Title: The Favor

Chapter 5

SLASH/MATURE: Don't like, Don't read

Summary: A favor for a friend forces Gibbs to face something he's been denying for decades. Will giving in get him everything he's ever wanted or will he lose everything all over again.

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"This is actually really good." Tony shoved another fork full of the beef bourguignon in his mouth and grabbed a piece of bread.

"Didn't expect a fetish hotel to have a classically trained French chef?" Gibbs smirked as he took a bite of his burger.

"Didn't exactly know what to expect." Tony tore off a piece from the baguette in front of him on the table. "But no a classically trained French chef didn't cross my mind."

"Fetish business is big business." Gibbs was about to add that he figured Tony would know that. Back in the days at NCIS, he would have assumed Tony knew about every sexual fetish and had probably tried most of them. But then men's stories of conquests and sexual experiences in general are usually half truths with a lot of wishful thinking sprinkled in.

"I know what you're thinking." Tony shook his head. "But never really had any women have super crazy weird fetishes." He shrugged. "Just seemed like normal everyday stuff."

Gibbs eyebrow went up.

"You know, whipped cream, lingerie, handcuffs, some role playing." Tony chuckled. "No serious BDSM, or sitophilia, or any of the other philia's or fetishes that probably have rooms dedicated to them in this hotel. Speaking of which." Tony looked down at the silk pajamas he was wearing. "What fetish room did these come from?" He glanced over at Gibbs who was wearing a pair of sweats and t-shirt. "And yours?"

"Think Sergio said from the Uniform Room and the Olfactophilia room."

"Alright, so I get olfactophilia, sweat." Tony smirked. "That phy ed major you know, but uniform room seems pretty generic."

"Looked like servant quarters, maid and butler uniforms, and the lord and lady's room."

"So the silk pajamas are from the wealthy lord." Tony grinned and wiggled his eyebrows at Gibbs. "I get the uniform thing."

Gibbs rolled his eyes.

"Oh come on you in that uniform when we were after the recruiter sniper." Tony made an um um noise. " .sexy."

"I was a lot younger back then." Gibbs popped the last piece of burger in his mouth.

"And I think you're even sexier now." Tony bit at his lower lips as his eye danced over Gibbs' body. Everything about Gibbs was sexy, he just exuded sexy.

"You done?" Gibbs asked, standing up from the table and rounding up the plates and putting them back on the room service tray.

"Yeah, I'm good." Tony took a sip of his water. He'd expected Gibbs to make a comment on the "you're even sexier now" but evidently not. He jumped slightly when he felt the lips against his neck.

"You are the sexy one." Gibbs nipped at Tony's jugular. "The black leather jacket, the shoulder holster, that-"

"I knew you liked that shoulder holster!" Tony jerked around in the chair and pointed at GIbbs. "I swore I saw your eyes dilate that day I had it on and took off my jacket. You reacted the same way the next time I wore it. I knew it."

"I like the shoulder holster." Gibbs cupped Tony's face and captured the younger man's lips. When Gibbs drew back Tony's eyes slowly opened.

"You wanted me then?" Tony looked at Gibbs surprised.

"You were and are a sexy gorgeous man, everyone noticed, including me." Gibbs gave a noncommittal answer as he made his way over and dropped back down in the chair across from Tony.

Tony stared over at Gibbs not exactly sure how to take the comment.

"Is Tali less worried?" Gibbs quickly changed the subject.

"A little bit, she's less worried because you are here." Tony smiled. "She told me to tell you she loves you."

Gibbs gave him a slight nod.

"Gets you doesn't it?" Tony knew Gibbs took those words seriously.

"Yeah." It touched him for so many reasons.

"She was concerned that I would have a problem with her calling you."

Gibbs looked confused.

"She um-" Tony cleared his throat then blew out a long breath. "Even though I always made sure she knew how to contact you, knew she could trust you…she also knew you and I weren't really speaking and that we had some issues."

"I get it."

"I told her I don't care and that I would never be upset if she calls you."

"And if it would ever be a problem at any point, let me know. I'll understand."

