"As your Alpha I am ordering you to have sex with every member of the pack. I can't have wolves with pent up sexual needs hunting a vampire."

"You too" I winked.

Jake growled "Do me last."

Jake got up, setting me nicely back on the chair.

With hungry eyes Jake said "Can't wait to see you stretch for me"

I watched Jake leave with only one thought on my mind. Fuck, I hope Seth didn't want something exclusive.

Chapter 13: Photo and Picnic

As Always Happy Reading

My mind was an anxious mess, worried about the date tonight with Seth. With the new Alpha order in place, I did not want to let Seth down. He was too good to be with someone like me. I never deserved to be asked out by someone so pure again.

'Seth Is not as pure as Edward was', my mind yells at me.

I try to compare the two men. Both had characteristics that allowed them to be friends after the last big battle, the only battle in which wolves fought along side vampires.

'Then you became a whore!', my mind accused.

I shook off the comparisons between the two men, trying to get in the right state of mind for a date. I hadn't been on a proper date. I stopped that thought, knowing it would only dysregulate my emotions. With Paul unable to come and put me back together, that was a dangerous path to travel.

The warm shower stream helped soothe the reminder that Leah left on my ass. I tried to bring myself to regret causing the pack to worry about me. Yet, as the water helped soothe my stinging cheeks, I couldn't wait for the next spanking from Leah. I wanted to experience her punishments almost as much as I wanted to worship her body.

The thought of Leah had me reaching between my legs, trying to give myself some satisfaction. I knew it was nothing compared to what the pack could give me. My slim fingers did not match to their appendages. This next year, I will need it weekly to survive. Maybe I could convince Mike to come fuck me during the week. The pack can destroy me over a weekend.

My phone chimed from where I left it on the sink. I rolled my eyes. Rinsing my sticky fingers under the stream of water. One orgasm was not nearly enough to tame me. For tonight, it will have to do. Who knows, maybe Seth will be up to having some down and dirty fun.

I dried off, needing to get ready for Seth tonight. My phone chimed again. Collecting it from the sink, I tossed it onto my bed, ignoring whomever was attempting to get ahold of me. At least until I had a barrier between me and my aching temptation.

Seth deserved to go out with someone with slightly more control than I had when I was naked. Sliding my lacy panties up my legs, a moan escaped my lips as the soft fabric touched my moist mound.

The phone chimed again. Laying on my bed, I picked it up. There were three notifications, each from different wolves. My body felt electrified thinking about what the wolves might be asking.

See you soon -Seth.

I texted him back: Can't wait ;)

I bit my lip thinking about things I wouldn't mind doing to Seth. He used to be the young trusting pup of the pack. I would be honoured to teach the pack puppy a thing or two. I felt the need to have him anyway I could get him.

Hey sexy. Heard your ass might be sore for a while. Leah showed me on our run. Fuck, I need you soon. Day or night, when you want me let me know. - unsaved number.

I frowned at my phone. I thought I had every member of the pack saved. Then again, I had been gone for a school year. It would not be unusual for my number to be given to new wolves. It was better that I fuck them, than them become a horny menace on hunts.

I texted unknown back: What's the code word?

The code word had started as a joke, though I used it in moments like this. Jacob Alpha ordered the word to not be thought unless the wolf was of consenting age. It was like my own personal protection against the young wolves. It was important to maintain some values. When I was a teenager, it did not matter as much. Most of the wolves were around my age. Now, it was more important than ever.

Unknown: Code word: Hot Apple Pie. I am also not in regular rotations yet. Still new to this wolf thing. So, I can probably come over when no one else is able to ;).

I texted unknown back: I will keep that in mind ;) I am busy tonight. So I will text you when I am in need. Have a good night.

I smelled at the final name that popped up on my screen. My soul did not realize how much I missed this man - until he was no longer apart of my daily life.

Paul: Listen here you little cumwhore bitch. You will fucking stay as far away from my man as your little cum dripping legs can carry you. I have been talking to my brother, the FUCKING future Chief and my father the FUCKING Chief about EXILING you from our land. You do not belong here. YOU ARE NOT WELCOME in MY HOME. If you are invited in, which HA, none of my family wants your loose CUNT. You are not welcome! Stay away from my Man. Do NOT go near my Brother Jacob. You are to not rest your DISGUSTING EYES ON MY FATHER BILLY.

