I DON'T OWN ANYTHING

This chapter contains suicidal thoughts, so you may avoid this chapter if you want...


Serena's pov

I don't remember when my mom and dad divorced but after their divorce, mom started hating me and blaming me that I did everything. 'Calem says it's all her fault but I always think he lies'. I always have such thoughts but I am trying my best to impress mother.

I packed my things and took a final look, 'all ready' after taking a final look I went out of my room. I was about to enter the living room but stopped midway by seeing a person whom I wanted to avoid at all costs, "So you are going there again?" mom asked, her hands folded and she glared at me, " uh, no, mom...I...I am just going to see a friend of mine, I wanted some notes from her" " you can ask her by your phone".

" Uh, she had also took my book so I want to take that too" " go" " huh?" "you may go" I didn't said anything, after all she never let's me go out, especially after she found out about my boyfriend. After reaching down, I started texting him about where I wanted to go on a date. I stopped on the signal, waiting for it to turn green. 'Touko was also standing on a footpath when she-' I shook my head 'why am I thinking about that, now'.

Suddenly a car came with an uncontrollable speed, my eyes widened but someone pulled me and that is the very reason I didn't ended up like touko, the car crashed into the nearby traffic light pole. "Are you okay?" I turned around and nodded, many people started gathering around me. 'It was similar' I looked around, 'touko...' her name and everything that happened with her started popping up in my mind.

'It felt horrible... scary' I somehow managed to reach at park, people were walking by, some pets and some with kids, kids were playing, everyone were in their own little world but I was still shocked and scared. I tried to call calem but he wasn't picking it up. 'Should I go and see touko?' I shook my head 'no, it is pointless to go there, if mom finds out it will be more difficult to explain her' . I got up 'I should better go back to the apartment'.

Back at the apartment, before I could reach inside I heard mom talking with someone, "you failed!" she seemed furious, "you failed to kill her! now she will stay alert for another month or two" my eyes widened 'is talking about me?' " what if she tells calem!" I rang the bell, 'no it can't be me, right? She loves me, right?' she didn't said anything and it seems she ended the call.'I am her daughter!' she stared at me for a moment then glared, 'she is my mother...I am her daughter ' " you came?" "you didn't appointed anyone to kill me,... right?" my voice was low, slightly trembling, " So you heard? well, it will be more easy now, I guess?" she turned and signaled me to come inside, I closed the door and listen her side 'it might be a misunderstanding ' .

"Well, yes, I wanted you dead so I appointed a hitman to kill you in a similar fashion as touko " I felt like my world collapsed, "so, you tried to kill her" " no, only you" "... why?" I just tried to hold my tears, 'no, I can't cry now, I want to know why' " because I hate you" "huh!?" " yes, in reality you were never needed, only calem was important, I actually...wanted to abort you and when your father heard about my plans... he started fighting with me by quoting 'it's not a good thing' and all" my eyes were trying to hold back the tears, " now that you heard it, why don't you just kill yourself".

I just stared at her, trying my best to take in everything she just said, every word which was laced with hatred, not that she ever loved me. I dashed out of the room, I went out of the building, my heart beats became rapid my eyes started stinging. 'What should I do?...' It's painful, 'should I...' I turned back and went back to my apartment, " hm, you came back?" mom asked, I smiled and gave her a weak response, " no..." I opened the door of balcony and stepped out there.

I faced mom and said, " it's pretty high, right? eighth floor isn't a joke..." I stood on the railing " I will make your work rather easy... don't hire hitmen from next time onwards... please save your money...but... would you love me... after this?" these were the last words I said before I jumped. Air was hitting me, 'she would blame me...I know... but touko will you wake up and miss your sister?' I know she will but it's better than living without love for now. 'Until then...'

Grace's pov

She jumped... well, all I will do now is blame her boyfriend for that. People has started gathering, 'that darned girl is dead now, that's all I wanted after all' . I really hated her and for now I am more than happy and she actually made my work easy, now there is no need to hide anything... just a note. I took a book and use my skill 'of copying handwriting of others'.

I hold it on my hands, 'now I am ready to cry... after all I am a sad mother who lost her child'.


Finally, done and happy new year in advanced, ... enjoy...