Tony's head went back surprised. "Why would it ever be a problem?"

Gibbs shrugged. "Things happen."

"No." Tony shook his head. "Promise me." He stood up and made his way over, dropping to his knees before Gibbs he took Gibbs hand. "We don't let anything ruin our friendship again. It's too important to me." He felt Gibbs thumb brush across his and he squeezed Gibbs' hand. "Promise me." Tony sensed the hesitation, saw the slight pained expression in Gibbs eyes and he actually thought for a moment Gibbs wasn't going to say it.

Swallowing the lump in his throat, for the first time in his life Gibbs made a promise he wasn't sure he could keep. "I promise." His eyes closed as Tony's lips found his and a hand touched his cheek and drifted down to settle on his chest. When Tony pulled back, Gibbs' eyes opened and he was staring into sparkling green.

Tony took a deep breath as the fear left him. "Thank you."

All Gibbs could do was nod.

Tony went to stand up and he was pulled towards Gibbs and an arm snaked around his waist drawing him even closer. When Gibbs' lips seized his it was demanding but full of tenderness. The passion was there simmering just below the surface, never bubbling over as the kiss ended.

"Let's get some sleep." Gibbs kissed Tony's forehead.

"What about taking me exactly how you want?" Tony looked confused and disappointed.

"Oh, I will." Gibbs licked his lips. "But we could both use some sleep, it's after midnight."

"Okay." Standing up, Tony was still confused by the change in Gibbs.

Gibbs took Tony's hand leading him towards the bed and folding the blanket back.

Climbing into bed, Tony slid over watching as Gibbs laid down on his back.

"Come here." Gibbs put his arm out and Tony curled up against him.

Tony put his head on Gibbs chest and an arm around the older man's stomach. He felt Gibbs' arm wrap around him, drawing him even deeper. "Night."

"Night." Gibbs said as he closed his eyes. He used every military trick he knew to control his breathing and heartbeat, keeping the beat slow and steady. If he was lucky he'd get an hour of sleep. Lying never set well with him, especially lying to someone he loved.

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Tony hummed as he felt the warm lips kissing up his spine and the calloused fingers dancing up his ribcage. When the lips brushed against the nape of his neck, he went to move his arms and they were jerked back. His eyes shot open and he looked at his wrists then up at the headboard. He was on his stomach, a silk scarf tied to each wrist, which in turn was tied to a different rung in the headboard.

"This is how I want you."

Tony's body shivered as the words whispered across the shell of his ear.

"I want to touch and taste every inch of your body knowing you can't stop me or hinder me."

Tony felt the hands caress up his arms and stop at his wrists.

"I will take as long as I want."

Closing his eyes, Tony felt the desire and anticipation wash over him.

"If you're uncomfortable with any of this, tell me now and I'll untie you."

Tony wrapped his hands around the silk ties and settled onto the bed giving his silent acceptance. Immediately he felt the lips kissing across his shoulders as the fingertips caressed back up his arms. The fingertips danced across his shoulders as the lips began their descent down his spine. A few seconds later the fingers followed, touching each and every vertebra as they cascaded downward. When the warm lips kissed the dip above his butt, he felt the hands gently massage his butt cheeks. Then kisses rained down all over his left butt cheek only to move to the right cheek and give it the same attention. Letting out a contented sigh, the warm lips moved down to the top of his thigh placing gentle kisses down his thigh to the back of his knee. When the kiss was placed in the center of his knee, Tony stifled a giggle and he swore he could feel Gibbs lips turn into a smile. He felt the tongue lick at his knee and the soft nip of teeth as his legs shook. He tried to control his body's natural reaction, but when the assault of licks, nibbles, and kisses continued Tony squirmed and laughed. Then the kisses continued down his shin, his ankle, his heel, the sole of his foot and again he laughed and squirmed as the kisses reached his toes.

When the kisses started back up over his toes, his heel, his ankle, they continued on the inside of his leg. Involuntarily Tony's legs parted fingertips tickled their way up the back of his leg as the lips ascended up the outside of his knee, to his inner thigh. Tony bit his bottom lip and whimpered when Gibbs kissed the crook between his ass and leg.

