Flashback before the call

Kasey just finished changing from her street clothes into her nurse uniform when Bridget came into the locker room panting.

"Hey B what's up?" Kasey said closing her locker door when the fair white skin girl sat down trying to catch her breath she could tell something was wrong. It was usually for Bridget to be quiet she was always loud or at least something is wrong and the way she is acting something is definitely wrong. Not that she wasn't paying any attention to her red eyes.

"Bridget what's wrong you're scaring me." Kasey said with a nervous chuckle.

Bridget didn't know how to tell her best friend the bad news, but she didn't want anyone else to tell her. Santana been around the hospital a couple of times when she was seeing Kasey and a few people know who Santana was because of her parents donates.

"Um I'm gonna need for you to sit down." The brunette said pulling the older girl to sit down beside her. "I don't remember when was the last time you talk to Santana but she been in accident."

"You joking right? I j-just saw her an hour ago we had dinner together."

The way Bridget held her head down Kasey knew it was true and broke down crying again. She didn't remember if Santana had any alcohol.

After a few minutes Kasey pulled away from Bridget and wiped her face off. How come all of this happened so sudden within a blank of an eye.

"Did anyone call Quinn?" Kasey said sniffing.

"No, I don't think so, I came to tell you."

Kasey know is gonna be weird getting a call from someone who use to sleep with their wife. Kasey never had a bad thing to say about the blonde and she could definitely tell Santana was still madly in love with Quinn and that's why they could never be, but she did earn a good friend out of the deal.

Flashback

Quinn hasn't heard from Santana and it's going on 3 am and she's worried. The Latina wasn't home or at her parents house and she doesn't know where else she could be. But Brittany was the last person who saw her but she hasn't been returning any of her calls or texts since she was the last one to see her.

The blonde wishes she could take everything back that happened that night, but right now she's just worried sick about the Latina and hoping nothing bad happens to her but it was to good to be true when her phone started ringing.

Her nerves were shot and she didn't want to answer it. She seen a lot of movies on Lifetime when the one stressed out and worried sick about the other one when something bad happened.

"Hello?" Quinn picked up on the fourth ring when she heard the other person on the phone. She could tell it was a female and the way she was breathing it wasn't good.

"Hey um Quinn it's me Kasey. Um Santana's friend."

Quinn remember who she was but why would she be calling her? She's a nurse at the kid's pediatrician office or at least that's what she thinks.

Before Kasey could say anything she started crying as she kept repeating that she was sorry.

"Th-they brought Santana in-into the hospital she was in an accident. I'm so sorry." Kasey said as she drop the phone and started crying again.

The last thing Quinn remember was dropping the phone and starting crying before Christian found her crying and screaming before she could form a sentence. She doesn't remember how she and the kids ended up at the hospital with Santana parents and Brittany and Rachel. She kept thinking everything was her fault which it was, from her pushing Santana away into another woman arms till her sleeping with Bree. Christian hasn't said a word since his grandparents came and got them while Zachary was asleep on Taylor chest while Emily was doing her best to confront their mother Maribel.

"Quinn baby you need to calm down sweetheart." Jesus told her which she was doing the opposite while rubbing her back to calm her down the best he could while Christian was on the other side of her.

Quinn was stressing out badly and just like what happened earlier today she was feeling sick to her stomach before she started vomited onto the floor.

When the family first arrived they wasn't giving any information on the Latina just told them she was involved in a hit and run accident and on the way to the hospital she stop breathing twice before she slipped into a coma and her right leg was pinned against the bike. The way they found her they couldn't believe she was alive and the craziest thing the Latina was she trying to get up when the driver that honked their horn at her tried to help her before dialing 911.

End of flashback - a few weeks later

Quinn hasn't really left the Latina side since the accident, she stayed day and night till Maribel forced her to go home. The blonde beauty was holding the Latina hand as she sat bedside with her.

"I found out the sex of the baby this morning." She said out loud in a small voice. Quinn been talking out loud lately and hopes that Santana could hear her and wake up. "I been thinking about some of the names you wrote down for h-.."

There was a knock on the door and walk in the last person she ever wanted to see Kitty and a small girl who was holding some flowers.

All her anger went away when her eyes landed on the small girl. She was cute and she could never hate a child even if she didn't like Kitty that small girl is a part of Santana whether she likes it or not. It's the first time she has seen Raylin in person since Santana hasn't taken the DNA test yet.

"Sorry the nurse said we could come in." Kitty said walking on the other side of the room.

It was weird to be in the same room as the other blonde woman and her child but Quinn wasn't focusing on the older woman she was focusing on the small child between looking at her and Santana trying to compare the two of them.

