Today is officially the day TVD starts.
I spent the whole summer grieving, and helping Jer-bear grieve.
He still smokes weed and stuff like in TVD but I join him most of the time and I can actually understand. It helps.
I'd like to say he's better then the Jeremy that was in the show. That much is true.
He might smoke but he's not gloomy and wasting his life away.
Anyway this morning we are getting ready for school. Well, I'm getting ready for school.
Jeremy woke up late and so did Elena.
But I don't give a single fuck about Elena. She's the reason my Dad is dead.
Some may say I'm being unreasonable but... I don't give a fuck.
I walk downstairs and into the kitchen to help Jenna with breakfast. Pulling the eggs out of the fridge and getting a pan.
Jenna looks at me like I just shat out a shoe.
"What?" I ask confused.
The fuck you staring at me for? Besides my beauty.
"Your-your helping." She says in awe.
Now I'm irritated.
"Well, I don't have to." I say annoyed.
"No! No, I take it back!"
Yeah, that's what I thought.
We make breakfast and drink our coffee, well in my case tea, waiting for those two to come down.
Of course they don't come down until be have to leave.
"Okay I am totally freezing. Toast? Lunch money?"
"It's all about the coffee Jenna." Elena says taking a cup, ignoring the money Jenna was offering.
I snag the twenty and take the last sip of my tea. Gotta save up all the money I can.
I already have about three thousand from saving the money I got from odd jobs I'd do, tutoring, chores, babysitting, dog walking, and my job at the grill.
Money can get you anywhere.
"Anything else? A number two pencil? What am I missing?" Jenna fired off.
"Don't you have a have a big presentation today?" I remind her.
"I'm meeting my thesis advisor at..." Jenna looks at her watch, "now. CRAP."
"You better go then. We're all good." I smile at her.
She leaves in a hurry, me and Jeremy just laugh and head off to school together.
--
I walk down the hallway after sending Jeremy to go get his schedule.
"Whoa, who is that?" I hear Bonnie say.
"All I see is back"
I roll my eyes, and look over and see Bonnie and Elena staring at Stefan.
"A hot back."
I walk behind them and start talking, making them jump.
"Oh? So we're judging people by backs now? Not faces? Or dick size?" I smirk when I see Stefan stiffen up.
"You're so gross Elliot." Elena sneers.
I chuckle dryly, "Honey, who asked for your opinion?" I say before walking away.
I head to the bathroom and check my outfit. I'm wearing a black long sleeve shirt that covers my hands (the way I like it) with a white and navy blue striped crop top over it. A lace choker and short jean booty shorts with black tights underneath, along with some converse.
Some may say I look girly, but I kinda like that. I like looking pretty and cute. I don't wanna be a girl or anything, nope, I just like feeling beautiful.
I turn in the mirror looking at my ass when Jeremy walks in.
Now it would be awkward if he hadn't seen my conceited self do this all the time. That's why he's giving me a deadpan stare.
"Really? Even at school?"
My cheeks heat up and I look at him sheepishly.
"What are you even doing here Jer? Didn't you need to get your schedule?" I sputtered.
He looks at me and smiles amused making me pout.
"I was at the office when I ran into a friend of mine." He shrugs and pulls out eye drops, walking next to me by the mirror.
I roll my eyes and start to say something when the bathroom door barges open.
"Great, it's the first day of school and your stoned." She says irritated looking at Jeremy, totally ignoring me.
"No, I'm not." Jer lies, and I don't blame him. Elena is acting like she's our mom, ...well not our mom but you get it.
"Where is it? Is it on you?" She continued, patting his clothes and getting in his space.
Now I'm fucking pissed. She can't come in here, especially the men's room, act like she has a say in what he does, and then start touching him and get in his personal space. Nuh-uh.
I remember this scene from the show and I'm as irritated now as I was then.
"Chill yourself alright?" I wince at his wording, but still pissed off at Elena.
"Chill myself? What is that? Stoner talk?" She mocked him.
I snapped.
