Oh jeez, since when i've been depressed with a pre frail, sarcopenic and apneic mouth-breathing parent let alone moving and working on a custom built PC...
Let me first apologize for this:I've been looking at Purple shift, and really. I realized only now that i started the story with little care and ultimately, i had too many ambitions with Vita and Reinforce, or trying to explain them in-story as to how they ended up with me or why I was acting so confident early on-which is what you expect from someone who has grown into a veteran and became highly experienced with their abilities, not a rookie still grappling with essentially black-box abilities and the responsibilities of siding with the sirens, so it is for all intensive purposes. Bad. Think of it... as a proof of concept for someone who decides to side with the Sirens viva a la Abyssal KC stories, I will try to rework it. but still, I have to finish Tricolore of the stars first before i start trying to put it back together.
At the least, Hopefully this one will be a bit more satisfying conclusion to my romance interest in-story, rather than essentially a master controller masturbating off to a program.
20XX, November 8th. Midnight
I heaved lightly as I buried the dead bodies in the lawn, The weight of a fully grown human no match for what even a Kanmusu of my age was capable of. Already, I had covered the mounds with dirt and grass using a shovel, working overtime to ensure nothing would pick up our trail. my psychic-waves on full alert for anything, Be it drones with cameras in the night skies, Hidden surveillence devices disguised as rocks and vegetation, Or solar powered devices doubtlessly linked with the satellites overhead, One out of many governmental programs like reading everyone's emails or calls, or to spot faces and watch people.
Which was why the two of us had been handpicked for this mission, for we were the only ones who stood any chance of lasting against counter-intelligence. And in part because our aetheronic abilities, like the ability to adjust our hair color just subtly to pass off as a human, Or instantly detect and remove any spying electronic devices. or to simply emit a blast of electrostatic energy to fry up anything next-room and many more were a outside context problem for our pursuers, long enough to just let us accomplish what Siren command from Aeberera wanted us to do, even with the limitations of being disarmed shipgirls unable to summon our machinery. in part necessary to survive the voyage all the way here.
Not only that, but Iris had passed her land endurance tests far beyond expectations against most of her peers during training and especially was the best in gunnery tests for her entire group. and had made it this far in the war be it by luck or by skill, and unlike a good deal of sirens she held no ill will toward humanity, only wishing that the war could just come to an end so she could see a globe without conflict. Combined with her kindhearted, but firm personality, We all made a perfect pair for each other as assessed by whatever passed for psychologists in kanmusu society anyway.
Of course, The neighbors that knew this house's family once didn't know what was happening, And even i could tell that a few houses still had lights on late into the night, Automobiles stood parked in the streets, or the garage of the stuck-up snobs I had the displeasure of glancing at as 'temporality embarrassed millionaires'. The only light sources to my shipgirl eyes were the lamps, and the only sound was the wind making something rattle in the distance. and maybe the occasional physical, verbal, emotional or sexual abuse that befell so many of these girls, boys, men and women alike behind that 'family' facade.
How fortunate, perhaps. that the neighbors would not know that the owners of this house were dead-A man, a wife, two boys and one girl of school age. their heads crushed into a splatter of grey matter and blood by a single punch from a shipgirl. Their home taken over by the two of us for our use, Social security wouldn't know. and with a bit of mind trickery and elaborate lying for the tough visits like the IRS or such, it would be easy enough to explain the two of us as housesitters until we had to stay on the move again.
In the back of my mind, I noted to fry up the guy's chuck roast in the fridge with butter for lunch tomorrow.
Suddenly. I sensed movement, behind my back. However, the mental presence that i felt made my shoulders relax as Iris walked up to me, Her head towering over my eyesight even if I couldn't see her in my view, A feeling of concern from her as she finished cleaning up the bloody mess we made earlier.
"Enterprise? You seem like you're lost in your thoughts."
That snapped me out of my thought train. I smirked with an almost resigned tone, turning back to face the blonde while putting away my shovel and letting it fall into the grass. "Sorry... I was just thinking back to my past life, I lived in apartments most of my previous life. I didn't get to see the suburbs or the countryside very often. The one time i did go to the countryside, it was for a marshmallow charcoal grilling party."
Iris gave a warm smile at this while walking up beside me. It made me feel somewhat better, even if we had our problems with each other and ourselves beforehand.