I couldn't help myself. I texted her back as fast as I could: New phone, who dis?

Quickly I flipped that conversation to silent, not needing the consistent vibrating that would probably occur tonight. I did not want anything to ruin my time with Seth. Dressing quickly, I enjoyed watching the screen lighting up with notifications. All of which had been sent by Pauls phone. Rachel used to be my friend when we were children. Now, however, she was not my friend. Instead, she was a thorn in the most important friendship I had ever had.

Looking at myself in the mirror, I looked like a knockout. Choosing to wear my lacy green crop top paired with my black miniskirt. It was so short, as I sat on my bed to pull up my shoes my ass wasn't covered by the skirt. Instead, the skirt flared out around me. I really hoped Seth notices that when he comes to pick me up.

I finally finished lacing up my knee-high boots when I heard Charlie come home. My heart kicked up at the thought of what he could do to me in this outfit, his strong arms using me to get his release using my body.

Standing, I debated changing my soaked underwear. Seth will totally be able to tell my arousal the moment he picks me up. Grabbing a fresh pair from my drawer, I wanted all the excitement Seth could smell to be caused by him. He deserved to have only the mess he created. I stripped off my underwear, but before I could put on a fresh pair, my phone buzzed on the bed.

Not looking, I laid on the bed and hit the answer button, letting my legs slowly kick through the air. I could hear Charlie on the stairs. It was distracting having Charlie so close to my uncovered pussy. Pushing that thought from my mind, I answered the call.

"Hi?" I questioned the person calling.

"Hey love. I heard you had a crazy few days. Thought I would check in. How are you?" Embry's calm voice sounded through the phone.

"I am okay. Going on a date with Seth tonight" I felt like a teenager, telling Embry that. Truthfully, I was expecting Embry to ask me out on a date before anyone else in the pack. I felt a slight twinge of guilt at the thought.

"I heard. I am so glad you agreed. Remember how much I needed to persuade you to go on that date with Paul?" Embry laughed.

"Yeah, I do. Though Paul is now being mind-controlled. You don't think Seth will imprint, do you?" I asked.

Fear bubbled up into my emotions. Seth was sweet and caring and I could honestly see myself falling for him. Not that I would let myself. I knew the rules, everything around Forks was to be on a casual basis. The last thing I needed was to experience Leah's pain. I was there to help her pick up the pieces, even now she has days that she is too upset to manage.

"Honey, the moment you allow an imprint to happen I am sure someone will imprint with you" Embry sounded like he wasn't telling me the entire truth.

"Im not ready." I could hear the panic in my own voice.

"When you are you can let us know. Okay?" Embry sounded patiently hopeful.

"Okay. I will when I am ready. What time am I running on?" I asked.

"You have ten minutes" Embry's voice was excited.

"Shit! I have to put panties on"

"You're not wearing panties right now?" Embry's voice went husky.

"No. I was too turned on and soaked through my pair." I heard his breathing hitch on the other end of the line.

"Have a great date Honey" Embry sounded like he was biting back a needy noise.

"I will. Call you after?"

"Please do. Love you, bye" Embry spoke fast. Almost like he was desperate to get off the phone.

"Love you, bye" I hung up the phone.

Embry and I had been talking on the phone for the past year. Most of the other wolves and I had a physical relationship. Embry moved beyond that. He was the person I called when I needed something, or was worried. Hearing the need in his voice had me reevaluating our relationship. Maybe Embry would like to have a sleepover. I would be lying if I said the thought of Embry did not turn me on.

Rolling over, I heard fast footsteps on the landing. Curiosity bloomed in my chest. Looking out my door, I saw no one standing on the landing. Creeping slowly to the edge of my door, I saw Charlies open slightly. Almost like he moved into the room in a panic.

Following my familiar route, I sat on the top step, feeling myself grow wet with anticipation. Charlie was not on his bed. I couldn't see him in his usual spot. Adjusting myself to see further into his room. Slowly he came into view. Charlie was holding his phone in his hand, obviously focused on the screen. I was distracted by his hand.

He held his lubed cock in his hand, holding it firmly as he stroked the entire impressive length. My mouth started to become moist at the thought of sucking his cock. Charlie worked it with a skilled hand.

