Moegana shiver in the cold as he tear up. He couldn't do it anymore. He just fucked Futaba and feels guilty about it.
And this stupid sexual hunger...
His cock was bloated than ever before and it was due to the fact of him holding on of his nut for the past three days. His mind was breaking and he couldn't live like this anymore.
He was about to snap.
He was so close to losing his mind and he didn't want to become a sexual monster towards the other Phantom Thieves. His Alpha side was destroying his mental health; scratching his brain for anything to fuck at least SOMETHING. He was a danger to himself and he wanted to be alone.
So, tonight he decided to leave the café and decided to do one thing.
To actually destroy his penis and balls.
No joke, he wanted to be fixed... by his OWN way. He didn't want to asked to be fixed. It was too much for his pride and he didn't want to explain what been happening throughout this month.
He then saw something that was a miracle... an buzzsaw that was still plugged in.
He was going to do it. He was going to cut his penis off.
He quickly slipped in the construction area where the saw was and quickly turned it off. He was ready for this. The loud sound for the saw filled his ears with glee that came from his own broken heart.
He needed to cut it off... He'll be free.
Soon, multiple voices of his depression, lust, rage and even pain filled his head.
Do it ..
CUT IT OFF!
Ann never loved you
You're were always a bitch.
Kill yourself...
No girl will love you.
It will all go away...
Cut it off and be free from Ann
You already someone else.
Do it...
Do it..
Do it..
DO IT!!
"STOP IT MORGANA!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?"
Morgana snapped outta of his trance at the familiar voice. It's wasn't one of the Phantom Thieves... it was..
"Lady... Lavenza...", the cat cried as his mental health was breaking down. He was so close to cutting the one thing that's being causing him all this pain.
However, his mind wasn't playing tricks as it was Lavenza, who was horrified by the site. "DON'T MOVE!! I'm going to come over over there!", Her strict, but comfortably voice finally calmed Morgana and he quickly turned off the buzzsaw. He began to cried loudly, finally letting his emotions out. The Velvet Attendant quickly came over there and quickly hugged the cat gently.
Morgana sigh as he sat down on the floor. Thankfully, the Velvet Room was warm enough that floor didn't get cold.
Also, thankfully Igor wasn't here, though it make sense as Ren was finished with his rehabilitation and was still waiting for another person to needed the Velvet room. Because of this, Lavenza been keeping an eye out for another person while also learning about the new world out there.
Speaking of which, she was waiting for him to actually calm down and she really wasn't a happy camper about this. This wasn't a complete surprise as while Lavenza was kind-hearted, soft spoken and decent, she was a person who does have a temper and she was at her limit.
"Morgana... Please tell me why you were about to hurt yourself like that.", she half asked, half order. Of course, the cat knew he couldn't hide this anymore and began to explain everything. After he did, Lavenza sigh and said, "I.. see.. You're fighting your natural emotions here. You do know you may never become a human right?"
Morgana bit his lips as it was a tough pill to swallow. It was true that he was a cat, but he always wanted to become human... but he admittedly has lost hope on that.
Lavenza hug Morgana and said, "You need to except who you are and he need to embrace her other self." The cat look up in sorrow and worried; "How...? I... might become a monster if I do.. Plus.. I just fuck Futaba.. What if I RAPE someone?"
Lavenza nodded and said, "First off.. you won't rape anyone. I know you have the will power to not completely lose it. Also, in order to face yourself, you need to combat what's causing your sexual desire to become twisted and broken. Luckily, I know a way to face yourself. I recommend we do it now."
The Velvet Attendant opened her big book and summoned a mirror. Morgana was somewhat confused when Lavenza quickly kicked him in inside and then following inside.
"OUCH! I know you're upset Mss. Lavenza, but jeez...", the poor cat complain as he rubbed his tussy. He then look around and notice they were in a pocket dimension. He also noticed that black goo was forming underneath him and then moved away from him.
He quickly realized what is was.. a shadow.. These things usually appear as something corrupted involving a person. Often, the shadow is a reflection of a person's twisted Cognition or normal a monster that reflect something deeply dark.
However, this was completely different in concept. When it form, it appeared as an anthro panther who was muscler and wearing and champion belt.
"Is... IS THIS MY ALPHA SELF!?", Morgana asked in horror as the monster stare down on him. Soon, the monster quickly created a shadow version of Ann, who wore a sexy devil costume.. that was something outta a porn movie. It made Morgana feel gross out. He'll admit, he totally loved her for her body. Of course, there's other good things he like about her... but he was after her for lust.. not pure love.
