Heyy, so I've noticed it's been about a month since I last posted for this story and I didn't realize how much fun I had writing it until I hit almost 5,600 words. Whoopsie! :D Shoutout to my girls JustCherry73, GoldenGirl1920 and wwechristina. Thank you for your continued love and support! Love you girls!
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Maddie POV
It's taken everything in me not to cry today. Between having to deal with my father's funeral arrangements and Allen voicing that he would love the idea of me getting pregnant, it's been a trying and tiring day. I just want to go home, curl under the covers with Allen and go to sleep. When Luke texted me saying that Allen was a wreck because he didn't know where I was, I'm not gonna lie…it hurt me to know I did that to him.
It eases my mind some though, that he isn't at home wallowing around and that he's at work with the guys. He's keeping himself occupied, even though I'm sure his mind is anywhere but in the hood of the car he's working on.
I'm just happy that I'm almost done with everything and that I can go home and veg out. But first, I need to go do some food shopping because I did notice yesterday that the fridge and cupboards were pretty sparse.
An hour and a half later, I'm back home and it's going on 6pm. It was a long, tiring and exhausting day and the only thing I wanna do when I get everything put away is take a bubble bath and relax with a glass of wine. Come to think of it, I pour myself that glass as I put away the groceries. By the time I finish, my glass is empty, so I fill it again and make my way upstairs.
While I have the tub filling up, I strip myself of my clothes, leaving them on the bathroom floor and look at myself in the mirror. I don't even recognize my reflection because of how much I cried today and how worn out I am. On impulse, I turn sideways and zero in on my stomach, placing my hand over it and rub the flat surface gently.
Would it really be the worse thing in the world if you actually did get pregnant, Maddie? You already know you're spending the rest of your life with him AND you know you two eventually have a kid…so why would it be so bad. Besides, you know Allen is right about getting some extra cash for a lot of the crap your parents had lying around. You're also selling the house, so you guys will have the money. You have no more excuses as to why you can't besides being afraid , but what first to be mom isn't? You love Allen with every last fiber of your being and he worships the ground you walk on. He'd do anything for you…
I snap myself out of my musings and turn the water off. Grabbing my glass of wine, I set it on the edge of the bathtub and carefully step into the bubbly warm water. I submerge myself up to my neck and the heat feels amazing on my tired body.
About 15 minutes later, I'm startled awake by the front door slamming shut. I must have dozed off without even realizing it. "Maddie! Baby, are you home?" I hear Allen call for me and hearing his voice after not speaking to him all day has my heart racing. God, I missed him so much today.
I take a deep breath before responding. "I'm upstairs!" I call back loudly so he can hear me. The sound of his boots hitting the wooden steps grow louder the closer he gets to the second floor. I keep my eyes trained on the open bathroom door as I wait for Allen to show up.
He comes bounding around the corner and stops at the threshold to the bathroom and looks at me with so much regret. But I can also see the relief in his eyes that he sees I'm okay and the love he holds for me glowing within them. I flash him a small smile and he takes it as an okay to enter the bathroom.
"Maddie…baby. I'm so sorry, I know I'm such an idiot for even…" he begins to rant and I shake my head, effectively stopping him mid sentence. I lift my hand out of the water and dry it off on the towel before holding it out him. Allen closes the distance between us and grabs my hand before sitting on the edge of the tub. The small frown on his face grows bigger when he gets a good look at my own face. "Baby, I'm so sorry. I never should have brought it up," he whispers, before shaking his head and looks down at our joined hands.
I give his hand a squeeze, causing him to look back up at me and I see tears brimming his eyes. "Allen…baby. Please don't cry. I should be the one apologizing," I tell him, pressing a kiss to the top of his hand and I think that caught him off guard because the look on his face is not only comical, but it's adorable. It has me releasing a tiny giggle that puts a smile on his face.
"Babe, you shouldn't be. I should because I should have known better than to bring up the subject of kids," he said solemnly and his tone makes me frown.