I was dying to know what he was looking at. My fingers slipped inside my pussy, tapping my g-spot over and over. Just like I wanted his cock to do to me.

Charlies hissed. I lost control, cumming hard on the stairs. I watched as Charlie finished stroking his hard cock.

"Let me fuck you Bella. Let Daddy have that tight cunt" Charlie moaned as thick streams of cum erupted onto his phone. Without missing a beat, Charlie held his phone up, to wipe off the screen. I saw the photo that he was jerking to, it was me.

Laying on my stomach, on my bed. Moments before, when I was talking to Embry. My legs up and pussy out on full display. I looked fucking hot, and now Charlie was using me to reach his private pleasure.

I would have walked into his room and demanded to help him clean up, If someone didn't start knocking on the front door right then. Scurrying quickly to the bathroom, I wiped up all evidence of my orgasm. Opening the door, I heard Charlie talking to Seth.

Grabbing my jacket off my rocking chair. I debated putting on underwear. Deciding to be bad, I left my room with none on. Hopefully Seth wouldn't mind. I simply did not want to have wet panties on all night. Rather, letting my need be easily smelled and satisfied.

I smelled at both men when I came down the stairs. Not bothering to hurry. Taking in both their hungry looks. If Seth did not want to have sex tonight, maybe Charlie would be up for a nightcap.

"Hi Seth" I smiled at him.

I watched him take a huge swallow, trying to clear his voice. "Good evening Bella" Seth voice was deeper than usual.

"Seth what are your intentions with my daughter tonight?" Charlie asked. Trying to play the good father role. As if he was not just stroking off to a photo of my naked pussy.

"I have planned a date" Seth smiled.

"When can I expect her home?" Charlie sounded worried. Maybe he didn't like the idea of me falling in love and moving out. Silly Charlie. I would come home often to inspire your stroking sessions.

"She will be home by eleven. I promise." Seth held out his hand for me.

I took Seths hand. The simple touch warming my entire body.

"Eleven. Perfect I will be waiting up. Have a good time kids." Charlie waved us away, walking towards his cumsoaked chair. Oh fuck, he was going for another round while I was out.

I was practically floating with joy as Seth guided me to his truck. It was his father's old truck. With a massive bench seat. Seth, ever the gentleman, opened the passenger door for me. I climbed in, noticing the slight inhale as Seth caught sight of my lack of panties.

I sat down on the truck seat, meeting Seth's eyes that burned with need. Seth carefully shut the passenger door, I watched him take controlled breaths as he walked to the driver's side. Each step seemed to be more determined.

Seth jumped into the driver's side. I pulled my seatbelt down, clicking it in. Enjoying Seth confronting his need. He strapped himself in, leaning his head back against the headrest. Seth closed his eyes, breathing deeply. When he opened his eyes, his mouth set in a cocky smile.

"Bella, you are going to be the death of me. You know that?" Seth spoke with a deep voice.

"I would never kill you Seth." I could hear the need in my own tone.

He let out a throaty growl. I was already aroused. If I wasn't, that would have started my need. As it was, I felt like I was on fire, needing his hands on me. Seth drove with one hand on the wheel. The other rested on his lap. Slowly I pulled his hand over to me. Resting it against the bare skin of my thigh. Seth began to play with my exposed skin.

Seth guided us down familiar roads, driving to the end of a secluded path. He parked the truck, blocking the footpath that seemed to start at this point. Seth hesitated letting go of my leg. Like he also did not want to lose the connection between our bodies.

He ran around the truck with a swiftness that only the wolves seemed to have. Even the vampires could not be as graceful as the wolves are in this environment. It was like the land loved the wolves and would help them move over it as much as it could.

Seth opened my door. I had been too busy admiring him running to get my door, and I had not unbuckled my belt. Seth smiled, pulling himself up into the truck, leaning over me to un click my belt. His mouth was so close to mine. I reached up and held his face between my hands. Seeing in his eyes the excited, inexperienced boy that he was. It only took a slight guiding before Seth closed the gap between our lips. Seth kissed me hard with need. My head touched the headrest, allowing Seth full access of my mouth. Each kiss deeper than the last.

I lost myself in his kisses. Spreading my legs to give him more access to my mouth, Seth paused in his kissing, breathing my scent in deeply.

