Hello my lovelies! I'm back with another chapter! We had a little three word confessions to one another last chapter, didn't we?! Let's just say at the end of this chapter, shit begins to get REAL! Anywho, I wanna give a shoutout to my girl JustCherry73 for your review! I love you so much!
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AJ POV
Panting, I collapse onto Maddie out of breath after our second round of rough love making and I go to roll of off her, but she wraps her arms around me, keeping me close. "No, stay," she says quietly, so I let my body slowly rest on top of hers.
I relish in the feel of Maddie's fingers running through my sweaty hair while pressing the occasional kiss to my forehead. She begins to massage my scalp and I grumble in contentment at the feeling it brings. Maddie softly chuckles and lightly runs her fingers up and down my back as I continue to lay on top of her.
"Hmm, I could get use to this; your fingers feel like magic. You're gonna spoil me way too much," I groan out, lifting my head from Maddie's chest to look up at her and she presses a kiss to my lips with a smile.
"I love you," she says quietly, "and I do it because I love you, baby. You deserve to feel loved and cherished. I know she didn't do that for you, so I'm going to love and cherish you 10 times more than she ever could," Maddie adds and I look at her in disbelief, my brows furrowing.
I go to respond, but Maddie shakes her head and leans up, pressing another kiss to my lips, "I know what you're going to say and don't. You do deserve it, Allen and I'm going to show you everyday that you do," she reassures me.
Leaning down, I press a hard kiss to her, letting her feel in my kiss my appreciation for her. I just hope that she feels the same way if she ever finds out about everything. "I love you, Maddie. So damn much, baby…so much," I whisper, pressing my lips to her swollen and parted ones, kissing her as if my life depended on it. Breaking the kiss, I continue a trail down Maddie's jaw and neck, gently sucking the skin there, pulling a soft, but quiet gasp from her.
"Oh god, AJ," she breathes.
Maddie cranes her neck, giving me better access and I take advantage of her exposed skin, letting my lips ghost to her throat, placing delicate kisses there. Leaning back up, I look down at Maddie, "Maddie, baby…look at me," I said quietly and her eyes flutter open, connecting them with mine. "Allen," I say and she looks at me with question in her eyes.
"I want you to call me Allen, baby," I tell her.
"But you hate being called by your real name," she replies and reaches up, tracing her thumb above my eyebrow before framing the side of my face. I press my cheek into Maddie's hand, never once taking my eyes off of hers.
"Not by you; you're different, baby. The only other people I let call me that are my parents…and they're both gone. So please…call me Allen," I say quietly and Maddie nods her head.
"Okay. I will," she whispers, leaning in to press a kiss to my lips, "I love you, Allen," Maddie says against my lips as she looks into my eyes.
"I love you, too, Madison," I reply, pressing a kiss of my own to her lips, breathing in deeply as I fall just a little bit more in love with the woman beneath me in my bed. Continuing to press a trail of kisses down Maddie's body, I make my way down over her navel and in between her thighs.
Throwing her legs over my shoulders, Maddie drops them to the side, letting them fall flat onto the bed, opening herself up to my waiting mouth. She looks down at me over the rise and fall of her chest, her brown eyes blazing with lust and love. Without another word, I bury my face into Maddie's wet folds, letting my mouth and tongue go to work, licking from her hole to her clit. I take her little bud into my mouth and begin to gently suck on it while massaging it with my tongue in a rhythmic motion.
Maddie gasps and her back arches off the bed as she grabs the sheets in a death grip. Her hips rise off the bed when I do that figure eight movement with my tongue that I learned she loves when I go down on her. I force Maddie's hips back onto the bed and smirk when she whines about not being able to move, but it turns into a wail when I suck harshly on her clit as I stick my tongue in her hole.
"Allen! Oh fuck! Ohmygod!" Maddie's hips try to start bucking wildly, but I continue to hold her down and despite her protests of it, I know she loves when I do because it makes the pleasure coursing through her body that much more intense, causing her to orgasm harder.
