AN: Hello. Thank you for the feedback on the last chapter appreciated it. I hope you enjoy chapter three and I'll see you soon. This chapter follows the first day of tour rehearsals and shows Elle and the guys getting closer. Please let me know what you think.
It felt like my eyelids weighed 10 pounds each as I shuffled into Rocque Records. It was 8 am and the first day of tour rehearsals I wanted to get there early to make a good impression. I took my sunglasses off and smiled at Logan when I walked into the studio
"Morning."
"Hey." He waved happily. "You're here early."
"I could say the same, I just want to make a good impression." I sipped my coffee. "Where are the guys?"
Logan looked exasperated. "James is making an organic coffee run, Carlos went with him to get an energy drink and Kendall is sulking somewhere. So you know just a normal day at the office."
"It could be worse, they could be a washed up pop star." I joked, trying to ignore his comment about Kendall. "But having them in different places when they need to be here works too."
Logan scooted over so I could sit. "You're not washed up. Kendall was a dick to you, the guys and I are happy to have you here."
"Well tell that to Kendall. I think he missed the memo." I laughed, causing Logan to smile. "But seriously thank you for being so welcoming I appreciate it."
"Anytime, everyone makes mistakes right?"
I just gave him a tired smile and tried to wake myself up. It was nice to know that Logan, James, and Carlos had no issues with me being on tour and they recognized that Kendall was being rude. I took another drink letting the caffeine slowly wake me up. I scrolled through my ScuttleButter and sent some love to the fans who were excited about the tour. When I looked up a few minutes later, I saw James and Carlos walking in with a drink carrier full of coffees.
"Hey, guys."
"Morning." Carlos greeted through a large yawn.
James smiled. "Morning Elle."
"I see you found coffee." I joked pointing to the cups he was carrying. "Do you just not sleep?"
"Oh no, I was just feeling generous. Here's your tea grandpa." He handed one of the cups to Logan who shook his head.
"Billions of people prefer tea." He reminded taking the cup. "But thank you."
"One's mine and here's Kendall's. I bought you one too but I see you already have coffee." He said sheepishly. "I didn't know what to get you so I just picked something."
"I never say no to coffee, so I'll gladly take it off your hands." I took the iced coffee from the tray. "Thanks, James."
James winked back at me. "No problem, anytime."
"Oh, so he's getting you coffee now? What's next, a back rub?"
We all turned to see Kendall standing in the doorway looking irritated. It was too early for any of his petty drama so I just took a large drink and pointed to the last cup.
"He got you coffee."
Kendall took the cup from the table. "I'm his friend, there's a difference."
"So is she." James defended, pointing to me. "Give it a rest."
He just mumbled and sat across the room. I rolled my eyes at him before turning to the rest of the guys. They all seemed so nice, how did they spend time with Kendall willingly?
"So the fans seem pretty stoked for the tour," Carlos said excitedly. "You're going to be working on new stuff on the road right?"
"That's the plan. I have some stuff written already but I'm excited to see what Gustavo thinks of it. You guys are working on a new album too right?"
"The fifth one which is crazy. We've never recorded on the road before though." Logan answered. "We have a whole separate bus for it."
"I recorded my last album on tour. It's weird because when I listen back to the track all I can think of is where I was. It's nice though you can just get an idea down right then and there." As much as I loved performing, the actual songwriting was my favorite part. "We should work on something together, even if it's just for fun."
Before any of them could answer, Liz, Gustavo and Kelly came sweeping into the room.
"Good morning guys, it's nice to see you all here so early," Kelly said passing around a handout. "This is just a brief overview of what we hope to accomplish today."
I skimmed over the sheet and it was all fairly routine before tour stuff. The guys were going to approve some of the final stage designs and refresh their choreography. I was doing an album planning session with Gustavo and Liz. And the five of us were doing an interview to promote the tour and create some buzz. It was the last thing on the list that caught my eye.
Discuss duet and potential ideas.
"What duet is happening? I didn't know about this." I held up the sheet of paper.
Liz just looked smug. "Well, it's funny you mentioned working with the guys just now. I negotiated a duet for you to increase your exposure."
"And by negotiating she means I decided it was good for you and the dogs to have something to get fans excited while you record your albums." Gustavo corrected. "We want you and the hockeyheads to have something to sing on stage."
"So you and Kendall are going to be working on a new song together."