"Allen…" I call his name quietly and he looks at me once more. "I overreacted and took it out on you. With the stress of my father's death and having to deal with all of that…the thought of even having a kid at the moment added to that and honestly…it scares the shit outta me," I whisper at the end.
Allen's face softens and transfers his hold on my hand from his one hand to the other. He reaches out and strokes my cheek with his thumb, letting his hand linger in place. I reach my own hand up and hold his in place, nuzzling his palm as I press a kiss to it. "Baby, it scares me too. I've never had to be responsible for anything or anyone other than myself. Well, save maybe for Luke and Karl; they do act like kids more than half the time," he said and I can't help but laugh at that because I know it's true.
"You're not wrong with that," I comment before asking quietly, "join me?"
His hold on my hand disappears in an instant and I crack a small smile as I watch Allen undress. I scoot forward a little to give him the space to get in behind me and the moment he's settled, I reclaim my spot in between Allen's legs, resting my back and head on his chest. He automatically and without hesitation wraps his arms around me, holding me close. "God, I missed this all day. I missed you," he whispers before pressing a kiss to my temple.
"Me too," I whisper back. "When Luke told me that you were crazy with worry because you didn't know where I was…it hurt. I was just too angry and upset in that moment…" I begin to say, but Allen quiets me with soft kisses to the side of my neck.
"That doesn't matter anymore, baby. What matters is, is that I have you back in my arms where you belong," he says quietly. I try to press myself further into Allen and I can feel his arms tighten around me even more.
"Allen…" I say his name softly and he replies with a 'hmm?' "When I got home, I thought about it and you were right. I can sell a lot of my parents' things for extra cash and I am gonna sell the house. I already know I am and want to spend the rest of my life with you, but I also know that we are going to have children of our own some day…" I say quietly and I can feel the shift in his body change at my admission.
"Maddie. What're you tryna tell me?" Allen asks, his tone telling me he's afraid to hear what I have to say.
I lift my head and crane it so I can look up at him and he meets my gaze. The look in his eyes tell me that he's terrified to hear my answer. Lifting my hand up, I cup the side of his face and press a kiss to his jaw, "what I'm trying to say is that, we don't need to try. But if I do end up pregnant, it won't be the worst thing in the world. I do want to have a baby with you, Allen…please don't doubt that. I'm just afraid that I'm going to be a terrible parent when I do," I voice my true fear and Allen leans his head down, capturing my lips in a soft, but reassuring kiss.
"Baby, every new parent is like that and has that fear. But we're in this together. We're a team and partners. Neither one of us will be alone in this. I'm scared out of my fucking mind to become a parent, but I want to be one so bad and to know that you're the mother of my children…Maddie, life can't get any better than that. Except for making you my wife," Allen grins down at me and I can't help but to return it.
"You're cute when you get all excited about something. But I couldn't pick a better man to be the father of my children. I love you, baby," I tell him and the smile on his face grows. Lifting his hand from the water, Allen frames my face and leans down to press a gentle kiss to my lips and I smile into it before opening my mouth to him.
I quickly shift myself so I straddle him and deepen the kiss. When Allen shoves his tongue into my mouth and takes control of the kiss, the moan that leaves me is almost embarrassing, but when we're in the throes of passion, no sound or action we make is ever embarrassing. "My beautiful girl. God, I love you, so much, Maddie," Allen pants out against my lips when he ends the kiss to get some much needed air. "I need to be inside you, darlin'," he rasps out, looking into my eyes through the small distance between our faces.
Without another word, I lift myself onto my knees and run my hand down Allen's body. Letting it disappear below the barrier of bubbles, I grab his member and guide it to my entrance before lowering myself onto his thick girth.
I release a whimpering moan while his is guttural as he fills me to the hilt. I feel Allen snake his arms around my small frame, holding me close as I wrap mine around his neck. I began to roll my hips roughly into him, letting my clit hit his pelvic bone with every forward rock of my hips that I take. Every roll pulls a moaning gasp from me and I can see in Allen's eyes that the sounds I'm making has him hypnotized. This love making is different from any other time and we both know it.