"Gibbs." The name was a plea, but it was ignored as Gibbs started the same ritualistic kissing down Tony's other leg, then back up. Once done with his legs, Gibbs' lips now slowly kissed up the left side of his ribcage and Tony's entire body squirmed. The soft kisses seemed to tickle more than fingers. It was useless to fight it, he couldn't hold back the laughter. When the fingertips danced up the other side of his ribcage his entire body trembled. It wasn't until Gibbs lips and fingers reached his armpits that Tony was able to take short quick breaths to refill his lungs. The kisses continued up one arm, then the other until Gibbs had kissed back to the nape of his neck.

The bed shifted and Tony took a deep breath. He assumed Gibbs was getting the lube, but instead he was rolled over onto his back. The ties were long enough that it simply crossed his arms into an x. Tony's breath caught in his throat as he stared up into the almost black eyes of the man above him. Then slowly he watched as Gibbs' leered down his naked body, pausing momentarily on his hard cock, before continuing down and then back up. When their eyes met, Tony felt his breath quicken, and when Gibbs head dipped down, Tony's eyes closed expecting a kiss. Instead a kiss was pressed to his forehead, then each temple, then his nose, his cheeks, then his chin. Instinctively he tipped his head back and Gibbs kissed down his throat nipping at his Adam's apple before kissing across his chest then down to the center of his chest.

Tony's grip on the ties tightened when he felt Gibbs hot breath against his left nipple. He gasped when warm lips sucked at his left nipple and two fingers rubbed his right nipple. "Oh god." His voice shook as the sucking turned to gentle biting and the rubbing to a soft pinch. A moment later, Gibbs mouth moved to the right nipple, his fingers to the left and Tony's body arched into the repeated process. Then the sensation was gone and Tony's body trembled as the kisses trickled down his chest to his stomach pausing momentarily at his navel. A hand clutched at either side of his body as a kiss was placed on his navel, then one below, then a warm breath against the hair above his cock. He heard and felt Gibbs take a deep breath then a kiss was placed in the hair just above the base of his cock. Tony's legs parted and he held his breath praying for the feel of Gibbs lips on his cock. His cock twitched when he felt the breath blown against the length of his cock.

Tony physically jumped when Gibbs kissed the crook between his left leg and groin. "Damn it." He hissed as he jerked on the ties. Again, he was ignored as Gibbs kissed down the inside of his leg then back up. When Gibbs kissed the same spot on the right side and kissed downward, Tony groaned as he looked at the ties on the rungs and yanked on them again thinking they may give. When he looked back up he was staring into Gibbs face.

"Please." Tony begged, for what he wasn't exactly sure.

Gibbs' finger traced down Tony's jawline as he dipped down and captured Tony's lips. Although he had wanted it to be quick, Tony chased after the kiss and Gibbs gave in momentarily. When he finally drew back out of Tony's reach, he heard the plea again.

"Gibbs, please."

Looking down at the younger man, the sight took Gibbs' breath away. Tony's body was flush with desire and covered in a fine sheen of sweat. His eyes were black with only a tiny halo of green, lips full, and his chest rose in quick shallow breaths, His hard cock jutted upward dripping precum and desperate for release. Again he dipped down, but this time he pressed his lips to Tony's ear. "I will touch and taste every inch of you…" He paused as Tony's body shuddered and he had no doubt Tony's eyes closed. "I will take as long as I want….and I am nowhere near done." Gibbs actually felt the physical ache radiate from Tony's body.

The bed shifted and Tony was rolled back over onto his stomach causing him to groan as his hard cock rubbed against the mattress. His legs were pushed apart and he felt the hands gently massaging his butt cheeks and he forced himself to try and take a few deep breaths. He had just taken the second breath when his cheeks were pulled apart and he felt the tongue lick up his ass then press against his sphincter. "Oh fuck!" Tony gasped for breath as he was suddenly being rimmed. His fists held tighter to the ties, his fingertips digging into his palms as he buried his face in the pillow under him and screamed. It felt so good, he never expected a rim job to feel like this. Gibbs' tongue seemed to be everywhere. At first flicking over the opening, then going flat and making long strokes up and down. The sensation sent waves of pleasure over his entire body. When Gibbs tongue swirled around his sphincter his body shivered.