This was one of those moments that made me want to look around for hidden cameras. It was like a cheesy love story a fan would write. Boy meets girl, they hate each other, they sing a song and fall in love. This was bullshit. At the same time, Kendall and I both stood up and protested.
"Liz you can't be serious."
"Honestly, Gustavo why can't she just sing with one of them?"
Liz held up her hand. "Enough. After your little fight yesterday Gustavo and I decided we can't risk any bad media attention for either of you."
"So I have to sing with her?" Kendall questioned. "Why?"
"Simple," Gustavo explained. "It's known you don't like Jett, so in theory, you don't like her. Which apparently is true, and this will quell any rumors that may pop up if you two keep being rude to each to each other."
I wrinkled my nose. "Is anyone a fan of Jett though?"
"I'm not the one who fucked him on a bathroom sink," Kendall smirked. "Just saying."
"Not that it's any of your business," I muttered. "It was one time."
"Also you're the de facto leader of Big Time Rush. You're in a public relationship so we won't have to deal with any dating rumors between you two. We can just focus on your more mature sound and Elle's comeback."
As much as it sickened me, it wasn't the worst plan I had ever heard. Much of my last tour had been surrounded by rumors that I was dating Jett. Which of course had been true but it still took away focus from my album. I glanced over at Kendall who was pouting and looked at me like I was disease ridden.
"Dating rumors, why would I ever want to date her?"
"And who says I'd want to date you?" I shot back. "Don't flatter yourself."
Kendall narrowed his eyes. "You have a point, I've already seen your sex tape so there's really nothing left to see. Why would I need to date you?"
I didn't know what to say so I turned away. Having him see that he made me upset was the last thing I wanted, so I swallowed the lump in my throat and collected myself. Just as I turned back around I saw Carlos roll his eyes and shove him a bit.
"Seriously?" He questioned, raising his eyebrows.
Kendall just shrugged, so I decided to be professional.
"When do you want it done by? Are we writing it?"
Liz seemed secretly relieved that I hadn't snapped back at Kendall. If someone had to be an asshole it should be him, he was the one with the problem.
"Before the tour starts, and preferably in time to be recorded and released," Gustavo was seemingly unbothered by Kendall. "And you need to write most of it so it looks good for the media."
"But the studios get the final say in what the final product is," Liz interjected. "Something flirty, but not too flirty is what we're going for."
"We want it to be something you can sing in the car too. Perfect for the summer."
I nodded, already thinking of where I could go with this. I looked to Kendall who was irritated.
"Well if you want to sit down and talk about it let me know."
He squinted at me. "And why are you making all the decisions?"
"Because this is going on my album. I want it to be good." I explained coolly "And someone has to be a mature adult about this Kendall."
Kendall just grumbled and went back to where he was sitting. I gave them all a smile and acted like nothing had happened.
"I'll get you a rough draft in a few days."
Gustavo had agreed to help produce my album while we were on tour this summer. It was a beneficial arrangement for both of us, I was getting a big producer to help with my comeback. This would hopefully get my album more buzz and get people interested. In return, I had agreed to tour with Big Time Rush and help them find a more mature audience. It was about time too, they were all in their early 20s, the boy band thing was getting old. It had been Gustavo's idea to record on the road because I would perform new songs live. This would get more people to come to a concert and get people who couldn't, excited to buy the album to hear the studio version. I had been excited about this plan until Kendall reacted how he did. But having the rest of the guys be supportive made it better. It was just one tour and I'd do whatever it took to get back out there. Back to doing what I loved.
The day went smoothly after Kendall and I had argued. Luckily for me, the guys were spending most the morning with Kelly to go over the set designs. So I was free to plan and brainstorm my album with Gustavo and Liz. It felt good to be busy with something I loved. After the Jett incident, I had taken a hiatus from performing and writing. I had been too mortified to even think about being creative. Gustavo, despite being short-tempered around BTR, was actually pretty chill when it came to my album. We were all seated in Gustavo's office. The walls were black and a seemingly endless amount of awards lined the shelves behind him. Liz and I sat in front of his desk and I took down careful notes and ideas I had.
"Listen, it's no secret you can write songs." He started. "What direction are you thinking of going in?"
I cleared my throat nervously. "Well, maybe less of the party girl vibe and more mature. Still fun and everything just pulled back a little bit."
"Now Elle you know that pop dance music is the cornerstone of your fanbase. You can't abandon that." Liz reminded.