The fork in the road for our lives just changed and it soon could, but will eventually involve a child, now that it's been put out in the open. I just hope Allen and I are ready for it when that moment comes.
No words are spoken as we stare into each other's eyes. Allen leans in and captures my lips with his own, muffling the loud cry that escapes me when he thrusts roughly up into me. The need to find release for both of us is strong; I continue to rock my hips into Allen's as his pound up into me. Water splashes out of the tub and all over the floor, but neither of us have a care at the moment. We're so lost in each other, but the feelings running through my veins has me increasing the speed of my hips colliding with Allen's.
"That's it, Maddie. Feel me, baby. Feel every inch of me as I fill you. Feel me as I take you and make you mine. God, you are so beautiful when you look like this," he rasps out and I feel his hand sneak around my front and in between my thighs, pressing his thumb to my clit.
Allen POV
Maddie cries out my name loudly and it has me looking at her with more love than I can even comprehend at the moment. The love I hold for this woman is insurmountable that there is nothing that would make me stop loving her. I continue to slowly and gently press my thumb in circles on her clit, bringing her closer to her release. I'm already so close that I need to increase her pleasure to get her closer to the edge.
I tilt my hips and the new angle has Maddie releasing a wail as her body convulses from the jolt of pleasure shooting through her body when the tip of my dick grazes her sweet spot. "Allen! Oh fuck! I'm so close…" she whines loudly, rutting onto my hand and dick as her craving for release grows desperate while she stares at me with a pleading look in her eyes.
"I've got you, baby. Just hold on and let me take care of you, darlin'," I rasp out, tightening my hold on Maddie as I begin to fuck her hard, my hips colliding with hers at such a fast pace, the water sloshes all over the floor and the moaning cries that leave Maddie have me increasing my thrusts. "That's it, Maddie. Come on, darlin'. Let go for me. I can feel you squeezin' me so tight. I'm right behind you, baby," I groan out in grunts.
I snap my eyes shut, scrunching them up, while resting my forehead against Maddie's and with a few more thrusts, we both find our release at the same time. I come with a roar as my semen coats Maddie's walls. Maddie squeezes me tight as her orgasm hits her hard with a cry of my name as she takes every load of my release I pump into her.
I continue to thrust up into her, but they gradually slow down until I stop altogether, the both of us completely spent. Maddie's body lays heavy on mine as she tries to catch her breath. I reach up and cup the back of her neck, letting my thumb caress the hair and skin behind her ear as we come down from our collective highs. "I love you, so much, Madison. More than you'll ever know, darlin'. And I'll never stop," I say quietly into Maddie's ear before pressing a gentle kiss to her temple.
Maddie pulls back just enough to look at me and lifts her own hand to cup my jaw. While stroking my beard she leans in and presses her lips to mine, smiling into the kiss. "I love you, too, Allen…so much, that my heart wouldn't be able to survive without you," she says back just as quietly.
"Your heart will never have to find out what it's like because mine will never leave its side," I reassure her and Maddie nods her head before leaning in to capture my lips in a kiss. Leaning back, Maddie pushes my hair out of my face and smiles at me. "What? What's that look for?" I ask with a smile of my own, sinking lower into the warm water, taking her with me.
Maddie's hold on me tightens with a giggle and she presses a kiss to the tip of my nose. "No reason. Just how cute you are and how happy you make me. But I'm hungry and I'm sure you are, too. I did some food shopping before coming home and I got the ingredients to make baked ziti…" she tells me and my eyes light up at the news. I go to get to my feet, taking Maddie with me, but she stops me before I can get up. "You're all sweaty and dirty; we're staying here until we're both clean and then I'll make it for dinner."
I press my lips against hers excitedly and it earns me a giggle, "you really are the best girlfriend ever," I tell her before I begin to press kisses all over her face.
"I never knew something so simple could make you this happy; it's only food, babe," Maddie laughs and reaches for the body wash behind me, then proceeds to clean me.
"Maybe. But you made it and you know how much I love it, so of course it's going to make me happy because I know you do it for me," I say softly, watching Maddie as she glides her hands across my arms, spreading the soap across my skin. Her eyes meet mine before she replies.
