I turned to Jare, his face a mask of joy. He always liked to show people new things he found around the forest. Like a child at show and tell, he enjoyed the experience of showing us his treasures.
"Would you do me a favour?" I asked Jare
"For you beautiful, anything"
"Send a friend" I winked at him.
Holding both arms above my head I dived beneath the water, letting myself enjoy the cold, for it wouldn't be that cold for long.
Chapter 16: Shivers and Secrets
As Always Happy Reading
I shivered as the cold water penetrated my body. Every kick caused me to shiver. It didn't stop me from swimming towards the falls. The beauty of the water, and the ripples around where the waterfall attacked the standing water, were mesmerizing.
I kept myself moving in the water, trying to not remember the intimate touches of the only thing that was constantly this frigid. Maybe the waterfall would be a slightly different temperature, warmed by both the movement down stream as well as the sun that didn't seem to penetrate into the basin I was currently occupying.
Reaching out, my fingers touched the falling water. I was surprised momentarily by the amount of power the falls had. No amount of tap water would ever have this much force. If a wolf didn't show up soon, I was going to find a way to concentrate the waterfall's might on my clit, knowing it would stimulate me in all the right places.
Feeling the water ripple behind me, I knew I wasn't alone anymore. My mind was lost in the memory of him, I couldn't bring myself to look behind me. If it was him, as cowardly as it would be, I would not give him the satisfaction of seeing my scared face.
He had always worked hard at keeping me feeling safe. The master at manipulating me into not recognizing the monster for what he was. I had fought for him, been engaged to him, then- I stopped my thought, not needing to remember the night the enchantment broke.
I kicked forward, towards the falls and away from the approaching stranger. Strong hands grabbed me as they reached me, pulling me under the falls.
Panic only stopped as I realized the hands had warmed the water around us. A vampire's grip would have made me an icicle in this water.
We emerged on the other side of the falls, to a hidden, smooth, rock shelter. The wolf effortlessly swam holding me, guiding us to the edge. When we made it to the ledge his strong arms pulled me up.
"Hi Bella" Collin smiled down at me.
His height was slightly shorter than some of the other wolves. We hadn't had this type of relationship yet. I could tell he was ready for me, his breathing was uneven in his desire.
I shivered, knowing the memories of the cold ones were trying to break their way through the barrier I had attempted to place. My mind had always tried to betray me, especially when I was cold. When Edward loved me I was always cold, it began to be an association. Cold = Edward = Love. Though it wasn't love. It was just control and abuse.
I shook my head, needing a distraction from the memories. Kneeling, I pulled his cock into my mouth, tasting him. He had a slight cinnamon sting to his taste. I was licking him deep, trying to convince him to let me put his cock in my throat. I could tell he had human lovers before, but today he was going to find out I was unlike any other human.
Behind the waterfall was a beautifully secluded place to fuck. No one would know we were back here unless they were pack.
"Oh shit, Bella I… Fuck… I knew you were good but damn" Collin moaned as he let me fully swallow his cock.
Playing with his balls as they slapped against my chin, I listened to the man above me let out guttural noises. Each exhale of breath was accompanied by a barrage of moans. If being a protector didn't pan out for him, the noises he was making would guarantee him a healthy income from OnlyFans.
Collin pulled his cock out of my mouth, his breath coming fast. I could tell he was close to completion. Not that I blamed him, I have had years of sucking supernatural cock. If anyone was better than me, I would be surprised.
"I um…" Collin started
Letting myself sit down on the smooth stone, I leaned back. Spreading my legs, I had my fingers open my pussy lips in presentation.
"Oh fuck… um.. can I?" Collin looked like a puppy seeing a bone for the first time.
"Can you?" I teased him.
"I promise I'm not a virgin. It's just.. well…fuck… I have been watching you in the pack mind for years… I had girlfriends and never thought I needed to get into the rotation. Fuck, was I an idiot" Collin word vomited, his mouth openly drooling.
"What would you like to do to me Collin?" I liked my lips.
His eagerness was a huge turn on. I craved being wanted.
"I don't think I'm going to last long. I promise I will pull out. Really wasn't thinking I would ever be offered to fuck you. This is such a gift. I don't have condoms on me though. Was on patrol until I was told to phase and find out, by Jarred.." Collin rambled, holding his dick and stroking it as he spoke.