"Fuck, you smell good" Seth growled against my lips, leaving my skin covered in needy goosebumps.

Seth stepped out of the truck. Holding his arms out to me, I took them, allowing myself to be lifted in the air. Seth spun me slightly before resting me back on my feet. Not letting go of me, Seth held my hand as he locked up the truck. I used his hand for balance as we walked the path into the woods.

"Where are we going, Seth?" I asked.

"Trust me, you are going to love this." Seth's smile was wide. He looked so excited to share this with me. I found the strength to continue the hike into the woods, knowing nothing could happen to me with Seth so close. He would protect me.

The path opened up., revealing a small meadow overlooking the ocean. It was beautiful. Seth guided us to a mound of blankets at the centre of the meadow. I followed him to the blankets. They seemed to be set up perfectly for a picnic.

"I didn't want to take you to the dinner. You deserve more than that. So I got some help to put this all together" Seth sounded nervous.

I didn't know why he was nervous, this was the coolest date anyone had ever planned for me. I sat across from him on the blanket.

"Seth, this is amazing" I couldn't stop smiling. This was so magical.

"Thanks. I can't take all the credit though. I was very nervous for our date. Luckily, Embry was ready to help me, he said you deserved it. Embry sent me to take a shower as he prepared everything." Seth looked apologetic.

"Thank you for asking me. I love this." I leaned forward, closing the gap between Seth and I. Eagerly kissing Seth for his honestly and excitement.

"That being said, I also did not make the meal. That is all on my mom. She loves making picnics. So when I asked for one this morning she went all out." Seth smile grew as he pulled the basket.

Opening it, he pulled out two wine glasses. He uncorked a sparkling wine bottle I recognized. Embry would send me care packages that almost always contained that bottle of wine. The scent of the wine filled the space momentarily. I felt safe as the smell entered my nose.

"Embry said you liked this wine. Was he right?" Seth asked as he handed me a glass.

I took a sip allowing the bubbles to dance on my tongue. The familiar bursting of flavours reminded me of late night phone calls with Embry.

"He was right. Thank you. I love this wine" I smiled at Seth.

"I will add it to my Bella note in my phone." He winked. Digging in the basket.

"Bella note?" I questioned.

"Um, yeah. I have a note running in my phone that I use when I learn something new about you. I started doing it when you went to school. I missed you. I also didn't want to forget anything about you. It was important to me to not forget anything about you" Seth looked slightly nervous as he told me.

"I am honoured" I gave him a nervous smile.

Seth did not know how broken I was. If Paul or Embry had asked me out on a date, I would have not felt nervous at all. They had both been older when everything happened to me with Edward. That included the aftermath and lack of trust that I went through. Seth had been Edward's friend for a moment, before Edward showed his true colours. I felt worry in my heart at the thought that Seth did not know all the baggage I carried.

He continued to dig in the basket, pulling out a cake. It was a beautiful strawberry chocolate cake.

"I like starting with dessert whenever I can." Seth beamed with happiness.

He forked a piece of cake. Holding the pice out for me to try. It was beautifully luscious. The chocolate danced on my tongue. When it was done, the strawberries left a light sweet taste in my mouth.

"Seth, this is the best cake I have ever had" I was shocked by the flavours.

"It is my favourite. I ask Mom for it daily. When I asked for the basket she made it for us." Seth glowed with pride.

Seth and I split the cake. He definitely ate more than me, which I was grateful for. This cake was too good to not be eaten today in one sitting. Years of wolf friends has taught me to not worry about the amount they eat in one sitting. It was nice when I felt a need to make baked goods. There was never a limit on how much the pack could eat, and I get to make as much as I would like.

Refilling our glasses, I had already started to feel a slight buzz. It made almost everything bubbly and fun. I loved the feeling.

"Bella" Seth looked over at me like he wanted to devour me. Not that I would complain if he did.

"Yes, Seth?"

"Can I ask you something?" His eyes danced with mischief.

"You can ask me anything" I would be open to Seth. He had proven that he would stick around. Even if he didn't, he is apart of the pack. I trust all members explicitly.

"Why are you without underwear?" He growled slightly as he spoke.

"I, well… I put on a pair originally. Now, I might have soaked through them. Before I left the house." I felt a blush cover my cheeks.