My heart sank a little, it was true what she said but I wanted to branch out. I blew my bangs out of my face and tried to reason with her.
"I know." I backpedaled a bit. "I'm just saying, what if I try to write more emotional songs? I won't make the whole album that but at least a few. I'm 22, I'm not 16 anymore. Besides I thought we were trying to redeem the 'wild child' image."
"Keyword: redeem not abandon. Listen, we'll see what happens on the road. If you come up with something really good, we'll see if we can make it work."
I scribbled on the edge of my notepad, this was Liz's way of saying it probably wouldn't happen. "Fine. So what are we doing about Kendall being a dick?"
"Elle!"
I just waved her off and locked eyes with Gustavo. "Well? I'm not dealing with his misogynistic crap all summer."
"You're not wrong. I'll say something to him and have the rest of the hockeyheads keep an eye on him." He bargained. "If it gets worse, I'll put something in his contract."
"Good." I was satisfied with this for the moment. "Now, how many songs am I writing on this album?"
Liz looked over her notes. "Most of them. Gustavo will assist and write the majority of one or two. But having your name in the songwriting credits is a big deal."
For once I felt genuinely happy. Liz was a good manager overall and was always willing to go to bat for me. It was just, that sometimes I got a little too much tough love her or she was too focused on profits and not the art.
"Sweet." I read through the bullet points I had jotted down. "So, I'm writing most of the album and getting a few emotional, real songs on the album?"
"And doing the duet with Kendall."
I rolled my eyes at this. "Fine, but I get an extra song that I want on the album no matter what."
Liz and Gustavo glanced at each other and then both groaned. "Fine, deal."
"Excellent." I grinned.
Finally having some say in what was happening with my career after 4 long years of being told what to sing and what to right felt liberating. If suffering through a duet with Kendall for one summer was what I had to do in order for my real voice to be heard I'd do it.
"You should get to the studio for a break soon. It's going to be short because Madison Michelle from Backstage Access is coming at 1."
After finishing up a few details I found my way back to the studio, happy to have a few minutes to decompress. Lunch was being catered so I made myself a plate and I found a seat between Carlos and Logan.
"So how's the stage looking?"
"Elle it's so sick," Carlos exclaimed through a mouth full of food.
"So is you talking with your mouth full." Logan grimaced. "But it is pretty sick, you should see the sketches when you have a chance."
It was weird to see a band who was so involved with everything from start to finish. Since signing with Condor Records 5 years ago, my life had been nothing but being told what to do and when to do it. Sure I wrote most of my songs but only after the label told me what to write about there was a clear formula to my albums. Two big pop numbers that would be singles, a handful of dance tracks about being drunk or partying, a breakup song even if I hadn't been seeing anyone and then one self-esteem boosting song. And there it was, an Elle Harper album, each one the same as the last. I was grateful for the chances I had been given, even if I felt stifled.
James sat across from me and grinned. "Hey, how the album planning go?"
"Pretty good, I think I talked Liz into letting me have more control over this album."
"That's awesome, I'm sure it'll be really good." He smirked a little. "And if you ever want to collaborate I'm always game."
I couldn't help but flirt back when Kendall walked in. "I'm sure we'd sound amazing together."
Kendall scowled. "Seriously, you're all over my friends now?"
Carlos put an arm around me. "Who says we're not all over her?"
"We know how to have a good time and she's giving us advice on how to sound more mature." Logan faked an innocent look. "She's full of good ideas."
The look on Kendall's face as his three bandmates and I joked around was priceless. I couldn't tell if he thought we were serious but having them stick up for me meant a lot. I winked at Logan and then looked back to Kendall who sat at the end of the table, looking frustrated. Soon we dissolved into laughter but I smiled to myself, they were all so nice to me, it was a change from everyone assuming I was easy because of what happened with Jett.
"We're bonding with our tourmate," James told Kendall a few minutes later. "You should too, we're spending the next four months with her."
Kendall just glanced at me and met my eye. "We're working on the song together, right?"
It was clear he wanted to say something more but he held back. I wondered if Liz and Gustavo had talked to him already. Surprised by his civility, I just gave him a thumbs up.
"Yeah. We should schedule some time to start working on it but we have a few weeks."
He stabbed at his food. "Just let me know."