"Of course I do it for you because I know it makes you happy and seeing you happy makes me happy, baby. I'll always do whatever I can to ensure your happiness, Allen," she replies and I quite literally have to hold back the flood of emotions that want to break free.
Marry me, Maddie. Marrying me would make me happier than anything in this entire fucking world. Marrying you and seeing you carry my child. Those are the two things I want most in this world right now. I know it's selfish of me, but knowing I now have what I've wanted for so long, I don't want to wait any longer to start my life with you.
"You being right here with me. You loving me. You going out of your way to do things for me when you don't have to. That makes me happy, Maddie because I know I'll always have someone to come home to who wants to see and be with me as much as I do with them," I babble out and I feel Maddie cradle my face in her tiny hands.
"Hey…hey. Allen, baby. Calm down. Breathe, sweetheart. Where is all of this coming from?" She asks, worry coating her tone as she looks at me with concerned eyes. "Talk to me, Allen. What is it?" Maddie asks again, this time softer as she pushes my hair out of my face.
"With me bringing up the subject of having kids earlier and with the way you reacted…I thought I pushed you away" I reply quietly and break eye contact, not being able to look at her in fear of what I'll see there.
"Allen. Baby. No," Maddie shakes her head and I look back at her. "It would take a lot and I mean A LOT to push me away. You just caught me completely off guard when you brought that up. I want to start a family with you; more than anything. I think the thought of you bringing up kids scared me because I've been so use to being on my own and then I find the man I want to spend the rest of my life with…with how quickly our relationship progressed…adding kids into the mix scared the shit out of me. It still does. But that doesn't mean that I don't want to have children, Allen. I never even thought of having kids until I met you.
"So please. Don't ever think that you've pushed me away. Believe me; you'd know if you had. I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life and start a family with you. Now come on, let's finish this bath and get my man fed. Because I know you're hungry. When you're upset, you don't eat and I know you have been all day…" Maddie says and I can't help but keep thinking about how lucky I got and am to have found someone as amazing as Maddie is. Never in my wildest dreams would I have thought I'd ever find the one I'm going to spend the rest of my life with.
Maddie POV
As I stand at the counter and put all of the ingredients together for dinner, my mind wanders to Allen and his mindset of thinking that he could push me away just because he brought up the subject about something I thought I wasn't ready for. I'm still not. But what first time parent is?
It hurts me to think that he thought he'd pushed me away, regardless of what it is. I thought he knew me better than that. To know better than to think I'd ever think about pushing him away…leaving him. But then again Jessica, the dumb fucking blonde cunt, fucked Allen up really bad and made him think the worst after he discovered her and his at the time best friend, fucking in the bed they shared. So, I guess I can understand why he'd think that. I've just never given him a reason as to why there would be any reason he'd be able to push me away or how I'd allow for it to happen.
Girl, stop. Now you're just letting your mind get the best of you. You know it's going to take time for Allen to fully recover from the trauma Jessica put him through. And then to find you, his angel in disguise as he claims you to be…any fight or disagreement, no matter how big or small you guys may have, he's going to think the worst because of what he's been through the past 20 years. It's what he knows…it's what he's use to; so, it's going to be his first instinct. No matter how much you prove to him that you're nothing like her.
Just be patient with him. You know you'd never do such heinous things to him and so will he when he finally realizes he has nothing to worry about. You're probably too good to be true to him, so whenever something goes bad, he's expecting the other shoe to drop and for you to hightail it out of there as fast as possible. Keep doing what you're doing and continue to prove him wrong. Continue to love him with everything in you. Shower him with the unconditional love he deserves.
I feel arms wraps around me from behind as Allen presses his body flush against mine. He presses his lips to the side of my neck before resting his chin on my shoulder. I smile at his affection and lean into him, pressing a kiss of my own to his cheek. "It smells incredible," he says with a smile of his own and places a kiss to my lips when I look up at him.