"Oh god yes!" Tony's head came up and he cried out as Gibbs tongue pressed gently into his sphincter, just barely, then harder, faster, over and over. He was thrusting his hips rubbing his cock into the mattress, he wanted to come, needed to come. Pressure, something slipped inside him then he was soaring. Oh god he knew that sensation, it was a prostate dildo. He moaned as he was rolled onto his side, the prostate dildo buried inside him. Suddenly the air rushed from his lungs and his body shuddered as Gibbs' warm mouth swallowed his cock. Tony tried to scream, but all he could do was open his mouth in a silent cry. His eyes rolled back in his head as Gibbs sucked his cock and gently thrust the prostate dildo into him. He was completely overwhelmed by the stimuli. His body processed everything in waves causing every nerve in his body to come alive over and over again. Colors, gorgeous bursts of reds and yellows erupted behind his eyelids. Then cracking glass as everything started to shatter and he wasn't sure if he was going to come or pass out. This time he screamed, sounds, words, he didn't know for sure, but the world went black.

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"Tony wake up."

Tony hummed as he curled himself tighter into the blanket.

"Tone." Gibbs kissed Tony's forehead and the younger man stirred, stretching and momentarily opening his eyes.

"Hey. Did you call me Tone?"

"I um-"

Tony smiled and suddenly realized Gibbs wasn't in bed but sitting on the edge of the bed next to him. Opening his eyes, everything suddenly hit him. "Oh god." He sat up. "Why are you dressed?"

"Sergio needs the room in a few hours."

"You should have woken me sooner." Tony grabbed the front of Gibbs shirt and jerked him forward crushing their lips together.

Gibbs arm circled around Tony's waist pressing their bodies together as he gave in to the passion of the kiss.

As Tony let his lips leave Gibbs, he sighed. "That was….I don't even know how to describe that."

Gibbs had dreamt of taking days to explore Tony's body and make him come.

Tony's eyebrow went up. "And did you take care of yourself?"

"In the shower."

Tony purred. "I would have liked to watch.." His hand caressed down Gibbs' chest. "Hope you were thinking of me."

"Oh I was." Gibbs' voice was almost a growl.

"Do tell." Tony wiggled his eyebrows.

"Okay." Gibbs let go of Tony and stood up. "You." He pointed at Tony, then the bathroom. "Shower. Dressed and we need to leave." He ran his hands down his face. "I'll be in the parlor talking to Sergio."

"Fine." Tony tossed the blanket aside and stood up. "Your loss." He wiggled his ass as he walked to the bathroom.

Gibbs rolled his eyes and chuckled.

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When Gibbs entered the room, Sergio took a puff of his cigar and smiled. "Where is your friend?"

"Taking a quick shower."

"And you didn't join him?" Sergio smirked.

"If I joined him it wouldn't be quick."

Sergio chuckled. "You never cease to surprise me, Jethro."

Gibbs sat down on the chaise across from Sergio. "I appreciate the room on short notice."

Sergio shrugged. "It was open, you were lucky."

Gibbs nodded.

Leaning forward, Sergio looked at Gibbs. "So which one of your rules have you broken with this one?"

Gibbs brow furrowed.

"You haven't told me his name, there is a reason for that. Maybe he works with you."

"I retired."

"You, retired." His eyes went wide in shock, then he sighed. "Good for you my friend, good for you." He cocked his head to the side. "So why the secrecy? You know everything said or done within these walls stays within these walls."

"He lives here, has a family. His privacy is important to me."

Another chuckle. "Over fifty percent of the people who come here have families, wives, husbands, children, lovers that know nothing of what they do in this place. Yet you asked me to delete the video of the two of you entering, seems unnecessary."

"It probably is, but-" Gibbs shrugged.

"Is he married?" Seemed a logical reason for Gibbs to want him to erase the video.

Gibbs shook his head.

