Dear Emma,
I feel lost. I can't cook, eat and do productive things like I used to be. Your mother annoyed me when I come home. But it's nice to have a company around in the house. It was like Christmas time.
Oh. I forgot what day it was today. I didn't know if it's Thanksgiving day or Christmas day. I keep forgetting what I should do around in the house or at town hall. In my heart, it fell apart because of you. I feel lonely. To be honest with you, I don't know what to do with myself.
In my mind and heart, it kept telling me that I had to search for you everywhere until you are found in my arms. Please, I can't keep it up. I don't know where you are but in my heart, I know that you are in my heart as I cherish you.
Every time, I listen or study from Henry's voice and looks. It made me think of your beautiful face and pale lips. Oh, I missed your smile. Don't forget that moment when you and I met for the first time on my porch that night. It was a beautiful moment.
Please come home to me, my love.
RM