I moan quietly, letting those little vibrations shock Maddie's body and I can feel her orgasm growing stronger with how her body slowly begins to shake. I increase the speed of my tongue, not letting up once, even when Maddie begs me to. My silent response only makes her cry out louder; I shake my head back and forth, letting my tongue go in the opposite direction my head is, all while pressing it harder onto her clit.
Maddie squeals my name and her hands shoot down to my head, threading her fingers through my hair as she pushes my face further into her pussy. I fucking love it when she does that, so I reward her with a really low hum, letting just the small bit of vibration tease her senseless. "Shit, Allen," Maddie whines and I free her hips just a little bit, but the second I do, she takes advantage of it and begins to rock them against my mouth, trying desperately to create more friction.
"Come on, Maddie. Come for me, darlin'. I know you're close and I know you want to. I can feel it," I groan quietly, then continue to lap at her sensitive pink lips, drinking her in. I can feel her body begin to shake before it stiffens completely and I know she's about to burst. I increase the pressure and speed of my tongue and moments later, Maddie releases hard, coming all over my tongue and mouth. I drink in and swallow every last drop that comes from her as I help her ride out her orgasm. When it becomes too much, I feel her tug hard on my hair, silently telling me 'no more', so I slowly kiss my way back up her body and press my lips to her parted ones as she continues to catch her breath.
"Fuck me, that was so good. Jesus, Allen baby," Maddie says, her chest grazes mine with every intake of air she breathes.
"Oh I plan on doin' just that, darlin'. Just gimme a few moments to rest," I tell her and she nods her head with a smile. After flipping over onto my back, Maddie cuddles into my side and nuzzles her face into the fine hairs on my chest. "What are you thinkin' about, sweetheart?" I ask her quietly, running my fingers up and down her side, holding Maddie close when I feel her pressing her body closer into mine.
Maddie shakes her head while tightening her hold on me even more and it begins to worry me. She's never this quiet after sex, not to mention this clingy. Yeah, she loves to cuddle, but something just seems…different about her right now. What the hell happened in the last 30 seconds for her to just flip a switch the way she did. "Maddie, talk to me, darlin'. What is it? What's wrong?" I ask. One second she's a wildcat in bed and the next she's completely closed off. Was is something I said or did? Is she second guessing her telling me that she loves me? God, I really hope not. I'd be fucking destroyed if she felt that way.
Her hold on me suddenly disappears and Maddie flips over onto her side, back facing me. My heart drops as my stomach becomes lodged in my throat at the distance she created between us. "Mads?" I whisper, turning onto my side, placing a hand on her waist as I spoon her from behind. When she doesn't respond, I realize she's fallen asleep on me. It still doesn't put my mind at ease. Something in my gut tells me that something bad is about to happen and it terrifies the hell outta me.
Maddie POV
I wake up in the middle of the night with AJ's hold on me locked solid around my waist. I know he's asleep due to his even breathing as his every exhale hits the back of my neck. Tears begin to suddenly form in my eyes. I heard AJ asking me what was wrong earlier, but I couldn't help but feign sleep to avoid having to explain to him how I had a sudden realization that I've fallen in love with someone I barely even know. When he asked me what's wrong, I wanted to say that I want him to tell me about his past, but I know that he would have just shut down on me again.
I know we've only known each other for a little over a month, but I hardly know anything about him. I don't get what is so bad about his past that he doesn't want to tell me because he thinks it'll make me think differently about him. The only way that would happen is if he took the life of someone else and while I don't know him well, something tells me that AJ would never take the life of another.
But still…I can't be here right now. I love AJ with everything in me, but I just can't be around him right now. I know it's going to confuse and hurt him when he wakes up to me not being here, but I need to really think about if I want to be with someone who won't tell me more about themselves. I can't be in love with only half of who he is. I want to know all of Allen Jones and he's not allowing that to happen.
With that thought in mind, I take hold of AJ's arm and unlatch his hold on me as I quietly and carefully slip out of bed. I quickly put my clothes back on as I watch him sleep, a frown developing on his handsome face and I know it's because his sleeping consciousness knows I'm not there with him anymore…even if his awakened state isn't aware of it yet.