"Hey baby," I reply quietly. "It'll smell even better once I put it in the oven," I tell him and put my focus back on the food and finish evenly distributing everything before popping it into the oven. Once closing the door and setting the timer, I turn my attention back onto Allen with a smile, "I'm all yours for the next 30 minutes, until I need to put the cheese on top," I tell him as I close the distance between us, wrapping my arms around his waist.
"Hmm, I can think of a few things…" he says with a grin as he lets his hands wander down to my ass and gives it a squeeze. I return his grin with a shake of my head, letting my fingers caress the bare skin of his back.
"Is your mind ever anywhere, but on sex?" I ask him with a laugh. Allen grins sheepishly down at me and pulls me flush up against him. He takes my chin in between his thumb and forefinger and descends his face towards mine, capturing my lips in a soft, but sensual kiss that has my toes curling. Allen lightly deepens the kiss and it pulls a whimpering moan from me when I feel his tongue beg for entrance into my mouth.
I grant him the access he wants and when his tongue languidly strokes mine, my body automatically leans in and submits to him. Allen groans appreciatively into the kiss before deepening it even more. When I'm forced to end the kiss, desperate for air, Allen lifts me to the counter and stands in between my legs. His lips create a wet trail from my jaw down to my neck, putting his focus on the hickey he created the night before. I moan loudly at the contact and buck my hips into Allen's.
"Allen," I whine, "that's…oh god…that's not fair," my whine turns into a moan and the feel of his tongue caressing my skin has me shuddering in delight. I can feel him smirk against my skin before his hands trail down my body and to the apex of my thighs where I know he'll find my arousal pooling from me.
"First you tease me by wearing only a pair of panties and one of my shirts and now to discover that your soaking wet for me…oh Maddie, baby; you're in for a treat because you got Daddy so hard, wanting and ready for his girl," Allen groans as he takes a finger and pushes my panties aside before swiping it through my drenched folds, earning him a long drawn out moan of his name. "That's it; let Daddy hear you. I wanna hear my name fall past these sweet lips I love so much," he rasps out and takes them with his own in a heated kiss.
He pushes one of his thick fingers into my needy hole and begins to stroke my top wall, grazing my sweet spot with every sweep of it's tip. "Oh fuck…Allen. That feels so good," I mewl, leaning back into the cabinet and spread my legs wider for him. The loud snarl that escapes Allen causes a shiver to run through my body and more of my arousal to drip from me.
"Fuck, Maddie. You're such a good girl for me. Tell me what you want. What do you want Daddy to do?" He rasps out, palming himself through his basketball shorts. The sight of his hard dick through the material has my mouth salivating for him. To taste him. And it lets me know what I want.
"Eat me out. Make me come so hard, I can't feel my legs and I'll give you the best blow job you've ever had," I demand him and Allen wastes no time in pulling my panties down my legs, tossing them to the side. Suddenly, he grabs me, pulls me off the counter and carries me to the kitchen table before kneeling on the floor in front of me. He spreads my legs wide open and pulls my ass to the edge of the table.
"Jesus Christ, you're a meal in itself Madison and I'm gonna eat you all up. Don't you dare hold back on me; I wanna hear you," Allen groans out and doesn't give me a chance to respond because within seconds his thick tongue glides like butter through my wet pussy. I cry out, trying to buck my hips, but Allen holds me down onto the table before harshly sucking my clit into his mouth.
"HOLY SHIT! ALLEN!" I squeal out, gripping the edge of the table with one hand while my other grabs a handful of Allen's hair and yanks on it. He moans at my aggressiveness and as retaliation, Allen rapidly flicks the tip of his tongue against my clit. "Ahh! Fuck! Oh yeah!" I cry out, releasing a whorish moan.
My reactions encourage him, so his tongue becomes more persistent against my folds and clit. I try desperately to look down at him, to watch him get me off, but the sensation and pressure his mouth and tongue provide, prove to be too much. "That's my girl. Always so good for Daddy," Allen groans with a rasp to his voice and sticks two fingers inside me, stretching me out.