She reached out to hold my hand and help me along as i walked. As we walked towards the home's door, I couldn't resist looking back once more, to see the stars twinkling faintly through the clouds. Somewhere above us was probably a quadcopter drone and it'd be very likely it was watching for anything suspicious right now. But they wouldn't find anything. After all... Not even cameras can get past a few closed windows with the covers on or the fact these dead bodies had already been buried.
I flipped the switch on, My vision immediately filled with white before adjusting rapidly as the lights came to life. This house was much better than what I lived in beforehand.. or maybe it was because this suburb looked almost like how i remembered that visit in childhood. It would have been nice had i seen this place in broad daylight too...
Iris took the lead while I followed behind. Even though our minds stood alert and feeling like we could still keep going for weeks without sleep. The steak still needed seasoning first and then resting overnight, For we could not afford to waste food-and especially since that family won't need it anymore...
As I walked through the living room with its dim lighting, I couldn't help but admire what little i saw.. Glass figurines on display, Clearly an expensive table clock showing the time despite the blackout, And the simple placement of furniture which might have been anything from "A middle-class dream" To a 'perfect home straight outta those 50s commercials'. Or at least, It looked more homely than my cramped room in the homeland was before coming here.
I glanced around for any potential surveillance devices, Ruling them out when none turned up. Iris did so too, But we were lucky enough to find nothing. Only then could i settle down. Not even any hint of a webcam or anything.
My thoughts drifted back to what happened earlier.
Inside this very house, We entered through the door by flying in from one of the open windows without anyone looking in our direction, It was almost too easy to end him in his sleep, Iris punching open his head like a watermelon in an instant-The woman had been roused from her sleep only to face me- I... hesitated for just enough time before crushing her skull with all the might my enhanced strength could muster. Her scream barely even made it out the room. I couldn't help thinking how lucky we were when the kids weren't awake. They would have called the local cops, at which point we would haven't been able to occupy and take over this house... Not without drawing the attention of Counterintelligence that is.
Iris was still holding onto my hand with gentle reassurance, Guiding me upstairs as if i needed support or guidance. But it helped. It always did.. especially given our long history together ever since we met many months ago with her as a caretaker, since even high command thought that a little, innocent girl like me shouldn't go unsupervised even if there were no matching genetic relatives that they knew.
I felt compelled to smile back, one of the many rare, sweet hearted moments from my soul. "I just wonder what it might be like living here..."
"If you had your previous life?"
"Yeah." We stopped by one of the bedrooms, Or rather-the children's shared bedroom from the looks of things. Two beds sat side by side while some posters adorned their walls with anime characters or sports stars. The closet held mostly clothes for school kids which i did not envy them for having to wear. But then again, Iris was right.. If I had been born in a better life instead of literally being thrown into the deep end of this war as a kanmusu like some kind of twisted isekai... Who knew? Perhaps I could have lived here, And gone through high school just like these kids.
Rather having been denied it over a chronic disease of mine.
I sat down at their desk while Iris went ahead to prepare everything for us to settle in. My thoughts drifted back once more... I remembered how we got all the way over here. A series of faked identities, mind tricks and electronic tomfoolery to get onto a commercial flight, How we got on without being caught was anyone's guess. Maybe the pilots didn't even know what they carried.
Then there was walking many hundreds of miles on foot before reaching this town with only minor setbacks, What with the Kanmusu war having given the feds the excuse to double down on spying programs and other black projects out of 'national security in a time of crisis' or whatever it was.. We did manage it somehow though.
Even then i couldn't help admiring the stars through their window. It seemed unreal how far we had come just for this mission... Not just geographically, But mentally speaking too. As Iris sat down beside me with gentle support, The feeling of her hand touching mine made me realize something...
"Enterprise? You seem like you have something to say." Still, My heart felt heavy for what happened earlier. How ironic-Two shipgirls who were to normal shipgirls how magical girls were to humans with such power for destruction.. While that franchise has these same powers used to save people from such fates!
My thoughts drifted back again as Iris stroked my hair softly, The two beds beside us looked comfier than anything i could remember since leaving. Or more accurately... Since before we left our respective homes, far away across an ocean so vast only one road linked it here...
I sighed lightly. "If things had been different..." My tone turned quiet for once. "Maybe.. Maybe this would have been my life."
That drew a concerned look from Iris at last, While remaining seated with such care towards me. "Enterprise?"
Her voice carried concern in every syllable, Even if she didn't understand what was happening or why exactly my thoughts were going this way. In a gentle motion, She helped lift up my chin while smiling sweetly-The expression held just enough worry behind its gentleness that it made my heart melt slightly despite everything we did today. "What do you mean by that? You seem awfully down."