I walk back to the side of the bed I climbed out from and press a chaste kiss to his hair, "I love you, Allen," I whisper quietly and slip out of his room and down the stairs, closing the front door as quietly as I can.
Tears fall from my eyes as I drive away from AJ and back home. The begin to fall faster when 'Highway Don't Care' comes on the radio again. God, why can't he just let me in? I've told him all about me and I was the first one to tell him I love him. I've already told him that I would never do to him what his ex did, but he still won't let me in completely.
I make it home and once again, quietly close and the lock the front door behind me before crawling into bed, crying myself to sleep with AJ on my mind.
AJ POV
I wake up to the sun shining into my eyes through the blinds and I groan, rolling over to pull Maddie in close, hoping to get a couple more hours of sleep, but I'm met with a cold and empty bed; no Maddie in sight. I sit up quickly, honing my hearing, so I can see if I can hear here somewhere else throughout the house.
"Maddie?" I call out her name, loud enough for her to hear me from anywhere in the house, but it's deathly quiet. "Maddie?!" I call for her again and still nothing. "No. No no no," I say, one of my fears coming to life right before my eyes. Maddie leaving me. I shoot out of bed, hastily putting on my boxer briefs before scouting the house for someone I know I'm not going to find.
I grab my phone and try to call her, but after ringing a couple of times, it goes straight to voicemail. "Maddie, baby. Please answer the phone. Let me know you're okay. I woke up and you weren't here. Is…is everything okay? Just please, call me. I love you, baby," I rasp out, ending my message, but then I pull up our messages, typing out a new one.
AJ: Baby, call me please. Let me know you're okay. I tried calling, but you didn't answer. You're scarin' me, Maddie. Talk to me, please. I love you, darlin'.
She's usually so good with responding right away so when she doesn't respond within the hour, I begin to worry. There is a good chance that I could be overreacting to this whole thing, but I can't help it. I've been screwed over in the past and I'm letting it take control of mine and Maddie's relationship. Maybe it's time I tell her everything that has happened. Yeah, if you wanna lose her you idiot, then go straight ahead and throw away the best thing to ever happen to you.
Even though I don't want to, I let Maddie be and let her come to me. She hasn't responded to my call or text and I don't want to seem like the insecure boyfriend I actually am and leave her be. I really hope she doesn't make me wait long. I'm going crazy with not knowing what she is thinking about or where she is.
Maddie POV
Hours later I'm at work, taking a shift I didn't need since I was suppose to be off today, but because of my decision to leave Allen the way I did last night is eating me up inside, but I can't be around him right now and I need a distraction. I'm making work my distraction. I just hope that Allen doesn't decide to show up. I wouldn't be surprised if he did though; I have been ignoring his calls and texts. I have no doubt he's worried sick about me right now.
I sent Susie home early so she can spend her day relaxing. I told her I needed time to myself and that I didn't mind running the store for the day. She gave me a quizzical look, but doesn't broach the subject; she respects my wishes and leaves me to run the store.
I go about my day, helping customers and rearranging items on the shelves as well as stocking up on the items that are low or out. The cowbell goes off when the door opens and I look up at a beautiful blond walking in and when I lock eyes with her, something tells me she is no good; that she is bad news. But I shove that thought aside and welcome her with a smile like I do everyone else.
She doesn't respond though. She continues to look at me, her head tilting to the side as she continues to observe me. "Can I help you with something?" I ask her and she just smiles at me like she knows a secret I don't. I don't even know how that's possible considering I've never met this women before in my life.
"No, but I might be able to help you," she tells me and I walk up to the front, towards this woman.
"I'm sorry, but how could you possibly help me? I don't even know you," I reply, starting to feel the hairs on the back of my neck stand up.
"No, but I know who you are…Maddie," she replies and my heart begins to beat rapidly in my chest.
"Who the hell are you? You need to leave. NOW!" I tell her, my tone letting her know I'm not messing around. "I don't want to, but I will call my boyfriend if I have to," I threaten her and she laughs with a shake of her head. "WHO ARE YOU?!" I cry out and the next words to leave her mouth have my blood running cold.
"I'm Jessica. AJ's ex-girlfriend."