BPOV

So the younger generation was on this small island not far from their hometown today. Edward's family owned this island. This was a good reminder about how fucking rich he was! I mean, who owns an island!

Alice wanted to have a crazy day with Jasper and their siblings, cousins and friends without having any interference from the kids or the older generation. So that's why we all were in this huge villa on this island, planning to get drunk and wasted! I love how the rich people could come up with random lavish reasons to spend their money!

During the whole day, Edward didn't leave my side even for a minute, and we had a lot of fun with everyone!

I guess he was right.

It didn't make any sense for us to fight because of any kind of outside influences.

The only thing that should matter was what we wanted, and it was slowly becoming clear to me what I really wanted.

I wanted... him!

I hoped he felt the same way because it's going to shatter me if he didn't!

"We're missing Edward!" I said once we boarded the boat in the evening, "I think he was with Emmett."

He was helping everyone with putting everything back on the boat.

"Oh!" Rosalie shouted, "Is Edward there?"

"Yeah, he's here," Alice shouted back from another boat.

"Oh, looks like he's on another boat," I said.

"Do you want to go there?" Rosalie said, "Or are you fine here considering it's a short trip?"

"Yeah, I'm fine here!" I said.

And I'd have remained fine if I had found out after reaching back that he was not on the other boat!

He was still on the island, and so was Angela!

"Oh so sorry! I thought it was Edward, but it was Riley! They both are wearing similar stupid t-shirt!" Alice said.

I didn't believe her! I doubted if she really had a misunderstanding!

Did they plan for this?

Why would they do that?

This was insane!

"It's already too dark and it's not recommended to go back as per the weather forecast, Bella. We need to wait till tomorrow," Emmett said.

What?

So what if he was going to be there with Angela for tonight?

That didn't mean anything, right?

So what if he had to spend a night with her?

That didn't really mean anything, right?

But what if it did?

What if they rekindled their romance?

I felt like I was going crazy!

After my self-realization from today morning, I doubted if I would be able to take this lightly!

He was... mine!

Only mine!

I needed to open up about my feelings to him.

We needed to 'talk' as soon as we were back home.

But what if I was too late for this talk?

What if he was having a 'talk' with Angela right now?

And what if it wasn't just a 'talk'?

What if he was kissing her right now?

No!

Stop!

"Don't be too stressed," Rosalie said, "Try to get some sleep. He will be here tomorrow!" She smiled.

Was it okay if I punched her on the face and broke her teeth?

Stop!

You're going crazy, I told myself.

But I couldn't help myself.

I came up with several scenarios in my head, and none of those scenarios did me any favor!

This would certainly go down as one of the worst nights of my life!

But finally it was fucking morning and I went with Emmett, Rosalie, Alice and Jasper to get them back from the island!

I couldn't gauge his expressions when I saw him.

He wasn't exactly looking at me.

He looked as if he hadn't gotten any sleep.

He looked sad and defeated, but at the same time he looked pissed off!

Him being pissed off made sense, but why did he look sad? That didn't make any sense!

"Bella... I'm really, really sorry!" He said as soon as I reached near him.