to know...I don't what I want to know honestly."
"I don't have only bad to say about him. I can tell you some of the good first, if that helps."
"You have good to say? He kept you prisoner, from what I've understood he did worse than just keeping you prisoner."
Looking to the ceiling now, as he keeps moving around to get you to look at him.
"You can't even look me in the eye, and I can hazard a guess as to why." He took his seat back.
"I'm sorry, it's not to be disrespectful or hurtful."
"I know. If you have good, I'd like to hear it. Then I need you to tell me as much of the rest that you are comfortable with."
Closing your eyes, you decide to tell him most of it. Leaving out the parts you didn't want anyone to know. The most horrible to the most intimate weren't going to be for anyone else.
"He's funny, in a self deprecating way, but he made me laugh quite a bit, if I think about it. Not to say it made up for...other times. He did take good care of me, he even taught me to fight. He seems to be fiercely protective. He's living in your home, he took good care of it. When someone broke in, they attacked me, he wasn't there." You subconsciously brought your hand to your face, where the would be robber had almost cracked your face open. "He protected me, even took me to be healed after. Which seems like basic things when I say it out loud, I guess it's nothing extraordinary, but it meant something at the moment. I don't know if it's comforting or not to hear all of this but he's not...I don't know the words."
You finally look at Endeavor, but now he's the one avoiding your eyes.
"Thank you, he was always determined once he decided something was for him, now I need you to tell me the bad."
And you do, you tell him and show him the hand prints on your hips, about the Nomu that messed with your memories and about the box.
Head in his hands he takes it all in. When your done you just sit in silence with him.
He clicks his tongue before speaking again.
"Do you think I could reach him if I talk to him, can I do anything to make him hear me?" He's ready to meet your gaze again, demonstrating his seriousness of his self appointed task.
"I don't know, I couldn't say. He never really talked about his family with me."
"Do you think you could, given a different setting?"
Confused, you furrow your eyebrows.
"Could what?"
"Reach him, not necessarily to switch sides, but just to stop what he's doing with Shigaraki."
"That's asking a lot, I don't think he'd listen to me. I am just a glorified trophy."
"One he's negotiating to see. He is willing to negotiate a 3 day truce, but only if you come along for negotiations. I don't think he would've even come out with who he was if we didn't have you."
"That sounds like a trap, to get me and kill you."
"It is one, but we can prepare for that, and keep you safe. Right now they are trying to showcase that their way is the way going forward, if we make the truce public, and they betray that it will slow down their cause and those who support them."
"What do you mean make it public?"
"Make it known that we're meeting, negotiating to get people lives back on track, and this chaos to end. They are now on a larger scale, and according to the intel you brought us, they will essentially be a new political force. They need people to follow them to make their end game work."
"So what televise it?"
"No, but get it out through social media platforms, get as many people talking about the meeting as possible. They'll have to be on their best behavior of the public they want the support of is watching. It's a chance. A microscopic one, but I have to try and reach my son."
"If I don't go, then what?"
"I'll still go, I won't take anyone else, but we could, with a plan, turn everything around. You do understand if we get you out of here, out of the country you'll be running. He won't stop coming for you. It's not a fix all to send you away, and if you go you won't have all of us surrounding you."
You know he's right, it's been on the back of your mind too. You knew it wasn't the end just because you go. You hate him for a moment for voicing it and making it real.
"You have a plan?"
"No, but Creati does, she's smarter than almost everyone here. I trust her."
"If I go, do you honestly think I'd be of any help? Can my just being there near him going to make that big of a difference?"
"It could make just enough of a difference. Hawks says your a blind spot, we can use any blind spot we can get."
At that the doors blasted open. Bakugou marched through the doors, his face red. His eyes were full of rage.
"How the fuck can you ask her to do this? What so you can see your son? Make him go good? Are you that big of a fucking idiot Endeavor?"
"Bakugou!" You interrupt.
"She's not staying." He states.
"I wasn't aware you were her new owner boy."
"Neither of you are in charge of whether or not I agree to this, I've had enough of my choices being taken from me I don't need it to continue from everyone else."
Facing you and looking like he'd be willing to lock you in a room himself he again made himself look bigger.
"You're not doing this! You're fucking leaving if I have to knock you out and take you myself!" He yells at you.
Well if you were on the edge of deciding one way or the other Bakugou just gave you big shove into not doing what he wanted.
"Don't ever threaten me like that again, I refuse to have anyone give me orders and threats, I don't belong to him and I absolutely do not belong to you either."
"That's not what I meant." He tried to backtrack.
"Don't pretend you wouldn't follow through on that threat, I am not some weak thing. Fuck that." You look at Endeavor. "If you say you'll keep me safe I'll trust you, and I'll do this, if you make me look like an idiot for trusting you I'll kick your ass too. I am tired of all of this, if I leave in reality he'll just find me, whether it's a month or a year from now. I am not fool enough to think I'll ever have to stop fucking running and hiding."
Both men at least had the decency to look ashamed at your lecture.
"If you do this, I am going to be right with you the whole time, old man if you try to put me anywhere else I won't be following orders."
"I assumed as much, we can work with that. I still want you to place a second you'd want with her just in case the worst comes."
"Fine."
"Well if you're both done deciding what I will be doing I'd like to go and have a panic attack in my room alone." You don't give them time to react and you practically run to your room, blocking the door again. This time with the desk, chair and mini fridge.
Splaying yourself on the bed, you press a pillow to your face and scream into it.
"I am so fucking stupid." You announce to the empty room.
"I take it that means you'll be going to negotiations than?" Hawks stepped out of your bathroom.
Throwing a pillow at his head two feathers stopped it from hitting his face and pinned it to the ceiling instead.
"Good throw." Looking to the door he sees your blockade. "That'll stop him." He says sarcastically.
"Why are you in my room."
Coming and sitting next to you he motions for you to lean into his side. Deciding you wanted the comfort you let him envelope you in his wings and arms.
"I knew you'd decided to stay, and I thought you need someone to sit with you and not call you an idiot, even if it's yourself."
"You're not going to talk me out of it?"
"Is there something I can say to talk you out of it? Or do you want me to try."
"No."
"Then I won't waste my time, I can sit here with you though and we can talk about anything else. Or about the situation. Or we can just sit, I am just here for whatever you need Kid."
"I want a nap."
"Take a nap, I'll keep anyone from coming in the room."
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DABIS POV
Dabi is walking through the house he picked. The bright side to being not only a villain, but a villain on the winning side of a war, he can pretty much commandeer whatever abandoned thing he wanted.
He didn't want to take his Mouse back to the same house, nor to have her in a place loaded with memories of his previous family. He'd have new ones with her here.
He still had access to her accounts and he'd gone through them and had seen houses she'd shared as dream houses. He looked through what made them similar and started his hunt from there. This one was abandoned and he could already picture her there with him. He looked specifically for abandoned, he didn't want to kill or force his way into a home that way, he wanted to have it outright as his and to be able to tell his mouse he got it without the violence. He had dear old dads accounts, when he found the owners of this house he'd pay them for it, He already had decided she can change whatever she wanted to it. He didn't care about any of it.
He cared about what he could accomplish in it. It was manipulative but he could see her being happy here, with him. He can't change a lot about himself but he could adjust enough for her.
He'd left his phone at his old home, he didn't want any of the league to know about this place. Once he got her back no one would know where to find them. If they needed to meet up they would just meet up at that bastards home. He can just pretend she's being punished somewhere else and can't be seen by company. He'd keep her separate from what the league was doing.
If they agreed to the negotiations, and to bringing her, he knew he'd not only have to keep himself in check but Shigaraki too. He wouldn't let her see his villain side, he can suppress that for three days, he had three days to convince her to come with him willingly.
He'd take her either way, but he'd prefer it to be her choice. He had an ace up his sleeve to help him in that area, he would prefer not to use it. But he knew he most likely would. Even his new information might not be enough, and he'd have to keep her by force to start with again. But he can do it differently this time.
No, she'll agree. She will come with him. He reassures himself walking back outside, heading back to his old home. His thoughts on his upcoming plan keeping him busy.
Once he enters the master bedroom of Endeavors home he hears his phone vibrate.
"They agreed, we meet next week." Is all it said.
Dabi smiles, of course she'd agree to do it, he knew she'd want to see him to. To end all of this.
He was so close.
Removing the chains
You had a week. One week before you were going to be in the same room as Dabi. Every part of you was screaming at you to run. Nothing good was going to happen.
If you can't survive surrounded by some of the best hero's, what good were you going to do on your own?
Hawks stayed with you for the rest of the day and he stayed true to his word to keep everyone out of your room. Mirko even brought you both food throughout the day. Leaving you alone.
Hawks was good at keeping you distracted, telling you stories about his training and cases gone wrong. He had you laughing until tears fell from your eyes at several points. It felt good to have tears associated with laughing versus fear. But it felt false, like you were watching yourself be happy. Knowing the simplicity of this moment wasn't going to last.
He even helped you rub the tension from your body at one point, helping you stretch and recover from the intense workout Bakugou put you through.
Bakugou had tried to come into your room only once. You hid in the bathroom and let Hawks handle him. It didn't go over well and you have a feeling you'd be hearing about it later, or at the very least he'd have you work harder than he did this morning. Bakugous angry tone meeting Hawks sarcasm filled the room with awkward tension, especially since it was obvious you were hiding like a coward.
You felt bad for snapping at him. You hadn't meant to, he just pushed at your buttons. You didn't want to be told what to do anymore and he seemed to be unable to control his forceful leadership role. It might have been reassuring to you at one point, but now, you couldn't help but fight back at it.
You'd thought about going back and taking back your offer to help again, to play any further role in this. Endeavor was right though, if you run, you'll always be running. You were only a couple of days into running and already, it was too much stress. You'd almost been caught just minutes after leaving Bakugous side. If you get captured again, at least you were known now.
Hawks left in the evening so you could shower and have time to yourself to process without his welcome distraction.
Stepping out of the shower, you look in the mirror and your eyes go to your chain. Running your finger tips across the metal you remember the matching set in Dabis ear. You'd wondered why he would attach himself to you like that, a link between you two. It was almost too cheesy, matching jewelry with someone you were sleeping with.
Now that he had destroyed the Todorokis with his admission, turning not only the families world upside down, but his own. If Endeavor was correct, he did it at least partially to get to you. It was a lot to process.
Dressing quickly you run out of your room. You tripped but before your face could hit the wall strong arms gripped you.
"Careful, your ridiculously clumsy, it's amazing you're in one fucking piece."
Bakugou had been sitting in the hallway outside of your door. It was his legs you'd tripped over.
"Why are you out here?"
"I told you, I am keeping an eye out for you. If you don't want me to talk to you you that's fine, but I am keeping you safe."
Dropping your forehead against his chest, you let out a heavy sigh and he lets you take a minute.
"I'm sorry I was mean." You say.
"That's you being mean? You're not very good at it if you view what happened as something to apologize sweetheart. I can handle it when I deservedly get my ass handed to me."
Lifting your head to look at him you raise an eyebrow in doubt at him.
"I mean, I don't handle it well, but I get there eventually." He smiled at you. "Sometimes."
"I wanted to see Endeavor again, I was hoping he'd try to get the chain off." You said, holding the chain away from your neck. "When I see him next week, I want to hand it back to him."
Snorting, Bakugou threw an arm around your shoulder. "That's what I like to hear. Let's go talk to that old fossil. When you give it back to him, if you could do it where I could see I'd be extremely grateful sweetheart."
Entering the dining area Bakugou guides you to an area where Endeavor and All Might are in deep discussion.
Seeing you All Might and Endeavor stand to greet you.
"How are you feeling?" All Might asks.
"I am fine, I just wanted to ask a favor of Endeavor." You can't help but smile back at the former number one. Even as a shell of what he once was, his smile is contagious.
Endeavor looks at you, he says nothing, waiting to hear what you wanted from him.
Your hand going to the chain, you toy with it again.
"You probably don't want to hear about this, but this chain, I was hoping you could try and use your heat to remove it."
"My heat? Why would you need that to break a chain, Dynamight should've even been able to snap it."
"Umm, well it was special made, and only extreme heat can remove it or put it on."
Realization dawning in his eyes, connecting what you were trying to avoid saying.
"I see." He says. Standing to move behind you.
"Lift your hair please." Gathering your hair at the top of your head with your hands you feel the roughness of Endeavors hands slide between your skin and the chain.
"He's not going to be happy his dad is the one who took that off I bet." Bakugou says with an edge of glee to his voice. He seemed to be finding his joy wherever he could, just like you do.
No one says anything as you try to ignore the heat so close to your neck. Your free hand goes to one of the hand prints on your hip. Remembering the heat of that moment. You move your hand away quickly, for some reason touching you palm to his palm print made you feel as though he would be able to feel what you were up to.
The chain loosens and Endeavor keeps the ends from touching you as he carefully removes it from around your neck. He drops the chain into a glass of water. You watch the steam rise from the glass and run your hand around your neck. Feeling fully and completely free in the moment.
Once the steam dissipates you reach into the now warm water, removing the chain. Observing the chain and running it through your fingers.
Smiling at Endeavor you can't help when you hug him. You feel the muscles of his abdomen tense and the tables around you go silent watching Endeavor look lost.
"Uh, thank you." He says while awkwardly patting you on the back.
Pulling away and realizing how inappropriate he probably thought you were you look away embarrassed.
"Sorry, I couldn't help it. Please accept my gratitude for your help Sir." You seemed to make the moment more uncomfortable.
Looking to Bakugou for help you see him fighting a smile and looking towards the ceiling.
A throat clearing behind you draws all of the attention to All Might. "Well that was a nice moment, but maybe we can get back to our discussion Endeavor." He says, giving everyone a reason to go about their business and to walk away.
"Yes, good idea." Endeavor retorts, still looking like he'd never experienced a hug before and didn't have to mental capacity to handle it. It reminded you of Dabi, relishing in being touched.
Bakugou grabbing your hand pulls you from the room. Laughing once your finally in the hallway.
"What's so funny?" You ask him.
"I've seen him fighting all kinds of horrible trash and I've never seen him have such a look of pure panic before. I wish I'd taken a picture, icy hot would've loved it."
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The week was spent training with Bakugou early every morning before you two ate breakfast together. Your muscles were so sore at the end of every session you were starting to think his lessons weren't going to matter. You were not even going to be able to walk on your own. You'd have to be passed from hero to hero to carry you everywhere.
The news began running stories on the upcoming negotiations between hero's and villains. So much of the public had been swayed by the combination of Stains ideology spreading and now combined with the harsh light shown not only on Endeavor, but stories of other hero's worst moments were being brought to light. The PLF was using this to gain public favor.
To those who were directly involved in the war, but only hearing bits and pieces it made it harder for the hero's to reestablish their good standing. It was hard to see how such a large part of the country seemed unsure of what side truly housed the villains. You hadn't expected the public to be swayed that way. And they had been convinced so quickly. Did they forget all of the death and destruction caused by the PLF? Did they not understand that took humans as trophies?
Browsing through any comment section showed that to people on the outside, they didn't understand or even seem to know.
The set up for the negotiations would be in the same town that Bakugou had taken you drinking. Official meetings would take place in a hotel, with members from both sides staying on site.
The PLF made an announcement that they would be going in on good faith, showcasing their desire for public good as their goal. Reforming hero society was their platform after all. To you and the hero's surrounding you, it was clearly a lie. But the public seemed to be eating it up. You can't remember being more frustrated.
Mr. Compress seemed to be the official spokesman for the villains. It was a smart choice, he knew how to work an audience. He spoke well. He sounded genuine.
Watching one of his speeches you felt your body tense when Dabi stepped on the stage behind him. He wasn't there to speak and he looked almost bored. It was the same look he had when Shigaraki made him attend the meeting in order to get you to the healer. He didn't want to be there.
The cameraman began to focus on different members faces, and he zoomed in on Dabi. When he turned his head you see he had now had a matching chain on both ears, instead of one, the same pattern as you'd had around your neck. Turning his head back towards the camera it caused a jolt to your system. If you didn't know better you would swear he was looking straight at you. Just like when you were with him you couldn't look away until thankfully the cameraman panned back to Compress.
If you could freeze like that when he wasn't with you, what use would you be in person. You didn't notice Bakugou watching you through the whole thing, you forgot he was there until his hand gripped your chin to move your gaze to his face.
"Hey, you're okay, relax." He said calmly. "You're not alone this time. You can also do the smart thing and stay away from him too." He added, his temper shining through.
"I'll be fine." You try to sound convincing, pulling your face from his grip.
He had stopped arguing with you, he still made his comments but he at least seemed to accept your decision.
The day before negotiations, you're group went early to the area. Staying just outside of town. Not wanting to be seen coming from the hide out you're group zigzagged there. Wearing face masks and trying to remain unseen.
Hawks remained on the bus along with Endeavor. Both of them were hard to disguise. Stopping for food you usually grabbed food for you and Hawks to eat together.
You'd tried to bring food for Endeavor once but he seemed uncomfortable about joining in on the small talk with Hawks and you. You noticed he did seem to listen in on your gossiping. You can't imagine what was going through his mind for this whole process. Shoto climbed back onto the bus and they both just sat in silence together.
When you arrive at the hotel you discover Bakugou and yourself were sharing a room.
"You could've told me." You said, tossing your bag onto one of the beds.
"You would've argued. This is easier." He said walking into the bathroom and shutting the door behind him.
"Closing a bathroom door between us isn't the end of this conversation."
His response was turning the shower on. His stubbornness causes you to screech and throw your hands in the air.
You decide you can be patient and you grab all of the pillows, paper cups and anything you can throw without actually hurting him into a pile next to you on the bed.
Humming while you wait you hear the shower turn off. Grabbing one of the heavier of the throw pillows you wait for the door to open.
As soon as it does you launch it at his face, he had put his pants back on and was throwing on a shirt when your projectile hit his face. Before he could react you launch another, his hand go up to block his face he catches the fourth pillow thrown.
Gripping his own projectile tightly, his eyes lit up. The look on his face has you second guessing what you had just started. Damnit.
Jumping from the bed you run to the door, Bakugou nailed you with the pillow in the back. When you open the door you turn to look at him and you see him gathering the pillows you'd thrown at him.
"You better run fast Princess."
The look on his face looked violent in comparison to what was happening. There was adrenaline pumping through your system as you ran towards the lobby, he wasn't far behind you. Trying to catch and throw the pillows back and forth at each other.
You passed a very confused Deku who'd tried for a second to intervene in your war.
"You guys, we should calm..." a pillow was blasted into his face.
"Fuck off shitty Deku." Bakugou yelled back at him as he blasted a pillow at his face, feathers fly everywhere as he continued to chase you.
You made it out of the door, a shirtless Bakugou close behind you. No longer armed with pillows but now on the hunt to catch you. You both know he will. That doesn't stop you from putting forth another burst of speed.
Once he sees you accelerate you hear a blast coming from behind you. You can feel his presence behind you and you duck and try to roll like he'd taught you. You hoped he'd go past you and you could turn back and go back into the hotel and maybe even lock him out of your room.
His reflexes lived up to reputation however and he grabbed you around the waist as he blasted past you. You both rolled and he adjusted so he took the brunt of your fall. He started to tickle your sides and you can't stop trying to hit his in retaliation.
"No! Stop I hate tickling, I swear to God I will attack you in your sleep if you don't stop." You can't stop the forced laughter coming out of your mouth while you try to wiggle away from him.
"You're more than welcome to try Sweetheart. You started this fight!" He barked at you, not giving into your threat.
"Fine, I am going to tell Deku you talk about him all the time, and how you gush about him being your best friend and how much you look up to him."
That stopped his hands and loosened his grip around you. You push away from him and lay on the ground trying to catch your breath, wiping tears from your eyes. You stomach was sore already from forced laughter. When you look at him he looks horrified.
"What kind of monster are you?" He asks.
"What?"
"If you get him believing that I'll have to kill him just to prove you wrong, and then you'll be responsible for the loss of everyone's favorite idiot."
Both of you burst out laughing, Bakugou shakily getting to his feet. When you went to stand the repercussions of your effort shot through your muscles, causing you to drop back down.
"I think you broke me."
"You started it sweetheart." He bent down and picked you up, instead of throwing you across his back as usual he carries you in a bridal carry. You lean your head into his chest and you enjoy the smile you can't get off your face.
"Fine, I take responsibility for my actions. I guess you can stay in the room with me."
Smothering a laugh Bakugous chest rumbles. "Well now that I have your permission Princess."
You missed the figure leaning against a building near where Bakugou had taken you down. Blue eyes looking softly at you and igniting with rage when they move to Dynamight, who turned and his crimson eyes met cerulean. You felt Bakugous grip on you tighten and when he turned his gaze to yours you smiled at him, and you couldn't help kissing him on the cheek.
"Thank you, for helping me even though you think I am stupid."
He just smiled at you, looking smug.
Burying your head in his chest you didn't see the blue flames engulfing the alley way.
——
The next morning Bakugou had given you a break on training. He had instead brought you breakfast and helped you prepare for what was to come that night.
You were expected to be at the new hotel by late evening. There was a dinner set up with everyone from the hero group and the chosen members of the PLF, along with several politicians.
The dinner was meant to be an ice breaker, which seemed incredibly silly to you. The pretense of this being a political meeting between two groups of people who had battled hard against each other for years just to drive one side into hiding. You suppose wars have to end somehow, but you knew in your gut that something big was coming. Not just for you, but something that would affect not just Japan but the rest of the world. These next three days would set the course of where the world goes from here.
You found yourself nodding along to most of what Bakugou was saying to you. Not really hearing him. If he noticed he didn't say anything.
You'd picked a long yellow summer dress for the dinner. The length and the flow of the dress allowed for Bakugou to hide a small bamboo knife around your thigh. (Just in case, he said.) you felt like he knew you well enough now to know the only person getting hit with this knife is probably yourself in a whirlwind of clumsy.
"Everyone entering the building has to where a quirk suppressing bracket tonight. It'll be locked on by security at the door and they will remain locked on for the whole three days. Both sides will be wearing them, but that doesn't mean anyone is less dangerous." He's explaining to you.
"I can't believe you're willing to let them take away your quirk, even temporarily."
"Please, my quirk is the best but I don't need it to kick any of their asses." He reassured you. "If they are doing a weapons check I'll block you while you move the knife to your underwear."
"Move what where?"
"It's wood so it won't set off any alerts but they'll feel it on your thigh."
Pink cheeks burning you bury you face in your hands.
"What have I done to deserve being in a place in life where I have to hide a wooden knife in my underwear. I miss my life being boring. Did you know I used to get really upset if my coffee shop ran out of my favorite pastry. It really felt like the world was out to get me then, and now knife underwear."
"My hero costume has attachments on the knees so I can stab people with them, so I have murder knees, I mean it's no knife underwear." He laughs at you.
You two weren't sharing a room here, his room was two floors above you. As soon as you'd settled he came down to your room however. He was going to walk you to the dining area, he'd told you he'd be staying close. Again you think back to before the war, you never thought you would be escorted by Dynamight to a dinner so that he can keep you safe from Dabi.
When it's time you find you can't step past your door frame. Bakugou stays by your side letting you panic for a moment before he grabs your hand, and wraps your arm around his so he can guide you out. No more vocal reassuring, only actions.
You meet up with Endeavor and Shoto in the hallway and your group of four quietly walks to what was sure to be the start of a disaster.
When you enter the room you stayed behind Endeavor, using him as a shield to block anyone from seeing you, grateful for his large frame. You recognize several politicians and hero's and even members of the PLF. the whole room felt like an alternate universe.
Endeavor stopped walking and Shoto stopped just behind him. Peeking around his torso you see Dabi, glaring at Endeavor. Before you can hide yourself behind Endeavor again, he sees you peeking out. Once your eyes met, he smiles and starts marching over to the four of you.
"Here we go." Says Bakugou, pressing your chain into your palm.
Choke and stay with me
Chapter Notes
I have a lot I have to fit into these next few chapters, I am a little worried my mind is going faster than my writing! So I will most likely be taking a little more time with each chapter so I can get them right!
DABIS POV
Looking at the food on the tables Dabi tried to distract himself from his impatience at waiting for you to come through the door. Why were you taking so long? The absence of the explosion hero wasn't helping his mindset. That fucker wasn't letting you out of his sight. What were you doing with him? When you should be here. You should be in this damned room, with him.
Seeing you like that yesterday. With him. It almost pushed him to the point of breaking his resolve of not taking you by force and hiding you away. He has no idea how he'd been able to just walk away from that. When he'd gotten his senses back he the alleyway he was standing in was blackened. He didn't know your face could make those expressions.
He had been excited when cameras once again recognized you and he had Kurogiri warp him nearby almost instantly. He knew he couldn't approach you yet, but he wanted to see you. Just for a moment, when you didn't know he was looking at you.
He watched you run out of the hotel and he could see the panic on your face. It almost had him stepping out to grab you when your face broke out into a smile. When you turned to look at your pursuer with a look of bliss on your face Dabis heart dropped. That look shouldn't have been there while you looked at someone else. If he left this truce meeting without killing that blond asshole it would be a miracle.
Plating food on two plates, one for him and he took a healthy portion of what he knew you liked out of the spread. You seemed to be taking your time to get there and he didn't want you to miss out on food you would want to eat. That would be a good start, Dabi told himself. Wouldn't it?
When he looked up and saw Endeavor and his favorite creation walk through the door he rolled his eyes. He knew he had to go through with talking to them, but really it wasn't why he was here. He'd damaged his father reputation already, and broke down what redemption he had gained in his siblings eyes. This meeting however was a means to getting his future he wanted. Killing Enji needed a grander show of force than a truce meeting. He'll follow Shigarakis plan as long as it served his and he'd make nice with his former family if it would get you to look at him differently. It was grating to go against everything he impulsively wanted to do.
Behind Endeavors masterpiece he spotted Dynamight, that had him look around, if he was there that meant you'd be nearby. He didn't see you though.
Where the fuck were you? Glaring at Endeavor he wondered if they'd changed their minds on bringing you to the meetings, hiding you away. Keeping you from him. That's when he saw your head pop out from behind his father. Looking comically small compared to the flame hero's torso. It was like you were using him as a shield. When your eyes met his he couldn't help but smile at your reaction and your squeak he knew you made as you popped back behind Enji. He doubted his father even realized you were hiding behind him.
Food forgotten, he set off to see his Mouse.
——
Taking deep breaths you prepared for having to step out from behind your human shield. Before you could reach that point however Endeavor stepped away from hiding you. Cutting off Dabis path to reach you.
"Touya." Enji lifted his hand, extending it towards Dabi.
"Don't touch me." Dabi hissed at him. Stepping back. Eyes wide. If he hadn't been wear the quirk suppressing bracelet around his wrist you know his quirk would've activated.
You stepped between them before you realized your feet had moved. Your back to Dabi. Wanting to help Endeavor and keep the moment from getting worse.
"It's okay, why don't we just get a table. We can eat and calm down. It'll be nice. Yes very nice and calm." Turning towards Dabi you were going to ask him to pick a place to sit. He was already walking back to where he had been standing.
So you look to Shoto instead. "Do you think you could pick a table?"
You hadn't noticed Dabi coming up behind you, he pushed a plate of food at you before turning and heading towards an empty space.
Looking around you see most of the room has eyes on Enji and Dabi. Waiting to see what would happen between them.
You recognize some reporters from the news. Clearly they had limited access to the negotiations. This unofficial time used for gathering photos proving each sides commitment to end the war.
Dabi and Endeavors reunion would also be a big draw.
When he reaches the table he pulls out a chair for you. Everything about the situation was weird.
"Uh thank you Da...Dabi, Toya? I don't know what to call you." You're relieved you'd caught it before you'd called him Daddy in front of the group. That would've been great, you can't even imagine how Bakugou would've handled that.
Sitting across from you Dabi arched his eyebrows at you, clearly using his mind reading ability on you. "What do you want to call me Mouse?"
"Her fucking name is Y/N." Bakugou spit out, sitting next to you.
"Shouldn't you three go get your food?" Dabi said through clenched teeth.
"The four of us should, what you just pick out her food for her?"
Finally looking at your plate you see it's filled with everything you would've picked out for yourself. Looking towards the food laid out you realize he missed nothing.
"Actually this is what I would've picked out for myself, I'll be fine. You're all quirkless like me right now, if anything I have the upper hand, cause I am used to not relying on a quirk. Really I'll be fine, room full of hero's and everything."
You're trying to maintain peace between the table. It's why you're here after all.
"Uravity I've missed you! Have you missed me, I have so much to tell you!" You hear Toga excitedly talking at Uraraka. When you look at Uravity she looks panicked and annoyed at the same time. She looked at you with a look of understanding. When you'd spoken to her in few short moments you'd had together, she was having similar difficulties as you. She was able to care about her monster just like you did.
Deku stepped between the two girls.
"Maybe you should give her space, in the name of the truce we're here under."
"Oh Deku, you're just as lovable as ever!" Toga flung her arms around Deku who took over Uravitys panicked look.
"Little psycho." Dabi and Bakugou both said at the same time. Both men glared at each other.
"Shoto let's go get our plates." Endeavor interrupted before anything else could go wrong. Looking at Dabi again and you could feel the sadness radiating from him. It made you want to reach out and hug him again.
Bakugou didn't move to get his own plate.
"Just go get your food, I won't move from here, you can see me from there."
Bakugou looked at your plate.
"We could just share."
You could hear Dabis teeth clash together.
"I mainly eat sweets, we both know you don't want everything that's on my plate." You argue back.
"I won't be killing her over dinner." Dabi shot at him. "Even if I wanted to, surely Dynamight could get across a room in time to stop it." Dabi sounded bored now, giving Bakugou a look that had always made you feel like an idiot. "If you think I have concocted some grand scheme just to kill her, you're a bigger fool than I thought."
Squinting at the condescending tone Bakugou leaned down, placing his hand under your chin and tilting your head back he kissed your cheek.
"I'll be right back."
"Okay." You squeaked out. For someone whose mission is to keep you safe, he seems to be trying to get you both killed.
You decided to look back to your plate instead of looking at Dabi. Stuffing your mouth too full out of panic.
When Dabi stays silent you finally look up, at the same moment you put too much food in your mouth. Clearly these situations were not for you.
"You look like a chipmunk." Is all he says to you, while pushing a glass of water at you.
You don't know why that has you laugh but it does. Suddenly your choking and Dabi is behind you, giving you the Heimlich until your mouth full of food lands in a napkin Dabi had.
"Are you three? Do you need lessons on eating little Mouse? Should we have spent time on dining etiquette?" He sat next to you and held the water glass up to your mouth. The look in his eye had you warming up inside. Releasing a deep sigh he shook his head. "I mean, are you okay?"
"Sorry, I panicked." Dabi began rubbing your back while you caught your breath. His hand heating and relaxing your muscles. His thumb pressing into the knots in your shoulders. Like he wanted to remind you that his hands were capable of bringing more than just death. For you. As his hand gripped the back of your neck, slowly massaging your stress away, you felt like you were alone with him again. The world around you went quiet for just a moment.
"Mouse…"
Endeavor sitting heavily in a seat broke the moment. He stayed two seats away from where Dabis plate was. Shoto next to him.
"Your seat is over there." Bakugous voice came from behind you. You can see a muscle clench in Dabis jaw as he stood and walked back to his seat. A chill had you shiver as he removed his warmth from you.
"Yeah, next time I'll just let her choke to death." He mumbled, glaring again at Bakugou.
You can hear the click of a camera going off. You wonder how many photos had been taken of what had just happened.
Bakugou sat next to you and until that moment you didn't know someone could sit violently.
"Are you okay Sweetheart?" He asks you.
"Her name is Y/N." Dabi parroted back Bakugous previous statement.
Just as Bakugou opened his mouth to retort Shoto thankfully interrupted.
"Hawks has volunteered to be the liaison between you and our guys. The in between for communication and a mediator." He says calmly to his brother. Endeavor nodding along.
"I'd like to at least have a conversation with you before these three days are over Toya." Enjis voice was pleading. "I know you probably don't want to talk to me, but..."
"I'll talk to you." Dabi says. "But I don't want Keigo to be our go between, I want it to be Y/N."
You almost choke for a second time, grabbing for your glass.
"Are you new to eating?" Bakugou teases you, rubbing your back similar to how Dabi was before. You didn't miss the taunting glance he threw at Dabi. You wondered what the deal was between them. This felt personal. Like one of them had a grudge against the other.
"I don't want to be apart of these meetings, I came here to get the truce started, but I have no place in the negotiations. I am already out of my comfort zone just being here." You look pleadingly at Dabi. "Please, I am not important enough for all of this. Please."
"Fine, I don't really want you in the meetings anyway. Shigaraki has his new power but he's still an out of control man baby. I'd prefer you not be at risk by being the negotiation room with all of us. We can discuss your idiotic importance statement later."
"You'll still talk with me?" Endeavor interrupted.
"After we eat I'll talk with you. Again I don't want her near us." You breath a sigh of relieve at that.
"I still want you to be my host during these three days." He says looking at you.
"What does that fucking mean?" Asked Bakugou.
"She can be like my guide for your side. During the off times, meal time, anything like that. You all would still be around, if that takes your mind off it."
"No." Bakugou stated.
"Then I have no intention of staying in support of negotiation talk." Dabi retorted. "I am the one who put this into motion to begin with just to try and get all of this over with, I am bored with it now."
Endeavor looked to you. "It's your decision, we will stay close throughout the three days. You won't be alone."
You look at Dabi. "Do you promise I won't be in danger with you?"
"Of course."
"What are you expecting of me exactly?"
"I don't really enjoy being around people, or groups. I'd prefer to be around someone I can just talk to, who also can get me out of talking to anyone if I need it." He says.
"No." Bakugou says again.
"I'll do it." You contradict him. "I am not some weak thing, I can do this if it will help end the war." You reach for Bakugous hand under the table. "You'll even be close to us the whole time. Let's get as much done these three days as we can."
Again your aware of the cameras around all of you.
"And you." You look at Dabi. If you didn't know better you'd swear he could see your hand entwined with Bakugous. "You'll talk to your family, tonight?"
"Of course." He broke his gaze from the table and forced a smile. "Can't wait."
"Deal." You concede, ignoring his obvious sarcasm. You begin to eat your food again and ignore the crimson eyes you feel boring into you.
"If you don't hurry and eat your food will get cold." You say finally meeting Bakugous eyes. He doesn't look away from you as he takes a bite.
Once the meal is over Endeavor and Dabi leave the room together. Shoto stays next to you and Bakugou.
You look at him, his eyes not leaving the exit his father and brother just took.
"Are you okay?" You ask him.
"I have so much I want to say, but sitting next to him I couldn't think of any of it. I still can't believe he's Toya. It's a lot to process." He says quietly. "I don't know what we're supposed to get out of all of this."
"You don't have to get anything out of it during these three days, but it could be a start." You reassure him. Shoto smiled at you, nodded and walked away heading towards Deku and Creati. Both of whom were standing in front of Uravity. Blocking her from a bouncing Toga.
Looking around you notice All Might, Shigaraki and the Prime Minister are also missing from the room. It seems mini meetings are happening before the first official talk tomorrow.
Bakugou wrapped an arm around your shoulder.
"I can't believe you agreed to be his host. You're smart enough to know it's a trap." He growls at you.
"I am just trusting my body guard, you won't let anything happen to me." You say to him, hoping the ego stroke would help his attitude.
"Of course I won't, but it's a stupid risk." He says.
"I never claimed to be smart, I am just going off of what my gut says needs to be done. I don't think he'll turn from his side, but I do think with enough outside influence he could possibly leave the league at least." You reason out loud. "It wouldn't be tide changing, but it would take a dangerous villain out of the fight."
"He is one of their strongest Lieutenants." Bakugou agrees with you. "Endeavors not exactly endearing."
"Shoto is." You reason back.
"So are you." Bakugou says softly.
You don't have a response for that. Grabbing for the chain you'd stuffed in your bra, you look at it for a moment.
"I won't be a trophy again." You say determinedly. "Even if he catches me and brings me back again, I won't be a war prize anymore. I need you to let me establish myself as strong."
He looks at you, his eyes soften at your fierce gaze. "I can't promise anything, but I'll try." He says.
"Thank you Bakugou."
Tiredness hits you. You feel like you've been awake for days.
"I think I'd like to go to my room and go to sleep." You say.
Deku came up to the side of you.
"Kachaan we're wanting to have a small meeting before everyone breaks away for the night." Looking towards you Deku smiles. "You're welcome to join to Y/N."
"No thank you, this dinner was enough for me, if there's anything I need to know I am sure Bakugou can fill me in."
"Stay here in the group until I come back to get you." He all but barks at you. Causing you to glare back at him.
"I mean wait so I can walk you back and make sure your safe." He revises.
You walk over to one of the tables and sit, resting your chin in your hand you close your eyes.
"Excuse me? Are you Y/N?" A woman's voice interrupted you moment of of peace.
"That's me." You say. "And you are?"
I am an intern for FNN, are you the one who was living with Toya Todoroki? Can I ask you some questions."
Finding the woman in your face you slide your chair back.
"I'd rather not, thank you." You said making sure she could hear the outrage in your voice at her invasion.
"It's just a few questions, I mean you obviously have a big connection with the missing Todoroki, these meetings wouldn't even be happening if it weren't for your involvement is the rumor."
"Of course they would have."
"Toya instigated them, did he send you back to the hero's to infiltrate them? Did you bring them here under his orders?"
That grabbed your attention. "What? I didn't even want to be here, how do you twist it that way?" You argue back.
"It's what several people are thinking, I am just trying to see how you react to the rumor is all."
Standing, you can't stop the shaking in your body.
"I will be reacting by walking away, excuse me."
Turning on your heel you walk out of the side door, into a garden area. What was that reporter talking about? How could that even be a rumor. You very clearly escaped in a prison break. How could you have been planted?
Your anger stopped you from seeing a young women and a man from sneaking up on you.
They had you on the ground before you could react properly.
"Is it really her! Imagine how happy Dabi will be if we bring him his little whore back!" Squealed the girl.
Taking a breath and relaxing your muscles you remember what both Bakugou and Dabi had taught you.
"We should sneak her out of here, we could take her off site and hide her there until this is over! Then we can surprise him with her all gift wrapped. She's a pretty thing, I wonder if he'd share her as a reward." Said the male.
Using his weight he held you down so you rolled him and with the back of your head you slammed it into his nose.
"Fucking hell!" He yelled as you scrambled to get to your feet, a kick from the girl landed taking the breath from your lungs. Your vision spotted and went black. When your vision returns she's pulled her leg back to kick again.
"Hope Dabi doesn't mind you having a few bruises when we bring you back to him." She said, smiling maniacally.
A body flew over you, taking the kick. A patchwork hand gripped her booted foot to his side so when he stood her leg rose with his torso.
"Dabi fucking minds." He spit out. The man behind you stood and ran. You imagine he's grateful for the quirk suppressing bracelets right now.
"We-we-we just wanted to keep her for you, we were going to hide her and give her to you." She started trying to justify her and her partners actions.
"What makes you think I need your help to get what belongs to me back? Do you think I am too weak for this."
"N-n-no that's not what I meant."
Seeing how angry he was you sat up on your knees. Placing your hand on Dabis leg, then wrapping your arms around his leg until he looked down on you. Eyes lighting up at the submissive position you've found yourself in. He closed his eyes for a moment and when he opened them again the predatory look was gone.
"Something to say Mouse."
"Let her go, there's enough death surrounding everyone here, you've made your point. Please, no more."
He let go of her leg, and the woman started shaking.
"If I see either one of you she won't be able to stop what's coming to you, I suggest you leave here entirely, I don't need my quirk to kill either of you."
The girl turned and ran.
Dabi kneeled down to eye level with you.
"Did they hurt you?"
"I'll be okay."
"That's not what I asked Love, did they hurt you." Fingertips pushing your chin up until your gaze met his, his eyes were soft looking at you. You could see worry behind them.
"I hit my knees on the ground pretty hard, I'll probably be pretty bruised on my side." Looking at your dress you frowned, you really liked this dress. The hem of it was up and the holster around your thigh was exposed along with the knife.
Looking at it Dabi smiled at you, looking like a hungry predator.
"Aren't you full of surprises tonight." He said in a thick voice. "It's a good look, if I were you I'd keep that on you the whole weekend Pet." He licked his lips as he pulled the hem of your dress down, letting his knuckles trail over your thigh.
Helping you stand he helped brush off the dress. Your elbow accidentally bumped into his side where the girl had landed the kick meant for you. He flinched and grunted at the pressure.
"Are you okay?" You ask before you realize what your doing your moving his jacket away and lifting his shirt to check where she'd hit him.
His side had loose staples and blood was coming out of the seam of his damaged skin and his healthy skin.
"We need to get you to a first aid kit!" You say putting pressure on his fresh injury.
"Hey." He says harshly, knocking you out of your slight daze at seeing blood.
When you look at him he smiles reassuringly at you. "I can handle it, don't worry."
Snapping your hand back, you miss the quick look of disappointment Dabi had at your touch leaving him.
"I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"I don't know."
You both stood awkwardly for a moment, you decide you need to speak before he does.
"I wasn't supposed to come out here, and need to go back in." You remember the reporter. "But there's reporters in there, do you know what they are saying about me?"
Dabi looked confused.
"What could they have to say about you?"
"That's what I thought, people think I am a plant in with the hero's, I am here to help and they are painting me as a villain in the media! Did you know that."
Walking back to the door where you came from Dabi guided you back.
"I don't pay attention to the media, I didn't know that. If you need help navigating around being painted a villain you can always come to me Love." He offered.
"What the hell are you doing so close to her!" Came a rumble across the room.
"Don't tell him please, I don't need him to know I got attacked cause I didn't listen." You whisper.
"Keep secrets from the hero? I could never." He said sarcastically at you.
Bakugou was across the room and between you and Dabi quickly.
"What happened? Did he hurt you."
You shook your head. A little too aggressively.
"No, we were just talking. I wanted to know how his talk with Endeavor went." You blurt out.
"And I was letting her know it wasn't any of her business, chill out explosion fuck."
Grabbing your wrist Bakugou aggressively started walking you across the room.
You thought it best to stay quiet until you got to your room. It would give you time to think of what to say.
Bakugou didn't take you to your room however, he took you to his.
Once you enter you sit on the bed while he gets two bottles of water out of the fridge.
"Are you really okay?" He asks.
"I am really okay, nothing happened. I am really curious how the talk went between the two of them is all."
"Okay, I shouldn't have blown up like that. I just don't want you hurt."
"Well luckily someone has been teaching me how to kick ass, so I think I'll be fine." You both laugh, and Bakugou climbs behind you on the bed. Wrapping his legs and arms around you. He places his head on your shoulder.
"I'm fucking tired, I hate group meetings."
"I am tired too, I feel like I can sleep for a week." You reply.
"Stay with me? Not for anything, just will you stay with me here?" He asks quietly.
"Will it help you calm down?"
"Maybe."
"I need something to sleep in."
Bakugou went to his still packed bags and pulled out a black T-shirt and a pair of his boxers. You were second guessing your decision, but falling asleep with someone holding you felt needed. Especially since the adrenaline rush from being attacked hadn't worn off.
"You can use these, or I can run down to your room and grab your pajamas."
"These are fine, thank you."
You changed in the bathroom and used an unopened toothbrush the hotel provided. Once your freshened up you switch places with Bakugou and get into bed.
You were excited to not sleep alone you realize. You had been happy sleeping alone but it was harder to fall asleep now that you'd been adjusted to having someone to fall asleep with.
You are almost asleep when Bakugou climbed into the bed with you, wrapping you in his arms.
"G'night." You say sleepily.
"Sleep good Sweetheart."
Downstairs Dabi was pacing back and forth in front of your door, debating on knocking. Finally deciding to leave to his side of the hotel he decided against disturbing you. Knowing you were hurt had him stopping to turn around.
He'd lucked out seeing you leave the dining area earlier. Your pained face as that idiotic women kicked you kept flashing in his mind. He wanted to make sure you addressed your injuries.
Walking back to his room, he decided he needed to prepare for the morning, he'd be spending most of it with you. You'll be leaving with him before the truce talks were over. You can have another night. Negotiations would start in the afternoon, and he knew it was all going to go down hill once Shigaraki gave his demands. He needed rest and to work fast if he was going to be bringing you home so quickly.
He'd given partial truths to Endeavor, he planned on working the hero's and villains against each other. Let them cause the distraction, then he'll take you home.
Two Hotheads
Chapter Notes
I wanted to make this a longer chapter, and I am mostly through what I had planned. But I felt weird going so long between updates I thought I'd post the beginning of what I had written. Do you guys want longer chapters? Which will take a little longer or would you prefer shorter bursts?
The days events caught up to you in your sleep. The woman who'd attacked you had come back for you, this time there was no body shielding yours. When her kick landed blood shot out of your mouth.
Gasping for air you sat up in the bed, hitting the warm body next to you in the face in your panic. Bakugou sat up and instantly had you caged in his arms.
"You're safe, it's okay." He repeated calmly, rubbing your back. Ignoring the sting currently happening across the side of his face. He pushed himself back against the head board, pulling you with him, his chin resting on top of your head.
Even his calm breathing had his rough grumble to it. His hands were gentle but firm and reassuring. One hand held your head to him, the other ran up and down your arm.
You both sat in the soothing moment together, you don't know how much time passed, but the safety of being enclosed in his hold helped you lower a wall you didn't know you had.
These moments conflicted with his out of control anger and temper. When you lifted your head so you could look at him, intending on thanking him for helping you through the harsh moment the look in his eyes stopped your breath.
When his lips met yours you couldn't help losing yourself in his kiss. There was so much happening around you, and to you, without you knowing how to navigate it. You could navigate this. This is simple. This felt good.
Rolling you he deepened the kiss, his body over yours but he kept his body weight off of you, keeping the moment gentle. Gentle wasn't enough, you thought, gentle allowed your mind to wander.
You bit his tongue when it entered your mouth, hoping he'd take the hint. His head snapped back in surprise and he wiped his mouth, looking at the red he wiped off he raised his eyebrows at you.
"Careful, sweetheart. I am holding back here."
Grabbing around his waist, you pulled his full body weight on top of you.
"Don't hold back please, I can handle it."
His response was physical and fast. He held nothing back in his kiss this time, his tongue invading your mouth and his kiss conquering your ministrations. His hand wrapped in your hair pulled your head to the side and he gave your neck the same rough treatment, while his hips rolled into your core.
His hands went to the hem of his shirt you're wearing and he lifted you out of it. Followed by his boxers. His hands just grazing your pussy. He straddled you and sat up so he could remove his own shirt. In the moonlight you admired his body, the physical representation of the hour of training he put on to be strong.
He leaned over you and he turned on the light. When your eyes adjust you see he's now focused his gaze on your side. You'd forgotten the bruise.
Trying to grab the blanket to cover yourself quickly he hops of the bed, and he's out of the room before you realize what is happening. You know where he's headed.
Mentally trying to remember what room Dabi was in you throw on Bakugous shirt, grateful it went past your butt. You run out the door after him.
He's not in the hallway and not wanting to risk the time the elevator would waste you head to the stairs. You'd checked where Dabi would be when you got your room and your grateful that you did, clearly Bakugou must have as well.
Jumping and sliding down the stairs you almost fall several times.
"Shit, shit, shit." You repeat. Thank God it's so early, you don't run into anyone. When you get to Dabis floor you fling open the door open just in time to see Dabi opening his own door to Bakugous violent knocking.
"What the hell do you want, it's 2 in the morning." Dabi looked annoyed, it's the first time you've seen him without his usual calm anger.
"What the fuck did you do to her?" Bakugou snapped getting in Dabis face.
"I didn't do anything to her, but I can't make the same promise to you if you don't get out of my face." Dabi stepped closer to Bakugou, the look on his face terrifying. "The only reason you still have your pretty looks is because it would upset her if something were to happen to you, so be smart." He pushed even closer, their faces almost touching. "Be a good boy and go back to your room, go back to sleep and enjoy being able to wake up in a few hours, keeping myself from killing you hasn't been easy, don't give me the fucking opportunity."
"Bakugou, come back upstairs, he didn't do this to me, it was someone else, he stopped them. We're in a truce meeting with all of them, don't ruin it because of a misunderstanding." You try to reason with them. Neither one of the men has even looked at you. "You guys can do whatever this weird thing is on your own time." Suddenly realizing your wearing only his oversized T-shirt, you start pulling the hem of it down, trying to cover more. You should've taken a second to throw on more.
"I'd listen to her, she's smarter than you." Dabi gloated at him, finally turning to look at you. He looked you up and down and his eyes went to your neck, which you realize is covered in Bakugous marks.
"Right." He says. Stepping more fully out of his room. "I imagine we only have a few minutes before someone shows up to break us apart."
"Are you guys twelve? Stop!" You yell at them.
"Go back to the room sweetheart, I'll be back there in a minute and we can finish where we left off." He cocked a grin at Dabi.
Dabis fist flew at his face, while dodging that Dabis knee made contact with his torso, knocking the breath out of him. Bakugou used his weight to his advantage and picked up Dabi to hurl him into the door, all of Bakugous strength behind him.
Bakugou had the weight behind him but Dabi wasn't lying whenever he made threats about not needing his quirk. His knee made contact with Bakugous nose causing him to step back.
Just wanting it to stop you do the stupidest thing you probably could do. As Bakugous fist went towards Dabi you stepped between them. You close your eyes and brace for the impact as soon as you realize your mistake.
The hit never lands, you're spun around and the hit lands on the back of Dabis head as he spins you so that he'd get the punch instead of you.
"I don't think that was the smartest thing you've done little Mouse." He says quietly in your ear. When he pulls his head back to look at you, there's blood running down his cheeks from eyes. "Are you trying to make me steal you away just to keep you from getting hurt?"
Bakugou looked panicked behind him.
"Fuck Princess, are you okay? Why would you jump in the middle like that."
Dabis arms are wrapped around you, you can't seem to make yourself step away just yet, letting his heat help calm you.
"You're both idiots. We're here to negotiate a compromise. Not to have a dick measuring contest. Get it together."
Stepping away from Dabis embrace l, you shake off the chill that ran up your spine when you left his warmth. You walk away from both of them, while pulling the shirt down as far as you can.
"I am going back to my room, I swear if either one of you tries to come to my room instead of being good boys in your own rooms I will throw a chair at your faces, and I've been trained by both a top villain and hero now, I won't fucking miss." You let the door slam heavily as you make your way back upstairs and go to your own room.
The knots in your stomach stay, but at least they don't don't get worse. Entering your room you all but throw yourself down face first onto it. Screaming into a pillow you force yourself to sleep
Getting Out
Waking the next morning your body reminds you of the damage done to it the previous day. It's slightly hard to breath when you put your hand on the bruise on your side. Stretching your arms up your shoulders make a popping noise and relief surges through your joints.
Rolling off the bed you allow your feet to catch your free-falling weight and regret it immediately. Rolling your ankles before you start to walk to the bathroom. Wanting the heat from the shower to help melt the tension in your waking body.
Once your done and dressed for the day, this time in a red summer dress, you strap the wooden knife Bakugou gave you back to your thigh. Opening the door to go and find out what you were supposed to do today you're surprised to see Hawks blocking your way out.
"Hey Kid! Sleep well?"
"Just great." You grumble.
"I imagine it was easy to fall asleep once the adrenaline of yelling at not one, but two angry idiots, wore off."
You cringe at his words and run a hand across your face.
"Does everyone know?"
"No, just a few of us, there's security video going on in the halls."
Hawks is still barricading your way out and you can't see past his wings.
"I need to come in and fill you in on the day."
Stepping back, you allow Hawks to enter.
Pulling out a necklace that had one of his smaller feathers he gestures for you to lift your hair and he puts it on your neck.
"I don't know if you know how my feathers work, but they sense vibration, and I can track them all are as they leave my wings. Wear this and I'll always know how to find you."
"That is kind of creepy." You reply.
"Rude."
"Why do I need one of your feathers?"
A second smaller feather detaches from Hawks wings and fly's to your hand.
"You need two of my feathers. The one around your neck will be visible, this one you put in your knife holster, just in case my blue flame best friend burns this one up. Don't let him know about the second one."
You grab the feather and you can feel it vibrating in your hand, pulling up the hem of your dress you slide the feather behind the knife.
"Okay, why do I need two of your feathers?" When you look back up at him, he's looking to the ceiling to avoid staring at your upper thigh.
Looking back to you he rubs the back of his neck and smiles awkwardly.
"You agreed to be Toya's go between and host. So you'll be with him until negotiations later this evening. Shigaraki and Endeavor and a few others are working out something to show the public to show that negotiations are going on in good faith this morning and afternoon. Toya didn't want to be apart of it apparently."
"Will Bakugou be with us? I don't see that going well."
You turn to walk to your nightstand, wanting to grab the chain you want to hand to Dabi. You didn't really want to have the moment of giving back the physical representation of your captivity in front of anyone. You wanted this moment to be you standing on your own and letting Dabi know that you weren't his trophy or pet anymore.
"All Might has him attending the press thing today, I figured you wouldn't want to be around both of them all day today. I will be keeping close to you today, but I'll give you your space."
He glances at the chain hanging out of your hand. "The feathers are really just precaution, really they shouldn't even be necessary."
You're heading to the dining area together and you stop just outside of the door.
"Is Dabi in there already?"
Peeking in Hawks nods at you after spotting the cremation villain.
"Kid, I said I'd give you space today and let you do what you need to today, but I don't have to give you space. The second you want me in there you just run your finger down the spine of the feather okay."
He turned to walk into the dining hall. You quickly ran a finger down the side of the feather around your neck. You watched a shiver run through Hawks before he turned back to you and wrapped you in a hug.
"You'll be fine, you have him wrapped around your little finger Dove."
Taking a deep breath you mentally tell yourself you're stronger than you seem, and you step into the room with Hawks.
Dabi notices you right away and is immediately heading your direction.
"You're okay, and you're not alone kid." He held up his pinky and used his other hand to pretend to wrap a string around it.
He's successfully calming you. One of his wings wrapping around you.
"Good morning Patches." Hawks prods at Dabi, the villain had been ignoring Hawks presence.
Barely glancing at him, Dabi bares his teeth in aggravation at you letting Hawks wrap his wing around you.
"Hows your face you giant walking chicken?" Dabi smirks finally looking at Hawks.
"Gorgeous. I guess you wouldn't know what that's like though would you."
Hawks retorted with an exaggerated smile you often saw when Hawks would be interviewed after a hero mission. Hawks leaned over and whispered in your ear, and you avoid Dabis death glare.
"Just let me know if you need me and I'll get to you before you know it."
"Behave kids." He says untangling himself from you before walking to get himself some food.
The dining hall was filled with heros and villains, awkwardly trying to figure out how to interact with each other under the watchful gaze of Japans press. You notice the reporter from yesterdays disastrous forced interview attempt is watching you two.
"Did you sleep okay?" Dabi asks.
"I had this weird dream that two grown men had a pissing contest instead of behaving like adults and letting us all get the most from this little kumbaya shindig."
"Sounds exhausting, imagine how the guy who was just trying to sleep before being bombarded feels." He raised his eyebrows at you. "Does that mean you need caffeine Mouse?" Dabi grinned at you.
"Yes, please Daddy." You slip. You freeze for a moment, face turning red at your slip. Fuck. "Damnit, Dabi. I meant Dabi."
His blue eyes twitched. His staples stretching as his smile stretched wider. His eyes studying your face as they moved down your body.
"I think you look better in blue than red, but red definitely has an impact." His eyes glaze over as he admires you. His gaze stops at your neck where he sees Hawks feather.
His smile faltering. You see him clench his teeth and take a deep breath. Calmly he holds his arm out to you, you cautiously wrap your arm around his as he guides you towards the drink station. He stares holes into you as you make yourself a coffee.
As soon as your done he holds his arm out again. This time guiding you out to the garden area you had been attacked in the previous day.
"I am here, no ones hurting you doll." Dabi assures you, noticing your hesitation.
"You're being with me doesn't usually equal nothing bad happening to me."
You walk out with him, remembering you have the feathers and you can see Hawks wings out of the corner of your eye. You turn your head to meet his gaze and he walks towards where you are, watching you from the doorway. Staying where he can see you, but letting you have distance.
Guiding you to a bench Dabi helps you sit. Kneeling in front of you his hand reaches up to pull Hawks feather slightly away from your neck. You can see Hawks wings expand behind him, but you keep eye contact with Dabi.
"This isn't what should be here little Mouse."
Setting your coffee down you pull the necklace out from where you hid it in the chest of your dress. You grabbed Dabis hand from your necklace and gently let the chain slide into his open palm. Using your hand to close his around the chain.
Dabi focused his gaze on his closed fist for a long moment before looking up at you.
"Who took it off of you?"
"It doesn't matter, I am the one who had it taken off."
You looked to the side, Dabi reached up and pinched your chin gently to keep your eye contact. He runs his knuckles, fingers fisted over the chain, across your jawline.
"Was it him or was it his masterpiece?"
"It's not important. I am not doing this to dig at you. I had it removed for me. I didn't deserve to be collared like a dog. That's what you should be taking from this, not focusing on who removed the damn thing."
Taking a deep breath and stretching his head from one side to the other Dabi didn't speak right away.
"You thought this was a collar?" He asked.
"It was a collar; a sparkling collar is still a collar." Your knee starts to shake, and you can't stop it. You continue to search that Hawks is still in sight, nervous you're going to just take off.
Trying to steady your breathing so you can appear braver than you feel.
Placing the chain in his pocket Dabi runs a hand over his face. As if he can wipe his rising anger away.
"I'd like to go with you somewhere today." Is all he replies with.
"What?" His request startling you.
"Today, before I have to go do all of the other bullshit, I have no interest in doing." He says and looks at you.
"Like leave the hotel?"
"Yes."
"No." You shake your head at him. "Of course, no."
"You can bring bird brain."
"Where would we even go?" You can't help but be curious. This is a side of him he never let you experience before and you don't know what to make of it.
"There's an outdoor market here I thought you'd like."
"You want to take me to a market?"
"I want to go to the outdoor market and as my host I want you there with me, who will keep in line if you don't go."
You can't help the laugh that leaves your mouth.
"Cause you listen to me? You do what you want no matter what anyone says. Even Shigaraki isn't able to really tell you what to do and he's significantly scarier than I am."
"I am not going to be bossed around by a man child." Dabi retorts.
"But me you'll listen to?" You look disbelieving at him.
"Today I will."
"I want Hawks and at least two others with us." You bargain. You're curious now.
"Whatever you want Doll."
Quickly standing you walk to Hawks, you want to get his opinion on going. It doesn't feel sinister to you, but Hawks radar for what people were up to was better than yours.
After explaining to Hawks what Dabi was requesting Hawks leaned around you to give Dabi a confused look.
"He wants to go to a market?"
"I guess."
"He might be trying to get us out so something can go down, maybe it's something to get me out of the way. Or keep you away. Did he give specific suggestions on who else to bring as a guard for you?"
"No, he just said I could bring others, no specifics."
"Get him to bring you back into the dining hall, don't leave with him. I am going to discuss with a couple others and I'll pick two or three others to come with. I just want to go over what he could be up to with a few others."
You could see the cogs working in his mind. "He specified me coming?"
"Yes."
Trailing his tongue over his upper teeth you see him raise his eyebrows at Dabi in question, Dabi simply smiled back innocently and waved.
"God he's annoying." Hawks said turning to go into the dining hall. "Ill be right inside the door, get him back in here Kid."
Turning on your heel you try and walk confidently back to Dabi.
"Did you get your permission slip signed."
"You're one to talk about people telling me what to do." You sneer at him.
"You didn't always mind when I told you what do." He said, his eyes heating and causing your stomach to roll in excitement.
"Yes I did." You argue feebly back.
"Sure." He said gripping your waist and pulling you to him, you fall into his lap and Dabi ran his nose in the crook of of your neck.
Dabi stood letting you adjust to standing and headed back towards the dining area.
"I assume the chicken wants us back in the dining hall so he can babysit and plot with us in eyesight." He says without looking back.
"How do you always know." You mumble behind his back, picking up your pace to catch up.
"I know people and I especially know Keigo." Is all he gives you.
"It's annoying" You snap back.
As soon as you enter the reporter from the day before is on you both. Dabi instantly placed himself between her and yourself.
"Toya, I was wondering if I could ask you some questions."
Dabi gave no response, he just stared at her with a condescending look. Looking over you see Hawks walking back over with two others.
Placing your hand on Dabis back you smile at the intrusive reporter from behind him.
"Of course you can, Toya is nothing if not a people person. I am sure he'd love to just talk and talk to you."
With more bravery than you felt you gave Dabi a little shove towards her. When he turned to look at you you are immediately grateful you have a roomful of Heros who would jump in if he were to act on the look on his face.
"You can ask two questions, if I don't like them I am not answering them. You don't get extra questions if you ask one I don't like."
Stepping back you run into a hard wall of muscle. Turning to look you see crimson but not feathers, spiked hair and matching crimson eyes look at you. You recognize Red Riot right away.
"You're Y/N right? I am Kirishima and this." Kirishima gestures to the silver haired hero next to him. "is Tetsutetsu. We will be going with you and Hawks to a market."
"Oh, of course I know who you both are, I am very happy to meet you."
"You're the one whose been putting Dynamight in a weird mood."
Tetsutetsu said accusingly but not unkindly. Hawks approached and smiled at you.
"She has an effect on those around her for sure. She creates giant blind spots." He said teasingly.
"That's not true, my life used to be incredibly boring, I miss it." You say with forced sadness.
Kirishima laughed. "Bakugou is always in a weird mood."
"These two will be on the ground with you Babybird, Ill be doing air and ground surveillance and general invading on Dabis time with you, try to work out what he's up to. I have another group here watching the villains not in the press meeting to see if anything is going on."
Another hero approached. You recognize the Jet-Black Hero, Tsukuyomi. He trained under Hawks, your memory flashes back to hearing about him entering the hero scene while still a student. "This is Tsukuyomi. He will be in the air with Dark Shadow keeping an eye also. We've all agreed to not tell Bakugou until we get back, I don't imagine he'll let us subtly watch and work out what Dabi is up to if we tell him ahead of time."
From behind you a frustrated grunt draws all of your attention. Dabi is walking toward your group, leaving behind a terrified looking reporter. While Dabi looked smug and pleased with himself.
"What did you do to her?" You ask.
"Just gave her a reminder to maybe not be so pushy in her work and to leave you alone." Dabi said. "I didn't agree to talk to her because you told me to Mouse, I did it so I could have a moment alone to threaten her properly."
Stepping between you and Dabi Hawks puffed out his wings. "Always the charmer."
"You guys work out your little operation to try and figure out what I am up to?"
"Almost." Hawks said. "We'll be accompanying you two, but we have some terms."
"Like what."
"Your quirk suppressor stays on."
"Fine."
"But I want these three to have them off." Hawks motions his head back towards the group.
"That doesn't seem like a very level playing field."
"No one wants to be the one who has hurt Endeavors long lost son, except me and the quirk suppressor doesn't work on me. Them having theirs off while we are out will enable them to keep her safe, you're not the only threat to her out in the public."
You look between them in confusion.
"What does that mean."
Hawks looks guiltily at you. "Some conspiracy story about you has made the rounds with the public. There is groups convinced that you are a key player in the villains quest to kill the rest of the heros. In public they may come after you. Nothing will even be attempted most likely. I'd rather be safe."
"They think I am part of the PLF? How would they even come to that conclusion. Wasn't our escape from Tartarus reported? I was literally fighting against them. I was shot!" You frustratingly point to your side where the bullet hit you.
"Yes, but you're quirkless and you were held in the same security level as Dynamight and myself. To the paranoid observer who doesn't have all of the facts on why you were there, it's easy to draw the conclusion you were planted there to be rescued and housed by the Heros, so you could be a spy and report back to Dabi." Hawks looked at you guiltily. "Not to mention your connection to me, a lot of the public still views me as a hero traitor."
You look offended and you feel bile rise in your throat.
"That's stupid."
"That's paranoid civilians who are easily swayed." Said Kirishima.
"If someone is going to attack her, wouldn't it make sense that I also can use my quirk since I will be close to her the whole time." Dabi interjected.
You look at him and you get angry at the feeling of gratitude you feel now for his threat to the reporter. In your mind you've decided it's her fault people are villainizing you. Even if she didn't start it she is clearly egging the story on.
"Don't worry, We'll be keeping close to her also." Red Riot interrupted while smiling innocently at Dabi.
"Fine. I'll agree to your absurd demands." Dabi dropped his arguments. "Bring a key, if something goes down bird brain put your speed to use and make it so I can protect her with my quirk."
"Fine."
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Ten minutes later you're in the back of a car with Kirishima driving, TetsuteTetsu sitting in the passenger seat, Hawks and Tsukuyomi flying above you, one ahead and one behind.
"I don't understand why you want to go to a market, are you out of groceries?" You ask Dabi.
"I just want to spend the morning with you, I am not up to anything Mouse."
"You just want to spend the morning with me?"
You can feel anger building within you.
"Yes."
"Can we pull over for a second?" You direct your question to the two Hero's in the front seat.
"Really?"
"Yes, I am about to just hurl myself out of the moving car, but I would prefer it if you'd just pull over."
Dabi looks at you like you're a spoiled child.
"Don't look at me like that." You hiss at him.
Once the car is pulled over to side of the road you get out and start walking back towards the hotel. Your mind racing.
Hawks lands in front of you looking concerned.
"You okay Kid?"
"Yes, no, just give me a minute." You didn't mean to raise your voice but Hawks flinched at the volume.
You can feel the heat of Dabis body close behind you.
"Something wrong Mouse?"
Looking back at Hawks you try and calm your breathing.
"Can I have a minute?"
"I'll be close Baby Bird." The air pressure from his take off swirls dust around you and Dabi. Turning to look at him, he looks completely uninterested in what he's clearly viewing as a temper tantrum.
"What the hell do you think you're doing? None of this makes sense?"
"Watch it Mouse, I am trying to have a nice morning here." Dabi bared his teeth at you.
"Threatening me won't work anymore, I am not just a weak pet, and I would rather die then to put myself back in a position where you hold power over me again."
"What do you think would've happened if that other idiot got you that night? Really when you picture what do you think he would've done to you?"
You internally scream.
"What does it matter?"
"It matters, do you think you would've lived through whatever he had in mind to punish the person he blamed for him getting lowered in the ranks?"
"You mean besides messing with my memories? Branding me? Twice!? You branded me twice! I don't know, what could he possibly have done in comparison to what you did to me. I told you I was nobody! I begged you to just let me go." Your anger faded to sadness as you continued. "Instead of treating me like a person you treated me like a prize, a trophy to show off."
"This is a fucking war, you were a trophy to show off. You're not going guilt me in to feeling bad for bringing you home with me. The prize he took his anger out on that night didn't make it two fucking days. You won't make me feel bad when I bring you back home with me after this idiotic truce either. I told you then, our lives are intertwined now Pet. Even the public now will always associate you with being Dabi's girl. There is no taking back my bringing you home, and I wouldn't change it either. Because that's what you are, Dabi's girl. I turned him to ash because I know it was your face he pictured when he killed that girl. Because you are mine."
"I won't go back with you."
"Tell yourself that now, but I will be bringing you home." Dabi stepped into your bubble, causing your bravery to waver. "You belong with me."
"No I don't."
"Yes you do." Dabi reached out and cupped your face, when you tried to step back his grip tightened. "I could've done worse, I did what I had to in order to keep you from running. The memory I gave you to keep you from trying to escape is exactly what would have happened if you had made it out of the woods." His grip was starting to hurt and the temperature of his hands rising. "I gave you that confirmation without actually killing anyone, I could've just as easily let it play out like that in reality. I needed you to stop running, to stop trying to fucking leave."
Dabi finally realizing his grip was harsh released you.
"That's bull-shit." Your body is shaking in anger now. "You can justify all you did as much as you want, none of it was justified."
"If I wanted to keep you with me, and prevent you from getting truly hurt, it was. Especially when you let the gravity bitch go. Toga would've killed you that night. The only reason I even let them take you to Tartarus was to keep her from getting to you. Do you think for a second I'd let dust face take you from my side just because he fucking said so? I don't care about Shigaraki and his goals, I never have. I had my own goals that I've fucking reached. I never trusted Hawks. The only thing I trusted him with was watching you since I knew his hero ego wouldn't actually let any true harm come to you. I've been waiting for him to make his move since he fucking came to me, I didn't think he'd involve a quirkless girl though. Fucker putting you in danger like that, what if Shigaraki was the one who'd discovered you were in on Hawks little scheme instead of fucking me. You'd be dust." He said while dramatically wiping his hands together.
Taking a deep inhale Dabi pushed forward with his lecture. "Do you want to know who was behind those men breaking in, the one who broke your fucking face? It was those hero fucks. Trying to figure out where the big players of the PLF were. Making deals with the minor gang members to find us. Who in turn send disposable members of their own faction as bait to find us."
"This is too much." Is all you can say. You need time for your brain and anger to slow down, you don't like knowing the pain and terror of that night was done on purpose. That the people you were seeking shelter and protection from sent someone like that into Dabi's house.
"So let me take you to the fucking market so you can pick out a few things, you can keep yelling at me later. At home even."
"I am not going back with you."
"Keep telling yourself that Mouse, but you know as well as I do that there is no untangling yourself from me."
Walking back towards the car Dabi opens the door and waits for you to get in. The air swirls around you and Hawks lands behind you.
"Do you want to go back?"
"No, theres too many people there."
Turning your head to Hawks you both look at each other. "Did you know heros sent that guy who attacked me."
Hawks looked at his feet.
"No, well not at first, it was a different hero group, one not working with the Hero Commission. I figured it out after I left that afternoon though."
"Okay, I'd like to just go now."
"Lets go then Kid, I'd like to get some food at the market while were there."
He smiled at you trying to lighten your mood as you both walked towards an angry looking Dabi. You can't help wanting to piss him off so you lean into Hawks, who wrapped his arm around your shoulder while smiling smugly at Dabi. Knowing exactly what you were doing. You're grateful to him right now for being willing to provoke the dangerous man in front of you with you.
Making a Deal
Chapter Notes
Hello! I hope everyone enjoys this chapter! Next chapter is going to bring some conflict between Dabi and Bakugou again. We have some smut and tension this chapter and even a bit of soft Dabi :-)
I spent most of this week going back through earlier chapters, adding and fleshing out the story and even added a couple new smut scenes here and there where I had originally wanted them but couldn't figure out how I wanted to write them! If you're like me and like to re read stories now would be a good time to go and re read! I didn't change the story, simply added and fleshed out!
As always I love all of your comments and reactions! I hope you enjoy!
The car ride was awkward for the rest of the trip. Kirishima and Tetsuetsu chattering felt like background noise. You couldn't make out the words they used even when you tried to focus.
Heat was emanating from Dabi, a sign that despite his calm demeanor, something was upsetting him. You'd been with him for months, almost constantly in his presence, you hadn't realized you'd learned to read him just like he had you.
"What are you looking for at the market?" You try to break the tension.
"I saw on your pictures you seemed to enjoy them, you're always smiling in the pictures of yourself there. I had been planning on taking you to one before..." Dabi trailed the conversation, motioning with his hands instead of finishing his sentence.
A new kind of tension filled the vehicle now. Kirishima and Tetsutetsu even silenced themselves when the awkwardness made its way to them.
Arriving at the market, you can't help the excitement starting to show itself on your face. You really did love outdoor markets. In a world where you were so disconnected from the majority, in the atmosphere of a market you were connected.
People were here to enjoy the food stalls and offering of meats and vegetables, even games and arcades at some. You were never great at those but you still always enjoyed trying. You fit in for the time you were here. You didn't realize how much you missed the atmosphere at one until this moment. How cut off you'd been.
You all but had your face pressed to the window, focus on the varying stalls, but Dabis eyes were on you. You didn't notice him reach around you to open the door. You were pressed so hard against the door you fell out of the door.
You closed your eyes prepared to hit the ground with your face. Too hot arms wrapped around you and two feathers in the straps of your dress are holding you up.
"Careful Mouse." Dabi quietly said into your ear.
You hear Hawks boots hit the ground.
"You okay kid?" He looked accusingly at Dabi. You feel it's partially deserved, he opened the door after all.
"I am fine. Embarrassed now, but I am excited. Don't lean against doors." Your face is a deep shade of pink in embarrassment.
Kirishima looked out of the car window at Hawks.
"We'll park and meet up with you." He says.
"We'll see you shortly." Hawks nodded at him. "We'll stay close to here until you arrive."
Dark shadow and Tokoyami land behind Hawks. Looking brooding and dark to Hawks bright and cheerful.
"Where are we headed first then?" Hawks asked you. Before you can start to answer Dabi interrupts.
"We aren't headed anywhere bodyguard. This isn't a group outing, you're just here to keep her safe. Preferably where I don't have to look at you." Dabi interlocks his fingers with yours and starts to pull you forward into the crowd.
Again before you can tell Dabi to wait for Kirishima and Tetsutetetsu Hawks arms now envelope you. Pulling you back into him. Dabi doesn't let go of your hand when he turns to glare at Hawks.
"I don't think so fire boy. This isn't a little date. We're here to keep her safe from you mainly. Or did you forget that?" Hawks grip around you turns painful when he squeezes too hard. Dabi sees you flinch and releases your hand so you're not pulling against Hawks grip.
"You're fucking hurting her yourself birdbrain." You hear Hawks inhale sharply and he releases you too.
"Sorry kid." He apologizes.
"It's fine, we should just wait for the other two, there's a takoyaki stand right there, I haven't had any in so long. We can eat and wait for them."
Hawks pulled your hand back to him and he handed you some money.
"The hero commission gave you an allowance for the day. You're keeping them from having to deal with him for the day, they're grateful." He says quietly enough that Dabi can't hear. "If we get split up, make sure you have at least one of the feathers and I'll be close behind you."
Heat rises on your back, a large hand pressing to your spine.
"Are we done plotting are can we get a move on?" Dabi growls out.
Kirishima and Tetsutetetsu arrive behind Hawks.
"We'll be close." Hawks says before he and Tokoyami burst in the air. Red feathers floating in front of the two remaining hero's who grab them and put them in their pockets.
Kirishima moves to the front of Dabi and you while Tetsutetetsu stays behind you.
"Where to first?" Kirishima says.
The two hero's keep space between you and them but are always visible.
You got a little carried away at the food stalls. Dabi carried the money Hawks had given you since your dress didn't leave a lot of options for holding it. He kept trying to buy the food options you wanted but you wouldn't let him. He ended up carrying all of your purchases also.
"I think you have enough food here to feed half of the people at the hotel Mouse." Dabi said eyeing your purchase of a strawberry Kakigori.
"It's all so pretty, it's hard to say no." You argue back taking a spoonful and letting the shaved ice melt in your mouth. Before you could stop yourself your offering Dabi a spoonful.
You two had shared so many meals together that it was almost second nature to occasionally share. His eyes brightened at your offering and it wasn't until he took the bite you recognized the familiarity you'd just demonstrated.
"I like the cherry ones better." He states. His gaze darkening as Kirishima approached you.
"Just checking in." Kirishima says gently to you, while glaring at Dabi. Hawks lands behind Kirishima and Dabi shoves your bags of food at him.
"Do something useful chicken."
"My food! Don't just give my food to other people." You grab the bags out of Hawks hand.
"Did you buy food at every stand Kid?" Hawks teased before he turned and walked over to a stand selling handmade bags. Purchasing one similar to a back pack he condenses your food bags down for you. As you went to put the bag on your shoulders Dabi took it and wore it himself.
"I can carry my own stuff."
"Can you just shut up and let me be nice." Is all you get out of him before he heads off. Wanting to put distance between himself and the hero's. Kirishima glaring after him.
"They have a history." Hawks explains. "Honestly Dabi probably doesn't even remember him, but Kiri remembers him." Rubbing your back for a moment Hawks smiled at you and takes off back into the air.
Jogging you catch up to Dabi. "Is there something you want to look at? We can head back if you don't want to be here."
Dabi slide his gaze to you and smiled, "I told you, I just wanted to take you here."
"Oh."
"Oh." He repeats at you.
Continuing on the path for a few minutes in silence. Passing by a stall with handmade haircombs you stopped. They were made of wood and had carvings in the spine. Designs were hand painted in the carvings. One was made out of an almost white wood, flowers painted sea green carved in the spine.
Running your finger along the design you admire the jewel sitting the middle of the main flower.
When you look up you see one of the workers carving the spine of a darker wood comb. The woman at the stall smiled at you and made her way to you.
"The green would look nice with your complexion." She said holding the comb out to you. You always struggled to put these combs in and mentally trying to remember a video you had watched on how to get these to hold your hair with one of these you try to put it in.
A deep sigh behind you caused you to get self conscious at your failing effort. Before you could hand back the comb Dabi had taken it from your hand and he gently gathered your hair. Easily twisting the comb so that it locked into place.
"The green does look good on you Mouse." Reaching over you he paid for the comb, turned and walked away without saying anything else.
Thanking the woman you turn and follow Dabi.
"How did you know how to put one of these on?" You ask, your hand feeling the comb secure in your hair.
"I have a sister." He says simply. "Somethings never leave your mind I guess."
"Oh, thank you Dabi." He only nods at you and continues to look further ahead.
The next half hour wasn't awkward but it was a silent stretch of time. When you stop anywhere Dabi stops behind you, waiting patiently for you to leave each booth.
Coming up on an arcade you notice the crowd around you has steadily grown. There isn't much space between you and Dabi and you start to feel overheated with so many people so close to you. The feeling only growing as you and Dabi realize at the same time the crowd is trying to force you apart from him.
Turning to look for Kirishima you see him using his quirk to push himself through the crowd. Tetsutetetsu doing the same from the other side. The attack was so quiet and quick nothing could have stopped it. Not knowing who was simply a civilian or who was part of the growing crowd to cause trouble. Looking around you see a group even had pulled out sun umbrellas. They are concentrated in your area. Everything was happening so fast your brain couldn't process what was going on.
"They're blocking Hawks and the shadow kid from being able to have a clear view." Dabi says reaching from your arm.
"Are you doing this?" You ask him, panicked.
"This isn't me mouse." Dabis looking around, taking in his surroundings.
A hand reached from the side and ripped Hawks feather necklace from you, tearing your still healing scars from trying to remove Dabis chain, tossing it into the crowd. There so many people you can't even discern who had grabbed you.
"Dabi!" You say, voice wavering. You can't understand what's happening. Reaching under your dress you pull out your knife, wanting to know it was in your hand. Another hand grabs at your leg, lifting your dress your second feather is pulled from your knife holster. You realize by pulling out your knife you'd exposed the second feather:
Swinging the knife down you caught the wandering hand on their thumb. Looking over to try and see where Dabi is, hoping to grab his arm you see he's been pulled from where you are. He's several feet away, once he sees your panicked expression he starts pushing through the people.
You recognize the girl who'd kicked you at the hotel the previous day. She was locked onto you and the crowd let her through. Looking closer at the crowd you recognize not only the two villains from the previous day, but also some minor hero's. This was all intentional.
"Villain trash." A voice hissed in your ear before you feel a crack against the back of your head. Your vision blurred and you clenched your teeth and hiss in pain. Reacting you slam the knife down and it sticks into the thigh of whoever was behind you. They responded by pushing you over. The girl who'd bruised your sides had reached you.
Pulling her leg back to land another kick on you. You can see the hatred in her eyes and you know she's aiming to really cause you pain.
This time you're slightly more prepared. When she goes to kick you grab her ankle and roll. Pulling her over onto the ground. Before she can kick back Dabi has his hand tangled in her hair. Blue flames came out of his free hand. The cuffs are gone. Kirishima was blocking you from the mix of minor hero's and what looked like just normal people with quirks. You see Dabis quirk suppressor cuff in his pocket.
"Thank my Mouse, she's the only reason you're not ash right now." Dabi growled at the woman.
"Fuck you and your little whore." The woman ground out. Gritting her teeth. Dabis blue flames we're keeping the crowd from trying to get to you three.
Smiling Dabi pulled her up by the hair and pulled her into his knee. He let her bloody form collapse on the ground.
Reaching you he looks at the hero's guarding you and he looks at the arcade behind you. Seeing an opportunity, he decides to take it. The crowd is focused on the other four. You see Hawks wings spread out shielding you from view. Dark shadow has enlarged himself as much as he can in the minimal shadowed area.
"Come on Mouse." Dabi helps you stand and guides you into the arcade area. Most of the crowd is at the windows trying to figure out what was going on.
Pushing you into an enclosed photo booth Dabi closes the curtain. He's on you right away.
"Did you get hurt?" He's lifting your arms and the hem of your dress to look at your legs. Finally grabbing your face he looks at you intensely.
"I asked you a question Mouse, are you hurt?" Dabis thumb is rubbing against your cheek, his grip on you is tight.
"I am fine, scared but not hurt."
Before you can pull yourself away he's kissing you. Backing you into the wall the photo booth is against.
Trying to turn your head Dabi intertwines his fingers in your hair keeping you faced to him.
You bit his bottom lip hard, trying to hurt him. You're overwhelmed at the day and you want to take it out on Dabi.
Your bite only causes him to push his body into you harder. Your kiss is turning competitive. Each of you trying to break the other down. When he tugged your hair you reach up and intertwine your own hand in his hair, you tug just as harshly as he does to you.
A growl left his throat as he picked you up from under your thighs. "Look whose found her fangs." He taunted. Instead of leaning you against the wall he slams you into it this time. Your breath leaving your body. Allowing him to control the kiss as you catch your breath and gather your wits back around you.
Pulling his hair you tilt his head back until his throat is exposed and stretched in front of you. Latching onto him you bite down hard. At the same time you kick off the wall, pushing Dabi with all of your weight, causing you both to fall out of the curtain.
Rolling off him you taste blood. You realize it's not yours when you see blood trickling down Dabis neck. He seems to have the air knocked out of him this time. When he reaches for your leg to pull you back to him you kick at his hand. Using your other foot to push yourself back. Rolling to stand.
Before you get two steps back to the entrance Dabi has knocked you into another wall. Grabbing you by the hair he pulls you into the bathroom and he locks the door before turning back to you.
Backing up, you don't take your eyes off of him. He's allowing you to step back. He takes measured steps towards you.
"Finally alone Mouse." He smiled at you, you can see twisted emotion on his face.
"You did do that out there!" You yelled at him.
"No, I didn't." His pace hasn't increased, he seems to be calming himself down. "But I would be foolish to not take advantage of the opportunity to have a few minutes alone with you Pet." He's backed you to the wall now. Caging you in with his arms. Blue flames now dusting his coat, around his shoulders, reminding you he has nothing holding him back right now.
"You seemed to have forgotten so fucking quickly that you're mine." Lifting your face with his hand he grips your chin before kissing you again. This time he bites your tongue. Taking advantage of your gasp of pain he pushes his tongue further in your mouth. "You want to keep breaking each other down bit by bit I'll play baby. Now I want you to tell me why you let him touch you, to mark you."
"You think you've escaped Mouse?" He says rolling his growing hardness into your center, causing your hips to buck. He's speaking quickly, not letting you answer. "You haven't, I keep telling you there is no getting away from me. You need a reminder on who is the one who you belong with." Pulling the front of your dress down, exposing one breast he palms it.
"I've missed this body, quivering under me, all of you tightening it's grip around me." Lifting your dress he rips your underwear and exposing you to him.
Reaching down he releases himself from his pants and he lines up with you before shoving his full length into you. "Hah." Dabi breathed out in relief. Both hands now on either side of your hips as he pushes and pulls you on his own pace. "You're always so wet for me." His thumb reaching over to work your clit. Your body begins to quake, wrapping your legs around him as he's bringing you closer to your release.
"You're fucking mine." Dabis thrusts picking up the pace. "When I get you home we're going to replace all of that explosion fucks touches on you with mine."
The coil in your stomach tightens, you're so close and he knows it. "Your body already knows it's place." He whispers in your ear, keeping you on the edge. "Doesn't it Mouse?"
Pulling back so he can watch you come undone, he increases his speed once more. Once you let go and your orgasm wracks through you, you notice Dabi has reached his, pushing himself deeper into you he holds himself there. Allowing you both to catch your breath. He kisses your neck and up to your ear.
"I have a deal for you Mouse, are you ready to listen to me before one of the hero's busts down the door." He whispers in your ear.
The world around you comes back into focus. You are stuck in Dabis grasp, he's still inside you, his hands bringing out moans as he gently works your clit, all while he whispers a proposition in your ear. You don't see his smile, as he already knows he's got you.
Lies
Chapter Notes
Lots of fighting and plot, hints at smut and worried Dabi ahead.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
DABIS POV
It took everything Dabi had to keep a smile off his face. His hand kept running over your bite mark on his neck. You'd marked him, and his cock hardened at the thought of it. You hadn't agreed yet, but he knew you would when the moment hit. For now he had to go in for the big meeting with the washed up hero's and the villains he was losing use for.
Hawks had found Dabi and you shortly after you'd fixed your clothes. Once they'd gathered back with your other body guards Dabi told Hawks to fly you back, and let the two blockheads drive themselves back. He knew you'd get back safe and he could get situated without an audience.
Once he's taken care of his business and meeting with an old friend who was key in getting you to come back with him, he felt happy. Maybe it was hopeful. He didn't know what this emotion was. He was about to get everything he wanted. Why shouldn't he get to have what he wants now. He's been patient enough. Lost enough.
Once in the shower he let the warm water remove the black from his hair. Adding in the color remover he'd carried by habit. He had continued to dye it but he felt like it wasn't necessary anymore. He was going to enter the meeting as the black sheep of the Todoroki family, but he was going to enter it as a Todoroki. Then he'd be leaving tonight with his Mouse.
Putting on his long black jacket he pocketed the chain you had given back to him. He gave you your little moment of breaking free, but this was going back around your neck in a few short hours. He'd keep you away from anyone who could remove it from now on. You didn't say it but he knew Endeavor was the one who'd removed it. The thought of his hands near you and touching your neck had his eye twitching.
Walking towards the room where everyone was gathering he made sure to stop by the dining area where he knew you would be, enjoying your spoils from the day. Most had been smashed by the chaos but he's saved some of it at least.
Entering the hall he saw you with Hawks. That bird brain was around you almost as much as that other blonde asshole. The sight of the both of you smiling at each other and sharing food making him to clench his jaw. Jealousy was an emotion he knew. He knew that feeling that clawed up his belly and made him feel sick with wanting. Why were you so easy around Hawks? How'd he work his way into a position of trust with you? Going with him to escape was one thing, but to be so friendly with him didn't add up in his mind. Hawks was just as bad as he was, whether it was an act or not, you can't fake the look in his eyes that he'd had with his hands on you.
So what had Hawks done to get this friendliness from you?
Walking behind where you sat Dabi reached his hand out and gently let his fingers run through your hair. Curling his fingers into a fist to stop himself from turning your face to him, keeping you looking at only him. Continuing to walk and not giving you any other indication he was paying attention to you.
He could feel you stare at him as he filled a cup with water, turning back he smirked at you before heading towards the exit.
Without looking at you he raised his voice.
"Shouldn't you be getting to your room little Mouse? You shouldn't be out here while this meeting goes down."
"We really should get you there Y/N." He heard Hawks concede.
"Oh, okay."
Dabi watched the both of you leave the dining hall, Hawks walking you to the elevator. Dabi took the stairs, heading towards your floor. Entering the vacant room next to yours he waited. Listening for Hawks to leave you alone in the room.
Once he was sure the coast was clear he quietly moved to her door, he stuck a device to the door. It looked almost like a hockey puck. It was fairly new tech, once he clicked the remote in his pocket it would activate the lock. You wouldn't be able to open the door, and anyone without the remote in his pocket wouldn't be able to open it either. The circle kept a shield over the door just in case someone wanted to break the door or the surrounding wall. It would keep you safe, he expected this meeting to blow up, especially when he does his own poking and prodding, and he needed to be able to know where you were so he could get to you.
Taking the elevator this time Dabi made his way to the meeting room. Press was allowed at the earlier one, this one however was between current politicians, the PLF and hero's. They'd put on a good show of this farce of a treaty meeting so far. Spurred on by the lost son and his newly family focused number one hero, made for good TV. The public would eat it up. The reality, Dabi knew, neither side wanted the others to leave free. Playing them against each other will be easy. He was just here to get what he wanted.
Entering the room there was a long table, hero's and politicians facing the PLF and the politicians they had in their own pockets. Taking his seat across from Enji and Shoto, Dabi began to spin in his chair. Internally laughing at the ridiculousness of the situation. Looking the very part of the petulant child.
He hadn't even noticed Bakugou a few seats down glaring at him until he stopped spinning. No longer trying to stop the smile from breaking across his face.
"The fuck are you smiling about." Bakugou snapped at him. "You're stuck in a room with family you faked your death in order to get away from and you lost the girl you've deluded yourself into believing is yours, you shouldn't be smiling you idiot." Bakugou smugly glared at him.