"I see it's working. Tell me, what are you seeing?", Morgana nodded at Lavenza and look back at the the monster. Just then, to his horror, the Shadow Ann ordering the Panther to fight three other shadows; Futaba, Makoto and Haru. They were wearing sexy angel costumes that was also.. too gross for Morgana.
The Panther began to attack the angels, but they over power him and began to lick his big dick he has. Then the demon summoned the a chainsaw and proceeded to get in there and cut off the Panther's dick.
Morgana couldn't take it and luckily, he was in his original form from Mementos. He quickly summoned his sword and quickly slice the four women.
The cat put his sword down and said, "I.. get it now.. I've been so grief stricten that I was jumping on very women I see. I never let my heartbreak over Ann go. I know she doesn't love me like stud. She loves me as a friend and that's that. I shouldn't blame her for my own downfall, which I've been unknownly doing throughout even before these current events. I need to let her go and honestly, stop being a hopeless romantic. I'll find love one day, but for now, I need to except my Alpha self in a healthy way..."
Lavenza smiled as she walk towards him while the Panther glowed and transformed into Morgana's Shadow again. The Shadow went back to Morgana as the dimension was disappearing.
Soon, the cat and the attendant was back at the Velvet Room. Morgana's mind was cleared of all the negatives thoughts and felt free from the pain of his sorrows.
Well, he still had pain in his bulging penis, but that's something that wasn't a problem.
Infact, even the pain in the penis wasn't bothering him anymore. He was horny sure, but now he had control.
Lavenza smile and said, "I glad you face yourself. Now, you can control your Alpha side and finally get through your depression." Morgana nodded and said, "Thank you Lady Lavenza. I now understand where I went wrong. I can now clearly figure out how control myself without hurting myself. I'm sorry I cause you this much trouble. However, I feel better now and you don't have to worry about me for now."
The cat look at the usual door that lead back to reality and was able to go back to Ren, but Lavenza block his way.
"Not so fast. You still have one issue that we need to resolve."
Morgana blushed deep red and gulp as he realizes what Lavenza was going for. "Uhh... you sure.. I know the boss won't be back for awhile and so so, but..."
The attendant cut him off and kissed his deeply. While he did fold like usual, this time he was still in control. His paws quickly grope Lavenza's nicely plump ass while she lay him down.
Their tongues dance as Lavenza move her left her hand on Morgana's big cock. The cat moaned as his penis was finally getting the pleasure it needed, however, he wasn't going to bust now.
He wanted to truly show himself that he had control.
Lavenza broke the kiss and removed her dress to reveal her body in her blue bra and panties. While this backups Morgana's questioning why most Velvet civilization wear just blue clothes, it did gave Morgana a nice view of Lavenza's sexy body. She had a nicely pair of D-Cups breasts that were holded tightly by her bra and her skinny body was silky smooth. Not to mention her plump butt was now exposed with her panties still on.
Morgana gulped as he may as well bust that nut as she was beautiful. He could even hear his own heart pounding as his balls were aching harder.
He wanted.. no... needed to fuck her silly.
However, he wasn't going to tackle her. Instead, he gently rolled her over and gently, but quickly removed her bra. Lavenza moaned as the pleasure from Morgana sucking on her breasts. He was gentle on her and it was so good. She was also proud thay he was controlling himself. She could tell his sex was hurting and she wasn't going to let that slide.
She quickly removed her panties and said, "Please.. don't hurt yourself and just fuck me now..." Morgana smirk and quickly shoved his penis up her tight cunt. "FUCK!! YOU'RE SO GREEDY LAVENZA!!", He growl and he literally jackhammer her. The attendant cried in bliss as felt his dick break through her cervix already and hitting the ceiling of her womb. She was cumming just because of Morgana's big dick.
Morgana could feel his own big balls curing and he screams, "I'M FUCKIN CUMMING!!" He then fire his load in Lavenza. She screamed in bliss as she was being filled with the cat's seeds. No wonder he was thinking he was an Alpha.
However, deep down, Lavenza knew Morgana really wasn't a true Alpha. He wasn't desperately horny and often fuck just for sex. He was cat who just needed help dealing with his sexual and romantic desires and to learn to control his hormones.
After Morgana filled her up, the two snuggle im each other and felt asleep. He couldn't move now as he was tied to Lavenza, so he'll sleep here for tonight and let his cock relax.
Plus, he needed to be ready to start working on embracing his Alpha side tomorrow.