Kairi pov.

I was still shocked at the shop we were in but Namine dragged me all around not feeling a little shy. I hold a small black fabric that Namine handed me over telling me that it would look great on me. I hold it up and I gulped a little. "Namine this isn't covering anything?" I whispered yelled and she laughed. "It's not for you to wear on daily base, It is for having fun with Riku." she touched my nose. "what!" I said and my face grew red again. "Namine, I told you I don't want that to happen anymore!" She waved her hand. "We will see about that when you're drunk again." I blinked a few times and followed her again.

After a hour what felt like days we walked outside the shop. Both holding a bag with some things in it. Namine kept on telling me I should buy it because it could come in handy in the future and I couldn't say no to her. So yes I bought a full set black lace and I don't even know what to do with it. We walked over to another store but this was just shoes. I let out a small sigh of relief and we both went inside. Namine needed some new sneakers so I sat on a small bench waiting while Namine showed the shoes she thought looked good. She ended up buying three pair and I bought two new pair as well. Happy with my new shoes and the other bag that still was weird for me to have.

When I was with Zack I never thought of this stuff not even Rikku tried to convince me to buy this type of clothes. But now I think about it why would she. I don't even know how long they have been meeting up behind my back.

"Are you hungry? Because i'm starving!" Namine pulled me back to reality and I agreed with her. We stopped at a lunchroom and ordered a sandwich with some coffee. Namine was texting on her phone. "Sorry, just letting Roxas know at what place we are meeting tonight. Also we are going to a movie after dinner do you want to join?" She asked still texting Roxas. "Sure I like movies." I said and took a big bite out of my sandwich. Namine put her phone away and started to eat her sandwich as well. "Well it's 2 o'clock now and we will meet with them around 6 so what shop do you want to go?" She asked while biting down. "Hmm, I need some shampoo and body wash, mine is almost empty I said." "Yes mine too." We continued our food and drink before we went on our shopping spree again.

It was now almost time to meet up with Roxas. Riku, Sora and Xion would join us too for dinner and even the movie. The guys agreed to go to a horror movie and I was no big fan of that. If there was one thing I didn't like, was it horror movies. But everyone else was fine with it so I need to roll with it I guess?

We walked back to my car so we could drop the bags in the trunk so we don't need to drag them along anymore. I bought some new clothes for the winter that was coming and some new makeup as well.

We walked back to the spot we would meet with the others and soon I saw them standing outside the burger place. Roxas waved at us and Riku's smile grew on his face. My face went red again like a tomato and I was surprised when he pulled me in a hug. "Hello beautiful." He whispered in my ear and I pushed him away. "what no hugging?" He pouted his lip and i rolled my eyes. "Hello to you too." I said as we walked inside.

We sat in a round booth and of course was my luck on my side. Sora at my left with Xion and Riku on my right. "Are you excited for the movie? I heard it will be very scary." I let out a nervous laugh and pulled the menu card right to my face hiding the redness from him. "Don't go shy now, I know how wild you can be." His face was close to mine and I swallowed a lump away. "Riku stop teasing Kairi." Sora said with a annoyed voice and I rolled my eyes. Great Sora is in a bad mood again. But not to sound rude when was he in a good mood unless Xion was all over him. "I know for a fact she likes it when she get teased." Riku said with a wink toward me and I pulled the card even closer to my face. "Alright, alright I will stop." He said holding his hands up in defence and I let out a sigh.

I ordered a cheeseburger with some fries on the side. And I ate it in silence while listening to the others. "Oh right, Riku." Namine turned her face toward the boy and he had a confused look on his face. "Yes?" He said while taking a bite. "Kairi bought something really nice to wear in the bedroom." I choked on a piece of my burger and while I was coughing I heard the rest chunkle. "Oh I can't wait to see it." He said with a flirty smile. I turned my gaze to Namine and she smiled at me. "Sorry Kairi but it was to easy." Namine said while taking a bite of her fries. "Well Namine bought some stuff too." I said and her smile was swept of her face. "Oh getting fancy stuff for me now?" Roxas said while having a smirk on his face. Namine's face had a small blush on her face and she avoided his eyes. "Well, maybe." She said in a small voice. " Now i want to know what you bought." Roxas said winking at Namine and she let out a small giggle.