Thrilled at being able to start with his poking and prodding, especially on the explosive hero who thought he could step between his Mouse and him, Dabis grin stretched even wider. His staples touched and he felt a trickle of blood start to run down his cheek. He hadn't smiled this wide for a long time.
"I'll let that little dig go, I've happened to have a very good day." Dabi said, glancing towards Hawks. "Didn't I Keigo?"
Hawks looked between the two men, seeing both of them looking ready to blow up everyone in the room. "Toya, maybe we should just focus on this, we can talk about our day later."
Fake pouting Dabi couldn't help but to push farther. "I don't want to talk about it later, it was such a good day it just makes me want to share with the whole class."
"Dabi." Hawks said impatiently.
"What made your day a good day Toya?" Endeavor inserted himself into the conversation. Throwing Dabi off by looking genuinely interested.
Unable to control his laughter at the conversation, Dabi took a moment to catch his breath. "I don't know if it's really something a father wants to know about his son. We never really got around to your stance on the subject of premarital…uh…relations."
Dabi noticed Kirishima sitting next to Bakugou, looking uncomfortable.
"I take it nobody shared their own day with the blonde fucker." Dabi said.
Bakugou threw Kirishima a confused look. "Why does he know about your day?"
Coughing, Kirishima rubbed his hand on the back of his neck looking uncomfortable. "Look man, I think we can have this conversation later, like Hawks said."
Wiping the back of his hand against his cheek Dabi looked at he blood staining his knuckles. Unable to resist he continued.
"Shit, I was just able to get the bite mark to stop bleeding and here I go and get another injury on my face." His fingers grazed where you had marked him. Unable to stop the thrill that sent shivers down his spine as he remembered the photo booth. That hadn't been apart of his plan.
Bakugou glared at him, cogs still working in his brain. Dabi could practically hear the inside of his brain ticking.
Looking back over at Hawks Bakugou barked at him. "Did you bite him while we're having a truce meeting? You couldn't wait until after to do whatever you two have been doing together for the past few years?"
Hawks threw his hands in the air, it'd been awhile since Dabi got to see him flustered. He was having a great time, if he had Mouse in his lap this would be one of his favorite memories to look back on.
"Sure, yeah, it was me. I'm a biter. Can we start the meeting before the table get either blown up or lit on fire." Dabi soaked in Hawks frustration. He deserved it after trying to take away his girl from him.
All Might broke the tension of the room.
"Let's get this done everyone, Endeavor." All Might nodded to Enji and Dabi moved his gaze to the ceiling. Closing his eyes, trying to block out his fathers voice. He'd spent years getting it out of his head, and here he was feeling like he was being lectured all over again.
"We propose a new hero system and a new way of dividing up pay. Even a voting in system for hero's." Endeavor droned on. "However those who broke the law bringing us to this should have to answer for their crimes. On both sides."
Worse than his voice was was Shigarakis interrupting.
"We could just throw all of you hero's back in Tartarus and create a truce on our own terms. You all are nothing more than bloated ego celebrities. The public has lost all of their faith in you, and your fall was so far, they transferred their faith into me." Shigaraki taunted. "So instead of giving us a list of compromises you just listen to what we have to say."
Bakugou is the one who rises to his bait.
"No one has fucking faith in you, and if you come out of this without a show of no compromise, you'll lose this new trust."
"I don't think I will, especially if we have all of you thrown back into the prison you created for us. You all already look weak to the public, they are going to back strength. As a whole the public are idiots, spinning a story would be easy."
Bakugou smiled and looked down the line of hero's. "You know I was in Tartarus, I didn't find the accommodations too bad, I mean you were all so weak we were able to all escape. Tartarus may have been a threat to you, I know myself and all of them are stronger than you all. It wasn't that hard to be there or to leave. All in all it wasn't a bad time."
Hawks spoke up, joining in on the taunting.
"He's right, it really wasn't too bad. Some of your guys could work on their bedside manner a bit. Maybe work on their swings. I was able to laugh through most of what they tried to do to me. What did you think Mirko?"
Smiling and batting her eyes at Hawks Mirko grin widened. "I actually needed those few days off, I have to say it really was nice. Like a mini vacay, check out process was kind of a bitch, but you know it worked out in the end."
Dabi began to spin and laugh in his chair again. "Who could've predicted this meeting would go so well. I am starting to get bored now, and I made a promise to a lady this morning that I intend to fulfill, so if we could move this along." Dabi made sure to make eye contact with Bakugou, again running his fingers over Mouses mark.
Once he saw realization set in for Dynamight Dabi couldn't help the smug smile spreading over his face. He wanted to kill him, but if he does he knows it will take longer for you to accept the future he has planned. Breaking him this way works for Dabi.
"We won't agree to just follow your terms blindly." Endeavor said pointedly to Dabi.
Faking a look of shock, Dabi flung himself back in his chair.
"No, Enji Todoroki not willing to compromise. Who could've seen this coming?"
"Where's your compromise?" Shoto interrupted. "You're just trying to keep the power and control."
"Careful speaking out of turn there Masterpiece, didn't dear old dad teach you not to interrupt?"
Before any more arguing can happen the table gives under Dabis hand, turns to dust. Shigaraki having finally gotten bored with the meeting.
Bakugou was out of his seat first pushing Shigaraki into the wall.
"His fucking quirk suppresser isn't on him." Bakugou grumbled out. Deku was close behind him, when Shigaraki twisted out of Bakugous grip he almost got his hand on his arm, black whip stopped him from making contact as Deku took his turn in trying to surpress Shigaraki.
Hawks came at Dabi who only laughed. Blue flames coming out of his hands, nearly singeing his wings like he had just a couple weeks before.
"I am not a good match for you Bird Brain. You know that already." Dabi taunted. Dabis vision went black and his breath caught in his lungs as his feet left the ground and he was thrown into a wall, once his rattled vision focused Dabi looked into crimson eyes and saw Bakugous almost villainous smile.
"How about for me?" The explosion brat said cockily.
Dabi watched as hero's around him all pulled out keys and removed their quirk suppressors. Again, smiling at everyone going along so easily with his plan, he really was having a very good day.
"We don't have to fight, I know someone who'd be upset at both of us of one were to hurt the other, she's the only reason I didn't kill you the other night. I recommend not pushing it."
Bakugou came at Dabi again. Dabi really was trying to avoid hurting him, he wanted every advantage to getting his Mouse back. Holding back his instinct to kill this idiot would serve him better in the long run.
Bakugou set off a blast aimed for his face, Dabi retaliated with a blast of his own. The contact of both of their quirks pushed both men over. Bakugou was on top of Dabi right after. Trying to put a working quirk suppressor on him.
"It was cheating everyone having their own keys for their suppressors." Dabi grunted.
"Like we'd trust a bunch of villains to not fuck with their own."
"At least you aren't all complete idiots. I wanted to thank you by the way." Dabi shot another burst of blue flames at his face, holding back from doing real damage. Keeping him at bay like a rabid dog.
"For what?" Bakugou responded with his own explosion, he wasn't holding back.
"Taking care of my girl until I could get her back home with me."
A hit to his side and Dabi felt some of his staples split. The action repeated on his cheek and under eyes.
Dabi managed to use Dynamights anger against him to get a hand around his throat. Activating his quirk and he could see pain spread to Bakugous eyes. Maybe he could hurt him just a little. But he'd never been good at not holding back.Before he could regain control himself a large hand wrapped around Dabis own neck. Throwing him up against the wall, a large hand holding him down.
He stared at his father, processing the change in fighting styles needed for a moment.
"Old habits die hard I guess father." He spit at him.
Dabi hated the regret and sadness he saw in Enjis eyes. Like he had a right to show him his guilt, to try and put that on him.
"Stay down, stop fighting Toya."
Grabbing Endeavors wrists Dabi ignited his quirk. Endeavor could get hot, Toya could surpass his flames in every way.
The two fire users engulfed themselves in blue and orange flames. Unable to see outside of them Dabi took advantage of their slight privacy to let him in on the deal he'd made with you. Well parts of it.
While fighting his father, Shigaraki had overpowered Deku who yelled for Bakugou. Fire extinguishing from father and son Dabi Watched his baby brother and Dynamight reluctantly turn from them to go and help All Mights protege. Dabi took the opportunity to go out of the door. Making eye contact with his father, who stepped towards him.
"I'd stay here, I'll be back soon. I'd try to move this fight outside." Dabi said. "Especially my friends, they need some fresh air don't you think Dad?"
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You couldn't stop pacing once you no longer had the distraction of Hawks or the others. You can't believe what you did. You willingly slept with Dabi, not only that you pushed it farther.
Thinking about the deal he said he had for you, you run your hands through your hair, messing it from the repeated action. You didn't know what the right thing to do was.
Was he lying? What if you went along with it and he was lying? You know you shouldn't believe him, but you also have a good read on him, just like he does you. He wasn't wrong whenever he talked about you being intertwined with him. He'd forced the connection between you, but you'd accepted it.
When you hear the crashes you immediately try the door. Confused when it doesn't open you spend longer than you should trying to lock and unlock the door. Not understanding. Banging on the door you start yelling for help. Knowing it's not coming. Now you are just wondering which of the two possessive men in your life has locked you in.
Getting angry you throw a chair at the door. When nothing happens you try to just hit and break the door with the chair. Still nothing. The chair was broken into pieces while the door didn't have a dent.
Looking behind you at the window over the bed you make a quick and probably stupid decision. Picking up the nightstand lamp you throw it through the window.
You step carefully towards the window, not wanting to step on wayward glass. Looking down from the window you see the ledge is a manageable distance away, it's not very wide but you can walk on it, you just have to go slow. Grabbing a lamp from across the room first you slowly make your way two rooms over. Using the second lamp to break the rooms window and slipping through. Once you're out of that room you debate on whether you should be going towards the crashes or away.
Taking a breath you work your way towards the noises. Thinking back to Dabis promise you solidify your decision. If you could call it that. It was presented as a choice, but you know it was never really a choice.
On the floor above the fighting you run through the hall, looking for anyone to see if they know exactly what was going on. You'd expected something after Dabi had given you the deal, but you didn't think it would happen so soon.
A movement out of the window caught your eye, it looked like villains were being tossed out of broken walls and windows. Hero's lined broken wall keeping the villains from going back inside the building. You can see politicians crawling away from between villain and hero. Bloodied faces and twisted limbs showcasing their lack of control for the situation, despite their positions of power.
Trying to spot Dabi you realize he's missing. You needed to find him. Running towards the stairs the door opened just before you reached it. Two villains you didn't recognize came out from behind it.
Reaching for the feather around your neck, you stroked down the spine of it, grateful Hawks had made you take another after losing the original two. You had the second in your knife holster again as well.
"Your not supposed to be on this floor." One of them said accusingly, like you purposely were getting in their way.
"He's going to be mad you left your room." Said the other. Just as one lunged at you a swirling blur of red broke through the window. Landing on front of you Hawks spread his wings and blocked you from their view.
"Run, do not head to where they're fighting Kid!" Hawks yelled at you,
"We're not allowed to hurt her but we are allowed to kill you traitor!" One of the villains seethed at Hawks.
"You're welcome to try baby villains." You heard Hawks tease back, as if he were speaking to a baby. His tone the same as when he exchanged jokes with you. Always casual. Running towards the other end of the hall you start to run back to your own floor.
If they knew where you were supposed to be that means Dabi was probably the one who locked you in so he could come find you and get your answer. All that effort in escaping your room and you have to go right back. Once you make it to your door you go to push it open just to almost fall as it's opened from the inside. Dabi standing in front of you with panic and anger in his eyes. You almost didn't realize it was him with his hair white.
"Did you go out of the fucking window?" Dabi looked angry, but there was something else in his gaze.
"Some jackass locked me in my room, I wasn't just going to stay put when I hear all hell breaking lose." You snapped back.
"You could've fallen off the ledge, even if you lived you would've broken your whole fucking body, why the fuck would you endanger yourself like that?" He snarled at you, grabbing your wrists and pulling you to him while he for the second time in one day, looked you over for wounds. "I fucking expected to look out of the window and see you broken on the ground, fucking hell."
"Don't lock me in a room!" You yell back, angry at yourself for actually feeling guilty that you caused him to panic.
"You're a very frustrating human." He leveled at you, sounding exhausted by you.
"I'd believe that but clearly I can't be that bad, you won't leave me alone." Before you finish your sentence your grabbed under your arms and pushed into the wall. Dabi cupping your face in his hands. His knee pinning you to the wall lifting you so your toes barely graze the floor.
Calming his breathing while rubbing your noses together.
"You're just worth the frustration little Pet." He said. "Did you decide Mouse?"
"If you mean what you said, then I'll do it." Your stomach was fluttering with nerves.
"Good girl." He smiled at you before slanting his mouth to yours. This time you kiss him back. Showing him you meant it when you agreed to his terms, hoping he would keep his end of the deal.
Intertwining your hand with his own he started a fast pace walk to where the fight was still ongoing.
Instead of going to where the hero's stood Dabi drug you outside where the villains stood their ground.
Walking up behind Shigaraki, you watched the decay villain glare at Dabi.
"Nice of you to join us." He snarled.
"I had to pick something up first." Dabi smiled. Turning to you he smiled wide. Nodding behind you Toga and Twice each grabbed one of your arms.
"What? Dabi!" You can't believe he'd let others touch you, much less keep you immobile.
"Hold her tight! She's about to be really upset" Dabi yelled before building up his blue flames. Looking for eyes that matched his own, seeing knowing in Endeavors eyes on what move he was about to release. His dad taught it to him after all. He watched Endeavor try to move as many hero's out of the way, all the whiled knowing he couldn't stop what was about to happen.
Blue flames surrounded the building, quicker than anyone could possibly move. Screaming filled the air while the blue flames only grew.
"No!" You yelled. He lied to you. Screaming so loud you can't hear it but you feel the tissue in your throat tear. You don't know if your crying or not but it was too much. Ripping your arms out of Toga and Twices grip, you jump on Dabi from behind.
Hitting him everywhere you can reach you release all of your anger.
"You promised! You lied!"
Dabi is letting you hit him, you know he is.
"You said no one would get hurt!" Dabi is walking away from the others, putting distance between you and them. You're wrapped around him looking back towards the blazing blue flames. As the flames fade away you start to see bodies in the ash and dust. So many bodies.
You stop fighting in shock and sadness. You'd walked right into his trap. You were an idiot. A whimpering wail came from your chest.
"You promised." You said, words breaking, unable to say more.
"I did." He said simply.
"You lied."
"Did I?" He said.
Getting a resurgence of anger you start to hit him again, as hard as you can. It took a second for you to register the pinch in your neck.
Your vision started to blur. Fuck.
"I always keep my promises to you Mouse, I just need you out of the way for the rest to work." Is the last thing you hear.
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BACK AT THE ARCADE
"I don't understand, you'll what change sides if I come with you. That doesn't sound like you Dabi" You said mockingly. Trying to pretend Dabi wasn't still inside of you.
Laughing, enjoying being inside his Mouse and kissing along your jaw, Dabi rolls his eyes. While still enjoying you letting him touch you freely. It was making it hard to focus.
"Of course not, but Shigaraki has a plan, I don't know when he'll be putting it into action just yet." Moving his kisses and bites to your neck he can feel himself hardening again inside you tight walls. Your body jolts when he kisses below your ear. "But I can make sure none of your precious new found friends dies, I'll let them live to fight another day. I'll even keep the others in the PLF unaware that they've gone. They can regather, I'll fight a different day, but they can all make it out of this truce meeting. All because of you. You're coming with me after all of this anyway, I am offering you something in return for doing it the easy way." Removing his length from you Dabi sighed heavily, before tucking himself back into his pants and taking the time to readjust you.
"I'll find you, and can decide then Love." Seeing Hawks reflection in the glass of the door Dabi takes the moment to kiss your cheek. "I promise everyone will live, even that blonde jackass."
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DABIS POV
Laying you on the ground he removes the red feather from around your neck, tossing it on the ground, remembering earlier in the day he lifts your dress and removed the second feather. Unable to resist squeezing your thigh. Leaving the feathers in the dirt he picked you up in a bridal carry.
Walking past the rest Shigaraki stepped in front of him.
"We still have work to do here."
"You have work to do, I did more than my part. You can send Compress to spin this and there's plenty of you here to threaten whoever needs it. I have what I came here for now I am leaving." Shigaraki stayed standing in front of him. "Get out of my way." Dabi leveled at him.
"No emotion after killing your family? Seems cold even for you."
"I don't need them, I didn't come here for them. Get out of my way." Shigaraki finally stepped aside.
Walking to Kurogiri he didn't even have to say anything before the warp villain opened a portal and he stepped into his families home. He felt a weight lift knowing he had you back. Now he just had to wait for the drug to wear off. Chaining your hands to the bed so you can't attack him when you awaken, knowing it's the only way he'll be able to get a word in.
Taking the moment to resecure your chain around your neck, he once again found himself smiling. He couldn't remember smiling so much in one day. You were going to wake up swinging, he thought. He couldn't wait.
Chapter End Notes
Don't kill me, this chapter had to be ended this way :-) I will try to put out the other half out in the next couple of days instead of a week out! As always your comments give me life, thank you all for all of the love throughout the story so far! Try not to be angry at Dabi just yet.
Broken
Chapter Notes
This wasn't the full follow up chapter so you'll get more detail in the next, but I felt bad about the cliff hanger so you get this today
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Gods you were tired. When did you fall asleep? Your brain was trying to connect the dots but failing. You remembered Hawks walking you to your room. You sat on the bed, but you hadn't intended on sleeping. You were going to take advantage of being left alone and take a bath. Had you been so tired you fell asleep?
Tickling on your sides caused your body to squirm. You still couldn't quite open your eyes. A raspy laugh had you trying though. The tickling sensation moved to your ankle, trailing up your calf to your knee. The grip changing to grip your thigh, kneading the muscle so hard you worried about bruises.
You felt weight shift around you and you tried to stretch out, and move away from where the weight was shifting. When you couldn't get your arms to move the panic you felt allowed you to open your eyes.
The space around you was blurry. You could see white moving closer to your face and it took a moment for you to register it as a person.
Blue eyes came into focus, observing you.
"Wake up Mouse, you've been asleep long enough."
Dabi. You were back with Dabi. He was sitting shirtless in his sweats next to you.
Memories came flooding your mind, paralyzing you as you felt extreme grief take over your body.
"I hate you." You couldn't put emotion into your words. You were just so tired. This was too much. You shouldn't have escaped with the rest. If you had stayed at Tartarus Dabi probably would've never drawn Endeavor out. Guilt started competing for grief.
"Do you?" He arched an eye brow at you. Leaning over he began to kiss your neck and bite at your jaw line.
"You lied."
"Did I?" Sitting back up Dabi gripped the straps of your dress, closing his hands around each one, his blue flames burning away the straps, ripping the dress down the middle. Pushing the torn fabric off. Running his fingers over your bruise from when the villain woman had kicked you.
"You know you lied." Bringing his head down he kissed over the bruises.
"What did I tell you the first time you tried to run?" Dabi gripped your face forcing your focus on him.
"What?" You don't know what he is trying to get out of you.
"I gave you a warning then, I also made you a promise then too. Do you remember what it was?"
Realization dawning on you, you stomach starts to curdle.
"That you would kill everyone who helped me escape, no matter how small of a part they played." Tears starting to fall from your eyes. Blurring your vision once again.
"Did I break my promise Mouse?" Dabi began to kiss the tears of your cheeks. Causing you to sob harder.
"I asked you a question Pet." He whispered in your ear.
"No."
A harsh bite to your collar bone had you trying to buck him off of you.
"Mmmm gone for a few days and you already forgot all of your manners." He teased you.
"Monsters don't deserve manners." Your anger finally building, you want to hurt him.
"I am a monster now?" Dabi moved one leg in between yours, straddling your leg. Running his fingers over the cloth covering you. You hate how well he knows how to make your body respond the way he wants.
"Yes." You snapped your leg up hoping to knee him. He pushed down on your knee just a half a second before you made contact with his center. His eyes blazing and his smile showing you how amusing he's finding you.
"You didn't think so when you came with me." He began to push his middle and ring finger into you, scissoring his fingers.
"I didn't think you'd..." His fingers pushing on the spot that always causes you to see stars combined with how stupid you felt for believing him stopped you from continuing your words.
"Didn't think I'd what Mouse?" Before you could answer Dabi leaned down and ran his tongue over you clit. Making answering difficult.
Trying to close your legs and get him away from you proved fruitless. Dabi always seems to be a few steps ahead of you, he caught one leg and held it down. Turning his head to the leg that knocked into him and bit your inner thigh.
"I didn't think you'd lie to me." You said quietly.
"I am a villain, right, why would you trust me?" Sitting back on his heels Dabi palmed himself through his sweats. Staring you in the eye.
"What made you you think you were special enough for me to change who I am? I am a monster after all." His eyes flashed with hurt before he pushed his sweats down and he pushed his length into you.
"You hate me?" He whispered in your ear.
"Yes." You try to stop your body from responding to he movements. His hand worked its way between you do he could rub circles over your clit.
"You think I am a monster?" His pace sped up.
"Yes." Your thighs are shaking around him and your hatred for not only him but yourself is overwhelming.
Kissing your neck and working his way to your mouth, Dabis breathing turns into moans and pants. When your nose to nose, his mouth hovering over yours. Your both so close to going off the edge.
"Then why are you so wet for me Mouse." Using his free hand to pull your chin down and open your mouth Dabi kisses you hard. Pushing you over and breaking the coil tightened in your belly.
Dabi rode you through your orgasm, waiting until you were almost calmed before allowing his own release.
"God I missed having you in my bed Mouse." He kissed your cheek before pulling up his sweats and he left the room. "Welcome home baby."
You're left alone with your thoughts for what felt like hours. By the time he comes back you can barely see from all of your crying. Your arms hurt and you don't even know how long both of your hands have been asleep.
He walked to the bathroom and came out with two towels. Cleaning you and putting a pair of his clean sweats.
"Look at me Y/N." The use of your name had you following his directions.
He treated your obedience by removing one of your restraints. Rubbing your wrists and arms until you got feeling back. Kissing your inner wrist he moved to the other side. Repeating the action. Once your hands are free he pulls an oversized shirt over your head.
"Shigaraki is stopping by, I have to have you with me. He's going to be looking closely, you need to behave when he's here."
You continue to stare at your knees, not responding. Fingers intertwined in your hair and Dabi turned your head back to him.
"You must be having a hard time hearing, did you hear me?"
You only continue to stare at him. Your defiance making him smile. His face angers you and you get mad he's taking any enjoyment from you today.
"That face looks dangerous." He smiled wider at you.
"Why do you pretend you want my obedience when you clearly just want me to act out?" You ask. "You just want an excuse to hurt someone, stop pretending there's anything else, and don't touch me." You hiss out.
Dabi released your hair and walked over the dresser, pulling a gag out.
"I think while Dust face is here it might be wise to make sure you keep this side of you hidden." Inserting the gag into your mouth Dabi gently buckled the gag behind your head. "You're right though, I do enjoy when you push. It means I get to push back."
He moves you to the main room and instead of keeping you near him on the couch he moves to the chains from your first night.
Your jaw is already sore and now your on your knees, arms back in the air. Shigaraki walking into the room just as Dabi finished restraining you.
Shigaraki sat on his haunches in front of you, studying your face. You try to feel angry but all you feel is completely broken. The way Shigiraki is looking at you makes you feel like he can see the cracks you feel. Like he's trying to decide to best place to make them physical.
Shigaraki move a hand towards you and you see blue flames ignite behind him.
"Relax." Shigaraki said. "I won't use my quirk on her, I am just trying to see what's got you all so fascinated." Using two fingers he turns your head from side to side. "I don't get it." He shrugged and stood. Dabi moved between you two.
"You don't need to get it, just get your gross hands off of her. Despite her extreme lack of discretion these past few days, not just anyone gets to touch her."
Shigaraki flexed his hand and rolled he head. "We need you to show up tomorrow and play a sob story for an interview. Compress was able to work the press, unfortunately the idiot politicians on the hero's side got caught in the crossfire the hero's started attacking." Shigaraki said almost bored sounding. "Unfortunately your dad lost his mind and attacked you during our meeting."
Dabi raised his eyebrows and nodded.
"I think I might be too heartbroken by dear old dads betrayal to show my face, after I reached out and everything."
Shigaraki rolled his eyes. "Quit trying to get out of doing your part."
Dabi leaned against the wall and rubbed his face.
"I did my part when I killed all of them, I did what you couldn't. I don't want to do anymore. It'd be easier to spin without me there anyway, people would believe I'd not want to deal without after having to fight my family. I won't come across as remorseful on the screen."
Shigaraki walked towards the door to leave. "Your a pain in the fucking ass." He said before slamming the door.
Dabi walked to the window and watched Shigaraki leave before turning and walking over to you. Unhooking you from the chains.
"It's going to upset you, I have somewhere I want to take you, but I can't have you ruining the moment by running your mouth, no matter how much I like your mouth."
You can only glare at him as he moved your hands behind your back to restrain them. Also restraining your legs together.
He picked you up and carries you to a car you hadn't seen before outside. You were shocked when he put you in the passenger side. Trying to make you comfortable, which wasn't going to happen with your arms behind your back.
"Sorry Mouse, it won't be for long." Shutting the door gently so he didn't scare you.
Situating himself in the drivers seat you start to get nervous. You didn't know he could drive, you're not feeling very calm with the idea of him at the wheel.
He seemed to know what was running through your mind. "Don't worry Mouse, I am a very good driver, I just usually like walking. I get motion sick easy in a car." You didn't feel reassured.
You tried to keep up with where he was taking you but there was too many turns for you to keep up. Dabi kept his hand on your thigh, rubbing unconscious circles into it. You notice his knee starts to shake like he's excited or nervous.
When he pulled in front of a house you knit your brows in confusion. Who lived here? Looking towards Dabi he smiled at you, looking younger than you've seen him ever look. He looked genuinely happy.
Once he's pulled you from the car he removed the restraints and finally removed the gag. He gave you a minute to work your jaw before he excitedly grabbed your hand and drug you to the house. Pulling out a key and unlocking the door, he stepped aside and gestured for you to enter.
"Whose house is this?" You ask while walking in. It was a beautiful home, if you could pick a dream house, this would be on the list.
"It's got 5 rooms, 4 bathrooms." Dabi starts telling you about the house. His arm now shaking instead of his knee. He walked you through, ignoring your questions.
After quickly pulling you through the whole house he pulls you outside. There was a bench swing covered in lights. A blanket laid across the bench acting as a cushion.
He sat with you on it and kicked off the ground, causing the swing to rock the both of you.
"I always liked these things, I don't know why." He said absentmindedly. "Do you like the house." He said, he seemed to be holding his breath.
"It's a beautiful house, whose is it?" You ask again, starting to get frustrated.
"Ours, I even bought it." He blurted out. "I thought about just taking it, but I thought you'd prefer if I bought it. Well technically Endeavor bought it." He shrugged. "He just doesn't know it." He laughed.
"Did you think this would stop me from remembering who you are? You can't make me forget that. This doesn't work like a bandaid. I don't care about being provided for. I do care that you hurt people I care for, and you lied to me."
Dabis smile faltered but only for a moment. He pulled out his phone and held the screen out to you.
Hawks face appeared on the screen with Endeavor behind him trying to take the phone back from Hawks. Who seemed to be flying out of reach every time he got close.
"Kid! Are you okay?" Hawks said looking around you like he was trying to see if Dabi was with you.
You look up at Dabi who looks smug with himself.
"You're alive? How is this... I'm confused." Your feeling overwhelmed again, your mind feels like too many emotions are firing at the same times.
"Did fuck face not tell you?" Hawks said. "You don't always have to be a dick Dabi, it's a literal choice you know."
Scooting himself into the screen Dabi flipped off Hawks. "Just show her everyone around you asshole so she can stop looking so fucking sad."
Jumping away from Endeavor who had been trying to sneak up on Hawks, he flipped the screen and you saw everyone. You were shocked to even see the messy ash blonde hair of Bakugou. He looked towards Hawks and started walking over, you couldn't hear him but he was reaching for the phone.
Once Dabi saw him he grabbed the phone back from you.
"Yeah that's enough good feelings, tell that fucker to go fuck himself and stay the fuck away." Dabi ended the call before you could say anything.
"Are you done being mad now?" He asked like you had been over reacting all day.
"No! Why wouldn't you tell me that? Did you just want to punish me for running? Why would you do that?"
You're crying again, this time you allow Dabi to pull you into his lap and hold you. "I've been sick with grief all day."
"I told you, I would give them the chance to get out, I wouldn't let them get hurt. As soon as you came with me you guaranteed they'd live through it, and that I'd hide it. None of the PLF knows they're alive. They get another chance to fight another day. I even let the explosion asshole live. Which you should know was really hard for me to do." He shivered. "Really really hard, if he ever comes near me again I can't promise to let him live."
"What about the politicians Shigaraki was talking about tonight?" You ask.
"They weren't part of our deal, I couldn't have done anything for them anyway." He said matter of factly. "I actually thought they'd be forgotten, but Dust Face must've been angry he didn't kill any of the hero's."
"How?"
He smiled at you and stood up and helped you stand. "I am smarter than everyone else who was there." He said as if that was a good enough explanation.
"Okay, but how?" You push.
"I'll tell you if you tell me what you think of the house." He negotiates.
"I really like the house." You say monotonously.
"I mean it, I want to know what you think of it. I didn't get anything to put inside, I thought you could just pick things out and I'll get it and you can fill the house with what you want."
"You'll get it?"
Laughing again, his face is soft and happiness filled it again.
"I mean Enji hasn't had to pay for anything for me in years, really it's more like back pay. He intends on buying all of his kids homes anyway, I just did it for him. And I will continue to do it until he figures out how to stop me. It's hardly my fault if he doesn't notice or stop me."
"You're terrible."
"Motivate me to be better Little Mouse."
"Dabi." You plaster a phony grin to your face.
"Yes baby." He matched your grin.
"The house is beautiful."
Dabi beamed, looking like a completely different person. You can't help but smile back at him.
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Hawks POV
Bakugou was angry. Angry that they relied on Dabi to get them out, convinced he could've killed all of them without anyone else's help. Angry that you left with Dabi. And whatever emotion was past angry the Endeavor had known Dabi was going to take you and didn't stop him.
The regrouped hero's headed towards a new hideout. Worried the old one was compromised now. One minute they'd all been fighting and the next they were all two cities over. Confused until Endeavor called everyone and explained what had happened.
Leaving them to workout how to get to the next planned hide out. The busses they came in still at the hotel.
"We're not leaving her with him! We can't just trade her for us." Kirishima said.
"Of course were not leaving her." Bakugou growled back. Hawks shook his head at him.
"She chose to go with him, we don't have to go in and try to rescue her right away. We need a better plan." Hawks said calmly.
"Unlike you, I am not willing to go about my day knowing she's being tortured by that crazy fuck." Bakugou sneered.
"He won't hurt her, do you not see him with her? Or are you blind? She's safer than any of us right now." Hawks maintained his calm facade, he was starting to seethe internally at Bakugous lack of ability to really look at a situation.
Endeavor stood in the middle of them and held his hands up.
"For right now we will regroup, we can't go into another war over one person."
Bakugou started to interrupt but Endeavor cut him off.
"I am not done, you need to be quiet. We of course won't just abandon her. However we will come up with a plan that will get us out of hiding and will put the villains back in prison where they should be. I have an idea as to how to do it, but I need to talk with Hawks and get this all sorted. Be patient." He said.
Bakugou just walked away.
Hawks approached Kirishima.
"He'll go after her on his own." Hawks said. Not asking.
"Yes." Kirishima said.
"Stick with him, keep him from doing anything stupid. We won't abandon her but he isn't thinking clearly about the long run."
Nodding Kirishima took off towards Bakugou, throwing his arm around the blondes shoulder and talking calmly to him.
A small feather flew from Hawks wings and lodged itself into Bakugous belt. Just in case.
Chapter End Notes
So I have smut scenes I don't think I'll get to use for this story and I was thinking odd post a couple this week as a sort of "side content" if people would be interested in that, it would essentially be pure smut from before her escape and for their new home. It wouldn't be plot moving the story forward by any means, is that something people would like?
Bonus smut
Chapter Notes
This doesn't contribute to the plot, but it's bonus smut between Dabi and Mouse, this takes place after the first time they've had sex. It's one of the ones he plays for her when he has to leave for hours at a time with the PLF while controlling the toy.
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Running your fingers through your hair, you slid your feet into a pair of soft slippers. You didn't hear his approach as Dabi picked you up under your arms. Wrapping your arms around his neck and legs around his waist. He was going to make it so you'd forget how to walk. He never seemed to want to put you down lately.
When you enter the living room you expect him to set you on the ground, where you usually were allowed to read or play on the tablet he'd gifted you while he either worked on whatever his side project was, work for the league or just put on a show to pass the time. Sometimes he even had you read out loud from whatever you were reading.
Today however, instead of setting you down he laid on the couch, keeping you wrapped around him. When you tried to sit up his hand pushed between your shoulder blades, keeping you pinned to him.
"Relax Mouse, I just want you wrapped around me for awhile. I have a head ache and I need the distraction." He rumbled in your ear.
Taking a few deep breaths you calm yourself down. You'd thought you were about to be in trouble at first and couldn't think of anything you'd done to make him angry, cuddling was a relief. The sunshine coming in through the window mixed with the heat coming out of Dabis body made it easy for you to feel sleepiness running through your body.
Hearing Dabis breathing even out you feel safe enough to let your body fall into sleep with him. Tapping your finger on his chest to the beat of his heart, until you lost yourself to sleep.
You woke to the skirt of your dress bunched around your hips. Dabi had both hands in your underwear, each hand gripping one of the globes of your ass. Alternating between softly running the tips of fingers from the bottom of your ass to where it met your lower back, to squeezing hard enough to bruise then digging his fingernails into each cheek and scratching in different directions.
You can feel his hardness on your stomach, hearing him gasp when his harsh movements caused you to move over his cock.
"You awake yet?" He asked you.
When you try to answer he plunged two fingers into your pussy and smacked your ass at the same time.
"Y-yes, I'm awake Daddy." You just barely choke out the words.
"Fucking finally." He said sitting up and taking you with him. "Lean over the back of the couch, keep your ass in the air Pet." He said guiding you, your arms to rest over the back of couch, removing himself from under you, moving your knees onto the cushion of the couch. You thought he was going to push his length into you and you closed your eyes to prepare for it.
When something ran across your lips instead causing you to gasp in surprise, he took advantage of your open mouth and began to piston his hips to continually push his length further and further down your throat.
You tried to keep your noises quiet but he's fucking your mouth so deep you can't stop the gagging noises, or your body from clenching when he hits too deep.
"Good girl, keep that tongue all the way out Mouse. Don't hide those noises from me, let me hear how hard your trying for me." You look up at him and his eyes meet yours, you can't tell if he's seeing you, his eyes are glazed over. You watch him gather saliva in his mouth and you close your eyes again, expecting him to hit your eye. When nothing happens you slowly open your eyes. Watching him dribble a glob of spit, moving it so it landed in the base of his cock, adding to the mess of your spit, his precum and now his spit.
After a few quick and deep thrusts he pulls out and strokes his length while you caught your breath.
This time when he enters your mouth he goes slowly. "Breath through your nose Mouse." He says without stopping his cock from sliding to the back of your throat. Instead of thrusting his hips back and forth he leans forward, laying his body over your back, each hand grabbing your ankles, using them to pull himself forward, lodging himself fully in your throat, the weight of his body pushing your neck down onto the back of the couch. Waiting until your face was bright red and your body shaking before pulling out and lifting up.
Drool dripped out of the side of your mouth and he used his hand to wipe it off and added it to his cock, walking behind you. His hand gripped the hair at the top of your head, arching you back while he pushed his whole length in your pussy.
He gave you barely anytime to adjust before his thrusts began to move the couch back. Having to walk forward to keep himself inside you.
Pulling you back by the grip in your hair until he changes the angle and wraps a hand around your neck, your back pushed against his chest.
You can't stop the grunts and moans leaving you, your hands trying to grab onto anything that can steady you. Having to settle on reaching behind you so you can grip his hips. You start to pull him towards you, hoping he'll go faster.
"Are you trying to control my speed Mouse? What do you need me to do? Words Mouse."
"F-f-faster, please." His hand came down he slapped your cunt hard.
"Please what?"
"Please Daddy, please."
Dabi responded by pushing you back onto all fours and he almost doubled his pace. Reaching around he shoved two of his fingers into your mouth, matching the pace of his fingers to his cock.
"You're clenching so tight around me, are you going to cum for me?"
Two fingers start to pinch and circle your clit and your thighs shake. Overwhelmed and overstimulated your pussy sucks him in, as if your cunt wanted him to release with you.
Before you fully recover Dabi pulled himself from you and flipped you over, straddling your chest he gripped himself and began pumping over your face.
"Open your mouth, open your mouth." He says out breath, hooking a finger in your mouth and pulling your jaw down. Throwing his head back as his release shot out in ropes against your face. Landing in your mouth and across your nose and eyes.
Slowing his strokes he looks back down and smiles at you, using two fingers to gather his cum from your face. Once he's satisfied he's gathered all of it he pushes it into your pussy. Pushing his fingers as far in as he can.
Removing his fingers he laid back on the couch and wrapping you back around him like when you had napped. This time he pushed his still partially hard member back into you.
"Dabi..." you don't know if you can handle anymore.
"Shhhhh Mouse. I don't want your pretty cunt to feel abandoned. Help me pick a show." He said giving you the remote.
Chapter End Notes
I have three more of these scenes if it's something everyone wants!
Bonus smut two
Chapter Notes
Again this is smut I had written out but couldn't find a place that worked in the story for it. So it's like deleted scenes! I have a couple more I'll post this week also. These all take place after Dabi and Reader have sex for the first time, and before her escape from Tartarus. When Dabi plays videos and uses the remote toys on her these are the videos of themselves he plays. He knows where his security cameras are so he positions her in certain areas on purpose.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
"I'm not wearing that."
Dabi faked a shocked look at you, causing a flush to spread across your chest.
"You're not?" He started walking towards you with his poor choice of outfit for you today.
"No, can't I at least have something to put over it?"
"No, I want to see you in this." He said lifting your leg and starting to dress you like you were some stubborn toddler.
"You could see me in it and then I can just cover it, it'd still be on me, just under something not stupid." You said while kicking your feet out of the leg holes of the lingerie bottoms. "You always let me be covered!"
"Except for today Mouse, and I swear if you keep fighting me on this I'll just have some of the league over and you can just be naked sitting next to me."
You both glare at each other, you know you're going to end up in this stupid thing but you refuse to make it easy on him. You didn't like the softness you'd developed for him, so creating fights kept you in a safer headspace. Constantly reminding you that he wasn't someone for you to fall into. He was a villain.
"You would not, they'd see me naked and you'd hate that." When he looked at you, you could see anger as he pictured anyone else seeing you. You stuck your tongue out at him. "See, you have no threat." You knew it was a mistake as soon as it left your mouth, the playfulness between him and you in the moment disappeared so quickly, bringing your hand to cover your mouth. Staring back at him wide eyed as he ran his tongue over his teeth while smiling like you'd given him a gift with your misbehavior.
"I have no threat Mouse?" Grabbing you by your chain he slowly pulled you to him, until you were face to face with him. His smile was more terrifying than when you'd see him angry.
"I didn't mean to say that Daddy." You say behind your hands. Dropping your hands to your thighs. "If I put on this incredibly practical outfit can you, just this once forget that I said that?"
Pushing his mouth to yours he initiates a slow kiss. It's gentleness you know is a lie, and it's making you nervous.
"Maybe I don't want you to wear it now. I got it for my well behaved Mouse, who doesn't appear to be here today. What should we do about that?" He said standing before releasing your chain, almost causing you to fully fall on the floor. You don't like how he's talking or the look on his face. Before he can solidify on punishing you, you try again to make him more forgiving. Knowing you're going to have to humiliate yourself in the process.
Flinging yourself forward and wrapping your arms around his legs, nuzzling his thigh and looking down.
"Please, I am sorry, I'll do better and I'll make it up to you. Just no punishments today please. I'll wear it and I'll listen." Dabi ran his fingers through your hair, looking like he was contemplating.
"You want to wear it?" He asked.
"Yes, I want to wear it." Gripping your hair he moved your head until you were looking at him. Studying your face he ran his thumb over your bottom lip.
Without answering he kept his grip in your hair while walking you out towards the living room. Relief flooded your scalp with his release as he sat down in one of the chairs. In his relaxed outfit of jeans and a white T-shirt.
He let you stand uncomfortable and naked in front of him while you tried to pretend you were anywhere else.
"Put it on." Is all he said while holding out what was basically just scraps of fabric.
The top didn't even cover your breasts, blue lace wound itself underneath trailing up between your breasts then attaching to a lace choker around your neck. You breasts were left bare for his gaze, the "outfit" making you feel more exposed than when you were naked. The bottoms were a matching blue but were crotch less and all lace and string. The design looking like a heart on your butt.
"All of this so you can see a heart on my butt?"
"I've discovered most things look better if I can see it with a view of your ass Pet."
Putting it on and using all of your mental strength to not ask him if he's happy now sarcastically.
The look in his eye as he takes you in has you blushing again. You didn't know anyone could look at someone like that in real life until you'd met Dabi. Without saying anything he pointed to the ground. Taking the hint you sat at his feet, he turned you so you were facing away from him. You could feel his eyes burning into you, but he makes no movement towards you. What was probably only ten minutes felt like hours.
You almost feel relieved when his hand grabbed your hair again. Just waiting for something to happen was horrible. He pulled you and laid your head on his thigh. One hand rubbing up and down your very exposed back, getting lower each time. Grabbing a handful of your ass and squeezing hard and ending it with a harsh smack before bringing his hand up to the back of your neck.
Gripping it tight he pulled you off of him, when your throat was exposed he wrapped his other hand around the front of your neck. Using both of his hands to pull your face to his, he kisses you deeply.
Breaking the kiss he turns you so your facing away from him but leans your head against his shoulder, your face is buried in his neck, your fully leaned against him,while he reaches down and spreads your legs. Running his fingers softly over your pussy.
Tilting your face he kisses you again, once his tongue enters your mouth he slaps your cunt. Repeating this over and over until you can feel your slick running down your thigh.
He runs both hands to your breasts and grips each nipple harshly, turning just enough to where it hurts but is bearable. "Fuck." His raspy voice causes you to rub your thighs together. You really do like the rasp and rumble of his voice when he's turned on like this.
Kissing you again but quickly moving his mouth to run his tongue across your nipples, biting hard. Hands now working down to grab and pull you up to straddling him by your ass. His mouth never leaving your tit. He slaps the other before switching treatment to the other, going back and forth between each side. Your tits are a deep shade of pink by the time he's done. His pants are now covered with your slick, his hardness grinding against you. Once satisfied with his work to your breasts he reaches down and releases himself, using his legs to completely remove the jeans and his boxers.
Wasting no time he thrusts half his length inside you, causing you to Yelp. "Good girl, take all of it now baby." He said against your mouth while pushing you down.
Once he's bottomed out he starts a rapid pace, pumping in and out of you while his hands wander and squeeze and slap the rest of your body.
"Tell me you love it when I put my cock in your pussy Mouse."
Lost in the moment you can't even think of not listening.
"I love it." You moan out.
"You love what, fucking use your words, you know better." He punctuated the threatening tone with a hard hit to your ass.
"I love when your cock stretches my pussy!"
Smiling he increased his pace. "Yeah you do." His movements are becoming erratic, his cock slipped out and he leaves you empty, clenching as if it was looking for him.
"Put it back where it belongs Mouse." He grunts and breaths in your ear. Growling when your hand gripped his length and you lined him back up with your entrance and he pushed himself back into you. Continuing to piston in and out of you.
As your pushed over into your first orgasm he leans the both of you forward, until your head and shoulders are now on the ground, his cock continuing its thrusting as he stands and bends over you, your legs around his waist. Both of his hand cup your face.
"Fucking look at me." He gasps out, "don't look away from me." You struggle with his new angle and the overstimulation. One harsh thrust and you close your eyes, his thumbs move and force your eyes open. "I said not to look away from me Mouse." His pace slowing but each thrust is hard and demanding. Causing you to buck your body like your trying to buck him off of you.
Pulling out he grabs under your thighs and pulls you up until your pussy reaches his mouth. He stands and you can't help the panicked squeak that leaves your mouth, wrapping your legs around his neck to secure yourself and he starts to walk, continuing to lap at your folds and suck your clit. Using your hands you gather your hair so he doesn't step on it.
Once he's to the couch he puts you back in the same awkward position, head and shoulders on the floor, he pushed his full length into you, this time staying in place.
"Touch yourself Mouse, push that lace against your clit and get yourself off. I am not going to move again until you cum like this." Reaching up you try to mimic his movements when he touches you. Your body starts to shake and he adds two more fingers inside you, under his cock, stretching you out further. The stretch pushed you back over the edge as you reach your second orgasm. Removing his fingers he takes over rubbing your clit as he guides you through your orgasm.
Pulling out of you and lifting you to sitting on the floor he thrusts into your mouth. "Fucking hell, you're so fucking perfect, swallow Mouse, swallow it all!" You feel him swell before his cum fills your mouth. Some drips out of the side of your mouth but you manage to swallow most of it.
As he comes down from his own release he reaches down and scoops your own cum up, pushing his fingers and your own fluids into your mouth.
"Taste yourself Pet, such a good girl." Removing his fingers he kisses you again. Both of you trying to catch your breath. Leaning his forehead on yours, and cupping your face he rubs his thumbs over your cheeks.
"Yeah, I guess this one time I can forget you said something stupid Mouse."
"I said something?"
Chapter End Notes
I am still posting my normal updates, these are just kind of a bonus, I just can't use them in my story but I don't want them to go unused lol
Bonus smut three
Chapter Notes
Hello this is a bonus mini smut scene I had written out for Dabi x Reader but it just couldn't find a way to organically add it to the story. So consider these bonus scenes. They take place after Dabi x reader have sex for the first time and before her escape from Tartarus.
I will still be posting my normal chapters on Saturday, these are just for fun and so they don't end up in my smut grave yard. There are two more of these coming.
This one is shorter but I think it's something he'd make seem was spontaneous but was something he's been planning and waiting for the perfect moment. I could see him knowing he was going to do this for at least a half an hour before and just had to calm himself down because he didn't want to look too excited at it lol
Ever since the line had been crossed your days felt like you were waiting for him to ravage you, but you never knew when it would happen. He already shocked you this morning when you had been reading out loud to him while he rubbed at his temples. You were sitting normally on the couch while he laid with legs draped over yours.
"the steel bars on the skylight are supposed to be electrified, but of course the power's off. They're bitin..."
He moved so fast you didn't even register he had moved when you felt him shove his length into your mouth while you read. Standing on the couch a foot on either side of your hip, your head now leaning back on the couch.
"Sorry, it was like your mouth was moving in slow motion. Hah, ah." He kept his pace slow but forceful, pausing whenever he bottomed out. "It's hard to not be inside you when you look like this."
You were tempted to bite him, like he wasn't responsible for what you wore and how you looked. Once he's cummed down your throat he laid back down, back into your previous position, looking like nothing had just happened. Like you weren't a disheveled mess thanks to him. Your ponytail had been ripped out and your shirt needed adjusting and you could feel cum and drool rolling down your chin.
He closed his eyes, draping an arm over his head.
"I believe a fence was being bit through Mouse." He motioned towards the book you'd dropped between the cushions.
Bonus smut four
Chapter Notes
One more after this and then it'd back to our regularly scheduled programming on Saturday! So again these are just scenes I had in mind for the story but I couldn't organically add them. But I didn't want to waste the smut.
So view these as "deleted scenes." These are the moments Dabi plays for Reader when he's gone, they take place before her escape from Tartarus.
Yesterday's was shorter, I wasn't in a good headspace to write it out fully. I had gone to the book store and a guy I didn't even realize was behind me in line was wildly invasive and inappropriate, I left cause my husband was at the building the next door and a worker saw the guy follow me out and called the cops, cause he saw and heard the guy also. And he followed him following me trying to just get to my husband. It was not how I planned my solo book store trip! But I still didn't want to miss putting something out, I'll probably go back through and flesh it out a bit more today at some point.
In the first sunny day in two weeks, Dabi set up dinner outside, near where he attempted to turn Y/N into someone who could take care of herself. Usually he just ate with you in the room.
You wanted to enjoy the change in scenery but you didn't trust it. It was nearly dark out, the table and surrounding area was lit up with bright lights. You wished you could enjoy it but you were waiting for Dabi to pounce. He was looking more innocent than someone like him should be able to. You weren't buying it, Dabi was up to something.
"Is there something on my face Mouse?" Dabi finally acknowledged you suspicious glaring.
You coughed to try and cover the laugh leaving your mouth. With Dabi giving you one of his lazy grins. "Besides what's usually there, I mean."
"When are you going to do it?" You ask.
"Do what?" He had the nerve to look confused.
"I don't know, whatever your planning."
Setting his chin on folded hands he smirked at you. "My plan Mouse, was to enjoy the rain being gone, and I'd thought you'd like to be outdoors too."
"Uh huh, just to eat?" You know what that look in his eye means.
"Did you have something else in mind?" He looked ready to leap on you.
"No." You tried to scoot a little farther from him, slowly so he wouldn't see. Dabi however seems to always be able to see. Reaching for you he grabbed your wrist and yanked you out of your seat and into his lap.
Looking anywhere but at him you see the bright lights are casting shadows against the fence. Dabi and yours standing out clearly, his head going in and out of focused as he moved his mouth sporadically around your body.
Looking up at you he sees your focus is behind them. He's upset your focus isn't on him. He's the only thing you should be paying attention to. Turning to see what you were so focused on he was shocked at the shadows, smiling at the new game Dabi reached for each of your ankles. Lightly tracing circles on the dips and valleys of your legs.
Pushing you onto the table and leaning far into your space, Dabi reaches around pushing plates and glasses and food off the table, clearing space for him to move as he wished.
Reaching again each of his hands to circle your ankles. Lifting them up, until he let them rest on his shoulders while you were pushed against him, bent nearly in half. He exaggerated the movement of your legs, straightening them and widening the V shape of your legs.
Your eyes were still on the shadows, pretending it wasn't you and Dabi creating them. "How do we look Mouse?" The shadow man ran his hands down the other shadows legs, you watch the mans shadow adjust his grip to her thighs and kneel down. Holding your legs so they stayed in the V shape. "Don't look away Pet." Dabi attacked your pussy.
Flattening his tongue he gave slow and firm glides from you ass to clit, alternating nibbling your nub to tracing circles with the tip of his tongue, to sucking on it and releasing it with a loud pop.
The shadow women's legs began to shake, hands and arms add to the movement for purchase, trying to steady yourself, you watch the shadow fail as you are shoved into your orgasm, watching the shadow fall with you through slot eyes.
Closing your eyes you can feel Dabi standing, cupping your face he brings you to him and licks the seam of your mouth.
"You made a mess Mouse, clean it." You see his skin glistening across his face, and you know what he wants. Starting with his jawline you flatten your tongue like he had done with you, tracing the bottom half of his face with it. Your licks turn to open mouth kisses and you kiss every part of him that shone in the light. Once Dabi was satisfied he stood you up and move a couple of feet away from you. "Look at the fence again."
You see your shadow alone now. "Don't look away." He said as you see an arm merge with your shadow. His hand cupping your sex, you watch your shadows body shake as he coated his fingers in your release. Using the wetness to push two fingers in quickly. Not giving you time to adjust he viciously slammed his fingers and hand against your pussy. With every inward thrust your shadow is jumping into the air.
He steps back to you and guides you to your knees, making sure your still focused on the shadows he turns your head. You watch as his shadow releases his cock, exaggerated strokes running up and down his length. You watch as he gets closer to you, turning your head but your gaze stays where he told you to look. Watching and feeling him run the tip of his cock over your lips.
"Stick your tongue all the way out Baby." As soon as your tongue is out he enters your mouth. Pushing the head into the softness of your cheek while he slaps where your cheek bulges. Not hard, but enough to jolt both of you. Once he bottoms out, your nose pressed to his stomach he holds you there for just a moment too long, before pulling all of the way out. Before you fully catch your breath he pushes all the way back in, until your nose is back against his stomach. Repeating this motion until your face is red, sweaty and covered in your slobber. This time when he pushes you all of the way down his cock, he holds you there. "Lick my balls while I am all of the way inside your throat." He demanded.
You struggled with his order but the movements must have pleased him. He threw his head back and then you see he's been watching your shadows now. Just when it gets to be too much he pulls out quickly causing you to cause and get more of your mixed fluids on your face.
Standing you up and turning you so your back was to his chest, your ass pushed into front. He bent you in half, grabbing each of your arms so he can keep you steady. Pulling them behind you and using the tension to hold you up and keep you in the place. The shadows you cast looking so lewd you can almost forget that it's you. Viciously slamming into you and causing your shadow to jump around harshly. Every movement exaggerated for the shadows sake.
Once he let go of your hands you fall forward, almost hitting the ground, a sharp pain racing through your scalp as he catches you by hair. He keeps his grip as he reaches for a chair. Pulling you back into his lap he has you straddle him and slams you back down on his cock. Holding you in place he has you grind on his hips as he pulls off today's dress and tosses it. He moved to take off his own shirt, instead of tossing it he wraps it around the back of your neck, using it to guide you up and down his cock.
"Take all of it Mouse." His breathing is erratic and he moves his make shift leash around your neck to bring your mouth to his. Biting your bottom lip as you feel him release into your cunt. Allowing you to collapse on him, this time you get to feel his body shaking as he calms down. His breathing heavy. You take a moment to enjoy that you did that to him, he's not the only one who has that effect. You can do it to him too.
"Guess I need to figure out a new dinner plan." He gasps out, interrupting your quiet moments.
Kissing you again he breaks the kiss and you see him glance at your melded shadows.
"Our shadows can melt into one, I keep trying to get closer and closer to you, I can't have you pushed hard enough into me, but our shadows at least can accomplish getting as close as that. I never knew I could feel jealous of a shadow."
Bonus Smut Five
Chapter Notes
This is the last of the Bonus Smut. Tomorrow will be back to posting my actual plot chapters. These are smut scenes I wanted to work into the main story but just couldn't get it to organically fit.
This is like a "deleted scene"
they take place after Dabi and Reader have sex for the first time and before she escapes from Tartarus. After this I have about 15-20 chapters left! Then I will start on a Bakugou story I have Outlined!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
You were out of breath, laying on the ground with an arm flung over your eyes. You'd thought by now these self defense and stamina building exercises would've gotten easier. If anything you feel worse after each time, he never seems to let you have an easy time, always adding and increasing to keep the difficulty feeling the same. He was at least breathing heavier today. Usually he looked relaxed after sparring. Which just made you angrier with him.
Sitting up you look around for your water bottle. You see it right by Dabi, who was finishing off his own water. Following your gaze looks at your water bottle then back to you.
"You should drink your water mouse." When he smiled you swear he grew fangs. He looked almost lazy and lethargic but you know him too well to believe it.
You're thirsty though, his bringing focus to it only increased your thirst. Generally he was always a stickler to making sure you took care of yourself, or at least that you let him do it. Reaching for the water you tried to avoid his gaze. His hand grabbed it before you could reach it and he held it just out of reach.
"Dabi, I am really thirsty!" You squeak out.
"I told you, make sure you drink your water Mouse." He held the water bottle out to you and even though you knew he was going to do it, you still reached out to grab it from him, unsurprisingly he pulled it out of reach again.
"Hydration is important after working so hard Pet, drink your water, you got to keep your body strong. You have a very demanding cat who likes to play with his Mouse." Holding the water bottle back out.
This time instead of aiming for the water bottle you aim to roll him over. Using your full weight to hold him down you reach for his hand that's holding the bottle.
He reached his opposite hand around you and held you to him, twisting and guiding you until you were facing away from him, enveloping you in his legs and arms. Using his legs to spread yours his empty hand reach down to tease at your clothed slit. While you were distracted trying to get away from one hand he'd taken a mouthful of water. Setting the bottle town he used his now free hand to turn your face to him, slanting his mouth to yours he slowly released the water into your mouth. The cool liquid dripped down your chin but your throat started to feel better at you finally getting a drink.
"Good girl." Dabi whispered in your ear, speeding up his hand that's still teasing your pussy. His now using his freehand to grope at your breast. Kissing your neck. You feel his hand leave your pussy and now he has his arms wrapped around you but his hands each envelope and squeeze hard around your breasts.
"Why are you so strong?" You're barely able to get any volume to your voice. Reaching back you grab the water bottle, he's so distracted holding you in place he doesn't notice.
"So I can keep you here with me." His raspy voice in your ear had your eyes rolling back. Shaking out of his successful distraction you lift the bottle awkwardly with how he was holding your arms. Squeezing as hard as you can you aim for his face. He saw what you'd planned however and moved back and moved your face into the stream of water.
"Fuck!" You yelp feeling water go up your nose and choking in surprise.
"Language Pet." Dabi laughed in your ear, twisting the bottle out of your hand. Holding it to your mouth, you look up at him and the look on his face has you trying harder to get out of his grasp.
Squeezing you tighter he brings the water to your mouth again. "Drink Mouse."
You shake your head trying to back away from the bottle.
"You need your water, I won't do anything while you're drinking." Kissing under your ear, what almost sounded like a purr left his throat. "I promise, drink up baby."
Hoping to placate him you drink, on edge waiting for him to act out. He seemed to be staying true to his promise and let you drink in peace with him holding the bottle. As soon as you stopped drinking however he pointed the bottle down, lifting up your workout sweats he squirts cold water all over your thighs and crotch, soaking your sweats. Your back arched at the freezing contact.
"Hmmm, we should get you out of these wet clothes Mouse, you could catch a cold. Your pants are halfway down before you start to fight spreading your legs wide to try and keep the pants from being brought down any farther.
"Ah ah." Dabi taunted in your ear, hitting your clit with a harsh slap causing your legs to try and close. Using the moment he fully removed your pants. Your left in your sports bra and underwear now, much to Dabis delight, if the look on his face meant anything.
Finally able to get your legs out from between his you roll and force him to release you from his grasp. His hands however grip and burn your bra. He takes advantage of your rolling away to remove it fully from you.
Before you can stand to try and run back inside Dabi barrels into you, seemingly only amused by your struggles. Using his shoulder to splay open your legs, his leg pins your upper body to the ground. Kissing your stomach he works his mouth down to suck on your clit. His laughing at your struggles adds a new vibration to his actions.
"You're breathing like your turned on Pet." He said with a thick voice. You manage to roll again, getting his face away from your center, you didn't realize your mistake until you felt his teeth bite into your ass. "I can work with this side too Mouse. In fact I don't think I give your ass the attention it deserves." He bites down a little harder, causing a shock to run through out your body. "What's it like to walk around knowing you have a perfect ass? Knowing everyone who sees it wants to do what I am right now." He begins to suck a hickey next to where he bit.
"Dabi, stop, too much." His words stung sometimes, you don't know how to accept that kind of praise. You try to get away again and you feel him peel off your last layer of protection from him.
"I agree, this is way too much clothing, hiding you from me. It's so hard to keep clothes on you. Blocking the view of you." He burys his tongue between your cheeks now. His moans causing you to clench around nothing.
When he sat back this time you manage to fully leave his grasp, your legs aren't helping you stand. As he comes at you again you kick your leg out and he backed up, not wanting your kick to land on his face. Repeating the process this time he was prepared for your kick you and he wrestle on the ground until he's holding onto you around the waist, your trying to crawl away from him and he uses his free hand to push into your center, you can feel your ass and legs shake with how hard he's working you.
When he releases you again you both start to wrestle, you to get away and him to try and get to as much of you as he can. You don't know at what point he'd worked his pants off but your made aware of his pleasure in the situation when he uses your leg for friction.
Every move you make he seems to find a new area to attack with his tongue. When your not paying attention he's attacked you ass and pussy and your nipples, nibbles and bites across your stomach and shoulder.
It ends when he fully pins you under him, pressing himself into you. Keeping a steady pace, moving until he hits the spot inside you that drives you over the edge every time. Once he finds it he continues to push into it repeatedly until your seeing white. The adrenaline of your wrestling match heightens the rush. You're trying to ask for something but you don't know what.
Once your orgasm passes Dabi pulls out, putting just the tip of his cock in your mouth. "Use your tongue." He demands of you. Swirling your tongue around the head while Dabi pumps himself.
You taste the salty bitterness enter your mouth, filling it more than he'd ever had before.
Pulling out he put his full weight on top of you, coming down from him own high.
"Swallow Mouse, it's important you stay hydrated." He laughed in your ear again.
Chapter End Notes
So i was thinking of possibly turning this into a visual story if I can think of where to put it for everyone. It would take some time but I think it would be fun to do. Would anyone be interested in that?
Deceived
Chapter Notes
This week was crazy so today is simply the explanation, I will most likely be adding another chapter tonight or tomorrow as well now that my week is calming down.
"You did not." You said monotonously. Staring at Dabi in disbelief.
"Looking like that hurts my feeling Mouse, yes I did." Dabi retorted, you can tell it's taking effort to sound disinterested.
"You trained with the Hero Commission?"
"Yes."
"Well they must not be very good at their job, you went a completely different direction." You can't help but awkwardly laugh.
"I told you already, I am smarter than everyone else, I wasn't going to learn anything from them, I didn't leave one crazed hero worshipped place just to be thrown into another."
Nodding along to his words you take a couple beats to process what he was saying.
"Okay, that makes sense, I get that. So that's where you met Hawks?"
"Yes. Hawks was a golden boy then too, but it's also where I met Yui and Sakura."
"And they helped you with this whole mess?"
"It wasn't a mess, it was perfectly planned but yes, not everyone came out blindly following the Commissions orders like Keigo. He follows what they say so eagerly because he thinks they saved him. So his loyalty to them is strong, it's why I never dropped my suspicion that he was faking his stance. You don't just lose your loyalty to something you were so devoted to because someone pointed out a flaw in the system you love."
Standing up he walked in front of you and helped you to standing, interlocking his hand with yours, something he seems very happy to be doing you notice. It's a step up from simply grabbing you by the wrist and pulling you along.
He walks you back into the new house, your house you guess. Walking you to the kitchen he picks you up and sets you on one of the counters.
"There's no chairs yet, we should probably get those first and a bed. So we can at least be comfortable here before it's ready for us to move over."
"That's probably smart." You're trying not to rush his explanation, he keeps interrupting himself, bringing up his ideas for decorating the home.
"Yeah, so they were part of our training group. Yui had a Holographic Manipulation quirk, Sakura has a quirk similar to Kurogiris. She can open multiple areas, she's not as strong as he is though, even with the Hero's Commissions training." Dabi turned on the faucet and angled his head down to take a drink from the water streak.
"Do you want a drink Mouse?" He asked you, you could see the mischief in his eyes.
"No, I'd rather hear the rest, if I do that you're going to try something." You scoot a little ways away from him.
"Fine, don't play." He pouts.
"I've kept in contact with them and a couple of others, they knew I was alive and helped me out a few times before I heard about Stain and joining the League." He took another drink, when he lifted his head he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. Walking over to you where you sat on the counter in placing a hand on either side of you, invading your bubble and getting his face close to yours. Raising his eyebrows at you, you realize you'd missed the look in his face.
Water splashed on your face, he'd held it in his mouth only to release it on your face. Your punishment for not playing his game you assume.
"Really?" Bringing your hands up you begin to wipe your face off. "There's no towels in this place Dabi!"
"Calm down." He laughs and removes his shirt. Wiping your face off for you, then putting it back on. "You don't have to freak out about everything."
You can only stare at him in disbelief at him lecturing you on freaking out about anything. "Says Captain Calm."
"Are you saying I am not calm?" He cupped your face with both of his hands.
"I spent days watching that explosion hero putting his hands all over you, and staring at you like you were food, and he's still alive. I don't think you can say I can't control myself."
"You picked a fight with him the first night." You remind him.
He wagged a finger at you. "No, no, no. He picked a fight with me. I even tried to stop it at first. Then you showed up in only his shirt and nothing else. With a mark from him around your neck. If anything that just proves how calm I am, I wasn't even going to kill him then."
"I stand corrected King of Calm." You rolled your eyes at him.
"Yeah you do." He fingered the hem of the oversized shirt you still wore. Realization dawning on you at his choice of outfit for you. Rolling your eyes you try and change the subject.
"So you kept in contact with them." You bring him back to the explanation.
"Yes, I worked out a deal with them like I did with you. I even let dear old dad in on the plan, when I used Prominence Burn, he did at the same time, his hit mine. During the chaos Yui used her quirk to block anyone seeing Sakura warping every one out."
"But there were burned bodies, I saw the hero costumes even burning."
"You sure are observant." Dabi stepped between your legs and lifted them so you wrapped them around his waist. "It was kept out of the public but several robberies happened where hero's spare costumes and support items were taken among other technologies, like the lock I put on your door. A few funeral homes and such also are missing a few bodies. We utilized the distraction of Yui's quirk and each hero grabbed a body wearing their outfit and placed them in the room and Enji burned them all. My flames died down pretty quick but Yui kept the image of it burning going until they were gone. We took them to the hotel you stayed on the night before you arrived at the negotiations."
He shrugged like he didn't just explain a very involved and complex plan to manipulate you into coming back with him voluntarily.
"But you're still working with the PLF?" You ask.
"My stance hasn't changed Mouse, that was a one time event, they all got the free pass and I got you."
"And when when Shigaraki realizes he was tricked?"
"Clearly the hero's did something, you think any of them would admit to needing help from me? As far as anyone would know Endeavor saved everyone. Really earning his number one hero position the same way he always does, getting credit for someone else's work and coincidence." Dabis smile showcased his mockery and glee over Endeavors shame.
"What now?"
"Now we have a home to break in." He leaned in and kissed you. Remembering your relief at seeing everyone's faces and discovering he kept his promise, you let yourself kiss him back.
Mine
When Dabi had told you he intended on breaking in the new house, you knew you were in for a long night. He'd meant it, in between him causing you constantly losing your mind he'd go over each room, asking you what you wanted, once he recuperated he'd move to the next room.
Once you had gotten back to the kitchen you were grateful to be done, you couldn't keep steady your body was so shaky. You were grateful for his habit of carrying you everywhere, your legs were jello. You felt like you needed to be hosed down, it was too much.
Your relief was short lived however once you turned to ask for your clothes back before leaving the house. Looking around each room all you see now is the window he'd held you up against, the place where a dining table would go is where he had you on all fours like a table and he had almost wore you out to the point of passing out there. All you could see was a montage of Dabi and yourself naked in every nook and cranny of the house and you don't think the noises, praise and filth that left his mouth would leave your mind any time soon. Your eyes zero in on the window, and side of your face imprinted on it from when he'd fucked you against it.
Instead of handing you your oversized shirt however he instead picked you up, pushed himself inside you while wrapping you around him. He walked while bouncing you up and down on his length.
"Jesus, how are you still going?" You gasped out as he sucked over your fresh marks, darkening them further. "Don't you get tired?"
"I didn't let myself go in every room mouse, it's only you who came inside each room. I knew I had to last until I'd had you everywhere, including out here. It's good to know your limits."
"Cause you care about limits."
"I do love the noises you make when I push yours."
Your brain only registers part of what he's saying, you're melting into the moment. "Okay." Is all you say in response, closing your eyes and letting the feeling of his hip rolling into you take over your senses.
"Did you sleep with him?" He suddenly asked. Breaking you out of the moment. "Did you let him touch you like this?" His voice was low, and you could feel the change in his grip around your waist.
"Who?" You ask, already knowing the answer but unsure how to handle to moment.
His grip went hot, and his tempo sped up. "Don't play stupid. You know who."
"If I did?" You ask, not wanting to answer.
"Where'd he touch you? We need to get rid of him, get him off of you."
He lifted you off of him and flipped you, so you were bent at the waist and he reentered you from behind. His hand grazing where his name once was.
"Did he do this? Did you let him touch you like this?" He can hear his teeth are clenched. His pace brutal.
"Dabi stop, please, I didn't sleep with him."
"Who did this?" His fingers graze your healing wound at your neck from you pulling at the chain around your neck. "Who hurt you?"
"I did that. I didn't realize I was injuring myself when it happened."
He's not hurting you, but you can feel the tension in the air, danger was causing adrenaline to course through your body. Your body jolts when he kisses your cuts gently.
Flattening your feet on the ground, you try to stand which forces him out of your center. Turning you push your face into his chest and reach around to scratch gently at his back.
"I didn't sleep with him, he covered your name but he only saw it cause I was having a break down. He did it to help me. Please don't be mad, don't turn a memory here into one like at the other house." You're mumbling now. It seems to have brought him back to the moment, back to you now.
"That night? When he came to my room?"
"I didn't then, he saw my bruise and left to find you, he assumed you did it."
He pulled your face from his chest and made you look at him. "And if he hadn't seen it, would you have slept with him?"
"I don't know what you want me to say, I never got far enough to really see if I could go through with it or not. But I probably would've." His hands are threading through your hair now, his gentleness is putting you on edge now.
"What about Hawks?" He asks, throwing you for a loop.
"What about him?" You scrunch your eyes in confusion. He couldn't think you'd slept with Hawks right? That's crazy talk.
"You two were awfully friendly, I was shocked you let him so close to you, you're cautious around me but he got a free pass? He enjoyed what he did to you, you're not the only prisoner he's met. He even killed a few for the league. He might do the Commissions bidding, but he enjoyed his get out of jail free card. You let him close to you, even experiencing that first hand."
You're too tired to stay standing so you go to sit on the grass, Dabi helping you once he realizes your goal. He sits first and he pulls you so you're wrapped around him. You have his full attention, and you don't want it right now.
"I have to be able to forgive Hawks, I have to." Is all you can think to say.
"Why?" His hands cupping your face won't let you move.
"I just have to." You're eyes are starting to water.
"Explain it to me." He pushed further.
"He wasn't with you by choice but by order, he had to do things that he shouldn't find joy in, and even the moments where he could, he had to take those moments and build his defense at the situation he was in." You don't know of what your saying is coherent. "His situation wasn't the same as mine, but he had to find joy in things he wouldn't have thought about in order to stay mentally sane. He found it in his friendship with you, and other ways I have no room to judge. If I can't forgive him for finding pieces of joy on his moments with the league, with you, how could I hope for others to not look down on me for the good moments I latched onto with you. For liking the things we do together, for liking how you touch me. How could I look at myself if I couldn't forgive and stand by someone who had some idea log what I was going through. If I can't look at Hawks, and see the good, the motives behind his actions for the big picture, how could I ever look at myself and not be ashamed of the moments with you that made me feel good, for wanting you home with me so I am not alone. For not, Gods, I don't know."
You don't know if what you're saying makes any sense. The fact was Hawks made you uncomfortable all of the way until the escape. Waking up next to him on the bus your first instinct was to get far away. But you'd mentally made a decision then, you would treat him like he hadn't done anything and Hawks returned the favor, knowingly or not.
"I came willingly with you, I won't try and run, but I am not going to be your trophy."
"What do you want to be to me then Mouse?"
"I don't know, I just want to be someone who matters to you right now, I don't have an answer."
Dabi looked like he was going to go off on you for a moment. So many emotions passed through his eyes in a short period of time. Instead however he leaned his forehead against yours.
"You won't try and run?"
"No."
He's pushing back into you and he kisses you, his tongue fighting with yours for dominance. Soon he's bouncing you up and down on him.
"More." He gasped out. Laying you in the grass now. Hooking one of your legs over his shoulder. You let him take whatever he needs from you. This moment you give to him instead of him taking. When he releases inside of you, instead of holding himself like he usually does he almost viciously pushes you away from him.
Blue flames surround him, dying down as he calms his breathing. Once the flames disappear from his body he grabs you by the leg and pulls you back towards him. Caging you under him.
"You may not be my trophy Mouse, but you're fucking mine. I gave up a lifetime of vengeance for you yesterday, you matter."
Decorating
Chapter Notes
So this chapter will be straight Dabi fluff. I will be showcasing their playful side together for the next few chapters, while I hinted these moments existed during her original capture I never really showed them, I mainly showed it with Reader and Bakugou. But since her being with him in this new home is by choice I feel it's important to show that they can be fluffy together, and Reader is a little more accepting and trusting of the moments now and may be taking advantage of getting Dabi to play house with her, she may be up to something. This is about 6 weeks after she went back with Dabi. Hard Dabi and conflict aren't gone, and Bakugou is in the background plotting which will most likely show in the next chapter. Endeavor may realize at this point someone has been taking money from him also.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
"You don't think an irori would be nice here? The other house had one." You try negotiating with Dabi. You couldn't deny you'd been getting carried away with getting to decorate the house exactly the way you wanted. At first you made outlandish requests trying to annoy Dabi. But he'd granted every one of them, once you realized he wasn't kidding about doing what you wanted to the house you lost a little control of your will power.
"I always thought that was stupid also, in a house with fire quirks. It's not needed and it's just a waste of space. You didn't even use it there. You have me to keep you warm little Mouse." Dabi was watching you organize the new furniture for the main living room as he was hanging upside down on the couch, feet over the back of it. His hair dusting the ground. He was antsy not knowing how to help you today. His fingers constantly tapping on himself giving him away. His biting of the knuckle of his thumb solidifying it for you. He got up whenever you asked for help. He had tried to help more without you asking but stopped after you snapped at him for accidentally stepping on you. He admired you hair that started out so neat and tidy. Now hair was sticking out of the comb he'd got for you from the market. You still have him put it in for you.
"I didn't know I could use it. It was only on the one night." You don't specify the night but you both know your referring to your first night in Endeavors home.
"That was more like mood setting then being practical."
He decided to enjoy watching you get lost in your task. You decided to ignore what you were talking about.
"But it would be nice to read by and we have the space."
"Yes WE do." Dabi mumbled to himself, smiling a relaxed smile. He liked saying we, he liked you saying it more. He's been showing that side to you more over the past few weeks. He's almost made it to where you can block out your first few months together. You never can fully get away from it however.
"And it'll be nice during the winter months to keep the place warm." You try again.
"We don't need that, I won't be replaced as your heat source by an irori. Plus I am more customizable and I can go anywhere you do."
"You're impossible." You turn from him and continue to lay out the tatami mats that Dabi seemed so fond of.
Arms encircle you. Trapping you in their strong hold. His large hand gripped your chin to turn your head to the side, you can see him in your peripheral vision. You hadn't even heard him leave the couch.
"And you've gotten mouthy." Letting the tension hang in the air for a moment, Dabi shocks you when he kisses your temple. "What if we have an ofuro put in instead. In the main bathroom."
"You'd let me use it alone?"
"No." He looked appalled at the thought. "We'd get an oversized one."
"What about that and we put a kotatsu here."
Dabi bit your shoulder, he hardly put any pressure, you discovered he does this when he's thinking. Usually he does it on his thumb knuckle, but if you were close he'd do it somewhere on you instead.
"I think that's fine, but the kotatsu is for when I am not here. If you're cold you come to me first. It's probably the nicest thing my quirk can be used for."
"Okay, do you want to help me pick them out?" You turned in his grasp, so you can look up at him. Wanting to keep him in this mood. Looking up at him with his arms wrapped around you gently. "I'd like it if we could look together Dabi." You add, he always likes it when you instigate togetherness with him.
"Later." He mumbled while cupping your face with his hands. Kissing you and walking you backwards until you were pushed into the wall. "We're busy now." He said into the crook of your neck.
"WE are? Last I checked I was busy and you were laying on the couch." You tease back at him. You've learned his moods fairly well at this point and what he's looking for out of you. This, with him, was your favorite. While you could never picture him as soft, he wasn't quite so controlling and seemed more in the moment with you versus trying to get reactions out of you or controlling you. He was just with you.
"You can't read minds, but mine was busy too. I'll let you in on what was going on in there though." He smiled at you while removing your ratty dress you cleaned in.
"Oh God, let me get cleaned up first." You try and pull away. You were sweaty from moving furniture and you felt gross.
"No point in that Mouse, you can get clean after if you can still walk." He said almost threateningly in your ear before biting the shell of it.
A memory flashed into your mind of the previous week and you smile as sweetly as you can at him before you tease him.
"Is that why or is it cause the last time you messed with me in the shower you didn't notice it was pointed at your face when you turned the water on. I couldn't walk then if I remember correctly." You run your fingers through his hair, since he's kept it white it's always soft and fluffy. Sometimes you'd wake up with your hands tangled in his hair. "Granted that was cause I was laughing so hard."
You know your poking at him but you can't help it. The look on his face reassuring you your not crossing his imaginary line. Again you wish he could've been like this from the beginning.
"You thought that was funny yeah?" He asks trailing kisses and bites down your neck.
"It was an amazing moment in my life, yes. I got to witness the terrible cremation villain get caught off guard by a shower. I still think your lying about that not being caught on the security cameras. You just don't want me to be able to see it again." You cup his face like he likes to do to you, running your thumbs across his cheeks as he continues to mark you.
Suddenly you feel pressure on your shoulders as he pushes you down. "New subject." He growls out. Knowing what he wants you reach to undo his buttons and help him dispose of his pants and boxers while he removes his shirt.
Swirling your tongue around the head of his cock and kissing down his length, the image of the water of the shower surprising him flashes in your mind. You can't stop the snort and giggles leaving your mouth. It's gone out of your control, you keep trying to take deep breaths and failing.
"Seems my Mouse had been attack by a giggle fit." Dabi smiled fondly at you, which seemed out of place as he towered over you. "Let's see if we can fix that."
"I am sorr..." your cut off by his thrust into your mouth. Unfortunately you had still been laughing when he entered suddenly. You couldn't fully stop it despite his invasion.
"Oh fuck, that's new." He said throwing his back, eyes rolling to the back of his head. "Keep fucking giggling, I -Uh fuck- can't even tell you how your laugh feels around my cock." When he looks back at you the fire in his gaze has your giggling stop. You can't stop your body responding to him anymore. That look never fails to start the coil in your center from twisting.
Pushing your self down as far as you can without his assistance, you hum and swirl your tongue. Hearing him gasp and moan as he leans over you, like his legs can't hold him up.
He pulls out and tilts your head up to look at him. "Open your pretty mouth for me." You do and he drops a glob of spit in your mouth. Before you can react he's pushing his tongue in your mouth, invading anywhere it can reach. "Get back to work Mouse." When he stands you go back to hollowing your cheeks and what could be considered worshiping his length. He pulls away from you, causing you to lean forward trying to keep him in your mouth.
"Stay on your knees and turn around." You do what he says and he pushes you until you're on all fours. Reaching in between your legs he spreads your knees apart farther, until you can feel the stretch in your thighs. "Arch your back for me, like my obedient Mouse."
Once you do, you can feel him running the head of his cock up and down your slit, gathering your wetness. "Keep your knees where they are, don't fucking move them." Before you can respond he's fully lodged in you. Instantly your mouth starts watering and your eyes roll back into your head.
"Every fucking time it's like I get to reshape your insides to me."
His pace is quick and his hands are searching and groping everywhere they can reach. Gripping your hair on either side of your head he he lifts you until your facing up. He has you pointed at the mirror and you meet his eyes. Releasing your hair from one side he moves his pointer and middle finger into your mouth. Keeping you at an new angle. You use your tongue the same way you would on his cock and his pace increases. Once he sees drool leave your mouth he slows his pace, but deepens his thrusts.
"Do you like that Pet?"
"Yes, please don't stop Daddy." You say automatically, your mind isn't capable of new thoughts. You just hope you've said whatever he was looking for.
"It feels like your pussy is fighting back." He growls at you before thrusting so hard where his hips meet your ass stings. He picks up his pace again. You feel the coil break and you can feel Dabi release at the same time. His heat filling you. Flipping you over he kisses you hard while he rides out his orgasm inside you.
Finally collapsing on you, you spend a few minutes listening to you both catching your breath.
"What were laughing at Mouse?" He says lifting his head to look at you.
"What?" Is all you can say, your brain is now mush.
"Mmmmm that's what I thought. Can you make it to the computer? We can order the stuff you want."
"Shhhhh." Is all you can say while pulling him down so you can feel his weight on you. Thinking wasn't happening right now. You were grateful for the rest for your mind.
Chapter End Notes
I felt like they needed a few lovey moments, and showcasing Dabis want of what he views is a normal type of relationship, which he had given up on. And reader is working on reading Dabi and getting him to compromise and even switch stances.
Too much
Chapter Notes
This chapter goes back and forth between reader POV and Bakugou. This chapter will address the birth control question lol and whether or not Dabi was trying to make himself a real daddy or not lol.
This is still mostly them being fluffy together but it does get a little angst, there's smut just because I like adding it in and why not.
This chapter also will showcase how much sway Reader has and forces them to say a few things out loud instead of tip toeing around it.
I had a picture in my head on how this would go and really hope it translated from my brain to page well.
As always your comments keep me going, I appreciate all of the support you guys give me. Also holy crap this is a long chapter
See the end of the chapter for more notes
BAKUGOU POV
"Anything new?" He asked Kirishima.
"Nothing new, they are only at Todoroki's house when other members of the league are there. They show up in a car, but when we've tried to follow them they go into town, he takes her shopping for groceries and we always lose them. The car stays in town, and days or sometimes a couple of weeks later they come out of one of the stores and go back to Todorokis."
Bakugou was getting frustrated. He wanted to go himself, but he knew he was one that Dabi would notice. So he's stuck relying on others to help him.
"Hasn't anyone tried to follow them inside?"
"Yeah, they are there one minute and then they just aren't. We can't figure it out."
Bakugou was ready to just wait outside of Endeavor and Icy Hots house and just grab Y/N. The thought of her giving herself up to save them was on his mind constantly.
"She shouldn't be paying the price for us failing against the villains."
Kirishima slapped Bakugou across the back and Bakugou had to control his face and breathing so Red Riot couldn't see that he'd startled him and knocked the air clean out of him.
"We'll rescue her man, and honestly I think Hawks and Endeavor are right, he won't hurt her. She's looked fine when I've seen her. No one else has said anything looking off about her either."
Red feathers zooming through the air caught his attention. He still didn't like that Hawks was here. He knew Dabi better than anyone else here though, so he stayed close to him. Maybe he could use him.
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Y/N POV
"I didn't know you could cook Mouse."
Dabi said moving the food around his plate.
"You didn't ask." You threw back at him. "It's just chicken fried rice, it's not that exciting. I lived alone, it would be weird if I couldn't cook for myself."
Dabi nudged your shoulder and smiled at you. Always as close to you as he could get. "It's good."
You focus on eating again, unable to stop a smile from blooming across your face. You'd never actually had the opportunity to cook for anyone.
After eating Dabi carried a chair into the kitchen and had you sit while he gathered and washed the dishes.
"I can do those." You offer as you started to stand. Dabi turned and glared at you until you sat back down.
"Just keep my company while I wash them Mouse."
You watch him put on gloves that went up to his elbows, protecting his burns you realize. Spinning a soapy cloth in a cup. The sight of him doing something like this throwing you. You wish you could take a picture.
"You just need an apron to complete the house husband look here." You tease.
Dabi paused for a moment, you can see pink flush on his cheeks. "Maybe I'll get one then." He won't look at you though.
You don't know what's going through his mind, so you fill up the silence with questions on what more he wants done with the house. He gives short answers, leading you to wonder if you've made him mad somehow.
"What do you want to do with the four other rooms? Really we could have a smaller place. We don't exactly have company over so a guest room doesn't make a whole lot of sense."
Dabi finally turned to you at that.
"The way we're going those rooms will be filled soon."
You don't understand what he's talking about.
"What do you mean?"
Dabi raised his his eyebrows at you, the smile on his face filled with mischief.
"I don't exactly utilize my pull out game with you, and you don't stop me. I am actually shocked nothings happened yet. I've been waiting for you to freak out on me, when you didn't I thought maybe you would just be okay if it happens."
He overwhelmed your brain for a moment. "If what happens?"
He gave you the look that always made you feel like an idiot.
"Really Mouse? I freaked out the first time when I realized I'd gotten carried away, when you didn't though I got less and less upset at the idea."
He said it so nonchalantly. Like he was talking about making a new recipe for dinner.
"A baby? With you?" You didn't think to control your face. Whatever he saw caused hurt to go across his face.
"You don't stop me or even try to when I fill you up as often as I can. Why do you look shocked that I would assume that. What do you mean with me?"
The room is getting warmer. Dabi is working himself up. You realize you've ended up in a dangerous conversation.
"I didn't mean 'with you' like what it sounded like. I just won't get pregnant. I had an IUD put in two years ago. I would've said something about all of that if I wasn't."
Dabis body slouched like he was trying to mimic calm but couldn't.
"I see." He turned back to the dishes.
"Are you upset with me? You know us having a baby would be a terrible idea, you have to know that."
Drying off the dishes and putting them away Dabi only nodded.
"Yup." He finally said, refusing to look at you again.
Things had been good for weeks, you could play house, even believe it for days at a time. You're shocked he'd had thoughts of kids at all. You just assumed he would realize you were on something. While he apparently assumed you were okay with bringing another life into this situation. Apparently both of you assumed wrong. You knew he moments of delusion but this was too much.
"You do understand why a baby in this situation would be incredibly irresponsible right? It's important to me you get that."
"I get it Mouse." He still wouldn't look at you though. "Of course I do, just give me a minute."
"I am not trying to hurt your feelings." Why do you feel bad? You didn't even know you could hurt his feelings. Had he gotten so comfortable around you he can show it now? When you're upset he does his best to calm you, so you decide to at least try. You just hope he doesn't light the whole house on fire.
Walking behind him you hesitate before wrapping your arms around his middle.
"Is this something we should talk about? Get it all out? We can."
Setting down a plate he removed the gloves and turned to face you.
"Okay, this is stupid, but okay let's get it out. You can start."
You didn't actually expect him to agree. Let alone make you start it.
"Can you put the gloves back on? You look less threatening when you look a little silly."
He was not amused. "So no jokes." You begin to twist your hands together. Dabis hand grabbed yours and pulled them apart and he pulled you to him.
"There no eye contact. So speak."
"You can light your body on fire, this isn't exactly safe for me."
"I won't, I want to hear all of it."
"You kept me as a prisoner, even now, I know I am choosing to be here but you didn't give me a genuine choice. It was all manipulated to get what you wanted. So even if I get past that, you still work with Shigaraki. You might believe in Stains ideals and justify it that way but he clearly doesn't and just uses it to push whatever his end game is. What if he decides to be done with you not following him the way he wants? He's smart, he already knows your attached to me. I am the logical target to go after. If we were to actually have a kid, or Jesus, even a pet together, they would become a target. That danger would never go away. We would always be under the threat of being turned to dust, if he wanted to he'd find this place."
Taking a breath and Dabi rubbed your back. "You're not done, keep going." He said.
"You hurt me intentionally, I know we ignore it but you did and you're capable of so much bad. Now you keep the good with me but I already know what you can do. It scares me. I am constantly on edge hoping to not upset you. My stomach is always tense I get headaches from clenching my teeth from sorry and I am anxious and it's so much all of the time. I can't just pretend that it's okay to live like that. You're all I see, I have no outside interaction, no one to talk to besides you. I like talking to you, I like being with you the way it's been even, but it's not healthy that it's only you." You're crying now and now that you've started you can't stop.
"I didn't exactly have a thriving social life before, being quirkless in this world is lonely. People don't know what to say, so instead of trying they tend to just ignore. Out of sight out of mind. I only got the birth control cause I don't like having my period, I didn't actually need it. No one wants to risk having a higher risk at having a quirkless kid, so it's just another isolating thing. I've already been isolated and now you've isolated me in a different physical way. It's all so much. I couldn't bring another life into this situation. It's not an okay situation, we can keep dancing around it and ignoring it but this isn't an okay thing, why couldn't you have been like this from the start? I get that someone worse could've taken me, but again that's just a situation you helped cause. I am grateful that it was you who saw me that night now, but it's still gratitude that someone else didn't take me as a trophy. It's just a lot."
Dabis arms had dropped at some point during the release of your flood gates. The only thing attaching you to him was your own arms. You let go and try to look at him but he walks out of the door without looking at you.
You don't know if you should follow, by the time you decide to you can't find him anywhere.
You wait for him but as the hours pass you can't stay awake. You cleaned the already clean home, you tried to read but ended up falling asleep.
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HAWKS POV
Bakugou had been tailing him, Hawks tolerated it at first but he was starting to get annoyed now. He helped train the explosion hero, and it felt too much like a spoiled child thought he was able to pull one over on him. It was starting to grate on his nerves. He lets him continue to follow him though.
They had been regrouping and coming up with a way to end this damn war. So far no one could agree on anything. It was disastrous, however they had plenty of time to sort through everything. Thanks to Dabis help they were all thought dead. The element of surprise was with them at least.