"It's fine but not really." Quinn said making herself comfortable next to Santana bedside. "But if she's really Santana child I want her to be in her life." She said catching Kitty off guard as she kissed the Latina hand before giving her a small gently squeeze.

Inside of Santana's mind

"Dude there's nothing wrong with you."

"Who said that?!" The Latina spoke out for the first time. Her voice was a hell like worse than she thought as she looked around for the person.

"I did." The person said coming into the light where she could see them. "I'm you just a better and hotter fucking version." The other Santana said smirking as she fixes her leather jacket.

"Wh-what do you want?" The injured Santana said from her spot from the hospital bed. She couldn't really move since her right leg was hanging from ceiling and she had a few broken ribs on the left from the crash along with a few cuts and bruises as well.

"Come on buddy let's take a walk." Santana said patting the bed to make her injured self get up. "I'm serious get your fucking ass up and let's go! NOW!"

"NO!" She yells at herself.

"You're better than this, I know it and you know it too. Think about Quinn and the kids or your parents Bo Bo and Emily. You been in this coma for two weeks feeling sorry for yourself cause you fuck up your life!" Santana said with hot tears rolling down her face.

"She doesn't love me and she never has she wa..."

"Shut the fuck up! You messed up her life big deal you messed up her whole life when you got her pregnant. And yet she stayed! She stayed with you. Quinn always love you even when you forgot to put on a got damn condom!"

Santana knew what the other Santana was talking about, she remembered that night perfect when she finally slept with Quinn for the first time back in high school on prom night at Sasha's kickback. Quinn told her herself she never liked Biff and Bree was just another story but it always been her in her dreams it just went a different route.

The blonde could've seen herself living her dreams while being a wife, a mother and a best friend to the Latina if that night would happen went differently. Santana never knew why the blonde parents didn't like her but that didn't stop her from falling in love with her even more.

"Let's go NOW Santana." Santana said pushing the hurt Santana onto the floor before stepping over her and out of the door.

What if Santana haven't meet the blonde beauty at her parents beach house? Would her life be different? Of course her life would have been different she's Lucy Quinn Fabray the most beautiful woman she even saw in her entire life and her smile just everything about her makes you fall in love with her.

What would had happened if Santana met Quinn in school and it was love at first sight she wouldn't know what to do but to stare all day while looking like a creep.

"Listen we don't have all day, so come on."

"All day?! You don't do nothing but live inside my head rent free and that's Quinn's job not yours."

"And Jack off." The other Santana said laughing. "But no it's time for you to get your shit together and go home and be with the girl... woman who loves you. Christian might was a mistake but you blessed a healthy child with an angel and Zachary he's just a sweetheart and..."

"I ruined her life." The injured Santana said looking away with tears filling her eyes.

"Look loser it always been you it doesn't matter if she was on Dancing with the Stars or having her own dance studio Quinn loves you. She will always pick you!"

Now just picture them slow dancing to dangerous in love back in the studio.

Santana couldn't help but to smile, the Latina knows the blonde better than herself and she knows what to do to calm her down or stop her from panicking.

"I fucked up big time and I just want my life back." Injured Santana said sitting down as the scene changing in front of her.

The next scene that came up had the Latina in tears, it was the most scary but yet the most successful achievement in her life Christian being born. The first time holding Christian opened up her eyes and showed her why she fell in love with Quinn.

"Can we go back?"

Santana just stood there looking at herself while not understanding the question. "Can we go back? Go back where?"

"I - before I met Kitty, before I pushed Quinn away from me. I just want my old life back where it was just me and my family."

"Done just wake up. I promise we can't go back like it was before but we can do better and get our Quinn back just wake up."

"Wait, what if I don't want to go back." She says after awhile as she looks at a picture of them together.

"We been gone for a week now and you been in a coma for a month and Quinn's getting closer t..."

"A week!"

"You'll thank me." Santana said punching herself.

"I love you and I'm not leaving you till you wake up." The blonde said out loud with tears in her eyes. Another week has passed and Quinn hasn't left her side yet.

Even after the accident Puck been sort back into her life which she doesn't understand why but right now she needs a friend and the only time Brittany talk to her will talk to her when it comes to Santana or the studio.

The day Kitty brought Raylin to see Santana Quinn gave the doctor promising to order a DNA which came back positive. She made a promise to herself and she's going to keep it she will help Santana love Raylin just like she loves Cody and Alexa just because she doesn't like Kitty she shouldn't take it out on a innocent child.

"I always thought you was always to beautiful to cry." She says with a weak voice.

"San-Santana?"