"Listen bitch, I don't know where you get off thinking you can be our mom or something but I'm telling you right now, cut that shit out." I growl.
Elena glares at me. As if I'm scared of that, I can kill this cunt with a snap of my fingers, and throw her body away like yesterdays trash. The only thing holding me back is that Jeremy has somewhat of a relationship with her, and he doesn't need to lose anyone else.
"Well someone has to. Mom and Dad wouldn't have wanted this for Jeremy-" I cut her off.
"Don't even start with that Elena! Mom and Dad are dead! They would have- Dad would have wanted me and Jeremy to be happy, and seeing as we can't really act like we are fine, and pretend our parents didn't just die like you Elena, we're gonna need some extra time to grieve then the minimum three months of summer." I snap, Jeremy and Elena staring at me shocked.
"And just because my and Jeremy's way of coping isn't approved by you doesn't mean Mom and Dad would be disappointed. Or something else you make up to guilt trip Jeremy into acting the way you want him to." I growl out in disgust.
It's like she wants everyone to be her puppet and act the way she wants. Ugh, disgusting.
"I'm not trying to make him act the way I want him to, I'm trying to help him. You know, actually be a good sibling. It's what's best for him." She announces self righteously.
What's that supposed to mean?! That I'm not a good brother?! I'm two seconds away from snapping her neck. And it looks like I'm not the only one, Jeremy looks like he's done with her bullshit. And I'm confirmed when he snaps at her.
"What the fuck is wrong with you Elena?! Your not helping me, your making me hate you more than I already do. And what do you mean 'actually be a good sibling', you wouldn't even know what a good sibling is even if it slapped you in the face. You acted like me and Ellie were invisible until Mom and Dad died, then you suddenly want to act like we are buddy-buddy, and now you wanna act like your my parent?! Leave me and Ellie the hell alone! At least Ellie was there for me and understood instead of judging me! Ellie is always there! Where are you?! Oh! Yeah! Being your usual self absorbed self and worrying all about Elena. It's always you, you, you. Why don't you stick to that and leave me and Ellie the fuck alone like usual?" He finishes glaring at her, shooting me an apologetic look when walking out.
Oh. My. God. I'm going to cry! He is so sweet! I didn't know Jeremy felt like that but geez! He gave it to her good. I smile so wide my face hurts.
I look at Elena who scoffs at me and walks out. I hear her run into Stefan and roll my eyes. I wait until I think they are gone, just replaying everything Jeremy said in my head. I giggle and grab my stuff before heading to class.
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I'm sitting in Mr. Tanners class and I have to say, I'm not saving his ass.
He goes on and on acting cocky and rude, well guess what bitch? You gonna die.
"The Battle of Willow Creek took place at the end of the war in our very own Mystic Falls. How many casualties resulted in this battle? Miss Bennett?" Mr Tanner asked Bonnie.
It's so funny to watch this in real life.
"Uhm.. a lot? I'm not sure, but like, a whole lot." She replies dumbly.
"Cute becomes dumb in an instant Miss Bennett." Mr. Tanner comments.
I snicker and whisper "Ohhh, burn!"and keep watching.
"What about you Mr. Donavon? Wanna prove that jock stereotype wrong and answer the question?"
"Uh, no I'm good." Matt chuckles, along with the class.
"What about you Miss Gilbert?"
"Uh, I don't know."
"I was willing to give you a summer pass for obvious reasons but summers over Miss Gilbert."
Ugh, this is why I will be rejoicing his death. You don't make comments on peoples dead parents. Dumb fuck.
"There was 346 casualties unless you're counting the local civilians." Stefan speaks up, like I knew he would. Everyone coming to Elena's rescue.
I roll my eyes and look out the window.
"Well very good, Miss Gilbert!" The class laughs, "Except, of course there were no civilian casualties in this battle." Mr. Tanner cockily replied.
"Actually sir, with all due respect, there were 27 casualties, Confederate soldiers fired on the church, believing it to be housing weapons. They were wrong. It was a night of great loss."
I sigh and zone out the rest of class, until I hear the bell ring.