I spread my legs wider, holding my now pussy-drenched fingers out to reach him. He held my hand, allowing me to guide him to me - still waiting, needing me to make the first move. I grasped his cock, pulling it closer, until the tip penetrated my entrance. I moaned with anticipation.
Releasing him, I put my hands on the floor of the cave, preparing to brace myself if needed.
Collin looked down at me like I was a gift that would break if he entered me any further than what I had just placed inside of myself. He used his hand to work his shaft, I could feel him twitching inside me with excitement.
"You know, Collin, my pussy can stroke you better than your hand" I could hear the desperation in my voice.
With that he plunged deep into me. I knew I had spoken not to Collin but his wolf at that moment. With the amount of pent up frustration the wolf was pounding me with, it was obvious that Collin very rarely let his wolf have sex.
I met his wolf thrust for thrust, not allowing the man to emerge, his wolf needed this. I needed this.
Each thrust was a battle, between the man and the wolf. I watched as the man lost the fight, throwing his head back in pure elation, letting the beast control how he fucked me.
His hands flipped me around his dick. Men love boobs, wolves love submission. The wolf forced my head to the floor as he fucked me in doggy.
His hands held me down with an intensity that only a wolf could conjure. I moaned as he moved me with the confidence of the mind link. The wolf knew what he was doing, and I reckon so did everyone currently phased.
My legs shook as I neared my climax. My pussy began milking the wolf, wanting to exchange fluids in unison.
I felt his hands tighten on my hips, pulling me back before he bucked. For a normal human, this would have felt like their body was attempting to be chiseled into microscopic pieces. In my case it electrified me. Every part of my body was prepared for another mother of all orgasms that only wolves could provide.
He growled, then released a victory howl. I felt his cock lift me off my knees as his cum filled me, I met his cum with my own, spilling out onto the smooth rocks with a force that caused my body to vibrate.
Collin took in gasping breaths. I could tell the wolf had given up control again. His touches became gentle. Instead of pawing me he held me close to his chest. Slowly slipping out of me, allowing our accumulation of cum to spill onto the smooth cave floor.
For the first time, I noticed the constant cold mist coming off the waterfall. It was a nice cooling contrast to Collin who was rubbing my back. The mist it left behind had a slight sparkle.
"I'm sorry" Collin kissed my hair as he spoke.
"What?" I asked lifting my head from his chest to look him in the eyes.
"I told you I wouldn't cum in you. I don't know what happened. I am normally in so much more control than I was. It was like I couldn't speak, let alone have any command of my body" Collin had a defeated tone to his voice.
"Hey" I whispered, reaching up and caressing his face "I am good. I'm on birth control. Also, it's okay that you weren't in control"
"No it's not. The first lesson we learn as wolves and protectors is to never let the wolf have control when in confined spaces with humans. What I did, it was exactly that" Collins voice had a panicked crackle.
"Collin. This is what I do. I don't know why I am not like the other human women." I took a deep breath, forcing all the time Edward called me special, different, or his love out of my brain. "All I know is that your wolves respond to me. They have never hurt me before, it is always a mutual and kind affair."
"You didn't get hurt?" Collin asked, "you have never been hurt?"
"I'm not hurt, nor have any wolves ever hurt me. Human men, on the other hand…. Some of them can take it too far" I shivered, remembering some of the casual hookups I had at school. I would cover up the bruises so none of the guys would see them during video chats. It was the only secret I ever kept from Embry.
"What men?" Collin barked with a protective cadence.
"It doesn't matter" I cuddled deeper trying to get him to forget I said anything.
"Does Embry know?" The bark was still present in his tone.
I sighed "No. He doesn't need to know. I survived. You wolves and your over-protectiveness. I'm allowed to have my own experience. Embry doesn't need to know everything."
"He does"
"No. He is my best friend. If he needed to know he would, because I would have told him."
"He is more than your best friend," Collin snorted. "I know I would want to know if my-" Collin stopped talking, his face turning crimson under his already tanned skin. Collin made a sound that was almost like the word he was trying to say was choked out of his sentence.
"His what?!" I barked
Collin shook his head, eyes dropping to the floor. I knew that expression. Lived with the packs long enough to know exactly what it meant. Fucking Alpha Order.
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