There wasn't exactly enthusiasm in his voice but I would take forced professionalism over judgment any day. We finished our lunch and the other guys and I took the time to get to know each other. We had crossed paths at award shows and events but this was the first time we actually sat down and talked. They were all really nice and it turned out we had things in common, Carlos and I had the same tour habits and liked horror movies, Logan and I both kept a clean bus, and James and I both had a soft spot for older bands like the Beach Boys and Beatles. Getting to know them was nice, I had done tours with other artists who hadn't been the friendliest.
"So how did you get discovered anyway?" Carlos asked.
"I sent demos to almost every label when I was 16. Eventually, Dani, my label head, heard my demo and signed me. She took the label over from her dad and wanted more female artists. It's nothing too glamorous."
That was the glossed over version of what happened. The truth was I had come out here after bouncing around in foster homes for almost 5 years. My aunt had finally won custody of me and I lived with her. The situation had been only a slight improvement over foster care and I knew I wasn't going to be sticking around for it to get worse. So I had sent demos out hoping that somebody, anybody would sign me and get me out. It was why I was so willing to play along with the party girl image, it kept me on the label. But I wasn't ready to share those details just yet. I rubbed the back of my neck and switched the focus onto them.
"What about you guys?"
Logan sighed dramatically. "Well, James wanted to audition so we scrambled to where it was happening. He got nervous and made us go in front of him, Gustavo didn't like him. So Kendall stood up to him and he wanted to sign Kendall as a solo act. But he turned him down because he liked hockey better. James was pissed for days."
"And then," Carlos interrupted. "Kendall said he wouldn't go record demos unless Gustavo signed us as a group."
"So here we are years later. All thanks to Kendall being stubborn."
I raised an eyebrow and looked at them and then at Kendall. He was focused on his phone and I could picture him being stubborn but certainly not friendly.
"So let me get this straight. You all sing, play hockey and are hot and sometimes Kendall does something nice for other people?"
"Yes, yes, I'm definitely hot," James smirked at the at his answer. "Oh, and most of the time he isn't a total tool."
I looked back over at him. "You guys are just full of surprises."
"So this is just a quick interview to promote the tour and show all of you together," Kelly explained. "Madison Michele isn't that hard of an interviewer but keep it positive."
Kendall just nodded after receiving a pointed look. "Sure, whatever."
"Dude cheer up, we're going on tour." James' face was bright. "It'll be a good time."
We had moved into the studio and were waiting for Madison to show up. I was quiet as I adjusted the tight crop top Liz made me change into. I fixed my hair and touched up my makeup. I looked over my shoulder at the guys who hadn't needed to change and gave them a dramatic grin.
"Am I camera ready?"
Carlos teasingly gave a low whistle. "Most definitely."
"I think our audience will see that we're mature." Logan offered. "You look pretty."
I shook my head. "You're all too gentlemanly."
"Did you lose the bottom half of your shirt?"
Behind us, Kendall looked annoyed at his friends' flirting. He took a look at me and sneered a little.
"And then there's Kendall." I deadpanned. "Apparently I spoke too soon."
James snorted and pulled me to his side. "He's just jealous you're spending time with us."
"And why would I spend time with her? I like it when people have a brain in their head and can make an impression with their clothes on."
"I play two instruments and write all my own lyrics. I'm not an idiot." I snapped back. "And as for what I'm wearing, it shouldn't matter."
Kendall crossed the room and stared at me. "Oh because writing a song about being drunk is hard?"
"Don't act like you know the first thing about me. It's rude and you have no idea what you talking about you're a stranger."
He scanned my body and then back at my face. His eyes would have actually been a nice shade of green if they hadn't been full of disdain and judgment.
"Well let's keep it that way."
"Fine by me, Kendork."
An awkward silence hung in the air and no one said anything as I sat down on the far side of the couch. Logan sat next to me and gave me a sympathetic pat on the shoulder.
"You okay?"
"Fine, trust me. I've been called a lot worse, he's just irritating."
"You know I can hear you?"
"That's kind of the point." I shot back.
Before he could respond Madison Michele from Backstage Access walked in. Behind her, Liz gestured for me to smile. Despite my foul mood I perked up and shook her hand. I could be professional for 10 minutes it wouldn't kill me.
But apparently, professionalism was a death sentence to Kendall. He made a big deal about having to sit in the middle of the couch with me. I wasn't thrilled either but I knew it looked better for the optics. I was dead center between all four of them. Right between Kendall and Carlos. Once we had our microphones attached to our shirts and the cameras were rolling Madison turned to us.