My smile grew somewhat bitter at this point. I felt no anger for her over what happened earlier... But i could still feel how cold the house around us seemed now without any people living here anymore. It didn't help when they had their lives cut short so quickly by a bunch of shipgirls without their machinery.
I took a deep breath before trying again. "If things were different.. If life hadn't thrown me away to be a boy who did nothing but game all day long to cope with the knowledge of a sibling being the golden child..." My tone turned even more somber. "Maybe i would have been born here, Or grown up with all these comforts like other kids did. Maybe I wouldn't have suffered so badly from chronic disease like many others before me. Or whatever the hell 'neurodiversity' is."
That drew a curious glance from Iris. Already, her fingers began to trace circles on my back in hopes of relaxing me further.
"Enterprise... What makes you say such things?"
My voice wavered slightly when I felt her rubbing my shoulders, In a clear attempt at giving what little comfort she could for my uneasiness tonight. It helped me find my resolve again even if it didn't ease those thoughts fully.. Maybe living here would have been nice too. But then I wouldn't be alive either as the modified little girl version of big E herself.
I swallowed thickly before continuing. "Back home. My parents were divorced, so there wasn't much left save a mother who spent dad's money on wine and impressing her friends, the woman's alcoholism and mistreatment of dad's money while blaming my smoking father for my resentment against her..." I glanced away while finishing this sentence. "Dad wanted me to be happy, even spent thousands of dollars for gaming laptops. We were very close to each other even though we butted heads a lot... We actually started our own anti aging regimens. did everything to be healthy, and my father kicked smoking for good some time before i... got here. Inside this body."
"Even though he was abdominally obese, with really bad apnea and other bad sleep hygiene habits to go with it too."
In response, Iris moved closer still while wrapping both arms around me from behind. The gesture carried just enough warmth despite not having any sexual undertones yet held a reassuring touch all its own.
"Enterprise... You shouldn't think such things." Her tone grew softer than usual now, still holding onto me tightly like before as she frowned. "I care about you, even if that means nothing to you..."
"A...ahh.." My voice came out almost muffled by her hugging, Even if it felt nice. Iris had been one of the few shipgirls who knew what happened in my real past, which was locked away behind multiple layers of classification, bureaucracy and other walls of security if only because Command didn't want the fact I was a human soul at heart and not big E herself to get out for understandable reasons.
"Say, how about we get everything cleaned up? I only just got done cleaning up the blood. Enterprise, We should just relax for now. especially on a night like this." Iris spoke back, still holding onto me with such care it made my eyes water slightly despite my downer spirit.
"Yeah..." My voice came out softly even then. "You have a point there."
Without letting go, She helped guide us both towards one bedroom where they had left their clothes strewn around-Their parents mustn't have cared much or were too busy working themselves sick to notice what happened underneath their noses all along until tonight. But this whole thing needed cleaning up, for even I had a routine to stick to. and Iris herself didn't like a messy room.
I sighed while getting onto the bed with its warm covers, The feeling almost made it seem like i was back home again... Even if we were far away now. My thoughts drifted once more towards what might have been before shaking them off at last when Iris sat down beside me, still holding hands together softly.
Her voice carried concern mixed with reassurance. "Enterprise? You should sleep.. We can talk tomorrow."
"Yeah..." It came out softer than usual despite myself. Maybe because of how tired i felt right then or just everything else going through my mind. But Iris was here for me... And even if we had our problems beforehand, it didn't matter now. The warmth almost made me forget what happened earlier today,
"Enterprise.. You need to open up, If you keep everything bottled up inside you, like pure distilled resentment, You will make mistakes." Iris looked at me from my side, her arms wrapping around me as she tried to figure out the human part of me, forgetting for a moment we were in just our bras and panties as she rubbed my back, like a concerned mother.
I couldn't help feeling touched by this gesture despite myself. My voice came out softly while looking away still. "Yeah.. Maybe so..."
The warmth from her body next to mine helped relax me further, Her breathing slow while Iris herself seemed ready for sleep too... But i couldn't help feeling uneasy still despite everything else going through my head right now. The stars outside were so beautiful yet cold.. Like how this house felt without its former occupants around anymore.
"Enterprise?" My thoughts drifted back once more when I heard her voice again, Even if it was soft enough to be almost muffled by the covers over us both. "You seem awfully tense."
I swallowed thickly before answering. "Yeah..."