We went to the cinema a few blocks away and my nerves were growing every minute. I really hated horror movies but what I hated more was the fact that Riku was still saying stuff to me from last night. We all bought some tickets and Riku and I were waiting in line for some snacks and drinks. I really wanted nacho's with some ice tea so i could keep my nerves in control. "So how are you feeling?" Riku asked. I turned my head and I pulled my shoulders up. "Not a big fan of horror movies that's all." I said while stepping one step forward. "Not what i was talking about but good to know that I can protect you." He said while winking and I gave him a nervous smile. "Oh, i'm feeling okay nothing wrong or anything." I said and he smiled. "Good to hear."

Jep my nightmare became true again. I sat next to Sora and Riku. Of course. Namine and Roxas sat next to Riku and Xion next to Sora. They were already making out and even Namine was snuggled up against Roxas. "Well if you want to hug me don't be afraid to hold back." He winked at me and i started to eat from my nacho's ignoring his flirty lines. "Or hold my hand." He added hoping I would answer but I still kept my mouth shut tight. I was more bordered by the fact that Sora and Xion were dry humping right next to me but I didn't say anything about it because Sora already hated me. I don't even know why he hated me so much I never did anything to hurt him. Or maybe... My fear started to grow and I just realized something. What if Sora knew Zack and Rikku and he heard about the rumors that went around on my old school? Maybe he believed them and that's why he hated me. But how big would the change be if he really knew? I think my fear was notable because I felt Riku's hand over mine. "Hey Kairi are you really okay? The movie hasn't even started yet." He had a worried look on his face and I had tears filling my eyes.

I was so afraid that my past would follow me and the fact that they both came out the same city didn't make it impossible to know some people I might know. Without saying anything I went to the restrooms and I ignored the eyes that where all over me. I rushed into one of the empty stalls and let the tears flow. I knew that making friends would be way too hard after what happened. How stupid could I be thinking no one would know. And some of it was true but the worst lie wasn't but still no one believed me when I said it wasn't. "Kairi?" I heard Namine calling me with a worried voice and I kept my breath. I waited a good minute before I opened my stall and went out.

"Kairi you had us really worried, What happened?" Namine embraced me in a big hug and I let it all out. "I'm sorry." I said while crying and I hugged her back. "Don't be sorry, what is wrong?" She ask with a worried look on her face. "I'm just afraid of something that happened at my hometown but I can't tell you what it is." I said while sobbing my eyes out. "Don't worry, what ever it will be i'm here to listen to you when you want to talk about it." I started to cry even harder. Why was she so nice to me. If she heard the rumors she would hate me in a second I just know it.

After ten minutes of crying I went back to the seats and I avoided my eyes with Sora as I walked past him. Riku grabbed my hand again and he gave me a little smile. "Hey, if something is really bothering you i'm here for you." He said while holding my hand and I gave him a weak smile. "thank you." was all I said and the room went dark meaning my other nightmare would begin.

the movie had started and even while I was scared I couldn't stop thinking about the fact that Sora maybe knew my past and that this was the reason he hated me. Riku let go of my hand so he could eat his popcorn and I took a sip of my drink trying to fight back the tears that I felt coming again.

I saw Sora looking at me with a annoyed look on his face but I acted like I didn't see him staring. I ate my snack and even it was just the beginning of the movie I knew the scary part would come sooner than I liked it. I turned my eyes to Sora that was now over Xion. Again... and I let out a small sigh. Namine and Roxas were still hugging and Riku was focused on the movie. I hated this and the fact that I knew I could hug or ask Riku to hold my hand didn't make it better.

Once the movie was over we all left the room and we went to our cars. Roxas and Namine walked with me to my and Sora, Xion and Riku to his. "Well that was a good movie." Roxas said while stretching. Namine agreed with him and I was still a little shaky from all the scary scenes. How could they not be scared of this kind of movies? I opened my car and we all hopped in.

Namine sat next to me and Roxas in the back. "I can't wait till we are back so you can show me the new thing you got." He said to Namine and she started to blush. I laughed a little and I made the turn.

I wanted what they have really bad.