"I'm Madison Michele and I'm here at Rocque Records for an exclusive sneak peek of the hottest tour of the summer. I'm here with Big Time Rush and their opening act Elle Harper. Hey guys."
We all said hello and Madison wasted no time looking through her note cards.
"When you announced this tour yesterday it's safe to say that people freaked out. Everyone at Backstage Access is a huge fan of both of you. But this is such an unusual pairing tell me how did you two touring together come about?"
"Well we're all big fans of Elle and our new album has a more mature sound to it," Logan replied, giving me a smile. "So it felt like a no-brainer to have Elle who has an older fanbase to join us."
Madison turned to me. "So you must be excited to be touring again. This is your first tour after your break early last year. How's it feel?"
"It's really exciting to get back out on the road. I've missed performing and my fans." I made sure to keep my tone bright and upbeat. "And touring with these guys doesn't hurt either."
James nodded and pointed to me. "Yeah having Elle on the tour is going to be really cool we're both going to be recording while we're on the road."
"Oh really? So we can expect new music from BTR and Elle Harper this summer?"
"Absolutely. We're going to be performing songs as we write them on the road." Carlos explained like Kelly had instructed him earlier. "So it's going to be new songs at different shows, fans who come to the shows will get an exclusive look at what we've been working on.
Behind Madison, I saw Gustavo look at Kendall and then point at me. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Kendall took a deep breath and closed his eyes for a second before speaking up.
"And Elle and I are working on a duet that I think is going to be really good." He sounded excited and he smiled at me. "We can't wait for everyone to hear it."
Madison nodded, clearly oblivious to any tension between us.
"We're hoping you guys will hear it before tour starts. Kendall and I have been having so fun writing it, haven't we?" I gave him a sweet grin and batted my eyelashes. "He's such a nice guy to work with."
Kendall ground his teeth. "Yeah, Elle's great to work with. It's nice to see she still has talent left, especially after last year."
I was surprised he was this rude, but luckily Carlos threw an arm around me. My face was warm and I felt too embarrassed to look up from my lap.
"She's stuck with us for almost 50 tour dates." He said quickly. "Tickets go on sale next week on both of our websites, we want to sell out as many arenas as possible."
"Well, my fans are clearly going to buy more tickets than your fans." I taunted, hoping to keep the interview away from the topic of the Jett incident. "What do you think Madison?"
She looked at Kendall who seemed disinterested but then to me and Carlos.
"I'm on Team Elle for that one." She joked. "So all of you but Kendall are single can we expect a Big Time Romances between you and any of these guys?"
My face was pinched as I gave an uncomfortable laugh. Just because we were single and I did what I did with Jett, didn't mean I was constantly on the search for a guy. I almost said something snarky but Liz pretended to zip her lips, so I bit my tongue.
"Well." I chuckled, clearing my throat. "They're all really nice I'm not really looking for anything like that right now. But who knows what could happen?"
"We've all seen what she can do so it won't take long," Kendall muttered.
I shook my head trying not to elbow him in the ribs. I shifted and looked to Logan who was on the other side of Carlos and winked. "Although Madison, you might be onto something. They are pretty cute."
"So what does the first day of tour rehearsal include?" She didn't dwell on what Kendall said.
Thankfully the rest of the interview was more focused on the tour and not our personal lives.
"I spent the morning brainstorming some ideas about my album. And I'm going to try to figure out some lyrics later."
"And what are you guys up to?"
"We finalized the stage designs which was exciting," James answered. "And then after this, we're going to go over some dance moves."
"That sounds awesome. Now just one more question, what are you guys looking forward to this summer?"
"Getting back and seeing the fans is something I think we're all pretty excited about, right guys?" Kendall asked.
"Yeah, it's been awhile since we toured in the US so it'll be nice to see those fans," Carlos added on. "And we're working on a more mature sound so it will be exciting for them to hear it."
"And what about you Elle?"
I was silent for a moment trying to think of the best way to answer her question.
"Seeing the fans for sure. But I also think showing a different side of me is going to be a nice change of pace." I gave her an actual smile. "I think that I've grown a lot this past year and I want to share that."
She turned to the camera. "You've heard it here. It sounds like the Big Time Rush and Elle Harper tour is going to be the show of the summer. I'm Madison Michele and this is Backstage Access."
