Izukus POV

I sat in class fidgetting with my pin. Aizawa stared at me making me just more anxious. "Midoriya see me after class." He spoke. This reminded me of that one sub. My eyes widened and i yelled. "No!" Aizawas eyes widen I had never raised my voice.

"Problem child are you okay..?" He walked over to me and placed a hand on my shoulder. I slapped his hand away and activated my quirk. "GET BACK! I'M NOT QUIRKLESS AMD HELPLESS ANYMORE!" Aizawas eyes widened as he stared at me. "Problem child... talk to me please.." I shouted. "NO YOU ARE JUST TRYING TO R*PE ME JUST LIKE EVEYRONE ELSE!..." Aizawas eyes widened more as he pulled me close with his binding cloth.

"P-Problem child please speak to me I dont wanna hurt you..." He erased my quirk as i was in tears.

"Midoriya" "(Uh, yeah?)"

"Right this way please, Midoriya"

"What can I do for you today?"

"Yeah, I just need something to take this edge off and I'll be on my way"

"Well, I can't just give them to you" "(What the fuck? why not?)"

"Why don't you take a seat and we'll hava a little chat?"

"Every single day it breaks me to pieces

I've tasted defeat at the feet of my demons

I'm such a fucking waste of achievement

I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it

'Cause Lord, I know I ain't been no saint

But tell me what I did to deserve this pain

Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt

When all I ever did was put everybody first"

"(And how does that make you feel?)"

"These days I just don't feel shit

I don't feel a thing at all, I don't feel like I exist

That's why I need my fix, so I can just feel something

How do you describe the word empty?

Try to describe the word nothing

Wait, fuck that

Use my name as a definition

Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission

I'm sick of it, losing myself, I'm sick of it

Take my fingerprints, you'll see how little the percentages is

I've given it my all

I've given it my all and so much more

But everybody still walking out that door

I've given it my all

It's getting to the point where it's sad as fuck

I've given it my all, but it's not enough, it's not enough

The sleeping pills don't work, the healing pills don't work

I still feel pain with pain pills, now those same pills don't work

If I don't get a couple perks, I'm about to go berzerk

I swear to god nobody can fix this shit, not even the church

Now tell me what good would a pastor do?

Except be mad at you, and tell you that you sinned a bunch of times

But I've forgiven you

You know they won't admit it, and god himself is forbid it

But it's probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed"

"(And how does that make...)"

"Ask me one more time how the fuck I feel

I'ma fucking lose my mind

Step aside I need the pills

Step aside I need the Xannies

Step aside I need the Vicodin, and I'll be on my way

So I can just get back to my life again

You do not give a shit

Stop pretending, stop lying

'Cause to you I'm just a check, bitch, just a dollar sign

Another vaycay with the kids, hubby couldn't be prouder

And all you had to do was ask me how I feel for an hour

See, that's the problem with pretentious technicalities

You preach insanity, and then expect my weekly salary?

So tell me who's the crazy person now, bitch

And yet you think you qualified to treat me? Shit

I've given it my all

I've given it my all and so much more

But everybody still walking out that door

I've given it my all

It's getting to the point where it's sad as fuck

I've given it my all, but it's not enough, it's not enough

Man, I came up a long way

Just a young Jozi n*gga

Bullet at my temple

Afraid I might pull this trigger

It's fucking anxiety

Fucking anxiety

My demons are callin' and sayin' they want whatever's inside of me

I'ma give it to 'em (Hell, yeah)

I'ma give 'em all of it

Used to be a smooth operetor

Now it's the opposite

Anxiety

Oh, big time, anxiety, yeah

I feel it swimmin' through my veins

I'm afraid I might get the blade

Make a slit and let the blood spill out

Anxiety

Oh, big time, anxiety"

(Song lyrics by BMike)

Everyone stared at me and I ran out crying. I ran to the roof. Thats where i went when i was stressed. I scrolled through my phone and saw that th sub who did it was released. "What... H-he barely served two years..!" I was done. These heroes naver cared did they. Then those words replayed in my head. "If you really wanna be a hero there might be another way, prya you'll be born with a quirk in your next life then take a swan dive off the roof of the building."

I smiled as tears rolled down my cheeks. I stood over the edge and smiled letting myself fall. Before I knew it i felt weak as if Ofa was taken from me. "Its better this way." I thought. I smiled a bit as I fell and hit the ground. I woke up in thw hospital and the doctor looked surprised. "... your awake Mr Midoriya.." I looked down. "Please tell them i died on impact..." The doctors eyes widened. "But..." I pulled out 500¥ and handed it to him he nodded and went out telling them i didnt make it. I could hear the crying and i stopped myself from walking out there.

I climbed down the building and wandered off keeping my hood up and my face hidden. When i stumbled upon an 'abandoned' factory. I assumed itnwould be the perfect place to live temporarily. I wemt inside snd saw it was a hideout for villains.

"..." I tried to sneak put but before i could AFO was behind me smirking. "Well good to see you. Son."