Dynamight wasn't the only one looking to rescue Y/N though. He couldn't get over the guilt at letting her take the fall for them.
His phone going off surprised him, everyone he knew was here, who would be calling him?
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It's been three days. You were running out of food. You've been looking for the card or cash so you can at least make the long walk to town. It would be an all day thing but you could bring a wagon to carry everything. You're no longer worried about Dabi.
You're pissed. He can't isolate you and prevent you from being able to do anything without him and just leave. You already knew he was an ass but this is a whole new form of ass for him.
After a day of searching unsuccessfully for where he keeps any form of money you go to bed angry all over again.
When the sun was peeking through the curtains warm arms circled you. You want to yell but can't find the energy just yet. You needed a lot of energy to address your anger. So you let him snuggle and tangle up with you and just enjoy his warmth. You can be mad when you wake up.
When you finally waking up it's to him staring at you.
"You left." Is all you can think to say.
"I did."
"That's stupid."
"It was."
"I almost ran out of food."
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
"I had to do something and it took longer than I thought. I should've gone about it better Mouse."
"You told me to talk."
"I did."
"You can't just leave after making it so I can't function without you here."
"I won't."
"Where did you go?"
"You'll find out in a little bit, do you want breakfast?"
"Yes."
He slid out of the bed and you panicked a little at the idea of him leaving the room. What if he leaves you helpless again. Without thinking you jump on him from behind, catching him off guard.
"Give me your pants!" You yell.
"What the fuck Mouse!" He outmaneuvered you and pinned you to the ground. "What are you doing."
"You can't leave the house if you have no pants, give me your pants." You feel like an idiot. But you haven't been alone for that long in such a long time you start to think you might be broken.
Dabi surprises you by standing and removing his sweats. He hands them to you before leaving the room to go to the kitchen.
Your face turns red at what you just did settles in. What the hell was wrong with you? You're embarrassed now.
Taking his pants you go down to meet him in the kitchen.
"You can have your pants back, I don't know why I did that." You hold out his sweats to him.
"I won't leave like that again."
"Okay." You step closer. He finally takes the sweats and throws them on. You notice he's restocked the food supplies.
"Just so you know, I have no problem going outside with no pants, I was shirtless on TV not too long ago."
After a silent breakfast Dabi guides you to the shower. You're shocked when he doesn't get in with you. "I have something to do, you just come down when you're ready for the day." Once you'd gotten in the shower he continues to speak.
"I am leaving something on the counter for you, put it on with whatever you wear today."
Dabi had been letting you pick your clothes since you'd gotten back, he even had you pick out a few outfits and got them for you at one point. Throwing on jeans and t-shirt you remember he had set something out for you. It's a bracelet, with a red feather attached. Confused you go to meet him to ask about the bracelet and you heart races when he's not inside.
Panicking you run outside and you can hear him talking. Walking towards the sound of his voice your eyes widen at the sight of not only Hawks but Endeavor.
"Hey Kid! You look nice!" Hawks says coming to wrap you in a hug.
"Uh hi, Hawks. What are you doing here?" You wish you knew what the hell was going on.
"Well Patches said you needed someone besides him to talk to. Which honestly should've been obvious to anyone. Call me training wheels for him calming the fuck down about others being around you." He gave his signature smile. "Plus now I know where you are, which takes a task off my to do list."
"You were looking for me?"
"Of course, why does that surprise you?" He gives you a look that rivaled Dabis 'are you stupid' look.
Looking over you see Dabi and Endeavor standing awkwardly apart. Purposely not looking at each other.
"It just does, should we worried about them being so close to each other? They both look like they want to run."
"It's fine! Come talk to us." Hawks held his arm out and you took it. You wonder if he noticed the look on Dabis face at him touching you. Looking at the smug smirk on the speed hero's face you guess he does.
Getting closer Hawks looks ready to instigate trouble.
"Nice house Patchy, how'd you get it?" He says smiling wide.
Before he could answer Endeavor interrupts.
"I take it this is where the large chunk of money that went missing from my accounts went to."
Dabi only smiled back at him. "I don't know what you're implying but you're probably wrong."
Endeavor only sighed.
"I intended on buying all of my kids homes when they married."
"How generous." Dabi said.
"Anyway, we should probably go over what going on before family drama interrupts the day." Hawks said loudly.
"Besides us, you two are the only ones who know where this is. Mouse I gave you the bracelet with chicken dicks feather on it." Enji coughed and looked appalled at how Dabi was speaking. "Sorry, chicken brain, better?" He said looking at Endeavor. "If you need someone who isn't me you can do the rub the feather trick and if he's able to, Hawks will come flying. It can't be tracked like a phone can, so it's safer. You have a connection with him, so I thought he'd be the best one to trust with that. Is that okay?"
He's arranging play dates for you, you think. "That's okay." You concede. It is nice to know you have access to someone else.
Looking at Endeavor Dabi continues. "He's here cause I want him to know where to find you if anything goes wrong on my end. I have another feather from chicken boy, this one will be somewhere of your choosing in the house and you'll carry it when we go anywhere. He knows the difference between the two, if you run your finger down the spine of that one, he'll know to get Endeavor and whoever else and get them to where you are. If Shigaraki goes at you or your worried about anything like that they will get ahold of Sakura and get to you as quick as they can. I had them all meet and come up with a plan."
"Plus with the bracelet I'll always be able to know where you are." Hawks says.
"This is thorough." Is all you can think to say.
Dabi looks at you like he's looking for approval. "Thank you for the work you put into this, none of this could have been easy." Dabis look goes back to his usual bored demeanor.
"Want to take a walk with me?" Hawks asks.
"Yes, thank you." You look to Dabi, like you were seeking permission you realize. He doesn't give you any indication of whether he's okay with it or not.
Following Hawks you take him on the path you like in the woods, nervous about leaving Dabi with Endeavor.
"They won't burn anything down right?"
"They seem to be working under the truce still, I think they'll be fine. Tell me what you've been doing."
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You and Hawks walked for what felt like hours. Filling each other in on what the other had been up to. You avoid asking about Bakugou and Hawks avoids mentioning him. It felt good to be able to vocalize everything and talk to someone else who knew most of the sides of Dabi. You felt a giant wave of relief in getting to get everything off your shoulders, and getting to fill in the holes in what you knew of their escape.
He wouldn't give you any information on what they were working on, apparently that was part of the deal. Dabi wouldn't give them information and they wouldn't give him any either. This arrangement was purely to give you a safety net.
Hawks probably agreed to it out of a sense of guilt you think, why Endeavor would do it was easier to decipher. You're an in for getting him a connection to Dabi.
Once you reach where Dabi and Endeavor were it looked like they had remained in the same position for the whole time you were gone.
"They are both awkward people aren't they?" You ask wanting to laugh at their matching expressions.
"Don't let Patchwork hear you compare them." Hawks laughed.
As soon as Dabi registered you were back he was in front of you faster than someone should be able to move. You could swear you blue flames for a moment propelling him forward.
"Good walk?"
"Yes, thank you." You didn't know what to do so you just leaned into him and let him wrap you in his arms figuring that was the better option than the curtesy your crowded brain first suggested.
"I think this was a long enough visit, go away now." Is all he said while pushing you inside.
"Don't be rude!" You try to lecture him but he shut you inside, you try to hear what's being said but they are talking quietly. Walking to the window you watch Dabi all but shooing them away. It'd be amusing if you didn't recognize the look of anxiety on his face, that usually turned to anger really quickly.
When he came back in you watched him search for you, a brief moment of panic that mimicked yours from earlier when he didn't see you. His eyes softened as soon as his gaze found you.
"Did that help? Does it help?"
You know that arranging that for you not only with Hawks but with Endeavor was no small task. Wanting to encourage more of that you decide to give for the day.
Walking to him and wrapping your arms around him, initiating contact instead of waiting for it.
"Thank you."
"You smell like Hawks, and I have Endeavor germs, let's start the day over, yeah?"
"Yeah. Wouldn't want those pesky Endeavor cooties to sink in, you might grow a weird blue fire beard."
"Funny." He said in monotone.
You feel rubbed raw once you leave the shower, skin bright pink from his over aggressive scrubbing.
"Are you going to do that every time Hawks comes to see me? Cause I'd like to keep my skin. He barely even touched me."
"Probably, and he touched more than he should've, and he knows it. You smelling like him wasn't an accident."
"I saw his face too you know, I knew he was up to something."
"I'm not leaving the league and I am not changing sides." He said suddenly. His gaze intense. Wrapping your robe around yourself you make your decision. Getting him focused on you and not on the fight between hero's and villains could take a huge player out from the villain side, and you weren't lying about your attachment to him.
"Okay, I don't intend on stopping trying to get you to at least leave the league."
"I won't leave."
"And I won't stop trying. So where does that leave us?"
Contemplation runs across his face and his tongue runs across his bottom lip.
"Let's ignore that for the day."
"Okay."
"I also don't actually want a baby, it's good you have whatever you said you had. It's better that way, I don't know why that thought got into my head, to be clear, it's not because you're quirkless, kids shouldn't be born to fulfill a role."
"It's okay to want that future, it just isn't something that should be thought of right now, like this, it should only be thought of when we don't have to ignore what the future holds."
You don't know when he's backed you into the wall, before you hit your head on the wall his hand went between you And the wall. Leaning into you he ran his nose along your jaw.
"Go stand in the room, hands behind your back, face away from the door Mouse."
You start to walk away and hand intertwined in your hair and pulled you back, his hand tilting your head back until he can kiss you, making breathing difficult. "Good girl." He whispered before releasing you to go do what he'd ordered.
After only a few moments you can feel his gaze on you, but he's not moving towards you. You start shifting your weight from one foot to the other. Waiting was driving you crazy.
Finally you can feel his presence approach closer. Letting out a sigh of relief. You had a difficult time with waiting. You can feel the heat roll off of him, he's still not touching you. He's just standing behind you. Like there was an invisible barrier between you two.
Without warning his hand grips your chin from behind and he pulls you back into his shoulder. Trailing his mouth up and down the crook of your neck.
"It's addicting watching you try to predict when I am going to touch you, I like you needy and impatient for me." He untied the cooling robe and pulled the shoulder down, just to bite down hard. "Every part of you tastes so good."
Running his hand down your front he cups you, softly circling your clit before his grip tightens and he picks you up, all of your weight pushing down on his over heated hand.
"Oh God!" You yelp.
Once you reach the bed he sets you down and begins his ministrations against your sex again.
"Who are you?" His voice alone causes your eyes to roll back.
"I'm just me."
A slap to your thigh has you flinch before he goes back to bringing you to the edge.
"Did you forget who you are? Tell me."
"Dabis Mouse, hah ah I'm Dabis Mouse." Dabi all but purred as he bent you over the bed. Trailing his hands up and down your legs with feather light touches. Pushing your robe up so he can look at you drip for him.
"That's right, you're mine, my fucking Mouse."
Kneeling behind you he attacks you with his tongue, moving around and testing every where his tongue could reach, drawing as many mewls and moans as he can. Like he was reminding himself that he had this kind of effect on you.
Standing he moves you to kneeling in front of him, you waste no time in giving back. Kissing down his stomach, relishing that he's letting you take you over control, even if it's just for a moment. When you look up at him his eyes are closed, you can see his breath hitching when you move your kisses to his sides. Trailing your tongue over before you pull as much of his cock into your mouth as you can at once. Dabi throws his head back and grips either side of your head, but still lets you control your movements.
Moving your hands to his in your hair you look up at him, indicating you want him to take over, to guide you to what he needs.
"Fuck, you need my help Mouse?"
You can only nod at him. He doesn't hesitate to take over and sets his pace.
"More tongue, fuck yeah like that, keep going Mouse."
It doesn't take long before you can feel his legs tense and he pulls himself out of you. Grabbing you under your shoulders he pulls you up, so your straddling him.
Pushing into you he stills, steadying both of you, kissing your cheeks and nose, before invading your mouth with his.
"Ride me Mouse."
Your still lost in the aftermath of his kiss you didn't register what he'd said. A slap to your ass had you moving. "I said to ride me." He grunted. You suddenly wish you hadn't walked with Hawks so much, the burn in your thighs getting too intense.
Before the burn reaches too much Dabi flips you both over so he can take over. His pace staying steady and his fingers circling your clit.
With a bite to your collarbone you're pushed over the edge. The warmth in your center telling you he went over with you.
"Anyone who didn't look at you cause you were quirkless was a fucking idiot. My perfect Mouse." Rolling over he pulled you on top of him, one arm wrapped around you while the other lay across his forehead.
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BAKUGOUS POV
Bakugou watched Hawks and Endeavor come back into the building, they'd disappeared for hours.
"Where were you guys?" He barked at them.
"None of your business." Said Hawks without breaking stride. Bakugou was still grating on his nerves.
"We've just been watching members of the league." Endeavor said giving an exhaustive look to Hawks.
"Did you find out where your son has been keeping Y/N hostage while you two were out playing spy?" Bakugou leveled at them both.
"Jesus, we'll find her and we'll help her, we have bigger picture to look at right now." Hawks shot back. "Maybe you need to refocus on the endgame for everyone, not just for yourself."
"I am focused, I can actually focus on both." Said Bakugou testily. "I know you're used to leaving people to suffer in order to get what you want, I guess I just haven't learned how to do that."
Nodding at him, Hawks turned on his heel and walked away, Endeavor following behind him. The dig hurt the speed hero's ego.
"You know him better than I do, he won't hurt her?" Endeavor said quietly once they were alone in the hallway.
"No, she's a blind spot. He's tunnel visioned with her. Right now she's where she's safest. Too many of the hero's are don't trust her fully and none of the villains do. Touya is keeping her away from both at the moment."
Before turning to go to his room, Endeavor leans against the door frame.
"If that changes we go and get her, I won't have my son repeat my mistake and causing harm to someone cause he doesn't know how to do better."
Hawks can only nod in response. Watching Endeavor open his door he sees the red and white hair of Shoto waiting for them.
Bakugou leaned against the wall around the corner, he was always good at making himself unseen so he could eavesdrop. Now at least he knew who to tail to find her.
Chapter End Notes
This weekend I will be working on illustrating the first chapter, I am hoping I can finish it this week but I am learning a new program. I'll be adding it to the end of one of the next few chapters just to see if anyone is interested in my illustrating the story, and finding a place for it, any suggestions on where would be appreciated!
Cake and lipstick
Chapter Notes
This chapter will have the most humanized and soft Dabi, it's my last fluffy chapter, so I went all out with the fluff and the smut.
For some reason the last part of my chapter didn't post! I fixed it and there's an added ending scene as of 4:30 PST!
This chapter has a great deal involved and honestly I am probably going to edit it a few times over the next few weeks.
We have a Bakugou and Dabi encounter with no Reader between them, Dabi explaining a bit of what is going on inside his mind and why he does what he does when he lets the reader glimpse into his mind.
Next chapter the hero's will be making their move, and the concluding fights and wrapping up my first story. I have to admit I am a little nervous about bringing it to an end! My fear of messing it up it creating a bit of writers block but I am going to do my absolute best to stick to at least one chapter a week streak. I am kind of worried about messing it up.
But enjoy the last fluff before we get back to angst, war and angry Dabi!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Hawks had come to visit once or twice a week after that day. Each time he and you went and walked and talked. A few times you tried just sitting outside with him, but you both could feel Dabis eyes on you. You always felt lighter after his visits. It took several weeks for Dabi to stop looking like a wreck every time you left. Still paranoid you were going to try and leave. If you didn't know him you wouldn't have noticed how bothered he was, but the twitch in his jaw and the flex of his hands gave him away. Even the small bounce of his heel showed irritation.
Hawks and Dabi usually spoke after your visit, after you'd gone inside. You'd thought having Dabi being overly controlling and protecting you from what he didn't want you to hear was obnoxious. Having Hawks join in made you feel like nosey child. You'd tried to listen a few times, every time Blue eyes would meet yours until you backed away. As the weeks passed Dabi eventually started leaving for hours at a time 3-4 days a week. You asked what he was up to and every time he'd dodge your question, and change the subject. He'd told you it was cause he didn't want you involved. He didn't want to have you worry or add stress. He even stopped letting you go with him to meet with the league.
It made you nervous so you continued to try and make him hesitant to leave, if he was with you he couldn't be plotting, you reasoned. That's what you were trying to do this morning. Plus according to Hawks today was his birthday.
"You already went with them yesterday." You try to reason with the king of unreasonable.
"Yes, cause I had things to do, like I do today." He picked you up and moved you out of his path. "I'll be back in about two hours today, it's a quick job. I'll pick up food."
You stepped back in his path. Him being so secretive and leaving longer and longer made you nervous.
"Mouse." His voice grumbled in frustration. "I thought you liked your alone time, if I don't do this today I have to be gone longer tomorrow."
"Not if you skip tomorrow too." Dabi let you back him up against the wall in the hallway.
"I already cut my time and my missions down, I won't go to any less. I know what you're doing." He sounded exasperated with you.
"I am just trying to spend more time with you, I thought that's what you wanted me to do." You lean your forehead against his chest and play with the zipper of his jacket.
"Mmmm, nice try Mouse. We both know that's not what you're doing. Don't play pretend with that. I'll be back as soon as I can, like I said two hours max and I'll bring dinner with me."
This time you let him move you out of the way. Trying to figure out why you feel guilty for trying to manipulate the master manipulator.
"When are you going to stop thinking my trying to get closer to you is just a manipulation." You ask. Your bravery faltering as he stepped back over to cage you against the wall, a smirk on his face.
"When it stops being one Mouse." His mouth slanting over yours kissing you hard. "I'll be back."
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DABIS POV
Today's task wasn't a big one, but Dabi is grateful it's one he can do alone. The PLF picking up missions again was starting to grate on him, no matter what he told his girl.
He'd been trying to decide if it was worth his time anymore, nobody in the league could offer him anything he couldn't get himself now, not anymore. He mainly decided to stay until the hero's make their little comeback. He needed to make sure none of the blame comes back on him, that Dusty blamed the hero's 100 percent for deceiving them. He didn't want any surprise attack on himself and his Mouse. So for now he did these little tasks, keeping an eye on what could hurt what was his.
Getting rid of anyone of influence who spoke out against the new society, keeping those in power who supported Shigarakis vision and influence. Today was a simple task of finding out if some higher up CEO of a company was actually a follower of Stain or if he was just trying to avoid death.
After trailing him for a week now in the winter cold, Dabi was fairly certain he was someone easily influenced by stronger personalities, so even if he wasn't a true believer he could be turned easily, at his core he was a coward. He messaged Spinner and decided to let him decide on what to do with him. He was bored now.
The weather was getting to him. He pictured Mouse under the kotatsu and decided he needed to get back quicker, he liked being her source of heat. He'd already had to buy 3 new ones after he kept breaking them to keep her close. This is what she had made him, someone who gets jealous of furniture. His defense of at least it's not a person seemed to be losing its humor with her. He'd hidden two matching ones to the one they currently had at Endeavors, knowing himself. He could replace it without her knowing at least.
Walking to an area of town that had excellent food stalls he stopped when he saw the same green of his girls hair comb, the one she still let him put in her hair every morning.
She'd been so impressed when he'd put the comb in her hair after watching her struggle and the memory of the way she looked at him had him turning into the stall. They had several styles of hair decorations in the same shade of green. He didn't hesitate gathering them all up. Asking the women working the stall how to use the two he didn't recognize. He liked when she was impressed with him.
A second woman sat so the woman could demonstrate.
"No, don't use those ones on her." Dabi said before the lady used the green accessory on the other woman. He didn't want to see anyone else in what was for Y/N now.
Quickly switching to another set after seeing the look on his face, she explained the different twists of the tools. Paying for the gifts Dabi turned ready to get back to the task of finding a meal to bring home. He still felt weird not just taking things he wanted, it was a hard habit to break. When it came to things for Y/N he always made a point to obtain things the 'right' way. It was with Endeavors money but she seemed content to block that out. Excited to surprise his Mouse, he was still adjusting to feeling these emotions for someone. He was still in shock over how well things were progressing, he knew it wasn't where he wanted it to be but she at least was attached to him. He was fully capable of being patient. She was his, he already knew it, she'll accept it fully soon enough.
He could be this person. Working with the PLF gave him an outlet for his more violent tendencies. It was difficult for him to watch her walk away with Hawks for their walks. He worked hard to try and at least look like he wasn't constantly talking himself out of hunting them down when they left, and pacing himself to walk at a normal rate of speed to get her away from the bird brain. But he could handle it.
"Heading home to your prisoner?" Came a rough voice from his side. Dabis hackles instantly raised as he looked into crimson eyes. Angry at himself now for letting himself get distracted.
"No, going to home to MY girl actually. She was begging me not to leave her side today you see, so I thought I'd get home earlier than planned and earn her…" Rolling his eyes skyward as if he was searching for the right word. "Gratitude." He taunted the explosion hero. "You should probably go back to your little hidey hole, wouldn't want to make the other hero's worry for you. Or worse give yourself and the others away cause you can't step away from someone who didn't choose you." He could feel the heat rush to the surface of his skin, every instinct in him told him to just turn this man to ash. He couldn't risk his progress with his Mouse though. Killing him would definitely set him back.
"Your girl huh, that's why you had to manipulate her to go back to you?" Bakugou lunged at Dabi pushing him into a side alley, Dabi let him get a hit in on his face and hold him against the wall briefly, smile wide and eyes blown. Blood now trickling down his face.
"You mean when she decided she had more faith in me keeping you all from dying that she did you?" Dabi shot back.
Hearing crackling and feeling the rumble of his palm Dabi ignited his flames where the explosion fuck touched him. "If you were strong enough don't you think she would've turned me away. Wouldn't she have gone to you?" He gloated as Bakugou shot himself back a few paces. "She could've trusted you, but she didn't. She chose and trusted me, I just gave her a choice, and she didn't put her faith in hero's."
He needed to get to you, if Bakugou was trailing him he needed to add extra caution, he couldn't know where you were. What if he already knew and he was here as a distraction? Panic ran through him at the thought of him having already getting you, what if he was here to gloat about stealing you. Dabi couldn't stop the build up of what if's, it was like yelling inside of his mind, driving him crazy. Blue flames erupted in a line blocking Bakugou from hitting to him for a moment.
Pulling at the second phone in his pocket he sent a message. He needed to get away from the explosion hero or he was going to ignite him. He only had so much self control and he could feel himself losing his grasp on it. Once sent he let his flames die down a bit, he could see Bakugous smug smile.
"Whatever lie you have to tell yourself. I never had to give her a choice, getting her to say my name didn't require a demand or a threat." Bakugou smiled lazily. Dabi recognized the bait, he was trying to get a reaction.
"Sounds like you don't really know my girl, she likes a little monster in her man. Sorry you didn't make the cut there hero. Guess that dark side of you isn't strong enough, just like you can't make the hero side of you match up to your green haired friend."
Dabi took a moment to enjoy the look of anger that crossed the ash blondes face. God he knew people. "If you'll excuse me, I have to get home. I'm expected for dinner."
Dabi felt the air change behind him, stepping back into the portal he watched as the hero stepped forward trying to force himself into the portal. "Tell my baby brother hi for me." He smiled as he watched it close on him.
Stepping out into Endeavors home, Dabi called Sakura and had her open another portal to get him back to his Mouse. Happy he thought to have her bring him here first. He didn't want to risk Bakugou reaching the portal in time and ending up in his home.
Before stepping in Dabi noticed his reflection in the mirror, something was attached to his jacket. Round and almost matched his coat in color. A tracker he realized as he looked closer.
He decided to leave his coat after destroying the tracker as a precaution. Checking the rest of his clothes and the bag of gifts and his body for another he finally stepped through to his girl.
Tricky fucker. He'd have to be more careful. Maybe he should spend the next few days with Y/N. Spending the week with her wrapped around him sounded like a better week anyway. Let her think she was winning in their little game.
Before he could step inside Y/N ran outside holding her arms up. She was covered in white powder and blue spatters. Her eyes wide and her face pink, her eyes were glazed over.
"Okay before you come in I need you to not get mad."
Dabi clenched his jaw and let the heat spread through his body, he felt the adrenaline spike again through his body.
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Y/N POV
You didn't know what you had been thinking. You were trying to surprise him but also make him more open to listening to you, or at least make him feel guilty for leaving so he'd cut down his time away. The more promises made the more likely he'd follow you. You also decided to have one drink while baking.
You had discovered he liked sweets like you do so you were going to make dessert for after you ate whatever he brought for dinner. Hawks had told you when his birthday was a few weeks ago. You thought for sure Dabi was going to want a birthday week of whatever he wanted.
Even though really, that was just his every week at this point. He never did. To get him in a reasonable mood, You attempted to make an angel cake with meringue icing dyed blue, and a strawberry ganache. You realized too late you over estimated your ability. You'd been planning on making this cake for over a week and you watched and rewatched the tutorial video several times while Dabi napped, legs hanging over yours.
As soon as you realized you'd accidentally skipped one easily fixable step, you overwhelmed yourself and had one more drink, continuing to make small mistakes and having a drink to give yourself more confidence in your baking ability. You'd put the mixing attachment on wrong while making the meringue and gotten sugar all over the place, then turned the power on too high when your solved that debacle and blue meringue flew all over the kitchen.
When you hear Dabi about to enter the house you panic. This wasn't going to put him in the reasonable and celebratory mood you'd planned.
You really should've passed on having alcohol when you cooked. So you ran out to cut him off. Holding your hands up like a criminal whose been caught.
"Okay before you come in I need you to not get mad."
Dabi's eyes darkened. You were worried he'd be upset but he seemed far angrier than you'd expected.
"What happened?" He rushed to you, gripping your arms tight. "Was somebody here?"
You look at him confused, you feel wobbly.
"Who would be here? I just tried to do a thing and it just." You make explosion gestures and breathed out heavily.
"Have you been drinking little Mouse." His gravelly voice sent tingles down your spine and he tilted your chin so you were looking at him.
"Only when I messed up, which led to more mess ups. It was a terrible plan."
Dabis grin widened. "Messed up on what."
"I tried to make a cake, but I picked a too complicated cake."
"What makes a cake complicated?" He started to walk with you towards the house.
"Me apparently." You were relieved all traces of anger seemed to have disappeared. "If it's going to upset you, you should stay out here until I clean it."
Dabi laughed at that. "I don't think a failed cake attempt is going to set me off."
Pushing past you and into the house he made his way to the kitchen. He'd expected a mess but he hadn't expected this big of a mess. Powdered sugar was everywhere, blue globs of colored meringue frosting were on the ceiling, the floors and the wall. Dabi spies a few small globs in the dining area also.
"You got some distance on the frosting." Is all he can think to say.
Your face turned an even deeper shade of pink. You buried your face into his chest.
"I just wanted to surprise you." He could barely understand you with your face pressed against him.
Still finding new globs and powder everywhere he looked Dabi wrapped an arm around you.
"Yeah, the room is definitely covered in blue surprise." He laughed again. Reveling in this normal moment. Looking at the blue glob currently on your cheek he leaned over and licked it off. "It tastes good being licked off you, I can think of other places you can put it for me to lick off." Your face went completely red with that. When he pulled away you realize the mistake you made burying your face in his chest, his shirt was covered in blue smears.
"Your shirt." You pouted. Dabi looking down laughed again.
"The gift that keeps on giving." He said. "Why don't you go clean yourself and I'll get started in here."
Great now you're making him clean on his birthday. "Don't clean, it's your birthday and I already messed up the main part. I'll clean it."
You looked at him and realized he had a bag but there didn't appear to be food.
"Did you forget to bring food?"
Looking at him you step back at him just staring at you.
"What'd you say?"
"Did you forget food?"
"About my birthday Mouse."
"It's January 18, your birthday. Hawks told me. I wanted to surprise you with a cake. Instead I am giving you this." You gestured to the mess.
"I don't celebrate birthdays."
"Okay, but I do."
Sighing in frustration at himself Dabi and flustered with you he threw his head back. Hoping now you drank enough for him to easily change the subject.
"I got side tracked, forgot food. I'll go get something."
Gripping onto his arm you pull him back.
"Wait, can we go somewhere together? Not just shopping but something together?"
Dabi cocked his head at you, studying your face. He was thrown off at the birthday cake, but he also still worried at what Bakugous presence could imply.
"Did anything else happen while I was gone?"
"Should something have happened? If it did I was too busy destroying the kitchen to notice, the mixing machine gets loud when you don't put the paddle on right." You cover your ears remembering the loud banging.
"Where did you want to go Mouse?" Dabis hands covered your own. Like he was helping you block out the memory of the loud noise.
"We can? It's your birthday so you should choose. I am happy just getting out. What's your birthday wish?"
Dabi was pulling you to the room, part of you worried that he intended on making sure you couldn't leave the room. He used to take you to the league meetings, and you got to see the shops before Sakura warped you both home. Saying you were excited was a severe understatement.
"Birthday wish?" Dabi went to get new clothes for himself.
"Birthday magic, you get a wish."
Removing his old shirt you notice red against the white. You'd been so preoccupied with your disaster and the influence of alcohol you hadn't noticed he was bleeding.
"What happened! I thought you had a small job today!" You ran for the first aid kit to take care of his face. The smell of the disinfectant didn't combine well with the alcohol in your tummy and made you woozy.
Taking deep breaths to get past it you cup his uninjured cheek. Holding him steady while you took care of him. He used to look at you like you had a second head whenever you tried to fuss over him getting hurt. Now he pushed his cheek into your palm, and closed his eyes. Sometimes you wondered if he got hurt on purpose so you'd take care of him. He didn't need to get close to anyone to win a fight.
"I don't want to talk about it, just let it be for now, yeah?"
Finishing up bandaging his face you nod at him.
"Birthday magic means what you say goes today, it's like every other day, but this time it has the birthday excuse." He yanked you back at that. Lifting you so you straddled him. He guided your legs to wrap around him.
"If that's true then we can celebrate my birthday." Kissing across your collarbone, leaving purple marks in his mouths wake.
"I suppose I shouldn't be surprised this is where your mind went."
"It's always here, this isn't what I had in mind. I want to spend the next week with these legs." His fingers trailed down the length of your leg. "Wrapped around me." He stood and laid you on the bed, pushing you legs up into a mating press. "Your knees next to your cheeks that always turn pink in these moments, and I can get so deep inside you." This time he kissed under your knee and down your calf. "Play with me this week."
"I thought we already did that, what makes it different this time."
Biting your instep his gaze locked onto you. "You've had me on a leash so I can keep you here, let me off of it." Biting into the junction between your thigh and groin now.
"Okay."
You've handled his bad, you can do this and it'd take him out of the commission for a whole week.
You barely registered his eyes flash before he flipped you onto all fours. Ripping your dress off of you and your under garments. Lifting your legs like he wanted you in wheelbarrow pose. He buried his face in your cunt.
"You're always dripping for me, that's how I knew you were mine Mouse." He sucked at your clit before licking from your clit to circle your ass. Spitting and pushing as much of your fluids inside you as his tongue could push in.
"Dabi, wait not there!" You felt relief when he stood and walked to one of his drawers. The relief instantly drained from you as you saw him pull out a larger version of the plug from when you first came and a bottle of lube.
Flipping you back over he made use of his tongue again.
"It won't hurt this time Mouse, you can take it." He drawled as he pushed a finger into you. His mouth now attacking your clit. Pushing you hard off your edge, as your orgasm washed over you he inserted a second finger, holding inside of you as he guided you down. He kept his fingers still inside of your ass as he opened the bottle of lube, squirting globs on his fingers and he began to piston his fingers inside of you. Scissoring them to stretch you. "Again." He said before his lips latched to your clit again. His goal to push you over the edge again. As you got close he inserted a third finger and he spit on his fingers. Stretching them. You could feel the burn of the stretch for only a moment as white clouded your vision. He removed his fingers and pushed the plug slowly into you and he licked your folds and again guided you back to earth. The feeling of too much lasted for only a second as the plug lodged into your ass.
"Again." He latched back onto you and using his other hand to push two of his long fingers into your cunt while his tongue worked your clit. "Give me more Mouse." Bending his fingers into a come here motion he found your inner bundle of nerves. With the hand that worked your ass he pushed on the plug, heating it, this time gently. Pushing the base so it went deeper. The sensations and heat melding together to send into orbit and to seeing stars. "Such a good Mouse, your holes are all so eager for me."
"It feels weird, I don't think I like it." His hand reached down and be scooped up your release and showed it to you, spreading his fingers so it hung off in liquid ropes.
"I think you do." He stepped off of the bed, surprising you. "Stay, keep it in Pet." He walked towards the bathroom and re-emerged with a cloth and he wiped you down, before guiding you to standing. Changing the pressure of the plug, causing you to adjust to its invasiveness all over again.
Handing you a blue off the shoulder dress that went to just above your knees he motioned for you to lift your arms. Putting you gently inside the dress and taking every opportunity to push on the plug or trail a finger through your folds. His marks across you collarbone stood out for everyone to see.
Grabbing thigh high socks he loved on you and leather thigh garters he pushed you over so you landed on the bed. Squeaking in surprise at his push.
Attaching the last clip to your socks Dabis gaze lifted up, gazing at your cunt hungrily.
"Somethings still missing." Walking towards the same drawer he came back with box, using a long finger to to move the objects around. Finally pulling out a piece of jewelry. You didn't recognize what it was for. The longer you looked at it the more confused you got. It had a clip on either side, three chains hung down with a bright blue tear shaped sapphire hanging from the the shortest top chain.
"Do you know what this is little Mouse?" You can only shake your head at him, the look on his face darkens and has you questioning your decision to tell him to not hold back. "Words Mouse. I want words tonight."
"No."
A smack came down on your pussy, stinging your clit and adding sudden pressure to the plug. "No what? Don't tell me you've forgotten your manners."
"No Daddy." He rewarded you by massaging the sting away.
"Good girl."
Holding the jewelry back up again he turned it so the stone caught the light.
"You've seen clip on earrings I assume?"
"Yes Daddy."
"This is like that, but for your delicious cunt." He lifted the skirt of your dress up. "Your going to feel pressure but it shouldn't hurt, i am putting this inside you first." He held up the U shaped vibrator he used on you when he'd leave, with the remote. "If the chain hurts tell me so I can adjust the pressure. Do you understand?"
"Yes, Daddy."
Working you open with his middle and ring finger first he slid one of the legs in until it rested on your g-spot. The outer leg of the vibrated rested on your clit. The he clipped the chain on either side of your labia. The chain held the vibrator in place.
"Beautiful." He said, fingering the chain lightly. "Go brush your hair, I want your eyes and lips to stand out tonight, can you make that happen for me baby?"
"Yes Daddy."
He handed you the bag he'd come home with. "Pick one out for tonight, I'll put it on you when you're ready." Smacking your ass hard as you walked towards the bathroom. When you turn to look at him before entering the bathroom you see him palming himself through his pants as he watches you scurry to the bathroom.
You don't usually play with make up as much anymore. But you do your best at a Smokey eye and dark red lips. You debate on trying to cover up the hickies on your neck but decided Dabi would prefer it if you didn't.
You're starting to feel giddy. Which was unexpected. It feels like you're about to go on a date, which is a feeling you haven't had for years. Just as you finish brushing through your hair Dabi walks in and you can't look away.
He'd dressed up. A black button up shirt and even a matte black tie to go with his black pants. He was rolling his sleeves up his forearms before he stopped to smile at you.
"Fuck Mouse."
"I thought that was the plan?" You tease back.
You watch him come up from behind you in the mirror, encasing you in his hold. "We could just stay here, we don't have to go anywhere." He whispered in your ear.
"Please Daddy."
"Okay, just know I might not be able to contain myself no matter whose around. You can't say you weren't warned."
Taking the hair comb you chose, it was in the shape of intricate waves that pinned your hair out of your face with a wooden pick.
"Ready?"
"Yes, Daddy." You could see his jaw clenched hard, hearing his teeth clack together.
Pulling out his phone you realize he's warping you somewhere, not driving.
"Where are we going?"
You didn't know Dabis paranoia was triggered by Bakugou today. He wanted to get you out of Japan for a few days until he could figure out if he knew where you were. You had given him the perfect excuse. Now he has the added bonus of looking giving to you also.
He didn't answer and simply pulled you through.
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Landing on the hard sidewalk you landed outside of a hotel. Looking around gives you no clues as to where you are. There are trees in different shades and different fruits. It looked like what you picture gardens would look like in a fantasy movie.
"Where are we?"
Wrapping his arms around you from behind, one hand wrapped around your neck, his thumb rubbing your jawline.
"Do you like it little Mouse?"
"It's beautiful." You can feel him smile into your neck.
"It's Eden."
"What! I've always wanted to see this place in person." You start to bounce in excitement.
"I know, I saw you'd entered a few contests to come here."
Maybe giving him access to your social media wasn't a completely horrible situation.
Eden was essentially nature's answer to I-Island. It travelled to wherever the weather was perfect for growing food. It supplied many countries with fresh food all year round. You'd always saved any pictures of the island you could find.
"Let's go check in and we can go eat. I'm fucking starving now." He growled in your ear.
As you walked towards the check in counter you realize you can hear the chains decorating your sex clinking together. Your face turns red as you try to figure out if others can hear it.
You missed Dabis grin as he listened to the tinkle of the chains.
"It's like music, little Mouse. Such a pretty sound." He whispered at you. "It's under your name, here." He handed you your ID card. You'd thought that had been taken when you were captured.
"You've had this?"
"They gave it to me when I brought you home, I've been keeping it safe for you."
Looking at your photo you barely recognize the person in the photograph anymore. That person would definitely not be checking into a hotel with a villain knowingly.
Approaching the desk feeling like ice dropped in your gut you give the man your name. He clacked on his keyboard and at the same time your knees almost collapsed under you when you felt the vibration turn on. Unable to control your eyes rolling back in your head for what felt like way too much time.
"Are you okay miss?" The clerk asked, looking concerned.
All you could do was nod as you white knuckle gripped the counter. Dabi helped you stand like he wasn't creating the problem.
"She's okay, she just really likes gardens. You need to give him your ID Honey." He said sickly sweet. Your hands shake as you push it over to the clerk. Dabis hold keeping you steady.
"Okay looks like you two have a honeymoon suite and it's been prepaid, you'll be with us for 6 nights and 7 days. Here's your room keys. There is room service 24/7 the number is on the back of the room key. Is there anything else you two need?"
Dabi increased the intensity as you answered causing you to shout. "NO! T-t-thank you." The clerk looked ready to get you out of his sight. As Dabi turned you towards the elevator your thighs began to shake. You weren't going to make it to the elevator.
Picking you up in a bridal carry, he carried you onto the elevator and pushed the button. As the doors closed he leaned over and nibbled your ear.
"Cum for me Mouse." You lost control as the door shut, just making eye contact with the front desk clerk as you cried out.
"That was an excellent show." Dabi chuckled, the sound filling the elevator. You can't react, all you can do is pound at his chest weakly with a closed fist.
Dabi makes sure the keys work for the door, you don't even get to see inside the room before he guides you back onto the elevator.
"We'll buy things as we need them here. Let's go enjoy some food."
"If it wasn't your birthday I'd be upset with you right now. I wanted to clean up before we go! I can't just walk around like this."
"You should've said your cunt was a mess before we left Mouse, guess I better fix it for you."
"What do you…" is all you get out before Dabi leaned down and hooked his arms under your thighs. Wrapping your legs around his neck and lifting you. Your head almost hit the ceiling. "Dabi!"
You felt his tongue swipe at your thighs, searching for every trace of your release before diving into your folds. Lapping everything thing you had up. "Fuck fuck fuck." Was he not worried about other people?
The door dinged and your eyes widened at the sight of an older couple stepping onto the platform before they took in what was happening. It was too late for them to get out of the elevator car.
"Dabi!" You kick his shoulders to get his attention. He smiled as he pulled his head out from the skirt of your dress. Smile widening at your embarrassment.
"Sorry, couldn't help myself." He said gently setting you down. You can't remember a time of feeling such an intense embarrassment. You can only try and bury yourself into Dabi to hide your face. Hiding behind him. Waiting for the ding alerting you to arriving at the bottom floor. As soon as the ding happened you pushed Dabi out of the elevator.
"Whats wrong?" Dabi teased. "I am sure you two have some good stories of letting loose in a hotel right." Be shot back. Mortifying both you and the older couple even more. You were grateful for the ballet flats you wore so you could walk away from the situation quickly. If not awkwardly thanks to the situation under your dress.
Dabi threw an arm around you laughing. "I think I've been missing out not celebrating birthdays."
"Thats not funny." You're embarrassment is turning to anger now.
"Its a little funny. The only reason the old guy was upset was cause he wanted to be where I was. The woman was upset because she wanted someone to do it to her. They won't even remember your face Pet. They'll remember mine." Squeezing you closer to him. "This doesn't feel like the right reaction for the orgasm you were given, I think I need more gratitude displayed from you."
You didn't notice his hand reach under your skirt until he pushed on the plug. You can feel it heat up as he backed you into the wall of the restaurant.
"Thank me properly." Heat continued to rise causing you to bite your lip. To passerby you looked like a couple simply embracing each other, with his hands hidden in your outfit.
"Thank you Daddy."
The plug went still hotter.
"For what?"
"For giving me an orgasm Daddy, thank you for the orgasm."
While the plug not longer heated he began to fiddle with it. Rotating and pushing and pulling.
"And."
"Cleaning up my mess?"
He finally left the plug alone, bringing his hand up to tug on the chain around your neck. Bringing your mouth to his. "Are you hungry?"
"Starving."
This time he interlaced his fingers with yours and helped you walk normally to the restaurant.
"Can I take these off there? It's uncomfortable."
Opening the door for you he guided you in. "Maybe."
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The restaurant was garden themed. Which shouldn't have surprised you. Trailing ivy hung from the ceiling. The walls were lush and green. The chairs and tables looked as if they had been grown and shaped. Everything was living. If you weren't trying to contain everything Dabi had inserted into your body you'd be running to run your hands through the wall.
"I want to touch the wall."
"I am going to let them know we're here, go touch the wall little Mouse." He nudged you towards the wall you were focused on.
Slowly and carefully you walked to the closest wall. Running your fingers through the soft tufts of grass. Grateful the alcohol is out of your system. Drunk you would fully lean on the wall. Walking down you enjoy the change in texture and roughness of the different plants. Finding one in particular that was immensely soft to the the touch. The leaves looked like rabbit ears to you.
An arm around your waist draws your attention behind you.
"Don't these look like rabbit ears?" You continue to finger the plant. "It's soft like them too, feel." Grabbing his free hand you guide his large hand to the delicate looking leaves.
"They're called Lambs ears, I asked the host when I saw you so focused. He's going to send us back with some cuttings and you can try to grow them in the garden at home."
"You're table is ready."
The host kept a few paces ahead, taking you to a private room. While helping you keep a normal looking walk and pace Dabi gave you a leaf from the lambs ear. You automatically began to worry it between your palm and thumb.
Once the door shut and you were left alone you began to feel butterflies fill your stomach. This whole evening had a different feeling than what you were used too. You didn't know how to process this version of Dabi. He was acting like a normal person. Well, a normal person who funnels money from someone else into his own pocket. You wonder if this is close to how he'd be if he'd stayed with his family.
The private rooms are set up to be a "humanless" experience, orders placed on a tablet and the food is even brought in by a Butler robot. You'd gone to ramen restaurants like this, you'd forgotten they existed.
Placing your order you go to add a salmon dish only for Dabi to knock your hand out of the way.
"I don't like fish." He said.
"I know, but I do!"
"We don't have fish on my birthday." He said with a smug grin.
"I put too much emphasis on birthday magic, the powers gone to your head, you're already drunk on power."
Order finally taken and the distraction is gone. The room filled with silence. You got a little comfort in the fact that Dabi looked as lost as you did.
"This feels like a date, instead of a master taking his pet out." You try and tease him.
"I thought this was my birthday dinner." He ignored your dig. You kept trying to adjust yourself so you could sit comfortably.
Dabi reached into his shirt pocket, removing what you thought was a pocket square. As he unfolded it he held it up and you realized he'd brought you underwear.
"I can't believe you just wore that where people could see!" You start to lecture.
"I'm sorry I thought you wanted the toys off, I can put them back." He started to fold it and you panicked.
"No, I'm sorry, I want to wear them. Did you see where the bathroom was?"
Standing he came over and turned your chair, kneeling in front of you. "Dabi!"
"Endeavor didn't pay for this private room for us to not enjoy it Mouse." He teased. "I should take a picture of us and send it to him and say thank you, even if he doesn't know he paid for it yet."
Lifting your leg up and resting it on his shoulder Dabi pulled you to him by your chain again. Kissing you deeply, there was no warm up, it was all teeth and tongue and you had to remind yourself to breathe.
"When I unclip the chains, bloods going to rush back, it's going to be uncomfortable. I'll do one side at a time." When he restarts the kiss you feel the vibrator go off again. At the highest setting you've felt.
Dabi won't let you pull away from his mouth, and your lost in him. He presence surrounding and filling you. You feel one clip release on your side, warm fingers massage the area, soothing it. Repeating the action on the other side. Slipping the jewelry onto his shirt pocket. Clipping to either side of the pocket it made it look like a decorative pocket square replacement, almost.
The vibe and his kiss was causing your hips to buck in response. Gripping the backs of your knees Dabi aggressively pulled you forward until your ass was almost off the chair. Breaking your kiss and pushing you to lean back on the chair.
His brought focus to the plug. You feel the stretch as he began to pull. He went slowly, enjoying watching the stretch. Dropping it into a napkin he rolled it up in the dark green cloth and put it in his pants pocket.
Instead of removing the vibe from you, Dabi leaned forward and ran his tongue through your pussy. Groaning in pleasure as he did so. Pushing you towards another orgasm.
Just as you were about to go over the edge he removed the vibe and his mouth. Dragging the panties up and getting them into place before flipping your skirt back down.
"Don't get greedy." He taunted while licking his lips and pointedly looking at you. Before going back to his seat.
As he sat you took the sight of him in. It was odd to see him in something formal looking. The darkness of the shirt brought out the turquoise of his eyes.
"You look nice, dressed up. It suits you."
" I am a Todoroki, I do know how to dress up, I just don't like to. Appearances are important. You can be fucked up as a person, but as long as the world sees you as put together you'll still be praised and adored."
"Do you believe that?"
"I've seen it my whole life Mouse. Eventually I got tired of it and just let my outside match how I felt inside."
He didn't look sad at the thought. He looked proud of himself for his rebellion.
"I don't know, I can make myself look nice, nothing outstanding but nice. It never changed how people viewed me. Once people found out I was quirkless, my looks meant nothing, good or bad. It was what they couldn't see that kept people from me."
You think back on lost friendships and the lack of any progress from past relationship pursuits. "I could dress fancy and doll myself up and I still had people leaving constantly, I had a few boyfriends who'd leave after getting whatever it was they wanted from me. Cause past that I want anything. I had nothing left to offer, and they got what they wanted. It only took a couple of boyfriends doing that for me to stop trying that. My outside appearance didn't do much for me, when my inside is nothing."
You're grateful when the little butler robot came in with drinks. Taking a sip you appreciate the fresh mint and bubbles of your drink.
"What we're the names of these previous boyfriends Mouse?" Finally looking at him you swear you can see steam coming out of his body. While he tried to look casual.
"I suddenly forget. Weird. Someone around here must have an amnesia quirk." You back to your drink. "This is really good, I should have more." Clicking the screen you order two more. The way the conversation was going you had a feeling more was better.
"I bet, are they on your social media pages?"
"You can't just kill people because they cause an inconvenience for you." You lecture.
"That hasn't been my experience at all. Maybe you can't, but I can."
"You could also decide to just let them go from your life and look for you're own happiness, when you find it, the people who sucked the joy from your life tend to not matter anymore. I think happiness in life is the best form of revenge. Cause it just shows they weren't part of what made your life good and they don't get to leech off your happy if you don't let them."
"That's optimistic."
Another little robot came in with the first course and your two drinks.
"I didn't need a second drink Mouse."
Lifting both glasses and your plate to set in front of you, you smile at him.
"Good cause these are both for me. This one I added raspberries to."
"You going to go destroy their kitchen too."
"No, that was just for you in our home. I hope you really took that visual in, you're the only one who gets to see the screw up side of me."
Digging into the first course you find it difficult to maintain a conversation. All you can focus on is your food.
"This might be the best thing I've put in my mouth." You slur out. Earning you an eyebrow raise. "Shut up, don't even touch that, it's too easy."
"I can say it's definitely not the best thing I've had in mouth tonight." You regret taking a sip as he spoke as now you were having a coughing fit from choking. Time to change the subject.
"So is that why you went as far as you did, to be the opposite of your dad?"
"Are you trying to get in my head?"
"Yes, I'd like to understand you more. I feel like I've got a good grasp on who you are in regards to me. But I want to know more about who you are as a whole."
"Do you know how my father became number one?"
"All Mights retirement."
"Yes, and he solidified his position by having a few successful battles against high end Nomus. I arranged for this so he could grow brighter in the public's eye. I started doing worse and worse things to counter the good people saw him doing. Every time he did something good in the public's eye I did the opposite. Bringing myself down at the same pace he rose up. So when I brought him down to my level, when he'd have to answer for all of his wrong doing. He'd have to fall so much further, a fall far enough to truly destroy his ego, and his pride. I wanted him to really feel the destruction he caused those closest to him. To know what it's like to not be able to piece yourself back into who you were or what you were supposed to become."
"I think he already knows that. You can see it in his face, and his eyes. When he thinks no one sees him. The benefit of being invisible to everyone, you get to see things not everyone else does. I always thought of him as incredibly lonely. I once overheard him asking you sister for your younger brothers phone number. He didn't even have all of kids numbers. I couldn't imagine how that would feel."
Dabi moved the empty plates into a giant container while the second course was brought in, swapping old plates for new.
"I don't think you'd do what he did Mouse. Having kids not wanting to have you involved in their lives isn't a worry I think you need."
Thumbing the lambs ear, calming your nerves while the alcohol made your braver you try to push more while he's letting you.
"You did a lot to get away from him, got away with faking your own death even. So why make him the center of your existence still? You still let him be your reason for everything. You still didn't really live for yourself, you still lived for him."
"I think that's enough of this talk Mouse."
You recognize the tone in his voice and you know better now than to push it.
"Yes Daddy."
Feeling uncomfortable in the silence, only the sounds of eating filling the room, you look back at the tablet. Scrolling down you find a birthday option, since Dabi wasn't looking you decided to add it.
"Come here Mouse."
You look up in panic. Did he he see what you did? He still wasn't looking at you so you don't think he did. So you stood.
"No, Pet. Down on all fours."
You're face flushed, he'd had you do this a few times but never in public. Despite the privacy of the room you were still anxious at being seen.
"No one will see, you're safe in here with me. Let go. Crawl under the table to me."
At least that was hidden, you think. Sinking to your knees you crawl under the table. Stopping at his feet, you stay on all fours and wait for his orders.
His chair scooted back and his hands reach under the table to guide you to kneeling. Then over so you straddled his leg.
"Where'd you put your little purse thing Mouse?"
"I think the napkin ended up over it."
As he leaned forward to grab for it his shin pressed into your center, causing a gasp to leave you. Your hands gripping his thigh to keep yourself steady.
"Look up at me."
When you do, you see he's pulled out your lipstick.
"I ruined all the work you put in too soon. I already lack self control and it's worse when it comes to you." Running his thumb over your bottom lip, he began to put the lipstick on you. Perfecting the lines with the tips of his fingers. Then pulling out his phone he pointed it at you. "Smile Baby." You tried to count how many clicks of his camera but couldn't keep up.
Pushing his shin against you again, your grip tightens against his thigh again.
"You want to play Mouse?"
"Yes Daddy."
"Even here? There could be people in the rooms around us."
"I still want to play."
"Do you think you can be quiet?"
"Yes Daddy." The alcohol has taken your inhibitions away. Again his presence is all you feel.
"Rub your cunt against my leg, you can't cum until I do, do you understand?"
"Yes Daddy." You reach up to unbutton his pants. Whimpering when his hand pushes yours away. The friction of your bare cunt against the fabric of his pants already working on you.
"I didn't say you could touch me directly Mouse." Gripping your hair he moved your face to bury it in his crotch, moving it from side to side with the grip in your hair. "You have to make me cum without taking me out of my pants, can you feel how hard you've already made me?"
"Yes Daddy."
"Get to work Mouse."
Sticking your tongue out you trace his cock through his pants. Looking up at him so you can gauge his reactions.
When he's not responding the way you want you mimic the side to side he did with your face. Watching as he his eyes rolled back, his head along with them.
Tension in your center is tightening from humping his legs and watching him lose his control.
"If you cum first little Mouse, I am going to fuck you in the elevator until you're a drooling mess, and I won't stop no matter who gets on with us this time."
That has you slowing your pace against his leg, but the visual he's given you has you gushing against his leg.
"You like that, are you a secret exhibitionist? I can work with that if that's what you need, should I have sat us with all of the other guests?" His pants are now covered in your red lipstick and your saliva as you push into his cock with your face, wanting to bring him over so you can reach yours. It was getting harder to hold your orgasm back. "Do you think they'd all just watch you like this, or would they touch themselves, unable to take their eyes off of you? D-d-do you know how many eyes were on you when we walked in? I bet you didn't notice, they don't even know what a pervert you are, they don't know whatever fantasy played out in their little heads while gazing at what's mine was nothing in comparison to what you want done to you."
Your pace has picked back up against his leg, Dabis grip in your hair tightened as he used all of your face to find his release. "Fuck!" Even through his pants you can feel his release pulse through him. Releasing your hair you suck on his tip through the fabric tasting him through it. Picking up the pace until you reach your own release.
Your panting joined his and you laid your head in his lap. Hearing the click of his camera again and your too tired to react. You already know his jealousy would keep the pictures from going anywhere but with him.
Warm hands reach down and pulled you into his lap, he sits you sideways, your legs between his. Grabbing your napkin and dipping it in a water glass he cleaned your face up for you. Removing all of your make up. Showing you in the camera that face was clean before bringing you in for a slow kiss.
Both of your eyes snap up when the little butler robot reentered the room, with a mini cake and Endeavor and All Might party hats you'd added. The robot singing a mechanical Happy Birthday. You reached over and put the Endeavor hat on Dabi then donning the All Might hat yourself. You have to bite your cheeks to stop from laughing at the look he's currently giving you.
"I assume you don't want the visual of me wearing an Endeavor hat."
"You realize you're going to pay for this yeah."
"Yes but I feel like it's still worth it. I figured by now you'd realize I am an incredibly funny drunk."
"Fucking hilarious."
Grabbing the cake you bring the candle closer to him. "Can you light the candle Daddy."
Blue flame went significantly higher than it should have. A warning that you're pushing it, and one you ignore.
Otanjyoubi omedoto
otanjyoubi omedeto
otanjyoubi omedeto Dabi san
tanjyoubi omedeto!
Otanjyoubi omedoto
otanjyoubi omedeto
otanjyoubi omedeto Dabi san
tanjyoubi omedeto!
You try to sing to him, but it takes longer due to you randomly laughing.
"You realize I would kill anyone else who tried this."
"Absolutely. Make a wish and blow out the candle."
"You believe in birthday magic?"
"Yes."
"You can have my wish Mouse."
"Fine, blow out the candle with me and we'll share the wish." You grab his phone and he watches you turn on the camera and hold out the phone so you can take a picture of you both blowing out the candle.
He took over the camera while you removed the candle, not noticing the look on his face. You hear the camera start to click as cake slams into your face. Without hesitation you scrap cake off your face and push it onto his cheek.
When you leave the restaurant the host glared at you both covered in cake, Dabis pants covered in your red lipstick. For the moment you are able to just exist with this Dabi. He doesn't even seem to notice he's still wearing his hat.
Back in the room, you finally get to see the amazing view of Eden. Surrounded by the ocean. The room was beautiful and covered in greenery.
As you stared out of the window you could see Dabi approach you from behind. Encasing you in his grasp.
"You didn't ask what my part of the wish was Mouse."
Leaning back into him you relax, comforted by the night you've had with him. It felt like a turning point.
"What was your wish?"
Dabi began to nibble across your exposed shoulders.
"I want my name back on you, you let someone else remove it, I want it back on you."
Fear weaves its way back into you the way his fingers entangle in your hair to turn you around to face him. You'd gotten to comfortable.
"And I want you to ask me to do it, and choose where."
"Why? I don't want pain."
"I can keep up with what this is now, I like you trying to stop me from doing anything for the league, and playing house with you. I need something to solidify it for me. Pick a place Mouse."
"You'll keep being open with me like you have been?"
"Yes."
"Here." You point to the front of your hip.
"Take off your dress."
Shaking you struggle to remove the dress. Dabi finally having to help you. Leaving you in just the thigh high socks.
Standing he gives you another overwhelming kiss.
"Now ask me."
"Dabi.."
"Touya."
"Touya, I want you to mark me as yours."
Removing his belt he moves to put it between your lips. "Bite down baby." Kissing down your stomach until he reaches where you pointed, he kisses the area.
"Shhh, it'll be quick Pet."
You can see the area around you bloom blue. The pain doesn't hit you right away, like you were given a second of relief. When it hits you scream around the belt in between your teeth.
When he finished, Dabi stares at his mark for a moment, you can see the delight on his face.
Looking up at your tear streaked face he comes up to wipe the tears off of your cheeks. Kissing them away and calming your breathing. When his kisses reach your ear he whispers in it, while his tongue ran around the edge of your ear.
"I told you, I'd have you be my girl, I'd get to to willingly be mine. You just agreed to let me brand you Mouse, you even asked me to at my request. I told you from the beginning I'd make you Dabis Girl. I've made you as obsessed with me as I am with you, I can see you getting off on knowing you went from a quirkless nobody to having me wrapped around your finger. You're fucking mine."
Lifting your head with his hand to force eye contact.
"Who are you?"
"Touyas Girl."
Calling down to the front desk a first aid kit was brought to the room, Dabi bandaged your new mark, kissing over the gauze. Kissing his way back up to your mouth, with no warning he thrust his length into you, as if he was completing his claiming of you. Like he told you, you not only let him, you relished in it this time.
Both of you unaware that all hell was about to break lose just a few days after your return.
Chapter End Notes
Let me know your thoughts! I tried to put in serious moments with the kink and I wanted Dabi to repay Reader for really baring herself in the previous chapter, and even in this one. I wanted him to vocalize his actions to her and really seek her understanding without realizing he was doing it.
I am writing this story to practice writing unhealthy dynamics in a relationship, and I don't intend on the unhealthy to magically disappear and there's a happily ever after. I want there to be work, reward and fall back. And I want Dabi to earn his ending and reader to get to a relatively happy place as well. I wanted us to get a glimpse at what he had the potential to be if he hadn't become Dabi. I absolutely do not think he would have looked at a quirkless person as a potential partner had he stayed under Endeavors influence however, his anger at hearing how she was dismissed is also anger at himself whether he acknowledges it or not.
Also if anyone is curious about what the chain looks looks like that she wears on her lady bits, if you go on Etsy and type Labia Jewelry you'll see several examples. I always think the jewelry looks so pretty but nobody is coming near Lady Jessica with needles. (I grew up wanting to be Jessica rabbit, so I named her in her honor lol, Jessica rabbit and the burlesque mouse from Great Mouse Detective are the reasons I do burlesque on occasion lol Thanks Disney.)
The vibe is a version of the We-Vibe, which can be found here: https//us/sync#color=61 and the dress is a slightly longer version of this: https//collections/graduation-dresses/products/off-shoulder-short-pink-blue-lace-prom-dress-short-pink-blue-formal-dress-homecoming-dress-graduation-dress
Also I wanted to post the first few panels of the illustrated version of this story, but they aren't where I want them to be yet! So maybe next week!
Strong enough
Chapter Notes
So I had intended on having this chapter have the Hero's making their comeback, but I felt like it would've been too much happening and I got carried away with Dabi and reader!
This chapter has Dabi getting closer and closer to letting himself say what he feels for Reader, (I picture will smith when he says "he's kinda stupid but he's got the spirit") it also has reader realize a few things about herself and her attachment to Dabi.
As always your comments and love keep me going and keep me on track and I love getting to interact with all of you using your time to read my story!
The illustrated version of this story is coming along and I am almost done illustrating all of chapter 1! I will add it in once I stop hating what I've done, or once I've accepted that I hate and post it any way!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Bakugous POV
One month. Just one more month. The tides will finally change in the Hero's favor. He was getting so tired of being patient.
Waiting around and making plans was getting old. He couldn't believe everyone was so okay with taking so fucking long at coming back.
All Might, Aizawa and Endeavor all decided to lecture him separately and together on his confronting Dabi. Like he wasn't careful at where he directed the fight. They should know him better by now, he knew Dabi was hiding Y/N away, so wherever he went was somewhere the league wouldn't be. He didn't seem to even want his new villain family to know where she was.
At least when he brought her to the meetings he got confirmation on how she was. Now he didn't even get that comfort. It was bullshit that Hawks and Endeavor seemed to know where she was, and they didn't bring her back. They just left her.
His hand tingled and warmed as a blast burst from his palm, taking down the tree in front of him. The flying debris and cracking sound of the wood helped him breathe. Blasting himself into the air he aimed and continued to hit the tree, breaking it into pieces before any part could hit the ground. Like his version of hitting a balloon in the air, keeping it from touching the ground.
"That was pretty impressive." Kirishima stepped out from the surrounding trees.
"Shut up shitty hair." Bakugou pushed his eye covering until it pushed the hair out of his face. Walking to his pack he took a drink of water and pulled out a tree start. Planting it where he'd just destroyed a tree.
"So responsible. Look at you, repairing damage you've caused. You've grown so much as a human." Wiping a fake tear from his eye Kirishima laughed at himself.
"Did you come here for a reason or just to annoy me?"
"I came to check on you, and annoying you was just a pleasant bonus. You're spending less time with all of us prepping. You're getting in your head and blocking us out, this never leads to anything good."
"She's been his prisoner for almost a year now. He took her the same night I was taken to Tartarus." Bakugou began to stretch his legs out. "The same fucker who kidnapped me and pulled me through a portal into the leagues hands. I had to fucking watch him take her through a portal and I couldn't do fuck all. On top of that I am supposed to be feeling what, lucky? Grateful? That apparently our disappearing act we were able to pull off was because of him. No. Fuck that. I want to get out of hiding, I want to free her and I want the world to go back to the way it should be. Good people are protected by those who can protect them and villains pay for their crimes instead of getting praised on tv. I couldn't fucking save myself then and I couldn't save her now. What growth?"
Kirishima reached over and pushed him. Bakugou let his body hit the ground. Laying all the way down he rubbed his face hard with both of his hands.
Kirishima laid next to him and they both stared at the sky in silence.
"I didn't think of the parallel of what you saw. I should have man. This isn't like that. I truly think he won't let any bad happen to her. You weren't there when the attack happened in the market. When he realized they were going for her he wasn't aware of anything else. By the time I reached him he was in a state of full blown panic. I didn't expect that. I'm the one who removed his quirk suppressor, he didn't even look at me. He was yelling at us to get to her, they were going for her. I think she's in the safest place she could be while this happens, especially if he's keeping her hidden from the league."
Standing Kirishima began to stretch his own muscles out. Rolling his head.
"Plus you say Hawks and Endeavor know where she is, Hawks leaves a couple times a week, he meets with Endeavor after. I am willing to bet he is at least checking on her."
With a burst of speed that doesn't match his bulk he reached down and picked up his friend and hurled him into a tree.
"Stop whining and feeling bad for yourself, you made that way too easy for me."
Smiling now, Bakugou stepped away from the tree that now had his body indent in it. He could use a good fight.
"You're going to be the one whining after I kick your fucking ass."
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Shigarakis POV
"Why does no one know where he is? Why does he keep leaving?"
"He said he had something to do and he'd be back in a week." Spinner said.
"He always shows up when it's important, this isn't new behavior." Compress added in.
"This is new behavior, he's losing focus. You can't see it?" Shigaraki was getting annoyed with everyone now, not just Dabi. "He stopped having her with him, at first I thought he was just keeping her locked up in the dark somewhere during our meetings, but I've dropped by randomly, they aren't ever at that house. I don't think he's staying there anymore. Why would he have a place hidden from us?"
"Are we supposed to share every place we have to hide out in? I mean I do but is it that big of a deal?" Toga chimed.
"Yes, it's keeping secrets and he's already kept enough from us. What's the name of that woman, the one he spent a lot of time with once we joined with the others?"
"Aoi? I forgot about her. I liked her, she just gave me her blood when she got hurt." Toga started to bounce in excitement.
"Get her to meet with us, we need to bring him back in, he's focused on his pet enough."
"I'll do it!" Toga was instantly out the door.
"Time to refocus." Shigaraki announced to the room before sitting.
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Y/N POV
"I am kind of upset we have to go back." You announce.
"Are you? Does that mean you enjoyed our little time away?" Dabi looked smug and proud of himself. He checked the security cameras at the house first, something he did obsessively, expecting to see Bakugou entering their home at some point, before getting them a warp ready.
"I did, you know I did. It was nice to be able to pretend we were normal for awhile."
"We're still normal at home, this was just a location change, I didn't realize we became different people once we entered Musutafu."
"You know what I mean."
You felt Dabi enter your space, while we double checked all of the new clothes and necessities made it into the new suitcase. He was going to just leave his new clothes and you wanted to make sure he didn't.
Gently gripping your chin, Dabi turned you towards him.
"I don't know what you mean, talk to me."
"It felt like something tipped, I don't know. I like where it tipped."
"I did too, and it will keep being tipped at home Mouse. Don't worry so much."
"Does that mean you meant everything you said this week? You don't regret any of it?"
"Do you?"
"No."
"Good, I have no regrets about this week Mouse." Deciding the conversation was over Dabi kissed you while reaching for the bag, pushing you back towards the wall.
Your back never hit the wall however. The ground beneath your feet went from carpet to dirt. You were in your garden.
"I didn't check the room again to make sure we didn't leave anything!"
"You did that three times, nothings left."
"It's freezing, I forgot it was supposed to be cold this time of year. Eden spoiled us weather wise."
"Stop whining and get inside, I'll warm you up Mouse."
"How can you even think of that, didn't you wear yourself out in this last week? Maybe you have two quirks." Stepping into the house wasn't as big of a relief from the cold as you'd hoped.
"If I am ever too worn out to fuck you stupid, fucking kill me Mouse."
You needed warm clothes, you felt like your home had turned into an icebox.
"You're not going to enjoy aging."
"I always assumed I'd be dead by now honestly. If someone didn't kill me I assumed my body would've done it for me by now. Where are you going?"
You were speed walking towards your room, ready to pull on warm pajamas and you're fluffy robe Dabi had given you when he started leaving with the league on missions again.
"It feels like ice in here, I need warmer clothes."
"Go get in bed, I'll warm you up Mouse."
"Oh God, no, please. If you keep up the pace you did this week I am going to need all new parts."
As you walked past the doorway, Dabi had already caught up to you, picking you up he knocked the wind out of you throwing you over his shoulder.
"I didn't say anything about sex you pervert. I said I'd warm you up. Get your head out of the gutter little Mouse, not everything is about sex." His large hand smacked you hard on your ass. "Don't worry, I'll take good care of you while you heal from getting a replacement on your parts, let the doctors get a look at the man who ground yours to dust."
"Called me a pervert."
Reaching the bed he tossed you, stopping you from bouncing too high by straddling your waist.
"You are, think back on just this last week and tell me you're not one with a straight face."
Looking to the side and trying to ignore the blush you can feel creeping up your neck. "I'm not a pervert."
"Mmmm, now look me in the eye and tell me that."
Taking a deep inhale to buy yourself some time you turn to look at him. Meeting his uncontrollable lust filled gaze, you feel like he's running his hands over you despite their position on either side of your head.
When you open your mouth to speak your words are halted by Dabis eyes glazing over and his slowly trailing his tongue over his top lip. Looking lost in thought, but you know exactly what he's thinking of.
A low grumble turned into a chuckle as he pushed his cheek to yours, your skin soaking up the warmth of his.
"That's what I thought little Mouse." He said under his breath. "Take off your clothes and get under the blanket."
You didn't hesitate, keeping your eyes on him as he walked to the closet and pulled out a thin fuzzy blanket. His arms surrounded the cloth and you can see smoke rose from his body as he used his body heat to warm the blanket. Throwing it over the top of the blanket already covering your body. He straddled your middle again.
Moving the blanket to uncover your arm, his hand hovered over yours. When you attempt to interlace your fingers with his he pulled away. "No, no Mouse, no touching. Remember you said you can't take anymore right now." He waited until you dropped your hand before moving his back to hovering over yours.
Trailing his hand over your exposed skin. You could feel the cold leaving your body and your muscles relaxing in his heat. Covering your arm back up he moved over to repeat the action on the other arm. His refusal to touch his skin to yours was driving you crazy, but you didn't want him to gloat at the reaction he was causing. So you focused on keeping your breathing steady and closed your eyes.
Once you felt his body weight shift and the blanket moved off of your leg. Again he refused to touch you completely, only the heat from his skin melted into yours. As his hand reached your upper thigh you unconsciously lifted your hips trying to encourage him to touch you.
"Mouse, you're worn out remember." He teased before moving onto your other leg. "Hmmmmm." His weight completely moved off of the bed, before you could open your eyes to see where he'd gone he was back to straddling you, but he'd covered you both completely with the blanket.
"Your a human kotatsu."
"I am better than a fucking kotatsu."
His nose trailed up your cheek. You felt completely warm and your eyes were starting to droop. Exhausted from not only the physical exertion of the week but the mental. You'd felt like your whole existence had shifted into something else, and your brain hadn't caught up to what was happening now.
"Didn't even touch you and your worn out from just thinking about it. Take a nap, I have to check in."
You barely registered what he said before sleep took over. A brief moment of doubt on whether you've done the right thing, but the moment dissolved when you felt mismatch lips kiss your temple and you fell into a deep sleep.
——
When you woke you were alone. You'd thought he'd stay with you, he usually did. Stretching your limbs until you could feel your shoulder pop.
You threw on one of Dabis oversized sweatshirts and a pair of his boxers, not wanting to search through own things. Running your tongue over your teeth you go to the bathroom and brush your teeth before going in search of him.
You found him in the kitchen going through the food and throwing most of it in a trash bag, having gone bad after your impromptu vacation. His phone was in front of you on the counter, you switched the camera on and began to take pictures of him.
"Is there a reason you want to preserve this particular moment Mouse?" He said without turning.
"Just proof of you being a normal human in your spare time."
His gaze finally turned to yours. "I don't like my picture being taken."
"I don't either, I guess we both better stop with taking pictures." You raised your eyebrows at him.
"Bite your tongue, those pictures get me through the times I have to leave." Tying the garbage bag he shuts the fridge and turns to you.
"We need to go get food, make a list and I'll go."
"I'd like to go to if I could."
His eyes looked you up and down. "Wearing my underwear and sweatshirt?"
"I'd put pants on."
"Make a list and we'll go."
"Oh good I wanted to check on a few stalls!"
Dabi cut off your exit, his body blocking your way.
"We're not going back to that market, dust face recommended a market a little farther out we can try."
"He just randomly suggested a new market area for you?"
"No, I asked the main group which ones they liked."
"Why? We already have an area we like."
Dabi looked towards the ceiling as if he was debating something.
"We can't go back to that one Mouse."
"Why?"
"Because I ran into your fan boy at ours and I am not willing to risk having a repeat of that with you with me."
It took you a moment to figure out who he was talking about when he said fanboy.
"Why didn't you tell me? Is that why you were hurt?" You thought about the previous week. "Is that why we went away? It wasn't for time away together for your birthday, it was so you could make sure he didn't know where I was?" You don't know why this upsets you, but it does.
Picking you up so you were wrapped around him Dabi carried you back to the room.
"It was a big part of why I agreed to go somewhere and why I wanted to leave for more than a day." Setting you on the bed he kneeled on the floor, his hand held yours in your lap and he looked up at you. "I want you here, with me. I don't want his interruptions. I don't want you to start thinking of running or escaping because he's got close to finding you."
Using your free hand to wipe at your face. "Okay."
"Okay?" He looked at you suspiciously.
"Okay, I get it the thought process. It just feels like the last few days were more of a manipulation now, instead of what it felt like."
"What did it feel like?"
"It's not important. Just can you tell me next time, so I know what things are?"
He surprised you by not pushing. "Yes, get dressed and we'll go. We have to drive, I don't want to ask Sakura to drop us anywhere for awhile."
Nodding you get changed, taking the moment to get your mind out of the fog that started to cloud your mind. Before you were able to get into the car Dabi shut your car door and stood between you and the car.
"Mouse, my reasoning for agreeing to leave doesn't change everything that happened once we left. Get out of your head, I can see you're working yourself up. Don't."
He reopened the car door and let you in.
———
The drive was almost an hour out of the way, and Dabi didn't try to break the silence. When your mind had gotten too loud at one point his fingers interlaced with yours. "Make your list of what we need Mouse." He handed you his phone, open to where you could type out what you needed.
The distraction worked and by the time you'd reached your destination you felt almost back to normal. You didn't know what was bugging you about it, but there was something there. Not being able to name it made it worse.
"Tell me what to grab little Mouse." Your cheeks turned pink at the tone in his voice and when you looked at him you know he'd done it on purpose.
"Green peppers."
"Gross." He still put four into a bag for you.
As your list dwindled you felt your anger melting farther and farther. It was getting more difficult to stay angry with him. This made you reach out and pinch his arm.
"What was that for? I got the gross fish you like."
"The last of my annoyance for you for today."
He smiled at you and suddenly his gaze was behind you. You'd recognized the look in his eyes, it was there only for a moment but you caught it before it changed into a confused look. It was how he usually looked at you. You'd never seen him look at anyone else with that fire behind his eyes.
You turned to see who he was looking at and you saw a woman making her way towards you both. She had long black hair, and a beautiful face. She wasn't tall but she stood out from the crowd. Dabi wasn't the only one who had looked at her.
"Dabi."
"Aoi." Dabi stepped between the two of you, keeping you shielded behind him. The thought crossed your mind that he was hiding you from her for her benefit not yours.
"Shigaraki wants you to come meet everyone so we can talk about the next mission."
"I guess he should've mentioned that when I talked to him earlier, I'm busy."
"He said you'd just make excuses, he said Kurogiri will take us." You saw her hand rub his arm and you were surprised at the feeling in your chest.
"I said I was busy, I'll get home and call in when I am done."
He stepped back, almost knocking you over. He hadn't noticed you'd pushed closer to him.
"Kurogiri can send your little pet to her dog house or wherever, but this is important."
Your face went red from embarrassment at her referring to you as a dog. Combined with you emotional upheaval you already had this morning it was overwhelming. You couldn't see Dabis face, but you waited for him to get you away from her.
"Don't talk about her like that again, or at all. Give me a second." Dabi turned back towards you.
"Did you get everything we need?"
"Yes." Was he really going to leave with her?
"I am going to have Kurogiri warp you to Endeavors place. I am going to handle whatever this is after I get you settled there okay?"
"You're going?"
"Yes."
The three of you walked out to the car, Dabi sent a message and purple mist spread in front of you. The three of you drove out into Endeavors drive way.
"I'll help get these in the fridge, you stay here." He said to Aoi, not letting her into the house.
"Yes Sir." She purred at him.
He ignored her and guided you into the house. He pulled his phone back out.
"Sorry Sakura, I know I've asked a lot the last week. I ended up in a situation, I need you to get Y/N home from my old mans." He rolled his eyes and you heard lecturing on the other end. "Yeah yeah, I hear you, just get her home."
He hung up and finally made eye contact with you. He looked anxious.
"Who is she?"
"An annoyance."
"Was she always an annoyance?"
He encased you in his arms keeping you close.
"Careful, you almost sound jealous Mouse."
"You looked at her."
"I often look at people when I talk to them." He said into the top of your head.
"No, I've seen you look at people. You looked at her."
"I think you're having a different conversation than I am."
"You looked at her like you look at me, I know your eyes. You looked at her."
He pulled back to grip your chin, he looked annoyed now.
"I don't have time for whatever this is, remember your place here Mouse. I'll be back."
You swear you could hear the snap in your brain at his words.
"Yes, Daddy." You said submissively.
Tension and silence filled the house. Dabis eyes went dark.
"What are you doing Mouse."
You looked down at the ground, not making eye contact.
"Remembering my place Daddy. Waiting to go back to my dog house."
He tilted you head trying to get you to look at him. When you continued to avoid his gaze he finally spoke.
"Look at me Mouse."
"Yes Daddy." Looking at him you can feel anger spread across your body at his dismissiveness of what you were feeling.
His heated hand tightened its grip on your chin, pulling you to his mouth. It was a claiming kiss that would have completely turned your brain to mush any other time.
When you were completely overwhelmed with emotion you pulled away and pushed him away. Words failing to leave your mouth.
He grabbed the loops around your jeans and pulled you back to him, kissing you again, and again you pushed him away. Not realizing his grip was holding you up. You fell on you butt and started to push yourself back expecting Dabi to pull you up. Instead he got on the floor with you, grabbing your foot he pulled you back towards him and moved you under him, easily avoiding your kicks. Caging you in, his legs pinned your thighs down while his hands pinned yours to the ground.
"When I said remember your place Mouse, I was referring to your place with me. I didn't fight this hard to have you home with me, just to abandon it. I am taking care of the situation by going with and reminding that idiot not to come near me again." His face continued to get closer to yours while his hands gripped tighter. "I don't want to do this in front of you, so I need you to go home, put the groceries away, eat to get your strength back up, and fucking wait for me. You saw me give her the look I give you? Bullshit. Go the fuck to our home and wait for me, so we can solve whatever this outburst is."
As if on cue a warp opened behind you. Neither of you noticed the audience you had eaves dropping in the other room. Nor did you hear her leave.
"If I kill her, are you going to want to know?"
"I don't want secrets, don't kill just because your annoyed." You didn't wait for his response as you stepped through.
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DABIS POV
As he watched you go through the warp he couldn't help but feel a little giddy underneath the angry. His Mouse was jealous. He found he liked that feeling. He didn't think Jealousy was a feeling he could invoke in you. He really solidified you being with him.
He walked out to see Aoi leaning against his car.
"Trouble with your pet? You seem awfully attached to the little nothing."
"Don't talk about what's mine and do not call what's mine nothing."
"She must be something spectacular in some way if it's getting this reaction from you, would you be willing to share for a night? You have me curious at what could make you act like this."
"I don't share. Try and make her feel like you did today and I'll light you on fire."
"You shared me frequently, we had some good times with that."
"I don't share things that mean something to me. Does that clarify it for you?"
Finally Kurogiri opened a portal and he could get this over with. Ignoring Aois glare he stepped through.
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His anger only increased when the big meeting turned out to be just another hand out of missions. Working on spreading to other countries, toppling their Hero society. He had no intentions of leaving Japan. He never had.
"Dabi I want you to step up, people on the fence always seem to listen to you, we have a solid following almost everywhere, you can even pick which one to focus on." Shigaraki stated.
"They always listen cause they don't want to burn to death, he's not exactly known for being subtle." Toga giggled.
"All of this sounds like shit that could've been said on the phone call this morning, instead of interrupting my fucking day. If shit needs to get done, fine, but it's shit that's here only for me. I am not worried about places I don't live following our example, what's the point of adding all of these people to the group if they don't do something."
"Since when are you so short sighted?" Shigaraki began scratching at his neck, a habit that still grossed Dabi out.
"I am very much a big picture person. I think your big picture has just expanded out farther than I care to see. I have my own picture to worry about." Sending another text to Sakura, knowing she was going to hand him his ass the next time they met, he was ready to leave. "Fucking just text this bullshit, none of this was worth the dramatics of sending killer here to get me."
He stepped through the orange glow Sakuras portal emitted and into his kitchen. Looking for his girl. He had every intention of reminding her of what she was to him. She wasn't in the kitchen, he'd thought maybe she'd be doing her usual food prep she liked to do after a big food haul.
Instead he turned to see Aoi. His eyes widened in surprise.
"Sorry, I just had to see where you were keeping her. Couldn't help but step in after you, what's the point of a stealth quirk if I don't use it, I was worried I'd be too late."
"Get the fuck out of my house."
"Since when are you so dismissive of me, are you done with the fun we have together. So you can what play house?"
Dabi was growing concerned that you hadn't come out at the sound of their voices. Where were you? "I'm not playing anything, this is my house, which I've already told you to fucking leave, I don't want you're presence here tainting the place."
Dabi heard you outside of the door, you must've been in your garden. He turned to go towards the door to keep you outside until he could figure out what to do with Aoi.
"Wow, you really are done with us? Too bad, sorry about this. She's distracting you, and Shiggy gave me my orders." With that she surprised him by pulling him to her, and she kissed him just as you opened the door. He bit her tongue and pushed her off, turning to you ready to carry you out of the room and make sure you knew what happened.
He didn't expect to see absolute calm on your face as you walked towards them. Nor did he expect the crack in the air as you punched Aoi in the face. Her nose was broken.
He intended to vocalize his pride in your much improved punch when another crack filled the air. His girl had broken his nose as well.
"Fucking hell." It was hard to breath and blood flowed out of his nose.
"Get her out of my home." Is all you said before walking to the fridge and pulling out one of the fruity drinks you liked. He had a feeling he'd just gotten a glimpse at what you dealt with when he was angry. He couldn't help but smile at the vision of you leaving the room like nothing had happened.
He needed Aoi gone so he could show his pleasure at this new side of you. Growing angrier at the women heaped at his feet for making him wait to ravage you. Grabbing Aoi by the hair he messaged a now irate Sakura who apparently was just trying to have a relaxing day. He had to bribe her with a few things from Endeavors house to get her cooperation this time.
When Aoi and Dabi were in front of Shigaraki, alone he looked shocked at the blood covering both of their faces.
"Did you guys go a little too hard with each other?" He teased.
"I don't know if you've picked up by being around me, I tend to get a little obsessive." Dabi started. "Right now you're messing with what's mine, and I am feeling a little pissy about it." His grip in Aois hair tightened. He tossed her forward at Shigarakis feet.
"I'm still here for the fucking end game, if you want to make sure I don't fucking wander off, I suggest you stay out of my business outside of here."
"You're slipping, am I supposed to ignore you going missing for days at a time?"
"Yes, that's what the fucking phone is for. I am not you're fucking errand boy. Of everyone in the group I've handle most of the shit, you do your little planning and play Frankenstein with your little doctor friend. But I am the one getting your shit done, along with mine. Don't come at me again or I will not fucking hesitate to burn all of you into ash, I can find another psychopath and continue to get what needs to be done without you."
Aoi sat up, her nose was off center and bleeding.
"You'd really give up all of us for a fucking quirkless nothing of a girl?"
Dabi couldn't help the cruel laugh, he was tired of Aoi, he'd been entertained by her for a few months shortly before he brought his Mouse home. He'd actually forgotten about her until he'd seen her earlier that day.
"You know that's the second time you've called her nothing. I went through a great deal of mind games and fucking shit you wouldn't believe so I could get it through her head that she's mine, everything that's hers is mine. I've never thought of her as a nothing. That quirkless little office worker was still a something, I didn't know what but fuck I could see it. You on the other hand, I haven't even thought of you since before I brought her home with me, you've been literally nothing in my mind. So if you see her as nothing, what the fuck does that make you?"
Dabi hit send to Sakura ready to leave again, when Shigaraki spoke up.
"If she becomes a problem I'll dust her myself. I have no problem going after you. Others might, but I won't."
"Good luck finding her."
"I don't need luck." With that Shigaraki looked down at Aoi.
"Ah, right. I don't think this counts as doing something out of irritation anymore."
With that Aoi burst into blue flames. "Fuck, I was so close to not killing someone who pissed me off." He threw his hands on the air, turning on his heel. Leaving a burning and screaming Aoi with Shigaraki, Dabi watched as Shigaraki put her out of her misery by dusting her, and Dabi went home.
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Y/N POV
When his boots hit carpet fear started to rise up in you. Not knowing what was going to happen was getting to you. You'd hidden Hawks feather in your shirt just in case. It took him time to get here but at least he'd show up. You don't want him to turn around and have the look on his face burst the bubble you'd been able to live in with him. You liked your bubble.
You didn't expect his soft gaze to meet yours, nor did you expect to see his nose crooked. Your hand was bruised thanks to your reactionary punch to their faces.
"Mouse, come with me." He walked towards the bathroom.
You wanted to follow to avoid anything else being used against you but you couldn't get your legs to move.
"I can't." You said quietly.
Turning Dabi walked towards where you had wrapped yourself in the blanket on the bed. Only your face sticking out. His face came close to yours.
"Why can't you?"
"Is it all ruined now?"
"Is what ruined?"
"All of this, i feel like we ruined it today."
"Just come with me, I am assuming your hand is completely fucked up, we need to take care of it."
When you still didn't get out of the blanket Dabi picked up you and the blanket and hauled you to the bathroom.
"Stick your hand out." You were able to do that at least. You watched his hands while he treated and wrapped yours. Your hands had multiple cuts from his piercings and staples.
"Do you want to know what happened to her? Or do you want me to keep it to myself?" He asked while finishing the wrap.
"I don't know, will I have to see her again?"
"No."
"Don't tell me anymore, that's all I needed to know."
"You know she set that up for you walk-in on right."
"I do now."
"My turn."
"What?"
"You broke my nose, you need to fix it."
You started to panic. You didn't know how to fix a broken nose.
"Oh god don't rely on me to put your nose back, what if I mess it up?"
"You won't, I'll show you what to do. But first." He pulled out his phone and circled his arms around you and took a selfie of you looking embarrassed and his nose off center.
"Why would you take a picture."
"I assume it's the first time you've broken someone's nose, I'll get the picture framed so you can have the reminder"
Dabi walked you through everything first, freaking you out. He packed his nose with gauze before guiding you on manually adjusting everything back in its proper place. You closed you eyes before trying the first time.
"Fucking hell don't close your eyes!" He snapped at you.
"Look, you can either have this done the right way or done by me and for some reason you choosing to have it done by me. That's on you."
"You're the one who fucking broke it."
"I didn't mean to!"
"So you accidentally broke two people's noses?"
"Kind of."
You screamed once you felt everything moved back into place. Shaking you hands and trying to suppress the shiver running up your back.
Turning to look in the mirror Dabi analyzed your work. Pulling blood covered gauze out. "You did good Mouse. Could've gone with out the screaming but you kept your eyes open at least."
"You're not mad at me?"
Dabi gestured his head towards the exit and grabbed your hand. He walked you towards the kitchen. Picking you up he set you on the counter. Pouring two glasses of wine you'd brought back from Eden and handing you one. As he sipped he burst out laughing and wine went on your face and around the kitchen.
"Sorry baby." He picked up a towel and helped you wipe up your face. "It was like you traded personalities with me today, it's thrown me off. Only you have less self control."
"I do not."
"You notice your pretty boy didn't end up with anything broken, any of the times I had to deal with him. You had a solid 20 minutes and you were breaking bones and throwing a tantrum. Imagine if you had seen me coming out covered in fucking hickies half dressed."
Your eye twitched thinking about it.
"See, I really am not getting enough credit for not killing the blonde fuck."
"You know not killing people is like bar on the ground right, if not underground."
Dabi shook his head. "That doesn't sound right."
Dabi grabbed under your thighs and stepped back, pulling you with him. As soon as your feet his the ground Dabi flipped you away and pushed you back up against the counter.
"It seems like you already need a reminder of your place with me little Mouse, especially if you are going to look offended at the reminder of it." His hands worked fast on the button of your pants, kneeling behind you and lifting your feet so he could remove them. Kissing his way back up your leg, he bit into the backs of your knees, leaving indents and bruises. Continuing up once you couldn't control the moans leaving your throat.
His hand reached up and pushed you so you leaned over the counter. He flattened his tongue and licked you from clit to circle your ass, before fully standing. Gripping your hair he pulled you up until your head rested on his shoulder, hand around your throat to keep you pushed against him.
Dabis free hand reached for your clit from behind alternating between teasing you and thrusting three fingers aggressively inside you, causing you to bounce against him.
"I am happy to continue to pound the lesson into you as many times as you need Pet." His hands left your cunt and removed your shirt. His hands gently cupped each one of your exposed breasts, rubbing and pinching your nipples, while grinding his clothed hardness firmly against your ass.
"I want you to be at my mercy at all times, I'll always reward you for being mine." His grip tightened and your legs started to turn to Jell-o. "People seem to think I am unaware that you've become a weakness for me Mouse." One of his hands released its grip on you, you hear his belt unbuckling and feel the fabric of his pants slide against your ass. "They don't seem to realize I don't care if you're a blind spot for me as long as it's me claiming you."
His hand gripped your shoulder tight, pushing you and turning you until you were eye level with his cock. His hand guiding you until you had half of his length in your mouth, hallowing your cheeks working to make him as breathless as you were.