After the interview was over we took a picture with her and filmed a quick promo for the show's website. Once she was gone I turned to Kendall, letting my professional attitude fade.
"What the hell was that?" I demanded. "She still has talent left? It won't take long?"
Kendall gave me a large smile and stared at me with big eyes. When he placed his hand on my shoulder I took a step back.
"Kendall and I have been having so much fun." He mimicked, his voice was high pitched and he batted his eyes. "He's so great to work with."
"I was acting professional and acted like I don't think you're rude. It's called being an adult."
He huffed. "It just shows how fake you are. You were trying to make me look bad."
"Oh, and you didn't do the same thing to me? You know, believe it or not, I do have emotions."
"Fine, you want me to be professional? You can have it but don't drag the rest of us down when you mess something up again."
When he stormed out of the room I folded my arms across my chest and sniffed. This certainly was workplace harassment or at the very least completely unprofessional. All I had left to do today was work on song lyrics. I grabbed my bag and made a move to leave the room when James stepped in front of me.
"Come on where are you going?" His voice was soft.
"H-Home. I have to work on lyrics for that stupid fucking duet."
Logan looked out the door and then back at me. "He's being an asshole, we all saw it. It's wrong and disgusting and we're not okay with it."
"Why does he hate me?" I cringed at my own question, I sounded so sappy and dramatic. "Trust me I've heard worse from other people but it's annoying. Is it because of Jett? I know he hates him but we're two different people."
Carlos sighed. "Who the hell knows? Sometimes people rub him the wrong way at first. He's a good guy I swear but what he's doing is shitty. But please don't go, we all like you. We're excited to have you tour with us."
"He's right, Kendall will either warm up to you or not," James reassured me. "But either way he's not going to be an asshole to you around us."
"Thank you, guys. That really means a lot. I don't mean to be so dramatic about all of this." I said quickly. "I literally just want to tour and write this album, not cause drama."
"Kendall is the dramatic one," Logan promised. "You should stay and watch us dance. I bet you Kendall fucks up."
Half of my face pulled up into a smile. "That does sound pretty nice."
"See it'll be great. We can piss him off and show him we like you." James pulled me to his side. "And more importantly we can impress you."
As we walked into the dance studio I shook my head. "My heroes. However will I choose one of you?"
"Who says you have to choose?" Carlos smirked. "We do have all summer."
I gave a short laugh and shoved him. "Go dance so I can laugh at you guys."
They went to go stretch and I sat in the corner of the room. I watched them all for a few minutes as they went over a few steps with the instructor. But eventually I tuned out the music and I let my mind wander to this duet. The idea of having to sing with Kendall was disgusting but I sure as hell wasn't going to let him fuck up this song. If you wanted something done right you had to do it yourself.
"Flirty," I told myself. "Pretend it's not Kendall."
As I looked at him I could see why people thought he was attractive. He was tall, was decently fit and could sing. Of course, all of that was buried under his personality but it wasn't entirely unreasonable to think he wasn't ugly. He had nice eyes too but whenever he even so much as glanced in my direction they narrowed, full of judgment.
"You're a stranger but there's something in your eyes you act like you know me."
I jotted it down, it wasn't exactly comeback song material but I liked how it sounded. When I looked back up the guys were working on a foot shuffle. They were actually all good dancers, not that I was surprised but it came easily to them. I watched as they did at full tempo and Kendall tripped over his own feet.
I snorted and watched as he stumbled forward. I couldn't help but laugh, after dealing with his mood all day seeing him mess up was satisfying. He looked over and the corner of his mouth quirked up in a smile for a second before he rolled his eyes at me. I looked away for a second and then looked back, hoping to see it again. I caught him as he glanced over to see if I was watching. His face flushed and he went back to focusing on his feet.
Good, I thought. Let him be uncomfortable. I had just as much of a right to be on this tour as he did. I wasn't going to let a few comments and passing judgment stop me from doing what I enjoyed. He wasn't going to make me feel this way. AfterJett no one would ever make me feel weak or pathetic. Especially, not Kendall Knight.
AN:How will Elle and Kendall cope with their duet? What do you think of her growing friendship with BTR? The next chapter will follow a bit more of tour prep but the tour will start soon. This fic is a slow burn but starts picking up soon. I hope you enjoyed and leave some cool feedback. Thanks!