He reintroduces his mouth to my clit, taking quick licks while his fingers create a punishing speed inside my pussy. The squelching sound of my arousal fills the air as Allen continues to roughly finger fuck me. "Look at me, Madison," he orders me and the tone in his voice dares me to disobey him.
I let my eyes meet his and the primal look in them has me releasing a pathetic and whimpering moan of his name. "Don't you dare break eye contact with me. Do you understand?" He says and I nod my head.
"I–I under…ohhh holy fuuuuuck! I understand," I cry out, gradually getting louder the faster Allen's fingers become. It takes everything in me not to throw my head back when he sucks my clit back into his mouth just as the tips of his fingers graze my g-spot over and over again in rapid succession. "Oh my god, Allen…I'm about to come. I'm gonna…" I whine, fighting my eyes as they want to roll back at the pleasure that's coursing through my body.
I feel a sharp nip to my clit, causing me to squeak out in shock, pain and pleasure all wrapped into one. "Eyes on me, Maddie," Allen demands against my sex and his hot breath has me quivering. My walls begin to constrict around his thick fingers and it's all I can think of not to break eye contact with Allen. "That's my good girl. Come for me, Maddie. Come for Daddy; I know you're right there. Let go and give me everything you've got. Now!" He snarls out and with a few more punishing thrusts of his fingers, I come hard with a loud cry of his name, squirting all over Allen's face as well as the table and floor.
Allen takes every last drop that leaves my body and I am so spent, I collapse onto my back on the table, panting as I try to catch my breath. I feel lips trail up my body, but I can't acknowledge them until Allen's face is directly above mine, providing me with a smirk that's mixed with a smile.
"Don't go getting all cocky on me because you fulfilled my request," I breathe as I continue to try and catch my breath. Allen leans down and presses a kiss to my parted lips after I push his hair out of his eyes.
"You love it when I dominate you and push you to your limit. Otherwise, you wouldn't let me do the things I do to you or order you around the way I do. Hmm, but with how easily you submit to me…" he begins to say, but his words die on his lips when he leans down and ravishes the side of my neck with wet kisses.
I gasp quietly when Allen lightly nips at my skin before he soothes it with his tongue. "I submit to you because I trust you…unconditionally…with everything. Mind, body and soul because I know you'd never do anything to hurt me. You're the only man I've ever submitted myself to, Allen because I know you'd never take advantage of the trust I gave to you after all the terrible things that have happened to me," I breathe just above a whisper, breaking eye contact with him and Allen presses his lips to mine silencing me.
"Shh, baby. I'd never take advantage of the love and trust you've given me…put in me. I cherish it because I know it's not an easy thing to accomplish. So with the fact that you trust me without even having to think twice about it, you can damn well bet that I'm not going to screw that up. You mean everything to me, darlin' and I'll never take advantage of that either. Ever," He replies softly.
The spell between us is broken when the timer goes off. Allen hangs his head with a sigh before reconnecting his eyes with mine. He leans down pressing one of the most soft and tender kisses he's ever given me, then stands up and turns the timer off. My eyes follow him as I sit up and watch him. He grabs the kitchen towel and takes the ziti out of the oven before grabbing the cheese out of the fridge. After putting it on, he sticks the ziti back into the oven and I softly say, "set the oven to broil on low for five minutes," I tell him.
Once doing that Allen turns back to me and closes the distance between us. I smile up at him and accept the kiss he delivers to me. His hands find their spot on my hips as he steps back in between my legs and mine find their way onto his toned chest. "Y'know, it's sexy when a man takes charge and helps in the kitchen," I purr softly as I let my hands wander across his chest and stomach before wrapping them around his waist, pulling him up against me.
"Is it now?" Allen replies seductively, wrapping his own arms around me, lowering his head back down to mine, leaving minimal space in between our faces. I tilt my head up and my nose grazes his as my grin grows bigger when Allen touches his forehead to mine.
"Mhm," I say, trailing my hands back up his body before wrapping them around the back of Allen's neck and press my lips to his. I deepen the kiss and thread my fingers through his silky hair, moaning into it. Our mini make out session stays alive until the timer alerts us our dinner is ready when it goes off.