"I'll fucking give you everything, even the things you're too ashamed to ask for." His words make you feel like you're something precious. Even as you gagged around him. He wasn't wrong when he said you were addicted to feeling like his vice, to knowing that he only showed that weakness with you. It clicks that was why you were so angry about Aoi, you liked being his and you liked others knowing you were important to someone so powerful.
You see him remove his belt in your peripheral vision, before he stands you back up and turns you back around, wrapping the belt around your waist, he buckled it tightly against you. Using it as a harness to pull you back, his dick stretching you and his hips snap against yours, pushing your thighs into the counter. Picking up the pace and using the belt the increase his grip and speed you can feel your tongue lolling out of your mouth.
"Let yourself go, fucking let yourself be wanted by me, I've never marked anyone else, just you. I knew that first night I wanted to claim you. I want you to be uncomfortable without me inside you Mouse."
You don't know how he has the stamina to keep his fast pace, but your brain is turning to mush and all you can do is feel him. You revel in not having to overthink, you couldn't even if you wanted to. As you feel an overwhelming release wash over you you can feel Dabi reach his own release with you.
Leaning over you he kissed across your shoulder blades. Keeping his cock inside you. Kissing up your neck you listen to his heavy breathing, clamping around him so you can hear his breath hitch.
"You're the only one whose been strong willed enough to let me touch you like this, you're not mine cause your weak Mouse, you're mine cause you're strong enough to be mine, do you understand me."
You can't find your voice, so you can only nod. His hand came down hard on your ass.
"The words you're looking for are yes Dabi."
"Yes Dabi, I understand."
Feeling him pulling out he removed his pants and picked you up. Bridal carrying you to the room.
"That didn't sound very confident, that's okay, I'll continue to demonstrate until you really fucking get it."
Chapter End Notes
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Sick
Chapter Summary
You and Dabi get sick, Shigaraki gets mad, Hawks gets annoyed.
Chapter Notes
Okay so this chapter was hard, I have some extreme dark happening soon. So I wanted to balance it out a bit, before bad goes down. You also get a peek at what the hero's have been up too!
This is mainly a set up chapter, and my goodness the writers block hit me hard. I usually walk and listen to music to plan my chapters out mentally (thank goodness for the masks right now let me tell you, I have zero control over my face) and I went through a ridiculous amount of my playlists to get a feel for what I wanted to set up and how. You have to make sure you get your people ridiculously happy before you hurt them again right?
As always your comments and love move me forward and are the only reason I can even get a chapter out every week! Seriously I cannot tell you what you all do for me mentally here.
I really do think Fan Fiction gets a lot of flack and the community that surrounds it, that builds not only people trying to write but even readers up are severely underrated! I am so grateful to everyone who uses up their time to read my story. You have no idea what you all have done for me these past few months, I am so grateful to you.
Hawks POV
Keeping his steps light, Hawks made his way to the main room of the house. He enjoyed this part of missions. The adrenaline rush of getting close to achieving his mission, and reaching the point where so many things could go wrong.
He loved knowing that he would succeed.
He had a few moments where he was caught off guard. He'd earned his cockiness in these situations.
Tsukuyomi was with him and could move almost as silently as he could. The lights in the house gave him just enough control over dark shadow. Sending Dark Shadow to scout the room first.
Goto Imasuji lay asleep in his bed, catching him off guard was the easiest option. His current hero trophy lay on floor. He'd gone through the hero's at a rabid pace. The had records of the torments he'd put them through, next was getting an interview with his current prisoner.
Just in case that plan failed, Red Riots presence should prove useful. Looking behind him to make sure the Hardening hero was where he should be Hawks removed two pairs of quirk suppressive cuffs and hung one pair off one of his feathers.
Another feather flew close to Musculars face, so Hawks could be alert for a change in breathing.
Muscular was their biggest target so far, they'd been able to capture and imprison low level villains so far, and kept it under the radar. Building their ranks back up. Tartarus was the best known prison for quirk users, but it wasn't the only one. The Hero Commission had several unknown prisons that were kept out of the public's knowledge. Hawks didn't ask questions as to what was being hidden there.
Capturing Muscular wasn't going to be able to stay under the radar. This was the beginning of the Hero's comeback. This would be declaring a new war on what Shigaraki had built. Soon the fact that they were all alive would be out in the open. Hopefully not until after the capture of a few more high ranking villains. Touya had done them a big favor when he'd helped fake their deaths.
Stepping in and instantly the feather he'd sent towards Musculars face alerted him that he was awake and very aware. Moving quick and with the help of his feathers he worked with Dark Shadow to pin him to the wall. Red Riot behind them broke the chain holding Musculars trophy to the bed and picked her up and threw her over his shoulder.
"Get her out of here, get her to the medics." Hawks yelled at him, sending more feathers to keep Muscular pinned. His ever growing muscles making it difficult to keep up.
"I was under the impression you were long dead bird brain." Muscular grunted.
"Nah, just needed a little break, you know recover and catch up on some relaxing I've missed out on."
A surge of pink and slimy muscle pushed his feathers out, instead of pushing forward like he'd expected however, Muscular shocked all of them by pushing himself through the wall his was pinned against. The whole wall went down with his destruction.
"Stupid." Hawks lectured himself for not predicting that. Muscular usually went towards a fight not away. He wouldn't misjudge him again.
Breaking glass sound filled his ears and Hawks watched Muscular land on the ground.
Luckily Hawks always had back up plans. Green lightening signaled Dekus appearance and explosions let everyone know Dynamight was on the scene, Red Riot and Charge Bolt as always dutifully behind him.
Hawks took his moment of relief to let his feathers make their way back to his body. Dark Shadow and Tsukuyomi already had made their way down to the fight.
Hawks watched as Muscular pulled a phone out of his pocket, probably hoping to shoot off a warning the hero's were alive.
Jumping and encasing himself in his wingspan Hawks began to twirl and put all of his weight into hitting Muscular, coming at him like a bullet and tossing him against a green truck. The door bent around Musculars frame.
"DIE!" Bakugou yelled. Earning an eye roll from Hawks, he'd hoped as he'd matured Dynamight would find a new phrase, apparently that wasn't going to happen. His blast combined with Dekus Air Force Smash sent Muscular through the truck and out of the other side. Electricity crackled through the air as Charge Bolt rendered the muscled idiot useless. The truck was now blackened and the roof and doors were blown off. Leaving it to look like a tornado had torn through it.
Hawks feathers holding the quirk suppressing cuffs made their way over to Dynamight who jumped on Musculars back, cuffing him with the help of Deku. Red Riot came in with extra restraints to make sure Muscular wasn't going anywhere.
Hawks was happy to see that the explosion hero at least seemed to be out of the habit of yelling at Midoriya for helping him.
"Don't get in my way next time Shitty Deku."
Or not.
"Once we're wrapped up here and clean up does their job get Creati and Froppy to the healers, get Musculars trophy talking. Her leg looked broken, take a look at her ribs too. Right now public opinion is driving each side, we need them to shift to our side by reminding them of the villains brutality, make sure any visible damage done to him is healed."
He could feel a presence at his back, he didn't need to guess at who was there.
"So when do we go and free her?" Bakugous gravelly voice was already grating to his ears. Hawks sighed. He didn't want to have this conversation again.
"You already know we can't, we have to start lower before going for the higher up villains. We want to be under the radar as long as possible."
Bakugou stepped in front of him, blocking him from walking any further.
"She should've been the first one we got, we wouldn't even be able to pull this shit off without her sacrifice. You've been sneaking off. Do you see her?"
"If we have this conversation you're just going to have a tantrum and I don't deal with tantrums. And you're right, it's cause of her sacrifice we can pull this off. So quit selfish and wasting the gift she gave us, she gave us one fucking shot at this, what a slap in her face to waste it."
"Is she safe?"
"She's safe alright, if she wasn't I would've been on board with you on getting her back."
"Sure. I bet."
"Keep in mind, as long as he worries over her and keeping her hidden and safe, we have a chance at getting in on any plans that could put her in harms way. You need to think of the big picture."
With that Hawks deemed his time with the temperamental man was done. He didn't want to end a good raid on an angry note. Feeling grateful for his wings and speed, he took off.
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Y/N POV
You couldn't sleep. You felt over heated and your stomach was turning. You looked to the clock and it was 1 in the morning. Looking over you see Dabi is sleeping like a baby. You glare at him in the dark, upset that he can just sleep while you feel like your dying.
When glaring wasn't enough you brace yourself against the wall, and gently push the soles of your feet against his body. Waiting a second to make sure he didn't wake up. Before straightening your legs and shoving him off of the bed.
"Fuck." A flash of blue went through the room.
Quickly before he fully woke up you got back under covers and tried to look innocent.
He didn't even peek back over the mattress. Just stayed laying on the ground.
"Mouse." His already raspy voice sounded groggier than usual. He kept his voice threateningly low.
You stayed silent, knowing your voice would give away what you'd done.
"I am assuming there was a good reason for that."
Smashing your face into the pillow you try to sound like your just woke up.
"Oh, Did you fall off the bed?" You try to sound sweet and concerned, your voice is cracking, and even you could hear the smile in it, ruining it.
You heard shuffling and moved the blanket to cover your face, only your eyes showing. He was taking a long time to stand up you thought.
Without warning your hurled off of the bed, the mattress going with you. You screamed as you rolled onto the ground, the mattress slowly falling off of the bed frame. Smushed under the heavy foam you look to the side and Dabi stares back at you from under the bed frame, like he was daring you to retaliate.
"Why would you do that? I don't feel good." You pout.
His eye instantly turned from a challenge to concern.
"What's wrong?"
"I think I am getting sick."
"I told you not to spend so much time outside in the cold." Dabi rolled out from under the bed, lifting the mattress off of you and pushed it back onto the bed frame.
"Lecture me some more, it helps."
"You're pushing the attitude Mouse."
You stuck your bottom lip out dramatically. "Help, I'm sick."
Dabi knelt down and picked you up and put you back on the mattress, gathering blankets and pillows he surrounded you in a makeshift nest. Coughing as he did so.
Both of you looked at each other for a moments
"Are you sick too?"
"It's hard to tell honestly, it's not like I can tell if I have a fever like you do mouse, and my throat is always scratchy."
He continued to tuck you in.
"Do you feel tired?"
"I feel like some asshole kicked me off the bed while I was dead asleep Mouse."
Knowing that he was probably catching whatever had you feeling miserable made you feel guilty for shoving him off the bed. Damnit.
"They probably feel really bad now that they know you're sick too."
"They should." He stood and left the room leaving you to snuggle into your fluffy nest.
When he came back it was with a bottle of medicine.
"Down this, get some sleep, we'll wake up feeling better."
He measured out the thick liquid in the little cup, making you hold in a laugh as he made sure it went exactly to the line. Pouring out the little bit that went over the line.
You took it like a shot, the taste making you gag and make a face.
"Cute." Dabi said before drinking straight from the bottle.
"Why'd you measure mine out and just go all wild on your dose?"
"Cause you're mine and I am taking care of you properly."
He got into the bed and moved his way into your nest.
"You're warm, you should take your clothes off Mouse."
He turned you so he could hold you against him. Your back to his chest.
"Or you could give me space for the night."
"Not going to happen." His hands made their way into your pajama bottoms pulling them down. You know already arguing would be pointless. So you lift your hips and your arms, letting him remove your clothes. When his body wraps around yours you realize he's unclothed also.
"I knew you were just trying to get me naked."
"I never try to get you naked, I just get you naked, go to sleep Mouse."
You enjoyed the comfort of him holding you, his breathing evening out close to your ear. His hair soft against your neck. Usually you were alone when you were sick. You don't know what to do with someone taking care of you while you feel like this. It was almost impossible for you to think of Dabi outside of who he is to you now. You wish you could get a glimpse into his mind when he thinks of this fucked up situation.
You mind was still racing when the meds kicked in, forcing you into a deep sleep.
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"Jesus you guys, you could've let me know to come later. No one wants to see your burnt ass."
Hawks voice pulled you out of your drugged sleep. Dabis body still wrapped around you and you can feel his muscles tense as he stretches.
You were both uncovered and exposed now to the winged hero. Dabi realizing Hawks can see absolutely every part of your body threw the blanket back over you.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" Dabis voice cracked with sleep.
"It's Friday, we usually do our walk and talks today, it's noon."
You hid under the blanket, covering your face and felt yourself turning red, not knowing how long Keigo had been standing there staring at the both of you.
You felt Dabis weight leave the bed. Hearing him cuss at Hawks as he walked away.
"Put that thing away patchwork. Since when do you two sleep so late?"
"No one is making you look at my dick chicken boy. She's fucking sick, we took meds that made us pass out."
"You sick too?"
"Yeah, you guys aren't walking today, she needs to rest."
"What do you need? I can make a run for soup or meds or whatever."
"I can take care of her, don't need help taking care of what's mine." You started to peek out, trying to figure out what was going on between the main two people in your life.
"Didn't say you needed help, just offered it. It's what normal people do. If you don't take care of yourself you're not going to be able to care for her."
"I can do both."
"Baby bird if you need anything he can't give you, get ahold of me. You know how." With that he turned on his heel and left the room.
You watched Dabi walk into the bathroom, you could hear Hawks walking throughout the house. Both men walked back into the room at the same time.
Hawks came in with a bottle of disinfectant that you kept with the cleaning supplies. Spraying the room and once he got within reach of Dabi, spraying him down too.
Before he could use his quirk Hawks started laughing. "I wouldn't, it's flammable! Don't want you lighting the house on fire. Well I've done my part to help here! Feel better baby bird! Patchwork, Take care of our girl!"
Dabi lunged for him but Hawks was gone before he could reach him.
"Fucking ass."
Looking out of the window you see Hawks fly by it, waving at you. You sleepily waved back. What a way to wake up.
Dabi walked back to the bed, wearing only his boxers. "Maybe we should get you a new friend, I think he's defective." He kissed the top of your forehead.
"You have a fever. I'll be right back."
Once he left the room you stuck your leg out of the blanket and moved the covers as far down your chest as you could in order to not expose yourself.
You'd almost fallen asleep when he'd made his return. Iced tea with a cup of ice chips in hand. He handed you two ibuprofen and handed you the drink.
As you drank, enjoying the coolness and the refreshing feeling it gave you, he walked to the bathroom. Coming back with the first aid kit he removed a cold compress and activated it. Laying it across your forehead.
"Do you think you can keep food down Mouse?" He asked.
"I don't know, I'm still tired. I'd like to go back to sleep"
"Sleep. I'll be close by. When you wake up I want you to try and eat something."
You were already close to losing consciousness, his thumb rubbing your cheek sent you the rest of the way.
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Shigaraki POV
He felt like he was losing his mind. How had nobody noticed their ranks were disappearing. They were lower levels, below where he should be looking. Surely those close to them should've noticed and alerted him.
Now the muscled idiot was missing. His vehicle was gone and his house looked normal. There wasn't a sign really of anything having happened to him necessarily, everything just felt off.
Muscular tended to go off on his own frequently, but it was never quietly. He enjoyed making scenes and bragging about future plans. His outward sadistic glee matched Shigarakis internal sadistic tendencies.
It wouldn't have worried him, except for the missing lower levels. The main hero's he'd usually worried about were all dead, maybe their deaths triggered a rise for vigilantes? People taking up the hero's cause?
He didn't like that idea. Hero's technically had rules to adhere to. Vigilantes were free to do as they pleased for their idea of justice.
Vigilantes also played more into Stains ideals, those who joined his ranks under the illusion he strove for Stains vision could be turned by the right vigilante. This was dangerous.
It might be time to regroup everyone, stronger in force and easier to keep an eye on everyone. Everyone being spread out stopped them from being able to notice when they went missing one by one.
Putting them all in one place would have its downside as well however.
Walking outside his eyes were drawn to a singular tree stump. All of the trees around here and this one was missing. Why would that be?
Walking closer to it he observed the edges and absentmindedly counted the rings. A habit he didn't realize he had.
The outer ring had a small area with charred look, blackened. Like it'd been hit with lightening almost. He almost had missed it, it was so small. His neck began to itch wildly. He thought he'd broken the intensity of this habit.
Interesting.
Time for a strategy meeting.
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Dabis POV
The ice pack on his head didn't last long. He was running hotter than usual, which for him was saying something. It was foolish of him to let them even get in a situation where they could get sick. But his girl always looked so happy when they spent time outside. Giving her those moments gave him more freedom for when he lost control. He knew he couldn't keep up the side of him she liked constantly. He needed that build up of good to combat with the bad. Give her something to cling to so he could keep her with him. He needed her to worry over him when he lost control, not worry for herself. He'd gotten good at accomplishing that.
The snow that had encased their home made her very happy. He was shocked at how much time she'd spent out in it. He didn't know if staying out in the cold actually caused sickness but he needed something to blame. Her having a fever pissed him off, it meant he only hurt her by staying too close. He may not be good for much, but he was good at that.
A trilling interrupted his thoughts.
"What now?" He said out loud looking at his text screen.
We need a meeting with all of the lieutenants present. Somethings going on and I want everyone on alert. Tomorrow, at the hideout 1400.
He didn't want to leave while Y/N was sick. But Shigaraki was getting nosey and pushy. If he didn't show up it might make him push further. He had to be smart about this. He trusted a couple of the members, bust Shigaraki was never on his list of people to have overly involved with his life. He'd go, but he wasn't going to do so silently.
Nah.
He could picture dust face making his neck bleed while scratching in irritation. His eyes wide and angry. It made Dabi smile.
I swear to fucking God Dabi I will have you joining your hero family if you don't show up.
He really did make it easy to piss him off.
Don't get your panties in a bunch, I'll show up for the important parts. I have shit to do so I won't be there long. You have all night to practice condensing whatever you have to say.
When he didn't respond Dabi imagined it was because he hurled his phone. Such a fucking child.
A coughing fit from the room had him on his feet.
"When did I become such a fucking sap, she's supposed to be the one at my beck and call, when did I become the one jumping through every hoop she has?" He's grateful no one witnesses him like this. People wouldn't take him seriously as a villain anymore if they saw him like this he imagines.
His grumbling stopped when he looked in to see his mouse shivering. Feeling her forehead and looking at the time he got another dose of medicine ready. He wanted her to eat.
He made rice porridge earlier and dishes it up for her. Getting everything ready before forcing her to wake up.
Setting everything on the stand by the bed he crawled next to her. Taking a moment to watch her face.
"Fuck it, at least I'm man enough to admit I'm your bitch right."
Your eyes opened in confusion at his words.
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Y/N POV
You think maybe you misheard him. That was fever brain mishearing him.
"You're my bitch?" Your mouth was so dry. You covered the bottom half of your face with a blanket, worried that you smelled bad.
"Were you fucking pretending to be asleep?" He hovered over you, staring you down.
"No, I got this feeling I was being watched and it woke me up."
"I wasn't watching you, I was checking on you. I want you to take these meds, and I want you to try and eat. Drink as much of this orange juice as you can okay."
"You're really bossy, has anyone ever told you that?"
"Just you, several times."
Holding out the pills and the glass to you he gestures impatiently. The glass of juice was drained quickly. When you reach for the rice porridge he knocks your hand out of the way.
He intended on feeding you. It didn't feel dehumanizing anymore when he did this, he wasn't feeding you by hand to embarrass you anymore. He was doing it to take care of you.
"I made some honey'd daikon. But they won't be ready until tomorrow. It'll help with your sore throat."
"It's weird to picture you making that."
"My mom used to make it when we were sick. When my younger siblings were born she let me make it with her, so I could help take care of them too."
You schooled your face to not react. When he had these moments you tried to just be a wall he was talking to. He didn't want a reaction, he just wanted to say it. You'd tried before to encourage more of his good memories but trying to force it just made him shut down.
"When I got sick I just watched tv and slept. My grandmother for some reason made cinnamon rolls for right before bed. I don't think it did anything, but for some reason just the tradition of them made me feel better."
"No wonder you're addicted to sweets."
You shrugged, you knew your sweets to veggie ratio was off.
"I think you should shower before going back to resting."
"Cause I smell bad?"
"No, cause you'll feel better and I can wash these germ filled sheets and blankets."
Taking the last bite and accepting the water he offered you nodded in agreement.
You didn't expect him to pick you up.
"I can walk."
"Shut up Mouse. Let me do this."
"You're really good at being kind. Really it's hard to believe people can think of you as a villain."
Pain jolted you almost out of his strong hold when he pinched the back of your upper thigh. Causing you to squeak and bury your face in his neck.
Despite his surly demeanor he set you down gently, letting you get your feet under you and steady yourself.
"Are you in a bad mood? Or does being sick just make you bad tempered."
His gripped onto you, as he turned you to face him fully. He turned both of you so he was closest to the shower head before reaching back to turn on the water. Shielding you from the initial cold. You still got goosebumps from where the drops that evaded his guard hit you on your arms and legs. The cool water pooling at your feet had you lifting one and then the other until it warmed a little. He kept the water on the cool side of Luke warm.
"I'm not bad tempered cause I'm sick, I'm bad tempered because we're both sick, I have you undressed and water running down your body." His fingers traced where the water cascaded down your sides and stomach. His touch feeling warmer than it usually did thanks to the cold water. "And I know I can't take you how I want to if I want your body to heal quickly."
"So you do have self control." You mimicked his movements across his chest and stomach. Tracing just under the staples and across his smooth to rough skin. Usually he only let you do this while he was almost asleep, so you took advantage.
"The fact that you are ever able to leave the bed and walk should already tell you I am controlling myself constantly." He turned you so you were now under the full blast of the water.
"I don't know I think in the past year we've had a normal persons lifetimes worth of down and dirty."
"Sounds like a normal person has a terribly boring life and maybe they need a new person. I haven't even scratched the surface on everything I want to do with you." Despite his talk of self control his hand palmed your breasts, kneading and running the pads of his finger tips across the soft curves.
"I don't believe that, you have to be running out of ideas."
"M'not even close." He turned the both of you again, placing himself back under the water. Turning you to face away from him. He pulled you back against him, leaning your head back against his shoulder. Removing the shower head from its holder he warmed the water just a touch, running the spray over your scalp.
You close your eyes and feel the muscles in his shoulder move your head as he reached for the shampoo. The kind you use smells almost like baking oatmeal cookies. Rough hands move you a step forward so he can work the shampoo into your scalp.
His fingers gently pulled and scratch at your roots, lulling you into a comfort zone that made you feel like jello. Even when your hair would snag on one of his staples it still felt blissful due to his slow and purposeful movements. The stream again was directed at your scalp, his free hand kept the water from running into your eyes.
"When I do this, sometimes I swear I can hear you purr like a cat." His raspy voice in your ear caused you to twitch in his grasp.
"This would do it if I could purr."
He moved all of your hair over one shoulder, leaning you back against his shoulder. Soon he's massaging conditioner into your hair. Running his fingers through to detangling it before he grabs the plastic clip you'd asked for to keep your hair off your neck while you washed. Twisting your hair up and out of the way before he thoroughly washed your body with a vanilla soap. You're shocked he resists the extra touches he usually throws in.
"You're really not going to touch me while I'm sick?"
"You sound disappointed."
"Shocked mainly. It's a new action for you."
"I am capable of growth you know."
"I am aware." This time when he rinses your hair you move on your own to lean against him.
"I want you to go and take a cool bath now. I'll be in to help you out once I wash myself and get the blankets and sheets switched out."
"I can help with that." You start to argue.
His eyes darkened and his tone went stern.
"I already told you what I expect you to do little Mouse, it wasn't a discussion."
The harshness of his voice had you walking quickly to the bath to start and fill it. He was holding back, you just didn't know if that meant he was holding back on his darker kinks also. You didn't want your ass to be on fire for any other reason than the fever your body was fighting.
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Shigarakis POV
He was calming himself down from his frustration with the other members. Playing a video game and killing fake people as a substitute to the real ones, for now at least.
He'd been pouring over people in the areas information. Registered quirks. Nothing regarding lighting or electricity could be found so far. His memory only remembering the blonde UA student, but he had been killed at the truce meeting. So he was ruled out. He'd have to expand his search.
Most of the others had responded to him, letting him know they'd be at the hideout. Dabis annoying response aside he was happy to know they'd all show. Dabi still pissed him off. He didn't like his secrecy. A secret little home. There shouldn't be secrets among the main players.
Luckily he had Kurogiri, it shouldn't take him much longer to find out where it is. His guardian and caretaker could be sneaky when necessary.
The man in question knocked on the door.
"What is it?" Shigaraki asked.
"I have an address. I went there myself yesterday to verify and saw them outside of the house, playing in the snow."
Shigarakis face went deadpan.
"Dabi played in the snow?"
"Yes."
"Why does that make me angry?"
"It's out of character and makes him harder to decipher."
"If he doesn't show tomorrow or if he gets out of line in any way, we're going there and taking his toy away until he can get back on line."
"I don't know if that would be wise Tomura Shigaraki."
"I didn't ask you, I told you what we would be doing, I don't want anyone to know we know where he is. This stays between us."
"Of course."
"Could be fun, I could break her and make his toy mine as a punishment for not doing what he's fucking told. Teach him a lesson and show everyone else to stay in line." He smiled at the image of you kneeling and broken at his feet while Dabi looked on, angry and powerless to do anything. "Yeah, could be fun."
Hard decisions
Chapter Notes
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It was after midnight and you were awake. Not because you didn't feel well this time, but because you'd slept for most of the day with Dabi taking care of you. Now you were feeling better and wide awake.
Meanwhile your captor turned nurse had downed more sleeping meds to help him combat his ongoing sick that he ignored in order to make sure you were taken care of.
You took the opportunity presented to you to really get to look at him. Usually he took any form of eye contact as an invitation to have his way with you. He still never really let his guard down with you. He was calmer and let you go on as you pleased for the most part, but he was always aware of what was going on, where you were and he could get to you whenever he wanted or if he thought you'd wandered too far.
He thought he'd hid it well but you had learned all of his facial tics and could translate almost any look he gave you at this point. You'd seen the relief in his gaze every time you came back with Hawks. You could even see his relieved exhale as if he'd been holding his breath the whole time you were out of sight.
You didn't want to wake up but you didn't want to waste this opportunity. Biting your lip and holding your breath you brought hand up slowly reach for his white hair. You'd run your hands through it often, and he would melt every time you would calm him with a scalp massage.
This time you took your time, playing with a few strands at a time, taking not of some that had red hidden at the roots. You loved how soft his hair was now that he didn't cover it with black constantly.
Quietly and gently you traced his cheek bones with the pads of your fingers. Expecting his eyes to pop open at any moment. You felt almost like you were in a movie, trying to sneak past a dangerous creature, only for their eye to open at the worst moment and zero in on you.
His eyes stayed closed. You could see movement under his eyelid, like he was dreaming intensely. You wish you could see what it was he dreamed about, we're they good dreams? Or bad? Nonsensical maybe?
Feeling braver you bring your other hand up to cup the side of his face, smiling at the way he instantly leaned into your touch.
Using your free hand you take the pad of your middle finger and softly draw down the bridge of his nose. Wondering if he'd started with three studs or just one and he added. You'd have to remember to ask.
Moving your hand you trace the line dividing his face, running your touch over the metal and enjoying the smooth and rough gliding across your fingers simultaneously. Moving to his ears that now had the cuffs that matched the chain he'd put around your neck. His own version of tying himself to you.
He inhaled deeply and you took the opportunity to flatten your hand over the middle of his bare chest. Feeling his heart beat thump against your palm, a beat competing with his breathing.
"I wish you were like this the whole time. It's easy being with you when your like this."
You look towards the door and glance at the bracelet around your wrist. The one holding one of Hawks feathers. You could run your finger down the length of the feather. Hawks never took long to get there when you summoned him that way. You could leave. Dabi didn't know where the hero's were hiding or what they were up to. He'd left you here alone sure, but you always knew about the security cameras and his ability to show up within an instant. Right now, he was in a drugged out sleep.
If it had been months before it wouldn't have even been a question. You couldn't look away from the open door for a moment. Fighting logic over what you now wanted.
A too warm hand covered the one on his chest. Breaking your gaze with door. You look back to him and he's still asleep. You wait a few moments before exhaling. He feels warmer than he usually does. Even your cooling robe doesn't seem to do much to shield you from his heat.
You worry he's uncomfortable and crawl gently over him. You have a moment of genuine shock when his hands don't grip you hips when you straddle him for a moment, before slowly getting off the bed. You look at the bedroom door again, hand shaking in thought. Before turning towards the bathroom. You bring out the first aid kit and take one of the remaining cold packs and activate it.
Climbing back into bed you cuddle back up to Dabi, and you hold the ice pack to his forehead. You can sense tension leaving his body at the touch of cold.
"I think I might be crazy." You whisper again. "And that's your fault. I think, I am going to blame you either way." You laugh to yourself.
You remove your cooling robe, ignoring the fact you're naked under the smooth cloth. You bury your face into the crook of his neck once you balance the ice pack on his forehead. Using the robe as a makeshift cooling blanket you cover both of you. Wrapping your arm and leg around his body. Caging him in like he usually does to you. Feeling relaxed enough to sleep finally.
You don't see his eyes open, or the flash of relief across his face. You assume his heart slowing down against your ear is due to his dream slowing down. His eyes flutter shut once he senses you've gone back to sleep, he allows his eyes to flutter shut. Allowing himself to feel content in the moment, he falls asleep.
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A sharp sting on your inner thigh wakes you. When you try to close your legs and protect your soft inner thigh from further pain, you discover you can't. There's a body blocking your legs from closing. Hands grip your ankles, pushing until your knees bent. Once your ankles touched your thighs arms wrapped around, scorching hot, pinning you open to a crazed cobalt gaze. The sting that woke you was repeated on your other thigh. Sharp teeth indenting your sensitive thighs.
"Are you feeling better?" His harsh note turned to soft kisses, moving towards your center.
"I don't know."
He pauses at the junction of your thigh and pussy. Running his lips over you. "You don't know Mouse? Is something distracting you?"
"I can't really focus when your mouth is that close there."
He moved from running his lips over your inner thigh to softly running over your cunt.
"Close to here?" He kept his mouth close to your center, you could feel his tongue flicker out while he spoke, the vibration of his mouth as he spoke.
"Yes!"
"Should I keep you distracted Mouse?"
"Please Daddy!"
His fingers spread you apart, his tongue flattening and running up your folds. Once he reaches your clit he sucks gently. Causing you to reach down to grip his hair.
Instead of grabbing onto white locks, your hands meet his arm.
"Uh uh. No touching Mouse. Keep your hands to yourself." You groan at having the ability to touch him taken from you. His arm went back around your leg, pinning you back to the bed. Keeping you from being able to lift your hips.
His tongue went back to teasing your clit. Unsure what to do if you couldn't grip his hair, a sense of overwhelming pleasure runs up your body like electricity. Your fingers instead weave into your own hair. Pulling with his movements. It wasn't as satisfying as touching him.
"Please…..don't tease." You try to buck your hips but his grip is too strong.
"What do you need Mouse?"
"Ah….touch…" his movements sped up and he increased the pressure, your words faltering at the tortured bliss.
"I am touching you."
"Wanna touch you, please." One hand moves down to knead at your breast. Mimicking his ministrations he usually gives you.
"Are you sure it's me you want to touch? You seem to want to touch yourself Mouse."
"No, I want to touch you."
He didn't respond and went back to making your vision go white. Once your legs begin to shake uncontrollably Dabi finally gives.
"Touch me Mouse."
Your fingers intertwine in his soft hair, his groans vibrating across your clit. The harder you pull the stronger the sensation against your center. The shaking no longer centered to your legs, your whole body starts to shake and for a moment the world goes black. You can't hear or see, when you come crashing back your meet with his vibrant blue eyes. His face shines from the light bouncing off of your release coating his face.
You want to say something but words are still difficult to form. Instead you cup both of his cheeks and pull him down to you. Tasting yourself in the kiss.
"I take it you're feeling better too."
"I do, I also couldn't go another day without tasting you. Come get ready with me Mouse. I have to leave for a bit today, it shouldn't take long."
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Dabis POV
"How fast can we make this little pow wow boss." Dabi walked in late.
"Could've been faster if you showed up on time. I told you this meeting was important."
Jumping over the side of one of the couches Dabi turned so he his head dangled over the edge of the couch, his legs hooked over the back of the couch. "Sorry got caught up eating breakfast, it's the most important meal of the day you know." Smiling at the world turned upside down. Licking his lips.
"You're in a good mood." Compress stated.
"Why is the shocking, I am always in a good mood."
"Yeah, that's what you're known for." Laughed Toga.
Dabi lifted a finger to his lips, making a shushing noise. "Boss looks like he might explode, pay attention class."
All eyes moved to Shigaraki who's face was uncovered. His eye twitching while staring down Dabi.
"Has anyone heard from Muscular?" Shigaraki shakes his head so he could break his glare from Dabis face
"Not for a few days." Spinner said. "None of us particularly seek him out for conversation though."
"I did send him a message the other day, I wanted his help with a few uncooperative individuals. He usually jumps on those jobs, but he never got ahold of me." Toga said. "It unusual but he's ghosted on me before."
"I haven't been able to find him and several lower tier members are missing also. Musculars truck is missing, his house looks fine but there was a tree missing from his yard. It looked like lightning had hit the stump."
Dabi closed his eyes, processing. This probably meant Shigaraki was going to find out the hero's were alive soon. He was going to have to prepare a few things. He needed to make sure he had Hawks ready to grab his girl if it comes down to it.
"What is it you seem to think is happening?" Dabi asks, eyes still closed, focusing on the feeling of blood rushing to his head.
"I think someone is picking us out quietly and one by one." Shigaraki sounded bored, the look in his eye was maniacal.
"Who would do that? Seems incredibly stupid." Dabi matching the leaders tone.
"The hero's I worried about are dead, I have a theory that we're possibly dealing with vigilantes. Angry at the loss of their false Gods."
That had Dabi opening his eyes. "That's a good theory."
Shigaraki almost choked at the agreeing tone. "Of course it is, it's mine."
"What is it you want us to be doing?" Compress asked.
"I think we should all move into a single base, make it so they can't pick us off one by one."
"Nah." Dabis voice went back to grating on Shigarakis nerves.
"Why?" He asked simply.
"We can just set up a check in system. Everyone pick 2 people to check in on at certain times. If someone doesn't check in Kurogiri can get us all to where ever they are and we find them. I have things to handle outside of the base."
"You're pet?" Shigarakis teeth snapped.
"I am not bringing her into a crowded place and risking undoing all of my work with her."
"So you'll share where your new little house is?"
"No."
"How are we supposed to set up a check in if we don't know where each person will be or we don't all gather where we can all watch over each other?" Shigarakis voice reached a higher pitch with every passing sentence.
"I'll risk it. You all can gather if need be. I'll come here every two days to check in."
"Everyday."
"Every other day."
"Fine. If more of us go missing I want everyone here. You can lock your pet in the room if your that worried."
"I'm not looking for suggestions, get you're own person and you can do whatever you like with yours."
Shigaraki smiled wide at the suggestion.
"It's crossed my mind."
Dabi didn't like the look on Shigarakis face at his words. The uneasiness had him checking the cameras, seeing his Mouse wrapped up on a blanket walking towards the fridge.
He could just barely make out her face. He watched as she hit her hip on the counter. He'd had her take a last dose of heavy duty meds to get the last of the sick out of her. Once she'd made it back to the bed, glass of water in hand he put his phone back in his pocket.
When he looked up he saw Shigaraki observing him. He didn't often get chills up his spine but something in his gaze had his hackles raised.
"Well this all turning just….creepy, I'm leaving. See you all day after tomorrow."
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Heavy boots stepped into the genkan. Taking his time removing them while his brain raced. He usually didn't care about wearing shoes in people's houses, and his own. Always ready to take off if something unexpected happened. His girl however had essentially given him a presentation on why she'd like it if he didn't. After several hours of "negotiations" he agreed to taking off his shoes at the door.
She'd even gotten him indoor shoes he could go out in if they ever got in a situation. So his anxiety of being unprepared would disappear.
He was still heavy in thought he didn't even realize he'd made it to where she was sleeping. Her coloring was healthier he noticed. He cupped her cheek, similar to her motions when she thought he was sleeping earlier that morning.
It took everything in him to pretend to be asleep while she'd touched him freely. Usually he would stop her from touching so close to his scars for so long. It made him feel too exposed, he didn't want to see pity or disgust cross her or anyone else's face.
Staring her down for a moment he made a decision. Taking out his phone he sent a message and then went outside to wait.
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Staring at Y/N garden area he turned his head to the side when he heard heavy steps land behind him. He saw the orange glow of Sakuras portal out of his peripheral vision also.
When he turned to face Hawks and Emdeavor he schooled his face to look calm.
"You guys making some big moves? I am assuming you have the muscled pain in the ass."
Both hero's looked at each other, but didn't answer him.
"You don't have to tell me, I mainly just have a.." he struggled. He didn't want to ask anything of Enji. He ran his hands through his hair. Remembering Y/Ns hands doing the same earlier in the day. "Fuck, I have a favor I guess."
"About Y/N?" Hawks asked. Enji stayed silent, almost like he was nervous to be noticed. Like maybe Touya hadn't meant to include him on this and if he drew too much attention to himself he'd realize he was there and make her leave.
"I don't want to know whatever the fuck you have going on, but if something big is going to happen, get her out of here first. I don't know what's all going to happen, I don't want her in the middle of any of the bad."
"If we get her, how do we know you wont go and warn you little makeshift family?" Hawks asked.
"I won't, if you keep her safe."
While the three men continued to speak and negotiate none of them noticed the figure in the distance. Too far away to hear anything, but the sight witnessed made anger boil over.
Pale hands linked in a black sweatshirt as red shoes walked through purple mist. A cracked smile spreading across Shigarakis face as he came to a decision on how to punish the cremation villian.
Chapter End Notes
Be prepared for some extremes in the next chapter, I am writing fast so I don't chicken out at what I am planning.
Mind break
Chapter Notes
Okay it's going dark and it's going to be very very dark in upcoming chapters. This is more the start of it.
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It's been very quiet, tension thick between you and Dabi. You wanted to ask if you'd done something. He seemed very focused, not quite angry but something was bothering him.
Mentally going back over the past few days you couldn't place anything that would have flipped his mood like this. To outside appearances you both looked relaxed.
He'd gone out and gotten you the last few books in a series you had started and enjoyed. You were leaning against the arm of the couch. Dabis body between your legs, his head resting on your thigh. His arms over his head and wrapped around your middle. He'd turned on music for background while you read.
"Are you feeling okay?" You finally asked.
He leaned his head back until he could make eye contact with you.
"M'fine Mouse, just thinking."
"Did something happen when you left?"
"Not really, just working something out in my head." He broke eye contact and moved back into his relaxed pose.
"Can i help?"
He ran his the back of his hand over his mouth.
"If I had you go somewhere with Hawks, like a safe house, would you come back?"
You didn't know what to expect when you'd asked to help, but it hadn't been that.
"Come back to the house?"
His grip tightened a bit before he released a heavy sigh and relaxed his grip.
"Yes, and to me."
"Is something happening?"
"Maybe, maybe not."
You both sat in silence. You are trying to process his question. Would you come back? You look around the home he'd given you. You were capable of providing a home to yourself before. Not like this, but all of this space was really unnecessary. It wasn't needed for just you.
Setting the book down you turn your focus to the man laying between your legs. You hadn't gone a day without him in so long. You try to imagine what you'd do with yourself if being his wasn't and option. Would you take that option?
"This silence is killing me Mouse. Does that mean you wouldn't?" He's not looking at you still, his hand move to his own lap. Fingers wringing together.
"I was thinking."
"Your still here out obligation to others then?" His voice went monotone, back to bored sounding.
"I think you know that is what got me here, but no it's not why I haven't tried to leave."
"You're someone who keeps your promises Mouse, you swore to come with me and to not fight me anymore. And you've stuck to that. If I had to send you off with Hawks he'd be willing to hide you from me. Would you ask him to?"
He sat up and turned to face you, and you wished he'd go back to facing away from you.
"Is something bad happening? You're scaring me with this."
"I just want to know Mouse."
"No matter what I would choose, you'd come find me anyway. Does my answer matter?"
"You're lack of one does." He stood quickly and walked towards the kitchen area. You didn't know if you should follow. Mentally arguing with yourself you decide to face this with him.
When you walk in his face was buried in the fridge. Ignoring you stepping behind him. You didn't know what to do, so you opted instead to wrap your arms around him, pressing your cheek to his back.
He stood and stepped back, you moved with him.
"You don't have to feel guilt thinking you've hurt my feelings Mouse, I know what I've done and who I am. Okay, we're okay." He turned in your hold. He's hardened his gaze again, looking unphased by the conversation you'd just had.
"If one of us isn't okay, that means we're not okay. You realize that right?" You said.
"I am okay Mouse, unless you're not okay then we're good."
You squeezed around him harder. How much of your feelings was because of his manipulations? How much was because of who he was with you now?
You didn't have an answer, which is why you had a hard time answering his question. You picture leaving, never having to be around him again. Shocked at the pain shooting through your chest.
"I'd come back. If I had a choice, I'd come back."
His arms envelope you, while he takes a moment.
"That's kind of stupid."
"Yes."
"I'd like to be able to say I'd let you leave if that was your choice. I don't think I can though. You're right, I'd find you."
You'd already known that. While there was so much uncertainty in what was going to happen with this war, the certainty that Dabi would always come for you was solid.
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Dabis POV
He'd been surprised by her answer. It was the one he wanted, but deep down he knew it was unlikely to be the one he'd got. He had enjoyed proving he'd be worth coming back to for the next day. Eventually she had started throwing things at him he'd over stimulated her so much. He smiled smugly walking into the hideout.
He was supposed to meet Compress and Twice. His check in partners. When they weren't in the room he decided to pass the time by scaring his Mouse. He liked watching her jump when he'd speak over the security system.
When he watched her picking up the many things that had got caught in their crossfire, he could feel himself get hard remembering what they'd done in that particular part of the House.
He stood once he saw the purple mist gathering behind her. Opening his messages to get his own portal to her.
A blur of dark green caught him off guard, he was too focused on getting to Y/N he'd stupidly let his guard down. Green tentacle like hands wrapped around his head.
"Fuck!" He yelled knowing what Nomu this was. It was the same fucker that altered Y/N mind. Blue flames light across his body. The go out almost as quickly as the Nomu enters his mind.
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Shigarakis POV
He'd watched and waited for Dabi to enter the building, as soon as he was in He sent his new favorite Nomu to mess with Dabis mind, then he'd had Kurogiri open a warp to where he kept his pet.
He'd thought it would be simple to grab her. He hadn't expected the bloody nose he currently had. He'd held tight, fingers lifted through the warp. If he accidentally dusted her he'd miss out on all of the fun he'd had planned. He hated it when things didn't go his way.
Once he'd pulled her back through and into his room he'd grabbed one of his gaming consoles, the closest heaviest one to him and hit her in the back of the head repeatedly, until she finally went unconscious.
Sliding down his door and looking disapprovingly at the blood coating his gaming system he glared at his commandeered toy.
"I hope you're ready to entertain me in place of this, I can't believe you made me break it." He said to the unconscious woman in front of him.
Blood was pooling around where he'd hit. Luckily they'd found where their healer was hiding a few weeks before. He had him currently chained up in a storage room here. Keep him from disappearing again.
"You're a fighter though, that'll be fun for some time." He continued on. Gripping her by the hair he drug her to the set up he'd had brought in. A mockery of a doctors table, with restraints.
Lifting her onto it he'd put the cuffs and restraints on, making sure to keep her in place. Finishing off with a blind fold and a gag. Once he was satisfied she wouldn't be going anywhere he went to go get his little healer. Couldn't have her dying before her time.
He'd gotten Compress and Twice out of his hair for now. He didn't have long however, he needed to finish up with Dabi for the day.
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You woke up to blackness. You couldn't move. Your brain raced trying to figure out what was going on. You'd been trying to pick up your home and then someone had grabbed you from behind.
You remembered pain, but now there wasn't even a hint of it. What was going on?
"You awake?"
You froze, you knew that high pitched voice. Why was he with you?
Light filled your vision as the blindfold was removed.
"Hello little toy! You woke up faster than expected! That's good. Don't want you missing out."
You started to ask what he meant by that, but your mouth couldn't move. The gag blocking you from responding.
"I imagine this is probably confusing. So I'll fill you in." Looking at Shigarakis crazed face was building panic in your chest. Where was Dabi?
"It was brought to my attention that the hero's your master killed all seem to be alive. Which pissed me off. Obviously." He spoke to you like you were discussing someone messing up his food order.
"But, luckily Dabi had a great idea on how to make it up to me. You'd done so much for him, he thought I'd enjoy using you up also. So your my present, penance for his fuck up. My tastes are different than his, so I hope you're not expecting the same from me."
He had to be lying. Dabi would never agree to someone else touching you, let alone gift you to someone he doesn't even like. None of what he said made any sense.
"It looks like you don't believe me my little Toy. Looks like he did a good job at making you think you were more than you are, you pathetic little quirkless slit."
Tears were falling from your eyes, this couldn't be happening. Where was he, why isn't he here?
"Hey boss." Dabis gravelly voice interrupted your break down. You felt relief spread across your chest.
He barely acknowledged our presence. You were mentally screaming for him to look at you. Nothing but moans could be heard around your gag.
"What is it Dabi, you're interrupting my time with my Toy."
"Yeah wouldn't want to interrupt." He rolled his eyes at Shigaraki. "I'm heading out, wanted to go over the mission one more time."
"Just a moment." Five fingers touched down onto your shirt disintegrating it. His eyes widened with glee when he saw Touya burned into her skin. Pushing down on it, he began breaking you and marking you there, over Dabis mark, breaking down the skin underneath." You screamed and writhed in pain.
When he lifted his hand he smiled watching your begging eyes fixated on Dabi. He couldn't help but smile at the mind fuck he was currently giving you. Dabi had no clue who you were, Shigaraki had erased you from his mind. You were no one to him now.
He looked up at Dabi and watched his eyes as they studied his new Toy. Pleased at the lack of recognition.
"If you keep doing shit like that she's not going to last long." He said.
"What do you care?"
Dabi lifted his arms defensively. "Your the boss, I don't care, just a suggestion there friend."
"I don't need your suggestions."
Walking towards him in order to get him out of the hideout, Shigaraki was shaking with adrenaline. He was having so much fun.
"I have the healer here, I'll break her, he'll fix her, until she's perfect."
"She's pretty, good find." Dabi said once they were out of earshot. "So you just want me to kill these two guys?"
"Yes, they are getting in our way. I don't want to try and switch them to our side, I just want them out of the picture."
"Can do."
Shigaraki walked back towards his new toy. Dabi yelled back at him. "Have fun!"
Shigarakis eyes could've rolled back in his head in pleasure at the way his final words broke down Y/N. He couldn't ask for this to go any better.
Chapter End Notes
Don't shoot! It has to be done! Trust the process. (This is what I have been repeating to myself while breaking my own heart writing these chapters.) I am really trying to zoom through these dark dark chapter because of the mental toll it takes to put my version of these characters. I want to get to fixing them already! So be prepared for a barrage of updates.
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Chapter Notes
We're zooming, we're just cruising through the dark. This chapter is going to be dark and bloody. You've been warned.
So a part got left out for some reason! This is the second time that's happened to me! As of 10:30 am 5/21 I updated it with the full ending!
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White hot pain was shooting through your body. You tried contorting any way you could, trying to alleviate the ripping agony. Shigaraki stood over you watching you writhe. The more you tried to fight it, the more your flesh tore where he utilized his decay quirk.
"Maybe I should've gotten a more long term Toy. I can see why Dabi had gotten so addicted to having his Pet. I picked hero's who pissed me off, it didn't make a path to something long term."
You knew he was speaking but couldn't understand what he was saying.
"You." Shigaraki turned to the healer, he was shaking, eyes wide at the torture being displayed before him. "Make her whole again. I want to try something else."
Nakumura needed no further instruction. He stumbled while moving to complete his task. Swallowing down the guilt when he realized his role in Y/Ns future.
Feeling his energy siphon over to Y/N his exhaustion helped him ignore the guilt. He hoped he could stay unaware as much as possible through this.
Once her wounds closed he almost passed out from the amount of effort it had taken him to heal her. Once he was done he watched her eyes, the gratitude in them almost caused him to sob. She shouldn't be looking at him like that.
"Kurogiri."
Purple mist entered the room, his human shape defined only by the clothes he wore.
"Yes Tomura Shigaraki?"
"Feed him and make sure he gets enough rest to come back here tonight."
Nakumura took his opportunity to leave this room. Shoving his nausea down at the idea of what he would be brought back here for.
Now that the physical pain had left your body, you could only focus on what had just happened. He had to be lying. Dabi wouldn't have just handed you over to Shigaraki. Why would he ask you if you'd come back if he was just going to give you away.
He'd talked about a safe house even. You refused to believe he would put you through this.
Toga.
She could become anyone. That must've been Toga. She could change into anyone. You'd helped Uravity escape from her, this must be her vengeance. That is the only thing that makes sense.
Shigaraki watches as you work through what's happened. Waiting for you to fully break down. When he sees your resolve seem to get stronger he feels that itch returning under his skin.
This shouldn't be how you react. How dare you go against what he'd imagined.
Standing he trails his fingers from where you were marked with Touyas name, thinking of ways he could permanently mark you instead. He soaked in the distress on your face, just from his touch. As his fingers trailed over your chain he paused for a moment.
He debated on whether he should disintegrate the chain. For now he thought he'd keep it. See if Dabi ever works out that it matches his ridiculous piercings.
He looked to your eyes again, saw the panic in them at his toying with your chain. You looked worried he'd do something to your collar. He filed that away for the future. When he got bored of his current game.
His hand reaching the gag he removed it. When you started working your jaw trying to relieve the pain coursing through, searching for relief. His hand gripped your jaw, pushing inwards at the joints. Keeping your mouth open for him.
"I didn't say you could try and get rid of the pain. Keep still, I expect you to tolerate it." He released you and it took every bit of self control you had to be still.
He was thrilled at how well you listened, maybe he'd misjudged Dabis ability to train you. A snap had your head turning to the side. Pain heating the cheek Shigaraki had just brutally slapped.
Whenever Dabi wanted to indulge in hitting your face it was always controlled and he stayed within your limits. As soon as it started towards overwhelming he'd change tactics. Shigaraki was not this way.
Tears and snot ran down your face as he'd hit you more time than you could count. When he finally pulled away you watch him shake his hand, as if shaking away the sting of his slaps.
"Pink is your color Toy. I think we'll have to keep you this shade."
Getting up on the table, he straddled your middle, seated just under your breasts. Placing four fingers down, he sighed in satisfaction at your pained expression, enjoying the thrill of being in control of your heart rate.
"You went from the cusp of broken to looking comforted. What thought could've brought you comfort in this situation?"
Instead of answering him you look up to the ceiling. You try to disassociate from your present situation. You can picture Dabis angry but worried face when he came home to find you gone. He's smart, you won't be here long. He most likely won't give you any alone time for weeks after this, you smile inwardly at the imagined image of him invading your space, always keeping a soft grip on whatever your wearing. All of which he already does, but he's less obvious about it than the imagined scenario running through your mind. You want his overwhelming presence to surround you. Right now you imagine you'd never leave it.
"No, you're not with him anymore, he gave you to me. The quicker you get that through you're little head the better for you."
You still refuse to look at him, your mind has gone to picturing Dabi coming up behind him, and blue flames surrounding the crazed villain.
Heat tears through your body, Shigaraki cupped both of your breast, putting all five fingers down on each hand. Pulling his pinkies up in a mockery of politeness once he's satisfied with the breakdown of your flesh.
"I don't give warnings, you'll listen or I'll give you pain. I asked you what thought brought you comfort just now."
You don't know where your resolve has come from. You instead let the pain take over and focus solely on that. Once Shigaraki sees your refusal hasn't wavered he scratches his neck, hard enough to cause himself to bleed.
"Is it soft touches that work on you? Is that why he was able to get inside your head? I can be soft." His fingers glided over the surface of your skin, pain reignited when he grazed over your damaged breasts. Flattening his palms and pushing his middle finger in the air to prevent further decay, he pushed all of his weight down on your breasts, using the leverage to push himself back. Now straddling your hips.
You can't help the scream you release, it seems to be echoing through out the room. Halted only when he punched you in the temple. The restraints prevented your head from turning far, the muscles in your neck scream in pain at the sudden stop.
"You're too fucking loud." He hissed at you. "If you're loud I can't be gentle."
His fingertips begin to glide over your stomach. You're breathing evening out as he lulled you into a false sense of security. You don't know how many passes he's made over your stomach, when he again puts all five fingers down.
"How far down do you think my hand can go inside you until you die?" You scream again, unable to think outside of what he's doing to you.
His hand was only pushing down for a few seconds, but it felt like hours. "What was the thought Toy?"
You can't fight this, this was something like you'd never experienced. He didn't want your obedience or for you to do anything for him. He wanted to use you for whatever he wanted. There was no working around his tactics, he had none. You had no choice.
"I know that wasn't him." You sobbed out, gritting your teeth to talk over the pain.
"Do you think you imagined him?"
"No, I know Togas quirk, that wasn't him. He wouldn't leave me, and he wouldn't give me away."
A shrill laugh filled the room, replacing your screams.
"That is a clever thought. You're not entirely stupid, you're just easy to manipulate."
Swinging his legs over he hopped of the tables walking towards the front of the table, pushing his face in yours.
"You're proving to be incredibly entertaining for me. I wish Dabi would've given you to me sooner. I have so many ideas running through my brain I am having a hard time choosing." Drool dripped out of his mouth, landing under your eye. "Let's see how much damage that healer can take care of."
You're screams echoed through the halls as Shigaraki continued to find new ways to break you down.
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Dabis POV
His feet dangled over the edge of the building, he flexed his hands working the excess heat out of them. The two annoyances proved to be more difficult to get rid of than he had anticipated.
He stared at the skyline trying to figure out what was bothering him. Something was off but he couldn't put his finger on it. His gaze moved to the people walking the streets under his boots.
Usually he felt a sense of relief after a good fight. There was no release this time. His muscles were still tense.
His mind keeps wandering back to Shigarakis trophy. It had shocked him that the decay villain would bother with a trophy. He was always so busy plotting his next move.
Maybe he should head back to base, see what those next plans were. Maybe he can sneak in and get a second look at Shigarakis girl. Yeah, he can do that. He wasn't ready to back to Endeavors house.
———
None of the league seemed to be around the base. Dabi had no problem ignoring the lower members who technically worked under him. Most gave him a wide berth the majority of the time anyway. He liked it that way.
Making his way to Shigarakis room he didn't bother to knock when he pushed his door open. If he happened to interrupt him and his Trophy in a private moment all the better. He always got a thrill out of annoying him.
Muted sobs greeted him instead. Seems Shigaraki had no intention of removing his Toy from the table today. Looking around he saw no sign of Dust Face.
The woman froze as his footfalls got closer. He looked her over and he couldn't stop the disgust rolling through him at what had been done since he'd seen her this morning.
Her body was torn apart. He could barely find any part of her that was intact. The fact that she was alive and feeling all of this was horrible enough to make even him feel pity.
He saw what looked like half of a hand print on her hip. He knew those scars, this wasn't disintegrating flesh, it was a burn like his. Who burned her? He'd always wanted to mark someone as his like that. He held his hand close to it wanting to fit his hand into the print. She flinched away as his hand hit her newly torn flesh.
Pulling his hand back quickly, he didn't want to add to her suffering. He moved towards her face and moved to enter her field of vision.
Her eyes went from sheer panic to extreme relief.
"Now why would you look at me like that?" He said quietly. "At least Dustpan left your face in tact." He cupped her cheek, wanting her focus to be completely on him. He didn't know where the desire came from, he didn't want her to look away from him. She melted into his touch. He wasn't expecting that. People usually flinch away from his touch. She must not know his quirk, usually people would realize he was something dangerous from the heat radiating from him. She leaned into it.
His eyes moved down, noticing a chain around her neck. Using his free hand he stuck two fingers under the chain and tested the give of it. It seemed to fit her perfectly.
She was trying to talk around her gag, interrupting his train of thought. He wanted to hear her voice, he couldn't seem to step away from her. Maybe she had a lust quirk. Something to draw people to her, it would explain Shigaraki taking an interest. Letting go of the chain he moved to undo the gag, he noticed she tried to follow his hand when he moved it from her face, like she didn't want him to stop touching her.
He had just started unbuckling the gag when he was interrupted.
"What are you doing?"
Dabi turned towards the whining voice. Disappointed he didn't get to hear what her voice sounded like.
"Looking for you obviously, you weren't here so I was entertaining myself." He gave as innocent of a look as he could to Shigaraki.
"I have the healer coming up to put her back together. Get away from what's mine."
"You're the boss." Dabi walked towards the door annoyed at the fast paced chatter coming at him.
Toga all but jumped on him.
"You're here! I thought you'd be gone longer!" She yelled.
A muffled howl came from inside the room. When he looked back he locked eyes with Shigarakis Toy. She looked utterly broken, in sharp contrast to the relieved look she had just been giving him.
"Oh whose in there!"
"Shigaraki got a new toy."
"I wanna see! Is it one of the hero's?" Toga began walking past him. The door shut in her face.
"I'd like it if people could keep themselves out of my fucking space. Toga you're supposed to go meet up with Twice." Shigaraki needed to keep Dabi separate from the rest for as long as he was able. He didn't want anyone inquiring about his Pet.
"Yeah yeah, I'm going, I'm going." She walked away from the two men, shoulders hunched looking dejected. "No one lets me play with their things, so annoying."
"You could help me with something." Shigaraki said lazily.
Dabi raised his eyebrows in question at him.
"There a chain around her neck, it reacts to heat only. I could dust it but I want to keep it, you could remove it easily."
"Was she dating someone with a fire quirk or something?"
"That's none of your business. Just remove the chain."
"Fine."
Dabi waited for Shigaraki to open the door, feeling uneasy at the glee running across his face. Both men approaching the woman on the table.
Dabi looked down into her broken gaze. What had changed? He reached for her face again, wanting to bring some form of comfort to her, the way she was looking at him twisted his insides. What was going on? This time she flinched away, why the fuck did that hurt? Dabi needed to leave.
"I'll just be a second Sweet Thing, then I'll get out of your face."
Moving his fingers under the chain, using his free hand to protect her skin from his rising heat. She started trying to thrash against her restraints, tearing open her partially healed wounds.
"Stay still, Im almost done." As soon as the chain broke she stilled her harsh movements. As he pulled it off of her she started sobbing, muted still by the gag.
Shigaraki motioned for him to leave the room with him.
"Stay away from my room from now on." Shigaraki said, holding back a smile and trying to look annoyed. He hadn't had so much fun since the heat of the war, he hadn't realized how bored he was.
"Fine, you're going to kill her if you keep up like you are."
"I don't need you to tell me what to do with what's mine." Shigaraki felt a tingle run up his spine as he parroted Dabis words back at him. Enjoying him not knowing what was really going on.
"Fine, you got another job for me? I got time."
"I do, this one will take you away for about 3 or 4 days."
"Tell me what it is, like I said, I got time."
Shigaraki was barely containing his glee. It was like the universe was finally following all of his plans. The universe was listening. He couldn't have planned any of this out better. She saw Dabi and Toga standing together. He needed to get Dabi out of here so he could continue breaking her. Dabi unknowingly had given him a gift, it would be a shame to waste it.
"Dabi."
"Yeah."
"The chain."
Dabi hadn't realized he was gripping the chain so hard.
"Right, here."
Shigaraki couldn't stop the crazed laugh and wide smile now. Perfect.
Chapter End Notes
So close. We're just going to keep going through the dark, I promise it'll come to an end at some point!
Off to find a happy movie to interrupt the messed up in my head.
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Chapter Notes
It's shorter than I planned but I wanted to put the rescue in motion.
Also I posted the non updated chapter for the previous chapter! And there is a fairly important scene in that one! So I would go back and reread the last one before this!
Shiggy is super gross in this, I tried to think of the thing that made my tummy turn and I did it. So again a warning these are still the dark chapters!
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Shigarakis POV
He waited a few minutes outside of the door. Dabi was gone and would be gone for days. He was shaking with excitement at the set up to completely breaking the woman in his room. And Dabi had been the one to do most of it.
She reacted to the pain he caused of course, but it wasn't giving him what he wanted. He resolve was so strong he almost thought Dabi must have trained her.
Once Dabi had begun removing the chain around her neck though, she finally gave him the reaction he'd wanted, he watching her spirit completely crack. Once he triggered Dabis memories to go back after making him watch her die, completely within his ability to save her, he'd get the same reaction from him.
He'd served he purpose, he was useless to Shigaraki now.
Nakumura was brought up by Kurogiri, Tomura had wasted enough time. Taking a deep breath, mentally forcing himself to contain his glee he entered the room.
"Make her perfect again."
Nakumura surveyed the extensive damage to Y/N body. He'd never healed so much damage at once. Her eyes were vacant, he imagines she shut down in self preservation.
"I should be able to heal all of this, but I will need a couple days to rest before I can use my quirk again." He wanted to put off having to see her broken like this again, but he'd also hoped to buy her a couple of days without being broken down.
"Fine, physical pain isn't necessary for awhile anyway."
Nakumura went to work, watching her flesh stitch itself back together. When he looked back at her face, her eyes were still empty, but now she had tears running down her face.
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Kurogiri had to remove the healer from his room, he couldn't stand after healing his Toy. Shigaraki had never seen the man collapse while doing his job.
Shutting the door he took a moment to look at his little creation. She was asleep, the healing process had drained her also. He'd let her sleep in a moment, he just needed to check something first.
Keeping his hands in his pockets he leaned over her, putting his face over hers. Her face was pink and her eyes looked swollen from crying.
"Wake up."
He watched her eyes move under her lids.
"If I have to say it again I'll start marking you again."
Her eyes slowly opened. He watched her eyes search for a moment, he wondered if she was looking for Dabi. He watched her break under his gaze and her memories came back.
"Do you still think I was lying?"
He watched as another wave of grief worked its way throughout her body. Had Dabi gotten her to genuinely fall for him, to cause this kind of reaction he must have.
She shook her head side to side. She believed him now, perfect. Everything is perfect.
"Did he manage to make you think you were something? That he wanted only you?"
She just started through him this time.
"Did you think a nothing, someone who doesn't even possess a quirk could turn his head? Did society not already let you know how useless you were. You think someone raised to know he's above everyone else would even look twice at you outside of a game?"
Her eyes filled with tears, he couldn't hold back his pure unbridled joy at her pain. The more he hurt her, the more he would break. Pushing his face closer to hers he flattened his tongue and licked across both of her closed eyes. Watching her face scrunch up in disgust. He had no interest in sex, but he couldn't imagine it could be as big of a rush as what he was feeling right now.
"Your tears taste wonderful. Here, taste."
He removed the gag and used his thumb to hold her jaw open. Opening his mouth and letting drool escape his and landing on her tongue. Moving up to lick at her crying eyes again before repeating the process. This time gathering a pool of drool and tears in his mouth before opening over her again.
He was going to enjoy these next few days. He still had questions on what hero's had lived through the truce meeting. God he couldn't wait to work the answers out of her. Her fear and disgust giving him the rush of power he was so addicted to.
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DABIS POV
What a boring two days. Shigaraki said the job would take double that. He couldn't remember the last time he'd felt this bored. He also couldn't get the image of Shigarakis trophy leaning into his palm.
Walking into his childhood home something felt off. The air felt stale, like it needed to be aired out. He hadn't been gone that long. Walking around he started opening windows and doors. His mind racing. He really was just bored.
Maybe he could steal Shigarakis Toy. He could do it without him knowing it was him. That would keep him entertained, at least for awhile. He smiled at the thought of the temper tantrum the Decay villain would throw. Yeah he could do that.
The hairs on the back of his neck raised, he turned a moment too late as red feathers pinned him to the wall. He could've burned them, but he was excited for interruption. Especially seeing someone he thought he'd killed months ago.
"What the fuck Dabi!"
"I had a similar question Keigo. You should be dead."
"That's what I've been fucking telling everyone about you you patchwork bastard." Came a voice that could match Dabis in gruffness. "Everyone keeps telling me fucking no." Bakugou made a mocking face and raised the pitch of his voice. "Right now he's the best bet for keeping Y/N safe, fucking bullshit."
Crimson eyes met his sapphire and Dabi could see the rage burning throughout Dynamight. Dabi narrowed his eyes in confusion. Maybe he was hallucinating.
"Look at all these dead people in my home, am I being cursed?." Dabi gave a small chuckle. "Who am I supposed to be keeping safe exactly? That doesn't sound like me." Blue flames left his body burning up Hawks feathers.
Dusting off his shoulders and arms he looked back up at the two hero's. Looking between the two he couldn't figure out the look on their faces. Bakugou was practically shaking, eyes blown wide in anger. Keigo was observing Dabi, looking like he was trying to work out a puzzle.
"What the fuck do you mean who were you supposed to keep safe? Are you fucking kidding me? Where the fuck is she." Bakugou lunged towards Dabi, a blast leaving his palm.
"You're going to damage my house, I'd watch who you're picking a fight with boy." Dabi ignited a flame in his palm, ready to burn down his fathers home. He really didn't care.
Red feathers shot out again, this time pinning Bakugou to the wall.
"What the fuck! We don't have time for this Hawks." Bakugou yelled at Hawks.
Hawks ignored him, still staring down Dabi.
"Why are you calling this place your house?"
Dabi was sure he must be hallucinating now.
"Because I live here." He was getting annoyed with his situation but he couldn't figure out what the hell was going on.
"No you don't."
"I mean I know I might not technically be a Todoroki anymore Keigo but that seems harsh. I take it that means dear old dad is still alive, if you're protecting his home."
Now both hero's looked confused.
"It's not because this is Endeavors house, it's because you have a different home with Y/N. You asked me to set up a safe house for her and when I came to get her I couldn't find either of you."
"Who?"
Bakugou screamed in anger.
"What do you mean who? Where is she!"
Dabi was focused on Dynamight and missed Hawks typing on his phone. Orange light opened behind the cremation villain.
"How do you know how to get ahold of Sak…" before he could finish Hawks pushed him through the portal. Leaving behind a very angry Bakugou.
Dabi took in his surroundings. Starting to feel like something was breaking in his mind.
"Where are we?" He asked Hawks.
"This is your home, the one you share with your Mouse."
Another crack, Dabi shook his head.
"What are you talking about exactly."
Hawks shoved him towards a wall that was littered with framed pictures. Dabi didn't take in what was in the frames, choosing to glare at Keigo instead.
"You brought me here to stare at what, family photos?"
"I thought Y/N had these put up, when I mentioned to her I was shocked when she said you had done it. Creating your own little love collage."
Dabi turned his gaze to the pictures. His head snapped back in confusion. It was Shigarakis Toy, but with him. He looked at one where his nose was misshapen, she looked guilty and uncomfortable, moving on to one of him wearing an Endeavor party hat, while Y/N wore an All Might one, both of them looked happy, Dabi couldn't remember genuinely smiling since he was a kid. Moving from one frame to the next, some were just her, reading, looking over her shoulder, eyes bright while cooking, in their kitchen. This was their home.
The walls in his mind began to crumble. Dabi dropped to his knees, falling forward tearing the skin at his wrists catching himself as he began to uncontrollably throw up.
Hawks was unsure of what to do with his former friend. He didn't want to get lit on fire touching him.
He listened to Dabis breathing even out. Blue flames surrounded Dabi, when he turned to face Keigo he could have sworn fire was even coming out of his eye sockets.
"This better fucking mean you have you're God damn memories back." Keigo said.
Chapter End Notes
Aaaaaaaaannnnnnnddddd now Shigaraki has an Angry Dabi and and Angry Bakugou with a side of pissed off Hawks coming at him.
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A plan
Chapter Notes
Okay here we goooooo….. again there was an adjustment to the chapter 45, if you haven't reread it since yesterday I recommend you do so!
Also I wanted to get this out so i didn't edit it, I'll be going back through to edit misspelling etc. after I give my brain a rest.
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Dabis POV
Dabi was on the phone waiting for Sakura to answer, his flames were uncontrollable as he walked to the garden, he anger propelling him forward. He didn't even realize his phone had begun to melt under his heat until it fell out of his grip in pieces.
"Fuck!" He yelled going back in to grab his back up phone. The brokenness behind her eyes filled his mind. Shigaraki wasn't going to live through the next hour.
Hawks blocked his path.
"You need to calm down so we can fix this. I need to know what happened or I can't help."
Dabi shoved him back. His flames singing his jacket.
"Shigaraki has her, he could've turned her to dust by now! I don't have time to calm down, I am getting to her now and he's as good as dead! Get out of my way!"
Hawks stepped back in his way.
"She is as good as dead if you rush in without a plan! If he's right next to her when you go in there, you won't reach her in time before he focuses his quirk at full power on her head. You fucking know that."
Dabi punched Hawks in the cheek. Hawks took the hit maintaining his focus on calming Dabi down.
"Get that out of your system, this isn't about you and being angry at yourself for whatever's happening. You can punish yourself and everyone else as soon as we get her out of whatever mess you've gotten her in. Quit thinking like a child and fucking do what needs to be done to keep her safe, not on satiating your own fucking anger you asshole." His voice stayed steady but authoritative, his hero training in action.
"You didn't see what he fucking did to her Keigo, she was ripped to fucking pieces, even not knowing who she was I was fucking on getting her out it was that fucking awful, I can't leave her there."
"You won't, tell me what happened so we can get her out, we need to move quick so I need you to fucking get it together and talk to me."
Dabi only nodded, taking deep breaths and finally extinguishing his flames as he explained what he knew to Hawks.
———
Dabi stood off to the side as Hawks explained to everyone the plan of attack. Dabi had observed all of the hero's, narrowing down which ones would go after him if given the opportunity. The ones who looked at him too hard and the ones who made it a point not to.
He'd kill Shigaraki and get Y/N and leave with her. The hero's could take the rest or kill them, he really didn't care. The vision of her broken body kept entering his mind, he tried to ready himself for caring for her but couldn't make himself think about what must have been running through her mind as he removed his chain, or walked away with her restrained to a table with Shigaraki free to do as he pleased. He'd never felt this disgusted with himself.
"So we're just letting a villain work with us now?" Dabi didn't recognize the hero currently speaking. He didn't say anything, they didn't have time to argue. If he spoke he knew it would just cause others to get vocal.
"A villain who already saved our asses once, and has a personal stake in this. He also knows where proof of everything the villains have done is located."
"And we're just what, letting him go after?"
Dabi looked up at this point, tired of the bickering.
"You want to try and arrest me after you can come for me then, we shouldn't be standing here any longer. Why are we wasting time?"
Endeavor stood at this and began dismissing everyone to their tasks. All Might breaking off with half of the hero's to surround the area around the base.
Bakugou looked over at Dabi and observed him silently.
"Something to say hero?"
Bakugou released an angry huff. "I'll be the one making sure you're locked up after this."
Dabi rolled his eyes, not understanding why so called hero's were willing to waste so much time. No wonder the PLF won. This guy was willing to fight him over Y/N but not willing to get everyone's ass moving to save her.
"Fine, as long as your focus is on her right now."
Bakugou turned to leave, just as anxious to start the mission.
"If I go to kill him are you going to get in my way hero? Or are you going to be willing to break your hero code?"
Bakugous head turned slightly, both men were silent, waiting for the other to break the tension.
Bakugou said nothing and walked away.
———
Dabi stood with Hawks waiting for Vantablack to return. He was moving through the shadows of the mansion. Taking note of which villains were there and where they were, and making sure Y/N was still alive.
Dabi couldn't stop moving his hands, his legs. What if they were too late?
Once Vantablack made his return Hawks got to him quickly. Dabi couldn't hear what was said. Not wanting his presence to cause another interruption. He studied Hawks face, which gave nothing away. Finally nodding to Dabi to make his way over to the group.
"She's in his room still, her arm and ankle have some bad damage, as long as we get Nakumura out as well he should be able to heal her. She's chained to the wall in the far right corner. This next part is on you, you cannot let him know you have your memories back Dabi."
"No shit Keigo."
"I mean it, you need to be in control."
"I'm in control."
"It'll take me about two minutes to get my feathers in place. I'll drag as many of them out of the building as I can. Once they start moving towards All Mights group for capture Endeavors group will make their way in to take down the ones who get away or I miss."
Dabi ignored him and made his way into the base. Gritting his teeth he pushed down his guilt and his fear. He needed her back.
———
Shigarakis POV
"Tomura Shigaraki, Dabi is back." Kurogiri announced at the entrance to his room. Shigarakis eye twitched at the interruption. He'd been trying different ways of breaking someone without physically hurting them. He found it was so much more fun than just using his quirk.
Of course he'd slipped a few times, he was only human after all. Her arm was hanging useless at her side from his quirk and her ankle was broken from his loss at self control when she refused to tell him what had happened at the truce meeting.
It had been two days and he still hadn't gotten any names outside of Hawks and Endeavor from her. She only repeated she had watched them die just like he had, she passed out and she claimed Dabi never answered her on whether or not there were other survivors. Shigaraki didn't believe for a second she didn't know. Dabi was wrapped around her finger, he'd seen it before Dabi even acknowledged it. He'd needed more time, Dabi shouldn't be back so soon, how annoying.
She didn't even flinch at Dabis name this time, maybe he had made a dent in her spirit after all.
"I'll come meet him."
Smiling slightly as he thought of everything he's gotten away with so far he felt light on his feet as he made his way to the patchwork man.
"You're early."
"You over estimated the job." Dabi retorted, playing with a ball of blue flame in his palm.
"Maybe you just didn't do it properly."
"Nah, I always succeed with my missions, what I want to get done will get done." Dabi looked smug, Shigaraki hated that look.
"I have another mission for you then, one that's a little more challenging if you think your up for it."
"What is it?" Dabi sat on the couch, putting his boots on the table near it.
"Some of the hero's have been rumored to escape your little flame show at the truce summit."
Shigaraki looked for surprise on the villains face. He'd had the Nomu alter his memory, but he still didn't know the true story, he could only place and take away, he couldn't know fully what was being replaced.
Dabi didn't looked surprised, he did look insulted.
"I doubt that, we would've noticed. The body count matched and everything."
"It did, which makes this concerning."
Shigaraki used the back of his hands to knock Dabis boots off of the table.
"You had to have been raised better than putting your shoes on furniture."
Dabi smiled at him and Shigaraki felt rage go through his body for a moment before he remember the woman he had chained in his room.
"I was." His tone caused Shigarakis eye to twitch uncontrollably again. He'd have to take it out on his new Toy once he got Dabi out of the base, or he could do something in front of him. Something to break him further once Shigaraki triggered his memory return.
Before he could decide crashing noises filled the building. Angry screams and glass breaking. Shigaraki froze in confusion for a moment as he watched members of the league all seemingly flying out of windows and doors.
"What the hell?" He yelled. "When did everyone suddenly learn to fly?" Forgetting about Dabi for a moment too long. Dabi gripped both of his wrists tightly his flames concentrated on his hands, he was going burn his hands off.
White hot agony tore through Shigaraki as his brain struggled to catch up to what was happening. Shigaraki began to shake and convulse, frothing at the mouth. Neither of the men noticed the purple mist surrounding Shigaraki.
Dabis smile widened so far the staples in his jaw tore, his eyes were crazed and out of control. "I told you, don't fuck with what is mine."
Shigaraki felt fear lick up his spine as he heard a thump as something heavy hit the ground. Looking down he saw a chard lump, it didn't register that he was looking at one of his hands. Just before he lost the other hand he was no longer in the house. He didn't even look around, he looked at his disfigured arm and at the place his left hand had once been. His other hand barely hanging on to his wrist. The room he was in filled with his screams.
———
DABIS POV
Dabi stared for a moment where Shigaraki had disappeared from. Once he'd processed his disappearance he bolted towards Shigarakis room. Ignoring the cries of help from his former companions. He couldn't see outside of the path to his door.
When he saw the door was hanging off the hinges he panicked. Rushing in only to see her in the arms of Dynamight. Her eyes were glassy and there was no life behind them.
"She's not…" he said quietly.
"She's alive, I don't think she knows what's going on around her."
Dabi stepped closer.
"Give her to me."
"Fuck you." Bakugou said. "She needs a healer and then she's going to need help that you can't give her."
"I can give her everything she needs, Mouse look at me." He all but yelled for her.
At his yell she began to fight Bakugous grip on her, struggling to get away and ignoring her injuries. Bakugou and Dabi stared helplessly while she caused more tears on her injured arm.
"Damnit your hurt let me help you." Bakugou said.
"He'll come back, he'll come back, he'll come back." She repeated, her eyes still glazed over. "No more! Please! No more. He left me!"
Dabi took his opportunity to take her from Bakugou.
"Breathe Mouse, I have you. I'm not leaving you, look at me Mouse." Her eyes met his and she stilled while taking in the sight of him.
"You left." She said before Dabi watched her break down in sobs. You left me with him. Do you know what he did? You saw what he did and you left."
"You didn't see what you think you did. I wouldn't leave you alone with him. We need to get you to the healer. You can keep yelling at me if you want, but you need to let me take you to Nakumura."
Dabi looked at Bakugou, mentally going over what he had said. Making a decision he moved to get her out of the room. He'd take her to the healer and then deal with the rest, he was unwilling to let her out of his grasp right now. He moved her so she was wrapped around him, one of her arms hung uselessly, he adjusted his grip to steady her
Bakugou moved to try and intercept him, reaching for Y/N. She flinched away from his grip and moved herself closer to Dabi.
"Get us to the healer, once I know she's okay I'll give her a choice. If she chooses to go with you I won't fight you doing whatever you think you need to do."
"If she chooses you what makes you think you'll be able to leave?"
"If she chooses me I'll will turn all of you to ash if you stop me from taking her where she wants to be."
Bakugou watched as Y/N sobbed heavily into Dabis neck as he took her towards the exit. He ran to catch up, he wasn't letting them out of his sight. He intended to hold the cremation villain to his word.
Chapter End Notes
This isn't the end of Shigaraki, Dabi will be getting his vengeance on him, so don't be thinking he's gotten away! He's in for a very very bad time in an upcoming chapter.
Reader has a lot of healing that's going to happen. Right now I had her seem like she fully understood everything but I want people to be prepared for her dealing with her trauma coming up! I have a start on that and wanted to include it in this chapter but it was a bit much for my brain to go into today!
Again thank you all so much! Your comments and encouragement are keeping me going!
Pieces
Chapter Notes
I am so sorry this one is so freaking late today! I swear every person I know wanted to FaceTime me today. I had an absolutely ridiculous incident a couple of years ago, that involves a shopping cart, a broken hoo-ha and Home Depot paying to fix said broken hoo-ha and thanks to facebooks remember when this happened everyone who had helped me out that day got a reminder and had to call to remind me that my life is absolute nonsense.
So this chapter has a flashback, I read that in Japan Christmas Eve is like a second Valentine's Day and I had to write about Dabi wanting to do that with Reader, because Reader has been put through the ringer and deserved a happy memory. Dabi is also super attentive and loving in this chapter. So we get a break from the dark before the hunt for Shigaraki begins!
I didn't edit this one either and will go through and fix mistakes probably tomorrow, I just wanted to make sure to get this chapter out! So if you see a mistake, pretend you didn't.
I want to do one more rapid fire so we will see what happens!
You're comments as always keep me writing!
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Readers POV
Dabi carried you to Nakumura who was wrapped in a blanket sitting next to All Might. He'd gone from letting you burrow yourself into his neck to a bridal carry. Once Nakumura saw Dabi his face went from relief to panic.
You heard Dabis teeth clench together at the reaction. Looking over you see All Mights hands motion towards the two of you and himz the panic in Nakumuras face calmed and he looked at you, looking like he hadn't seen you at first. Concern on his face. He stood and met you halfway.
"Are you okay? I tried to buy you time by over exaggerating my relief period." Nakumura looked at your swollen and purple ankle, and your damaged arm. "I see it didn't work, I am so sorry, it was all I can think of at the time."
Before you could speak Dabi spoke over you. "That was smart, you probably saved her from more damage whether you think so or not." All Might and Bakugou both froze, like they thought if they moved they'd break whatever magic was making Dabi grateful and kind.
If it had been a year previous you would have been just as shocked as they were. But you knew better now, this was his inner Touya coming out. You didn't see it much, it'd only been coming out for about a month. He'd let you see it for the first time on Christmas Eve.
Dabi sat and leaned you against his chest, letting you adjust and get comfortable.
"Can you do anything for her? Or do you need more time?"
Nakumura looked over your arm and your ankle. His fingers causing you to flinch for a moment.
"Her ankles broken and her arm is almost completely destroyed. I can fix it, she's going to be exhausted from the healing. Honestly I am probably going to need to sleep and I'll need a big meal also. She'll need the same."
Bakugou spoke up at that. "I'll get food, take care of her please."
You don't want to look between the two men to see if there was tension, adrenaline was wearing off and you were starting to panic. Remembering the last few days was becoming unavoidable. Just as you start to feel overwhelmed Nakumura started healing your arm.
You look up at Dabi now, trying to focus on anything but what Shigaraki had done to your body. You feel yourself start to drift in and out of consciousness but you don't stop looking at Dabi, his soft and reassuring gaze let's you feel safe enough to drift off to sleep.
———
(Flash back to the morning of Christmas Eve, reader POV)
A blast of music had you sitting straight up from a dead sleep. You'd could have sworn it was directed right into your ears, shaking your head trying to get away from the noise. Once you bring your hands to your ears you realize there's headphones covering them. Gripping the band you Toss them to the end of the bed.
"Good Morning." Dabi balanced his head on top of his hands, kneeling by the side of bed. Looking as innocent as he could, which wasn't very convincing.
"You could've given me a heart attack."
"You're in excellent health, that would be a shock."
"Was there a reason that felt necessary?"
"Do you know what today is?" He cocked his head, observing your face."
"Sunday?"
"I thought the song would've been a hint." He crawled up on the bed, pulling you over to straddle him. Running his hands over your sides, and gliding his fingers along your jawline.
"That was a song? I thought Present Mic had broken in to kill me."
Pulling your hand towards his mouth he bit down near your thumb, not enough to hurt, like he did to his own when he was anxious or overthinking.
"Tonight is Christmas Eve, I want you to celebrate with me." He wasn't looking at you, focused on your hand and he couldn't seem to hold still.
Christmas Eve was for couples usually, Christmas was for the kids, but Christmas Eve, it was almost like a twin of Valentine's Day. He wanted to celebrate that?
"I didn't really see you as a Christmas person, let alone Christmas Eve."
"I've never really done anything on Christmas Eve, and Christmas hasn't been a thing for me since I was a kid." He still wasn't looking at you, watching his fingers intertwine with yours. "I want to see what it's like, do you not want to?" With that he finally looked you in the eye.
"No, I think that would be nice. Do you have something you'd like to do?"
"Shibuya Ao no Dokutsu." was my thought."he began staring at your intertwined hands again.
"I should've guessed you'd want to go to the Blue Caves."
"I also have a surprise for you, I thought you'd enjoy."
"Should I be nervous?"
"No I heard someone talking about doing this on Christmas Eve with their person, and I thought it sounded like something you'd enjoy."
You looked at him suspiciously. "Is it a sex thing?"
"Is that all you think about little Mouse? I can fulfill that desire too however." He leaned in to nibble at your neck. He seemed to be in a lovey mood. This kind of affection happened more often, but still wasn't something you were used to.
"I have it set up at the table, get ready and meet me down there." He stood up quickly bringing you with him before turning towards the bathroom.
"You're not going to shower with me?"
He gave an exaggerated sigh. "Again with the sex Mouse, that's twice in less than a minute. I promise you and I will have plenty of skin to skin time today. Just get ready for the day, just wear your pajamas down." Setting you down before kissing the top of your head. "Today can you pretend for me? Let me be Touya today."
"Uh, I can try."
He subtly nodded and walked away, leaving you standing confused and jittery. You didn't know Touya, so you don't know how to mentally prepare for the day. You wondered for a moment if he got hit with a quirk that did something to his brain, or maybe just hit in the head really hard. Should you check for a concussion?
You were focused so much on trying to figure out what he meant and worried over his extreme change of personality you didn't give a thought to the fact he had a surprise for you. It hadn't crossed your mind until he met you in the entryway to the dining table.
You tried to look around him but he moved in your way, blocking your view.
"I am having second thoughts Mouse."
You stopped trying to look around him and focused on him instead.
"About celebrating? Or whatever is behind you?"
"All of it, I don't know what I was thinking."
"If you don't let me know what's behind you it will drive me insane. I don't think insanity would look good on me."
Blowing air into his cheeks, he huffed out and moved to the side. Behind him were piles of Christmas bows, garland, bells and random craft glues and supplies. He'd made a barrier between two sides of the table. When you move to one of the barriers you see a plain black sweater, walking around there was a light blue behind the second cardboard barrier. When you look back up at him he's observing you, waiting for your reaction.
"I don't understand what this is."
"It's for making a Christmas sweater, you make mine and I make yours." He was almost impossible to understand he was mumbling.
"Really? You'll wear what I make?"
He stepped up to you running his fingers through your hair.
"Yes, I thought you'd enjoy it, you've been doing so good for me I wanted to do something for you."
No one had done something like this for you before. Holidays were never really celebrated by you. You usually stuck to the food part of the holidays but really it was never a big part of your life.
Wrapping your arms around his middle, avoiding eye contact to help him through his own embarrassment of planning this day.
"I do, Can we start now? Do we have a time limit?"
"I didn't think that far ahead, we have a few things I want to get in today so let's say 45 minutes?"
"Starting now?"
"Starting now."
You pushed away from him too fast, pushing him back a few steps as you went to look through the craft supplies while trying to think of something that would make him laugh.
Once you have your supplies gathered in your seat, sitting in front of the black sweater you look towards Dabi, still leaning against the door frame.
"Are you going to do it too?"
"Yes, I was just taking a moment." Pushing away from the frame he went and picked through what you had left behind. Walking back in the kitchen leaving you confused until he came back with two mugs.
"What's that?"
"Mulled wine, it's hot."
You take a sip and shimmy in the chair at the heat spreading through your body.
"It's good."
You both worked in silence, Dabi eventually turning on music in the background when you both kept awkwardly staring at each other.
At one point you smelled burning, looking up you see Dabi smiling at whatever he's done. You start to worry he won't like what you've done for a moment. Your tried to think of something that fit his dirty sense of humor but now your worried he wouldn't like it. What if he wanted something more serious? You were supposed to let him be Touya.
"Don't overthink it Mouse."
"You weren't even looking at me that time."
"You're panic is filling the room."
A timer he'd set went off just as you finished stitched the piece on.
Both of you looked at each other for what felt like a full minute.
"I'm having regrets at my decision making." You said, you can feel the flush of embarrassment going through your chest and neck. Before you can do anything else Dabi grabbed both cardboard barriers and tossed them to the other side of the table.
As soon as you saw what he'd done to the blue sweater you instantly laughed with relief that he'd gone in the same direction you did.
He'd lightly burned the shape of his hands where your breasts would be, underneath in fabric letters it said Feel the Joy, under that it said Kiss Me Under the Mistletoe. He'd made a mock mistletoe out of ribbon hanging off the sweater, when it was on you it would cover the "mistletoe" he was referring to.
He picked up the sweater you made and pulled off his usual white T-shirt and put it on. You'd cut out letters saying "Jingle My Bells" and tied bells to ribbon hanging off his sweater in the same way as his ribbon mistletoe on yours. Wiggling his hips to make the bells jingle.
"I wasn't sure what to expect but it wasn't this, I thought you'd be annoyed with mine."
"I think you've been a bad influence on me." You with your sleeping shirt over your head so you could put on his pervy creation of a sweatshirt.
Hands cupped your breasts before you fully removed the shirt from your head.
"Dabi!"
"Just making sure I got the hand placement right Mouse."
He looked you up and down after you'd pulled on the sweater, checking his hand prints. "See I know what I am doing when it comes to your body Mouse."
Leaning into you he pressed his lips to yours. You both taste like the mulled wine, you wonder if he feels the effects of it like you do. When he breaks the kiss you feel a sense of disappointment he didn't push the kiss deeper like he normally would.
"Get some warm pants on Mouse, we're going ice skating and then we'll head to the blue caves."
You mentally try to picture him ice skating for moment before you realize what he'd said.
"We can't wear these sweaters in public."
"Says who?"
"Anyone who looks at us."
"Then they can look away, no ones going to say anything to you or me Mouse. Today's for us, everyone else can fuck off."
You mentally decide to grab a second jacket for both of you. You don't want the day ruined by someone saying something and Dabi lighting them on fire.
"You can ice skate?"
"Moms an ice quirk, spent enough time around it."
You thought you had a pretty good read on Dabi, today you actually excited to get to know Touya.