Seth leaned towards me. He placed a kiss on each of my cheeks. As if he is wanting to feel the heat of my blush with his lips. Seth hovered his face close to mine, I could feel his breath on my lips.

He was waiting. Ever the gentleman, not wanting to take the kiss from me. I lifted my chin slightly. Inviting him to take exactly what he wanted. When he closed the gap between our lips I felt an explosion in my body. This was a kiss to end all kisses. Uniquely to Seth, I had never been kissed this way in my life.

Seth reached over, pulling me into his body. I willingly joined him, wrapping my legs around his waist. Seth's hands brushed down my back. His touches inviting, but not possessive as some wolves tended to be. I felt comforted and supported with each touch. My body wanted to melt into Seth. Each moment I felt more and more complete in Seths arms.

I wanted more contact. Pulling Seth back on top of me. He broke our kisses to make sure we had a soft spot to land. I took advantage of him looking over me by kissing down his neck. Tasting Seths neck, sucking and nipping at his soft skin.

I felt Seth's growl against my lips. It only made me want to bite him more. I let my lips linger on his neck. Seth didn't complain, he hovered up to me giving me full access to his neck. My hands found his shirt, I wanted access to more of his skin.

Seth let a needy noise out of his voice. I paused. I hadn't asked Seth how he wanted our first time to go, if this was something that he wanted here in the open. Jacob's Alpha order popped to the front of my mind. Fuck.

"Bella. Have I ever told you that you are the most amazing women?" Seth looked down at me like I was the only one he has ever seen.

I kissed him again. Trying to reconnect with the playfulness I was feeling before this moment. Before I remembered the Alpha order.

"Seth, you are incredible. I wish I was more to be equal to you" I tried to disguise my feelings of indecency with a kiss to his lips.

Seth leaned up off me, leaving me lying on the plush blankets, our mouths no longer within touching distance.

"Bella, I will remind you every day how amazing you are." Seth smiled brightly.

"Everyday?" I asked.

The thought of having someone everyday sounds amazing, but, I am so broken. Tying one person to me would not be fair. My insecurities would wear on Seth until he no longer wanted to be with me anymore. If I didn't attach, people didn't leave me.

"Bella. When you went missing, I went crazy." Seth dipped his head. "I don't know what I would do if you were not here."

I reached for him bringing his lips back down to me. Seth kissed me with renewed energy. Like he was trying to convince me to never leave. As he kissed me, I wanted to promise him I wouldn't leave either. Yet, I knew that would be an unfair promise to make.

Seth broke our kisses, laying next to me he pulled me into his side, looking up at the stars. He looked so peacefully complete holding me to his side. I felt more complete clinging to him, then I had in a long time.

"Seth, I need to tell you something" I whispered after both our breathing levelled out.

"You can tell me anything" Seth kissed the top of my head.

"So, you know how I scared the pack?" I asked him. Knowing I did not need to tell him when I scared the pack. He was one of the most scared, after all.

"Unfortunately, I do. What about it?" Seth asked.

"So, Jake came up with a plan for me to make amends" I held him tighter as I spoke.

"Do you not agree with what Jake is asking you to do?" Seths voice sounded like he would fight this Alpha for me.

"No. It seems fair. I am just worried"

"About? Can I do anything to calm the worry?" Seth offered.

I sat up needing to separate our bodies for me to gain courage. Would Seth be hurt by what Jacob asked me to do? Looking down at the smiling carefree man that had just been holding me, I hoped he would be okay with everything or everyone that I need to do.

"Jacob asked that I help the pack release tension." I couldn't make eye contact with Seth as I spoke.

Seth sat up pulling me into his lap. He stroked the tension out of my back. Slowly filling me with a sense of safety.

"How exactly are you meant to do that?" Seth asked.

I wondered momentarily if he was expecting me to tell him I was giving everyone massages. Which it might be true, if only he thought I was massaging lower.

"I have been Alpha ordered to have sex with each member of the pack"

It was a long pause. Then Seths lips met mine. Each second I felt like my heart was becoming full in a way it had never been.

"Let me know how I can help" Seth smiled down at me.

Authors Note: Tell me what you think in the Reviews! I really want to post the next chapter. So let me know what you think about this one and I will release the next! I hope everyone is having a wonderful last week in the year!