Her tone grew even gentler than usual at hearing this. "Then let go of your worries tonight-We can talk tomorrow about what happened earlier." She stroked my hair one last time before letting go slightly, Almost like an attempt at reassuring me further. It helped somewhat but not fully.
The blonde's eyes closed slowly underneath those warm blankets, Yet they opened wide in shock when, in a sudden moment of dazed thinking, I smashed my lips onto her's...
"E,,Enterprise. what are you..." She muttered softly, surprised and shocked by this sudden action. But it didn't stop there for long enough. My heart raced even faster than usual now, As if something was happening between us both right then-Something more intimate than just holding hands together.
It wasn't as if I hadn't had feelings for her for months, or how i would masturbate in my bed in the morning or night imagining her on top of me, Hell, even to say it was a kind of mother fantasy was a lie. She meant all and well for me, This mass of yellow and emerald green eyes in front of me whom, I now was kissing her in the lips in our underwear, let alone anything else.
"M..mmuh." I mumbled as I closed my eyes, these irises of pure amethyst gleaming with a tired yet hopeful look as Iris didn't protest, Maybe she was just too stunned, maybe she too knew about the feelings I had, especially when she could hear the bed rocking and creaking from me fingering myself next room, or maybe it was because she too held similar feelings.
Either way, the growing feeling of something poking me on the belly made it obvious with how my blonde companion found herself faced down with such a aggressive little girl, let alone a famous one and yet at the same time a human. "E-e-enterprise I-"
I didn't care. My lips parted hers while our tongues met for just long enough before i pulled away slightly, Gasping lightly when realizing what happened between us both right then. The warmth only grew stronger now despite everything else going through my head with how everything was out of control.
"E-Enterprise... Have you always thought of me this way...?" Iris asked me, her green eyes still shining with surprise at how I could do that, yet at the same time there was something about the softness of her voice that made me want to be honest with myself, even If i never had dared to admit it to her face back on the homeland.
The thing that was poking me from below was growing harder and longer.
"U...Uh..." I stuttered, Hesitant to confess, After all. I was a little girl, wasn't i? The word for this was lolicon.. no, it was... child molestation. wasn't it? Ped...philia..? No, I was in control of a shipgirl's body aged down to that of a little girl... Did it count because of something similar for the mentally retarded...? My head spun from the questions in my mind as I debated between two sides internally like that of a seesaw.
"Enterprise?" She asked again while still holding onto me tightly, The warmth almost making me forget everything else going through my thoughts right then. "You don't have to answer if you aren't ready."
My voice came out soft when i finally spoke up. "I guess so..."
That drew another surprised look from Iris before she smiled gently at this confession, Her eyes shining brightly as our lips met again in just such an intimate way, as if there had been more to that friendship between us like some sort of mother daughter dynamic all along. My blonde friend let go slowly as she tried processing these new feelings inside herself too, yet didn't protest any further even when her hips began rubbing against mine underneath those covers.
"E..." She whispered softly while still holding onto me gently, Almost scared by whatever might happen next but also curious about where exactly this would lead to if anything else did occur. "Enterprise."
I couldn't help myself from biting down on my lip at hearing it again, My heart pounding so loudly i feared someone outside could hear it over everything going through my mind then.. The stars twinkling above us almost seemed brighter now despite what happened earlier today, As if they too knew just how much i felt for her... Even more than before when living back home under those circumstances which left little time for love like this between two girls who shared such an intimate bond together in a war like this.
"I..." My voice trailed off softly while our lips met once again, The warmth growing stronger still even though it was only through kissing so far. But then something else began happening beneath us both, Something hotter and harder poking at my stomach from below, making me gasp lightly against her mouth. "Ahh!"
Her eyes widened slightly but didn't pull away, instead holding onto me tighter as she grew harder and harder, feeling her tugging at her panties underneath as instinct told me that was her cock, the tip prodding against my pussy ever so slightly as it pushed my own panties out of the way.
Although shipgirls were thought to be a mono-gender species as their name suggested, Even there were a few who possessed male organs, a leftover from the human body. Why the majority would be female yet a few were hermaphordities, Nobody knew, Even siren tests on conceiving any sort of possible kanmusu children, if such a thing was possible had been fruitless.
What zygotes did form had committed cellular suicide, or either died from some kind of built in killswitch. Perhaps the creators had been right when they thought that selfl-replicating sapient weapons would have been a recipe for a disaster.