———
When you wake you're still leaned against Dabis chest. But you're no longer outside, your inside a room. There isn't much to it, and it's small. You realize you've been spoiled with your oversized room with Dabi.
"How are you feeling little Mouse." Dabi asked, his voice is laced with sleep. He yawned into the top of your head.
You test your arm and move your foot in circles. It's still sore, but you're not in pain.
"Like I strained my muscles, but it's not bad. My body will probably be as good as new in a couple of days." You feel his cheek brush against yours.
"Your body, where's your mind at Mouse."
You didn't want to think about it, you know he won't push you, but you know if you push through it you will be better off.
"You left me there, you looked me in the eye and just left." You're shoulders begin to shake, Dabis grip around you tightens. "You told him to have fun. Do you know what he did to me? He tore my body apart, healed me, and did it over and over. At one point his hand was in my stomach. I just wanted to die and he wouldn't let me. I don't understand. I thought at first it was Toga disguised as you, getting vengeance or something because of Uravity. But it wasn't. It was you."
You can hear Dabi start speaking, stop and start again.
"Are you able to listen to me explain right now? If you need to just hate me to keep level right now you can, but I can tell you what happened if you're ready to hear it."
You continue to wipe the tears from your eyes, not knowing how to respond. You pull away and his arms drop, releasing you. This was out of the normal scope for him, his insistence at being close to you usually led him to holding you tighter. You don't know if you feel relief or if his willingness to let you go hurts.
When you turn instead and wrap your legs around his waist, arms around his neck you lay your head against his collarbone. Sinking into his comforting warmth.
"Can you just hold me for a little while? Do what you wouldn't when I needed you please. Pretend you're not too late. I'll listen after."
He didn't answer, just moved his arms to encase you, rubbing soothing circles on your back, and he whispered praise and apologies in your ear until you were feeling steady.
Sitting up so you can look him in the eye you recognize exhaustion and a brokenness you'd never seen before.
"Okay, I am ready."
———
By the time Dabi explained what had happened with Shigaraki and how he'd gone to his father and Hawks and even Bakugou to get her back, you felt a little more stitched back together. You wondered if your mind was as patchworked as Dabis outside. A matching pair.
"So what now?"
Dabis fingers intertwined with yours, he brought your hand to cup his cheek. Moving to graze his lips over the sensitive skin of your palm before placing a kiss there.
"Now you get to make a choice Mouse."
Chapter End Notes
Soft Dabi always gets me! I hope everyone enjoyed the chapter!
I appreciate everyone who uses their precious time to read my first attempt at writing one of the stories that goes through my mind, you all are amazing!
Broken
Chapter Notes
Alright this is my last of the rapid fire chapters! It took a heavier toll on my brain than I thought it would, made me side eye my husband a bit at how many ways he could think of to torture a person when I brought him into my brainstorm. Found out I can't fight for anything when I made him fight me so I could describe how certain things felt, but Dabi had his Mouse back at the moment. And the hunt and downfall of Shigaraki can begin.
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"You don't want me to come home?"
"That's not what I said, I want you to make the decision."
Dabis face was unreadable, you couldn't believe he's asking you to make this decision now. You didn't feel like you were mentally able to make this decision right now, it was too much.
"Right now? You want me to decide right now?"
Anxiety was spreading across your body, you were working yourself up and you could feel a panic attack coming on.
Dabis hands enveloped your face, bringing your forehead to his.
"No, if you want I'll bring you home and you can decide later. Or you can stay here and I'll come for you when your ready. Bakubrat is right about you needing more than what I can give you."
"Don't leave me alone." You squeeze your legs tighter around him, you don't know what you're feeling but if he leaves you you feel as though Shigaraki will appear again.
"I didn't mean right now Mouse, I'm not going anywhere. You already made it clear to everyone you're not letting me put you down let alone leaving you."
You narrow your eyes in confusion trying to work out what he just said.
"What?"
"You tried to bite Endeavors masterpiece when they tried to get you to a hospital." He held up his hand, a bite mark was deep in the side of his hand. "You got me instead when I grabbed you back." He studied the bite mark smiling for moment before looking back to you, as if he was amused at the memory. "You don't need to be touching your mouth to him." Really? He was jealous you were trying to hurt someone else.
"Sorry." You try and remember any of that happening and you can only draw a blank.
"I've never been upset at being bit by you little Mouse."
Silence filled the room for a long while, Dabi watched his hands run over your body.
"What would it be like if I go with you? Will it be like it's been or would it be something else?"
He leaned away from you at that.
"Something else?"
"Like what would I be to you?"
"Mine."
"What would you be to me?"
"Baby I think you've figured out by now I am basically your bitch, I'd continue being yours."
"I don't want to stay in this room, I want to be in our room."
"If you want to go we'll go Mouse, nothing has to be decided now."
"Will they let you leave?"
You didn't expect the laugh that shook you against his chest.
"I wasn't going to ask Mouse, Hawks and Endeavor are still the only ones who know where we are. I don't want you to worry about any of that, if you want to go home I'll get you there."
You nod, rubbing your cheek on his collarbone. "I want to go home, I want my own bed back. I don't know this place."
You watched his arms bend and flex as he moved around you, without moving you from your position. As the orange glow started to fill the room, he stood, taking you with him, going from the strange room and walking you into your own space.
He laid you gently on the bed, covering you with the blanket. As he pulled away you grabbed his arm and pulled as hard as you could to get him to lay next to you.
"Don't leave."
"I was just going to take my boots off."
"Don't leave."
He adjusted on the bed moving you into his embrace.
"I'll wait until you fall asleep."
"Don't."
You felt him sigh heavily before conceding.
"Okay, I won't."
You're mind feels like your attached to a meteor, moving you so fast you can't keep up, going over everything over and over again. It didn't take long for you to exhaust yourself.
———
Air wasn't making it to your lungs, Shigarakis face hovered over yours, his smile deformed with cracks from his dry skin. Your vision went black around the edges. Your struggles lessened as your lungs became deprived.
"How does it feel to die knowing you're mine and not his? To know he's not coming back for you." His voice quieted as your peripheral vision shrank. "He's letting me do this to you. He also told me you don't like small spaces. If you live through this we could try burying you. There is so much we can do together Toy." His tongue swiped out to lick the side of your face, you're world is almost completely black.
Unexplainably he begins to lift your head and slam it back down into the table repeatedly, your world going back to color. His voice doesn't match his face. When you try to focus he only seems to get more blurred.
"Wake up Mouse, focus, you're home Mouse."
You try and focus on the voice but can't get the feeling of Shigaraki pushing his weight down while you were laying on a table dying.
"Fucking hell, Mouse look at me."
Fingers carded into your hair at the top of your head, gripping tight and forcing your head to turn towards the raspy voice.
"I said look at me, don't make me say it again."
Your eyes focus slowly. Your breathing continues to come out in short bursts, you feel like you've been running uphill. You can't get your body to calm. Once your gaze meets blue eyes instead of crazed red you try harder to focus and calm your mind, focusing on the concern in Dabis eyes.
"You're with me, you're not back there. You're home, don't look away from me." He gripped your chin tight keeping you from turning your head. "Keep your eyes on me and breathe."
"I don't want to think, please, please. Help me."
You feel his hand release your hair, relief spreading through your scalp. His legs are on either side of your waist, keeping you caged under his body. His grip on your chin stays.
"Lift your arms above your head, cross your wrists one over the other."
Still looking in his eyes you do what he says.
"Take a deep inhale Mouse." You listen and wait for him to signal he wants you to hold it. "Good, girl, hold." No longer feeling like you were being smothered you focused on the timing Dabi was giving you. "Breath out slowly little Mouse, that's my fucking good girl, breath in again."
You don't know how many times he repeated the process, you just know with him over you feel safe and relieved. Shigaraki made you feel like a bug getting their legs removed, but Dabi kept you grounded.
"He said you didn't want me anymore. That you helped him plan how to kill me."
Dabis eyes burned brighter. Again his body temperature felt out of control. It was only when you cringed away that his body started to cool.
"Are you to where you can hear me? I want you to listen to what I am about to tell you and I want you to understand me very clearly."
While his body temperature went down, his eyes still burned. Your hands were above your head, but he didn't physically do anything to restrain you. Allowing yourself a moment to center yourself so you could follow his command.
"Yes, Daddy."
Leaning over your face he rubbed his cheek against yours, moving over until his lips lightly touched yours, waiting. When you pushed back to complete the kiss he consumed you with his kiss. Pulling back he ran his thumb over your bottom lip.
"Even without any memory of who you were, before Hawks triggered your existence back for me, I was working on a plan to take you from him that night. I couldn't get you out of my head from the moment I saw you. I had every intention of taking you and making you mine. I don't know if it was because deep down I knew who you were but couldn't fully explain it, or what, but whenever I see you all I think about is how to make you belong to me, with or without my memories."
"You didn't even get to talk to me this time."
"No but I liked how you looked at me, you looked at me like you already belonged to me and you were just waiting for me to bring you home."
You don't know what to say to him, or what you want him to do. You want him to solve everything for you. You know he would try if you asked him to also. You'd thought getting away and getting home would make most of the pain better.
It wasn't.
"I don't know what to do."
"You don't have to do anything yet."
"Can I move my hands?"
"Yes."
Uncrossing your wrists you move one to grip his wrist, waiting for him to shift his weight so you can move his hand to your cheek. Guiding his hand to graze your neck, continuing down.
"Mouse." His voice was harsh, warning you.
"Please, I don't need Touya, I need Dabi. I need you to take over my mind. Please. You didn't even hold my wrists like you usually do like you're too afraid to touch me now, don't treat me like I am broken. I need my Dabi. Please." Your voice cracked as you spoke, feeling like an idiot but you don't know what else to do.
Dabis hand wrapped around your neck. Gripping tight to pin you in place but no harder.
"Fuck, if it gets to be too much I need you to tap me three times quick."
"Yes Daddy."
"Show me you how well you understand baby." Removing your hand from his wrist you tap him three times quickly."
"If you can't tap me I want you say Bells." He wiggled his eyebrows at you. "Do you understand Mouse?"
"Yes Daddy."
His grip tightened for a moment then released. "I want complete answers."
"If I can't tap you I'll say bells Daddy."
"Wrists back over your head, crossed like before." The tone in his voice removes all hesitation from you, already you feel the heaviness leaving you, being replaced with the thrill of knowing you were about to see stars as many times as he wants you to. "Do you know why I didn't bother pinning your wrists before baby?"
"No Daddy."
"It's not because of anything outside of here, it's because my well behaved Mouse already knows not to uncross her wrists until she's fucking told." His hand leaves your neck, when he sits up he puts his weight on you and removes his jacket and shirt. "Doesn't she?" He asks, his hand moving under the bottom of your shirt, pulling it up as his touch moved towards your breasts.
"Yes Daddy."
"My hands are always on you, feeling." He softly cupped both of your breasts. "Gripping you where you need it." Pressure and slight pain as he tightened his grip before releasing and pulling your shirt off completely. Leaving you exposed to him from the waist up. "With you're pervy mind I bet I don't even have to be in the same place as you and you would be able to feel me touching you like I was right there."
Moving his mouth over yours he used the tip of his tongue to trace your lips, inviting you to open your mouth to him, when you slid your tongue against his he used his teeth to nip at yours before devouring you again. The roughness of his skin creating a friction that sent chills down your body.
Sitting back on his heels he removed your pants and underwear at once, before staring down at you. "When I am not around Mouse, do picture me feeling you?" His clothed cock pushed against your pussy teasing you with what you know he's going to do. "I bet you can feel my cock inside you right now, do you feel me Mouse?" He snapped his hips into you hard and repeated the action over and over.
"Oh God, yes, please more!"
When he leaned back again and resumed his inspection of your body you already feel like you're going to cum before he's gotten started. When his gaze moved down to wear his name once was, and his hand prints that were distorted now you find tears building up.
"He took them away from me."
Quickly he buried his face into the crook of your neck, kissing and biting his way down, his hands circling your breasts and squeezing, pushing the blood into your nipples before flicking his tongue over each one, drawing a little yell out when he bit down hard on one side, then the other.
"He didn't take anything from you Mouse. He can't take you from me." His hands warmed as he worked them down your body.
"Close your eyes for me."
As soon as you do you feel his warm finger tracing over where his name was. It stings but he's not burning you this time. "Can you feel it, it's still there. You and I both know my name is on you, marking you as mine." Moving his hands you feel where his hands line up of the remains of his handprints. "Just like we both know you don't need to physically see my marks to know it's my hands that belong around you. You might not be able to see them, but I can never unsee them Mouse. I marked you and no one can ever fucking take you from me." Gripping you tight he lifted your hips and brought you up to his seated lap so he could grind against your pussy.
Moving back he undid the button to his pants, pulling them off while toeing off his boots before moving back between your legs. When you try and wrap your legs around him he pushes them down, moving his legs outside of yours he moves up your body until he's seated on your chest. You watch as he squeezes his length and works his hand up and down, twisting at the top.
"Kiss my cock Mouse."
You don't hesitate to lift your head to kiss up the length of him before placing a kiss at the top, alternating with kitten licks and enjoying the taste of his precum, and the fast gasps that leave his body when you swirl your tongue around the head. Looking at his face so you can see his reactions. Repeating anything that made him throw his head back.
Just when your neck starts to feel the strain of lifting off of the bed with no support his hand is gripping the roots of your hair at the back of your skull.
"Take a breath." He warned you before sliding himself to the back of your throat, pushing your head all of the way down on the bed. He pauses with his cock buried in your throat until you can't control the panicked noises leaving your mouth, vibrating around his length. Pulling back he doesn't give you long before he's all of the way down your throat again.
This time he pulls all of the way out, stepping off the bed his hand stays gripping your hair before he uses it to pull you to the edge of the bed, hanging your head off.
He bends over to kiss you deeply before standing and pushing at your mouth with his tip. He gives a couple shallow thrusts before he is in your throat again. His sack is covering your nose making it difficult to breath. When he pulls out and repeats the motion.
"I can see the bulge in your throat Mouse, fuck look at my girl." His hand encircled your throat as he pulled out again this time when pushes himself back in he squeezes your neck around him. Moving his thumb hard up and down your throat like he was pleasuring himself earlier.
His thighs twitch around your ears as he pauses for a moment. "Fuck, not yet." He said to himself before pulling out and reaching for your ankle. Twirling you until your legs hung off the bed in place of your head. He wasted no time in flicking his tongue over your clit, sucking the bud into his mouth and keeping a constant motion that caused your own thighs to begin to shake. Slapping your thighs over and over until they felt too hot and gently biting down he pushed you over the edge. His moans at the taste of your release competing with your own yells of all consuming ecstasy.
When he stands grabbing the back of your thighs, resting your ankles on his shoulder he slammed into you, giving you no time to adjust as he begins to piston his hips against the back of your thighs, the sound of skin bouncing of skin fills the room. Your bouncing off the bed with every thrust forward he's fucking you so hard. When his thumb grazes your clit your lost in another wave of pleasure, this time he doesn't let up to guide you down from the high.
He places the soles of your feet against his pecs, then leans forward to bend you in half, giving him a deeper angle and hits your in your g-spot over and over until another orgasm over takes the one you hadn't come down from.
"Again, give me another Mouse."
You can't form words and he brings you to another orgasm this time his release joins yours. His weight crushes you as he lays his body over yours, letting you both come down from your highs.
When he stands you expect him to move you back under the cover and move next to you. So when he grabs your legs and flips you over onto your stomach you scream in surprise.
His hand came down on your ass, alternating each side, causing you to kick your feet while you work to process what was happening. Once he felt satisfied with how pink your ass was he flipped you back over. Crawling on top you he pushes his forehead against yours, locking his eyes with yours. "I never want to hear any doubt from you again, on whether or not I want you. You're mind, your ass, your pussy, everything that is yours is fucking mine little Mouse, you're not broken, I don't ever want you to think of yourself as broken, you're fucking perfect and you're mine."
You can't seem to form words at his reassurance. He's broken through a barrier you didn't know you had raised. You grab around his neck and wrapped your legs around his waist. He lifts up, taking you with him towards the bathroom. He's rubbing soothing circles on your lower back, as a dam breaks and you begin to sob uncontrollably into his neck. This time panic doesn't overwhelm you, it's like it's seeping out of your body as you cry.
"Come on baby, let's wash up, I want you to eat soon."
"Yes Daddy."
He freezes when you move to kiss his cheek. You are still shaky when you kiss your way across healthy and scared skin, across the staples.
"Thank you."
His only response was a playful bite on your shoulder as he sat you on the counter to fill the bath.
Chapter End Notes
As always your love and comments keep me going! I cannot believe I am almost done with my first ever story. I feel emotional over it that I didn't expect.
Suffocated
Chapter Notes
Hello everyone! Thank you for the kind words and patience with me! If I can not have a repeat of the last two weeks I'd be a very happy me. On the bright side I got a new purple mattress I've been saving for for like two years and a pair of shorts that look like Dabi is holding your butt. So silver lining and all that.
I am hoping the craziness of the last two weeks is done and I can get these last few chapters out!
Honestly I am so nervous about ending this story, I have a feeling I'll be adding like side chapters about Dabi and Reader randomly even after I finish this story! I am insanely attached to them now.
Here we are starting the wrap up and tying up of lose knots and setting up the ending!
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Your reflection looked tired. Part of you had a hard time accepting the person in the mirror was you. That person looked tired, dark circles under her eyes. Eyes that looked dead.
You'd lost too much weight, despite Dabi making sure you ate, you still weren't eating enough. You hadn't realized how much of yourself was disappearing.
Grabbing the cup next to your sink you hurled it at the mirror, hating the look the woman in the mirror looked at you. Glass shattered, a piece flying past your face nicking your cheek.
The noise had Dabi rushing out of the shower where he had been finishing up washing himself after taking care of you. Grabbing you and turning you to face him, concern in his eyes. You think back to earlier times and wonder if in the beginning if he'd be looking at you with anger instead of concern.
His thumb came up and ran along the cut on your cheek.
"What happened Mouse."
You didn't know what to say, everything that came to your mind sounded stupid to you.
"I'm sorry." You say instead. Looking around you fully realize what you've done, it no longer felt relieving, instead you feel foolish. You couldn't even look in the mirror.
Concern turned to understanding in his gaze. Instead of feeling comforting, it added to your temper.
"I broke a few mirrors when I couldn't see myself in them anymore."
You didn't want his understanding right now. You didn't know what you wanted but it wasn't this.
"I am not you, this isn't about you." You said harshly. Guilt tinging in your gut knowing you were acting out.
Gripping under your thighs Dabi picked you up, helping you wrap your legs around his naked waist.
"Lets get you away from sharp objects before you hurt one of us, before we finish this conversation." He said, as if he wasn't just naked as you.
You watched the shattered reflection of yourself in the remaining mirror, wrapped around the patchwork man you've come to depend on and if you were truthful, that you'd become addicted to at some point. Watching his back muscles flex with every step. You've been shoved into hell repeatedly but somehow this monster has become your peace.
When he set you down in the room he took a step back from you.
"Are you done with the tantrum or did you want to keep going?" He asked you. Causing you to narrow your gaze in anger at him.
"I am not throwing a tantrum."
"Yes you are, I know what a tantrum fucking looks like. You're fucking angry, don't try and hide it from me."
You both stood and glared at each other. Dabi breaking the gaze first turned and grabbed sweats and T-shirt and handed them to you.
"Get dressed and sit on the bed Mouse. We're going to work the anger out of you."
When he turned back to the bathroom to grab a towel and get his own clothing situated you stuck your tongue out at him behind his back. Annoyed this time at his bossy tone.
"I saw that little Mouse."
You mentally flipped him off at that. The slight pause in his step the only sign that he knows your mind. When he stepped out shirtless in his own pair of sweats he stepped to where you sat on the bed and kneeled in between your legs. Gripping your chin so you were forced to look at him. Observing you for what felt like too long, before pulling you up to standing and walking you to the main room.
He left you in the doorway while he moved every piece of furniture against the wall. Leaving an empty space.
"If you want to be angry, be angry Mouse, you need to get rid of it. Don't keep it in."
"So, what you're going to beat me up to make me feel better?"
"Depends on if you let me, use that anger on me and maybe you'll win for once." He said tauntingly. You'd never actually won against him when you fought him. He hadn't had you train with him since Shigaraki took you.
"I promised you I wont treat you like you're broken Mouse, so don't expect me to have any give with this either."
As soon as you stepped into his reach he grabbed the back of your neck. Pushing your head down so you were bent in half. The back of your neck and shoulders pushed against his chest.
Unable to see properly and the angle at which you were bent kept you unable to get any clue as to his next move. Usually he let you build to really fighting, this time he went full force from the beginning.
Gripping around your waist he stood to his full height. Before you could think to wrap your legs around his neck in retaliation he dropped down. Knocking the wind out of you and pain shot through your neck and head.
"I said to use that fucking anger Mouse. Quit acting weaker than you are."
This time when you stood he gave you a moment before moving in. Giving you enough time to land a kick on his stomach, moving into his space you try and aim a knee into the same place you just kicked. His hands blocking you and gripping your knee he spun and dropped you back on the floor.
Before you could stand again he took you back to the ground, twisting your arms behind your back and pinning you on your belly.
"Come on Mouse, you can do better." Using your full weight you rolled, ignoring the pain of your arms and throwing your head back, connecting with his jaw. Pain coursing through the back of your head. The grunt of pain leaving him made you feel a little better, knowing you weren't the only one.
His loosened grip allowed you to roll off of him and stand. Your frustration growing every time he took you back down to the ground. Your anger getting the best of you, you rushed him. Landing on top of him you hit him in the face.
Feeling something break in you, tears ran freely down your face. Despite his earlier warning of not going easy on you he let you beat on his chest. By the time you gained a moment of control and your eyes could focus you saw you both were bloody. Staples from his chest had cut your hand open, and your punch had split his cheek and multiple areas around his collarbone.
His eyes only observed you, not reacting to your violent outburst. Causing you to sob harder at what you had done.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I don't know why I did that. Why wouldn't you stop me. You could've stopped me, you could've stopped him from hurting me! But you didn't." His hand gripped the back of your neck again, this time pulling you into his embrace and just holding you there while you broke. "I know it's not your fault, but I can't stop being angry, I am not this person Dabi, I don't like this person he's made me. You were supposed to be there. You weren't supposed to leave me alone." His breathing steady and warm on your ear, as he let you vent and break.
He let you cry out until you had no more tears left. Lifting your face he cupped your cheeks before moving his hands into your hair. Lifting his face to yours and kissing you before bringing you down to him. His lips never leaving yours.
One hand kept you pressed to him while the other trailed down your back. Gripping you just above your ass, pressing so hard you know you're going to have fingerprint bruises. Pushing into your center.
His hand pushed you until you rolled and positioned yourself underneath him, his kiss turning punishing. It's a clash of teeth and tongue and he tastes like iron from the blood on his face. you can barely breath. Pushing down your sweats and with little warning he thrusts into you. Where he usually prepares you this time he's brutal in taking you. He's focused on taking from you. You try and keep up but your unable to meet his thrusts.
"Take my cock Mouse, f-f-fuck." His voice lowered and his breathing picked up. Using his thumb he pulled your mouth open and pushed two fingers into your mouth, pushing down on your tongue and letting drool pool in your mouth. "You look so good fucked out and sloppy."
His cock hit your sweet spot causing your to gag and gurgle around his fingers and tighten around his cock. "Shit, do that again." Thrusting hard again and you can feel your drool leaving your mouth this time, sliding down your face. "I am here." He said, pressing down on your stomach where you could feel his cock pressing deeper inside of you. When he removes his fingers from your mouth he slaps your cheek.
"Good fucking girl, look at you." His hands wrap around your throat as he stops his thrusting. Standing and brining you up with him. You feel your face redden and your head goes dizzy from lack of air.
When he's fully standing, still buried in your cunt he pulls you up so you can wrap your arms around his neck, beginning his punishing pace again. Moving his fingers to circle your clit. Your almost pushed over the edge and when he drops you onto the floor.
Flipping you over onto all fours and pushing your face into the ground so your ass is displayed for him. You can feel the heat of his quirk and see blue light up the room as his hand swings down across your ass and upper thighs. Quick slaps have your eyes rolling back into your head when he ends it with three quick slaps to your pussy.
You mentally prepare for him to continue his punishing hits but groan when instead you feel the stretch of your cunt around his cock. This time his pace stays steady and he pinches and rubs your clit and he lets you go over the edge. Pulling out and flipping you over while you were still at the crest of your orgasm he kneeled over your face, running his hand over his length until ropes of warm cum covered your mouth and eyes.
Once both of you catch your breath you feel the tip of his cock on your lips.
"Say thank you Mouse."
You kiss the tip of his cock and swirl your tongue around his oversensitive tip, relishing the gasp the leaves him. Wishing you could open your eyes to see his face. "Thank you Daddy."
His thumbs wipe the cum from your eyes, as you blink to adjust you feel the sting of the leftover fluid getting into your eyes.
"I think we wasted a shower Mouse, now we're covered in blood and cum."
Looking at his face you feel guilt at the blood covering one side of his face.
"I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize to me Mouse."
Standing he pulled you up before moving towards the room, wanting both of you to wash off the remaining frustration you both felt at the situation you'd found yourselves in.
Another nightmare has you waking up out of breath. You wanted so badly to just sleep, to not feel as weak as you do every night that you wake Dabi up because of Shigiraki.
He never said anything about it, he never even looked annoyed no matter how many times you reached for him or randomly had a panic attack.
You hadn't had nightmares like this since the truce meeting. You'd had them after you were swarmed with people and the villain girl had attacked you.
In the back of your mind you realized you'd never had these nightmare about Dabi. Not even in the beginning when he was at his absolute worst with you. You don't let yourself think too deeply into that. The question however is now there.
Dabi's weight crushed you soothingly into the bed as he rolled over on top of you. His had grasping your chin.
"Mouse, look at me."
You didn't realize you'd been avoiding his gaze. Not wanting him to get into your head and see how weak you felt. You were starting to feel like a burden.
His eyes took in yours, moving down he traced your lips with his thumb.
"You can wake me up as many times as you need. Do i need to explain to you again what it means to be mine? I thought I'd gotten it pretty ingrained in that overworked mind of yours."
Tears prick at your eyes and you have no real reason for them.
"It has been weeks since I've been home, I shouldn't be breaking down constantly. I feel stupid, I can't even sleep through one night."
Dabis grip on your chin tightened.
"I must have not heard you right little Mouse. It almost sounded like you have doubts on my being able to handle taking care of you because you, what, wake up and need me to remind you that you're back where you belong, with me. Does that sound like too much?"
"You're simplifying it. I know I am getting in the way. You want to go and hunt him down but I can't even be alone in any room, let alone in the house."
Dabis thumb pushed inside your mouth. He doesn't need to command or vocalize anything, your lips close around it and you run the tip of your tongue up the pad of his thumb teasingly. His distraction already workin on your mind.
"I got him good back at the base, he has no followers, his only companion is locked away with the hero idiots unable to warp him anywhere. I've done my own digging on everyone in the league, I have a pretty good idea where Crusty is baby, and I can kill him just as dead when you're a little better."
Dabi pulled his thumb from your mouth, a moan leaving his mouth as you moved with him, not letting him leave your mouth without a fight, biting down on his knuckle as a last attempt to keep him there.
"Careful with the teeth Pet."
You finally let him go, pressing your cheek into his touch he moves to caress your cheek.
"I thought you didn't mind when I bit you."
"I don't, I am just trying to at least pretend I have some semblance of control with you."
You roll your hip, rubbing your center against his, the sound of his sharp intake of breath you rub along his length has you closing your own eyes, like you could feel what he had.
"Out of control Dabi is better at keeping my mind occupied."
His thumb presses your chin down, opening your mouth.
"Stick out your tongue."
Dabi lets spit drop from his mouth into yours, already knowing what he likes you hold it, your mouth open.
Holding his hand near your face his pushes your face to the side.
"Spit." You listen, a mixture of yours and his gathers in his palm. Sitting back on his heels he grips the base of his cock. Using the mixture of both of you to ease the jerking motion of his hand as he brought himself fully hard.
You realize your staring and you move your hand to try and take over for him.
"No Mouse, no touching. I just want you to watch, to see what you do to me."
You don't know what it is that makes this feel like the most perverse thing you've done, after everything you've experienced with Dabi, but watching him without interacting was causing a new reaction in you.
Like you were watching something that was supposed to be just for him, and you were an intruder of the moment.
"This is what I had to do before you let me have you fully Mouse." Palming the tip of his cock his eyes rolled back. You rubbed your thighs together, trying to find some friction for yourself.
"I would leave the room, trying to calm myself from acting on every fucking thought in my head, I knew you weren't ready for me, but, ah fuck, I was ready for you the moment I touched you that first night." You only heard the rough gasps of his breathing as his pace increased. "Everyday was fucking a new torture, every night it took every ounce of self control I had to not taste you. I know you view that as me out of control, but you're wrong."
His pace started to get uneven, you watched as his heavy sack lifted closer to the base of his cock, the color of his tip deepened, animalistic sounds accompanied the ropes of cum landing on your stomach.
Dabi, still breathing heavy, ran his fingers across his deposit onto your belly, gathering up as much as his could, he reached down and pushed his fingers inside you. Before reaching for more and repeating his action. Finally moving circles around your clit.
"I want you out of control Mouse, fucking tell me what you need, I want everything. Every hidden desire you have, I want it. I intend to find even the ones you hide from yourself. I don't just want your sweetness baby, I want every piece of you. The parts you're ashamed of, the broken pieces, all of it."
Dabis POV
He'd found him. It annoyed him that he wasn't here alone for this. Hawks and Dynamight were each waiting for him to go into the house first.
Dabi was glad however that Bakugou had gotten rid of the All Might knock off however.
He'd been hoping to just kill Shigaraki and get back to you, now he was going to have to find away to get away from the hero's so they wouldn't stop him. He wasn't even sure how he'd ended up working with them. He'd asked Hawks for help wanting to ensure Dusty was going to meet his end, and it turned into a group project.
The house they stood in front of belonged to Shigarakis dad. It was his childhood home before his quirk took control of his body. Whoever had lived there was probably dead, misfortune of buying the wrong house.
Dabi had left you alone in the house. It had taken two months to rebuild his girl enough that he could leave for a few hours at a time. He'd had about 45 minutes left before he knew his phone would start going off.
He was ending it all tonight.
Walking into the house through the front door, not wanting to play any games, Dabi made his move.
"Hey, boss, I think we need to have a chat." He barked out walking through the house.
Opening the door to one of the bed rooms he found him. As soon as Dabi had stepped through the doorway Shigaraki was almost on him, quick moving as always.
Before Dabi could ignite his quirk an explosion went off and Shigarakis remaining hand fell to the floor. Red feathers pinned him to a wall. Fuck, they were already here. Dabi had hoped for at least a minute to get things situated to what he had wanted to happen. When he looked at Shigaraki and really took him in, he saw the feathers had pierced his arms, torso and legs. Usually Hawks aimed for clothing, he stuck to his hero code fiercely. Dabi wasn't the only one furious at what his Mouse had been put through.
"Too bad your held back by the hero's Dabi, we both know they have rules, if you brought them you must not actually want me dead. Sweet of you."
"I don't know, they don't seem to be feeling very heroic right now." Dabi shrugged. Running his fingers over a bloody feather protruding from Shigarakis knee. In his peripheral vision he watched Hawks wings fluff at the touch.
Hawks and Bakugou looked at each other, Dabi watched as they seemed to have a silent conversation.
"We're going to make sure whoever lives here is alive." Said Hawks pointedly staring at Dabi.
"Yeah I'll go knock on doors,
Make sure the houses next door are okay, see if they've seen anything off happening. Would be the smart thing to do before checking to see if Shigaraki is even in the house."
"Yeah it's too bad we didn't make it here before you beat us here."
Hawks looked pointedly at Dabi and with that both hero's left Dabi alone with Shigaraki.
"Just think, they are still considered the cream of the crop of the hero's." Dabi said, watching the two so called hero's leave. "It feels good to know we were right though doesn't it. Hero's are no better than villains. They just have the golden ticket to violence."
Walking over to what was once the most terrifying villains in Japan and for all intents and purposes, his boss Dabi almost felt pity looking at the shell of a man in front of him.
"All you had to do was leave her alone and let me handle shit my way."
A quiet manic laugh left Shigarakis throat.
"How is our girl? Once I had my hands inside of her I completely understood your obsession."
Dabi heard you crying, remembering his hand being inside of your stomach.
"I had all these visions of how to torment you, break you down like you tried to do to her. But here's the thing, that shit takes time. Time away from being with her, and you're really not worth that, look at you."
Putting both hands on either side of Shigarakis head he leaned in. "Pathetic." Blue flames leapt from his hands and arms. Burning hair and flesh filled the room and Dabi watched as his former bosses skin began to crack and blacken. Crazed laughter filled his ears until finally Shigaraki was no longer anyone's problem.
"See, same ending, just fucking more efficient."
Walking outside Hawks met him at the exit.
"I think it's safe to assume whoever lived here has been dead for awhile. Poor bastards."
"I'm shocked you would disobey the hero commission and leave me alone with him, you and the other loyal dog."
"I don't know what you're talking about Dabi, I just got here."
Dabi nodded, feeling his phone vibrate he knew his time was up. At least this time he could come back with good news. Take away one of his girls fear.
"Is she okay?"
"Yes, she'll be better after tonight. When I tell her it's over."
"We need to talk soon about what is going to happen next Touya."
"Or we don't."
A rough voice spoke up behind Dabi.
"She deserves better than a life in hiding you burned freak. That's all you can offer her."
For once he hadn't been thinking about using violence on the explosion hero, and here he was ruining it.
"She likes what I offer her."
"Cause you conditioned her that way, you're no better than the man you just hunted. Manipulating her until you got her to be who you wanted."
Dabi sneered at him. "You don't know what you're talking about. Don't talk about what you don't know. I take care of my girl. Quit getting mad because she chose the monster of the story."
Bakugou looked towards Hawks. "Did you tell him about the offer from the commission?"
Dabis phone went off again. He needed to leave.
"I don't need a deal from them, but I do need to get home." Dabi glared at Bakugou. "My girl seems to be desperate for me to get home."
"She deserves better than a life in hiding and seclusion. You should stop putting yourself first and think of her actual wellbeing. You somehow have her fooled that you're worth choosing, maybe you should try living up to that. She deserves a chance at actual happiness, not just settling with you."
Dabi rolled his eyes, but he also cringed on the inside knowing that Bakugou was right. He knew he didn't deserve you, but he wasn't going to just give you up either. He wasn't strong enough for that, he knew it.
Entering the house he saw you sitting on the couch, you didn't even move. He waited for you to notice him for a moment, but you never did. Your eyes were filled with a sadness he didn't know how to get rid of. At least not permanently. Shigaraki had broken you. Dabi was getting frustrated at not being enough to really put you back together.
"Baby." He said quietly. You jumped, startled.
"You're home, I didn't hear you get here."
Kneeling in front of you, he wanted to look in your eyes when he told you Shigiraki wouldn't be coming back for you. He wanted to see the relief and he hoped some of your light would come back.
"I found him, he's not going to be able to hurt you or anyone else for that matter ever again." He held his breath. The sadness in your eyes stayed however.
"Is he dead?"
"Yes."
You nodded, and Dabi couldn't mask his disappointment at the lack of change in your eyes. Tension had left your muscles, but it didn't have the effect he had hoped for.
You'd let him give you something to help you sleep, and he stayed wrapped around you until he knew you were deep asleep. Grabbing his phone he stepped outside, not wanting you to hear the phone call he had to make.
"Did you tell her the good news?" Hawks said, bypassing a greeting all together.
"I did, I don't think it was enough Bird Brain."
Taking a deep breath Dabi got to the point before his selfishness took back over and he changed his mind.
"Tell me about this deal the Commission wants to make."
Chapter End Notes
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Happy Saturday! I hope everyone had a great week! So sorry for what I am about to do, but its necessary to give both Reader and Dabi the happy. I swear I intend on a happy ending.
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You thought hearing that Shigaraki was dead would be a relief. In a way it was, but not in the way you had hoped.
You felt as if you'd been hurled over a cliff you didn't even realize you had been near the edge of. You didn't know how to get back up to the level field you'd been safe in from the bottom.
Dabi had been acting different ever since he came back from killing him. His presence was constant before, but now it was like he was just as anxious to be separated from you as you had been when he first brought you home from Shigarakis torments.
You hadn't thought it would be possible for him to be more attached to you, but he'd proven you wrong. His hands were always somewhere on your body. You began to wonder if he had started to mess with the house temperatures again, it felt colder than it had been despite the warming weather. This caused you to seek him out more. If you had been dependent on each other before, this week took it new extremes.
You had tried to ask him about it only once. You'd been laying on the couch and Dabi had dropped his body on top of yours. Arms around your middles and head resting on your chest. The air surrounding you both had grown tense. It wasn't uncomfortable, just a heavy feeling.
"Is something wrong Dabi?"
"My mind is just full Mouse, just need you."
It felt odd to be needed for comforting, he'd always been the one who did that for you. Whether you wanted comforting from him or not, he brought it. Wrapping your arms around him in return you ran your fingers through his soft white hair. Dragging your fingernails across his scalp, trying to be a soothing force for him. It was a welcome distraction to your constant broken feeling. You could be this in this moment with him.
"Dabi?"
He merely grunted in response, eyes closed.
"Is something going to happen? It still feels like we're waiting for something to drop. I dont know what, but something."
"Yes, but for now we can just be okay? Just be here with me." His grip around you tightened. "I am being completely selfish with you I know, but I can't help it."
You don't know what could possibly be coming but you don't want to push it and find out either. You don't think your mind is ready to handle another challenge.
Leaning over you press a kiss to his forehead, holding your lips against him. "Will we be okay?"
"I hope so."
"Okay, we can just be." Closing your eyes you begin your ministrations again. Enjoying the feeling of having him melt against you. As the tension left his body it seemed to also leave yours.
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Dabis hands held yours over your head, you couldn't see past his face as he slowly thrust inside of you. The slow pace was torture but you couldn't get him to speed up or give you anymore. He was taking his time, it was as if he wanted to kiss every part of you, it was never enough in this moment.
"Do you want me Mouse?"
"Yes." He swallows your answer with another searing kiss.
"Yeah? Tell me. Tell me you want me." His kisses move down your clavicle, you clench down on him as he slowly drags himself almost all the way out of you, before slowly pushing all of the way back in.
"I want you, please Dabi, I want you."
Moving his head to the crook of your neck, he begins to suck on your sensitive skin just below your ear, a moan is forced out of you as he bit down, quickening his pace at the same time, finally giving you what you wanted.
Carding your fingers through his hair again, this time pulling on his strands as the muscles in your body tighten. Letting the tension get to where it almost feels unbearable.
"That's it baby, let me feel you."
Moving your arm over your mouth, you bite down on your own wrist, trying to hold back. Dabi gripped your wrists back into his hands holding them down on either side of your head.
"Don't hide from me, I want everything, don't hold back." His thrusts became erratic. Reaching between you he pinched your clit. Relief spread across your body, you tried to find your breath but couldn't catch it. You feel the heat of Dabis release as he came inside you. His body collapsed onto yours, your both overheated and sweating. Dabis kisses continue across your chest.
"No matter where I am Mouse, I am fucking yours." He said quietly. Before you can respond he's kissing you again, working you back up. He continues to bring you over the edge over and over until you can't remember what he'd said.
Moving your hands to the side of the bed you find only blankets. Sitting up quickly you move to go and find Dabi. But he's already there, he's dressed and leaning against the dresser. His arms crossed while he is just staring at you. He looks lost.
"Dabi?"
Reaching behind him he brings you a set of clothes he'd had ready.
"I need you to put these on Mouse, then I need you to come sit with me outside."
"Dabi?" You don't like this feeling filling your chest. You don't know what's happening but you already can feel tears building just on the feeling surrounding you.
Dabi cupped your face, his thumbs wiping your tears.
"Hey, don't cry okay. It's okay, it's all going to be okay." Instead of leaving you however he helps you. You don't want to let go of his wrist, making it difficult on both of you but he doesn't fight it. Putting your shoes on you he even ties them.
Walking you towards the sliding door you see Hawks, he's standing near the luggage bag Dabi had gotten for you when you were in Eden. You stop walking.
"Dabi, don't"
Turning towards you he wraps you in his arms. Holding you tighter than you can remember him ever doing.
"It's okay baby, this is going to be better for you. You can't heal with me here, I'm part of what broke you. I have everything set up for you, I want you to take their help Mouse, you need to reignite your fire and your can't that here with me, with mine overwhelming yours."
You can't breath, this can't be happening. It's too much for your mind and you can't even move.
"No, I'm sorry, I'll do better." You start to hyperventilate, trying hard to keep your breathing normal. "Don't make me go, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I won't do it anymore, I can be better."
"Y/N." Dabi said harshly, causing you to look at him fully. "I need you to listen to me, you need to stand up and go with Hawks. You need to accept the help that's being offered."
A slap rang through the air. You thought he'd hit you at first, but it was his head snapped to the side. You'd hit him.
Reaching into his pocket he pulled out your chain, you'd thought you'd lost it. He'd done something to it though. It had hooks at either end now, it connected like a normal necklace.
"I made a deal with the commission. They fucked up pretty bad with all of this. If I let them take credit for what I did at the truce meeting and play along as if I was working with Hawks, help keep peoples faith in them. We can live normally after I serve a year. They intend to take my quirk with the original poison from overhaul, it will leave me quirkless and in their control for a year. I let them spin it whatever way they want, including my confession. The work to find Shigaraki, saving all of the hero's, they get control over all of it." Dabi didn't look away from you, the heat surrounding both of you rising.
"In exchange, you get protection, and the fucking help you need. I found an apartment for you, you can fill it with whatever you want, I'll take care of it. I want you to take every fucking bit of help they offer, the counseling, the training. Everything. I want you to figure out what you want to do and make them fucking give you the path to getting it." Stepping closer to you, he pushes the chain into your hand, closing your fingers over it. The metal is almost too hot to touch after being in his stressed grasp.
"When I've done my time, done my part, I'll come find you. If your wearing this I'll come for you. If you don't want me to come near you, leave it off and I'll let you live your life Mouse."
It's still too much, this is what you know and he just wanted to shove you out.
"You're just going to leave me? I didn't get any say in this at all, you've just taken another choice away from me, is it just a hard habit to break for you?"
"You're not going to bait me into changing my mind Mouse, and you're not going to make me feel bad for this. This will be the last choice I take from you, and it's the first real fucking thing I can do for you. None of this is what I want, I was prepared to fucking hide you from the world. But if I want to deserve you, to be able to give you the world I want to, then this is how it has to be. Go with Hawks, He has the apartment next to you, he agreed to be wherever you need him to be. Let him, fuck if you need Bakugou I am sure he will come running. Take everything you need Mouse."
"Can I come see you wherever they are going to put you."
"No."
Tears start to flow again, burying your face into his chest you sob, chest heaving.
"You can't just make yourself my whole life then throw me away. It's not fair."
"No ones throwing you away, I am fucking yours Mouse, once I am out I have every intention of bringing you home, if that is what you choose. Please, let me try to not be selfish with you for once, let me try to deserve you. This is all for you."
Dabi picked you up in a bridal carry, stepping outside and going towards Hawks. You can't even look at the blonde. You feel empty, and you're scared. Not knowing what's going to happen. Dabi passes you into Hawks arms.
"Don't worry about the luggage, I will have Sakura bring them to her place." Dabis rough voice said. "Make sure she's getting everything she wants and needs."
Moving your face into the comfort of Hawks jacket you feel tears start again. Your vision is blurry from crying so much in such a short amount of time.
You realize he's not even going to say anything to you, he's just going to let Hawks fly away from him.
You feel Hawks brace himself before pushing off into the air. Turning your face quickly back towards Dabi you shout. "No, wait, I don't want to go!" Seeing Dabis broken gaze, blood is running down his cheeks from his scars under his eyes. Hawks is in the air, holding you tight to his chest.
"It'll be okay baby bird, I got you, you'll get through this."
You can't find it within yourself to believe him, all of this was too much. You don't want to feel anymore, so you let your body shut down, and let yourself drown in the emptiness.
Chapter End Notes
I cried a lot writing this. Next chapter will be swinging everything to a close! Your thoughts and comments keep me writing! I adore all of you!
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I felt bad about the sad chapter so I had my husband get me a hotel room so I could get away from my crazy family and get this one out! Honestly I might finish this story this week.
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You don't know at what point you feel asleep with your face buried in Hawks jacket. Jolted awake by the thud of landing on a balcony. Instead of putting you down Hawks sat on a bench on the balcony. He didn't force you to move and just sat with you in silence.
When you finally moved your face out of his jacket to lean back and look at him, he sat you up a little straighter. Once his eyes met yours you couldn't control the sobs that started up again.
Gloved hand wiped at your eyes.
"I am sorry you're hurting Baby Bird. Do you think you could take a few deep breaths with me?"
Wanting to do anything that would stop the tears from flowing you nod. Breathing in and out with Hawks guiding you.
"I'm sorry, I can't control it." You say, choking back a whimper.
"No one is asking you to, it's a lot to handle in a short amount of time. Do you want to go in and see the place?"
You shake your head.
"No, I want to go back home. If he's not even going to be there why I can't I just stay in my own home?"
"He doesn't want people to know where it is still, the commission will be sending people to you. It would be better if you were somewhere neutral. My place is the top floor above yours. I will basically be at your beck and call, you're my new assignment."
"Why would they assign the former number two hero to me?"
Hawks wings wrapped around you as the wind picked up, shielding you from the cold.
"Oh, they didn't want to, but I just spent almost a decade undercover for them, it was supposed to be for a year only and then I was supposed to be pulled out, but they kept me there. They weren't in a position to argue."
His eyes hardened and you saw anger flash through his eyes, lasting only a moment before his gaze went right back into his highly trained approachable look.
"Why can't I go see him?"
"You can't think of why that would be a bad idea?"
Leaning into his shoulder you shake your head again. "No."
"Touya wants you to genuinely get better. If he's involved you'll still be centering everything around him and what he wants from you. He wants you to get better and figure out what you want."
"That's stupid."
"No, it's not. Plus do you think for a moment if you were to go in for a visitation and you had the look you have on your face now and tell him you want to go home, he wouldn't do what he needed to do to escape and make it happen for you? Quirk or not. He's not exactly the best at managing his impulses. He's going to serve his time, plus you know Endeavor and the rest of the bunch are going to be visiting him where he has no choice but to sit with them. So he's already going to be itching for any excuse to get away from that emotional wreck."
You bury your face back into Hawks jacket and try to swallow down the laugh at the image of Endeavor sitting across from Dabi, trying to have a father son moment.
"They're both so awkward and stupid, it's going to be terrible for everyone else in the room who has to witness it." You say.
Hawks was silent for a moment. The laughter that left his mouth startled you, you weren't expecting the loudness in your ear.
"I hadn't actually tried to picture it." He wheezed out. Tears began running down his face as he continued to laugh, and you couldn't help but join in. The heaviness lifting from your chest for a moment.
"Do you think Endeavor will practice with Shouto before going? Trying to prep for Touya?"
"I hope so." You feel a little lighter.
You both stare at each other for a long moment before you take a deep breath.
"It's cold, show me the stupid apartment." Hawks wings fluffed up a bit as he stood beside you.
"Gladly, come on. Plus you get to pick out some new stuff for it, lets go plan out what its going to look like." You let him show you the place, and try to keep the sadness off your face for as long as you can fake it.
Hawks knew better, and you were grateful he was willing to stay with you for as long as you needed each day.
3 Months later
As soon as you walked in from your appointment you heard Hawks land on your balcony. Walking to the sliding door you smile at him pressed against the glass, impatiently waiting for you.
"It creepy you know when I get home like this you know." You say as you open the door for him.
"Yes it is." He agrees whole heartedly with you. "I figure you're used to creepy though. Just making you feel at home."
"Funny." You laugh at him.
"The house was always so clean, I am shocked you're apartment gets so disorganized." He says looking around, hands twitching like he wanted to organize the living room.
"That wasn't me, I like my organized chaos. Dabi did most of the cleaning, he had me pick what I wanted to do most days. He was more of the house cleaner and cook than I was."
Hawks eyebrows raised. "Did he wear a special outfit while doing it?"
You snort and the water you had been drinking went everywhere.
"No, he had big rubber gloves though to protect his arms. Did you want a visual of him in a maid outfit."
Hawks shivered, fluffing out his feathers. "Why would you even say that? Now its burned into my mind."
"Have you seen him?"
"Baby bird."
"I know, I keep thinking you'll crack one of these times."
"How was your appointment?"
"Same, I feel like I am getting stronger. Not in ways people will notice but I don't dread being awake right now. And I can talk about him without wanting to be swallowed up by the floor. I haven't woken up scared about Shigaraki in over a week I think."
"I've noticed, I haven't had to break in for over two weeks to check on you. You look a little brighter, it's nice to see."
"I don't feel brighter."
"You'll get there."
"Maybe."
Leaning against the counter Hawks crossed one leg over the other, looking like he was preparing to ask for something.
"What?" You ask.
"Would you be up for company? Or a night out?"
"Company from who?"
Looking at his foot he watched as he moved it in circles.
"There's been a few people asking over you. Uravity wants to see you, make sure you're okay. Kirishima and Tetsuetetsu would like to see you also. Mirko wanted me to let you know she thinks about you punching me at least once a day and she loves it. And I think you already know he's been pushing me to let him come see you."
You already knew Bakugou would've been here the moment you arrived if Hawks hadn't been pushing it back.
"I'll have to face all of that soon won't I?"
"Not if you don't want to."
"I can't just hide either."
"It'd be nice if you joined the world at least a little."
"Can we have people at your place for like a movie or something?"
"You want me to let Tetsuetetsu and Kirishima into my clean home and let them destroy it? You're place is already a wreck."
"It's not a wreck I know where everything is."
Hawks sighed over dramatically.
"Fine, I will put my beautiful home at risk for you."
You're in Hawks apartment, his being the whole floor versus your two bedroom. As it gets closer to time your nerves start to get the better of you.
"I'm have second thoughts. This is a lot of people."
"You can handle this."
"No I can't. Will you stay by me? Don't let them swarm me."
A crimson wing went over your shoulder and moved you into Hawks.
"I got your back, you'll be fine."
Knocking on the door had you clinging onto Hawks shirt. Walking with him as he answered the door.
The movie was coming to an end and so far you'd been okay. You sat in the corner of the couch with Hawks at your side. Bakugou sat on the ground in front of you. It had been awkward since you knew he wanted to talk to you alone, but he hadn't tried to get you away from the group.
It wasn't easy to put yourself out there in the group but with Hawks encouragement you were able to join in a little. Everyone was very kind and didn't seen put out by your presence. It was nice to be surrounded by sincerity and kindness.
It didn't stop you from wanting the security Dabi was able to give you. You'd been working with your therapist on sorting out your dependency on the patchwork villain, but so far while they were able to help you to understand it, it didn't stop you from wanting it.
By the time everyone was saying goodbye Bakugou finally made a move to talk to you. Hawks stayed by your side as he promised.
"Have you been okay?"
"I have, really. I'm sorry I am having a hard time letting people in just yet."
"No rush, I just worry about you. I was hoping you'd be comfortable with maybe just us texting though."
You think about it and decide that was an easily controllable way of putting yourself a little outside of your comfort zone.
"Yeah, I think I can manage that."
It's a start you think. Now you can have a progress to tell your therapist about and you can tell everyone you're really taking steps to integrating back into the world.
It'd been almost a year now. You stared down at the necklace Dabi had given you. Knowing your decision time was coming up. You weren't back to your prewar self, but you feel like you're a little more part of the world again.
Dabi would be out in a week. You had stopped trying to nag Hawks for updates on him after six months. He didn't consume you're thoughts as much, but you would be lying if you said you didn't think of him multiple times a day. When it got cold a night you often wished it wasn't blankets you wrapped tighter around yourself.
It was nice having friends again. Even before the war it was difficult maintaining friendships, being quirkless really did keep you from developing anything deep with anyone. However because of the truce meeting and the escape you now had a deep connection with so many of the hero's you previously could only admire from a distance.
It was strange being apart of an inner circle that would've never included you had you never gotten so involved by coincidence during a war. These thoughts happened randomly where you try and talk yourself out of deserving these connections.
They never do anything to make you feel unwanted, but it still invades your mind occasionally that they wouldn't be here if you hadn't done something to validate yourself in their eyes.
Bakugou had continued to pursue you for awhile, until you finally were able to work through what to say with your therapist to get him to see that you couldn't be what he wanted. You weren't sure he truly accepted it, but he at least stopped actively trying anything. You were able to have a solid friendship with him like you were Hawks.
Even your therapy appointments had gone from three times a week to only once. Your nightmare were gone completely now. You didn't avoid the mirror.
Bakugou helped you continue your self defense training, you didn't want to lose your ability to at least somewhat protect yourself. The back of your mind wanted to make not only him proud but Dabi, if you decide to let him back in.
You went back and forth with your decision. You know on paper going back with him is stupid. But in your gut, you wanted back in your bed, and you wanted to be wanted like he wanted you.
You wonder if that feeling would go away after awhile, if you could settle for something normal in time. Something that was less emotional. Could something so heavy continue long term?
He's being let out today. You've been pacing all day. You don't know what time he'll be out. The necklace is clenched in your fist. You don't know if you should do the smart thing. Or do you do the thing your gut tells you you want.
Emotions overtook you and you feel frozen. It's too much after such a long time of peace.
Taking a deep breath you place the necklace in your dresser door and shut it. You're not ready.
It's been a year and a half now. Your walls are covered with pictures of you and the group of hero's, your room however, has the pictures that had been hung up in your home with Dabi. You never let anyone but Hawks in your room. These were just for you. Looking at the one from Eden, you touch Dabis face. Getting ready to leave the apartment.
You've had a feeling of guilt hanging over you ever since you knew he was released. Sometimes you swear you've seen blue eyes following you. The face was never your patchwork villain however.
Sometimes the air around you overheated like it would do whenever he was close. Sometimes when you woke up, the bed felt as if it was warm near you. You wonder if you're brain is telling you to do what you already know you want to, but you're too scared to. Especially now. It's been so long since you were supposed to put on the necklace letting him know you wanted him.
Would he even see it now? Was it conceited to think he'd be checking on you to see if you've changed your mind? You'd feel like an idiot if you put it on and he didn't come. What if he only checked the once and then moved on? What if he didn't even check? He'd gone through his own required treatment. What if he changed his mind about you? These thoughts swarmed you every time you looked at the necklace.
You arrived at your favorite cafe, placed your order and sat waiting for your food. Taking out a book you'd read out loud to Dabi 3 times in your time with him. You realize you've been away from him almost as long as you had been with him now.
"Excuse me." Looking up you see a man you'd seen in the shop a few times before. You'd always made awkward eye contact with him, but you'd ignored it.
"Hello." Your not used to being approached.
"I've seen you here a few times and I just wanted to say hi to you at least once."
He held his hand out for you to take. Behind him there was a man with familiar blue eyes watching the exchange. The face still didn't match but the gaze was the same.
Panic started to rise in you. You didn't want to be approached by someone else, this interaction wasn't big but it's set off something in your mind.
"I'm sorry, um, I just remembered something I have to do." You say quickly, getting up and almost running to the door. You left without your food or drink. Just wanting to leave the moment.
Running into your apartment you rush to the drawer and open it. Pulling out the necklace you don't hesitate to put it on. Wondering why it had taken you so long to do.
"Stupid, stupid, stupid." You mutter at yourself.
Part of you expected him in the door way as soon as you put it on, as if you could summon him somehow. You decide you should go and walk around the city, make yourself seen. Maybe it will speed up his finding you. Maybe Hawks could take you home.
Home. What if he got rid of the house? You hadn't thought of that. Would he have kept it without you? The thought of anyone else in your space caused your chest to grow heavy. Why did this take so long.
Two weeks and he still hadn't shown up. Maybe you really had missed your chance. You were almost ready to ask Hawks to tell him. You'd been avoiding it, feeling stupid about the whole thing.
You'd been just walking around public areas, hoping he'd see you. Your feet were sore and you wanted a bath to smooth your aching muscles.
Walking into your apartment the hair on the back of your neck raised. Hawks was gone on a mission, he wasn't supposed to be back for another week.
Walking through your apartment you don't see anything out of place. Your gut however was telling you something was off. Looking at your reflection in the window you saw the outline of someone approaching you from behind.
Slamming your heel down on top of the intruders foot you try and kick his leg out from him. You're too slow, and soon you're rolling around the dark room trying to get away from the intruder.
He pins you face down on the floor and his face gets close to yours.
"That's not the greeting I was hoping for little Mouse."
Chapter End Notes
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Home Again
Chapter Notes
Consider this a teaser of their reunion
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"Dabi."
You try to lift up, but he keeps you pushed down, holding your cheek against the carpet.
His lip caress your exposed cheek, kissing over to just under your ear.
"Hello Baby." He whispered in your ear, causing chills to run down your spine.
"Can you let me up?" You ask, wondering if he just plans on keeping you pinned to the ground.
"I will, but I actually feel a little nervous about it, which is surprising."
"Nervous about me sitting up?"
"No, about you seeing me." His teeth nibbled down your neck.
"Why? I've seen just about all of you up close."
"Hawks really didn't tell you anything did he? I am a little shocked."
His weight finally lifted off you but before you could sit up and turn towards him he pulled you to sit between his legs, wrapping his arms around you, pressing your back to his chest, leaning his chin onto your shoulder.
"I've missed you, I somewhat expected you to not be wearing the chain but I can't tell you what it did to me to see you put it on. What changed your mind Mouse?"
"I don't know, I just ended up overwhelmed with needing you with me. I just wanted you, I am sorry I couldn't do it sooner."
"Don't be sorry Mouse."
He finally released you, moving forward so you could turn in his hold and face him, your nerves attacking your stomach had you shaking a little.
When you turned you found yourself looking at an unfamiliar face. His eyes were the same but his face scars were gone.
"What happened?"
"You don't like pretty me? If it helps its only temporary, my arms are already back to how they were."
He held up his arms that were covered in the familiar scars and staples.
"My old man had them heal me when they took my quirk, thought I needed to see my real face during my sentence would help. Once my quirk came back however, my body started rejecting it again, I probably only have a few months left of being pretty."
You start to think of all of the times you thought you'd seen his eyes on a strange face.
"You've been following me around."
He smiled wider at you. You can see the start of the purple scarring on the side of his neck.
"I was hoping you wouldn't make that connection. I have to say it did hurt my feelings you didn't you recognize me all of the times we looked at each other. You always locked eyes with me and I thought for sure you knew it was me a few times."
You think back to the times when your bed felt warmer than it should have.
"Did you break in here before tonight?"
"Technically, I own this apartment Mouse, I don't think we should call it breaking in. It was just checking on my tenant."
"So you got out of jail, with a severely light sentence and immediately started breaking and entering?"
"Villain." He said pointing to himself. "Working on reforming but still learning. I needed to know you were okay."
"By laying in bed next to me?"
"Again, villain." He pointed to his chest again. "Are you thinking of taking the chain off now?" He said with a joking tone, but you could see nervousness in his eyes.
"What if I did?"
"I'll go."
You believe him. He would let you go, and you also know he'd probably be close by you whether you see him or not.
"Can we go home? Now?"
"If that's what you want."
"Is the house okay?"
"Yes, I let Sakura crash there while I was doing my time. She took good care of it."
"I want to go home."
Dabi pulled a phone out of his pocket and sent a message. Standing up he gripped your hands pulling you up with him. Before you could get your balance he pulled you into him, kissing you, not letting you catch your breath. Stepping forward he pushed you until you were taking steps backwards. Gripping under your thighs he pulled and wrapped your legs around his waist.
Breaking the kiss, he leaned his forehead against yours while you both caught your breath. It was odd to touch his face and not feel the roughness of his cheeks. You almost felt like you were doing something wrong kissing him when he didn't feel like himself.
"Welcome home little Mouse."
Looking around you realized he had stepped through one of Sakuras portals with you. Your heart swelled as you looked around the familiar space. A weight you didn't realize you had lifted off you with a deep sigh. You needed to be here. The apartment had never lost the feeling a hotel room had, this was yours. Here, with him.
"I forget the layout, you should probably remind me where the room is, Daddy."
Dabis eyes widened. His mouth slanted against yours, making you feel light headed at the intensity. You could feel him harden against your center as he walked. Entering the room he tossed you on the bed, Taking off his shirt before leaning over your body and caging you in.
Gripping your shirt he started trying to lift it.
"Off, take this off or I'm going to burn it."
Pressing your lips to his, matching his intensity you smile against his lips.
"Burn it."
"Fuck!"
Warmth and tingling surround you as he burned away the fabric, reaching down he did the same to your pants. Leaving you almost completely bare to him.
"Did you wear blue just for me Mouse?"
Ever since you'd put the necklace back on, you had been wearing the blue lingerie he'd had stocked up for you under your clothes.
"Yes Daddy."
His fingers grazed over your breasts before gripping your nipple hard and pulling up. You winced at the sharp pain but it was gone before it fully registered. His thumbs soothing your nipple with firm circles.
"What a good girl, thinking of me." Pulling the cup of the bra down his teeth gripped your nipple, pulling it away from your body.
"You taste better than I remember." He said before swirling his tongue around you, moving to the other side and repeating his torments.
His hand slipped into your underwear, fingers lightly tracing your slit.
"You're already dripping for me. Did you miss my touch that much Mouse?"
"Yes!" Your hips jolted up as he slammed two fingers into your entrance. He pulled back and studied your face as he scissored his fingers. Pressing against your walls until he found your g-spot. Smiling as he began to push you towards your first orgasm.
"I had intentions of going slow, call it payback for taking so fucking long to put on the chain. But now that your under me again, I don't think I can hold back Mouse."
His hand gripped the side of your underwear and pulled until they tore from you, the pain causing you to clench your pussy.
His hand shoved his pants around his thighs, with no warning he lined up and slammed into you, bottoming out on the first stroke. Holding himself there he gave you time to adjust to him filling you. His ragged breathing in your ear only made you feel more needy for him.
Your face buried in his neck you see the small start of his scarring. You gently kiss it, before moving on to kissing his temporarily healed neck. Nibbling and marking him like you hadn't been able to do before.
He froze above you, his shoulders began to shake at the effort of staying still.
"Fuck, no wonder you're always a sloppy mess when I do that Mouse." You realize he probably had never been able to feel this kind of sensation with his scarring. Smiling at the thought of you finally getting to be the first to make him experience something like this you continue to mark him.
Unable to control himself he pulled his hips back, stopping before his cock left your pussy, and slamming back in causing an uncontrollable grunt to leave your body at the harshness of it. Repeating the movement until you dug your fingers into his lower back.
Hips slamming against yours, your unable to form words anymore and you feel the coil tighten, and he threw you over the edge with pressure from his thumb against your clit.
Before you come down he pulled out of your pulsing pussy, gripping your hair he brought you to your knees on the ground. Taking advantage of your disoriented state he pushed the head of his cock into your mouth.
Swirling your tongue around the tip you took a deep breath and pushed yourself down his length as far as you could. His hand reached for the back of your head to push you past your limit. Holding himself down your throat you felt his cock began to pulse. He slowly pulled back, letting his cum coat your mouth. Swallowing without him having to tell you.
Reaching under your arms he set you back on the bed, moving you until you were under the covers with him. Wrapped around his overheating body. He gave small kisses across your forehead and cheeks. Letting you calm and regulate your breathing.
"I love you Mouse." He said so quietly you almost missed it.
Opening your eyes you look up at him. Making sure you'd really heard him say it.
"I love you too."
Chapter End Notes
I finally got to where they could say it to each other. This isn't the last chapter I still have some wrap ups to do! And I have a couple smut scenes I still want to write for them now that they are together again.
I wanted to heal him, but realistically it would last since his body is essentially allergic to his own quirk. But I wanted him to look in the mirror and see a bit of who he could've been, and the beginning of the scars reappearing I felt was important, cause you can't really get rid of the past, it will always be there, but it doesn't have to mean you have a miserable future
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Scarring
Chapter Notes
Hello! Sorry I am a couple days late with this one, Father's Day weekend was a whirlwind and we all got heat sick and I stayed in our apartments pool as much as I could.
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Laying next to Dabi felt almost surreal. If you were honest with yourself you knew eventually, given the opportunity you would be laying wrapped in his arms, recovering from his seemingly unending stamina. You'd been through too much to try and move on with someone normal.
You didn't feel the same sense of tension you'd had previously. You weren't watching for his mood, trying to read what he needed from you. For the first time you were simply existing together.
You knew there would be times once this wore off that you will float back into that headspace. You were mentally prepared for that moment you felt.
Dabis fingertips left hot trails down your arms as he caressed your arm. While you observed his unscarred face, his eyes were closed, lips twitched up in a small smile.
Looking at his arms, the familiar scarring had your mind forming questions. Questions you weren't sure you wanted the answers to. You know better now however, if this was going to work you had to know.
"Dabi?"
His eyes stayed closed but his eyebrows raised and he gave you an acknowledging grunt.
"Your body only burns when you use your quirk right?"
At that he finally opened his eyes, not looking at you, focused on the ceiling.
"Is there a question in that statement?"
Your nerves hit you and you cant seem to form the words you need to ask.
"Ask the question Mouse."
"When did you use your quirk and how was it enough to damage your arms again?"
He closed his eyes again and pulled you in tighter to him.
"That's not what you're asking me. You want to know if I hurt or killed anyone."
Burying your face into his unscarred chest you hide your face from him.
"I'm sorry, I just don't want secrets."
Using his arm he pushed you on top of him until you straddled his waist. He helped you sit up and linked his hands in yours. Letting you hold his hands down on either side of his head, forcing you to look him in the eye with his movement.
"I didn't ask or want my scars healed, Enji wanted to see Touya again. I didn't. Even if I accept Enji living and being a distant, very distant, presence in my life, I don't accept being Touya to make him feel better. Before, my face matched how I felt inside and he took that from me when I couldn't do anything about it."
The look on his face looks lost and distant. You feel his need for comfort and leaned down until you can start kissing along his jawline.
"You're not going to get your answer if you keep that up little Mouse."
You lightly bit along his jawline in answer.
"I don't know Daddy, I remember you having enough self control to handle some innocent kisses."
His hands squeezed yours.
"Innocent kisses my ass."
You stop and simply lay on him, burying your face in the crook of his neck while he moved his arms to hold you around your middle.
"It is nice to be able to fully feel you, I can't argue that." He says. "I didn't realize how much I was missing out on with that. You were already addicting, but all of this sensation is almost like I can drown in your touch."
"What did you do to scar your arms back up Dabi?" His confession makes you want to touch him everywhere he had been scarred. If you do that, you know he'll put off giving you answers.
"When I got out, Enji is the one who brought me back here. I thought I'd be going to you the second I left. I couldn't seem to make myself go to the apartment. I knew I didn't deserve to see you wearing this." His fingers lightly tugged on the chain.
"Part of me was trying to convince the selfish part of me to not even check, let you go even if you didn't want it. I am not an idiot, I know you shouldn't be here with me right now."
"I want to be here."
"I know, but I think we both know you shouldn't be anywhere near me."
"Are you trying to convince me to leave?"
"No, I just want to make sure you understand I acknowledge the truth of what you deserve. I put off going to see you for a week. Hawks came when he realized I hadn't gone to see you. He knew you weren't wearing the chain, but he knows me, which is annoying."
"Yeah, friendship, what a burden."
Dabis hand lightly smacked your ass.
"He took me on a job for the commission. I don't know if they knew I was with him or not. It felt weird doing work with someone back on hero duty. I felt like I needed a shower after." He shuddered as if he were truly disgusted he worked a mission that was on the side of hero's.
"Things didn't go smoothly, I had to use my quirk. Not enough to burn all of my arms but it was the start of it. After I wrapped them, he brought me so I could see you. I was shocked you didn't wake up, we weren't exactly quiet. Hawks told me they gave you some heavy drugs cause of you inability to really sleep. I knew you wouldn't be wearing it, that wasn't a shock."
Guilt pulls at you, you know you weren't ready then, but you hadn't really thought about what it would do to him to see your neck bare.
"Stop feeling guilty. You don't deserve to feel guilty Mouse. I stayed with you for as long as it felt safe to. Telling myself I would keep my word and leave you alone now. I went back here, and really looked myself in the mirror. I didn't like seeing Enji staring back at me. I didn't like looking like the son of someone who taught me I was above everyone until he realized I was broken. Touya wouldn't have given you the time of day. He wouldn't even have thought about you."
You swallow down the lump in your throat. Tears prick at the corners of your eyes.
"That's not because you're lacking Mouse, it would have been my lack, my self importance that would have been the reason. It would have been my failure as a person. Not yours. I've told you from the beginning I never want you to think of yourself as a nobody, because you're mine. I didn't make you someone Mouse, you already were. Touya wouldn't have seen that."
He held. His hand up in the air, looking where his scarred tissue met healthy on his hand.
"Touya was weak, undeserving of the pride he felt. As Dabi I at least was able to find a way to want something again. Something with someone. Touya was flawed, and so am I. But I was able to be something more with you. So I went out into the woods every night, using my quirk as much as I could until I felt like myself again. Until I could see my weakness on the outside again."
"Are you going to keep doing that?"
"What you want me to stay pretty?"
"It's not that." You sigh heavily against his neck, looking at the scar that was starting to form there. "You're hurting yourself intentionally. If I told you I was going somewhere isolated alone, and doing something to hurt myself would you be okay with that?"
"Are you asking me to stop forcing it? It's going to happen over time again. I have no intentions of not using my quirk Mouse."
"I am not asking you to. I'm asking you to not hurt yourself intentionally. If the scars come back, they come back but don't force it. You're unrecognizable like this, while you're like this, we can live almost close to normal."
"You don't want to be seen with the villain Dabi?"
"You're trying to twist what I am saying into something mean. I've already been very publicly seen with the villain Dabi. We had eyes on us constantly. For awhile at least, we have the ability to just blend in, and just exist together and I think its worth considering."
Pressing kisses again into his neck you roll yourself back on top of him. Wanting to see how far you can push before he took control back from you.
Rolling your hips over his growing hardness you bite into his neck. Mimicking what he does to you.
Hearing his breath catch you move your mouth over his and feel the thrill pass through your body when you give him a domineering kiss. You can practically feel him melt into the mattress below him as he lets you be the one to take from him.
Moving your mouth to trail where there used to be the trail of staples and scars.
"You're not the only one whose excited at getting to fully feel the other Daddy."
You give a harsh thrush down that pulls his cock into your cunt, squeezing around his girth. Pushing your palms into his chest your push yourself up, moving until you can begin bouncing against him, setting a steady pace.
Swirling your hips until he hits the sensitive spot inside you has your throwing your head back and your eyes closed, lost in the sensation.
You feel his hand wrap around your neck, his breathing picking up its pace once you bared yourself to him.
Squeezing hard he pulls you down, this time his kiss is taking from you. Your pace becomes erratic and you can't reach the edge you're looking for on your own.
Moving his hands to balance on your thighs he begins to knead your sensitive flesh, taking over the pace from under you. His control snapping as he takes away your brief moment of being in control.
His thrusts are quick and hard, each thrust up you feel as if he's trying to get inside your womb he's pressing so hard at the top.
Unsatisfied he rolls you over, once your under him he flips you onto your stomach. Pulling your hips back his hand pushes your face down into the mattress, your ass in the air.
Your skin begins to tingle and warm as actives his quirk, running his hands down your body. He seems to have gotten control back of his flames, he's not hurting you but your nerves on edge from his torments.
Without warning he slams back into you, deeper than you were prepared for, he has you trying to grip anything you can get your hands on. Pushing your hips back to meet his punishing thrusts.
Gripping your throat he pulls you back until your back is to chest, the angle of his cock buried in you changing. He turns both of you until your facing the dresser and mirror. You can see your fucked out face mirroring his.
His eyes are on your body as his pace picks up again.
"Look at my girl, fucking perfect." Your vision starts to blur as his grip around your neck tightens, his teeth biting hard into your shoulder.
A stinging slap to your clit has you pushed into a violent orgasm, you try to get control of it but his grip on you only tightens. Toes curling and fingers searching for something to grip.
"Don't fucking try and control this Mouse, just fucking take it!" With that he is pushing you to the ground, face pushed harshly into the carpet as his pace picks up behind you, searching for his own release. A final slam you feel the heat of his release as his fingers curl into your hair and tugs, arching your back.
Releasing your hair after he lazily pumps the rest of his release into you he rolls to the side and spoons you.
"We need to shower and eat, you're going to want the energy for what I have planned for the rest of the day Mouse."
Chapter End Notes
We're wrapping up! The next chapter will be pretty significant, we're going to go a little into the future! Then a couple years!
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Chapter 55
Chapter Notes
Okay, I realized I had too much to fit into one chapter. So there will be one more chapter after this! I hope everyone is surviving the heat!
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It had been three days, it seemed like Dabi was trying to fit the whole 18 months of not touching you into a week. You thought he had worn you out when you were on Eden, but you were wrong.
You had hoped for a safe moment where you had started watching a movie on the couch after the second shower of the day. It had lasted half the movie before his hands had started caressing your body again, making his intentions known.
Currently he was leaning on the back of the couch, with your legs over his shoulders and his face buried in your pussy. His hands holding you up. Your eyes squeezed shut while you tried to focus on his tongue. You worried about his lack of being able to breath and tried to push yourself away from his nose. His hands gripped you tightly, keeping you in place and never breaking his pace, only an angry growl let you know not to try and move away from him. The intensity made it so you didn't see the person walking into the living room until it was too late.
"Do you two ever do anything else?" Hawks turned his back to the both you as you flung yourself under blanket, ripping it from Dabis body and leaving him exposed.
"Do you ever fucking call first or knock?" Dabi gave back.
"She was gone from the apartment and no one told me. I have been looking for her all day. A heads up you had her here would have been nice. Or a phone call from you to tell me you went with him." He added, lecturing you as well.
"I left my phone." You mumbled under the blanket.
You feel the cushions move as Dabi takes one of the back cushions off to cover himself.
"You want to leave the room so we can get dressed? Or you just going to keep talking like you didn't interrupt my dinner?"
You kicked your foot out and tried to push Dabi off the couch in embarrassment. "Don't talk like that." You lectured.
Dabi caught your foot and began to rub the sole of your foot gently. "It's okay baby, he already knows you're a pervert."
Both men started laughing, you can hear hawks walking towards the kitchen, his laugh getting quieter.
"You're both horrible." You said.
The blanket was ripped from you while Dabi picked you up and wrapped you around him, carrying you to the room so you both can get dressed.
"I'm eating this chicken thing in the fridge!" Hawks shouted from the kitchen.
"Scavenger bird." Dabi muttered.
When you walked back into the kitchen you avoided looking at Hawks for as long as you could.
"So, is my neighbor moving?"
You let Dabi answer, still wanting to avoid the teasing look you knew would be on the mans face.
"Yes, we'll come get her stuff in a few days. I want my pictures back from the wall."
"What are you going to do about your therapy appointments and everything?"
Feeling like the moment was safe to make eye contact you finally inserted yourself into the conversation.
"I think I should keep going, especially moving back in here." At that you looked at Dabi, wanting to see his reaction. "Just so I know I am doing things the way I should. Rebuild our foundation correctly."
Dabi only nodded at you, not looking surprised.
"Good girl." Said Hawks.
"Yeah I don't like you saying that to her." Dabi said, taking the plate of food away from Hawks and dumping half on a plate. "This is a fucking family size meal you pig." Sitting next to you and gesturing for you to share the plate of food with him.
"I see you worked on your possessiveness during your time apart." Hawks teased, Dabi only flipped him off in retaliation, his mouth full of food.
"What does all of this mean then? Are you going to be MIA from now on?" Hawks asked you.
You looked at Dabi, waiting to see if he'd say any thing. You don't know what he's expecting. He stayed silent, waiting to hear what you had to say.
"I think I'd like to keep doing the get togethers." You say slowly, waiting for Dabi to argue. "I don't want to lose the connections I made to everyone."
Both Hawks and you were looking at Dabi now.
"Are you both waiting for me to tell her no?"
"Yup." Said Hawks.
"I think its a good idea, I'd like to skip the best friends clubs meetings, I don't think my presence would be appreciated, but she should go if she wants it."
Relief washed over you, you had expected trying to keep in touch with everyone to end in a fight. Looking at Hawks you could see his feathers relax a little, he was ready to argue it looked like.
Hawks didn't stay much longer, leaving shortly after all of the food had been devoured between the three of you. You were a little sad to see him go, knowing once he left your break of being the one who constantly being devoured was going to end.
Once his hand began to reach over to touch you, you took a deep breath to prepare yourself for his onslaught of overstimulation. You know if you said no, he'd stop. But you missed his touch too. His fingers intertwined with your instead.
"Innocent touches Mouse, you look like you need a break." He leaned over and kissed your cheek before standing to start cleaning up the kitchen.
"How can you not need one?" You asked.
"I do, I just don't like taking them, especially when I want to make up for lost time. Or get as much of you in as I can before you realize you've made a mistake."
You didn't like that. It felt accusing almost, even though you knew it wasn't. You realize he might need reassurance. In your relationship now you had the upper hand. It still wasn't equal.
"You think I did this without thinking? Cause it's been my main thought for almost two years. I am not jumping back in with blinders on. I know what decision I made. I don't intend to go anywhere, unless who you were at the start comes back in full force."
Dabi steepled his fingers, staring at you over his fingertips.
"Do you think if I go back to who I was before you broke me down Mouse I'd let you go?"
You stared at each other for a long moment.
"What are you trying to do? I don't get what point you're trying to prove here? What do you mean I broke you?"
"I think you should keep a few of Hawks feathers around. I have no intention of going back to that person. But I would be stupid to think I couldn't become him again. I am not going into this blindly either. I didn't mean that you broke me in a bad way Mouse."
"Okay, if hes willing to give them I will hide a few around. Are you really worried about that? I don't like that you think I broke you."
"I won't lie and say it's not a worry for me. I don't want to be the reason you hurt Mouse. Broke me was poor phrasing. How about you put a few pieces back together I didn't know I wanted fixed. I will be yours as much as you're mine for as long as you want me. I just want to be cautious when it come to you. I don't want to leave you without an out that doesn't rely on me being okay with you leaving."
"Please just don't make me look like an idiot for coming back here."
"I don't intend to. It doesn't have to be a permanent safety net, but I want you to feel safe."
One Month Later
You stood outside of Hawks door. This was your first time seeing everyone in a group again since you went back. You were trying your best not to turn around and just go back.
Before you could decide on running the door opened. Hawks smiling face greeting you.
"We're you going to come in or just keep staring at the door?" He teased you, grabbing you by the wrist and pulling you in.
"I'm nervous." You whispered, see the crowd of people behind his wings. Which he raised to block you from view, giving you a moment of privacy.
"You don't need to be nervous Kid, these are the same people you met up with last month."
"They know I'm with him again, you don't think that makes them change their view of me."
"I don't think he'll be invited into the circle here Kid, but this circle is yours already. Rip the bandaids off and get the awkwardness out of the way. If anyone gets out of line I'll step in if you need me."
Nodding your head you move to step around Hawks and go to your usual seat.
The air is filled with curiosity more than anything else. You can feel eyes scan you as if they were looking for signs that something was wrong. Bakugous gaze boring into you stronger than anyone else's.
Uraraka spoke first.
"How have you been Y/N? You're okay?"
"I am, I've been really good."
"You look happy." Deku said.
"I am."
Bakugou continued to just observe you.
"I think we should start the movie, let's have a good night guys."
Bakugou took his usual seat, on the floor in front of where you sat on the couch. Randomly lifting food up for you throughout the movie. It made you feel like things were at least going to get back to normal eventually.
When the movie ended he stood and gestured for you to follow him out onto Hawks Balcony.
You made eye contact with Hawks just to make sure he saw you leaving with Bakugou.
Once the door shut Bakugou leaned his back against the railing, waiting for you to make eye contact with him.
"You're okay?"
You lean against the railing next to him. You had mentally prepared yourself for this conversation, but you knew you still weren't ready to have it.
"I really am. I wasn't lying."
He only nodded.
"You thing I'm making a mistake." You didn't ask, it was a statement.
"No, I know you are. I am just trying to be supportive, which is difficult when you're doing something stupid."
"I appreciate the thought behind what you said."
"He's not hurting you?"
"Bakugou." You'd had similar conversations already about your time with Dabi after the truce meeting.
"I have to ask. I need to see your face when you answer."
You make it a point now to move in front of him, making eye contact.
"I swear, he's not hurting me. I have no worries about my safety or him when it comes to me. He even goes with Hawks sometimes to help you guys."
"I knew that. So what he's going hero?"
"No, he's helping his friend. He's not just going hero all of a sudden. He's just a handy guy to have around if he's on your side, you know that from the truce meeting." You wanted to remind him.
"If something does go wrong you have an out?"
"Yes, I have something set up with Hawks, at Dabis insistence."
"You don't see the problem there? That you need an escape route."
"Of course I do. I am choosing to work through the problem with him. I didn't agree to it because I thought I needed it. I did it for the people I knew would worry about me, and for him."
"I want in on it, if you'd let me. If Hawks gets your signal or whatever, I want in on getting you out."
"If I agree to it will you let us go back to being like we were before I went back. I don't want this tension and resentment with you."
"Yes, at least I'll try."
"Then I guess I'll try to make sure to include you."
"Fucking hell. Fine you pain in the ass, we're good."
"Good, I don't really want to not have you around."
"Yeah, yeah. Save that mushy shit for Hawks"
By the time you re-enter the living area and give Hawks a reassuring smile the group has split off. The guys listening to something Deku and Todoroki was saying. The girls looked as if they were waiting for you.
Ashido barely waits for you to sit.
"So you and Dabi have sex right?" She blurted out, louder than you liked.
You choked on your own spit at her forwardness, Uraraka slapping your back for you.
"Sorry, I meant to be more subtle but I forgot."
"Yeah, Uh we do."
"Does he have staples on his butt or you know anywhere else?" She raised her eyebrows at you. You forgot that talking like this with friends was a normal thing, you weren't sure if you were ready for it.
"Well, I mean he used to. On his butt I mean. But since he was healed they are just on his arms now. I don't know if he'd like me talking about his butt though. Not that he's modest." You feel heat flush your cheeks as you try to navigate the conversation and seemingly on able to make it worse.
"He's healed? Like for good?" Uraraka asked.
"No, his scars will come back eventually. But it's mainly on his arms and kind of on his neck now."
"Does he look like Todoroki?"
You look over at Dabis brother and look for similarities.
"You can tell they are related easier now. I am not fully used to it yet honestly."
You spent the rest of the evening trying to navigate the girls questions about your cremation user. By the time you left the building and got into the car with Dabi you were worn out.
You were grateful Dabi knew when you needed quiet to recharge. He linked his hand with yours lifting it to your fingers across his lips.
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One Year Later
You couldn't remember being this angry. Your feet made heavy stomps as you walked through the door, hitting your shoulder on the frame. The pain only served to push your anger further to the surface.
Shutting the door you hear it hit Dabis hand instead of latching.
"Really, you're this mad? At me? What the fuck is your problem?" He said in his false calm tone. His face schooled to look bored.
"I can't believe you did that, I had it handled. That was completely unnecessary. I liked it there, and now we can't go back. You said you had better control of your temper."
"The guys is still alive, or did I just imagine that. I just scared him a little bit."
You'd gone with Dabi to one of your favorite cafes from when you lived in Hawks building. Dabi had gone to the shop across the street to grab a few necessities you needed at home.
A man sat at your table, moving his chair so he was only a few inches from you.
"I'm waiting for someone, and you're sitting in his spot." You said before he could speak, wanting him to vacate your table before Dabi got back.
"Who would be late meeting you sexy? Sounds like you could use an upgrade if you ask me."
His cocky smirk made you roll your eyes. Looking behind him you can see his friends watching the scene unfolding and laughing.
"Are you saying you'd be the upgrade?"
He moved his face too close to yours, when you pulled your head back in disgust he gripped under your chin to keep you in place.
"Of course."
"I can promise you, you are not an upgrade I am interested in, let go of me." You pushed his hand away and instead of backing down he seemed to take your rejection as a challenge. Not wanting to back down in front of the laughing men behind him.
Wanting to just leave the situation you stood to leave, he stood with you and backed you into the wall, caging you in his arms.
You froze, you couldn't believe this was happening to you.
"I don't want to cause a scene but I recommend you back away from me before you get hurt."
"Whose going to hurt me? You?" He taunted.
Smiling at him you moved your hands to wrap around his neck as if you were about to slow dance with him. His eyes lit up at his seeming victory, then widened in shock as you leveraged his face into the wall behind you. Taking your opening to leave. Workers already calling for help to get the man out of the cafe.
He had run after you, and grabbed you by the hair, pulling you back so fast you fell. You only missed hitting the ground because of his tight grip on your hair. You could feel some of your hair tearing from your scalp.
As he pulled you standing he opened his mouth to say something to you, but his head was thrown back by a tight grip in his own hair, Dabi had flames coming out of his shoulders and sides.
The man let go of your hair and you stepped behind Dabi.
"You okay Mouse?" He said without breaking eye contact with the man.
"I'm fine, I just want to go home. They already called the police." You didn't want to be in this situation. It felt too similar to bad memories. You needed to get away from this.
"I didn't know she was with someone." The man sputtered out.
"What does that have to do with anything?" Dabi asked. "Really, explain to me why that matters."
"She fucking started it, she bashed my face into the wall."
Dabis eyebrows raised and a smile you hadn't seen on his face for such a long time reappeared. Now you knew you needed to get him out of the situation, this man probably had no clue how close he was to being killed.
You couldn't put your hands on Dabi, his flames were erratic.
"Dabi, please. I need you to take me home." You say firmly. Wanting him to hear you.
Dabi let go of the mans hair, stepping back. Seeming to back off the situation, but you still can see the smile.
As the man sighed in relief, he was suddenly encircled with Dabi in blue flames. You couldn't see past the wall of flames. You can see the building start to blacken and the out door tables begin to twist and warp.
You can only yell for him, unsure of how long you're yelling by the time the wall of flames dropped. You look in front of Dabi, expecting to see a burned body. Instead the man is crying in the fetal position on the ground, he looks like he's peed his pants in fear.
"Fucking pathetic."
Turning towards you Dabi guides you back to where your parked, in quick steps. You can hear sirens approaching and you rush with him, not wanting to deal with any of this.
Once you were seated in the car Dabi grabbed your face, trying to look you over. You pulled your face out of his hand and he gripped your face harder, trying to look for any marks from the aggressive man.
"Let me go!" You yelled pulling out of his grip again. You see him start to go towards you again, but before he can he pulled back. His eyes blown wide.
"I'm trying to make sure you're not hurt Mouse."
"I'm not, don't touch me!" You just want to go home.
He'd let you continue to work yourself up, which only made you more angry. He seemed just angry as you and you were both feeding off each other. No one taking the initiative to be the calming presence to the other. In the back of your mind you're already picturing where you put one of Hawks feathers, knowing you really should leave until you both calm down. Especially as he yells at you as you walk through the door.
"You almost lit the building on fire Dabi! It didn't need to escalate like that! We could have just left and let the cops deal with him."
"He hurt you! Why would I do fucking nothing!"
He was staying back from you, a sign you knew meant he didn't feel in control of himself. This made you want to push at him more. You know you're not in a good mindset right now.
"Then your focus should've been on getting me away from him, not on you hurting him! You can't just do that damnit!"
"I can when someone tries to hurt what's mine!" He's taking steps towards you now. You back up towards on of the drawers, Hawks has a feather taped to the underside of the middle drawer. You want it in your hand. Your usual feeling of safety is fading, you aren't sure if it's fading because of what had just happened or because of Dabi stalking towards you.
"I'm not a possession, I'm a person Dabi! I have a say in how I want to be protected, especially from you!"
He's standing in front of you now. His eyes look insane.
"If you're going to call the chicken fucking do it now."
You didn't realize he knew where one of the feathers were.
"You know where I put them?"
"Yes."
"Are they still where I put them?"
He's in front of you but he's still not reaching for you.
"You think I took them Mouse?" His voice was challenging you.
"I didn't, but I didn't know you were capable of looking at me like that anymore either."
His gaze intensified, then you could see him working to control himself again.
"It's still there Mouse, you can check."
You pulled the drawer out and bent to see that it was still there. A sense of safety was trickling its way back into your body. As you're trying to work through your emotions your calming. Sorting through how your feeling.
"You can't get out of control like that." You say calmly, unsure of how to move forward. Tears spring to your eyes at the realization that Dabi wasn't the only one out of control. You were getting into your own head.
As soon as he sees you start to cry his eyes softened slightly, calming himself.
"I needed you and you were focused on him. If I can't be in control I need you to be."
Warm hands enveloped your cheeks now, and you were feeling foolish at your outburst.
"Do you need Hawks to come get you?" Dabi asked calmly.
"No."
"You're sure?"
"Yes."
His hand tightly gripped at your head, pulling your head back to force eye contact.
"Yes what?"
"Yes Daddy, I am okay."
He leaned into you, rubbing his cheek against yours, once your breathing evened out his grip tightened slightly in your hair.
"What's your word if it gets to be too much Mouse?"
"Bells."
"If you can't talk?"
You tap him three times in quick succession on his arm.
"If you can't reach me?"
You snap twice.
"Good girl" Pulling you by your hair he led you to the room. His grip is firm but controlled. His steps quickened and you struggled to keep up once you reached the room.
In his impatience he picked up and tossed you over his shoulder to get you to the bed quicker. Tossing you down and preventing you from bouncing around he climbed on top of you.
He rolled his hips until his hardening cock pushed against your center. Keeping you focused on him and his movements.
Gripping your chin he tilted your face until he could see your face.
"Stay, don't move. If you move at all you won't like the outcome Mouse."
He rolled off of you and stepped towards the closet. You want to look but refrain yourself. When he came back out he had arm and leg restraints and a gag. He held each item up for you to see. It seemed like he was taunting you with what he was about to do, but you knew better. He had only started recently using a gag on you again.
He didn't want to send you back into the memory of Shigiraki gagging you. You had been the one to ask why he didn't go all out on you like he had previously and you hadn't expected the answer. He was giving you the opportunity to safeword out of any of the restraints.
When you stayed silent, he leaned over and kissed you, biting at your bottom lip. Breaking away only to put the gag in your mouth a buckle it around your head. Tightening it just a bit tighter then necessary. Giving you another moment to change your mind.
Bringing your hand to his face he kissed your palm, and down your wrist and attached the wrist restraint. Repeating the action on the other side. Legs on either side of your hips he sat up, trailing a finger that was ignited with a blue flame down your dress, to your belly button, before pulling the flame away and ripping the dress the rest of the way off.
"I keep telling myself to just take your clothes off, but the way you squirm when I take them off like this gets my cock so fucking hard little Mouse." To prove his words he ground himself into your lower belly. "I fucking love how needy it makes you for me." Restraining your legs to the bed he's left you spread out like a starfish and at his mercy.
"What was it you said you needed from me Mouse?" His finger ghosted up your slit, causing you to try and snap your thighs shut unsuccessfully. "You needed me in control."
You tried to say yes through the gag, but all that came out was muffled whining.
"I think you still have a bit too much freedom like this Mouse. I think you need a bit more for how big of a tantrum you just threw." He was off the bed again, you tried to see what he was grabbing but couldn't turn your head enough. He came back with a blindfold and earplugs. Holding them up for you to see just like he did with the restraints and gag.
"Blindfold first." He said, gently putting the soft blind fold over your eyes. The fuzzy fabric prevented your from even trying to open your eyes.
"Ear plugs next." He said, closer to your ear than you realized he was. He put one. Leaned over to the other and whispered in your ear. "Snap once if your okay with me putting this last one in." You snapped and were put to where you could only feel him.
Fingers left hot trails gently across your body as he woke your nerve endings up. Jumping when you felt a stronger vibration start up on your chest. Calming when you realize he''d pulled out your wand he liked to torment you with. Running it up and down your body like he had his fingers.
When the vibration stopped you could feel his eyes on you. The heat enveloping you was your only give away that he was still near you. Letting you grow in your impatience for his touch.
You had expected him to start the wand again, so when he slammed half way into you before pulling out only to fully push his length into you, you couldn't help the muffled scream that left your mouth.
He gave you no time to adjust and began with a quickened pace, fucking you and lifting your hips to meet his, with his large hands wrapped tightly around your waist. You can hear that he's talking but you can't make out the words.
One brutal thrust he holds himself in, as deeply as he can be inside of you, moving his hips so that he's swirling around your clit. His hands move to your neck and squeeze, continuing with his torturous movements that are pushing your closer to your orgasm, but not giving you enough to obtain it. His hand moved up again and he plugged your nose, letting you reach the point of panic he lets go, not giving you enough time to fully catch your breath before he takes it away again. While he slowly pulled out until just his head was buried in you, and just as slowly pushing back in until he was bottomed out in you.
Quickly he moved to squeeze his hand around your neck again and simultaneously slammed into you at an angle that hit your g-spot, his free hand pulled harshly at your hardened nipple. The sensation had you pulling at your restraints and drool slipped out from around the gag.
He pulled out one of the ear plugs once you had calmed. "How are you feeling Mouse?" His raspy laugh filled your ear when you tried to respond but couldn't do more but squeak around the gag.
He left the plug out, letting you hear him. You could hear the wand turn on, vibration increasing before he placed it directly on your clit. Causing you to squeeze tightly around his length. You can feel him drop to all fours at the sensation but you cant focus on his reaction. He's pushing the head of the wand firmly against your sensitive nub. Even as your orgasm takes over your body, your toes curling and your body twisting to try and get away from the strong vibrations on your sensitive pussy, he's not allowing you any relief from the overwhelming pleasure wracking through your body.
You tried to close your legs against him, you can feel a snap as your able to wrap one leg around his waist, holding him against you.
"Fuck, you snapped the chain Mouse."
"Sensitive, too sensitive." You try to make yourself heard. Your close to snapping your fingers the sensation is so overwhelming, just as you almost reach the point of no return the vibration stops and he pulled out of you. Leaving you trying to clench against where he's now left you empty.
"Look at that greedy pussy." His thumb pushes down and moves in firm circles on your clit, reigniting the overwhelming coil in your belly. You can feel him lifting your leg up by the now broken chain.
"These are hard to fucking break, was that too much for you?"
You can feel the weight shift around the bed, and he's removing your gag, blindfold and remaining ear plug. Before you can adjust at all you can feel him spit on your face. Moving the saliva around with his thumb. You cant open your eyes. He moved his hips over you face and you can feel he's dropped over your face.
"Suck on my balls Baby." You gently begin to pull him into your mouth, swirling your tongue around him. You can feel his hand pushing his cock down to where he had coated you cheek in his spit. Keeping his cock pushed tightly against your face as he fucked into his hand and over your cheek, his saliva letting him slide easily. His pace steady, you sucked harder and he picked up the speed of his thrusts. Pausing sometimes to put his weight on you, taking away your breath. Spitting again to when he wasn't able to slide against you as easily. Just before you can tell he's about to lose control he pulls away completely. You still cant open on eye thanks to his saliva and can only peek out of one eye. You feel him release the other restraints.
He flipped you over onto all fours and pulled your hips up. Sliding his fingers through your folds, causing you to try and pull out of his grasp. He pinned you tightly against him.
"Seems my horny bitch forgot how to fucking stay still." He said before bringing a palm down on your ass. He rained hard slaps down on your ass until the heat was spreading up your back.
He leaned over you, pushing against your now bruised ass. "I'm going to try something Mouse, if its too much I expect you to let me know."
"Yes, Daddy."
You can feel him lean over the bed and moving around where you assume his clothes ended up. Pulling your head up he began wrapping something around your neck. It was his belt you realize, he's turning it into a makeshift collar and leash. When he pulls back, testing it, it tightens around your neck. Loosening when he'd release the pressure.
"Snap once if your ready for this."
As soon as you snap he slammed his full length back into your pussy and pulled back on the belt at the same time."Fuck!" You both yelled at the same time. Every time he pulls back, forcing an arch in your back his cock was hitting every sensitive area in your cunt.
His thrusts became erratic and your toes were curling against the sensations he was forcing on you. With one final thrust he pulled back harshly again on the belt, holding you there, both of your bodies shaking with release. Just when your vision starts to blur he releases the belt fully and drops on top of you.
"Who are you?" He growled into your ear.
"Dabis girl." You could barely whisper out.
Kissing across your shoulders blades as you both come down from the high of the extreme emotions and sensations you'd both gone through in such a short amount of time. His fingers worked at the belt pulling it off your neck, before he rolled to the side of you. Adjusting you until you were both on your side facing each other. His fingers tracing over what you assume to be the belt marks on your neck before pulling you into his embrace.
"Where's your head at Mouse? Was it too much?"
You try and find the words to describe what had just happened and you couldn't think of any that fit what you were feeling.
"It was a lot, but I think I needed too much."
He pulled his head back to look at you, studying your face.
"Do you want to talk about what happened?"
"I don't think I was really mad at you. I was mad at what happened and took it out on you."
"I didn't intend to focus on the fucker Mouse, I was trying to not fucking kill him."
"I know. Logically I know that. But I think I just needed out of the situation. I needed you to get me away, not get vengeance."
"I'll keep that in mind."
You both continued to sit in the now comfortable silence, each running fingers down the arms of the other. Occasionally pressing your palm to his and looking at the size difference of your hands. Lost in feeling him. When you look at his neck you see the size of his burn on his neck had increased.
"Dabi, it spread."
"Yeah I felt that. It's okay, I told you it was going to happen."
"I'm sorry."
"Fuck off with that. But if you wanted to play doctor with me and take a bath to cool off with me I wouldn't say no."
"I can do that." Sitting up you realize you still have the restraints wrapped around your ankles and wrists. Dabi looked down at the broken ankle restraint and laughed again.
"Fucking came so hard you broke a damn chain. Guess we need a new set." He removed the chains and you both stood up wobbly to make your way to the bathroom.
Looking in the mirror you realize your going to be bruised around your neck and wrists. Your ankle already has a deep bruise forming on the side you'd broke the restraint on.
"We should probably avoid company for a bit, they are going to think you're torturing me."
"What, uninterrupted time without people taking your attention away from me? How will I cope Mouse."
After you bandage him up he begins to fill the bath. Going to the cabinet he pulled out one of the bath bombs he insists he gets for you, but you know he enjoys a little more than you do.
"I think we earned one of these." He waggled his eyebrows at you, helping you get into the warm water. Sitting behind you and pulling you to lean against him. You can hear him take a deep breath and feel his muscles melt in the hot water.
"Were you really going to use the feather?" He asked.
"I think I was."
"I scared you that much?"
"It wasn't that, I was trying to make you mad. I think I wanted you to get out of control so I didn't have to focus on how weak that guy made me feel. I also didn't want us to say something wrong to each other. There was too much happening in my mind, it wasn't because I really wanted to use my out." You hoped you explained it well enough and reassured him at least a little.
His arms wrapped around you possessively.
"You still want to be here, with me?"
"Of course I do, I love you."
He kissed the back of your head.
"I love you too my little Mouse."
After the bath you let him dry you with a fluffy towel and wrap you in your robe. Taking you to the kitchen he filled a glass with water and you sat and watched him make you dinner. Enjoying your moment of normalcy after such a chaotic night.
He dished up the food and you got up to get drinks for the both of you.
"I was thinking we should go back to Eden for another week." He said as you dug around in the fridge.
"I'd love that." You said grabbing a juice container and grabbing a glass from the cabinet.
"We could get married while we were there."
You dropped the glass from your hand and it shattered on the counter.
"Shit!" Dabi blurted out, picking you up and carrying you back to the chair to get you away from the broken glass.
"Are you asking me to marry you after we just had this fucked up night and I have a bruise on my neck?"
He smiled at you. "Probably bad timing, but I guess I am."
"Why?"
"That's a dumb question. Because I want you to be mine in every way including this one."
"I smashed some guys face into a wall today."
"Yeah you did." He said proudly.
You stared at each other, both trying to read the other.
"You can say no, we can keep things how they are." He said quickly. You realize he probably had no intentions of bringing this up tonight and now he's back pedaling in a panic.
"I'm not saying no." You want to get to him before he overthinks your silence. He perked up at that.
"I think I'd like getting married on Eden." You finally answer him.
"Yeah?" He almost looked like he didn't trust your answer.
"Yeah, lets do it."
Chapter End Notes
Do people want to see the wedding? Or do you want a general overview of they got married and what happens after? What are you wanting to see in the last chapter? I want input just in case there's something I hadn't thought to include! I think I have all my bases covered in my outline but I want to know what the people who have supported me on this journey want to see!
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Chapter Notes
Hello! Sorry I am late on this one, my brain is not letting go of this story easily! I will have two endings to this story! A baby version and a non baby version! So the next chapter will be the version with a baby for reader and Dabi, and the next day I will post a child free Dabi and Reader!
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Dabis POV
Dabi felt at home sneaking around someone else's space. These tend to be the jobs Hawks brought him on for a reason. This villains quirk was becoming a pain in his ass however. As quiet as Dabi could be, this guy seemed to be ten steps ahead of him. Random laughter filled his ears occasionally.
This guy had a camouflage quirk. Which didn't trouble Dabis mind at first, but it seemed this guy could do more than just blend in. He seemed to become whatever he tried to blend into.
"I am starting to get annoyed of you." Dabi mumbled under his breath. "I could be at home right now, but no, here I am, wasting my time on you."
Laughter rang through his ears again. Dabis jacket started to move and gave him the feeling of being covered in something slimy.
"What the fuck!" Something broke off his jacket and changed form, Dabi realized too late the villain had blended into his jacket. Before he could react he was falling down the stairs he'd just climbed up.
Blurred images of red and tan, yelling filled his head. He could see Hawks face looking down on him in concern before his world turned black.
Y/N POV
Looking at yourself in the mirror you did a little twirl. Dabi had been gone with Hawks for almost a week now. Wanting to surprise him when he arrive back home you'd purchased a new dress. He loved you in dresses. Form fitting with thin straps at the top, it draped down your legs just past your knees. A slit went up the side all the way to your hip bone. He wouldn't be able to keep his hands off you.
You were less than a month out from leaving for Eden. You still can't believe you were willingly about to marry Touya Todoroki. You were going to be a Todoroki.
Cheeks heating up at the thought you had to shake yourself out of your overwhelming thoughts. Not only were you marrying the dead Todoroki, you were marrying the villain Dabi. On Purpose. You remember when the League of Villains first started making the news. Maybe you really were stupid. Remembering on when you once wished you could be seen by Endeavor, acknowledged in some way.
You don't know if he's even aware of Dabis intentions of making you his bride. Should you tell him? Dabi had told you he'd invite Hawks, and you really couldn't think of anyone other than Hawks who'd want to share this with you. Other than Dabis family. Yours never played a large part in your life once you became an adult. Another loss due to your quirklessness. You didn't think announcing your marriage to one of the most dangerous men in Japan was going to bring any of them back into your circle either. You would rather avoid that potential hurt. Hawks was enough for you too.
Bending down to put on the anklet and matching shoes a slam from downstairs had you running out of the room.
"Y/N!" Hawks voice sounded worried and his tone had you running.
"Hawks?"
As soon as you walked into the living room he was rushing over to you, arms out to pick you up.
"He was hurt, I got him to the hospital. Nakumura is on a job with Deku and we can't reach them."
Without thinking you let Hawks pick you up. He stepped outside and you were in the air before you could respond.
"How hurt is he?" You ask, trying to be calm.
"He hadn't woken up yet, I got him there and left to get you. The guy we were after pushed him down a flight of stairs, from what I could tell at least his arm and leg were broken. He was unconscious but breathing when I left."
"Can you fly faster?"
"Hold me tight Baby Bird." Without waiting for you to listen his speed increased. You'd been so worried you realized you were only in the dress. You hadn't even gotten your shoes on. The air from being so high up was freezing. Hawks heard your teeth chattering and cussed under his breath.
"I fucked up, should've made sure you had on something warm." He snuggled you into as much of his jacket as he could. You wormed your arms into his shirt. Trying to steal much of his heat as you could.
Once you landed you could no longer feel your feet or your nose. You couldn't remember ever being so cold, but you ignored it and kept up with Hawks pace, your hand still wrapped in his for warmth and comfort.
Outside of Dabis room a doctor and a nurse were exiting as you were trying to see him. They looked past you however, and looked up behind you. The giant shadow falling over you the only clue that someone was keeping up with you.
Turning you made eye contact with Endeavor.
"Your son with be fine Endeavor." The doctor ignored you completely and addressed him.
Endeavor nudged you in front of him, so the doctor was forced to look at you and acknowledge you.
"Are you family?" He asked.
"Yes." Hawks and Endeavor said in unison.
"You said he's okay?"
"Yes, his right leg is broken, and his wrist and arm, his tailbone also is fractured."
"You consider that fine?" You wanted to smack him.
"I do when we can treat it easily, and we have a healer who will be back in a few weeks."
You could probably punch him in the nose and get into the room with Dabi before anyone even realized what happened.
"We have him on some heavy pain killers, he's awake but he's a little loopy. He's been asking for a Y/N. I assume that you?"
You nod and push past him, leaving Hawks and Endeavor behind.
You weren't sure what to expect but when you walking Dabi looked like something out of a cartoon. One who'd walked off a cliff and ended up in too many casts.
"Hey Mouse!" His happy tone didn't match how his body looked. "You gonna sign my cast? Casts? There's multiple, and I have to sit on a doughnut. Not a real doughnut, and they won't give me one." You ran a hand through his hair and kissed his forehead.
"You're supposed to be a master villain, and you got pushed down stairs." You said.
"This guy was sneaky. Why don't you have shoes baby?" His words were slurred together and he couldn't seem to keep a smile off his face.
"You're worried about my shoes?"
"No, I'm worried that you don't have any."
"Hawks said you were hurt and I didn't think, I just came to see you, you idiot."
"He flew with you wearing just that dress? Did you call me an idiot when you flew in just that?"
The cold made its presence known with a giant shiver that ran through your body.
"Come get in the bed with me and I'll warm you up." Dabi said while waggling his eyebrows suggestively.
"I don't think you're in any position to follow through with your little eyebrow waggle Daddy." You stuck your tongue out at him, but still crawled onto the bed with him, avoiding his injuries and all of the wires.
"Is that a challenge?"
"Whose challenging you?" Hawks said entering the room with Endeavor behind him.
"What, Enji Todoroki found time in his schedule to see his broken son in the hospital?"
You elbowed Dabi before you could stop yourself.
"I already have like 4 casts Mouse, you want me to have another?" Dabi said with a fake pout.
"Don't be rude."
"I can leave if you want." Enji said, the sadness in his eyes made your heart twist.
"Of course not, ignore him. Of course you should stay."
You avoided making eye contact with Dabi after that. He just started laughing and didn't seem to be able to control it.
"Of course you should stay." He repeated in a mockery of your voice.
While you avoided looking at him, you could feel him staring holes into you.
"Hey." He said, nudging you. "What was your plan with the dress Mouse?"
You looked in panic at the two hero's in the room.
"I didn't have a plan, I was just putting on a dress."
"Liar." He nudged you again. Dabis gaze turned to Hawks. "Isn't she pretty? She was going to fuck me in this dress don't you think."
"Of course she's pretty, you idiot. Keep talking like you are in front of people I doubt she's going to do anything with you."
"Okay but, like have you really looked at her. And she likes me. On purpose." He had his boasting tone, but his cheeks were pink.
"Yes she does, how are those drugs treating you?" Hawks hid a laugh behind his gloved hand.
"You should ask for some, they're great." His glazed eyes went back to you. "Hey." He said again, nudging you harder.
"Yes?" You can't keep the smile off your face. Trying to hold in a laugh was proving difficult. You never really got to even see him drunk.
"I missed you." He said bringing you into his side more.
"I missed you too." You wrapped your arm gently around him.
"Hey." He said again, this time the laugh left your body. "Did you know in just over twenty one days you're going to be a Todoroki?"
Your eyes went wide at that. Endeavor and Hawks gazes snapped to yours at that.
"You're getting married?" Endeavors voice was loud, and you wondered how far it carried in the hallway.
"Who told you?" Dabi said, offended that someone told the secret.
"You did." You interrupted.
"No, I told you. Did you tell him? It was you wasn't it."
His fingers found their way to your side and he started trying to tickle you.
"It was you! Don't you dare tickle me!"
"You weren't going to tell anyone?" Hawks looked hurt, which twisted your heart even further.
"He was supposed to tell you on this mission. I wanted to tell you weeks ago but he wanted to do it." You didn't want him to think you were leaving him out. "I don't think anyone really would want to go, so it was just going to be small."
"I'd like to go." Endeavor said quietly. "I've missed out on so much with you, through my own fault. I'd like to be with you through this."
Dabi didn't answer, he was focused on you.
"Are you upset it won't be a big wedding little Mouse?"
"Of course not."
"I can go threaten your family into coming and being nice."
"God, please don't."
"Do you want the hero group there."
"Dabi we talked about this already. I'm happy with it being small. I wasn't lying."
"You sounded sad, don't sound sad."
He lifted up your hand and kissed it. Finally looking at Endeavor.
"The wedding is going to be in Eden. We can't have more than five guests. If you show up I won't stop you."
You knew that was as close to an invitation as Dabi was able to give. "You can bring Mom too if she wants." He added. Words still slurring. It hits you, Enji probably had the drugs to thank for this. It had his guard down. "Don't confuse this for anything more than what it is, this isn't an invite back into my life or into whatever happens in the future. This is an invite to welcome Y/N."
"I'll make sure Keigo gets you the information." You add, not trusting non drugged Dabi to follow through.
Endeavor stood and bowed his head. "I'll give you your space." He said quietly and left.
Hawks waited a moment before speaking up. "So you were going to spring me having to go to Eden on me last minute?" He smiled at Dabi.
"Fuck off, you can afford it, if you don't want to come don't come."
"Shut up, I want to go. Someone has to say they object." He said dramatically walking out of the door.
"If he does that we're having chicken for our wedding dinner."
Finally alone Dabi wrapped his non broken arm around you tightly. Forcing you to cuddle into the crook of his neck.
"God I needed you." He said into the top of your head, peppering your forehead with kisses.
"Did you?"
"I always do, you make me needy."
"I thought you made me needy for you."
"Yeah I do, but its nothing compared to how much I need you."
"I like you on drugs, I think you're secretly sappy."
"For you maybe. Did you get the wedding outfits when you bought this amazing dress?"
"I did, I also got the wedding night outfit."
"Cause we're getting married." He slurred with a dopey grin. "You are marrying me, intentionally, because you want to."
"I am actually shocked you want to do this, The whole getting married thing doesn't seem like you."
"Tying you to me legally, and making it that much harder for you to leave me? What part of that doesn't sound like me Mouse?"
You melt a little more into him, processing what he just said. "You put it like that it sounds terrifying. Maybe I should put more thought into this."
"Shh, no you don't. You already said yes, and it's all paid for. No taking it back now."
Dabis POV
Trying to get around with these casts was proving to be a burden. Right now he was dependent on Hawks getting him around, Y/N was running her own wedding errands and he had wanted to pick out a gift for her to surprise her with the morning of the ceremony. He wasn't going to be able to give her the full Japanese wedding, but he wanted to make sure to make the day was as close to tradition as he could. Nothing else about them was traditional, he wanted to give her this.
"You got me here, now go away." He said to Hawks.
"You gush too much, really you should hold back on the gratitude. No wonder Baby Bird is so in love with you."
Dabi could only stare until Hawks made his exit. Looking towards the worker he pulled out his design and began to explain to the worker what he wanted.
Finished with his task he made his way out slowly. Unable to make it too far he couldn't help his temper starting to raise when he had to sit just a few feet out of the store. He didn't want Mouse to see him angry, so he let himself feel as much of it as he could in the moment. He was angry he was hurt, and angry he let some asshole get the drop on him. If something had gone just slightly worse, it all could've been over. He wouldn't be planning this even with Y/N anymore.
Running a hand across his face, he watched as people near him started to leave as his heat began to build up.
"Always drawing people in." Dabis eyes rolled back in his head as he recognized Bakugous rough voice.
"What the hell do you want."
Bakugou threw himself down on the chair across from him. "I really wanted to make sure I got to see you looking like this before Deku and Nakumura came back from their mission."
"It's hard to mind being hurt when I have my Girl taking care of me. Who takes care of you after your missions Dynamight?" Dabi leveled a smug grin at him. Enjoying the anger that flit across his face.
"I heard you somehow got her to agree to marry you."
"What big mouth told you that?"
"You're baby brother."
"Fucking Enji." Dabi said under his breath.
"You really going to force her into being legally tied to you?"
"No ones forcing her to do anything explosion boy. She wants to be legally tied to me."
Bakugou crossed his arms, nodding his head, looking deep in thought for a moment.
"I just want to give you a reminder she has an out, if I hear even a hint of her being unhappy, I will be there to swoop in and kill you."
"I hope you're ready to live in constant disappointment. She's not going to have any regrets with any part of her life. I already told you, you're not enough for her. I am."
Dabi saw Hawks walking back towards them, coming out of a coffee shop with a too sugary drink. His eyebrows raised when he sees the two of them sitting across from each other.
"Did I miss anything exciting kids?" He said stepping up to the middle of the table.
"Just threatening the groom a bit, making sure he knows I am still willing to kill him."
"Fair enough." Said Hawks. "If you're done with the threatening I should get him home. He gets cranky if he's out too late these days."
"Oh fuck you, I've been around you when you're injured. You're a huge feathered baby." Said Dabi Defensively.
"We both know you're playing your injuries up so you get extra attention and care from your Mouse."
"Of course I do, I'm not stupid."
"Gross." Bakugou said while standing. He turned and left without another word.
Y/N POV
Nakumura was making his appearance just three days before they needed to head to the island. Dabi was practically shaking he was so excited to be mobile again.
"I didn't think I was doing that bad of a job taking care of you." You say, feigning hurt.
"I mean what I am about to say as nice as I can Mouse. But shut up." He said gesturing to Nakumura to walk in.
"Rude."
"I don't do helpless well and you know it."
Nakumura sat down his takeout and walked over to Dabi.
"It's just broken bones?" You could tell Nakumura had healed Dabi before, getting straight to the point.
"Yeah, X-rays from yesterday are just on the table."
Nakumura glanced over the X-rays and got to work. You left to make drinks for everyone, you wanted to get Nakumura alone for a moment and you weren't sure how to go about it.
Luckily as soon as he was done he had Dabi get up and do a short walk, testing out his leg. Dabi walked your path you usually took when you walked with Hawks.
"Nakumura, I know you're probably wiped out, but I wanted to see if I could get you to do something for me really quick before he gets back?"
Brushing your teeth you listened while Dabi started the shower, you were nervous about what you were about to do. Second guessing yourself, while trying to think of how to word what you wanted to say, you weren't sure how he was going to react and that made you nervous.
"Mouse, are you going to get your ass in here and help me test out my arm strength or do I have to do it by dragging you in here?"
Taking a deep breath you took off your robe and made your way into the shower. Dabis gaze moved up and down your body. Stopping where the mutation of his handprint had been. Nakumura had healed you completely before Dabis return. Now you were back to a clean slate.
"You had him fix you?"
"It felt overdue."
"It was." Dabi grabbed you around the middle, thumbs sliding on your now clear skin. Moving quick he grabbed your shower gel and got a cloth sudsy. Taking his time to cover you in the vanilla scented bubbles.
"God, not being able to do this to you was torture my little Mouse." Dropping the loofah he hooked his hands under your thighs. Moving to press you to the shower wall. Kissing you deeply, grinding himself into your center.
"Broken bones didn't keep you off me and you know it."
"Nothing can keep me off of you, you should know that by now Mrs. Todoroki."
A thrill went through your stomach at his words.
"I wanted to talk to you about something Dabi."
"It can't wait?"
"If I don't do it now I'll chicken out."
Dabi leaned back, looking at you with concern in his eye.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothings wrong, it's nothing bad."
Dabi went to set you down and realized you would have to give more eye contact that way.
"Wait, don't put me down. Just keep holding me."
He paused only for a moment before pulling your legs back around his waist.
"Talk to me." He said, you could hear the nervousness in his voice.
You leaned forward until your forehead until it reached his.
"I had Nakumura heal me so it'd be like a clean slate. Kind of like how we restarted."
"Okay." Dabi said, gripping your chin to make you look at him.
"I've been waiting for you to ask, but you haven't yet."
"Ask what Mouse."
"To give them back to me."
Dabi did set you down at that and he took a step back from you.
"To give what back to you?"
You reached forward and grabbed his hands, placing them wear this hand prints had been before.
"Mouse."
"I want them back, I didn't ask for them to be taken from me."
"You don't want them back Mouse."
"But I do, of course I didn't want them the first time, but eventually as I watched you change, I liked having them. It was like a reassurance that I was yours and he took it from me. He morphed it into something else. I want it back on my terms."
"What if I can't do that to you again."
"I don't believe for a second that seeing the twisted version of your hand didn't drive you insane every time you saw it."
"You're not doing this to try and please me? It's for you?"
"Part of it's for you of course, but I want them back. Nakumura even gave me pain medication and this ointment that would take the pain away."
"I don't need this from you, do you understand that? I don't need you to wear my mark like that."
"But you want me to."
Dabi said nothing, and you knew you were right.
"I want to, I earned them and I want them back."
Dabi still said nothing, turning around he turned off the water.
"Stay." He said to you, holding his hand up when you started to follow him out of the shower. He came back with a towel and began to dry you off.
"Where's the stuff from Nakumura?"
You gestured to your sock drawer and Dabi grabbed the bag. Leaving the room. He came back with a glass of water, and was digging through the bag. Taking a drink of the water he walked over to you, slowly moving the water from his mouth to yours, and giving you two of the pain pills.
"Swallow." After you swallow the pills he handed you the glass of water. "Drink." Before you could finish the glass he took it from you, setting it down before dropping to his knees. You felt uncomfortable standing so high above him.
"Dabi."
"Quiet Mouse." Dabi looked up at you and you couldn't read the look in his eyes. It was rare now that you couldn't read him. Breaking eye contact Dabi watched his fingers trail across your thigh, grazing your pussy and up your stomach.
"I'm sorry for the pain I caused you in the beginning Mouse."
"I know, you've already apologized, you don't have to anymore."
"Yes, I do. I'll always be apologizing. To you. I don't regret most of my past, but when it comes to you, I have regrets. I also wouldn't change it. I like you loving me. I like that you lean into my touch, I like that you've seen every part of me, and you still roll your eyes in pleasure when I touch you. You don't flinch away from me, even when I looked like a monster, you never flinched away in disgust."
His tongue trailed over your thighs, tracing the path his fingers had made. "I even like how you whine at me Mouse. I'm still a broken puzzle and you're still here, knowing you might not ever have every piece to put me together." His tongue flattened and ran through your folds, drawing your clit into his mouth. He attacked your cunt with a desperation you hadn't felt from him for as long as you could remember.
Just as you started to push yourself into his movements he pulled away.
"I know we're not guaranteed a future Mouse, but I'll fight for one with you with everything I have." Trailing his nose up your stomach he pulled himself to standing.
"I'll give you everything, if I don't have it to give I'll find a way to still provide it for you." You want to look away from the seriousness in his eyes. His hands wrapped around your waist.
"You want this?"
"Yes, I want this." You instigate a kiss this time, swallowing your fear at the pain you knew was about to come.
"Take a breath." As soon as you inhale you see blue light and feel the heat increasing. Gripping his shoulders you reach to bite down on his shoulder, amazed at he can deal with you breaking skin without even flinching. Trying to keep the same level of calm as him you try to not cry out, causing you to only bite harder.
Blue light fades and the pain has tears running down your face, you can't hold back the sobs of pain, Dabi moves quick grabbing the salve left by Nakumura. Dropping to his knees again he begins to add a thick coat to his marks. The pain began melting away almost instantly. You were able to get control of your breathing the more the salve did its job.
Bandaging the marks, Dabi moved slowly and carefully. You could see the pleasure in his gaze behind the concern. You take another deep breath, happy you were right about him wanting his marks back on you. For a moment you wonder if you'd always had this twist in your mind and Dabi just brought it out of you, or if he created the twist.
Dabi stepped away to grab your robe, helping you into it and handing you the still half full glass.
"Finish the water Love." You listen, wanting to keep the reassurance you were happy and didn't regret asking him to mark you again.
Setting the glass down you take the initiative to pull him into your embrace.
"Thank you, I feel like I'm fully yours again now." The pain medicine was kicking in, combined with the salve working its tingly magic. You no longer felt the sting and discomfort of the fresh burn.
"You didn't need that to be fully mine little Mouse, you've been mine since the first time I ran my fingers through your hair."
As if to prove his point he did just that.
Chapter End Notes
I promise the next chapter will be the actual wedding, starting to write the end I swear my brain is fighting it! It doesn't want to let go! You comments mean the world to me and I cannot fully explain what you guys do for my writing motivation when you wrote! Two chapters are heading towards you this week!
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Dabi had left for Eden the day before you. You spent that time enjoying having the house to yourself. He'd wanted to get everything set up, you're job was to relax. With a promise of wearing you out after the ceremony.
"Take advantage of the relaxing time Pet." He'd said.
Knowing he was good on the threat you took advantage of being able to nap and taking ridiculously long baths.
When the time came for Sakura to open a portal for you your body was ready for whatever Dabi had planned. You felt beautiful already having taken the time to care for yourself. Your stomach was a bundle of nerves.
You felt silly for being so nervous, realistically nothing was going to change outside of your name once the cermony was over. You didnt think there was anyway Dabi could become more invested in you. Everything about him was all consuming, and he had consumed a long time ago.
The intention had been not to see him until the ceremony. You werent surprised however, when you heard your window being opened while you were brushing your teeth. Walking out of the bathroom you couldn't help the excited grin you gave Dabi. You knew he'd be the one to break.
"I tried." he said. "I also just wanted to make sure you actually showed up. If I was going to need to hunt you down, the earlier I know the better." He tried to make his tone playful, but you could hear his relief at finding you where you were supposed to be.
"I know better to run from you by now." He'd reached you and threaded his arms under yours.
"Jump." He said in your ear, catching you under your thighs and letter you wrap around him.
"What did I interrupt?" He asked.
"I was just brushing my teeth and getting ready to go to sleep."
"Did you not sleep enough today? You were supposed to rest. Tomorrow's going to be busy." He was walkng you back towards the bathroom. Kissing along your collarbone as he walked.
"I was told to make sure I got enough rest, and you always follow through on your threats so I wanted to make sure I got sleep now."
"You took that as a threat? It was more of a promise little Mouse."
"A threatening promise."
You were happy he was there as he got ready for bed with you, each of you watching the other through the mirror. You hadnt been looking forward to another night of sleeping alone.
Trying to switch to your pajamas proved to be a difficult task with him present.
"Since when do we bother with clothes in bed?"
"Since were getting married tomorrow, and if we take a break I can pretend its okay that I am wearing white, even thought I am probably one of the most undeserving of wearing it."
Removing your dress you threw on a soft tank top, searching your bag for the matching shorts Dabis arms wrapped around you, fingers toying with the hem of your shirt. A shriek left your mouth at his quick movements that left you without your shirt once more.
Letting him enjoy his success for a moment, you bite your tongue as he begins to torment your nipples. Trying to look annoyed instead of showing how he was really making you feel. He moved along with you as you moved to put on the shorts. Standing in success at getting half dressed you picked your shirt back up.
Once the shirt covered your face you felt air hit your bottom half as he removed your newly put on shorts and your underwear. His fingers moving his torment to your clit.
"Dabi!" you were now in your shirt but fully exposed from your waist down.
"Yes little Mouse?" Dabi had an air of innocence in his voice, nibbling the shell of your ear as he continued his minstrations with his clever fingers.
"We're supposed to be good tongiht!"
A growl sent tingles throughout your body.
"Are you saying I'm not good baby?"
As if to prove his point he increased his pressure and speed on your clit, causing your toes to curl.
"So. so good." you barely got out. Just as you were about to reach the peak Dabi stopped.
"What, why!" you pouted.
"Youre right Mouse, we should be good tonight, make you want me more tomorrow." He kept eye contact as he licked your slick off his fingers.
"You're mean."
He pointed to himself. "Former Villain."
"Pain in the ass." You corrected him.
Pulling you down into the bed he wrapped you his arms, moving the blanket to cover you.
"Keep talking and I can be a pain in the ass." His length pressing into your ass, making sure you understoon what he intended.
"You're my favorite pain in the ass, if it helps Daddy."
"Yeah I am. I have something I wanted to…give you doesn't seem like the right word, but it's all I have."
"What is it? I didn't know we were doing gifts."
Dabi walked to the window and you see a bag you hadn't noticed earlier.
"Really it's two things. The first…"
Dabi reached into the bag and pulled out a ring box. The ring inside looked like a normal silver band. The surface seemed larger than most wedding bands however.
"Put it on." Dabi said while grabbing your hand so he could do it himself.
"I can put it on Dabi." You tried to pull you're hand away but failed against Dabis enthusiasm.
"You're moving too slow."
You couldn't figure out why he seemed so excited. This wasn't even your wedding ring. He'd been excited picking out your rings together, but you could see something more in his eye now. You wore the ring on your opposite hand.
"Are you ready?"
"I am already wearing it."
He smiled and using his pointer finger ignited his quirk. A small blue flame, smaller than his fingernail. He touched the flame to the ring. Moving his hand away quickly.
The flame looked as if it melted into the ring. The ring then continuously glowed with the flame.
"What's happening?" You ask, unable to look away from the blue glow.
"It's trapped one of my flames. It's moving in a continuous loop. You'll always be wearing my fire as long as you keep this on. Wrapped around you're finger."
You had no words. Dabi preferred action anyway. You threw you're arms around him and kissed him. Trying to show him everything he'd just made you feel. He broke the kiss and you looked at him in confusion.
"I'm not done Little Mouse."
"I really wish I knew we were doing gifts for each other. I am feeling really thoughtless right now."
"This gift matches one you already gave me."
Now you were really confused.
He moved your hand over his heart. You both stayed silent for a long moment. You tapped your finger unconsciously to his heartbeat.
He pushed something cold between your palm and his chest. When you looked down you see it's metal. In the shape of your palm. Your hand fit perfectly over it.
"You can't mark me like I can you. So I had this made." He said quietly, nodding at you to move your hand away. Once the metal version of your hand is being held only by the tips of his fingers you fully realize what he's going to do.
"How did you even get my hand shape like that. The metal bent around the curves of his chest exactly like your own hand did.
"You sleep heavy. I brought it to the metal worker who made your chain. It wasn't exactly complicated."
"You don't have to do this. The ring is more than I could picture."
"You don't want to mark me?" He arched his brow in a challenge to you.
You looked at the metallic plate again. That was your hand print. You could claim him like he's claimed you. No one could see him without his shirt without knowing he belonged to you.
"I do."
That was all he needed. You watched the metal plate heat, changing colors. You began to worry about him hurting himself. But when you looked him in the eyes there was no pain showing in his. He looked content.
He allowed you to bandage him, and take care of his brand. You fell asleep tangled with him. The ceremony felt like it would be just that. Ceremony. The real meaning of what the wedding was supposed to represent between the both of you happened here. Just between you two.
"Go to sleep Mouse." When you'd woken up a few hours later you were once again alone.
One hour.
Thats all that was left before you became Dabis wife. How in the hell was this happening. It felt surreal now that you were so close to the ceremony.
Staring out of the window of the same hotel that Dabi and you had shared from your first visit you could see the garden your ceremony was going to be performed in. Workers were finishing the set up. It looked beautiful. Dabi knew how to spoil you by now. A thrill ran through you at the notion that one of the most feared men across the world went out of his way to make sure you had your favorite flowers lining where you'd be saying your vows. Or that he even cares what flowers you like.
You were glad to be in Eden for the ceremony, it made it so you could have a less intense and involved ceremony. You'd finally met Dabis mother. Which was awkward, Dabi wouldn't stop standing between you and his parents. His anger felt sharper when you spoke to Rei. He seemed to hold more resentment towards her than he did even Enji. On a different day you would try and dig into that more. You had had just discovered another piece of the Dabi puzzle.
But not today.
You'd pictured getting married when you were younger. This was definatly grander than you ever even imagined. When you tried to tell Dabi you felt like this was too much he'd silenced you pretty quick. You realized giving you this elaborate set up was important to him and quit trying to stop him from going all out. If you were planning a bigger wedding you had a feeling he would be the out of control bride to your relaxed spouse. The image of him melting down at wedding dramatics made you giggle before you could stop it.
"Something funny Baby Bird?"
Hawks made his way into your dressing room. It was odd to see him dressed up instead of in h is hero get up or his casual attire.
"I was just picturing what he would have been like if we had planned a more formal ceremony."
Hawks smiled, closing his eyes and taking a deep breath. Looking anything but amused.
"He would have been a nightmare, he was already bitchy with this if anything went slightly off course."
"I'm sorry, I tried to be the barrier for everyone."
He's a grown up, you don't need to be the barrier."
"History says different."
Looking back out of the window you coud see Dabi walking towards the workers finishing the set up. You watched as he started moving things around, much to the planners dismay it looked like. Enji was awkwardly standing close to him, looking like he wanted to interupt whatever was happening. You had a feeling the frustration Dabi was showcasing was related to the giant of a man rather than whatever he deemed not done right behind him.
He must of felt you staring at him, he turned and looked towards your window. In panic you dropped to the ground. Hawks feathers stopping you from dropping as hard as you would've. When you looked up at him he was over exaggerating a dopey wave at Dabi and Endeavor.
"Don't want him to see you?" he said, his feathers helping lift you while he used his wings to block the window.
"Shouldn't you be with him?"
Hawks feathers ruffled and a shiver ran through him.
"As a hero I have been trained to withstand nurmorous tortures Baby Bird. But being with Dabi and Endeavor and trying to stay sane through their family reunion is more than I can deal with."
You laughed, feeling grateful that wasn't expected of you today, at this point you just had to show up.
"Plus, you shouldn't be alone before all of this. I was shocked you didn't invite anyone."
You had thought of trying to invite one of the girls, but couldn't make yourself go through with it. Uraraka is who you would've asked and it seemed insensitive to do so. She had been a captive with you, and you were about to marry your former jailer. It was easier to just be alone with this.
"I know what everyone thinks, and I get it. I understand it too. I don't want to ask anyone else to be apart of this."
"Thats fucking stupid." Came a gravely voice from the door way. Bakugou was the last person you expected to see today.
He held his hands up in a sign of surrender.
"I'm not here to go see the ceremony or be apart of this stupid day. I am not here to try and stop it either. I just wanted to show up so you know all of us are still here for you. I'm not fighting to make you mine or anything, I just thought you should know none of us are going to change how we feel about you or wanting you around. You have people, even if you don't feel like you do."
He threw himself down in one of the chairs, wearing one of his workout outfits, he cracked his knuckles and ran his hand through his hair.
"Plus I thought it would be entertaining to see Endeavor try and suck up to another one of his children." He smiled mischievously at the thought. "Urakaka and Pink girl wanted to make sure you wouldn't stop coming to the little friends meet ups." Finally he looked at you and gave you a forced smile.
"Don't overthink, just enjoy your day Princess." Standing up quick he came over and kissed your forehead before stalking slumped out of the room. "We're all behind you, stupid decisions and all."
Feeling a little lighter you felt fully ready to focus and do what Bakugou demanded. You were going to enjoy your day.
Feeling a little more relaxed in your blue hikifurisode and entering the honeymoon suite with your now husband, his carrying you bridal style felt more loving this time than it had before, you felt like you had finally got your breathing back to normal. You'd been a nervous wreck during all of the ceremony, taking too long to follow the instruction and almost spilling sake at one point.
"Should I be calling myself Mrs. Dabi or Mrs. Todoroki?"
Dabi looked overly thoughtful.
"Mrs. Happy everyone else has gone the fuck away from us sounds good."
"Are you made I made you follow through on your drugged induced promise?"
"Hmmm, we'll have to wait and see on that."
He dropped onto the oversized chair without putting you down.
"I didn't think anyone was too bad, I thought they were all nice."
"Thats cause none of them were trying to force you into feeling family happy Mouse."
"Are you happy?"
"Don't ask stupid questions."
"Its not stupid to check in on how my Husband is feeling." You pouted.
Dabis smile widened at that, locking his gaze onto yours. The fire behind his eyes no longer felt threatening to you. You often found yourself trying to ignite it now.
"mmm I guess thats true little Mouse. Your husband is feeling very happy. How is my wife feeling?" You never thought the word wife could be growled out so intensely. A thrill passing through your body at the roughness of his voice. He could read you ingriedents off a cereal box and it would sound like he was trying to seduce you.
"She's feeling pretty good Daddy."
"Show me the wedding night outfit baby, I am done being patient."
"I need ten minutes."
"How about five." He negotiated, making it hard for you to stand.
"Seven."
"Seven is pushing it but I'd move fast."
Once youre in the bathroom you pull the bag holding your wedding night lingire out from in between the towels you'd hid it in, trying to prevent Dabi from sneaking a peek. Giving yourself one more glance over before opening the door. Dabi was already leaning forward impatiently, looking as if he was ready to come drag you out of the bathroom.
You twirled in the soft white dress, enjoying the feeling of the skirt lightly touching your thighs as you spun. Feeling punch drunk after the day and the way Dabis eyes heated seeing you.
Standing gracefully he grabbed your hand, guiding you into one more twirl.
"You look perfect Mouse."
"This isnt the whole outfit." You told him. "Its kind of interactive. I got help from the girls on getting someone to make it for me."
"Interactive." Dabis gaze went from admiring how the fabric draped across your body to studying it like a puzzle.
"Just add fire." You moved his hand to the sash of the dress. "Just a little fire, not a big fire." You specified. Knowing how his flames got bigger if he was a little too invested in his feelings.
"LIttle fire." He said as a small blue spark left his hand, igniting the sash like a fuse. Dabi stepped back, watching the fire move slowly up the sash, following the path of the wrap. You hold your breath, but try to look relaxed. You'd had three run throughs with the designer, so you had confidence you wouldn't catch on fire, but there was still a little what if in the back of your mind. So you focused on your husbands face, watching him take in the sight of you. Loving that someone could look at you like he does.
The fire caused swirls and small blue sparks as the white dress disintergrated, leaving behind a blue harness lingire set. Cross crossing across your body. Leaving you strategically exposed. Something more fitting to Dabis possessive style. Knowing he was going to be happy to have the harness to move you around to his liking. The hungry look he was giving you made all of the time you spent coming up with the lingire worth it. His fingers traced the straps, stoping to toy with the blue flames looking as though they were chasing a mouse you'd had embroidered into the strap that wrapped around your hip.
"Jesus." He said, before palming himself through his pants. Gripping the strap that went around your collar bone he pulled you quickly to him. Kissing you possessivly. Gripping the strap at your hip with his free hand he lifted you by the harness, the design keeping the pressure even across your body, he moved you to a chair made from twisting and intertwined white branches, it hung from the ceiling, acting almost as a hammock. It was filled with small pillows and soft blankets. Once you were seated he lifted a leg, kissing from your inner thigh to your ankle. Making soft swirls with his tongue along the way. stretching your leg out and attaching it to a shakle that looked out of place on the top round of the chair.
You raised your eyebrow at him. "I told you I had plans." Your leg now stuck in the air left you exposed to him. He was quick to take advantage of it by moving to flatten his tongue and lick you from the bottom of your folds to your clit. Sucking gently as he moved your other leg into the mirror image of the other. Letting his fingers work your clit he attached your leg to the otherside before bringing his mouth back to your cunt.
He left your hands free, carding your fingers through his hair you gripped the soft white locks at the root, pulling when he'd get you close to moving towards your edge. He pushed his ring and middle finger into your pussy, scissoring them and stretching you, his mouth never leaving your clit. Unable to wrap your legs around him you bit down on the side of your thumb as he grazed your g-spot with slow and firm pressure. This time when you approached your orgasm he gently guided you over the edge.
Instead of guiding you down, his minstrations got more intense, he hurled you instead into a shaky violent second orgasm. Your vision went white and your whimpers echoed across the room. Drowned out only by his grunts. His stamina was in full display as his tongue and fingers continued the punshing pace.
As soon as you were forcefully pushed into a third, eye rolling orgasm, he unhooked your ankles from the shackles, the relief of your legs dropping onto his shoulders only causng your body to shake more violently. Grabbing your harness one on your chest and the other on your waist, he picked you up and tossed you onto the bed, usng the straps to flip you onto all fours.
Smacking your ass, you can feel his quirk coming to life as he woke up the nerve endings on your ass. You could hear his fingers running across your cunt.
"Your fucking dripping, we might be laying down towels to sleep Mouse, you're already soaking the fucking sheets." His voice was low and teasing. Moving down he began to bite across the globe of your ass, leaving bite marks and hickeys in his mouths wake. Slapping your ass across his marks before gripping your harness again and flipping you over and dragging you to your knees infront of him.
"Eyes on me Mouse." You watched as he removed his ceremonial clothing, the many layers working against your impatience to taste him and bring him to release as he had done for you.
When his cock was released his hand gripped your hair, holding you back from sucking his length into your mouth. "Whose cock do you want in your mouth little Mouse."
You tried to move forward despite his grip in your hair, the slight pain at the pull causing you to clench your pussy. "Yours."
His hand pumped slowly up his length. "Oh Mouse, thats not the answer I'm looking for."
It took you a moment too long for Dabi, his hand tightening its grip in your hair before the answer hit you. "My husbands." His grin was feral at your answer.
"Your husbands what little Mouse."
"My husbands cock." You could feel heat spreading through your cheeks and chest. His hand released your hair and you took over half of his length in excitment at getting be the one who makes his legs shake. Swirling your tongue as you brought you hand up to work him into a frenzy. Wanting him to lose control. You cant help the happy squeal that leaves your mouth as he took control, working his cock into your throat. Feeling the hand intertwined in your hair begin to shake. Hearing his skin slap onto yours.
You can taste his precum and you begin to match his thrusts, working for his release. Before he can reach it he again is pulling you around by the harness, lifting you back up onto the bed on all fours and not even giving you a moment to catch your breath, hes bottomed out in your cunt. Not giving you a build up, just violently thrusting into you, his hand gripping your hair and pulling you back. his other hand moving to push his fingers into your mouth, forcing you to taste yourself as he pounded into you.
"Fucking take it!" He grunted out before one last push to seat himself deep inside of you. The heat of his release filing you.
He laid all of his weight on you, pushing you into the mattress. Caging you underneath him. He bit the shell of your ear hard, his tongue soothing the sting.
"I told you didnt I, I'd make you completely Dabis girl. I'd make it so I am your only fucking thought. Look at my wife, fucked out, already unable to move and were just getting fucking started." You could feel him getting hard again against your ass. "You're fucking mine Mouse." His hips began to thrust against you. "Who are you little Mouse?" His hand wrapping around your throat, pulling you back into his chest.
He thrust himself into you again, there was no gentleness to his movements. You screeched out and bit your lip at the pleasure that rippled through your body.
"I'm Dabis Girl!"
Chapter End Notes
If you are wanting them to have a baby you have one more chapter! It will be posted within the next two days! Then besides side stories that will go into the future and also flash backs!
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Baby
Chapter Notes
Okay, I had a harder time with this chapter than I thought I would. This is the ending with a baby. So if you didn't want a baby with reader and Dabi skip this!
I kept the babies sex neutral, and even how they delivered. So you can choose!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
One year.
You'd been married one year. To a villain you used to see creating death and destruction on the news, and you were currently watching him make yuck faces while picking out the vegetables you needed for the next few days.
His scarring was more noticeable, the spot on his neck now covered the whole side and partially covered his lower jaw. He was becoming more recognizable as Dabi again, soon he wouldn't be able to hide in plain sight as Toya.
Already you noticed a few glimpses of recognition over the past week. So far, no one said anything. Maybe the terror of him would prevent any form of confrontation.
The Hero Commission utilized Dabi heavily in the reforming of the Hero society. But his image was always of him at his most scarred. The image of the commission taming the cremation villain looked more impressive than of them sending the blue eyed man frowning at green peppers on odd jobs with Hawks.
You knew anyone who looked at Dabi as tamed was a fool. You never let yourself think of him that way, and you were the one he was softest with. That he was still finding his balance, between Dabi and allowing himself to embrace who Toya could've been.
There were moments when you were together where you could see the change in his eye. Where he slipped. Back into who he had been. You had a pretty good hold on guiding him back. But the back of your mind you did wonder what would happen if you couldn't guide him back. You'd been trying to find a trigger, what it is that pushed him back. Nothing stood out.
No matter how far back in the day you'd go you couldn't place a moment that was out of place.
"Mouse, you seem to be lost to me today." You couldn't even remember walking into your kitchen. Dabi guided you sit while he put the food away.
"I am just tired I think."
"I have to leave tonight, help Hawks with something."
"Really? When did you find that out?"
"In the car on the way home. Do you want me to say no and tell bird boy to handle his own shit?"
You couldn't help but laugh at him with that.
"That was specific, is there something you want to tell Keigo?"
He didn't answer, just walked behind you, caging you in against the counter. "I had other plans tonight, bring you back down to Earth with me. I seem to be losing your attention. You've been looking through me all day."
You reached up to cup his cheeks in your hand. Moving all of your focus onto him.
"I told you, I am just tired. As the one primarily responsible for my being worn out, I'd think you would be more aware. Maybe I'll take advantage of you being gone for a couple of days and just sleep. Then I can give you all of the attention you need when you get back."
You watched his eyes as they observed your face. Looking satisfied he released his hold on you.
"Fine, come lay down with me, we can nap before I go."
"Do you mean a real nap or a Dabi nap?"
"What's the difference?"
"How much your penis is involved in it." You tried to say with a straight face.
"Someone has been a bad influence on you, can't believe I let you kiss me with such foul language."
Reaching an arm back he removed his shirt, his pants quick to follow.
"I am still a prude if anyone compared me to you."
He helped you get down into your own underwear, before wrapping you in the blanket with him. Kissing you gently, you could feel his smile against your lips.
"Say something else Mouse, I like it when you go out of character."
"Shut up."
As soon as you returned his kiss he'd rolled you over, your back to his chest.
"It'll be a regular nap Mouse, I want you rested when I get back."
His hand spread, covering your belly. The warmth relaxing you.
"Why is Hawks asking for you so last minute? We usually get at least a day warning."
Dabi snuggled in, burying his face into your neck.
"There's somethings the hero's struggle with Mouse. We're rebuilding hero society, making it better. There's complications that pop up. Some of the complications I am am better at."
You take a minute to process what he's saying.
"So, they bring you in if they think someone needs to be, what, killed?"
"Most of the fight back against the newly formed commission is from former pros, they are killing their own, wanting the old ways back. Hawks brings me when it gets out of hand. They don't bring me in on villain cases, they bring me in on Hero's who've lost it."
You rolled to face him. You don't know what to make of what he's telling you.
"So, they keep you on hand as someone to do their dirty work? To kill for them instead of for the league? How is that better?"
"What did you think they were bringing me out for? Stopping someone stealing candy?"
"Not to just be an assassin for them. I didn't know you we're still…"
"Killing people?" His hand gripped your chin, forcing you to look at him.
"I thought you just liked working with Hawks sometimes. I didn't know you were letting the commission use you like this."
"This was all apart of the deal I made Mouse, I made the deal so you could have some normalcy. I don't have to hide you away to keep your eyes on only me. I knew the deal I was making. You knew what I was, I won't pretend to be something I'm not Mouse. None of this is new. I'm just getting paid for it now."
"I'm just, I just need to process I think."
"I won't lie to you if you ask about it, pretending it's something else will just let the reality grate against us until it overwhelms us. I won't let any part of our life be pretend. If we go down that route we won't last. When I get back we can talk about it more. Just sleep for now."
———
6 months later
When you were trapped with Shigiraki he had taken enjoyment at turning different parts of you to dust, starting with organs you could live without, never the full thing, leaving enough to be healed. Seeing how you reacted to each removal, before having Nakumura heal you. During one of his tortures he had decayed your IUD. Dabi and you both had discussed a replacement, but neither of you acted on it. You ignored it while you were away from Dabi too.
It'd been so long since then you honestly thought maybe you or Dabi was sterile. One of you was broken.
As you stared at the positive pregnancy test you felt like an idiot. You should've gotten a replacement. You didn't know how Dabi was going to react to this. You both hadn't discussed the reality of having a baby since your discussion years before.
Most of your doubts and nerves you realize are because you don't know how he's going to react. You should've told him you were going to take a test, and had him with you.
Instead you were just here, pacing, waiting for him to come through the door. Your phone going off had you looking around in paranoia until you realized it was your phone. It was Dabi.
"Hi."
"You're setting off the cameras, why are you pacing Mouse?"
"Are you almost home?"
"I can be, whats wrong?"
"Nothing, really I just need you home."
"Giving me five minutes."
He hung up. You have now mentally started counting. Waiting for him to get home. Before he could step out of the orange glow of the portal you'd jumped onto him, his arms wrapped around you and held you up like you weighed nothing.
He said nothing and just held you while you tried to find the right words. You didn't know where to go from here.
"Can you carry me to the bathroom?"
He didn't answer, just started walking. You laid your head on his shoulder.
"Did you know that I am ridiculously attracted to you, when you carry me around like it's nothing?"
"Why do you think I do it?" Reaching the bathroom he sits you on the counter. Splaying his hands on either side of you and forcing eye contact. "Tell me what's wrong."
You looked over to where you sat the pregnancy test down, waiting for his eyes to follow yours. You watched him narrow his eyes before walking over to look at the test. His whole body went rigid and he took his time to look you in the eye again.
"Is this real"
You glared are him at that. "Why wouldn't it be?"
"I don't know, so there's…what do we do?" He was staring at your stomach, looking like he was trying to see through you to the baby.
Seeing him lose his mind forced you into being calm. His freak out allowing you to think rationally.
"What do you want to do?"
"What?" Dabi wasn't processing anything.
"Do you want to have this baby?"
His eyes darkened at what you were suggesting. "What does that mean? Of course I do."
His answer flooded you with relief. You hadn't been sure you wanted a baby, but your dread at him answering that he wanted to get rid of the baby solidified your stance.
"Do you not want them?"
"I do, I just didn't know where you stood on it."
Dabi closed his eyes for a moment before walking back to you, caging you against the counter again and kissing you with a new possessiveness.
"I stand with you, you've made me very happy Mouse."
Before you could respond a thought crossed your mind.
"I have to find something else to call you, I can't keep calling you Daddy." Earning you a bark of laughter.
"I'm sure we can think of something else you can call me little Mouse."
———
3 months later
Leaving the appointment you'd both decided to wait on finding out whether or not you were having a boy or a girl. You were getting past the morning sickness, your energy levels were picking back up too. Hearing the heartbeat had been surreal.
You tried reading Dabis expression, he looked nervous. You could see panic starting to rise in his eyes. Like hearing the heartbeat made it truly real for him. You spent the beginning of the car ride trying to figure out how to ask him what he was feeling.
"Mouse."
You looked at Dabi while he seemed heavily focused on the road.
"What if our babies quirk is faulty? Like mine. I've been trying to not think about it. But, if their quirk is like mine and it doesn't function right…"
You watched as his hand rubbed against the scar on his neck, moving to his arm.
"I've been having similar thoughts." You admit. Dabi looked at you and looked almost guilty.
"Not about him having a quirk like yours, but about him being quirkless. Bringing a quirkless Todoroki into the world, I don't know."
"That's stupid, better quirkless and normal than fucked up like this. No one is going to be disappointed if they don't have a quirk Mouse." The car turned sharply and Dabi pulled over and turned the car off.
Getting out of the car he walked to your side and opened the door. Crouching down so he was looking up at you.
"I know I can handle this." His thumb ran across the ever growing scar on his neck. "I can handle the pain, it's nothing to me now. I learned to not react to it. But it's still pain. I can still feel it as it happens, and I feel it everyday. What if we have this baby, and they end up in pain?" He flattened his hand over your belly. The panic in his eyes again.
"The chances of them having the same situation as you are very low, and there's no quirk in me to fight against. I don't think you should worry about a problem that doesn't exist yet."
Dabi nodded along, seemingly calmed for now. Like he just needed you to say it. To take his worry from him. Kissing your forehead as he stood.
When you'd finally pulled into the driveway of you're home he gripped your wrist, not letting you get out of the car. Gripping your chin to keep your focus on him.
"I meant it, this baby can be quirkless and it would make me feel relief, not disappointment. Okay?"
"Okay, I will stop freaking out inside too."
———
2 months later
You'd picked the room closest to yours to turn into a nursery. Dabi had already brought an extra crib into the room, the day after you had told him about the baby. You remember him looking very satisfied with himself as he set it up.
"Dabi." You called from the nursery, where you'd been folding baby clothes, and you were now stuck on the ground.
"What?" He said from the doorway, his voice was tired, and you don't know what happened. You started crying, trying to hide your face from him. Not wanting him to see you cry. What the hell was happening.
"Are you crying? What happened?" When he reached for you, instead of letting him help you up like you intended you threw yourself to the side.
"What's happening?" Dabi said, sounding as confused as your brain felt.
You opened your mouth to apologize, and explain you didn't know why you were feeling like this. "Why are you so mean?"
"What? When?" He now looked truly flustered. "I just said what? You called for me?"
Now you were going to apologize. "But you said it angry and really mean." You started truly sobbing at this point, convinced someone was clearly taking over your body and making you look like a crazy person.
"Okay, I don't think I did, I think this might just be a pregnant thing." He tried to reason with you.
It was the wrong thing to say.
"Don't call me names!" You didn't even recognize your voice at this point. Internally you were rolling your eyes at yourself, what the hell was wrong with you.
"I didn't call you names, I just called you pregnant!"
"See, you're calling me names!"
"I think maybe I should just stop talking."
"So you're going to just ignore me now?"
If you were in you're right mind you would laugh at the look on his face. Instead you just rolled until you could stand, and went to the room and shut the door.
You knew you were being ridiculous, but you couldn't seem to do anything about it. So you just wrapped yourself up tight in your blanket. Feeling like an idiot and wanting reassurance from Dabi, but now you can't ask for it, cause that would mean admitting you were wrong. And you just didn't want to be wrong.
You heard the door close, and you knew that he left. Now you really felt overwhelmed and cried until you fell asleep.
When you woke up you were wrapped around a body. When you tried to bury your face into his chest you realized quickly this wasn't Dabi.
When you shot up you heard Hawks laugh.
"We'll good morning to you too Baby Bird. How ya feeling."
His smile usually was contagious, today however, it made you start crying again.
"I think I might be turning into a crazy person, and I can't stop."
He pulled you tight against him. You could hear him trying to suppress his laughter.
"Patchwork was worried but he said you didn't seem to want his help."
You buried your face into his shirt in embarrassment.
"Did he tell you what I did."
"He tried, but it didn't make any sense."
"None of what I said is what I meant to say. And I know he wasn't being mean or calling me names. Oh my God. I am so embarrassed."
"Don't be, you could be meaner to him if anything." You felt him shrug. "You're way too nice to him."
"My being nice to him is the only reason you haven't been set on fire."
"That's probably true." He released you from his grip. Letting you lay down and you covered your face with a pillow. Not wanting to make eye contact out of embarrassment.
"He's going to be back soon, do you want me to stay and mediate?" He removed the pillow and looked at you. "Please say yes, I have never seen him look so confused."
"I think I can deal with it without the pretend help Keigo."
Exaggerating disappointment Hawks stood. "Fine, don't let me in on the fun. Let me know later you're okay?"
"Of course."
Dabi didn't return until about 3 hours after Hawks had departed. When the door to the room opened, a hand holding a bag is all that you could see. He wasn't fully stepping into the room.
"I brought food, be nice to me." He said.
"I like food." Trying to let him know it was safe to come in. When he got close to you, he pulled the bag of food back.
"You gonna bite me if I get too close?"
"You like when I bite you." You tried to make your voice lighthearted. Not panicked, you thought he might not give you the bag of you said the wrong thing, and the smell was making your mouth water.
"You make a good point." He finally handed you the bag before sitting across from you.
He watched you dive into the food, looking more relaxed than he had when he first walked in.
"Do you want to talk about what happened?" He asked.
"God no, I want to pretend it didn't happen and have you never bring it up again."
"I think I can deal with that." He pulled you by the leg, so he could squeeze in behind you. "We're good?"
"Yes, especially if you brought some form of dessert."
"In the freezer."
——-
35 weeks pregnant.
You were over this whole being pregnant thing. It was not for you. You loved feeling the baby move, except when they kicked you everywhere that hurt. You tried to tell yourself what you were doing was amazing, growing another person. But my Gods, it didn't feel amazing. It felt terrible.
Dabi was beyond attentive and you were glad for that. Except when you weren't. You wanted to be able to take turns carrying the baby. Maybe the. You could enjoy it like others did and you wouldn't feel resentment every time he bent over to untie his boots. You can't even put slip ons without help at this point. Forget about socks. Or pants.
Laying in bed you were trying to think of a way to convince the doctor to let you have the baby just a week ahead of schedule. If you could figure out how to make Dabi listen to you, you could take on the doctor right?
You felt a weird pop. Warm liquid started gushing between your legs. Are you peeing the bed? No one warned you about peeing yourself. You couldn't stop the sensation and you were so panicked at uncontrollably peeing that it took longer than it should have to realize your water had broke.
"DABI!"
You heard him hit the wall in the bathroom, the shower still running as he came out still dripping wet.
"Are you okay?" He asked, he no longer said what when you called for him.
"I'm not peeing the bed!"
"Okay, good job?" He wasn't processing what you were saying.
"No, my water broke! I need new underwear and I we need to go in."
"We still have five weeks Mouse."
"The baby doesn't seem to care, help me!" You felt pain building in your gut, and at the Yelp of pain Dabi seemed to have sanity click into his brain.
When he came at you with two handfuls of underwear you laughed, pain rocking through your core.
"I just need one new pair for now."
"I didn't know what ones you wanted! So I just brought a bunch, this isn't supposed to be happening yet!"
You grabbed a pair and he helped you get them on, pulling a new dress over you and grabbing your bag he called Sakura and got you to the hospital while he was on the phone with your doctor.
You were grateful he could handle everything while you tried to focus on breathing and everything they say is supposed to help. None of it helps.
"I think I changed my mind about having a baby." You said as you were being hooked up to machines.
"What the hell does that mean."
"I want the baby but I don't want to do this part. Don't make me do this part!" The pain you were feeling was unbearable, you didn't know a person could feel like this.
"Can you make it stop? This shouldn't be happening yet it's too early!" You could hear him holding back anger in his tone.
The doctors worked to diffuse both of you. Monitoring the baby and you. Dabi looked lost, and a nurse told him to focus on you. Seeing a task he could do seemed to offer him some relief. He could focus on you.
——-
3 hours after delivery.
You'd finally gotten to sleep. It wasn't for long. You woke to the nurses checking on the baby. The baby was so tiny. You felt Dabi beside you observing the nurses messing with the lines attached to the baby. His hand grabbed at your arm.
"Are they okay?" You whispered.
He looked away from the baby at hearing your voice.
"Their small, and having a hard time keeping their body temperature up on their own, but they are keeping them stable. There aren't as many complications as there could've been. They'll be okay." He bent over and kissed your forehead. "Rest Little Mouse, you did good, they will too."
——-
You'd stayed in the hospital for almost 3 weeks before you could go home. You had never wanted your own bed so badly. You sat in the back with Subaru. Holding their tiny hand, and watching Dabis concentration through the rear view mirror.
Home. You were finally going home. Feeling fully happy and content knowing they were yours, and you were his.
Chapter End Notes
For future side stories on this they will be taking place before baby and pregnancy! I intend to also write a flashback to her time with Shiggy. If any of the future side stories have baby or kid involvement I will put a warning in the beginning for the readers that are for a child free Dabi and Reader!
My Bakugou ending will be up on my tumblr in a couple of weeks. https/brittneejo./ And soon I will be putting up visuals from His and I Wanted You, So I Kept You! Also I can't believe I finished this story. Holy crap. For my new story I will be keeping with my posting once a week schedule if not more like I did with His!
Thank you all for being with me while I wrote this out and being beyond supportive! I have no words to express my gratitude to you all.
Kinktober bonus chapter
Chapter Notes
Body worship/sharing/shameless use of lust quirk because I believe my Dabi in this story wouldn't share without something clouding his judgment
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You'd gone with Dabi and Hawks on their current mission for the Commission. It took both of them away from you for over a month. A week in and you were going crazy without your Husband and your friend.
You had everyone else, but they were busy reestablishing the hero system in the post war. You didn't want to intrude. You felt a little hurt that Dabi could even agree to whatever this mission was also.
Had you become more attached than he did? When did that happen? You thought about sending him another message, you knew you'd already sent too many for one day however.
You tossed your phone onto the couch and cringed as you heard it bounce onto the floor.
"I've heard phones are expensive little Mouse, you're supposed to treat your possessions better."
You barely had time to let the smile form on your face before jumping into his scarred arms.
"At least thats what you tell me constantly."
"Are you home home? Is it done early? Why would you agree to such a long mission? We've only been married like two months and you already take a job to get away from me?"
Your voice is mumbled from talking directly into the crook of his neck.
"Does me leaving make you needy for me Mouse? Cause I'm not unhappy with the response here."
You bit him.
"I thought you'd like to come with, I could get you a room where I can come see you at least every other day. I can't bring you on what we're actually doing, but you can see some new sights baby."
"I'll pack."
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So now you've been enjoying exploring a new city. Despite what Dabi had said he is making sure to see you daily.
You'd found three restaurants you alternate between for dinner every night and a place to sit and read. Thinking of how comfortable your life was in this moment. With Him.
You hadn't seen him yet by the time you were getting ready for bed. Brushing your teeth you look at yourself in the mirror. With a smile you take off your pajamas. Just in case he showed up late you thought he'd enjoy the surprise of you naked under the covers. Sending him a good night text you pout slightly at your first day of not getting to spend time with him.
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You didn't wake up when Dabi stumbled through the door.
Or when he quietly undressed, his eyes never leaving where you lay sleeping.
Even when he crawled onto the bed, caging you in between his arms, the only reaction you gave was a sleepy moan, and stretching out one leg, pushing a foot out of the covers, the heat was beginning to be too much.
His warm hand grabbing your foot and pulling your whole leg out of the blanket, his teeth biting into your ankle knocked you out of your sleepy stupor.
"Dabi?" His teeth dug into your calve hard, his tongue soothingly dragging across his forming bite mark.
"Look at you, is this present for me?" He pulled the blanket off your body a little more, exposing some of your stomach. His fingers, hot to the touch left red marks as they trailed across your soft belly.
His eyes looked glassy, like he wasn't fully aware of his surroundings, but his focus on you made it difficult to breath.
"Are you okay?" You brought a hand to his face, watching as his his eyes rolled back.
A loud thump had you moving your gaze from Dabi to the doorway. Hawks was breathing heavy, staring the two of you down. The thump had been him running into the door frame.
"Hawks!" You tried to cover yourself with the blanket, Dabi wouldn't let you cover up, his free hand blocking your movements.
"Sorry Kid, I tried to stop him from coming here, the commission usually handles these things. But there's no keeping patchwork away from his Mouse." He laughed, his eyes had the same glazed over look in his eyes. "Fucker had a lust inducing quirk." Hawks eyes followed Dabis fingers as he moved the blanket, exposing more and more of you. His golden eyes seemed to channel the fire Dabi always had in his. "Not that a lust quirk is needed, to want you Baby Bird."
You looked back to Dabi, who looked like he was losing the battle of staying in control.
"Did you touch yourself when I didn't show up Mouse? Is that why you are naked under this blanket?"
He kissed your palm, tongue trailing down your wrist. You looked towards Hawks, he couldn't seem to look away. "I shouldn't have followed him." You heard him whisper to himself.
Dabi leaned down rubbing his cheek against yours for brief moment, a rough rumble left his mouth.
"I asked you a question Mouse."
"You want me to answer in front of him?"
He laughed in your ear, biting the shell of it.
"Are you shy tonight?"
"You don't share Daddy."
"I don't, but I do like showing off what's mine. Fucking look at you, tell me baby, did you touch yourself?"
You looked Hawks in the eye, the lust you see in his has you rubbing your thighs together.
"Yes."
Dabi grabs you around the waist, pulling you and the blanket to sit in his lap. Moving your legs to the outside of his, using his own legs to spread yours wider.
"We're you thinking of me?"
His nose is gliding up your neck, his lips tracing in their wake.
"Fuck, yes."
His hand wrapped around your throat, pulling you back into his chest. Nibbling on your shoulder. His hands moving from your throat to lace with your hands. Bringing your hands in front of you.
"Can these beautiful fingers do to you what I do?"
"No, Daddy."
Bringing your pointer finger to his mouth he licked from the base to the tip of your finger.
"You didn't use that one, was it this one?" His tongue moved to your middle finger. "It was this one. Did you use more than one?" His tongue moved to your ring finger. "You did."
Hawks was palming himself through his pants, sliding down the wall.
"You like the show Birdie?" Dabi directed at Hawks.
Hawks didn't answer, his hand instead moved to unbutton his pants, reaching in and gripping himself.
Dabi began to move your hand down your body, setting your nerves on fires as it went. Dabis mouth moves to your ear. "You wanna play Mouse?"
"Please, yes." You wonder for a moment if somehow the quirks power transferred to you through Dabi.
"Have you thought about her like this Keigo?" Dabi slowly began dragging the blanket it your body, showing your legs to Hawks.
Hawks went from you to Dabi. Looking unsure on wether to answer.
"Be honest Birdie. She wants to hear the answer too. Don't you Mouse?"
"I want to know Keigo, tell me please."
"Of course I have." He tried to maintain his calm, projecting his hero persona to both of you. "I have eyes." He added as an excuse.
"Do you picture these legs wrapped around your head, keeping you tight against her cunt." Dabis hands massaged your inner thighs. Pulling his legs wider to open you up. The blanket draping down to leave your legs exposed, covering your pussy from view. "When she's about to cum, I can feel her pulse going wild, she wraps her thigh so tight."
He's cupping your pussy and coaxing moans from your mouth. The blanket between his hand and your bare pussy.
"Even better, is her wrapping her legs around your waist, using her heel to pusher your deeper into her dripping cunt." You can't stop yourself from moving against the ministrations of his hand, searching for relief from the tension building.
Hawks stood shakily and made his way to kneel in front of you. Removing his gloves he moves to run his fingers up your leg.
Dabis hand smacked his out of the way.
"Ah-ah Birdie, I didn't say you could touch."
Hawks hand went back to palming his cock, you could see the pink tip from where his pants were unbuttoned.
Dabis hands moved so he could trail his fingers up and down your legs. Swirling unseen patterns as he went.
"Is this what you want to do Hero? Feel how soft her skin is against your fingertips?"
"Gods, yes, want to feel her." You'd never seen Hawks look so out of control.
"Can he feel you Mouse? Can you handle both of us touching you?"
You feel overwhelmed, but in the moment you want to feel Hawks touch you.
"Yes, please, I want to be touched by both of you." You can justify it later by saying it was to help them through whatever quirk they were hit with.
"You heard her Keigo, touch her." Dabis hand moved back to create friction at your center, his other intertwined with the hair on the back of your head, moving your head until you were looking at Hawks, watching his arms reach for you.
"Do you see his hands shaking, he's so excited just touch you Mouse." Hawks hands were gentle, cooling after Dabis overheated touch. Trailing his own designs into your leg. Feathers fly from his wings and trail after his fingers, leaving you squirming against Dabis grip.
Letting go of your hair Dabi grabs for your hand, lifting the blanket away from your sex fully. Hawks was now eye level with your pussy. Dabi moved your hand to your sex, using his fingers to control yours, rubbing your clit and teasing your opening. Touching yourself at his command.
"You want to taste her Birdie?" Hawks fingers stopped their swirling, his feathers continued on.
"Can I?"
Dabi moved your hand away from cunt, sticky strings of your release connecting your fingers to your pussy. Dabis hand on top of yours. Pushing your pointer and middle finger into Hawks eager mouth.
Hawks looked you in the eye as his tongue swirled around your fingers.
"Oh Gods!" Feeling overwhelmed at the sensations being given to you, you try to fold in on yourself. It was on the edge of too much.
Dabi wouldn't let you escape however. "You're being such a good girl, enjoy this Mouse. You deserve this Mouse."
"It's a lot Daddy, too much."
"Too much?" He said soothingly.
"Yes, too much."
"Mmmm.." He hummed out, as if he was thinking.
Instead of relief he grabbed Hawks by his hair and pulled him from your fingers and pushed his face into your pussy. His tongue swirling over your clit, creating a suction with his mouth he moved his head back and forth. Devouring you as if he knew he wouldn't get this chance again, so he was going to take as much pleasure from you as he could get.
Dabis hand wouldn't let him pull away from your center, his hips pushed your own forward, pressing hard against Hawks nose and chin. Marking you neck with hard bites.
"I bet he's pictured eating your cunt everyday since he met you Mouse. Every time you two spoke, in the back of his mind he was picturing what your pussy would feel and taste like against his tongue. Does it taste as good as you imagined Hero?"
"Better." Hawks said flatly, locking his gaze with yours. His mouth never leaving your pussy. His words causing a delicious vibration that had you shaking.
"Should we let her cum Keigo? I think she's ready for one, did she earn this one from you? Was she a good enough girl for you Birdie?"
"She's always a good girl, she deserves everything we can give her tonight."
"Isn't he nice Mouse? Every time we go to push you over tonight you have permission to feel every one. There is no edging tonight, just feel. Make you feel foolish for thinking earlier was too much." He ripped the blanket fully off of you now, leaving you fully exposed to the two of them. His fingers harshly pinching and rolling your nipples.
Both men worked you until you had to force yourself to breathe, your first orgasm rolled through you as you like fire ran through your veins.
Before you came down from your orgasm Hawks was on you, pushing his tongue into your mouth, letting you taste yourself on him. Dabis fingers moved down to tease your clit. Gripping your hair he pulled you away from Hawks, claiming your mouth while staring down Hawks.
"You're wearing too much Keigo, how are supposed to feel her fully if you're so covered?"
Needing no further prompting Hawks began to pull at his hero uniform, watching Dabi work you up to the edge again as he stripped down.
"Don't hold back Mouse, fucking take all of it." Working you to another orgasm with his skilled fingers. Keigo kneeled back in front of you as he watched your body writhe on top of Dabi.
"No fucking wonder you never want to leave your house." Hawks laughed talking to Dabi. "I am impressed you were ever able to just leave her alone." Seeing his hand grip his cock and pump while watching you come undone was the push you needed to cum again. Both men smile at the vulgar words leaving your mouth.
Dabis fingers brought your slick over to your ass, pushing one finger into you. He didn't use your ass often, saving it for your more intense nights. The reality of what was about to happen had you grinding against the air, searching for friction. You didn't know this was something you wanted to experience until this moment. You wanted to feel both of them.
"Where do you want me Mouse? Do you want me in your pussy and give Bird Brain your ass? Or do you want me to claim your ass and let bird brain feel your cunt stretch around his cock?"
"Want to feel him in my pussy Daddy."
"Yeah?"
"Please." Hawks stepped closer, his hard cock was close to your face now.
"Do you want to taste him first, get him ready to fill you?"
"Yes, want to taste him."
"Give him a taste baby."
Leaning forward you lick Hawks length from base to tip, enveloping his tip in your mouth you swirl your tongue around him. He's shorter in length to Dabi, but he's wider around, stretching your mouth in a new way.
Dabi added a second finger into your ass, scissoring and stretching you. Letting you work at your own pace on Hawks thick cock, working him to the back of your throat.
"Fuck Baby Bird, making me wish I had worked to make you mine."
"Don't fucking push it Chicken Dick, you're already getting more than you deserve from her."
A third finger pushed its way in, pushing rough and aggressive. Dabi was starting to feel possessive, wanting you to focus on him. When you felt the head of his cock push at your entrance, he removed his fingers and gripped you tight, pulling you down his length slowly. Until you could feel the pressure release as his head pushed all of the way in, sliding you down his cock smoothly. Once he was bottomed out in your ass you felt his breathing hitch. Hawks taking advantage of your focus being on Dabi to push all of the way down his cock, causing you to choke around his thick cock.
"That's enough Mouse, let him go, he's got work to do on your cunt." With a final push to the back of your throat Hawks pulled out of your mouth with a pop. He admired your tear streaked face for moment before releasing you.
Dabi laid back, pulling you down on top of him. His cock still firmly filling your ass, his bent legs keeping your legs spread, on display for the speed hero in front of you.
"I'd move quickly if you don't want me to change my mind Hero."
Hawks needed no further instruction. You felt the head of his cock rub up and down your folds, collecting your slick to ease his way into your pussy.
Pushing in was already a stretch with his girth, with Dabis cock adding to the pressure Hawks felt pushing into your cunt Hawks looked ready to come undone.
"So fucking tight."
Once he was in to the hilt both men stilled for a moment letting you adjust. The pressure felt overwhelming, but you needed them to move so you could feel something other than the stretch in both your pussy and ass.
"Move, please move."
"Wrap your legs around him baby, let him feel you." Dabi dropped his legs and freed your own. Letting you wrap your legs around Hawks, pushing him closer to you so you could rub your clit against his stomach."
Hawks began to piston his hips, teeth gritting at trying to control his pace. Being careful with you.
"I won't break, please, don't hold back."
"People think you need gentle hands Mouse, we know better don't we."
Hawks began to piston his hips, snapping them forward harshly.
You'd felt the coil tighten in your belly, the tension was unlike anything you've ever felt. Feathers stroking your skin, and you can see them trailing at Dabis sides, causing him to shiver and stutter in your ass.
You didn't know what to do with your hands, you wanted to kiss Dabi and bite Hawks on his collar bone. There was too much you wanted to do. But all you could do was let your body be used by the two men wrapped around you.
"You look beautiful like this, doesn't she Hero? Look at how fucked out she is."
"Fuck, gonna cum." Hawks spat out.
His pace picked up as he His thrusts became erratic. Vulgar words leaving his mouth as he released inside your tight walls.
Dabi pushed him back with a foot and he fell away from you, his legs giving out as he watched Dabi roll you over onto your stomach. Fucking your ass at a frenzied pace, fingers working your clit as you finally pushed over the edge, clenching tight around him.
Dabi stilled as he went over his own edge, filling you with his cum.
When he pulled out he rolled you over, spreading your legs so both Men could watch their release slide out of your used holes.
Their eyes were blown out, but the glazed over look was gone from both of them.
Whatever the quirk had done to them seemed to be fading. Full realization of what just happened seemed to be hitting them.
"Are you okay Mouse?"
"Fuck Baby Bird, I'm sorry."
Both men started talking at the same time.
"Fine, I'm fine. It's okay."
You gripped onto Dabi, both of you realizing you needed his care to bring you back down. Reality was hitting you hard too.
"We'll take care of you Mouse. You're okay."
Picking you up in a bridal carry he started to carry you towards the bathroom.
"Go get water and a few fluffy towels Chicken Dick, she needs to be cleaned and taken care of now. I can kick your ass for following me later."
Hawks began to leave the room, thinking of other things he should grab to take care of you.
"That's fine, all worth it I think." He said quietly.
Chapter End Notes
I missed writing these two! I hope this satisfies those who asked for a Dabi/Hawks both taking reader!
Kinktober sequel
Chapter Notes
This chapter is a gift for @Kizunanari! For those who wanted to see the aftermath when Dabi realized he let someone else touch His Mouse. I didn't intend Smut and then Dabi corrected me when I started writing. It's his fault there is smut in this.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Legs wrapped around Dabi as he carried you to the bath, you kept your face buried in the crook of his neck. Shame and embarrassment coloring your face at what had just happened.
You hadn't ever thought what had just happened would have ever happen. Guilt was creeping in too, you could feel Dabis anger. He was trying to hide it, but you knew how a room felt when an angry Dabi was around. Should you have fought against it harder? Or at all? You start to feel if maybe you took advantage of his quirk altered state to fulfill an unknown fantasy.
He didn't put you down in order to fill the tub or to grab one of the bath bombs you'd packed. He was in his care taking mode, his focus on making sure you were okay.
You waited until he had sat both of you down, you still facing him, arms wrapped around his neck. You listened to his steady heart rate, calming yourself before finally gaining the courage to sit back and look him in his eyes. Trying to assess what mood he was in.
His jaw was tight, but his eyes were soft looking at you.
"Are you okay Little Mouse?"
You nod, searching for the right words.
"Are you okay? The quirk seems to have worn off. I'm so sorry!"
His hands moved to cup your face, thumbs rubbing across your cheeks.
"Why the fuck are you apologizing? We pretty much just jumped you while you were asleep."
"You're not mad at me? I let Hawks touch me and I let him…"
"Yes, I know what just happened. We don't have to vocalize it." Dabi interrupted.
"Not mad Mouse, I am curious now however."
You raised an eye brow at him. "Curious about what?"
"How long have you wanted to have Hawks? I know you said nothing happened in our time apart, I never thought to ask if you had wanted something to happen."
You could hear the jealousy he was clearly working to hide.
"I didn't want Hawks. I've never even imagined being with two people, let alone you two at the same time." Your mind went back to Hawks tongue on your clit and Dabis dirty words in your ear. You didn't mean to roll your hips, pressing against Dabis cock. Causing his head to roll back for just moment.
"You didn't put up much of a fight against it when the chance was offered."
"That's you're own fault Daddy!" You're in defensive mode now. None of what happened was your idea.
"My fault?"
"You know exactly how to make me wanna…"
You pause not knowing how to finish the thought. Dabis smug face making feel combative for some reason.
"Shut up." You finally say.
"Make you wanna what little Mouse."
"You know I like your voice and you know how to…" you throw your hands in the air. Not sure how just trying to say it felt so embarrassing after what happened between you three. "Work me over and want to agree to whatever you want. It's not exactly a secret."
The smile on his face drops as Hawks walks into the bathroom, carrying three waters and towels. His feathers carrying a plate of fruit behind him.
"We're not having a fucking bubble bath picnic Keigo."
Dabi was mad. Just not at you.
"You don't feed your wife after she steals your fucking soul? Seems neglectful. You know I could help with that."
Hawks ducked as a small blue flame shot at him.
"You act like that was our first time sharing during play time." Hawks mumbled.
Now you have questions. You could see Dabi glaring at Hawks and you could feel he was avoiding looking at you.
"What does that mean Daddy." You said with a false sweetness. Cupping his face and bringing his glaring gaze to your own possessive look. Dabis been a bad influence on your jealous temper. You can't remember ever feeling like this over anyone.
"It wasn't with anyone who was important, I've never had any intention of sharing you Mouse. He should have fucking stayed at the commission and handled it with them or his bunny!" He said turning his glare back to Hawks.
"Whoops." Hawks laughed taking a sip of water. "Does this mean I can't get into the bath with you two?"
Dabi dropped the glare and smiled wide.
"Please try it." He said with too much enthusiasm.
"Fine, I guess it's back to Hawks taking care of himself." He said before walking into the shower, disappearing behind the wall.
"You are mad." You said. It wasn't a question any longer.
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"Are you worried I am going to realize now that I've seen Keigo's penis that that penis is the one for me, and trade in the old model?"
Dabis face went back to same look he gave Hawks just a few moments ago.
"Please try it." He repeated to you, his voice rougher from when he had said it to Hawks. You could see in his face however, that he was worried he'd crossed a line with you. An expression you were still in shock he used with you.
"How happy are you that you didn't do this job with Explosion Boy." Hawks yelled from the other room.
Your jaw dropped at Hawks words. Wondering if he was trying to get murdered. Dabi was out of the tub in an instant.
You didn't know if you should leave the tub. You would have a barrier if feathers and fire got out of control at what was about to happen. On the other hand you can't prevent a fight without getting out.
You've only gotten to your knees when you see the two both fall to the ground and out of the walk in shower. You sit back down. Letting only the top of your head and eyes be seen over the edge. You didn't even know where you could safely get between them to prevent a fight. You don't imagine sandwiching yourself between them would help the moment either.
"Yeah, you fucking jumped at the opportunity to follow me back here you feathered asshole."
"I didn't know the quirk would hit so fast, and I worried about you getting to out of control. Fucking overconfident prick!"
Both of them had a grip on the others hair.
"Wow." Is all you can think to say. That had both of them looking at you, just seeing your eyes wide above the brim of the tub.
"You taught me to fight, and you're pulling his hair." You looked at Dabi.
"If I fight him for real I will kill him. Then I'll have to deal with you being sad."
"You're both naked. I wish I had my phone, I could sell pictures. Do a video and I bet I'd be a millionaire by morning." You fold your arms over the side of the tub putting your head down on the ledge.
They separated at that threat. Keigo looking around, looking for your phones location.
"I am not mad about tonight, I wasn't hurt and you both didn't force anything on me." You made sure to stare down your villain. "You got hit with a quirk, the problem got solved. I am really okay."
"Wanna go again?" Hawks asked. Living up to his speed reputation jumping behind the tub as Dabi moved to attack him.
"I'm kidding, you're such a sensitive guy." Hawks teased. He was out the bathroom before Dabi could catch him again. You stood trying not to laugh. Wish you had a drink or something to knock you out. Your foot slipped, Dabi catching you before you hit the edge.