Yet it didn't stop the fish brain part of her from trying as her primary gun penetrated my pussy, twitching and shivering underneath her as she slid in ever so slowly. my body managing to accumulate to her cock being almost as wide as my forearm and nearly as long as my open hand as I felt the tip resting against my womb.
Not another word goes by as she slowly starts to thrust, in and out, and there is silence aside from the smacking as one meets another before separating again.
"D-Does it hurt. Enty...?"
"No... no." My pussy clamped tightly to her cock as I dug my fingers onto her back, my silence slowly turning into a symphony of moaning and gasping, It's amazing in its own right and even I had to admit that jerking off as a boy to hentai websites didn't compare to this level of pleasure, Like someone had took a penis and then turned it inside out, lining the canal with many times more pleasure receptors.
Iris didn't waste any time as she bucked into me laying on her side, squashing my head against her breasts as she grasped my hips before pounding away into me with vigor I didn't know she had before, aside from her physical evaluation tests as I moaned underneath her brutal assault, My round butt slowly turning pink from just how noticeably strong Iris's thrusts were, compared to that of a normal human.
"H-Hyaa! A-ahh!" My voice came out almost caught in my throat, It didn't matter what happened earlier today when we killed those innocent kids and their parents, Or how much blood had been shed back home by both sides alike. All that mattered here and now was us two girls together in bed underneath these warm blankets, Our bodies pressed against each other like lovers should have done. Even though one of us was only eight years old at most and the other looked twenty something.
With a loud yelp, my back arches and I free my face from her boobs long enough just to stare up at her face, convluted in pure pleasure and with animalistic lust glittering behind her eyes as her moaning and grunting became more insistent and her thrusts ever stronger.
My pussy clamps down tightly around her cock each time it slams against my cervix before relaxing again, My womb fluttering wildly even though we hadn't come close to reaching orgasm yet; this sensation unlike anything else had taken control already.
"Ahh! Ahhh!" She let out between breathes while I still rode her hard, "I-Iris..." my voice came out hoarse but full of desire too deep beyond what words could describe. "Cum for me... Cum inside."
The blonde shipgirl above me lets out another guttural growl before leaning forward slightly, Her hips bucking harder still as she pushes deeper into me, Her fangs bared in ecstasy as they tear into her bottom lip, Drawing blood. It doesn't matter anymore anyway, All that matters is how good this feels, And all those emotions I tried so hard to ignore finally coming out like some damn floodgate being opened after years upon years holding them back, And I came away with the hard fact that there would be nothing, not even a condom in sight to keep her virile cum away from my womb.
With a loud cry, her whole body shudders violently underneath the covers as she came inside me, A faint squelch emnating throughout the whole room when the lips of my young pussy engulfed her entire cock as the first thick rope of her cum spurted from the head of her futacock, soaring deep past my cervix and filling my womb to the brim with months worth of kanmusu batter into my untouched womb, My hands grasping onto her shoulders as i nearly pushed myself up if to kiss her despite everything going through both our minds at once now.
And there we stayed like that, panting heavily from such exertion even though neither one of us wanted it to end anytime soon either way.. My heart pounded wildly against its own walls until I thought something might burst open from within.. But none of these thoughts bothered me much right then because all that mattered was us together here tonight.
"E-Enterprise..." She whispered softly while looking down at me, Still trying to catch her breath from what happened between us both just moments ago. "D..Did it feel great?"
I groaned against her chest as I still held on tightly, still feeling her cock inside and pressed up against my womb that had just experienced the pounding of its life, nothing escaping due to the tip of her dick plugging my womb as my chest and nipples heaved from my panting. Already her cock was hardening again.
So her being a outliner compared to her peers in terms of land endurance wasn't for all show, it seemed.
"Y.. yeah." My voice glowed with satisfaction. "I.. I never thought it would be this good as a girl."
"T..Then i'm glad, It felt good for me too, It was my first time. too."
Before I had any chance to respond to that fact of her's, Kanmusu and kanmusu were joined at the hip again with only several hours left to spare before morning, I pushed forward to pin her down onto her back as my legs were bent so that they could rest against Iris's as she started ramming her cock into my pussy just like before again in lovemaking as her fingers smoothly stroke the top of my hair, almost like a mother comforting her children.
And my mind is filled with nothing but this night for I didn't have to say my words in it also being my first time, but why not say it when you have the chance?
You never ever know when it will be your last for a while or perhaps even truly your last if your lover dies in the midst of a war.
'Reason shapes the future, but superstition infects the present.'-Ian Banks
Fin