"Oh good catch." You let him pick you up. Happy he didn't seem to catch on to you having done that on purpose, wanting the fighting to stop. Wrapping you in your robe before putting his own.
Hawks was putting on his boots when you entered. Both of you having to look away from the other to prevent laughing out loud and setting of the bomb between you. Dabi widened his stance, as if there was a point to blocking Hawks view of you.
"You should say thank you. She just risked hitting her face on the edge of the tub like an idiot to keep me in the bathroom."
He always knew. Pain in the ass villain.
"I'd be happy to thank her, I don't think you'll let me though."
No wonder he was number two, Hawks clearly had the nerves for it.
Going to the window across the room instead of trying to go around Dabi, Hawks went to make his exit.
"See you at work tomorrow Hunny Bunny." Hawks shot one last jab, just making it without Dabis flames reaching him.
Going back for the plate of food in bathroom you come back to Dabi putting on gray sweets and t shirt. Setting the plate down on the bed you follow his lead and put on your pajama pants and tank top.
You came back to him throwing Hawks plate of food out of the window. "Bird bastard contributed enough tonight."
"Are you going to make me food?"
He didn't say anything, instead picked you up and threw you over his shoulder, carrying you to the small kitchen. Setting you down he pulled out the dessert you'd brought home earlier. "Who brings fruit to recover from all of that, idiot." He grumbled.
"Are you going to be grumpy for much longer?" You didn't know how to get past this mood. It was making you anxious.
He stared at you for a moment before going to looking out of the window at the empty streets below.
"You want to help me change the mood Little Mouse?"
You walked behind him, wrapping him around the middle, looking at the streets through the window.
"Tell me what you need me to do."
Turning in your hold he cupped your face. Bringing your gaze to his. He kissed you, caressing your tongue with his. Breaking the kiss he leaned over to whisper in your ear.
"Run."
"What?"
"You heard me, I feel like I need to claim what's mine again, I'm being kind and giving you a head start, the further head you get of me, the less energy I'll have to remind you who you belong to."
He walked forward, keeping you walking backwards until you hit the wall by the door.
"So run."
You continued to hold his gaze.
"30, 29…"
At the countdown you turned to the front door, opening it and running out into the street. Staying to the shadows you had to force yourself not to look back as you ran barefoot down the streets.
Waiting until you had made a few turns before you wandered quietly down an abandoned alley. Opting to hide quietly rather than try and outrun him.
You don't know how long you're sitting against the wall. Hiding behind machinery and stacked boxes. Soon even the background noises seemed to die down.
Breaking glass hitting the corner across from almost had you yell out. You stopped yourself and put your hand over your mouth. Closing your eyes for a moment so you could steady your breathing. Adrenaline rushing through you. You were actually nervous for when he caught you.
"Look what I found."
You heard him, but couldn't see him. Looking around you stand to see if you could run or if he was blocking the path. A thud behind you alerted you to his location. He'd been on top of the wall that had been behind you. His arms pulled you into him.
"Run, run, run Little Mouse." He growled in your ear. "I'm not done chasing you yet." He gripped your hair, exposing your neck to him. There was no sweetness in his bite. Instead of soothing his mark he tilted your head to the other side, giving you a matching mark on the other side.
"Dabi! It hurts." He stopped increasing the pressure of his bite but he kept your skin between his teeth. This time licking over the wound.
"Run Mouse." He released you and your legs moved on their own. You were no longer paying attention to your surroundings. Your focus solely on getting away.
A heavy weight pushed you into another alley, caging you in against the wall. His arms level with your eyes. When you go to move under his arms he pushes closer to you. Bending his arms at the elbow your cage shrinks. There's no wiggle room between you now.
The air is filled with both of you panting from adrenaline and your game. His eyes were wild and he looked close to unhinged. Your playing seems to have reawaken something in him you hadn't seen in a long time.
"Not fast enough." He said, kissing your cheek. "Did my Girl want to be caught? I don't think you really tried."
"That's not very nice, I actually tried really hard."
"To get away from me?"
"You told me to, and I am a good girl don't you know. Hawks told me so."
His smiled stretched further, you probably should've shut up.
His knee moved between your legs, pushing you up and onto your tippy toes. You couldn't control your hips, trying to roll them and find any friction against his thigh.
"Is that who want here? You want me to call the Birdie? So you can be his good little Songbird?" He bounced his leg, causing you to gasp out in pleasure at the sensation.
"No Daddy."
"No?" He bounced again. You throw your head back, hitting his protective hand instead of the wall.
"Just want you, please. Please touch me."
His finger tapped the tip of your nose.
"You just want me?"
"Yes, only you."
His hand now held your cheek, moving to card through your hair. His leg bouncing slow and steady.
Both hands were on you now, his warmth soaking into your skin. Your scalp tingles as he drug his fingers through your hair.
Dabi kissed you, his kiss was soft. His tongue licked at the seam of your mouth. As soon as you parted you lips his tongue invaded your mouth. He was making it difficult to breath with his pace and his invasion of your mouth.
His hands drew down to the tops of your pajama pants. Wasting know time his hands went under the fabric and his fingers dug into the flesh of your ass. Pushing and pulling you, adding friction to his steady bounces.
"More, please I need more of you." He dropped his leg and you, your feet barely hit the ground before he's yanking down your pants you hear them tear and then he's burning your shirt off.
His fingers already working your clit before you can take in that you have nothing covering your body.
"Need to be able to reach everything baby." He says before lifting you back up, legs wrapped around his waist. You feel his hands push down his sweats and his hardness slapped your cunt. Sending another shiver of anticipation through you.
"Show me how much you need me Mouse, put my cock where it belongs."
Reaching down you wrap your fingers around him, giving him a couple of strokes before guiding him to your entrance. Sliding down on him slowly, enjoying the feeling of him stretching you. Reshaping your pussy to his shape.
"Too slow Mouse." He grunted before thrusting up, giving you no time to adjust before he began thrusting into you. His thumb running across your over sensitive clit.
You can hear voices, Dabi doesn't give you time to think about the group of people approaching. His pace increasing and his thumb adjusting its speed until he had you uncontrollably writhing on his dick.
When you looked at his face you notice his gaze was challenging whoever was across the street. He adjusted so that you were mostly covered, but he stared down the group of men, as if he was daring them to try and say something. Dabi removed your arms from around his neck, linking his fingers he pressed your hands arms to the walls. When one of them opened his mouth to say something, blue shone as his flames erupted from his shoulders, carefully away from you, but making the threat clear.
"Who do you belong to mouse?"
"Dabi, you, I'm yours!"
"Louder Mouse, I don't think they heard you."
"I am yours, I am Dabis Mouse." You said louder, having to really focus to get the words out.
Changing the angle of his thrusts he had your vision going black, unable to control your body convulsing as he released inside of you.
While you were still catching your breath Dabi pressed his forehead to yours. His breathing just as heavy as yours.
"Never again Mouse, you're mine. Don't look away from me again. You belong to fucking me!" His grip was harsh and you could tell you'd reached his worry. He didn't want to share you and he needed your reassurance.
"Never again, I'll keep getting lost in you Dabi, only you." You said quietly.
Dabi nodded, kissing you again softly. Looking down at you and realizing he'd left you naked.
Dropping you softly to the ground he removed his shirt and covered you as much as he could before picking up in a bridal carry. Walking fast to get you home.
"Do you feel better now?" You ask, trying to avoid acknowledging how exposed you are.
"I might have gotten carried away."
"I like when you get carried away."
"Do you?"
You kissed his neck, enjoying the shivers you were able to give him now.
"Very much."
"I'll keep that in mind little Mouse."
Chapter End Notes
Happy Thursday everyone!
Special holiday smut
Chapter Notes
Happy Holidays! My gift to you all!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Music forced you awake. Ripping the headphones off your head you threw them to the end of the bed.
A rough laugh had you glaring at Dabi.
"Happy Christmas Eve Little Mouse."
"Are you going to do that to me every year?"
"Most likely, your pissed off face does something to me."
You rubbed your face with the back of your hand and took in the visual that was your almost reformed husband. He wasn't as scarred as the last Christmas you had, but the hints at the monster he used to be trailed up his neck.
He was wearing the dirty Christmas sweater you had made him.
"Do we have plans today?"
"Yes, meet me downstairs when your ready Pet."
You were shocked when you got out of the shower and didn't see an outfit picked out. Usually when he had plans he set out something for you wear. If you hadn't recently spent a year and half taking care of yourself you'd start to worry that he had made you incapable of taking care of yourself.
Keeping your robe on you walked to the same room he had you make sweaters with him. He leaned against the wall near the entry way to the room.
"I wasn't sure.." You started, but before you could finish what you were saying his almost too hot hand gripped you wrist. Pulling and twisting you until he had your front pushed into the wall. One hand braced on the wall by your face. His free hand spread across your belly. His hips pressed you into the wall.
His teeth nipped at your ear, his teeth worked down to your pulse point.
"Why are you so over dressed Mouse?"
His hand started untying your robe, while his mouth worked your neck over. His hips rolled pushing his cock against your ass.
"I wasn't sure what you wanted me to wear."
"If I don't leave you anything, the answer is pretty fucking clear that you should only be wearing my marks. You're a smart Mouse, you should know better."
He pulled apart your robe, running his fingers over his name, his hand prints. Pushing into you harder.
"I thought you liked stripping me down Daddy." You pushed back against him, a slight hitch in his breathing was the only sign you were affecting him.
"Take the robe off baby."
It was a struggle to pull the silky fabric off of you with him pressed so tight against you.
"You're going to have to put a little space between us if you want the fabric out of the way Daddy."
"Impossible." He grunted out. "Watch your tone Mouse, you're starting to sound a little mouthy." He bit at your now exposed shoulder. Laughing at your struggle to remove the robe. He finally gave you mercy and let the fabric drop between you. Leaving you fully exposed while he was in sweats and a white t-shirt.
"You're getting mean." You said quietly.
"You fucking like me mean." He said with a confidence you wished you could channel.
You could feel your face heat at the truth of his words.
"Say it Mouse." He pushed you harder into the wall. "Be my good girl and say it."
His hand gripped at your hair and pulled your head to the side, exposing your neck to him.
"I like you mean Daddy."
"Does your pussy get wet when I get mean with you?"
You couldn't say the words he wanted, you bit down on your lip instead.
"You don't have to say it mouse, I can smell that your cunt is fucking dripping for me."
His knuckles lightly grazed your folds, you could feel your arousal dripping over his hand and down your inner thigh, proving his point.
"You're fucking sloppy already. You make me fucking crazy."
Cold enveloped your body as he stepped away from you. You shivered at the loss of his heat as you turned. You watched Dabi lick the back of his hand, his eyes focused on yours as he tasted you.
"We're going to be in the dining room again this year. He nodded towards the room. You weren't sure what to expect when you walked in. At first it just looked like the normal table that filled the room.
It wasn't until you looked to the head of table you noticed the straps.
"Lay down on the table, arms above your head."
"We're not doing arts and crafts this year?" You teased as you sat on the edge of the table before turning and laying yourself down.
"You're not dressed for arts and crafts. Don't worry baby, I am going to help you get dressed. If anything you're going to be my arts and crafts project for the season." He tightened the restraints just a little too tight, ensuring you'd know you were stuck where you put yourself at his demand.
Once he was sure you were stuck in place he walked towards your feet. You tried to watch as he moved under the table, you could hear scraping and his was face was slightly redder as he came from under the table. His cocky smile twisted your belly in pleasure.
"I'd say hold on but you don't really have a choice do you Mouse." Your stomach swirled as he pushed from under the table. The table bent a few inches under your feet. You tried to follow the way the table folded but you couldn't make sense of all of the mechanics of it.
"Has the table always been able to do this?"
"Yes." He said simply. The legs folded and you were upright now, your toes just able to let you plant yourself on the balls of your feet. You couldn't place your feet completely down, the position straining your shoulders slightly.
"Does anything else in our house have a secret to it?"
His fingers trailed down your sides as he licked his top lip. Looking at you like Christmas Eve dinner.
"Don't worry, you'll be introduced to all of them eventually." He hooked your legs around his waist, giving your shoulders relief for a moment as his mouth devoured yours.
"You could just tell me." You muttered against his lips.
"Showing you is preferable. I like keeping you on your toes Mouse." He dropped your legs until you were on your tip toes, proving his point. "Now, I was getting ready to decorate my wife for Christmas."
He stepped to the back of the table out of sight. You could only hear him digging around, humming Baby it's cold outside. You smile at the fact he knows Christmas songs. You tried to picture the Dabi you'd first met humming Christmas carols.
You hear jingling to go with his heavy footfalls. He shook silver bells in front of your face. His free hand grazed down your breast. His head moved down to latch his teeth onto your nipple. Once your head rolled back he moved to the other nipple, repeating the ministrations he knew drove you wild.
He held the bells in front of your face again, you watched as he separated them in half. Raising his eyebrows at you, his cocky smile back on his face. He turned them around so you could see the clamps behind them.
"Can't have Christmas without Jingle Bells." You hissed a breath in as he attached the first set, grateful he moved quickly to attach the other side, creating another hitch in your breath. His gloating smile had your insides twisting in pleasure, it was a smile he only gave you.
He lifted you again so you could wrap your legs around his waist, jingling from the bells had you smiling into his neck.
"You like them?"
"Yes, Daddy."
His hands gripped your hips and he began thrusting against your center. Pushing you away from him so he could watch your tits bounce. It took you a moment to realize he was thrusting against you to the tune of jingle bells.
"You're such a nerd." You laughed at him.
"I think Jingle Bells just became my favorite song, I won't be able to hear it without picturing your fucking perfect tits bouncing to the beat." His hand wrapped around your throat, he gave you a squeeze before running his thumb across your bottom lip. "I didn't think I'd ever really enjoy the holidays again Mouse, even as a kid something always felt off about it. It always felt like a show. With you, fuck, I just fucking love seeing it with you."
His show of softness with his domineering gaze had your toes curling. Being important to him, someone so dangerous still did something to you. He could use the hand around your throat to kill you in a matter of seconds, instead he was using it to bring you both pleasure. You were special in his hands. To the Hero Commision you were important because you tamed the villain in their eyes. To Endeavor and the rest you were important now because you gave him a small part of his oldest son back. But to Dabi, you were important because you were you.
He dropped your legs again, slowly running his hands down your legs as he kissed your inner thighs. Moving his tongue to your pussy he sucked your clit into his mouth, swirling his tongue around your bud.
"Fuck, Dabi!"
His growl came deep from his lungs, vibrating against your clit. "Give me what I want Mouse." He demanded. His mouth working perfectly against your pussy, the bells on your breasts jingling to his movements. He moved a hand up and moved one of the clamps, when he moved his hand away the bells began to twist on their own. Just to the point of pain before twisting slowly in the opposite direction. He turned on the mechanics of the second clamp before devoting himself back to your cunt.
"Oh God!" You screamed out before rolling your hips against Dabis face.
"No God here, Just Dabi." He mouthed against your clit. "Say it Mouse."
"Dabi! Please, so close!"
You words seemed to ignite the fire inside him, you could feel his tongue heat up, his face following the rising heat. You squeezed your legs around his head and pushed him deeper into your pussy. Your hips rolling uncontrollably against his face until you crested your mountain, dropping hard to the ground.
You were still reeling from your orgasm when he stood and kissed you with a deep possession. As if reminding you it wasn't just your cunt he owned, it was all of you.
Once your breath evened out he stepped back from you, still catching his own breath as he moved his hand over his head and grabbed the back of his shirt to remove it. Stumbling with the hurry he removed his sweats as well, leaving him fully exposed to your gaze. He looked like art. His gaze hungry for you.
He moved to the back of the table again, he came back around showing you the colorful twinkle lights in his hand.
"Your not fully decorated yet." He wiggled his eyebrows at you.
"Neither are you Daddy."
His finger trailed from your neck down between your breasts.
"You're right, I am completely underdressed. My girl deserves more from me." He unravels the lights and let the strand drop to the ground he wrapped the lights around his own neck. Connecting the strand to your own throat as he wrapped it twice around your neck.
Once you were connected he leaned back slightly, causing the string of lights to constrict around your neck just as it did around his. He waited for a moment too long, your vision turning just blurry when he finally leaned back into you, giving you air back into your lungs.
He began wrapping the both of you in lights, every wrap around himself went in a figure eight around you. Connecting you to each other, every movement of his affecting you. When he reached your hips he lifted you again, taking away the slight pain of your shoulders again. This time he thrust his full length into you as he wrapped your legs around him.
He didn't move, you tried to clench your walls around him and roll your hips to encourage him to take you. His will was stronger than yours however, and he stayed still while wrapping your legs in the lights, trapping himself against you as he wound the last of the lights up your opposite leg. Tying himself to you before dropping the remaining strand.
The clamps around your nipples began to turn again at his direction. Jingling filling the air again.
"Smile for the camera mouse." He whispered in your ear before finally giving you a harsh thrust at the same moment he bit down on the shell of your ear. A flash took over the room, reminding you of lightening for a moment. You could hear the click of multiple cameras as he began to fuck you.
His pace was slow and deep, his hand gripped your cheek hard, forcing your mouth open for his tongue. You tried to overpower him with your own movements knowing you would lose to his aggression as his tongue tamed yours. With an aggressive bite he claimed your mouth and softened your movements while his own became harder.
You brain went fuzzy drowning out the sounds of his skin slapping against your own, the bells tinkling and the lights surrounding your were drowned out as your vision blurred as he brought you to another orgasm.
"Fuck Mouse!" He ground out between clenched teeth as he released ropes of cum inside of you. His thumb moving around your clit to extend your own release. His body pushed you into the folded table aggressively as his body seemed to give out. Leaving him only with the strength to hold you up.
"Merry Christmas Little Mouse."
"Merry Christmas Touya." You whispered back. Knowing who he needed you to acknowledge today. Your toes curled as he kissed your neck softly, showing his gratitude for knowing what he needed from you.
You were starting to think Christmas might be moving from the bottom of your favorite holiday list to the very top
Chapter End Notes
I may have a years worth of holiday ideas for Dabi and his mouse.
I just can't let them go.
Dabis Birthday bonus
Chapter Notes
Had to celebrate my Dabi!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Sun filtered in through the window, usually that would be your sign to wake up. You were already wide awake however.
Anxiety had kept you awake for most of the night, you had plans for Dabis birthday. It was the first one you'd spend together since he'd come for you once you'd put your chain on.
You had a plan but you were almost certain just this first step was going to fail. You never felt more sure of your clumsiness as when you were attempting to be sneaky.
Especially trying to sneak around Dabi.
He'd stayed awake longer than usual, and you know it's because he could sense you were anxious. He always worried your anxiety was Shigiraki related. Which made you feel awful on top for your anxiety.
You were a wreck and you hadn't done anything yet. You didn't even know if he'd like this surprise.
You don't know how long you'd been staring at his sleeping face. You enjoyed seeing him like this, calm and relaxed. He'd slept deeper now than how he slept when you were first brought home with him. Which warmed your heart, you were fully willing to take full credit for the peace brought to him.
You almost didn't catch yourself before following through on your desire of wanting to run a finger down the bridge of his nose. Just wanting to touch him.
Shaking away thoughts of burying your face into his chest and trying to get some actual sleep you slowly reached your arm between the head of the mattress and the wall and pulling out the padded leather restraints you'd hidden there.
Asking Hawks to pick those up for you and to distract him enough that you were able to hide them had been embarrassing. Hawks had been giving you pervy smiles and cocky winks ever since. You were starting to think it would've been better off asking Bakugou. At least you didn't see him almost daily, for the angry looks he'd most likely be giving you.
Dabi kept everything in hidey holes and hidden cubby's and you knew he'd notice if you'd taken any of the restraints.
Circling your fingers around Dabis wrist you very slowly moved his hand to the top of the bed. A bed he designed to be able to restrain you to the bed.
God you hoped you'd picked the right thing for his present.
Dabi turned his head as you moved your focus to his free arm. Your hair had brushed his cheek and you internally lectured yourself at not putting your hair in a more contained style.
Once he was secure you sat back on your haunches. Just to the side of him. Slowly you pulled the blanket off of him. Holding your breath while hoping that he wouldn't wake up.
You take a moment to appreciate his body, and to be grateful he mostly slept naked. It made this easier.
You moved to kneel between his legs. He'd woken you up with his head between your legs frequently. You'd never been able to give that happy wake-up back to him.
Bending down and steadying yourself on your forearms you flattened your tongue and licked Dabis cock from his sack to the tip. You watched his back arch and hips roll and repeated tasting him.
Before reaching his head you ran the pointed tip of your tongue side to side at the underside of his head.
A gravelly moan came from above you.
"What game are we playing Little Mouse?" You felt the bed shake as he pulled at the restraints. You enjoyed the sight of his thigh muscles flexing as he stretched.
"I was just saying Happy Birthday Daddy."
Before he could respond you enveloped his cock with your mouth and pushed yourself as far down as you could. Running the tip of your tongue up and down the vein that ran the underside of his dick.
"Fuck, what language is this Mouse? I think I need to learn it."
You pulled your head back and laughed.
"I think we both know you're fluent in it." You said before locking eyes with his.
"Am I?" He smiled smugly at you.
Leaning your head back down you kissed the tip of his cock, and gave it a kitten lick before putting your legs on either side of his hips. Unable to stop the gasp from leaving your mouth when Dabi rolled his hips and pressed his cock along your slit. Biting his bottom lip and making it difficult on you to look away from him.
You felt your chest and face heat up, trying to build yourself up. You have never been very assertive. Giving directions was for more impressive people.
"Why are my hands restrained? And where did these pretty cuffs come from?" He tugged at his cuffs.
"I had Hawks pick them up last week." You rolled you hips and pressed down on him, enjoy the feel of him rubbing against your folds.
"That explains the dopey looks he's been giving you."
He noticed everything, no wonder you had anxiety trying to restrain his arms. You narrowed your eyes in suspicion at him.
"Did you let me tie up your arms?"
He smiled innocently at you.
"You're a dick."
He rolled his hips harshly under you.
"And your on mine, what's your plan little Mouse?"
Your throat goes dry, your nerves don't let you respond.
"We're you wanting to be the boss? I don't mind letting you be the boss." He thrust up, the sensation felt so good you closed your eyes and bit down on your tongue.
"Letting me?"
"We both know who the Daddy is baby. You take these off I can give you a long, drawn out, reminder."
"Promise?" You lean down and circle your fingers around the restraints.
"Always Mouse." He chuckled in your ear and you could feel his smugness at getting you to remove the restraints so quickly.
So when you lifted your hips and moved the tip of his cock to your entrance you dropped your weight down and took him to the hilt in one harsh thrust. Closing your eyes at the sensation of fullness and the thrill of being the one to take it from him, instead of him giving it to you.
"Fuck!" He barked out in surprise at the quickness of the movement.
"Maybe I'll take them off later, if you're good for me." You whisper in his year. Licking the shell of his ear. Hoping you're giving him the same thrill he gives you.
"Careful how far you push this Pet." He said through bared teeth.
You adjust yourself so you can bounce on him, lifting your hands you run them through your messy morning hair. Unable to grab his hands to balance you you're at a loss to what to do with them.
You watch Dabis face and listen to his breathing you watch him approach his orgasam. Just as his mouth opened in pleasure you pulled yourself off of him and moved down towards his feet.
"God damnit!" Dabi yelled out in frustration. You watched his cock twitch, it almost looked angry at the loss of your tightened pussy around it.
"Your playing a game your not ready for Mouse." His voice was calm, collected. But there was no missing the threat behind it.
"I was just being the boss." You said quietly. Wishing it would have the confidence behind it that his taunting usually had.
You moved to climb over him and this time you turned and faced the bottom of the bed. This time you slid slowly down his length. Feeling every inch of him fill And stretch you. Trying not to get him to his edge too quickly.
"Real fuckin cute Little Mouse. Cute won't save your ass."
"My ass is in charge at the moment, you should be nice to me." This time your voice was braver since you weren't looking him in the face.
You begin a quick pace again and drink in the feral noises from Dabi.
"Spread your ass open baby, let me see all of you. Let me see my cock disappear into your wet pussy."
You move your hands back and do what he asked of you.
"Is that your birthday wish?"
"Unlock the cuffs and I'll tell you my wish, better yet…fuck! I'll show you."
You felt him still his hips and you hopped off him again. Denying him once more.
"Don't fucking do that again Mouse!" This time his leg twitched along with his cock.
His lower belly was twitching too. You swear you can see steam coming out from between his teeth.
"Or what?" It was out of your mouth before you could stop it. You widened you eyes at him and you could see that you'd fucked up. So moving quickly you move back over him and you don't give him a build up this time. You keep steady and your thrusts are shallow and quick. Taking you both to the edge.
Just as you are about to reach your own climax you realize too late he's burned through his restraints. He lifts you off of him and spins you onto all four. Slapping his palm against your cunt he ruins your own orgasm. You place the top of your head on the mattress and look between your legs and watch his hand slap your pussy repeatedly. You see your own slick dripping onto the bed. You are nervous for what's to come but you feel relief you were no longer in control.
"Should have picked another material. Leather is easy to burn through. You should know better."
You smile into the mattress. "I do, I thought you'd like this game more. I wanted to see how long you'd give up control."
"So we were playing a game?"
The tip of his ring finger pressed down on your clit and he began tapping your bundle of nerves. Alternating the taps with firm circles. He had your hips shaking in an embarrassingly short amount of time.
The coil tightened in your belly, your vision blurred and you lost sense of where you were as you were brought over the edge.
"That's my good girl."
His motions on your clit quickened and he brought you to your edge again. The pleasuring bordering on pain at being brought on so quickly from your last.
"Dabi! What are you doing?" Your sweating and trying to wiggle out of his grasp.
"We're playing a new game Baby."
"Oh gods, Dabi please! Please I want you inside me."
You're starting to sweat as he's bringing you on the edge of yet another orgasm.
He's true to his word that you were not ready for his retaliation.
"Maybe, if you're a good girl for me I'll let you have my cock."
By the time you feel the head of his cock at your entrance your vision has gone permanently blurry, unable to focus. Your sure you're face is a reddened sloppy mess.
You heard the click of his phone camera. He never turned the sound off, so you were always aware he was taking permanent reminders of these moments.
"You're so fucking beautiful. My beautiful Little fucked stupid Mouse."
You can't even form words to respond.
"Do you think you've earned this cock?"
He asked as he slowly pushed in.
You can only let out a feral moan in response. This time you felt drool trickle out of the corner of your mouth.
"My sloppy girl, did I fuck all of the words out of this head? I bet all you can think about is this cock."
You tried push your hips against his, to have him fully inside you. A smack to your ass had you crying out and burying your face in the blankets.
"Whose the boss mouse."
You mumbled into the blankets unintelligibly. His fingers gripped the hair at the back of your head and pulled it back, arching your back and giving him a different angle.
"I couldn't quite catch that, sure you at least remember one word, one word knocking around that empty cock hungry brain of yours. Come on, whose the boss?"
He started to pull out before fully lodging inside of you. Your brain panicked that he wasn't going to give you what you wanted.
"Dabi! Dabis the boss!" You spit out and scream when thrust inside you viciously.
His hips piston inside you and he moves your upper body around until he's hitting you in your sweet spot every thrust. Pushing you over again. He stills inside you filling you with his cum as you body begins to shake with your final orgasm. He releases your hair and drops his weight on you.
He interrupts you coming down with the tips of his finger on your clit while you try to wiggle your hips out his grasp.
When he rolls off you he sits up and puts his feet on the floor. You watched as he steadied his legs for a moment and smile that you'd gotten to him so strongly.
He came back with a glass of water and towel and began to wipe you down. His touch was gentle but it still aches at your over sensitive pussy.
"Did you like your present?" You ask, he seemed to but you'd never tried to take control from him before.
"I did Mouse. I thought I made that pretty obvious."
"You're hard to shop for you know."
He laid back down beside you and moved your sweaty hair from your face.
"I don't think so, I like your pussy and I like your tits. I'm an easy going guy I think."
You snorted and moved your own hand to run through his hair.
"Yeah that's what you're know for, being an easy going fella."
"Shut the fuck up, come make my birthday breakfast with me."
When you stood your knees gave out, Dabi caught you under your arms.
"I broke you it appears." He laughed before swing you over his shoulder. You felt like a cave woman being carried to his cave. He smacked your ass and really drove that feeling home.
"Or I can cook, you still have my cock on the brain."
Chapter End Notes
So I want to write a birthday for reader chapter, if people put their birthdays down I'll put you on a randomized list and let it pick on and on the date that gets chosen I'll write that chapter! Also a kink of your choice if you wish!
Just month and day! And I won't be announcing what day gets chosen! It'll have to be a birthday surprise for the one picked!
I will generate the list next Tuesday! So everyone has until the end of the day 1/25/22 if they want to enter their birthday!
Mouses Birthday
Chapter Notes
On Dabis birthday chapter I did a raffle for one of my readers birthdays as the day I post a birthday chapter for reader designed around their kinks! (KurooSimp007 won!) This one will take place before the original trip to Eden but after he brings his Mouse to their new home.
Requested birthday kinks: breeding, impregnate, creampie, possessiveness, sub-drop.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Dabis POV
He liked watching the concentration on your face as you put a bandage on his face. Your eyebrows scrunched while you focused.
He could've avoided the injury easily, but he liked you taking care of him. Shigaraki sending him away from you was starting to grate on his nerves. It felt like he'd find the most useless missions to send him on. The way he looked at him while assigning him a task made him think he was doing it on purpose. He was bored. When the other option was being at home with you it made it drag on all the worse.
He'd always been so focused on his revenge, unable to look away from his anger. Losing himself in it.
Instead of dragging you into it with him, you'd given him a new focus. A new obsession. Focusing on you felt like a relief to his overactive mind.
"How do you keep getting hurt Daddy? I don't remember you getting hurt so much before. I'm starting to think you're doing it on purpose."
Clever little Mouse. You were observant. Just like he was, he wanted you to be just as focused on him as he was on you. It felt like a puzzle, poking and prodding to get the pieces to fit. He wasn't even sure what the end result was supposed to be, but he wanted it.
"Why would I let myself get hurt little Mouse?"
"To stress me out." He smiled at the aggravation in your voice.
"Mmmmm, that does sound like a good reason." The pads of your fingers pressed the bandage down gently but firmly.
"Sounds like something a crazy person would do." You say, sitting back to look at your work.
"I've heard I fit in that category. From you actually, numerous times."
Your hand reaches forward and rubs the bandage one final time before you look happy with your work.
"I am not falling for that trap Daddy."
He wondered if you knew what day it was. You hadn't said anything. Usually he doesn't care about sentimental days. He wasn't planning on saying anything to you. He didn't even know how really.
"It's nice you came home earlier than you said though." You said quietly.
"Did you miss me Doll?"
"I didn't say that. I feel like a hermit just pacing the house though."
He didn't like that. Reaching for your wrist he walked with you to the couch, sitting and pulling you to straddle him.
His large hands wrapped around your waist. He contemplates for the thousandth time about having you naked at all times when he was home. Except he liked how you looked in clothes he'd picked out. Knowing his marks were just hidden under the thin fabric.
"If you destroy this dress you're just going to have to get another one. It can't be cheap having to constantly replace clothes."
He stilled his movements and smiled up at you. You were always lecturing him for his lack of care for unimportant things. Moving two fingers to the collar of the dress he used his quirk to burn it open, doing the same motion he handled the sleeves so he could rip open the dress.
Another detriment to his wanting you naked. You wearing his colors as something as delicate as lace did something to him. He understood why his cock hardened at the sight, but he couldn't figure out what it did to his mind.
"Do you trust me Mouse?"
You looked up from your destroyed dress at him. He hadn't seen true fear in your eyes for so long, but his question had you looking anxious, bordering on fear.
"Dabi…"
He rolled his hips, making sure you felt his hardening cock.
"That's not my proper title from you is little Mouse?"
"Daddy."
He brushed his thumb across your sensitive clit, rewarding you, his focus moving to your teeth biting your bottom lip.
"That's my girl. Answer the question Mouse."
He stopped his ministrations and watched your face as you tried to work out what he was trying to get out of you.
"I don't know how to answer that question Daddy."
He began to move his thumb again slowly. Moving his thumb down to gather some of your slick onto his thumb and increasing his speed. Your little jumps bounced your tits in his face.
"I think you do Baby."
He need friction of his own and began to roll his hips up into you again.
"If I tell you to stay still…"
You froze, obeying him without an actual command.
"Don't move." He commanded. Moving his hands, one to your lace bra the other to your panties.
You stayed still even as he activated his quirk, for a brief moment the lace was replaced with fire. He'd have to go through the security cameras and get a still shot of you wearing his fire so intimately. The blue light shone on your face and just as you screwed your face up in pain his quirk deactivated.
"That wasn't fear on your face just now. Even when I use my quirk on your flesh you didn't look afraid." Your breathing was heavy now, your fear was gone and replaced with a look of extreme lust. Your skin was red from his quirk. He leaned forward to nibble on the sensitive skin. "You like playing with fire."
He lifted his hand up, and waited until your focus was on his palm. Blue flame encased his hand and he could see its reflection in your eyes.
"I should be specific, you like playing with MY fire." He brought his hand towards your face. He smiled as you didn't even flinch as he did. His quirk deactivated just before touching you, cupping your cheek and you leaned into his palm. You trusted his control over the quirk.
"You want to be touched by me just as much as I want to touch you." He stood, wrapping you around him. Your arms squeezed around his neck as you found your balance within his grasp.
He turned his head into your neck, taking in the softness of your neck against his rough lips. He couldn't give you the same softness, he didn't know how to be soft. Even his body couldn't be soft for you. "Even at my worst you push into my touch. Don't you Mouse?" He phrased it as a question, but it wasn't.
Reader POV
Your brain is scrambling. Trying to keep up with what his hands and mouth were doing to your body and his intense questioning, you couldn't figure out what was happening. He gently laid you on the bed.
His fingers harshly pinched at your nipples, causing your back to arch, trying to pull away. You hissed through your teeth at the harshness of it. "Did you forget your words? Or are you ignoring me Mouse?"
Was he mad at you? Your starting to feel too warm, anxiety is affecting your breathing.
"Did I do something Daddy? Are you angry?"
He barked out a laugh, softening his movements. Giving you time to process his earlier words.
"I like when you touch me. When we were apart I dreamed about it."
You hadn't meant to say that.
Dabis eyes widened at your confession. His hands tightened around your waist, he looked incredibly smug now. The look in his eye turned possessive. "Did you?"
Great, like he needed that ego boost from you. "What will it take to make you forget that I said that?"
He leaned forward and kissed along your collar bone. He's teasing you by not answering right away.
"Answer my questions and we can put a pin in this conversation Pet."
His tongue swirled around your nipple, his teeth bit down when his thumb went back to teasing your clit.
"You-you asked me questions?"
Dabis POV
He liked this game now. He had no intention of dropping that conversation. He could be patient however, for the right price.
"I asked if you trusted me Mouse." He repeated. Stoping his ministrations again. Watching you writhe in disappointment had his cock completely hard.
Your eyes went from glazed over to focused, he knew you were taking the question more seriously than he had intended the conversation to be. You wrung your fingers together nervously.
"I trust you enough to be here with you."
Dabi moved off the bed, walking to get the cuff attachments for the bed. His mind thinking over your answer. When he turned back to you, the concern in your eyes felt too close to pity. He didn't like that. He couldn't stabilize his mood.
He stayed silent while he cuffed your wrists. Looking down to your ankles he decided to leave those free. He liked your legs wrapped around his waist.
"It's foolish to trust me Mouse. Especially when you know I want nothing more than to own every part you." Even your breathing stilled at his words. Fear was a better look than the pity of you answering honestly. He knew what to do with that.
He wasn't lying, there was no questioning his claim over you. He knew he didn't have you fully yet however. He moved your legs around him and pushed down his pants to free his cock.
Leaning down so he could speak quietly in your ear, he ran is tongue along the shell of it. Smiling at the shiver that ran through you. You feared him quiet more than you did if he was loud.
"You even trusted me enough to tell me what was keeping you from getting round with my child." He pressed his hand to your belly.
"Dabi…" You said shakily.
"Do you know how easily one of those implants can be removed?" He wasn't lying about that, he'd looked it up. He could've done it. If he did that however, he knew things between you both would be irreparable. You didn't know that though.
"You wouldn't do that Daddy." It wasn't a question, you sounded just as sure of your statement as he had been earlier. Your eyes didn't match your words though. There was just enough doubt for him to work with.
He lined up his cock to your entrance and slowly pushed in. Closing his eyes at the pleasure that ran down his spine. You squeezing so tight, like you could force him out of you.
"Oh little Mouse, keep squeezing like that and you'll have my cum filling you up sooner." You let out a shaky breath while trying to force yourself to relax. You still didn't believe he'd done what he said. There was enough doubt to keep your anxiety levels high.
He pushed himself back into your tight wetness, holding himself deep inside you while he flexed his hips so he hit your clit.
"Oh gods! Daddy!"
"See, even with that doubt in your head. You know your mine. You want me to cum inside you because this pussy belongs to me. It's meant to be filled by me. You'll let me fill you up as much as I want to, because your my little breeding bitch if that's what I want. Aren't you baby?"
He pulled out and snapped his hips forward, jolting you closer to the headboard. He gripped your hair and forced you to look at him. Keeping his rough pace.
"You're not going anywhere Mouse, I am going to keep fucking you until you can't move without feeling my cum running down your thighs and your belly starts to round with our child. Do you think they'll have your eyes?"
Your legs tightened around him.
It felt like confirmation for him. That you did trust him not to have done what he said. That you trusted him more than you had said. You wouldn't react like this if you believed he was telling the truth.
"Daddy, please. So… Close."
He focused on pushing you over that edge now. Wanting to see you break under him, see you cum over the idea of being his to do what he wanted.
As your thighs began to shake and you began to try and push away from the over sensitive movements of his fingers and his cock, Dabi began biting at your neck. Giving you that burst of pain that had you straining at your restraints and your moans turned to whimpers.
Dabi stilled deep inside you, his own orgasm taking over. When he caught his breath he pushed up on his forearms to look at you. He hadn't expected you to be crying.
Reader POV
The panic on Dabis face confused you. You felt nauseous and ashamed. You came for him, even at the horrible things he'd said he'd done.
You couldn't be sure he was just saying it, he could've been telling the truth.
And you still came for him, you even began to encourage his fucking you. You didn't vocally, but you know you encouraged him with your movements. What was wrong with you? You shouldn't have gotten off from that. We're you really that twisted inside now?
Dabi moved quickly to free your hands.
"You're cold Mouse. Look at me."
You don't know why you're sobbing once your eyes make contact. You're body feels cold and you are overwhelmed.
Dabi is picking you up from the bed and you can feel his body warming. You bury your face into his neck and try to keep your teeth from clattering together. You can't stop shivering.
Your back starts to ache from tensing your muscles and you can't release the tension. Heavy breaths are leaving your body.
You didn't hear Dabi fill the tub, or feel his hands rubbing your back. All you can focus on is you rough breathing.
He sat with you in the warm water, bringing the water up to drip down your back. He was completely clothed, his pants undone.
"Your shirt is hurting my skin." His shirts usually felt soft, right now it felt like sandpaper against your chest.
He moved his arm behind his head and ripped the shirt over his head. Bringing you back to touch skin to skin.
"You're okay little Mouse." His voice was firm, commanding. "Take a deep breath for me." You inhaled as he rubbed his hand slowly up your back, exhaling as he moved it back down.
"I don't know why I am crying."
"Cause I'm an asshole."
You laughed at that. Starting to feel closer to normal. You were struggling to keep your eyes open. It was like all of your strength just left your body.
"I didn't mess with your shit Mouse."
"I know."
You felt the muscles relax in his shoulders.
"How do you know?" You went to pull back at his question but his hand moved to keep you against him. It felt like the need for comfort transferred from you to him.
"Cause I trust you to not hurt me in that way." His face turned into the crook of your neck. It felt good to know that you were capable of calming his monsters. You closed your eyes and leaned into him, falling asleep in his warm hold.
When you wake up you're still wrapped in his arms, but your under the blankets in the bed. Dabi is fully dressed again. When you rub your legs together you realize he's dressed you in warm sweats and thick socks. The sweatshirt your wearing smells like him and you move it to cover the bottom half of your face.
"If you stay asleep we're going to miss it Mouse." His voice shocked you, you thought he was sleeping.
"Miss what?" Your voice was scratchy with sleep. Dabi reached over to the night stand, bringing a glass of water in front of your face. He pinched the straw between his fingers to keep it in place and moved it to your mouth.
"Come with me and find out."
He helps you to stand and then helps you put on a pair of black boots that were similar to his own. Walking to the kitchen he comes back with a large bag.
"What's in the bag?"
He smiled and grabbed your hand and sent a text with his free hand.
"So many questions."
One of Sakuras portals opens up on the front door. You moved your hand from Dabis and linked your arm around his. Following him through the orange haze.
When you step out your on a grassy hill. Dabi removes a pillow from the bag and throws it down.
"Sit here, do not look behind you until I say."
"Yes Daddy." You don't know if you could even look away from the sky if you'd wanted to. You've never seen the stars so clearly before. Always living in big cities meant you never got a view like this.
You could hear Dabi moving around behind you. Why did he bring you here?
"Where are we?"
"Ishigaki Island."
You'd heard of this place. If you'd known the sky looked like this you would've tried to come here before. Dabi moved in front of you and held out his hand to help you stand.
Dabis POV
You'd scared him with your sudden sub drop. He'd heard of it happening before. He'd never been around someone long enough to witness it. If it had happened previously at least he'd never noticed. He thought he had gone to far. Once you'd calmed though, he knew it was just a temporary overwhelm.
Not what he intended for this day, so he wanted to do something you wouldn't expect.
He held you from behind as you looked at the set up. He'd pushed down his pride and asked Hawks on where to go and what to do. Dates weren't his thing, but Hawks came by it naturally.
He had laid out a blanket and some food. He wanted you to eat after you'd woken up. Fruit and warm soup for easing your stomach. He didn't understand what the point of the little lights Hawks had brought were when you were coming to look at stars. But the look on your face when you saw the set up had him wanting to get more of the dumb things.
"What's this for?"
Dabi leaned against the tree, sitting on the blanket and bringing you down to sit between his legs.
"You like stars and the moon and all that stuff right?"
"I do, very much."
He shrugged his shoulders, uncomfortable at having to try and vocalize his thought process.
"So here, you can see…" he gestured to the sky. "You know, stars and all that sappy shit." He didn't know what to say.
"So if I cry now you'll take me to see beautiful places?"
"It's not cause you cried." He said defensively. "It's cause you said you trusted me and I like that. I just wanted to give you this moment today." He could just say it was your birthday present. He couldn't form the words, it seemed too sappy to say he wanted to celebrate that you exist.
So instead he'd feed you the food Hawks had brought, and he'd keep you warm so you could look at the sky for as long as you wanted.
"Dabi?" You leaned your head back and relaxed into his hold, letting him feed you a piece of fruit in your mouth.
"Mouse."
"This is a good moment. Thank you."
He didn't know what to say, so he brought your hand to his face. Pushing his cheek into your palm. "Eat your food Mouse, we can be out here all night if you want to be."
He'd have to make a tradition out of bringing her here. She was more at ease with him here. He wondered how many years of bringing you here it would take for you to realize he brings you here to celebrate your birthday.
"I think now would be a good time to talk about dreams little Mouse. Dreams you had about me."
Chapter End Notes
There was a second and a third place! I will be writing chapters dedicate to those two runners up in the next month as well! I will post those winners over on my timber if you want to see if it was you!
Your comments keep me writing as always!
Runner up birthday
Chapter Notes
His bonus birthday chapter runner up
Takes place after Dabi and Reader first sleep together, while he's gone frequently and before the break in and attack. For the runner up birthday chapter winner ryoasukasfurcoat
This is when Dabi was still further on the dark side!
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Dabis POV
Dabi couldn't wait to get home. His clothes were weighed down with mud and filth. He couldn't remember why he agreed to step out and begin recruiting others to the cause again.
The league already had plenty of members to reach their goals. Doing these jobs let him come back to the house every night however. It kept him in the city where his Mouse patiently waited for his return.
He smiled to himself at the image the cameras last showed, his girl was half off the bed, her head dangling as she swayed her upper body back and forth with boredom. Patiently waiting maybe wasn't the correct term but it made her more open to his advances when he came home. The silver lining to this annoyance.
He didn't even know why he'd followed the guy, he should've just let him run away like the little coward he was. Idiots quirk let him utilize dirt and other bits of nature. Dabi didn't get much of a chance to explore exactly what he could do before dirt and mud bombarded him.
Now the fool was dead, and Dabi had to wash mud and dirt of his jacket. He could feel the coarseness scraping against his damaged skin, his mood dropping lower the more he moved. He managed to steal the prospective recruits knife before his flames caused too much damage. He liked how it looked. The blade was originally a crimson red, his fire however had warped the colors. Silver, crimson and bits of rainbow now made it more beautiful. He's not sure why he pocketed it.
His phone ringing and Shigaraki calling was the cherry on top of this absolute mess. He contemplated ignoring him, but didn't want him to just show up and interfere with his time with you.
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He slammed the front door open harder than he'd intended. Shigarakis lecture about the man he tried to recruit was on loop in his mind. His skin felt like someone had rubbed him down with sandpaper. He was past pissed off.
For the first time, he hoped you were asleep. He wanted to shower and clear his head before wrapping himself around you. He didn't want you to see him out of control with anger, he'd worked very hard to get you to give him just the minimal amount of give you had. One uncontrollable outburst and he'd have to start over.
Walking into his room he saw you yanking on the chain, trying to pull it from the wall. He was shocked you hadn't noticed his arrival, he hadn't been quiet. He tilted his head and watched you for a long moment.
He closed the door gently, but you finally registered his presence with the noise so close behind you. If he hadn't been teetering on the edge of losing his shit, he'd take advantage of this gift. Doling out a punishment in his agitated state however, he didn't trust himself.
After staring you down for a long moment before turning to the bathroom. Dropping his coat as he went. He can play with you after his shower.
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Reader POV
He'd said nothing.
He never just ignores you. You weren't even trying to escape, you just wanted to leave this damn room. You were trying to figure out how to vocalize just that when he just left you there.
Why didn't he say anything?
Why did his ignoring you bother you so much?
What kind of mind game was this? He doesn't ignore you.
Annoyance was taking over the fear of punishment. It stung that he didn't even look annoyed. Just, nothing. Gods this shouldn't upset you.
Was he done with you now that he'd slept with you? Would he let you go? Did he intend on killing you? You felt nauseous at the thought.
You should be thrilled that he seemed to have no interest in you tonight.
Instead you felt, hurt? No, you can't go down that trail of thought. Who does he think he is? You're building yourself up. Anger felt better than hurt. He doesn't get to make sure your small corner of the world revolves around him and then just ignore you.
Finally standing you walk to the bathroom. You were going to make him pay attention to you. He doesn't get to torment you and then just walk away. Boredom was making you foolish.
When you walk in however, all your anxiety drops. Watching as Dabi carefully removed his shirt. His scarred skin was bloody and rubbed raw. His jaw clenched as he started to remove his pants. You hadn't noticed all of the dirt.
He never showed when he was in pain, but he didn't seem to be able to hide it. You closed your eyes to try and block the image, but you didn't like seeing anyone in pain. Cursing yourself inwardly, you step to him. The chain around your ankle barely let you reach him.
"Don't, you're going to hurt yourself more Daddy." You lectured as you moved his hands from his waistband. His clothes were wet also, sticking to his skin. His had been ripping the pants down and ripping his damaged skin along with it.
He still didn't speak, he just watched as you gently removed them. Working them down slowly so as to avoid hurting him further. He used your shoulder to steady himself as he lifted his foot, then the other as you removed the soiled cloth from him.
Looking up from your kneeling position you realize what you've done. You're on your knees looking up at Dabi. It wasn't the first time, but it was the first time you'd put yourself in this position.
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Dabis pov
He hadn't expected you to follow him into the bathroom. He should have locked the bathroom door. Keeping you far from him.
Then you looked up at him while on your knees in front of him. If he hadn't been wearing his underwear, he'd already have his cock down your throat. His hips jutted forward before he could stop it. His clothed hardness brushing against your lips.
Reaching down he took your hands and guided them to the waistband of his boxers, helping you remove them. When his cock sprung free it brushed against your cheek softly, before hitting his stomach.
Reaching his hand forward he gripped the top of your head, pulling you towards his cock.
He watched as your mouth opened to take him, but he pulled back just when your lips grazed his shaft.
"Greedy little Mouse, you haven't earned my cock in your mouth yet. Don't forget what I just caught you doing." His cock twitched at the look on your face. You looked angry at his denial.
The fact that you couldn't hide your desire for him, no matter how much he knew you wanted to pretend it didn't exist, it made him want to expose you to your desires until you couldn't deny it any more. He wanted you, yes. But you wanted him too. "You gonna make my night better Mouse?"
He pulled you forward and ground his hips against your face, forcing your eyes closed. "Yeah, I bet if you try hard enough for me, you can turn my night around."
He stepped away quickly and admired the sight of you falling forward so you were on your hands and knees.
"Stay on all fours Pet." He watched as you settled back into position. The night gown you were wearing draped across you so beautifully. He can't believe he originally thought he was going to just let you escape after a few days after bringing you with him that night he first met you. "Stay Mouse." He lightly tapped your head and walked to were he'd dropped his coat. Reaching in for the warped knife.
He usually preferred burning the clothes you wore. It felt like a stronger connection, and the way your body shivered at his heat had him fighting to keep his eyes from rolling to the back of his head. You didn't run from his fire, you melted with it. Using his quirk right now, with his skin rubbed raw, was going to distract him from you. Stopping to open the top drawer of the dresser near the bathroom door he grabbed a blindfold.
The sight of you still on all fours, waiting for him so obediently had him biting his bottom lip. Using the burst of pain to stop himself from just taking you without playing with you first.
He trailed his fingers up your spine, feeling your back tense and your breathing froze. He ran the satin fabric across your cheek, letting you enjoy the coolness of the smooth fabric before finally tying it around your head. He unlocked the shackle around your ankle.
He stood and stepped away, enjoying the sight of you waiting. Your nervousness of the unknown filled the room.
Quieting his steps he stood over your body, a foot on either side of you. If he sat down it would crush you into the ground. He squatted down, not letting any part of him touch you. "Are you ready to listen little Mouse?"
You jumped slightly at the sound of his voice over you. "Yes Daddy."
"You're to stay still Mouse, no matter what you feel, you stay the fuck still. Do you understand?"
"Yes Daddy."
"Yes what Baby?"
"Yes I'll stay still, no matter what."
"That's my girl."
Using his free hand first he palmed between your shoulders, trailing his hand down. Even with the nightgown covering you, he felt a thrill at touching you. Once you relaxed into his touch he flipped the knife so the dull side pressed in the same area.
He could see your muscles tense, and your body jumped slightly. He started with the dull side intentionally, as a preview. He knew you'd jump.
"Still, baby. Be still." Dragging the dull edge down your spine he watched as you struggled to not arch your back.
Squatting finally had his thighs burning to the point of pain, so he stabilized and brought himself to sit on you, his knees on the ground. Trailing the blade back up, he flipped it to the sharp edge, and he mimicked his first movements. Trailing it down your back.
"Do you know what this is Mouse?"
"A blade."
"It's a very pretty knife. It's going to help with this outfit. I never knew a scrap of fabric could piss me off so much." He started a cut in the nightgown and slowly began to cut a line down the gown. "You look so fucking good in these outfits." He was halfway down your back, scooting himself back so he could finish the job. "But they get in the way of my touching you. A thin fucking barrier keeping me from you, I hate it."
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Reader POV
His words sounded loving but his tone was that of a spoiled child. Filled with frustration at not being able to touch skin to skin. The aura around him felt dark. He wasn't himself right now. The unpredictability scared you, especially with a sharp blade traveling down your spine.
At least you knew now, he wasn't done with you. When he'd ignored you you had thought maybe, he was bored with you now. You feel relief at not having to wonder. Shame at your relief followed.
You felt the fabric flutter down as Dabi finished cutting it, the sleeves tickled your arms as it traveled down to your wrists.
Something pressed against your pussy, you tensed when you realized it was the flat of the blade. Now your fear was starting bubble in your throat. The blade moved and then you felt the handle of the knife pressing between your pussy lips. He wasn't pushing it into your cunt, he pressed the handle against your clit.
"Grind down Mouse, take your pleasure from something so dangerous so close to where you're so fragile." He moved his hand against your rolling hips, increasing the bursts of pleasure running through your body. Your hips began to stutter in their movements as you began to shatter over the knife and under him. Sandwiched between two very dangerous situations. When he pulled his hand away a sob left your mouth as you pushed back trying to find your relief.
"You didn't think I'd just let you cum did you?" He rolled you over onto your back and took the tattered fabric fully off of your body. He moved until he straddled you. Blood from his torn body trailed up your sides from his turning you. "We're you trying to escape? I thought we'd gotten past that Mouse."
His fingers trailed down your sides, up and down. When you didn't answer him his fingers dug into your sides as he scratched his way down your sides. Your nerves were still heightened from his denial of your orgasm.
Tears began to roll down your face as he moved back so he could begin to scrape his nails down your outer thighs. "Answer me little Mouse. We're you trying to leave me again?" His fingers pressed into your flesh harder and the sting trailed to your inner thighs.
"No Daddy, I just wanted out of the room. Please, I know not to leave." He didn't have to know about your plan with Hawks was the reason behind knowing better.
He scratched down your inner thighs until he flattened his palms down and pushed your knees towards your shoulders. Leaving finger print bruises from his violent grip. "Why would I believe that? You keep fighting this. Does it make you feel better to pretend you're not just as attached to me as I am to you?" His hand came down hard on your thigh. Bringing a scream from your lips and more tears fell from your eyes.
"You're so fucking pretty when you cry for me Mouse." His finger trailed up your slit and you could feel your own slick trail down and slide between your ass cheeks. "Even your cunt weeps for me so beautifully." He said with a sneer.
"You can show a dignified face to everyone else, but you can't hide your twisted inner thoughts from me. I won't let you hide from me, even the parts your ashamed of, the parts of yourself that turn your stomach are always open for me to see. Stop hiding." Without warning he pushed three fingers into your cunt, bending, twisting and stretching them until sensation overwhelmed your mind. You couldn't focus open anything outside of what he he was making you feel.
"The twisted and dark pieces of you take you from a beautiful face to a fucking siren Mouse. Each twist I find makes me more determined to find the center of you." He pumped his fingers steadily, leaning forward he takes your clit between his teeth. Your sensitive bud scraped against his teeth as he bit and pulled at you. The pain brought you over to an orgasm like you hadn't felt before. It consumed your body but didn't give you the pop of relief. The edge of pain made you hungrier for another release.
"I wasn't trying to leave, I promise."
He moved until he was straddling your stomach. He sat his full weight on you. He sucked your release off his fingers one at a time as you breathed through the extreme pressure he was putting you under.
Once he'd licked the taste of you off his ring finger he leaned forward until he pressed his lips to your own. His tongue filled your mouth and you could taste yourself on his tongue. "No, my Mouse wouldn't try to leave me. She's too sweet to be so cruel. Aren't you baby?"
His thumb pushed your chin until your mouth opened. "Stick out your tongue." He commanded. When you obeyed he pursed his lips and spit. He licked up your tongue before you could close your mouth. He moaned in pleasure as he made you feel rapture at the mess he was making of you.
Moving to stand you took a deep breath as his weight lifted from your body. He helped you stand, bringing your lips to his own as he walked you towards the shower.
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Dabis POV
He hadn't intended to be so rough with you, but when he saw lust fill your eyes the harder he went with you he couldn't stop. The fact that you were not only accepting his violence, but got off on it with him was addicting.
He turned the water on and sat on the bench in the shower, bringing you with him so he could continue kissing you. While the water warmed.
"Why were you covered in so much dirt Daddy? You still haven't stopped bleeding." You asked as you broke from the kiss.
"Mission gone bad Mouse. It happens." He didn't want to talk about the failed recruitment. He wanted to fuck you on the bench.
"You shouldn't just leave the cuts filled with dirt." It amused him that you couldn't seem to stop lecturing him. Usually lectures had him ready to snap. Shigaraki lecturing him always left him feeling murderous. When you did it, it felt like care for some reason.
He didn't stop you from taking the shower head down, only adjusting so the water wouldn't hit his head. You took the hint and rinsed from his shoulders and moved down. Rinsing the dirt and mud away. Blood mixing in with the soil. Your sides still had his blood scrapped against it. Keeping you dirty while you cleaned him.
Once you felt satisfied he was thoroughly rinsed you soaped a soft cloth, and starting with his shoulders again you gently scrubbed him down. He watched as you took your time and even gently went between each one of his staples.
You were not making eye contact intentionally, and he felt taken care of enough that he didn't force it. As you reached his feet he went to stand but you gently pushed him back down. "You have cuts on the tops of your feet, and the bottom. That dirt really won the battle against you today." You weren't mocking, if he didn't know better he'd say you were concerned. You lifted his right foot and washed it gently before moving to the other.
When you stood he took the shower head and washed you down with the same care you'd given him. Trailing his tongue over the scratches he'd given your sides and your thighs. Enjoying the silence he'd originally intended to take in alone. This was better.
Turning the water off he left the shower and grabbed one of the fluffier towels he'd had the runners bring. Drying you off and then following you while drying himself off as you'd surprised him by leaving without his telling you too. You surprised him again as you pulled out bandages and took the towel from him so you could bandage his more serious wounds.
His cock jumped as you kissed every bandage after applying it. Taking your caretaking of him very seriously. He should've fucked you in the shower, his angry cock was reminding him he hadn't reached his own release yet.
You placed the last gauze bandage over his hip, this time when his cock twitched it grazed your cheek.
"You missed a spot Pet." He said while raising his eyebrows at you.
"You don't have any injuries there Daddy."
"Kiss it and make it better anyway Mouse." He said turning until he could place the deep purple head of his cock to your soft lips. Tensing as he waited for your lips to parts, sighing as he thrust in and felt the warm softness of your mouth envelope him.
"That's it Mouse, so fucking good." He praised. Pumping his hips, searching for his own release. "Your mouth belongs wrapped around my cock like this, can you feel it?" You hummed around him and he pulled back before he could finish and grabbed your hair to pull you up and pulled you out of the bathroom. You automatically went towards the bed, assuming where he intended to take you. A soft cry left your mouth as he turned the opposite way, leading you out of the room and down a different direction he'd never taken you in the house.
"Did I do something wrong?" You whimpered. You thought he was mad, he let you think so before opening a door to a different room and pushed you onto the bed in this room. The room was plain, empty besides the bed and a chair with a chain on it.
"Do you know what this room is Mouse?" He asked before pushing his way between your legs.
"No Daddy." You said quietly.
He thrust his length into you and bit down on your neck as you wiggled under him.
"It's your room Mouse." He said, increasing the pace he thrust into you as he bit down again harshly on the other side of your neck. Intending to leave you bruised and marked.
"This is where I originally was going to keep you." He said. He doesn't know why he's telling you this.
He bit down on your collar bone, hips stuttering as your fingers dug into his back.
"But you belong with me, I couldn't bring you in here. Fuck, fuck, fuck…" he felt himself tense as his release approached. "This is the only time you'll be in here. Because you are mine Mouse, you can fight it as much as you want. But I will continue to show you where you belong. Keep running and I'll keep bringing you back. Do you understand Mouse?"
He moaned as he came, biting down on your shoulder as he shook from the strength of his orgasm. Filling you until he could feel it dripping between you. Rolling his eyes back as he rolled his hips against the slipperiness of your skin.
"Do you understand what I am telling you little Mouse?"
"Not to leave the room Daddy."
"No, you don't get it yet, that's okay I can keep showing you until you get it." He kissed your cheek and pulled out. Picking you up to wrap around him as he placed a palm on the bed, igniting his quirk until the bed burned. Doing the same to the chair. Once he deactivated his flames he carried you back to the room. Your deep breathing calming the frustration that remained from his day. He shackled your ankle as precaution before tangling himself with you. Whispering praises and filth to your sleeping form until he found his own rest. Maybe he should skip tomorrows task for the PLF.
Chapter End Notes
Happy Saturday! I am still recovering from my attack but I will be back to my normal writing next weekend! As always your comments keep me going!
Parenthood
Chapter Notes
I never really wanted to write a chapter with the baby because I wanted everyone to picture what they wanted that path to be like. But it got asked enough to that I decided to write what I thought it would be for them!
If you just want smut with minimal baby you can just read Dabis POV.
The rest involves a daughter and dive a little into readers heritage and Dabi realizing he probably should ask about that!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
His bonus baby chapter
In this chapter we will get to see my Dabi as a dad to a baby girl.
Reader POV
You had been home for two days now. With your baby.
Your baby you had with Dabi. She had his blue eyes and the shape of her nose was just like his.
You were having to readjust again to what your life had turned into. Pinching your arm to see if you were in some form of fever dream.
You'd been so lost in the exhaustion and pain you hadn't noticed until now that something was off about Dabi.
He hadn't left your side, so focused on you and you didn't see the disconnect at first.
He held her when they were cleaning you up, and once you'd laid down he set her right back on your chest. He didn't look horrified, but he looked uncomfortable. You'd laughed a little internally, assuming it was just shock of this little creature with his face.
You hadn't thought anything of it. But now, you were paying attention. Every time a whine or a cry came from her, Dabi left the room while you soothed her. He always came back with water or food or something for you. Rubbing your back soothingly, but he never tried to soothe her.
You had asked him if he wanted to try and hold her while she napped and he said he didn't want to take that moment away from you. The words were right, thoughtful, but the feeling twisting in your gut was telling you it wasn't.
Every time you'd put her in his arms he instantly found a reason to put her down. He sometimes just seemed lost staring into her blue eyes. Of course his genetics were the strongest. You did all of the work and you can't see much in her of you.
You waited until she'd fallen asleep before you brought it up. Rehearsing in your head so you don't sound accusing. His actions brought back your habit of carefully wording things, picking each word carefully to keep him steady.
"Dabi?"
"Mouse." He answered back in a voice just above a whisper. Wrapping his arms round your waist as you stood in front of the bathroom vanity. Burying his nose in your hair. "Gods you always smell so good."
"You should trying smelling your daughters head, it's the best smell." Your happy for the easy transition.
You could feel his muscles tense while he worked to keep his breathing steady.
"I'll have to keep that in mind."
"Are you happy?"
His eyes met yours in the mirror. "Is there a reason you think I wouldn't be?"
His arms tightened, he didn't want to have this conversation. You could feel him starting to pull away, his tense jaw had you clenching your own.
"Don't lie, we don't get the luxury of ignoring when one of us is off." You turned in his hold so you could lock your arms around his neck and keep him in place. "Especially you."
"Have you been worrying yourself over me instead of enjoying being home little Mouse?" His tone went cold and dismissive. Like the topic was uninteresting to him.
"Don't do that, I swear I will get Hawks over here so quick your neck will snap as he goes past you." You pulled him back to you as he worked to get your arms off of him. "You can talk to him and then me or you can just talk to me. You are not just going to pretend somethings not wrong."
It stayed silent for too long. You hadn't meant to be harsh, but you didn't want something terrible to happen.
He stopped pulling away and picked you up instead, wrapping your legs around him as he walked you to the bed so he can sit.
You moaned in agony as the pressure of sitting down caused pain to shoot through your core. Dabis gaze went from annoyed to concerned and quickly to guilt.
"Fuck Mouse, fine. What do you want to interrogate me about." He leaned back, a sarcastic grin on his face.
"I don't want to interrogate you, I want to listen and figure out where your head is. You are the most possessive man I have ever met and you've been avoiding your daughter."
"I've held her several times and I am with her all day. What other men have been possessive over you?"
"For seconds at a time you've held her, you are with me all day. Don't turn this into a fight."
His hands began to heat at your waist and you moved your grip from his neck to his wrists, bringing his focus back. He was stressed, he's never accidentally burned you but the heat can be a lot.
"I'm missing when you used to not question me."
"That's not funny."
"She's tiny Mouse."
"She's a baby."
His hands warmed again.
"I'm going to hurt her."
"Clarify that please."
You moved your hands to his wrists again. Moving his overheated grip from your waist.
"I can't always control my heat baby. I know you can handle it, but shes so small. Holding her I feel too much, I cant control my heat. I'm going to hurt her."
You unwound yourself from his hold and got up to go to the kitchen. Going through the drawers as you hear Dabi's footsteps padding in, following you to the sink.
Finding what you were looking for you turned around and grabbed Dabis hand, pushing a pot holder on one hand than the other, not daring to look at him until you were done.
He looked unamused. "What are you doing?"
"Problem solving. Your a hot skillet, so…potholders." You spread your arms in a ta-da motion.
He continued to stare down at you. "What?" You asked him.
"I am taking a moment to mentally remind myself that you usually are not an idiot."
"That's mean, I just had a baby. Usually you're better at being a care taker."
He held up his pot holder covered hands. "You've incapacitated me."
"I didn't mean it as a joke, we can have something made and you can wear it to hold her."
"Yeah, only been in the world a few days and already she's at risk because of me. Her father has to be baby proofed."
"You're not going to hurt her."
"I imagine Enji Todoroki never contemplated his hurting his own children. It might not be intentional, but she still will be hurt by me Mouse. I don't know how to do this. I can take care of you, I know how to meet your needs. I don't know what to do with someone so tiny. I have to leave the room when she cries cause I think she can feel how over the top I feel, and if she can feel that what's it going to do to her when she feels me at my worst?"
"I wouldn't have had a baby with you, if any part of me thought you could hurt your own."
"I can hurt my own. I have hurt them. I relished in every bit of hurting my own. I still fight down the urge to end my old man. It would be better if you don't forget that."
"That's different."
"How?"
"Do you think your dad ever tried to take himself out of the situation once he realized that what he was doing hurt his children? You are already miles ahead of him, it took him years to give his family space from his abuse. But you are worried and focused on not hurting her. I'd be more worried if you weren't upset at the idea of her being in pain." You removed the pot holders from his hands, the silliness of them was making it hard for you to take any of what he was saying seriously.
"What if she has my quirk?"
"We'll deal with that as it comes."
Taking his hand you walk him to the room so you can both look at her sleeping.
"It's rude she looks exactly like you." You whisper to him.
"I didn't want to bring it up in the hospital, but maybe we need to do a test to make sure you are actually her mother. Cause she is all me."
"You called me an idiot over the pot holders."
Taking your hand he led you out of the room, leading you to the living room and laying his head across your lap.
"I thought I was doing good, hiding that I was freaking out." He draped one arm over his eyes.
"You were, I almost didn't catch it. Your so good at making sure I'm taken care of that I almost didn't look at what was happening."
Moving his arm up towards his hairline his gaze locked with yours. "Would you have really tattled on me to Keigo?"
"You're lucky I didn't before talking to you first."
"That's playing dirty."
"I only didn't because I am fairly certain he's going to kidnap our child. I was partially expecting him to be standing next to the crib when we went in there."
Dabi laughed and you could feel his muscles relax in his shoulders. Letting you relax your own.
8 weeks later
Dabis POV
"Hey little Pup, I need you to work with me on this." He said looking his daughter in the eyes, trying to communicate with her that she needed to drink from the bottle in his hand.
"Why do you caller her Pup?" You asked him.
"Pup is a baby mouse little Mouse." He said without looking at you, keeping his focus on the little girl in his arms.
"Do you ever call people by their names?"
"Yes, when I am about to kill them usually."
"Hilarious."
Dabi wiggled his eyebrows at you. Turning his focus back to feeding Subaru.
Instead of a covering for himself his Mouse had looked into clothes for his little Pup so he didn't have to wait to pick her up. She was safe from him at all times.
He still had a hard time holding her, feeding her was a challenge. She just stared at him, it felt like she could read his mind.
He hated that, he didn't want her knowing how fucked up it was inside of his mind. Didn't want to twist her own.
"Do you ever feel like she can see inside your head Mouse?"
"Yes, she's just like you."
She still wouldn't eat from the bottle in his hand. "I bet if your mom was the one holding this you'd be eating wouldn't you?"
She raised an eyebrow.
Dabi looked at Y/N, eyes wide. "Did you see that? She's messing with me!"
"She's a baby, she doesn't know what you're saying."
He looked into the eyes that were like his own, without the anger behind them.
Are you fucking with me Pup? Dabi thought, testing out his suspicions.
Her eyebrows raised again. He couldn't tell if he was being paranoid. His Mouse was keeping such a close eye on him, he kept his face calm. Not wanting her to get suspicious.
You're making me look incompetent, drink the bottle. It'll make the nice woman over there happy.
He watched as his daughter turned to look at Mouse and almost threw her on the bed when she began to drink from the bottle.
"Mouse?"
"Daddy?" You said, sitting on the bed, watching the two of them.
You hadn't called him that since Subaru had been born. He had a feeling you didn't want to tempt him when he couldn't have his way with you. He had to adjust himself when he realized just your voice calling him had his cock hardening. Locking eyes with Subaru he remembered his suspicions and felt uncomfortable.
"Careful Pet." He scolded you.
"She doesn't understand."
"What were your parents quirks? What was your family known for?" He'd never asked, you never wanted to talk about your family. He didn't care enough about them that he didn't push.
"My mom always seemed to know what was about to happen. Not any significant amount of time ahead or anything. Maybe 10 seconds ahead or so." You took a deep breath, and he watched a shiver run through your body. Like you were shaking off a bad memory. "My dad could make you focus you're thoughts. On something good, bad. Anything like that. When he was angry he could make you focus on feeling worthless. If you made him happy he could focus your thoughts on something good. He'd use it to reward and punish. It was awful."
So there were mind quirks on your side. He'd been so focused on her having a dysfunctional quirk like his own, he hadn't thought of her getting something from his Mouse.
He watched his little Pups eyes begin to roll back, the bottle putting her to sleep. When she succumbed to the food and his warmth he couldn't help but feel a little proud of himself.
"I put her to sleep." He said smiling at you.
He watched you gently pick her up and place her in the bassinet before turning back to him and climbing into hold.
"Want me to kill your old man along with mine?"
"I don't want to think about them." He could feel tremors going through your body. Picking you up he left the room so that he didn't disturb the baby with his caring for you.
Sitting on the couch he placed you on the floor between his legs. "You wanna forget little Mouse?" He cupped your face harder than he had meant to. Not being able to touch you like he wanted to for the last few months had been fucking awful.
"Yes Daddy." He moved you so you were straddling his leg.
"That didn't sound sure to me, I don't want to take you before your body is ready Baby." He held back a growl as you bounced on his leg. "I need you to make it clear for me that you're ready for this. Especially since I won't be able to be gentle."
He threw his arms over the back of the couch and watched as you began to roll your hips against his leg. Your night gown moving farther and farther up your thighs. When he heard your breath catch he leaned his head back and closed his eyes. Listen to your quickening breaths, the whine that left your throat and waited for your pleas.
"Daddy, please. I want you to touch me." He felt you grab his hand and finally lifted his head to look at you. He hadn't been prepared for the desperation in your eyes as you kissed his finger tips. "Please, it's not enough."
Dabi moved his hand out of your grasp and tangled it in your hair and used his grip to pull you to straddling his waist, your hips never stopped rolling as moved your cunt over his clothed cock.
"Is my Mouse needy?"
"Very." You panted. "Always."
"For me?" He thrust his hips in time with you, he should have taken his pants off before starting.
"Only for you." Dabi reached between the two of you and pushed down his boxers and pants, moving them off his legs with rolls of his hips.
"Yeah? Show me my Pussy Mouse."
Dabi rolled so you were on your back on the couch, he was on his knees between yours now. He watched as your skin turned red on your neck and chest.
"Are you shy today? Come on, show me what no one else will get to taste Mouse."
When you still wouldn't move Dabi paused his movements.
"If you don't pull your knees to your chest and show me how wet your pussy is I am going to assume you don't want me to continue Baby." He leaned over and licked the column of your throat, moving to your ear before biting down hard. "I said, knees to fucking chest." He growled in your ear.
Your movements were instant, bending your knees and grabbing them with your hands you pulled back until you were exposed to him fully.
Dabis tongue ran along his bottom lip as he watched your wetness drip down towards your ass.
"There's my pretty little cunt." He moved back so he could position himself between your legs and caught the drop with his tongue, moving up towards your clit. The tangy taste of you causing him lose some of his control as he began to eat you like a feral animal.
Where he usually praised and gave you words of encouragement he could only grunt and growl before sitting up on his knees and dragging your pussy up with him. Your shoulders and head the only part of you still touching the couch.
"Daddy Please!" Your voice broke through his haze and he pulled his mouth from you.
"I don't think I am convinced your ready. Cum for me Mouse, show me you can handle more." He bit down on your clit before swirling his tongue soothingly over the sting. Letting himself lose his control again, waiting for you to go over the edge for him.
You gripped the arm of the couch behind you as your hips shuddered against him. His hands warming your thighs, reclaiming your body. Dropping you down to the couch as he lined himself up with your cunt.
Before you could recover from the orgasm Dabi ran the head of his hard cock up your slit, before slowly pushing inside of your pussy. Forcing himself to go slow for this first time after so long.
"Oh gods, Daddy, you feel so good."
"You want more?"
"Please, yes…always."
He pulled out and slammed himself back in to the hilt, pausing before doing it again, and again before finally picking up the pace of his thrusts. Needing to release inside of you.
"Gonna reshape your pussy back to fitting my cock Mouse."
"Yes."
Your hips began to roll erratically again, trying to take pleasure from him.
"No, no baby, you don't control this." He flipped you onto your hands and knees and stood behind you, guiding you so your hands were on the ground and your knees bent on the couch cushion. He stood behind you, squatting down so he could enter you again. His hands circling your hips. He could feel the rough texture of the scars of his hand prints and quickened his pace.
The strength of the orgasm running through you had you dropping your face onto the ground, no longer able to hold yourself up as Dabi sought his own release. As his release shot from his cock inside of you he moved you both to the ground so he could keep ahold of you. Listening to you get your breathing under control until your breaths matched up.
"Dabi?"
"Yes Baby."
"Why did you want to know about my parents?"
Dabi buried his face in your hair, taking a moment to think of how much to tell you.
"I've never pushed on knowing where you come from, to be honest I've never cared about knowing who'd been in your life before me. If you didn't want them there when we got married, or you weren't planning to escape to where ever they were I assumed they weren't worth even asking about."
"But now."
"Now we have our little Pup, and we need to be prepared for what other quirk possibilities she has."
"Oh gods, I didn't even think." Your words stopped as your hands covered your face.
"Of course you didn't, you put all of your focus on me."
Dabi smiled as he felt you stifle a laugh.
"I always thought you could secretly read minds."
"Did you?"
"Yes, you can read people a little too well Daddy."
"Maybe that's what our little girl is doing too. But I think her quirk might be something unexpected."
"I don't know how I feel about having a child who can read minds."
"We will get you a tin foil hat."
Dabi couldnt hold in his laugh as you turned to glare at him.
"Call it revenge for the pot holder dig a few weeks ago."
"For now, I am just going to go with she observes and reads people like her father, but now I'll look a little harder at her too."
Reader POV
1 year later
You'd taken almost two solid months to relax around your baby. Paranoid she was going to hear every thought you had now. Even the ones you couldn't control.
It had been exhausting and Dabi finally made you get back in touch with your therapist from the hero commission, when you started being unable to sleep with her in the room. What if you had a night terror about Shigaraki? Could she see the visions you had in your nightmares?
Somehow it had gone from you soothing Dabi into fatherhood into him doing it to you.
When Hawks came to visit you wondered if she could see in his head. When you watched him with her her you watched her smile and wondered if the inside of his brain was like a comedy for her.
Banjo music played in your own head as they interacted with each other. Now you were convinced that's what played in his own head as he made silly faces at her.
"We don't know that she can actually read minds remember." Dabi whispered behind you. Wrapping you in his grip.
"Do you think banjo music plays inside his head?" You whisper back.
"I never thought about it before, but yes, I think it does."
Hawks stood and brought Subaru over to you both.
"You've made your wife mean Dabi. She used to be so sweet."
"Nah, she's just being observant. We both know she's right about how empty your head is. If she was mean she'd have called you an empty headed moron." Dabi said, taking the baby from Hawks.
"You should let little Dove here spend more time with her mother, you're going to make her a bully."
"Strong yes, her mother would never let her be a bully, like you said, she is too sweet." He said smiling at you.
"So, Endeavor says you only send pictures. You won't let him meet her?"
"He's lucky he gets that, I won't let him get his hands on her." Dabi said, his tone letting you both know he won't even entertain the idea.
"I won't try to convince you otherwise Patchwork. Just seeing where your mind was."
"Never." Dabi said staring down Hawks who lifted his arms up as if he was backing down.
"Understood."
You were able to stop putting Subaru in special fabric clothes about three months ago, Dabi had himself in control around her constantly now. He still seemed unsure as to how to bond with her, but he didn't seem as stressed out about it now.
When she started crying Dabi sat her down he sat across from her and held up his hand and let blue flames dance from one hand to the other.
"It's weird, it looks like you're playing with baby you." Hawks said.
Dabi looked at him and started to say something as Subaru jumped forward and tried to grab the blue flame before anyone could do anything. Her small hand wrapping around Dabis flame covered one.
The flame out was out instantly as Dabi picked her up and ran her to the sink to run her hand under water. No one noticed she wasn't crying, she was laughing at all of the movement.
"Dabi, she's not hurt!" You said loudly trying to get his attention.
"What?"
"Look at her hand."
He finally worked to regain control and looked at her hand, the skin wasn't even pink from touching the flame.
"Fireproof baby seems handy for you." Hawks looked deflated, relief hadn't quite hit his mind yet. He was wiping at his face, his mind looked like it was racing.
Dabi locked eyes with you, guilt shown in them.
"I shouldn't have looked away."
"You didn't hurt her." You were grateful he was freaking out, because it forced you to be rational and calm.
"What the fuck quirk is she going to have?"
He sat her on the ground and he sat and leaned against the cabinet. Rubbing his face like Hawks had been doing just moments before.
"Scared the shit out of me."
"I have to tell you, I love seeing you getting your ass just handed to you emotionally by such a small thing." Hawks started laughing.
While they started bickering back and forth you went to scoop your baby back up and sooth your own nerves by cuddling her.
"Look at you, making a mess of the terrifying cremation villain." You teased kissing the side of her head before releasing her and watching her crawl back to Dabi and playing with his hands, glaring at him when no blue flames came out.
You laughed at their battle of wills before laying on the ground in exhaustion. What in the world was her quirk going to be?
Chapter End Notes
Happy Friday! I made myself sad writing the first part of this but I hope those who wanted a peek at Dabi as a father got their fix with this!
What do you think the babies quirk would be? I decided to keep it kind of open ended!
Back to the beginning
Chapter Notes
I've been in a writing funk, so to kind of work my way out of it, here is a rewrite of chapter 1. From Dabis POV
See the end of the chapter for more notes
First chapter from Dabis POV
Just the hint of voices carrying through the air had Dabi wanting to turn around. He could find Toga later and set her off on this job he didn't want. Plus following through on his second task he set for himself only promised to piss him off.
The sky was just beginning to turn dark, and the air was starting to cool, he liked when the air was like this. It felt good on his scarred skin.
He could hear Hawks voice among the chaos inside. If the crashing around was any indicator, they got some good captures this week. Someone was fighting back.
Hawks would've let him know if it's been anyone he'd have an interest in. Hawks being here however is his reason for bringing himself anywhere near this large of a group of people.
He never had interest in picking a person to keep as his own trophy. But someone on the list had his eyebrows raising, and he decided to go see what one of these events had to offer. Hawks may have shown loyalty to the cause, but not to the point he wanted to have his own pet.
Dabis suspicions of Hawks had dulled immensely, but he never could fully get rid of his distrust in his friend. He needed to see who he was interested in.
Closing his eyes and inhaling deeply, he fought the urge to turn around. He hated loud. He hadn't even gone in yet and it was already too loud. Exhaling and relaxing his face into his bored expression he opened the door and barely flinched as Toga latched onto him within seconds.
"Get off me you psycho." He said while releasing flames where she touched him.
"Oh you're no fun, look who we've got today! My Uravity is here! And that angry boy." She pointed over to where Dynamight and Uravity stood. Looking over the restraints on Dynamight he stepped closer to where he stood. He smiled at the veins popping out while he yelled into the gag.
"Do I want to know how someone managed to pull this off? Who's planning on taking him home?" He pressed his face closer to Bakugous. "Angry dogs are best put down."
Dabi moved his head back as Bakugou swung he head towards his. Any slower and he would've done some damage to Dabis face. Dabi laughed and let himself have a moment to take in the anger on Bakugous face.
If they found him, soon they'll be able to get to Endeavor and his masterpiece. At least he got a little good news in exchange for being here. He thought they'd had a lead on Endeavor a few weeks ago, but it wasn't panning out.
He's about to give Toga the news that's she's taking care of his next task when he heard Hawks using his flirting voice. Turning his head so he can see who he's talking to he rolls his eyes at his friend putting his face so close to Mirko.
She was almost as crazy as Shigaraki, putting yourself in biting distance of her seemed reckless. The rabbit wouldn't be easy prey for the hawk in this case.
Walking closer his eyes went to the girl behind them. She looked horrified by their violent sense of flirting.
"Seems fitting you'd need assistance from toys to bring me a thrill chicken dick." Dabi stepped closer ready to agree with Mirko and help her taunt his friend. He looked back towards the woman so he could see her reaction to Mirkos words.
"You!" Dabis teeth clenched at Tatsuyukis voice. He'd already annoyed him a couple weeks earlier by losing a shipment of medical supplies. Everything about Sliders excuses didn't sit right with him, but investigating it would've meant he'd have to have more conversations with him, and he didn't want to speak to him more than necessary.
Before he could turn his gaze to Slider he saw panic on the girls face. She looked just as excited to see Slider as Dabi felt.
"You're the bitch who caused me so much trouble with the medical delivery! Do you have any idea who you made me deal with? It was his supplies I had to explain away! How lucky I came tonight! No one's is going to bother bringing home a quirkless nothing."
He sounded so smug. His words didn't make sense. According to him Endeavor and a few sidekicks had taken the supplies. He said nothing about a quirkless woman. She didn't look threatening. He'd already got to annoy Dynamight tonight and now he was stumbling upon answers to questions he was too annoyed to ask. If he was speaking so casually about having to deal with him, clearly Dabi hadn't put in enough effort to punishing him.
"Don't worry, I am willing to claim you and I can demonstrate what he did to me on you, I can think of so many ways you can make it up to me too!"
What a baby. He could take his prize from him. Even better he can make him give him his chosen prize.
Perfect.
"I don't think I was that harsh Slider, and I was under the impression it was Endeavors sidekicks, several of them in fact that caused that annoyance." Dabi fingered the tag around her neck. She really was quirkless. "Not some quirkless little thing."
Dabi kneeled down so he could give her his focus, keeping Slider in his peripheral. Making sure he knows he's not worth the effort of looking at him. "At least that's what you told me when I questioned you. Is this why security footage glitched out during this so called raid? So I wouldn't see this beauty doing the minimal amount of work to get around you're security?" He wanted to touch her, but she looked terrified. So he kept his touch gentle and traced along her jaw, his fingertips tingled where he touch her. The point of this was to scare him, not her. Giving comfort wasn't something he knew how to do.
"Hi." He wanted to hear her voice.
She looked confused, her gaze flitted between him and Slider. He didn't like that, he wanted her to look at him. He gripped a little tighter, bringing him back into her focus.
"Hi." She said quietly back, her jaw was trembling. Cute.
"She was with them, obviously there was more than her. I-I-I wouldn't lie to you Dabi." Ballsy to to lie to him now, while denying being a liar. He couldn't bring his attention back to him just yet. Moving his hand up he ran his fingers through her hair. She let out a squeak, fucking adorable. His remaining tension for being around so many melted from his muscles. Taking her from him just got more appealing.
"Was it more than just you? Or is he lying to me?" He tried to sound nice, but he didn't know how to do that either. He wasn't nice, and he wasn't good at pretending to be. "Be honest with me little Mouse."
Her gaze went from him to Slider. Trying to decide who was her better chance at living through the night. He wrapped her hair lightly around his fist, keeping himself at the front of her mind. He bit the inside of his cheek to stop his smile when he could see her decision solidifying.
"It was just me, it wasn't a big enough job for Endeavor to send anyone important or useful, it was just getting some needed supplies to a few of the injured. I didn't even have a weapon. People were hurt, I-I just wanted to help."
Dabi smiled and swallowed down his displeasure at hearing speak about Endeavor. "Aren't you sweet." He said, keeping his voice quiet so she couldn't hear his anger.
"Not really." She shot back, as if she knew exactly how to keep his focus on her.
Thinking of how he'd rolled his eyes at Hawks earlier for his flirting with Mirko. Now here he was wanting to do just that. He brought his lips to her neck and inhaled her scent. "I don't believe you. I can smell your sweetness." His moment with his new Mouse was interuppted by Slider trying to quietly back away. Freezing as soon as Dabis attention was back on him.
"And did this completely waste of quirk put up a valiant fight against you little Mouse?" He let himself grip her hair just a little tighter, before relaxing his hand bringing her comfort. Coaxing an answer from her.
"He tripped over a box and fell and I ran away, and I ran into a wall, but I was able to get away." She couldn't control what spilled out of her mouth, perfect.
"Amazing." Dabi just had one more thing he wanted to verify before he brought you home with him. He brought her gaze back to his own and waited a long moment. "Good girl." Once he saw the look in your eye that you were pleased with his approval he didn't even hesitate to go and claim his prize. Turning from you he went and got one of the people working the event tonight. Forgetting about each task that he'd even come here for.
"Dabi!" Fuck he'd already forgotten about Slider. He was focused on the worker injecting his Mouse with something that would keep her asleep for a few hours. He didn't respond to him, just glanced at him from the side. Keeping his focus on her.
"You don't really want her, she's a nobody. There are so many good finds here, surely there is someone more worthy of having you bring her home."
"So she's not worth claiming?"
"No, she's less than a nobody here."
"Then you won't mind that she's coming home with me, you can pick one of the more worthwhile candidates." He didn't hold back his smile as he turned to leave. Stopping a few paces ahead of him before turning back to him. "Although, I am curious. If she is a nobody as you say, but she managed to get away from you, with no help, what does that make you?" Nodding and forcing a look of deep concentration he turned back towards his prize. "Something to think about yeah?' He called back before calling for a car to get them home.
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Dabis POV and now he's established you're his.
He had to calm down. He didn't know why he was so excited right now. He'd found himself obsessively checking the screen that displayed you. He didn't want to completely overwhelm you when you first woke up.
He watched your first movements, your calmness entertained him. You looked more annoyed than scared. You clearly didn't appreciate the velvet of the pillow under your knees. Picking up the smaller screen so he could keep a look at your face he walked to the main living room.
The fear he had been expecting finally crossed your face as he opened the door. He stood behind you for a long moment, taking in the way your body quivered. Your hips rolled as you pulled the chain and he had to bite his tongue to stop a moan from leaving his mouth. He watched you fidget for another moment, trying to decide where to touch you first.
Your head turning made the decision for him, he didn't want to see you look at his scars just yet. He wanted to just feel you first. To feel the trembles your body released. He kept his hands steady, contrasting against your body quivers. He wanted to fully press his front against your back, but he needed to be patient. He still wasn't sure what exactly he wanted from you.
He needed to stay as neutral to you as he could. As his palms slid up your neck he realized keeping neutral was going to to be a struggle for him. You didn't lean away from him. You wanted to, he could feel it. But you didn't. When he experimentally tilted your head to one side, a moan of relief had him take half a step closer to you. He wanted to hear it again so he slowly tilted your head the opposite direction. Turning your head until your neck cracked in relief. The noise that left you had him buzzing. He liked your noises.
"Little mouse, I've been waiting for you to wake up. I was starting to worry they didn't get your dosage right. I am finding myself unable to be patient with the idea of playing with you."
He wanted to be closer, so he rested his chin on your shoulder. Letting his weight drop just a little so you could feel his presence. Your head tilted towards him, making it so your cheek warmed his own.
"You slept through dinner, I brought a nutrition shot, it'll give your body what it needs to keep you healthy, but it's not a very satisfying way to get it, If you want solid food you're going to have to be timely and behave." He kept skin to skin contact to a minimum as he pushed aside the dirty underwear that they'd left you in from the prize display. Reaching into his pockets he removed the nutrition shot and quickly injected you. He wanted to bite down on your neck, just behind your ear as he pierced your skin. Biting his own bottom lip instead he spoke to you to distract himself. "And it hurts like a bitch entering your body. But I can't have you weak. Well weaker than you are normally."
His small talk was already mean. You weren't going to get attached to him anytime soon. He can work with that, but it didn't feel right. It didn't excite him in the way he was looking for.
He waited for you to calm down before finally moving around to see your face. He waited for your gaze to move down to his scars, but your eyes stayed locked on his for so long. He lets you look at him without interruption, he saw the confused look in your face as you looked at his comfortable clothes. Should he have kept his public outfit on? You'd been out for so long he didn't want to feel the press of the dark jeans against the dead skin of his legs.
What the hell was he thinking?
"For tonight I am allowing freedom in your speech and for looking me in the eye. However, there are simple rules for tonight while I get you prepared what I expect from you starting tomorrow. Think of questions you have for me, and despite the laxness in my rules for the night, I expect you to speak with respect and that you'll do as you're told and answer my questions truthfully. I have a very low tolerance for liars. When you speak to me I expect you refer to me as sir, lord, master, if you're feeling in a mood I will accept daddy as well." He joked, knowing you'll be going with Sir. You had worked in an office setting, it'll give you a sense of ease to use one so familiar.
He put his palms against your cheeks, bringing your nose to his own. No wonder Hawks liked this game with that insane bunny. He liked the closeness. He couldn't figure out the look on your face, you were picturing something. He didn't like not knowing.
"Do you understand me little mouse?"
He waited for the meek 'yes sir.' Hoping you'd whimper like you had earlier. He'd have to figure out how to make you do that over and over.
"I don't know if you're aware I am in fact not some sort of pet or toy, I am a person." His eyebrows raised at the offense in your tone. "What is wrong with you that you think you can just do this to another person? It's crazy and You're disgusting and insane and not to mention an idiot if you think I am just going to go along with whatever you say, sir."
He got the Sir choice correct, but this flash of spine had him elated. This little mouse had teeth. He couldn't wait to dull them a bit. His cock was hardening at the little fight you were giving.
"I am thrilled you're just as excited as me to get started in breaking you, and I think sir is off the list, it seems giving you something like relief will only encourage an attitude instead gratitude. Keep in mind while you are trying to learn about me I am observing how to best break you," he watched your triumph falter. "Everything you do and everything you say is informing me on how hard I need to go to break you down in order to make you what it is what I want you to be." He keeps himself steady by making sure you are anything but steady. Touching your face with his palm. "I promise you I am better at it than you are. You're too sweet I think, to be able to match me." You really were, you weren't being brave because you have the courage for it. This was bravery because you think it's the right thing to do. You're terrified but you still want to proof your worth by fighting.
Fucking adorable.
He watched as you tried to get a grip on your emotions. Ready to correct your 'yes sir.' He bit his tongue as you stuck your own out at him.
He almost snorted in laughter, he hadn't had someone retaliate in such a childish way since he was a kid. He had the same reaction now as he did when Natsuo did it to him. He pressed his thumb down on it and pinned your tongue to your chin. This was much more pleasant than when he'd done this to his little brother.
"I like my toys to be decorated, are you wanting this tongue pierced?" He was already considering it, having something that was a constant distraction in your mouth, as a result of his wishes appealed to him greatly. "I have intentions of other decorations for you but I'd be happy to add to what I've already decided my surprisingly ballsy mouse. You're turning out to already be more entertaining that I thought you'd be. Surprisingly, you are making me very happy. I was a little worried you'd be too dull and submissive to be entertaining."
He wanted to let you know that your fighting was only peaking his interest. Even as you feel like you're winning with your rude mouth, it was all a benefit for him.
"No sir." Third time seemed to be the charm this time. "I am sorry." Your meekness finally reappearing.
Your words were twisted thanks to his thumb pressing harder on your tongue. Your obedience was too late, but it still caused his cock to twitch.
Now he just had to remind you that you'd already lost this battle.
"No what?"
He moved his thumb inside your mouth, he watched as his thumb disappears from sight. Pulling your chin down just a bit so he can see the back of your throat.
He loved the look of horror and humiliation as you now had to choose a different name for him. And it was all of your own doing. He'd tried to be nice.
"You can do it little mouse, I have faith in your ability to be my good girl. Just get it over with and we can move on yeah?"
Instead of submission at his good girl, this time you look livid. Gods he was loving this. He let heat pass through his hand, focusing on the pads of his thumb.
"No what y/n?"
He intends to use your name only when he causes you pain, you are his little mouse now, not y/n. He wanted you to associate your true name with pain, anything he hasn't given you is pain, you are only what he's graciously given you in your life from now one. He wants you to flinch and cry if you hear your name from anyone.
He kept increasing the heat, he could feel his flames working their way through his system. If you didn't answer soon your tongue was going to lose its tastebuds to his fire.
"No daddy!" You say finally, and Dabi sighs in relief. Without a tongue you wouldn't be so entertaining.
His thumb is out of your mouth and tracing your jawline. He's whispering praise in your ear. He wanted you to feel good. He was just joking about the Daddy thing, but he's not upset at his chosen moniker.
"Such a good girl, my little mouse, such a good little mouse, mine. You're mine, all of you is mine. Not just this body, but your mind, your fears and your pleasure, from now on it all belongs to me mouse. Let's get your punishment out of the way shall we?"
He isn't as excited about punishing you as he should be. At least he wasn't until he figured out how he was going to do it.
"I want to make sure you understand why you're being punished y/n. I want it clear so we can avoid this unpleasantness in the future. What's about to happen is a result of your disrespectful tone and words. For your traitorous thoughts of being anything other than mine as well. Do you understand?"
He's over explaining, but he wants to be clear that he wasn't going to punish you just because he wanted to hurt someone. He has Hawks for taking his anger out on. He's also able to annoy Shigaraki if he just needs someone else to be having a worse day than he is.
Your lack of response is now making him more willing to punish you. He ignites his palm and swings it so the flames light up the wall in front of you with a blue light.
"I said do you understand pet?"
"Yes daddy!" Your fear filled voice egged him on.
He reignites his fire, concentrating it onto two fingers. He's humming in excitement, knowing after tonight you'd have his name on your permanently.
Your screams let him know if he's burning too deeply. He has a difficult time when he's excited at keeping the temperature steady.
"shhh, we're almost done Mouse. You're doing so good, I've seen pros crumble under less than what I am doing to you."
He loves the look of his name burned onto your skin. Taking out his phone he snaps pictures, so he can look at them when he's away from you. He saved his favorite one as his screensaver, looking at it he decides to save it as his wallpaper too.
Wanting to bring you some comfort and give himself some after being so focused on his temperature he wrapped his arms around her. Careful not to touch you fresh brands.
Wanting to show you how pretty you look, decorated by his fire he pulls up the photo and shows it to you. Holding you a little more firmly as you shudder at the sight.
"Just so you'll know who you belong to Mouse, you'll notice it's not your name my little pet, but mine."
He keeps his touch light, calming. Guiding your heart rate down so he can put a salve on your burns. He didn't want you to feel more pain than necessary. But a little soreness will keep your mind focused on him.
When he accidentally touches the mark with his overheated skin, you gasp in pain. He wanted to show he could give comfort just as much as he can give pain so he tucked your head into the crook of his neck. Letting you feel what you needed to feel.
"Why?" You ask. "Why me, I shouldn't be here, I am a nobody, I should've gone to a nobody, not to you. I was supposed to be able to escape eventually, I was going to try and leave, and blend in somewhere new, keep being nobody. But a nobody who picked her days. I shouldn't be here."
That was what you were deliberating on back with Slider. Who would be the easiest to escape from. You were right, but you were also correct in not going against Dabi.
If given the choice you still would've picked to leave with that idiot.
"Sounds like you just have bad luck mouse, I wasn't supposed to be there tonight either. I have no need for trophies, keeping someone and caring for them held no interest for me. Really it still doesn't. I came to talk to Toga about a mission. Claiming you was spur of the moment. I didn't like the idea of Slider getting his hands on you."
He hoped reminding you that Slider didn't exactly have noble plans for you would soften you towards him just a little.
"Let me go, please, just let me go back to being nobody, I can be happy as a nobody. Please, just let me go."
No. You needed to just keep your focus on him. Your eyes should always be seeking him out, not trying to find an escape.
"You're not going to be a nobody, you're going to be my little Mouse. You need to let go of that dream of yours. It's not in your future. Grieve for it tonight and move forward. Your future is at my feet now, if you behave you'll be taken care of. You can earn freedoms with obedience. I am going to make you perfect, you'll be my perfect doll, and you'll meet whatever it is I need of you, and you'll do it to my expectations. You're never going to be nobody again. Now you have my attention, and once this war has finally come to its grand conclusion you'll have my full attention. Aren't you a lucky girl. Tonight is the last night we will have this discussion. Get it all out tonight. You're to never speak of escape again."
He can feel your break before your body responds to it. You're not accepting it, but you are embracing it. That this is where you belong now. He moved his hand to the small of your back, pushing soothing circles into it. Giving you comfort in a way he can.
He can feel your hesitation at sinking into him, but he buries his nose in your hair and accepts the closeness.
He at least had your temporary submission. That was good enough for the night.
"I think we've accomplished enough tonight, I have no need for a sobbing mess of a doll. But we have one more task for tonight. You need to understand the rules you need to follow once you wake up tomorrow. Just the basics for now, I have time for the next couple weeks to really get it into your head what's expected daily. However the basics are simple. No eye contact unless your given permission by me, that goes for everyone. I don't want these eyes looking at anyone I don't expressly choose. Your gaze is for me, don't look away from me. Do you understand the first rule mouse?"
"Yes daddy." He watched the redness spread across your cheeks.
"Repeat it mouse, what's rule one?"
"Don't look you or anyone in the eye unless you allow it daddy. Keep my eyes focused on you." Who knew being called Daddy could have this effect on him.
"Such a good girl. My good girl. Rule two unless I tell you otherwise you don't speak unless I speak to you first. I will give you periods of time where you can express yourself freely. I need to know where your mind is to make you perfect, so I have no desire to completely suppress you. Again you are not to speak to others without my permission. Repeat it back for me mouse and tell me you understand."
He listens as his girl repeats him so beautifully. He liked the submission so much he kept adding to his rules and future plans. Letting you escape after a few days after taking you from that moron was no longer in the cards.
His phone vibrating takes his focus from you for a moment.
Hawks: I looked into who Slider took home. Some new hero who barely got onto the scene. It doesn't look like she'll make more than a few days if what I am hearing is true.
Slider had intentions of torturing you. That wouldn't do, he'd have to pay him a visit and see what his intentions were for you. Then he can correct him for thinking he could touch what belonged to him. Even if you hadn't been claimed by him yet.
He has you carefully in his arms as he starts to carry you to your room. Dabi likes his space, so while you'd been knocked out he'd set up the room near his for you. He glanced at it and moved right past it. He wasn't going to be apart from you yet.
"This was my families home, they are gone from it now, it seemed fitting that it belong to me now. For now at least, you'll be sharing a room with me. Until I can trust you on your own getting any private time isn't an option."
"Who's your family Daddy?"
His grip tightens and he fights off the cruel words ready to leave his mouth.
"I don't like a nosey pet, just enjoy the false aura of success the home gives."
"Yes daddy."
Setting you down on the bed he gives himself tasks so he doesn't just pounce on you. Pajamas. You need something loose to sleep in. Or he could keep you naked.
"Stay. Do not move." No, he needed to work his way there. If he can't control himself now he'll just end up accidentally killing you when he gets too excited about being inside you.
When he turns and sees you two feet from where he'd sat you he smiled. When he saw that you'd kicked over his boots he decided that was you giving permission for him to play some more.
"Can't give you an inch can I? I get off on taming brats, making them weak and drooling with their eyes blown out from the pleasure of being taken over really does it for me. Is that what you want from me pet? Do you secretly need to be tamed?"
He watched your thighs rub together and decided to test his own control. His hand goes to the hinge of your jaw and squeezes keeping his eyes on yours until you open your mouth to him.
"Pthu"
He watched his spit fall into your mouth.The look on your face has him pressing into your brand. Giving you pain with the humiliation.
"Hold it in your mouth pet, until I tell you to swallow. That disgust you feel, hold onto it and that pain in your back, so you can remember I control you now, you're mine to do anything I want with and no one is going to come barging in to prevent me from doing whatever I come up with in my head to you."
Focusing on the dirty undergarments you had on he gave in to the distraction.
"I need you out of these." He says tugging in the bra you're wearing harshly. "They are dirty and smell awful. For now you can wear these." He holds up the clothes he'd gathered for you.
As you unhook your bra a sense of possessiveness washed over him. Your body was his, his to dress or undress.
"I will be the one dressing and undressing you pet."
When your head jerks back and you open your mouth to lecture him Dabi was ready to pounce on you. And you just kept trying to give him a reason to do so.
"I am not a baby, I've been dressing myself for years now."
He smiled.
"Daddy." Your voice was loaded with respect this time. But it was too late.
He said nothing as he decided to take your clothes in a more unexpected way. One that had taken a great deal of practice to do without injuring the other person. He ignited his flames again and burned away the scraps of dirty fabric.
"Try that after tonight and I'll burn my hand prints into your neck so you can always remember who it is who owns you pet."
The threat hits home.
"I am sorry daddy, I'll be a good girl, please no more pain, please."
You even beg so pretty.
"Open your mouth mouse, now."
He lets you close your eyes for long moment before interrupting your daydream.
"None of that doll, look at me, I need you here with me, no escaping your time with me."
Look at me, look at me, look at me. He repeated in his head.
Your eyes don't open.
"Do you think I can't make sure you can't keep your eyes closed, I am quite creative if you need me to be."
This time your eyes snapped open, already pleading with him. This time he takes his time while spitting into your mouth. Drawing the moment out.
"Don't fucking swallow until I say pet."
He keeps his focus on dressing you before gently holding your face in between his palms. He wants to see your submission.
"Swallow Mouse."
He watches as you struggle through the order. Rewarding you with a lick across your mouth when you finish.
He helps you get clean for the night before taking you back to the bed. Grateful he'd put a shackle around it while you were out. It wasn't so you could sleep by him, but now it had a new purpose.
"Just need to make sure you can't make an escape attempt. You should be thanking me for removing the temptation. It will keep you from a punishment."
You look like you want to do anything but express gratitude to him.
"Thank you Daddy."
"You're welcome little mouse." Dabi was feeling smug at your obedience. It had taken much more effort to gain than he'd originally thought it would.
He watched as you look around you. Most likely trying to find something to hit him with.
He rubs your bottom lip to bring your focus back to him. Stealing a final kiss for the evening. Ending the night with softness.
"Sleep well little mouse, tomorrow will be a big day."
Chapter End Notes
I hope you guys aren't tired of Dabi and his Mouse cause I have some Kinktober things in the works for them too.
Halloween Kinktober Chapter
Chapter Notes
I wanted to post this earlier today but it ended up being twice as long as I had planned. Dabi wouldn't be sweet when I was writing and getting him to a moment of sweetness took a lot longer than planned.
And I gave Twice a push with his abilities to enhance the chapter.
This takes place after truce negotiations and after Hawks starts his regular visits.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Halloween Kinktober '22
Dabi had been gone overnight. He hadn't left for more than a few hours since he'd brought you home from the truce negotiations.
You didn't like the house being so quiet. Dabi wasn't noisy, if anything he was too quiet at times. His presence however, could always be felt. You were no longer used to being alone.
From the moment Dabi first had brought you home with him the night that Slider had tried to claim you, you hadn't had any genuine alone time. Never knowing when he'd come back kept you from focusing on his absence before. You were just waiting for him to come back.
When you were in Tartarus you had Bakugou to keep you company. When you escaped you were surrounded by hero's who all took an interest in keeping you company.
Falling asleep on your own last night, you realized, you didn't like being alone. Even Dabi had given you a sense of safety.
You wouldn't admit to him that you missed him, you barely wanted to acknowledge it to yourself.
The days were warm, and you enjoyed soaking in the October days. The nights though. The nights were cold. It hadn't mattered when you had you own living heater wrapped around you at every opportunity.
Every time the blankets moved off you during the night you felt his absence. You rolled yourself up tighter in the soft cloth trying to trap the heat. He'd gotten you special blankets designed to keep you cool and combat his heat against your skin. Now they only highlighted that he wasn't there with you.
When he said he'd be home today you assumed it would be this morning. You'd stayed in bed for almost an hour longer than usual. Assuming he'd be tired when he arrived and would crawl into bed with you and give you the heat you were deprived of. If he was watching the cameras you knew were around he'd seen you pouting while you got in the shower.
He still didn't come home though.
As the sun set, and you went inside to toss the blanket in the dryer so you had heat to trap, you realized he must not be coming back before you were going to bed.
Grabbing the blanket from the corner you begin to pull it from the bed. Sighing dramatically when the top corner gets stuck. You internally roll your eyes whenever Dabi shows frustration over small things and now here you are, behaving no better.
Climbing onto the bed you crawl to the corner to dislodge the blanket from whatever is causing it to stick.
The creak of the door and the heavy thud of it slamming shut has you flipping onto your back. Your weight pressing into your wrists. Stumbling off the bed so you're not struggling to get off the soft mattress if someone has broken in you crouch down behind the bed. Grateful its so high and can cover you without you having to squat down too far.
You kneel down fully to the ground and bring your head down so you can look from your side of the bed to the rest of the room. Looking for the feet of an intruder. You don't trust looking over the top of the bed.
When you see no one you move as silently as you can to peek over the top of the bed, scared you're going to see someone floating in the corner.
Damn Halloween put you in the mood for scary movies this last week, so your mind is already replaying all of the terrifying moments from monsters to poltergeists.
Dabi had been entertained by you while watching them. It was your idea each night to turn them on but it was also you burying yourself into his chest and avoiding seeing what terrors were on the screen. At one movie he'd put his shirt over you and the top of your head peeled out from the neck hole, stretching out his shirt. He wouldn't stop teasing you for it.
A breeze running across your cheek drew your attention to the window. It was open slightly and the cold air was filtering in.
Idiot. The wind blew the door shut. You cringe internally, knowing that Dabi would probably save that particular moment to add to his collection of photos and videos of you.
"Hope you enjoyed that!" You yell out, knowing he'd keep that saved too.
Maybe he'd come home now. You perk up at that thought. As much as you didn't want to be alone before, now you had more reason to want him home. Standing up fully you shake off the adrenaline coursing through your body and finish removing the blanket from the bed and move to finish your task of heating it up.
You would use the kotatsu but Dabi had 'accidentally' broken it a couple days before. It was the third one that had mysteriously broken since he'd brought you here.
Slamming the door to the dryer shut you press the button to start the machine and make your way to the kitchen. Warming up some apple cider to get rid of the chills still shaking their way through your nervous system. They were no longer fully due to the weather.
Thinking back to the night before last while you were watching the credits to the movie of the night and the conversation with Dabi.
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"I didn't think you'd like horror movies little Mouse." His warm hands were scratching at your scalp. Making you sleepy. You weren't sure how the movie actually ended, Dabi had been lulling you to sleep.
"I know I don't handle them well but I like the thrill of being scared. From movies. Not in real life." You clarify while grabbing onto his forearm, your arm moving along with his.
"Not in real life." He said under his breath, the tone of his voice had you looking up at him suspiciously.
"Do you like Halloween Daddy?" You try and change the subject. He cocked a half smile and looked down at you, his hands stopping their movement and gripping your hair at the roots. He pulsed his hands and a new form of pleasure shot from your scalp to your belly.
"It's the one time of year people spend a ridiculous amount of money so they can try to look as monstrous as I do. I find it amusing." He said before leaning down to kiss your forehead before picking you up and carrying you to the room.
"You're not monstrous looking." You say without thinking as he sets you on the bed. He looked at you before raising an eyebrow at you.
"Right." Is all he said back before removing his shirt and tossing it in the basket near the dresser.
"I don't think your are." Is all you can say. When did that happen? You look at him and study his face, he was no longer a monster to you. He was still terrifying, but it had nothing to do with his looks. You try and place a moment to that change.
"I don't scare you Mouse?" He asked with disbelief in his voice.
"No." At least you don't think he does. Does he? Maybe what he's capable of scares you, but as far as you were concerned, no. Interesting. Did he manipulate you into trusting him? Or did you just trust him with you now? "I don't think you can scare me now."
"Yeah?" He said with a smile before pulling the covers over the both of you. "Interesting." He vocalized your internal thoughts out loud before trailing his over your thighs. "I do still love your screams though, just for different reasons now." He growled into your ear before Moving his hands into your waistband and making good on his words.
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As you closed the cabinet after pulling a mug from it you could have sworn you heard another door shut at the same moment. The hairs on the back of your neck stood up.
Thats it you were turning on a disgustingly happy movie. You did this to yourself. You were going to spoonful of sugar your way out of this mindset you gave yourself.
After you made sure all the doors were locked.
"I know you're seeing me freak out and the fact that you aren't home yet is starting to hurt my feelings Daddy." You say, but not as loudly as you usually would.
Your hand barely touches the knob when the door flies open and you turn and run before looking to see who opened the door.
The arms that circled your waist didn't have the warmth you were familiar with so you kicked back, kicking the knees of whoever had ahold of you.
"Breathe Baby Bird. Jesus I forgot you never go down with out swinging."
Hawks set you down and rubbed his knee. "I swear I can't go one day without a bruise being added to my body. Between you and Mirko my poor body is just being battered."
"You scared me!" You try to calm down your breathing. You really thought you were about to be murdered.
Hawks stood taller and folded his wings in. "Sorry Dove, Dabi asked me to bring you to him, he thought you'd like getting out of the house for a bit."
"You can't be seen in public." You point out, speaking slowly, still steadying yourself.
"Oh please, I can be sneaky when I need to. Have a little faith." He winked at you before tossing you a bag. "Get dressed little Mouse."
Opening the bag you peak in, pulling out the mouse ears you glare at Hawks who threw his hands in the air. "I had nothing to do with costume choice, don't kill the messenger."
Landing on the rooftop both Hawks and you look over the edge and into the crowd below. There are at least eight sets of bright red wings below. You look over at Hawks and see him puff up in delight.
"I love seeing people be me." He said with his smile growing wider while he shimmied his body with excitement. He held out his arms to you and you let him pick you back up before he brings you both to the ground below.
Parties are happening every few doors, even some of the businesses are hosting parties for the adults; the noise is overwhelming. Hawks hand runs across your shoulders, comforting you while you pulled yourself together.
"Stay here, I'll go grab him. You don't have to go amongst the crowd." He said dramatically and bowing in front you.
Oh thank gods, you think. You let yourself pull yourself deeper into the alley. Grateful that Dabi doesn't like showing all of you off and the costume wasn't as revealing as it could've been. The blue dress went past your knees, and you wore tights that were lined with a fuzzy material inside. So you stayed warm even with your shoulders exposed. The mouse ears were blue and white, a blue mouse for a blue fire villain.
You watched a woman dressed up as a witch stumble past the opening to the alley, her heals getting caught in a crack in the street. Grateful for the comfortable tennis shoes on your feet. You see red wings heading towards the alley and you take a few steps forward before you realize it wasn't Hawks, it was someone dressed up as a female version of him.
The sound of feet hitting the pavement has you turning around. Two men stood behind you in white T'shirts, blood covering both of them. Masks covered their faces, the eyes were X'd out with blue lights. The mouths of the mask looked like bright blue stitches. Both of the men were staring at you, tilting their heads to the side in sync.
You take two steps back before bumping into someone, you turn to apologize and take advantage of someone showing up to run from the two men in front of you.
Your eyes widen and you have to force yourself to breathe as you take in two more of the masked men.
You move yourself around the unmoving men, expecting them to grab for you but they just tilt their heads to the side like the others and watch as you run into the crowd.
Every set of red wings brings hope as you run up to them, only for your fear to grow whenever a strangers eyes are looking at you when they turn. Smiling at you when you ask for help, thinking you're doing a bit. Giving them a chance to play hero.
Fucking Halloween.
The crowd felt like it was squeezing you tighter and the lighted mask made an appearance making you turn from it and going into the opposite direction where they were.
Were they all the same four men? You stay in the crowd, not wanting to be somewhere you can be backed into a corner. Calling for Hawks and Dabi and cursing all of the useless people around you.
Dabis POV
Dabi smiled as you ran. You thought he couldn't scare you anymore. He took that as a challenge.
His feeling were a little hurt that you didn't recognize that it was him under the masks. You knew of Twices quirk, and usually you were quick to piece things together.
The look of fear on your face was growing and he knew he was going to have to end it before he crossed a line to where this was no longer something fun for you and him. He'd been outside the house several times while you'd thought he'd left. Ready to end this plan and enjoy a quiet night with you.
But you'd said you'd liked the thrill of being scared. He decided to ignore the in real life portion of the conversation. He liked the chase and he'd missed it in the domestic bliss he'd been in with you. He wanted a bit of the fear back.
Would you hit him? Bite him? Gods you looked good dressed the part of his mouse. His doubles were heading you to a closed restaurant. He made his way there, a little sad he missed the looks on your face as you kept running into him. Them? He shook the confusion off.
He opened the door from the back and moved to grab you from the door, watching as one of his clones caged you in his arms against one of the oversized windows.
Moving the mask to the side so his mouth was exposed the other him moved in to kiss you, Dabi felt the flames leave as his own mouth as he watched as you turned your head away from the other him.
Fuck, is this what made Twice the way he was. You took steps to the side as Dabi pulled open the door and yanked you inside, working to keep his fire at bay.
As six others of him poured inside, each one keeping their mask on Dabi went to one side. Twice had gotten somewhat stronger making his copies over the last decade. But he had bullied him into making so many, by the sixth the other him was basically falling apart. As monstrous as he looked himself, the others looked like gory versions of him, each one more horrifying than the last. The sixth him made him gag, so the masks became necessary. Each one was being held together by the clothes he'd put them in and the extra staples he used.
As they stood in a row staring at you he smiled behind his own mask as you looked through the windows. He watched your feet and saw which way you'd jump, stepping in front of you as you made to bang on the window. Each of the other hims and himself tilted their head at you.
This was making him crazy, he hadn't expected to be jealous of the others acting possessive of you. Each one getting closer to you, wanting to cage you in just like he did. Of course they were, they were all him. The sixth one lifted his mask fully, his jaw was completely unhinged, the staples having torn through the unstable healthy skin.
"Dabi! What happened!" Dabis heart fluttered and his stomach flipped as he watched you step forward, worry across your face to the twisted and warped version of him. You didn't know they were clones, you were worried.
"Oh Little Mouse." He growled out, needing you in his hands now. But his voiced echoed, he hadn't been the only clone to respond to your worry. Each one sounded just as thrilled at your reaction as his felt. Each one had stepped towards you, wanting to posses you. "Motherfuckers." He growled out. This was a terrible plan.
You backed against the wall, your eyes in constant movement as you looked from one to the other. This game was no longer fun for Dabi, he hated the others thinking they could touch you. Lifting his mask he ignited his fire, each of the others did the same, but they lagged in their timing.
All of the other hims intending to kill the others to keep him from her. No this game was a bad idea. Directing the fire he destroyed each one, watching them melt with a glee he hadn't felt in such a long time. He hadn't released this level of violence in so long, he felt a pop of relief run through his system as he destroyed the less useful version of himself.
Reader POV
You didn't know what the fuck was going on. When the man removed his mask it was Dabi. His jaw was hanging off of his face and his tongue was distended. You moved towards him too…do what you didn't know. Hold his jaw up so you could help him put it back? You didn't know how you'd be of help but it looked so painful. His eyes were dull, missing the spark usually lay behind them. He looked dead.
It looked as if he was trying to smile without the bottom half of his face, his eyes were smiling? So many thoughts ran through your mind so quickly you couldn't keep them together. Was he possessed? Was he dead and someone with a twisted quirk controlling his dead body? You'd felt afraid before but now you were to the point of sobbing.
Blue lit up the room and you watched as the masks melted off the faces of the other men, each one was Dabi, each one smiling at you as they melted into the ground. The last man held his mask in one hand and flames left his palm as he burned the others to ash.
This one was your Dabi. You recognized the look in his eye as the same look he had when he'd figured out Hawks was the double. He was enjoying the violence.
You tried to leave, making your way to the door as he reveled in his victory at the demise of the twisted versions of himself.
His arm went around you before you could reach the door. You were going to punch Hawks in the face when you saw him next for his participation in this horror show of a night.
"Where do you think you're going little Mouse."
You threw your elbow back and tried to hit his throat. You were still scared but anger was rising to the service.
"That wasn't funny!" Your emotions reached a bottleneck, you couldn't tell what you were feeling. You wanted cry and you wanted to yell.
"I wasn't trying to be funny." He said in your ear, turning you so he could cage you in his arms, pressing you into the wall. "I was trying to give you a trick before I gave you your treat. I am nothing if not a sucker for celebrating the holidays with you Mouse." He cupped your cheek and you turned your head and bit his thumb.
"Well thats not very nice." He said, smiling as if he didn't just spend the last few hours terrifying you.
"Was that you at the house too? Messing with the doors? You are such an asshole." Your anger was solidifying itself for first place for how you were feeling about his 'Trick.'
"That was Hawks, I was there earlier watching you miss me. It was nice. Made me feel…" He tilted his head side to side as if her were looking for the words. "Toasty on the inside." He kissed your cheek and made his way towards your mouth, pulling back quickly when you tried to bite his bottom lip.
"You keep being mean you're not gonna get your treat." He teased.
"I don't want a treat, I want to go home and get away from you." He rubbed his cheek against your own. You could hear him humming.
"We already played tag tonight. It's time for a new game."
"I am not playing a game." You moved your knee up, fully intending to kick him in the crotch. But his hand caught your knee.
"I guess you're not. Should I make it up to you then?" His hand pressed against your chest, his middle finger thumped along to the beat of your heart.
"If you think I want you touching me after all of this you are insane."
"Maybe I took it too far, but you are so fucking pretty when you're scared."
His mouth pressed against yours, but you refused to participate in his kiss. He not only scared the shit out of you, you really thought he'd been hurt or was dying. You didn't want him dead. Right now you might not have been as upset about it as you were a few minutes previously.
"It was just a joke baby, it's Halloween."
"I thought you were dying. I thought that was you and were dying." Tears slipped down your cheeks at your confession.
His eyes softened and he sighed. He stopped trying to kiss you and cupped your face, bringing his forehead to your own and he breathed in time with you. Calming you down as he did so. As he pulled away and used his thumb to wipe the wetness from your cheeks.
"You're so sweet baby. Worrying over me." He wasn't smiling this time, when you locked eyes with him there was nothing mocking in his gaze. This time when he moved to kiss you, you let him. You still didn't kiss him back but you let the muscles in your shoulders soften. As he gripped the back of your neck to pull you closer to him you opened your mouth and let him in.
He didn't hesitate in his possession of your mouth, his tongue invading the softness of your mouth. You nipped at his tongue, wanting him to know you weren't full of forgiveness just because you were kissing him back.
You just wanted to feel good, the dead eyes of that Dabi needed to be torn from your memory, and you know he is fully capable of giving you a good adrenaline rush after the negativity that swarmed your belly.
Instead of pulling away he pushed his tongue deeper into your mouth, taking the pain you gave him.
He pulled away, and kissed down your neck, keeping his kisses soft. He was being gentle with you.
"Why did you do that?" You ask, trying to understand why he spent the night terrifying you.
"You said I couldn't scare you anymore, I wanted to prove you wrong." His hands pulled the pants down until he could reach them with his foot, pulling them off with your shoes and he began to pull up the skirt of your dress until your hips were exposed. He moved to cup your ass before bringing the fabric up with his caresses to your sides.
"Not every thing I say is a challenge you know, I was just trying to say I feel safe with you." You say as kneels down in front of you. He lifted your dress, the fabric crumpling in his grip until your belly button was exposed, he kissed over the top of it, then underneath. He trailed his tongue along the hem of your underwear.
When he pulled away he moved to nip the side of one of your thighs, using the tip of his tongue to trace back towards your pussy. Moving to do the same to the other side. Before he bit into the fleshy part of your upper thigh he looked up at you and keep your eyes on his as he bit down.
He licked over towards your center again, trailing his nose against your pussy until he reached your clit. He licked at your pussy until you were soaked through, sucking your bundle of nerves into him mouth and releasing over and over. When your legs started to shake he lifted one of your legs and put it over his shoulder so you were balancing on one leg and you were open wider for him. Using one hand he pulled your underwear to the side and brought his tongue to your fold, touching you without a barrier for the first time that night.
His mouth was so warm and you couldn't look him in the eye any longer, pleasure had you throwing your head back. Letting yourself focus on the movement of his tongue. You really did love his mouth. You twisted you fingers into his hair and pulled him more firmly into your center. Moving your hips to grind on his face. Usually he stops you when you try and control the pace but tonight he was allowing you to move how you wanted.
As you crested over the hill of your first orgasm you didn't slow the roll of your hips. You still had anger and fear to work out of your system and you were going to use him to get over it. "Not enough, please."
His growl vibrated against your clit bringing you closer to your next release. He pressed your thigh against the wall, keeping your calf over his should and moved his head from side to side. He groaned in satisfaction as you felt a snap, legs shaking as you shakily brought your hand up to bite the back of your hand.
Dabis POV
"Another." Dabi said, not taking his mouth from you. He wanted more, gods you tasted so good. Your wetness was covering his face, he could feel you dripping down his chin. It wasn't enough.
"You're such a good fucking girl Mouse." He praised, he brought you to your third climax and he could feel all of your muscles relax with the third release. It was what he was waiting for, he needed all of the tension he'd given you to leave your body.
You drooped down, sliding against the wall as he stood, he had to catch you under your arms to keep you from collapsing onto the ground. "Oh no, we're not done yet." He pressed his knee between your legs, letting your weight drop fully onto his leg. He bounced his leg and smiled at the squeal that left your mouth.
Moving one hand between you he ghosted his fingers over your cunt, loving the way you bounced yourself on him, doing it again before releasing himself from his too tight pants. His cock was so hard it was almost painful. Your lacy underwear had moved back to cover your pretty pussy, he burned through the middle to get rid of the obstacle. Lifting you slightly so he could drop you onto his length.
Both of you sighed as he stretched you open. He wanted to move slowly but couldn't, he released you and let you fall down his cock, groaning as he forced himself to still for a few seconds before grabbing your ass to move you up and down his length.
"You feel so good Mouse." He whispered in your ear. "Do you like being stretched by my cock?"
You nodded and he nipped at your ear. "You know I like words from you." He loved the hitch in your voice when he made you talk to him. Anyone else he hated the noises they made, and if they tried to talk he'd cover their mouth. But you, he wanted it all. He slowed his pace, tormenting you by keeping you close to another release.
"Yes, I like you inside of me."
"Yeah you do." He picked up his pace and circled your clit with his thumb, he wasn't going to be able to last much longer and he needed another orgasm from you. He wanted you completely relaxed when he brought you home, he wanted no resistance to his holding you tonight. If you weren't fucked to the point of being unable to function you would most likely fight him on being close.
As you clenched around him he let himself go, the flutters of your pussy prolonging his own orgasm. "Thats it, gonna fill you with me." Dabi went up on his toes to try and bury himself deeper within you. He reached his hand down and pushed two of his fingers inside of you, circling his cock as he stretched you open farther.
"More, make you feel more of me." His fingers were slippery with the combination of the two of you. You were squeezing all of him so tightly, unused to being stretched so far. He gritted his teeth at how good it all felt, he had to remove his fingers when it all felt too much.
"Look at me." When your eyes focused on him he took his pointer finger into his mouth, tasting you and him on it. Letting you see the pleasure you'd given him. Using his thumb to press your chin he opened your mouth and pressed his wet middle finger into it, pressing your mouth shut. His eyes rolled back as you sucked on his finger.
"We taste good together don't we Mouse." He didn't force an answer from you this time. He ran the pad of his finger up and down your tongue before removing it.
This time when you tried to slump down onto the ground he went with you. Reaching over to one of the tables he gripped the table cover to wrap around you both. Whoever own this place was probably going to be pissed at the dirtied cloth but he didn't care. He needed to care for his Mouse now. His Mouse who was worried he was hurt.
"Dabi." You whispered against his throat as you allowed him to hold you.
"Mouse."
"I don't like being scared like that by you."
"I'll keep that in mind."
"Dabi."
"Mouse."
"I like it better when you hold me when I am scared."
"Understood."
"Dabi."
"Mouse." He smiled and set his chin on the top of your head.
"Don't do whatever you did to make more of you again."
"I won't. I didn't like all of the me's trying to touch you. Bastards."
"I hope it made you feel crazy, you're mean."
"I am mean aren't I."
"I'm just tired, but I am still mad."
"You can be mad in the morning, if it helps it did make me feel crazy."
"It doesn't. I am punching both you and Hawks when you least expect it."
"As long as I get to see you hit Keigo I don't care."
He smiled as you released a sarcastic laugh. He'd let you sleep for a bit before getting you back home. He wanted to be inside you again before morning, but you'd earned a nap.
"Happy Halloween Mouse."
"Fuck off Daddy."
Dabi laughed.
Chapter End Notes
Happy Halloween! I hope everyone had a safe and fun night! I wanted to give a moment if imperfect between them. Where Dabi was still settling into what he wanted vs who he had made himself. A moment where he got lost in the dark side of himself even with his Mouse with him and he goes too far. While I gave them a happy ending they had their struggles and I wanted to show one, a learning moment for him as he recognizes he doesn't want to be a villain to her anymore but struggles with learning how to be better.
New Years Holiday Special
Chapter Notes
Happy New Year!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
This takes place after Dabi and Mouse have a settled for little while. (For those who prefer the baby ending this is pre-baby)
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Dabi POV
"You could say you're sick and just stay here with me." Dabi knew he'd already lose this argument. No matter how much time had passed he didn't like that you had these days.
Days without him, and with them.
You wanted to catch up with the explosion idiot. He never could fully adjust to the idea of you spending time with him. What if this was the time Bakugou said the right thing to convince you to not come back.
Hawks stopped trailing them for him too. Asshole said he needed to either learn to deal with the friendship and just accept that his Mouse chose him or ask her to end the friendship. He didn't want to do either of those.
"It's only for a few hours Daddy, and you've had me all to yourself for days now. If I don't leave the house eventually my body will break under all of your demands of it."
"I was hoping I'd wear you out to the point you'd be too worn out to go."
"You always say the quiet parts out-loud."
He wrapped his arms around your waist, burying his face in your neck. Kissing just under your ear before latching on with his teeth. If you were going to leave you were going to leave with a visible reminder that you were his.
Reader POV
"What about this one?" You held up the black beanie to Bakugou, gesturing him to try it on. "It's just plain so you don't give off the appearance of supporting anyone or having any hobbies." You teased as he pulled it over his messy hair.
"Keep talking Princess and you'll get yourself removed from the very small list of people I purposely hang around." He folded the fabric and looked at himself in the mirror. The black mask across his mouth and nose didn't do much to hide who he was.
He nodded in approval at his reflection. "I am going to go buy this." He walked to the cashier while you moved over to look at t-shirts, wanting to find something for Dabi.
He'd started bringing home random things whenever he'd have to leave you. The longer he was gone, the more he brought back with him. Mementos of the moments he'd thought of you while you weren't with him. You don't think he even realizes how much you love that he does that. You want to bring something back for him even though you're only out for a few hours today. You want him to know you think of him too even when you're busy with others.
Who knew Dabi would be the one who would make you sentimental and corny. You'd managed to be the one who woke him up with music for Christmas this year. The annoyance in his face brought you some understanding to why he enjoyed torturing you the way that he did.
Holding up a shirt you took a step back so you could look at it fully, bumping into someone behind you.
"I am so sorry, I should've paid better attention." You apologize to the woman you'd bumped into. Her smile dropped as she looked you up and down.
"You're that villains whore." She stated, with so much venom in her voice you flinched.
"Excuse me?" You get recognized sometimes, but usually you were standing with Dabi or Hawks or one of the other hero's. No one had ever actually said anything to you. You'd known about the articles that happened on occasion about you. You'd never read any of them and this woman was making you think you'd made a good decision about that.
"I don't know how any decent woman could possible let someone like that close to them, let alone marry them."
Your first instinct is to try and justify it. The look in her eye however, and the disgust radiating off of her prevented it. You didn't know how to explain any of it, and if you'd been on the outside looking in you didn't know what words would make everyone understand.
"What did you say?" Came a rough voice behind you. Turning you see Bakugou removing his mask, his eyes narrowed in extreme dislike at the woman.
A shiver of glee ran through you at the woman getting looked down on in the same way she'd done to you. You tried to keep your face calm, and tightened your fists to keep you from moving behind Bakugou.
"Oh, I didn't see your there!" The woman's tone changed completely as she melted from a woman wanting to degrade you into a Dynamight fan girl. "I am such a big fan!"
She began to pull out her phone, seemingly forgetting completely that she'd just been terrible to you. No longer caring that you were there.
"Find someone else to fan girl too." Bakugou said, guiding you towards the exit. You put the shirt you'd been look at on a random shelf as he hurried you out. He stood in the way of you looking back at the woman. Shutting you away from the negativity as much as he could.
"Let's eat." He said, patting your head harder than necessary. Not giving you the chance to really think about what had just happened.
Dabi still didn't want anyone to know where your house was. Meeting at one of your favorite markets made you feel like a child of divorce. It took him all of ten seconds for him to pull you away from the crowd and boxing you against the wall.
"What happened Mouse?" His hand cupped your cheek as he brought your gaze to his own. You couldn't look at him. You didn't want to tell him what she'd said to you.
"Nothing happened, I helped him pick out a hat and we got something to eat." You forced a smile onto your face. As soon as your eyes met his however, you could feel tears welling up. You were going to pretend to sneeze to get out of his grasp and cover that your eyes were watering.
He pushed his pointer and ring finger to your forehead pushing it against the wall behind you. "No, don't try and hide from me. Did he hurt you?"
His eyes began scanning you as if he really believed that Bakugou would hurt you.
"Of course he didn't, you don't have to make up problems Daddy. You've already be the cause of so many real ones for me." Your voice was too harsh. You tried to smile and force a laugh so he he knew you were being sarcastic. His eyes dimmed, and his face went cold.
"Tell me the real one and I won't have to play this guessing game Pet." Now he was getting mean with you in return. "You know what, we're going to wait. If we do this now clearly it's going to turn into a fight."
He gripped your wrist and pulled you towards where you knew a car would be. Opening the door for you he gestured for you to get in without making eye contact.
You weren't mad at him before, just upset at the situation but now he was making himself the focus of your hurt and anger. You weren't the villain who made himself the focus of the public eye. Why were people being mean to you? For the most part the public believed the story of Dabi working undercover with Hawks.
But not everyone bought it. You'd just never been exposed to the ones who didn't. You couldn't bring yourself to look at Dabis face so you watched his hands on the steering wheel. Getting lost in how the flexed when he turned the wheel. How they reached and wrapped around your thigh possessively when you were on straight aways. Like his body forgot you were fighting.
The warmth of his palm felt calming, making you feel guilty that you'd tried to take your anger out on him. Even if you didn't get far into it, thats exactly what you were doing. His squeezing of your thigh let you know that you weren't completely in trouble with him.
You'd expected him to start interrogating you as soon as you'd both walked through the door. He stayed silent however and pulled you towards the bathroom. Only releasing your hand once he'd shut the door and locked you both in.
You watched as he began filling the tub, and moved to grab a bath bomb to throw into the running water. Drying his hands off on a towel he finally turned towards you.
Grabbing his shirt behind his neck he pulled it off, dropping it to the ground before reaching the bottom of your own. He stayed silent while helping you undress, but still didn't make eye contact with you. He was on a mission.
Guilt had you going along with his demands. You felt terrible that you'd snapped on him. When he didn't kiss his way up your body as he stood you realized you'd actually hurt his feelings this time. He was still calming down.
"Dabi…" You started but he held up his hand to you.
"Get in the tub mouse, and scoot forward."
You nodded and stepped in. Moving so he could get in behind you. His hands pulled you back to him and pinned your body to his own.
His stillness had you on edge, you didn't like this. When you felt him inhale deeply you matched him.
"This is your safe space Mouse, talk to me. Without the attitude this time."
"Some lady called me a whore." You spit out after a long moment.
His hand gripped at the roots of your hair to turn your head to look at him. His eyebrow arched and with no words he made you feel foolish for making so much out of a strangers words.
"Why did she decide that you were a whore?"
"She called me a villains whore." You specified, so he'd understand better.
"Ah." He said, relaxing his grip on your hair and pressing his forehead to yours. "So you are mad at me."
"No, I mean yes. But no. I wasn't prepared is all."
"You often prepare yourself to be called a whore?"
"Thats not what I mean."
"I bet there's security cameras, should I have a talk with her?"
"Oh gods no. Don't you dare!"
Dabi POV
Relief flooded his system as your hand slapped against his chest at his suggestion.
"Where the fuck was the explosion asshole while this insane woman was verbally attacking you." It felt nice to be able to focus his anger back onto one of his favorite targets. "I expect you to be better protected from crazy people when you're with a fucking hero."
"He was buying a hat, I don't need to be shielded at all times."
Like hell you didn't. If he had it his way you'd be locked in this house. Only going outside with him.
"Yes you do." He bit down gently on your shoulder. Kissing and making his way up your neck. Using the tip of his tongue to trace his mark from earlier. "I don't like that someone felt comfortable enough to approach you when they wouldn't have done so if it was me in that store. She's a coward."
"I didn't know that people really thought of me like that. That just looking at me made her feel disgusted." Your words twisted something in his gut.
"It's not about you little Mouse, their disgust is for me. Not you."
Standing, he moved to pull the drain and stepped out and dried himself off.
"We just got in here, what are you doing?" Dabi didn't say anything, reaching into the tub he wrapped your arms around his neck.
As your legs wrapped around his waist he smiled. You went along with his wants so easily now. Even without an answer you still trusted him enough to go along with what he wanted you to.
He walked you to the room and stopped in front of the full length mirror. Moving you to stand in front of him he turned you until you faced the mirror.
"Look at yourself Mouse." He trailed his hands up your sides as he watched your eyes follow him movement.
"I know you like my hands, but I didn't say to watch me Mouse." Hit bit on the shell of your ear and his cock twitched at your squeak.
He moved his hand to grip your chin and force your gaze to the one in the mirror.
"That face you're looking at, my wife's face, is not the face of someone who deserves a strangers disrespect." He pushed two fingers into your mouth and ran them up and down your tongue. "Suck baby."
He pressed closer to you as he watched you in the mirror. Watching you watch yourself as traced his fingers with your tongue.
"I expect everyone to respect you Mouse, including yourself. If no one else is around I expect you to speak up for my wife."
He reluctantly pulled his fingers from your mouth, tracing the outline of your lips with them before moving to grip your throat.
Pushing your body against his own he used his freehand to trace on of his hand prints on your hip.
"If you aren't up to the task of protecting what's mine, then we need to figure out a better plan for you leaving this house."
He pushed the tops of your shoulders down until you were on your knees. Still facing yourself in the mirror. He kicked your legs apart farther before he kneeled behind you. Laying on his back so he could slide between your legs.
"Don't look away Mouse. Brace your hands against the frame." The tip of his nose ran over your clit, causing you to hold before his tongue took its place. Slowly parting your pussy lips.
He wanted to devour you, but he forced himself to go slow. To let you watch yourself as he built you up slowly. So you could see him break you down.
He wanted your focus back on him. To remind you of his obsession with you. He called it devotion out loud to you, but that's not what it was. It was pure obsession.
Sucking your clit into his mouth he lightly bit down, enjoying the jiggle of your thighs as your body reacted to his attack.
Pressing his ring and middle finger into your entrance, he moaned, vibrating against your clit. Your walls squeezing against his fingers.
Twisting his fingers, and dragging them against the walls of you pussy he pressed deep and pulled your clit into his mouth. Watching as your hands tried to find a grip on the frame of the mirror. Sliding as they lost purchase, you finally gave up and flattened your hands and your forehead against the mirror.
The hand bracing your hip pulled back so he could swat your ass. The jolt bounced your tits he did it again.
"Don't close your eyes Mouse. Watch yourself break." Once you opened your eyes he focused on pulling you over the edge. As your walls tightened Dabi pushed in a third finger. Stretching your cunt, loving the shake in your thighs as you reached your peak.
His cock was painfully hard and he thrust his hips against the air as you released against his tongue. He needed to be inside of you.
He moved so he was kneeling behind you, taking advantage of you catching your breath. Not giving you anytime to calm yourself he thrust inside of you until his hips smacked against your ass.
"Fucking perfect, fuck Mouse." He slowly pulled out, watching his cock pull out coated in your release.
Gripping your hair at the roots he pulled your head back until you were looking in the mirror again, this time meeting his gaze.
"What did she call you Mouse?" He snapped his hips forward.
"A villains whore." You sobbed out, still unable to catch your breath.
Dabi moved from kneeling until he was squatting behind you, wanting to find the angel he wanted.
He thrust forward fast and pulled out slow until he got the noise he wanted from you. Letting himself get lost for only a few thrusts.
He pulled you by the hair until your back was against his chest. Your eyes still on his.
"Who's whore?" He paused.
"A villains whore."
Reaching down he pinched your clit harshly, your body attempting to wiggle away from the sting had him biting his lip as he tried not cum at the feeling.
"Dabis, Dabis whore." You gasped out, figuring out what he wanted from you.
"Thats the worse thing she could think of, was that you're mine. Pathetic." Kissing your cheek he released his grip on you he could flip you around. His dick twinged in protest at leaving your cunt.
Moving you to laying on your back he slammed himself back inside of you, using his thumb to rub circles around clit.
"Do you really consider that an insult? Is this an insult? Is this something so terrible that it can be used as a weapon against you?"
Your hand moved to his wrist, trying to move his thumb away from your sensitive clit and failing. As your walls fluttered against him he knew he wasn't going to make it longer.
"Fuck!" He growled out as he stilled inside you, filling you with his cum. As you lost yourself to another orgasm around his sensitive cock. He to his arms as your legs wrapped around him, pulling him further against your body as it shook against him.
Dabi buried his face against your neck and gritted his teeth at the pleasure that was almost pain as you shook around him. His growl turning into a whimper at the pleasure.
Fucking lost in you.
"I've never heard you make that noise before Daddy." You breathed out heavily, both of you still coming down from the high of your orgasms.
"I am fairly certain that was the sound of you taming me for the night." His words were rewarded by another squeeze around his cock, this time the over sensitivity forced him to pull out from your warmth.
"You like that Mouse? Being the one who controls me?"
"Yes." He smiled at your simple admission.
Rolling off you he pulled you to lay on top of him. Loving the feeling of your weight pressing him into the ground. It helped him feel centered.
"Dabi."
"Mouse."
"I didn't mean to…"
"Shhh, I know. Don't let her ruin this. Or any part of you. Cowards don't deserve space in your head." Kissing your temple he ran his thumb across your eyebrow. Soothing you until you were almost asleep, so he could carry you to bed.
He had every intention of interrupting your sleep over and over again tonight. To keep your mind on him and away from the idiots outside of the bubble he'd created with you.
Then he'd find that explosion asshole and let him know exactly what he thought of him leaving you in a vulnerable position.
Chapter End Notes
As always I appreciate everyone who still comes back to check in on Dabi and Mouse and your comments keep me going!
Dabis Birthday chapter
Chapter Notes
I cannot seem to stop being sick this year so this took longer to get out. But I am giving some softness and I wanted them to work through another issue together.
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Dabi birthday special
It's late, I know. I haven't stopped being sick since the beginning of December.
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Reader pov
Chaos was breaking out around you. People were pulling out their phones and recording the pro currently taking down a man who'd attempted to rob the restaurant next to where Dabi had taken you for dessert.
Before the pro could get the cuffs locked around the man's wrists a woman flew at him. Landing on his back and wrapping her arms around his neck. Giving the man time stand and head butt the pro in the face.
Stunning him long enough for the woman to drop off his back and place her hand in the man's as they took off running. The pro on their heels and a crowd following. Trying to be involved in the excitement in any capacity.
A rough chuckle came from your side and you turned to look at Dabi. He was grinning, a look of amusement on his face.
"Idiot." He said under his breath before taking a spoonful of his cheesecake.
"Which one are you calling an idiot?" You ask.
"The so called pro who just let himself get ambushed by a villains girlfriend." He smiled at you before taking a step towards the crowd. He looked thrilled at the difficulty the pro was having.
"Dabi…" You start, and his focus is back on you. His amusement replaced with concern as takes in your expression.
"Let's get home Mouse." His focus is now solely on you again.
His arm swings around your shoulder and for the first time you have a doubt growing in your gut you can't place.
——
"How did we end up naked on the table?" You ask Dabi. Breaking the silence you'd been in for what felt like hours.
"It's a skill we've seemed to have perfected Mouse."
Your cheek was warm against his chest, laying on him as his hands soothingly ran up and down your naked spine. You felt relaxed, muscles finally releasing as you listened to the thumping of his heartbeat.
"Dabi."
A groan you could feel vibrate against your cheek had you lifting your head, bursting the comfortable bubble you'd been in.
"I'd hoped to make you forget whatever had you making that face earlier."
"Is it enough?" You say louder than you'd intended.
All humor dropped from his face as he processed your question.
"Is what enough?" He was going to make you vocalize it. He knew confrontation made you uncomfortable, forcing you to say it out-loud was him punishing you for destroying the peace of the moment.
"This. Getting your urges out taking jobs with Hawks? Back there you looked almost, longing."
His hands stop moving.
"Longing." He repeated.
You pressed your cheek back into his chest. Not wanting to face his gaze for this conversation.
"Like you were wanting to, I don't know. Be apart of it. But because of me you've adjusted to not even really being any part of either side. It makes me feel like I've neutered you in some way." Your face heats at your phrasing. He bent his knees and squeezed you between them.
"Just making sure I am understanding you Mouse. You're upset because I didn't join in on a fight to beat down a hero?"
"No, kind of. It sounds stupid when you say it like that." One of his hands moved to tangle in the hair at the back of your hair while the other began his ministrations down your spine. "Do you wish I was more." You tried to find the word. "Villainy?"
"Do I wish you were more villainy?" He said in the monotone way that made you feel small.
"You don't have to repeat the parts that you think are stupid."
"I just think you need to hear how stupid it sounds on occasion." He started lightly scratching your back in swirls.
"If you feel like that at all and it grows it could turn into an actual problem though. If you feel any disappointment at turning away and walking back with me, it could be a problem. No matter how stupid it sounds to you now."
You didn't expect the laugh that came from him.
"It's not funny."
"Sorry baby, I am picturing you as a villain." An actual snort left him as he broke into full blown laughter. "With money bags with the dollar symbol on it and a striped shirt. A cute black mask covering your eyes. Fuck. Adorable. You'd be an adorable villain."
Turning your head you bit into his chest. Feeling embarrassed but unable to keep the smile off your face. "Fine I am the crazy one, with the stupid worries."
"I don't feel disappointed when turning my back on it Mouse." You sat in comfortable silence for a long moment before he spoke again. "I do however have a need to see you act like a villain now. Say dance with me in Hell, but use a villain voice." He commanded.
"Shut up."
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Dabis POV (on his birthday 3 months later)
Walking into the kitchen where he could hear the soft steps of his mouse, pausing to admire you mixing different bowls of flour in different colors.
He liked seeing you so focused on making something just for him. Your focus was on him most of the time, if it drifted he didn't mind bringing your focus back to him.
Stepping behind you he wrapped his arms around you. Keeping your arms free so he didn't interrupt you fully.
"I woke up to an empty bed Mouse." He put his chin down on your shoulder. Making sure you knew he was pouting.
"I thought you'd sleep longer. I was going to get back into bed with you once I threw this in the oven."
Running his hands down your sides he slides them into your soft pajama pants.
"Daddy, I need to focus." He smiled against your neck at the warning in your voice.
"Yeah?"
"Yeah." You mimicked his voice. You didn't even turn to look at him. He narrowed his eyes at you, trying to force you to look.
"So tell me what you're doing." He said against your neck, sliding his hands down to your thighs. Your pajama pants slightly pulled down with his movements.
"I am making a cake." You said, clenching your jaw to keep annoyance out of your voice. Dabi but his lip to hold in his laugh.
"You know I love specifics Mouse." He drug his teeth against your neck, delighting in the squeal that left you.
"I am making the white cake batter, and I just finished the chocolate cake batter."
Dropping down to his knees, he pulled your pants down with his movement.
"Are you making two cakes for me?" He asked while kissing up the back of your thighs. Biting down on your fleshy thighs at random.
"I was trying to make, damnit." You leaned forward and draped your spatula.
"Pick it back up, tell me what your doing now." He bit down harder, making it difficult for you to follow his orders.
"Adding pink sprinkles." That made him pause for a moment, squeezing one of your ass cheeks as he processed what you said.
"Pink?"
"Yes, pink." You huffed out, pushing your ass back into his palm.
As his teeth and fingers dug into your ass, he had you giving him instructions for his birthday cake. Most of which he couldn't figure out the reasoning for. He didn't want to completely ruin whatever the surprise was with the cake. His fingers moved to cup your pussy. Teasing your clit.
Moving himself between you and the counter as you were finishing putting all of the batter into the cake pan. Replacing his fingers with his tongue.
"itadakimasu." He said lifting your leg over his shoulder. Making you stand on your free leg on your toes.
"What's next?" He asked pushing his tongue past your entrance. Wishing for a moment that they'd never forced healing on him so he could open his mouth wider and push his tongue deeper.
"It has to go in the oven." He felt his pride swell at her breathlessness. "And it isn't going to look like it should." You lectured him.
"I wasn't given a breakfast option." He flicked his tongue until your legs started to shake, and you bounced on the ball of your foot. Before he could push you over he stood. Catching you under your arms to steady you. The jolt caused you to smack his face lightly with the spoon from the batter bowl.
"You can hit harder than that little Mouse." Running his tongue the outer corner of his mouth to taste the cherry blossom flavored cake.
"It's good baby." Gripping your hair at roots on the top of your head to bring your mouth to his in a gentle kiss. "Try it."
He tilted your head guiding you the batter on his face. Closing his eyes as he moaned at the feeling of your tongue running across his cheek. A sensation he still couldn't get enough of now that his skin felt every sensation of it.
When you pulled back from his now clean cheek he smiled at you, kissing your forehead. "Better get that in the oven." He watched your glazed eye focus, as you moved to place the pan in the oven. Quietly slipping behind you, waiting for the door to close before pressing you against the oven.
"Is it too hot?" Dabi asked, already pressing you towards the counter"
"No, it's fine."
"Good."
His hips slammed against your own causing the stove to rock back against the wall as he buried his cock in you.
His pace was steady and every thrust had the oven bouncing.
"This cake is going to look terrible." You yelled out after he gave a moment to breath. Leaning over your back and pressing kisses into the nape of your neck.
"It'll be perfect." He whispered into your ear before starting to piston his hips. Your worried the top of the stove is going through the wall when his thumb brushed over your clit. Still inside you as he filled you with his cum. Feeling him pump his hips to push it back inside you has you squeezing around him as you came.
Both of you breathing heavily, he wraps his arms around you and helps you loosen your grip on the oven handle. Helping you sit between his legs. Panting with his head laying on your shoulder. Pressing your back into his chest.
"Happy birthday."
"I suddenly am very grateful for birthdays."
"I probably should've told you that Hawks was coming over today."
"Why the hell would he do that?"
"He's helping with your present."
Dabi lifted his head at that.
"If this is a repeat of that fucking lust quirk I will kill you both."
He watched the tips of your ears turn pink.
"It's not that."
Unable to resist Dabi bit the top of your ear, where it was the darkest pink.
——-
When Hawks came and was seemingly empty handed Dabi started to think he really was going to be asked for a repeat of that night with the lust quirk.
"Why are you here?" Dabi asked when they were far enough away you wouldn't hear him. He kept his eyes on you frosting the cake.
Some of it had gone out of the pan thanks to how hard he took you against the oven. You glared at him as you tried to make it even on the top.
"It's your birthday, and I am your only friend. We're hanging out." Dabi didn't like the smile he was giving him. "Plus I didn't want to miss your reaction to your gift."
"I don't like anything that makes your face look like that."
"My face always looks good." He said before pushing past Dabi and interrupting the cake decorating process.
——
Dabi watched as Hawks slipped something into the side of the television he'd set up for you. Then hurriedly walked over to impatiently stare you down.
"Stop stalling." He said with a tone that had Dabi walking to him to slap the back of his head. Before he reached him however you stepped in front of him. Grabbing his arm you drug him to the chair and unceremoniously pushed him into the chair.
You sat sideways on his lap facing Hawks. Holding the remote in front of you like a barrier from him.
"What, you guys film something together?" He didn't like that.
"No." You said simultaneously with Hawks saying "Yes."
Hawks continued.
"Push play baby bird."
Your eyes were wide staring at Dabi.
"I can't." You squeaked out. "I think I changed my mind." You said quietly.
"Are you embarrassed little Mouse?"
You could only nod and let out a screech as a red feather knocked the remote from your hand and Hawks caught it before it could touch the ground and made his way back to spot on the couch.
"I'm not, I'll do it." He said clearing his throat and making a scene about getting comfortable before pushing play.
"Oh gods, I can't believe you're seeing this." You mumbled before burying your face into the crook of Dabis neck, refusing to look at the screen. Your hand fisting in his shirt.
The screen opened with a close up of Hawks face. It looked a security camera. You stood behind him and pushed a button and the screen divided into six different screens. A different view on each one at the house you were in.
It didn't look familiar and anger started in the back of his mind. Where had Hawks taken you without him knowing? He didn't like secrets.
His gaze focused on you in the screen and realized you and Hawks were matching, in black and white striped shirts. Both of you put on a black mask over your eyes.
"Mouse." Dabi whispered into your ear. "What's this?"
He watched as you and Hawks moved furniture slightly. Moving everything to the left. But only slightly.
"She's a villain." Hawks said with glee.
"A villain moving furniture?" Dabi was trying to understand what he was seeing.
"Patience Patchwork."
After most of the furniture had been moved you walked to the camera and waved before the camera shut off. The screens turned back on and to Dabis shock Endeavor was walking through the door of the home.
"Where is this?" Dabi asked Hawks, knowing you wouldn't answer.
"Enjis new home." Hawks was grinning so wide it hurt Dabis cheeks.
Looking down at his phone Endeavor tripped over the couch, landing on his knee and glaring at the couch as if it was the furnitures fault he fell.
The mini screens turned into one screen and a slide show of Enji Todoroki tripping, colliding and bashing his foot walking throughout the house played. Hawks laughing obnoxiously to the side of him.
Looking down your face was no longer hidden in his neck, you were watching his face.
"Explain this to me Mouse."
"You said you wanted to see me as a villain. I wasn't going to carry a bag with a money symbol, but Hawks said he'd help me."
"This is you being villainous?" Dabi laughed, relaxing against the back of the chair. "You got permission from a pro first?"
"I didn't want to get in trouble, and this way I could blame him." You justified.
"How long did he keep running into things?" Dabi asked, turning his head towards Hawks when he answered for you.
"Almost three days, you could see him walking with extra caution even at work. I think he thought he had something wrong with him. I also may have run with the idea in his office."
"Did you think of this for me Mouse?"
"I'd be such a terrible villain. I sent him a giant gift basket anonymously." You blurred out. "I thought it'd be harmless but he hit his knee so many times."
"You're such a good girl aren't you Mouse." Dabi teased. Kissing your forehead before looking back at the screen and watching the few incidents left of his father clumsily making his way throughout his own home.
"The cameras?" Dabi asked.
"They're down. Got the footage and I put it all together for her. Removed them myself."
"Did you keep the shirt and mask?" Dabi asked you.
"It's in the dresser."
Looking at Hawks Dabi used his thumb to point towards the door. "You need to leave, I need to fuck my wife in her villain costume." He said matter of factly, ignore the slap you gave his chest.
"You have 3 minutes to put on that outfit and run little Mouse. We're gonna play hero and villain until you can't walk."
"Gods I need my bunny." Hawks groaned leaving with a pout on his face. "Ungrateful."
"Stop whining!" Dabi yelled at his back.
"I didn't even get cake!"
"I am sure the baby villain will save you some, go the fuck away." Dabi shoo'd him while you made your way to the room.
Dabi rewatched a few of the clips from the video you made, going back to you waving at the camera. He paused it and took a picture on his phone for his collection of moments.
"5…4…3…2…" Dabi turned the corner to you trying to get your foot in the pants. "1."
"Shit." You squealed, abandoning the pants and running from him. Dabi began humming happy birthday to himself. Listening to your footsteps and making his way to where he knew you'd run. Ready to catch his terrible villain.
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Reader POV
Taking a knife you cut into the cake. Dabi wrapped around you while he wrapped you both in a blanket. You were practically sitting on his leg, he'd pushed between your thighs to hold you up.
You hold your breath when you lift one piece to put on a plate. It didn't look exactly like you'd hoped but the idea was still there.
"See! It didn't turn out great but you can still see the petals and branches."
Dabi looked over at the cake, humming in your ear.
"It's a cherry blossom tree."
"Ever since Eden I think of you when I see them. Especially after the wedding."
Dabi took the bite of cake you offered and nodded his approval.
"I can't believe I am associated with pink petals." He said with sarcasm.
"You're not the only one who collects moments." You said taking a bite and wiggling your hips at how good it turned out taste wise.
"Take another bite and do that again Mouse."
You did.
"Come with me Mouse I want to show you something."
You narrowed your eyes at him but took his hand and let him pull you into a room you barely go in. He'd used as a room for himself, he stored the few things he'd kept from Endeavors home. He pulled a jar down and handed it to you.
When you looked inside there were glass marbles, the inside decorated with colorful swirls. You ran your hand over the top and realized all of the swirls were variations of orange.
"Marbles?"
"You gave me a moment of villainy, so I am giving you a moment of…softness."
You set the jar down and sat yourself on the chair near the shelves, still unable to stand for very long.
"Marbles are a softness?"
"These marbles are from when I was kid. I used to collect all of the orange ones. They reminded me of our families fire. Everytime Endeavor taught me something new, or I improved I put one of the marbles that reminded me of fire into a jar. I've always collected moments."
The small container of orange marbles felt heavier in your hand. These were his happy moments.
He reached up and pulled down three larger jars and set them next to you. When you looked inside they were filled with marbles with blues, purples and pinks and a few reds."
"What are these ones?"
Dabi didn't answer for a moment and just moved the marbles around with his fingers in the middle jar.
"The night I brought you home with me, I found a bag of them in Natsuos room. There was a blue one. Which was unusual. I always got rid of all of the colors except orange."
He picked up a marble from the jar, held it up to the light before putting it back and plucking another. You stayed quiet, letting him process.
"While you were lecturing me on how to be a decent human I was rolling it around between my fingers. Letting it soak in a new feeling that was happening in my chest. Amusement i thought. But I started collecting moments again."
He picked up a red marble. It looked like it had a crack through it.
"So these three jars are our moments?"
"Yes. Almost four years worth."
He moved to put the jars back, high on the shelf where they'd been hidden in plain site.
"That's pretty adorable."
The look on his face was anything but amused when he turned back to you.
"It felt like a fair exchange, you broke into the Endeavors house for me after all. Made him look foolish in his own home even."
You put your hands over your face. Hiding from the amusement now shining through his smile.
"I can't believe I did that, I am terrible."
"I fucking loved it. I should get a burner phone and every time he gets praised by the public I can release a small video."
"Don't! He'll know someone moved his stuff! What if he actually looks into it!" You pointed your finger at him. "That was solely for your eyes only."
"And Hawks." Dabi corrected. "Cause my good girl got permission before breaking the law." Dabi bullied his way between your legs and let you hide your face in chest.
"I didn't want to get in trouble and I told you I'd be just the worst villain."
"That's why I needed more jars for our moments little Mouse."
A sense of reassurance calmed your nerves you had. The doubts creeping around you were silenced and calmed.
"Happy birthday."
Chapter End Notes
I am so sorry this was late again but here's the link for the cake recipe for those who are curious./cherry-blossom-cake/
I am working on turning His into an original story and as soon as I have that fully written I will restart over on IWYSIKY!
Bonus chapter
Chapter Notes
Going through it with loss, so I need my comfort of writing Dabi/reader, so a bonus chapter
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Reader POV
Fingers dug into your side, pain burned as they tore through the skin and muscle as you opened your mouth in a silent scream, wanting the pain to stop but unable to stop it.
Red eyes hovered over you, amusement and smugness within their depths.
You want to fight back, every instinct within you is screaming at you to fight harder. Your muscles tense, but something is pushing aside the screaming voices.
Soothing you, whispering so you have to focus harder to hear it. It's not a voice but you know it wants you to stay calm. You don't know how to calm yourself so you focus on your panicked breathing.
Breathing in, holding it while slowly allowing your eyes to close and releasing it. When you open your eyes again, there is still a shape above you but you can no longer see the red eyes.
You want to move but you're still frozen, you attempt to move your arm, to place it over where the fingers had dug into your body, but the stress only speeds up your heart beat. Panic threatening to return.
You move your focus to your fingers, tapping the middle finger against the table you're tied down to. Instead of the cold surface of the table, your finger taps into somethings soft.
You're not on a table. You're on a bed. The fingers inside of you are pulling out, you can wiggle your whole hand now.
You're not there, you're in a bed. You repeat, you think you say it out loud but can't be certain. Moving your hand you place it on your stomach, you don't feel torn skin, or even smooth skin. It cloth, a shirt.
You let your senses come back slowly, scared to rush and find out that you were imagining being safe.
It's not your shirt, it's too big.
It's his.
A way to sleep with him wrapped around you when he couldn't be with you. Safe.
You blink and your eyes open, not in your nightmare. They open fully and your body releases you from its paralysis. Sitting up up you throw yourself off your bed, terrified you'll fall back into the nightmare.
It's been years and while you don't get the nightmares often, you know they will probably always come back. You don't know what triggers them, you wish you could find a way to stop them.
It's just apart of your life now. You'll never be used to them though. Pacing on the floor you soak in the coolness of the floor.
You can feel tears forming but you tilt your head back trying to prevent them from falling. Shigaraki doesn't get to make you cry years after his death.
You want to call Dabi, you know he'll be with you in seconds if you do. You also know his lack of presence means he's either sleeping himself, or he's at a part of his mission that doesn't allow him to check the cameras to check on you.
He tells you over and over that he isn't burdened by guiding you through when the nightmares come. But you want to get through this one on your own. A step for yourself.
He'll be angry with you if he finds out you didn't tell him.
You stare at the phone trying to decide what to do. One step towards the phone and you turn. Heading instead towards the bath, the bathtub was a safe space even when you weren't safe with Dabi.
You want to be inside it with its comforting hot water. Filling the tub you throw a bath bomb in, keeping Dabis shirt on you climb in. The warmth combined with the smell of him on the shirt wasn't as comforting as being wrapped in his arms, but it was soothing.
Pulling your knees up you wrap your arms around them. Making yourself small, taking comfort in a position that felt safe.
"You're not weak, you lived. He died." You start chanting. "You're safe, you're here." You repeat it to yourself over and over, waiting for it to feel true.
When you feel less tense you lift your head, not expecting your husbands face to be so close to yours.
"No, damnit!" You splashed water at him. "I think I almost peed myself."
"You had a nightmare?"
You don't want to look at him, you knew he'd be upset if he found out you tried to get out of your headspace without at least telling him. He won't voice it but you can tell when he's hurt by something you do.
"I didn't want to bother you, I can help myself you know."
His eyes narrowed for a moment, you didn't mean for anger to slip through. You weren't even angry at him, but he is in front of you.
His eyes soften after a long moment, and he tilts his head while he takes in your appearance. You probably look like a crazy person, in his shirt sitting in a tub so you could pretend he was here, while at the same time pushing him away for showing up.
You're in a room with Dabi, and you're the crazy one.
"Do I make you feel weak little Mouse?"
You turn your head away, not wanting to answer him. He doesn't make you feel weak, you just…you don't remember now why it was so important to work through it alone.
Too warm hands push at your back push you forward, and black boots settle themselves outside of your bare feet as Dabi sits behind you.
Leaves and dirt float away from his boots.
"You're making the bath water dirty." You mumble.
"I am not the one who decided we takes baths with clothes on now." His arms surround you and pull you back into his chest.
You thought you'd been deep breathing to relax, but something loosens in your chest that lets you know you were just fooling yourself.
"I wasn't trying to hide it from you." You quietly say. Closing your eyes and counting your breathing. Letting the tension melt away from your muscles.
"You don't have to justify it to me Mouse, you can let go of anything bad you're feeling, I got you."
The tears you wouldn't let fall at the memory of the monster in your nightmares finally fell for the monster who turned himself into your own shield. Or when needed your weapon.
"It's been too long for me to still have these moments." You say after a long silence.
"Baby, you took so much pain. You survived it. And now all of that is nothing but moments. You've turned them into nightmares you can wake up from. Your ghosts aren't even strong enough to get through most nights."
"They're pretty shitty moments."
Yes, they are."
You look at the dirt again, and you try to brush it back towards your feet.
"We're now soaking in lavender scented dirt."
You let yourself melt into Dabi as he moved you out of the bath and towards the shower, you in his now transparent shirt and him on his now wet jeans and t-shirt.
Setting you far from the shower head he turns the water and adjusts it. The cold of the water doesn't even make him flinch.
You watch his hair lay it's self flat against his face as it gets wet.
When he gets to you and presses his forehead to your own you shiver as the cold water drips off his hair and onto your face and shoulders.
"You're getting cold water all over me."
"Just full of complaints this morning." He said before stepping back. Before you can fully reach out to pull him back however he shakes his head, showering you in cold water droplets.
"Stop! So cold!" Grabbing his shirt you pull yourself into him. He can't move if his body is being smothered by your own.
"Your color is coming back though." He said into the top of your head as he pulls you under the now hot water.
"I like that you wear my shirt to bed when I am gone." He says, toying with the hem of it. "I like that you miss me."
Lifting the shirt over your head he tossed it to the corner of the shower. "I like you without better still." He said, brush his hands over the hand prints burned into your waist.
He watched as his hands match with the scars before pulling you in and pressing his lips to yours.
Warmth spread from his tongue to your own, as if he could warm you from the inside out.
Moving your hands under his shirts you run your hands over his stomach. Scars are coming back to his body but they are still smaller than they had been. Widening your arms under his shirt you help him remove his so you could see where he'd burned your hand print over his heart.
Covering the scar with your hand while he kept his hands on your own. You could feel his heart beat under your palm.
"I should've called you, if I had the helplessness wouldn't have consumed me." Looking up at him you stumble at the softness in his gaze. You had been worried he'd be angry and he was, but he wasn't going to take it out on you. "I don't want to feel like a weak burden, and I couldn't get it out of my head this time."
Moving your hand you kneel down before he can respond. Moving to untie his now soaking boots. He hums as you remove them, and his socks to throw them where he'd thrown your shirt.
"I'm here to take care of you Mouse."
"Then let me get lost in taking care of you daddy." You focus on the contrast between your hand and his wet jeans. "All of this has to be uncomfortable." You say while unbuckling his belt.
"It was fine until you got on your knees, now they're a little tight." He smirks at you as he helps peel his pants off his body.
Before he could stand back up full his hands grip under your arms, lifting you and pushing you back until your back hits the wall, lifting your legs to wrap around his waist.
"It's cute when you try to take control." He says against your mouth before running his tongue along the seam of your lips. "Open." He says before biting your bottom lip.
You obey and let yourself get lost in his kiss. Trying to remember why you fought your need for his control, for his ability to completely consume you.
He rocks his hips, pulsing the tip of his cock against your clit, forcing you to tighten your legs around him.
"What do you need to forget?" He asks, kissing along your jawline. "You want me to make you feel good?" He kisses and nips just below your ear, his hands moving to grip your ass. Running his finger from your dripping pussy over your back hole. "Pain, give you something else to focus on maybe, what does my Mouse need?" He works his finger into your ass as the tip of his cock slides into your pussy.
"Both?" His free hand slides between you as he uses his thumb to circle your clit while adding another finger to your ass, stretching you.
"What will help you fight your demons Mouse?"
"Oh, gods!" You can't process what he's asking, gripping around his neck and trying to kiss his lips, but you can't help throwing your head back against the wall as he thrusts against your g-spot.
"You know I like words Mouse."
"Y-y-you, please, just you." You finally get out when he shows mercy by stilling himself.
"Just me." He repeats, his eyes blazing at the confirmation you've given him that only he can give you this peace. That his storm calms your own.
"Fuck." He grunts as his pistons his hips, spreading the two fingers in your ass to give you the pain of him stretching you and the toe curling pleasure his cock was pulling from your pussy. Your thighs begin to shake as your orgasm washes over your body. It feels as if he's cleansed you of all of the fear and sadness that had you in its grip.
"Your pretty pussy isn't letting me go." His hips stutter as he stills inside you, his teeth dig into your shoulder.
If he wasn't holding you up you'd be melting into the shower floor. You smile when you feel his own body shuddering against yours.
"I should stop taking missions, we could just stay like this."
"Exactly like this?" You squeeze around his softening cock and feel pleased at the gasp he released in your ear.
"Being inside you at all times, yes exactly like this." He rocks you little by little until he pulls out of you.
Pulling you under the water he silently begins to wash you, gripping your breasts appreciatively as he covered them with suds.
Dabis POV
Watching you relax into his hold as he washes you released his own tension. When he checked the cameras after helping Hawks he panicked when you weren't in the room.
Shifting through the cameras he saw you rocking back and forth in the tub, wearing his shirt and muttering he woke up an angry Sakura, not wanting to wait to get to you.
While the portal opened he checked to see if you had tried to call or message him and he'd missed it. He hadn't. That made him uneasy.
Silently making his way into the bathroom he kneeled down until he could hear you repeatedly saying the you were alive, he was dead.
It'd been so long since you last had a nightmare, the longest time between episodes so far.
Wrapping you in a fluffy towel he carried you to the bed, sitting you on the edge so he could dry your hair.
"I'm happy you came home daddy."
Gripping your chin he tilted your head towards him. "Don't hide these moments from me, don't fight your demons alone. I can face them with you."
"I think you're getting sappy as you age. You're getting soft." You tease him.
Moving his grip from your chin to your neck he pushes you down on the bed, caging you in under his body.
"We're not done fighting yet, it's good you made that clear for me." He said, squeezing harder before kissing you until you'd run out of air. Taking pride in how you trusted him to keep you safe while taking away your air.
His to comfort and his to destroy when you need it. Always his.
Chapter End Notes
Still working on this original story! I have the official covers for it now!
Bonus jealousy scene
Chapter Notes
I thought I would write something that shows once reader went back to Dabi they didn't go straight to a happily ever after. They still had bad habits to break and toxic feelings to work through. And I've had make up smearing on my mind!
Happy Thanksgiving!
His bonus scene
You still weren't fully used to going out in groups.
They had made it clear that they didn't think less of you for staying with Dabi, for going back with your monster.
You didn't know if you could have comforting moments anymore without a monster by your side. One who was willing to fight the other monsters who came at you. To meet their threats with his own.
Dabi was doing a terrible job at hiding how uncomfortable he was that you were leaving your home to be with the group or hero's you'd made your friends some how.
Especially the blonde man who he believes almost took you from him.
You were having lunch with him first before meeting with the rest, catching up but also giving Bakugou assurance that you were happy.
You debate on staying home and reliving Dabi of his anxiety. If you do that though you won't be keeping the promise you'd made to yourself when you put your collar back on.
That you couldn't let him consume you fully. You had to carve out this time for yourself. He still took dangerous missions, if something happens to him you have to have a circle around you.
And to work as a reminder that you put the collar back on by choice, your being here with him was because you wanted to be. You were no longer his war trophy. Taking this time for yourself to bond with others set a reminder for you both that you were on equal footing with each other now.
When you meet his eyes in the mirror they burn with an intensity like he could read your thoughts.
Using a lip brush you focus back on your task and begin to swipe the red lipstick on your mouth. Wanting to look like you belong with the put together group.
You're halfway done with your top lip when a scared hand pulls your hand away. Brushing the top of your lip and across your cheek.
You look at Dabi, trying to figure out what his mood was. The air didn't feel hostile. You can't make out the look on his face.
His hand gripped tighter for a moment before using his free hand to take the brush from your hand. Releasing your arm he sat himself down on the bench to your vanity. The one he'd had made so that he could sit with you if he wanted to.
Grabbing a makeup wipe he fixed the smudge he'd caused across your face. Before using his free hand to grip under chin and pull you towards him. Softly guiding the red color over your top lip.
The hair stood on the back of your neck, you weren't scared but something was off. Dabi wasn't angry. What was this?
He cupped his hands so he held your head within his palms. Slowly turning your head one way, then the other.
"Dabi…" you want him to speak. Say something. Give you a hint as to what he's feeling.
"Gotta make sure you look pretty." He stated in his disinterested monotone. You bring your hands up to grip his wrists, wanting to calm him. You pull your bottom lip between your teeth, trying to think of how to break this tension.
His thumb presses under your lip, pulling your lip between your teeth.
"Careful Mouse, you'll undo all of the hard work you're putting in for that hero."
You knit your brows working through his words.
"Dabi." You repeat his name, lecturing yourself for not paying closer attention. He wasn't uncomfortable that you were going to be somewhere with so many people surrounding you. Relying on others to keep you safe while he wasn't by your side.
He was jealous.
His lip lifted, sneering down at you before moving his thumb to press the middle of your lips before swiping them, pushing the color back across your cheek.
"Don't." He says quietly.
"Don't what?" You ask, wanting the air to clear of the tension building around you.
He doesn't answer, his hand moving too fast, gripping the back of your head, his fingers twisting into the roots of your hair. Pulling your head back, exposing your throat to him.
"So pretty." He says quietly to himself before he bends his head down to your now vulnerable throat. His tongue swiping up on side before his lips kiss under your ear. His teeth nip at your soft skin, while he sucks a mark in a place so visible.
He catches his breath when he pulls away with a pop, releasing you just to turn your head and mark you on the other side.
He doesn't stop with the first two, he marks you all over your neck before kissing his way up and gives you playful bites along your jaw before devouring your mouth with his own. His tongue invading your mouth, teeth biting at your lips harshly.
Reaching down you feel his warm palms sliding under your dress, kneading at your thighs while he lifts the dress slowly up your body until he can grip you under thighs and pull you up over to him so your trapped on his lap.
His hands pull at the dress until you hear the tear of fabric. Dabi is no longer holding himself back, there is no gentleness in his movements. You feel the cool air settle on your body as he's ripped it up the middle.
His hand intertwined in your scalp again as he forced you to arch back, pulling your hips towards him and stretching yourself out before him.
Putting yourself into the perfect position for him to be able to bring his mouth to your breasts, marking up the soft pillowy flesh just like he did your neck. His teeth scraping along your nipples, shooting a pain that caused your body to convulse, your pussy pressing into his straining cock. His hips buck into you at the contact. A moan breathed between your now bruised breasts. Your bra has peen pushed down and underneath each heavy tit. Pushing them up and into Dabis mouth.
His arms lift you again, this time turning you to face away from him, he pulls you back into his lap and uses his leg to lift your own turning you both so you no longer straddled the bench facing each other.
You release a yell as he pushes you forward with one hand and uses the other to hold at your hip and keeping you attached to him. You have to throw your hands out to catch yourself and the muscles in your thighs burn at the forced stretch.
You don't have time to tell Dabi it hurts before he's standing and untangling your legs and he's got you in a wheel barrow position and he sits back down, your legs no longer in a forced stretch but your legs spread, his hips keeping you from being able to close them.
Your shoulders start to burn at holding your upper body up, you can feel Dabi moving and when you look at where your bodies meet, you see his hands pulling his heavy cock out of his sweat pants. Fisting it before flexing his hip and running it through your now wet pussy. Gathering your own slick to help him glide in.
"If you're going to go, I want everyone to see where you belong Mouse." He grit out before pushing into your tight pussy. Throwing his head back as he slowly pushing into you, waiting until his hips touched your ass.
Biting your tongue to hold back your moan of pleasure, not wanting to give him the satisfaction of hear how much you love the feeling of him stretching you. Not while he's throwing a jealous tantrum.
"You can stay silent, your cunts dripping and telling me your dirty secrets anyway." He pulled almost all of the way out and harshly pushed himself back in, this time he doesn't hold back.
"Dabi!" You called out his name and finally give up on trying to hold yourself up, lowering yourself down to your elbows. Letting your cheek press into the carpet. Grunting with each of his thrusts.
"You'll leave her smelling of me, you'll feel me trickling down your leg every time you take a fucking step." His thrusts speed up and you fist the carpet under your hands. Feeling broken fibers tear from your own harsh grip.
"You'll wonder if he can smell me on you, you'll be with him but every movement will make you think of me."
His hips stutter and his hands gripped your waist too tightly, leaving behind fingerprint bruises. Adding to the marks he's already giving you across the top of your body. He holds himself in your welcoming walls and traps your clit between the knuckles of his first and middle finger.
Pulling and sending shocks of pleasure rocking through your body, pulsing his hips and pushing his cum further into your pussy.
"Give me what I want Mouse." He commands before rolling your clit between his thumb and first finger, the breath you take releasing all of the tension from your body.
Your thighs shaking around his waist and he opens his mouth in pleasure at the overstimulation of your cunt pulsing around his sensitive cock.
Gently he stands again, lifting your legs over the bench so he can bend to pick you up, twisting you so your sitting on him, legs wrapped around him, pressing your forehead to his shoulder while you struggled to even out your breathing.
His fingers work their way between your bodies as presses two inside your too sensitive pussy. He pumps them a few times before removing them, you can feel his cum leaking out onto his lap when his finger pull from your pulsing pussy.
He rubs his release under one ear and moves to do it to the other side. As if he were dabbing on perfume to your neck.
Leaning back he studies your face before lightly kissing your lips. Pulling back he holds up his cum covered fingers.
"Open baby."
You do, sucking on his long fingers as he rubs his finger tips across your tongue.
"You're going to taste me while you're gone too." He says, his eyes locked on his fingers fucking your mouth.
When he pulls them from your mouth he cups your face again with both hands.
"Don't." He repeats.
"What is it you don't want me to do? I can't help whatever is wrong with you if you don't tell me."
You assume he's going to tell you not to go, to stay. You want to stay, you want to comfort him. But you can't let this be something you ignore. This is your fresh start and you can't be weak.
"Dabi, you have to let me have this. This time." You say gently, rubbing his inner wrists with your thumbs. "I'll be back, you still have me. I chose you." You reassure him.
You turn your now flawed face into his palm.
"Don't make yourself up for him." He pulled your head towards his chest.
You release his wrist and wrap your arms around his torso. You've seen him jealous before but this is completely new.
"I wasn't daddy." You kiss at his palm, trying to infuse your love for him into the kiss. "Just trying to fit in."
He softens his touches, leaning his face down to press his forehead to yours.
"It's hard for me to let you leave, every instinct in me wants to keep you locked away with me."
It's still an adjustment to have him be so open with you. He no longer disguises his care for you with possession. He shows his fear to you now.
"As tempting as that is, you know we can't do that. Not if we want to last." He seems to have calmed enough for reason to seep back in.
"I ripped your pretty dress." Sanity seemed to be working its way back.
"Will you help me get a new one on?" You ask. You might still be going when he doesn't want you too, but he might feel better about it if he chooses what you'll wear out.
He nods and carries you towards the bathroom, setting you down in front of the sink and you make the mistake of looking in the mirror.
Your make up is smeared all over your face, black is smudged around your eyes, read is pressed all over your jaw and cheeks.
Grabbing a washcloth you wash all of the make up off your face, once your face is clean you run it under the hot water again. Twisting the cloth to rid it of excess water you move to wash your neck.
Dabis hand rips the towel from your grip and he tosses it to the side. Pinking you against the counter. You have to look at him through the mirror in order to keep eye contact.
"I meant what I said, I want every step you take to remind you of me."
Looks like you weren't going to be washing your neck.
"I shouldn't have ruined your make up. But I can't let you wipe me off of you."
He helps you dress again, and you're shocked to see it's a dress similar to the one you had been wearing. You thought he'd pick something longer, he helps slide a pair of underwear. He doesn't let you wash him off from there either. Trapping his cum inside you, its only escape is into the cotton of your panties.
You could excuse yourself to the bathroom when you get to the restaurant with Bakugou but you know you won't. You'll come home and show Dabi you wore him for the hours you weren't by his side.
He didn't hover as you replaced the make up on your face once more and his face was a mask of calm as he dropped you off.
When Bakugou hugged you when you walked in your mind spun, wondering if he could smell Dabi on you.
Even when you weren't near him, he really did have a talent at making sure he was the primary focus of your thoughts.
You didn't have the feeling of being watched, you couldn't always feel when his eyes were on you. So really all in all, he was getting better bit by bit.
Lucky for him you'd grown to crave his possessiveness. You're already imagining how he's going to reward you when you get home and he sees how good you were for him. Wearing his cum on your body, waiting for him to wash it off you
Afterword
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