Sergio leaned back on the couch and stared at Gibbs. "ты не сделал?" When he saw Gibbs jaw clench at the Russian words for you didn't, he understood. Again, he spoke in Russian and he saw Gibbs swallow hard.

You can't give orders to your heart. Gibbs felt the words. He never wanted to fall in love with Tony and did everything in his power to keep those feelings hidden, suppress them. When Tony had come on to him, wanted to sleep with him back at NCIS, he wanted to give in desperately. But he knew for Tony it was sex and sex would never be enough for Gibbs. All this going on now was never supposed to happen and now he had no idea where to go from here.

He leaned forward and patted Gibbs' knee. "Maybe just enjoy the ride, deal with the rest later."

"Yeah." Gibbs ran his hands down his face.

The door off to the side opened and Tony stepped out smiling until he saw the two somber faces of the men. "Um everything okay?"

"Fine." Gibbs stood up and shook Sergio's hand. "Again, thank you."

"Thank you." Tony smiled.

"You are welcome." Sergio shook Tony's hand. "Any friend of Jethro's is a friend of mine."

"I feel the same." Tony nodded.

"We should go." Gibbs hand brushed against the small of Tony's back.

"Sure." Tony followed Gibbs towards the door. When they walked out onto the street, he paused and looked at Gibbs. "Hope I didn't interrupt back there."

"No, we were done." Gibbs forced a smile. "Coffee." He winked at Tony. "Lots of coffee."

"Right." Tony chuckled. "You're probably starting to go through withdrawals."

"Just about." Gibbs started walking down the street, Tony walking beside him.

"So do you actually know there is a coffee shop down here or do you have some homing beacon that leads you to coffee."

Gibbs shook his head and chuckled. "Used to be a cafe just another block up, not sure if it's still there."

"A Cafe in Paris, it's still there." Tony saw the Le Dome Cafe sign come into view as they reached the next crossroads. "See still here."

Pulling out a chair at the first table they came to, Tony smiled when Gibbs motioned for him to sit down. "Thanks.

A moment later a waiter approached and Gibbs just nodded at Tony to order. A quick order and Tony was looking over at Gibbs. "You sure everything is okay, you and Sergio looked pretty intense back there."

"Russians tend to be intense."

"Okay, you don't want to talk about it." Tony knew when Gibbs was brushing something off.

"Nothing to talk about, just two old friends having a conversation."

The waiter returned and sat a cup of coffee in front of Tony and two togo cups in front of Gibbs. Gibbs looked at the two cups then at Tony. "Thanks."

"Figured you'd need it."

Gibbs took a long swig of the coffee, then rubbed his hand over his forehead.

"So you were talking about some of those reasons you still can't be happy for more than a moment."

Gibbs just stared at Tony a moment as if deciding how to respond. No sense in lying, Tony already knew. He nodded.

"Make any headway?"

"Not really." Gibbs took another swig of coffee. "But then we weren't drinking." He watched Tony's brow furrow and Gibbs let a smirk curl at the corner of his lips.

"And Vodka goes with everything." Tony said with a grin. An old Russian saying.

"Absolutely."

"Are you not drinking because of how you found me?" Tony still felt Gibbs didn't have a drink because of him.

Gibbs shook his head. "Don't drink much any more, a beer now and then." He really didn't, plus keeping secrets and drinking are never a good combination.

"I really hadn't until all this with Tali and Ziva."

"I've had a bottle of bourbon in the cabinet for six months, I think there's maybe a glass out of it."

"Yeah, I think I emptied all the bourbon in the house." Tony groaned. "A drink still doesn't even sound good."

"Probably a good thing right now." Gibbs emptied the first cup of coffee and picked up the second.

"I just wanted you to know it doesn't bother me if you want a drink."

"I know." Gibbs nodded.

"Was that really how you wanted me?" Tony had wanted to ask it since they left the hotel.

Gibbs looked at Tony confused as to why he would even question it. "Yeah. Why?"

"I don't know, just…" Tony didn't even know how to explain it.

"Why because I didn't just want to fuck you and get off?" Gibbs rolled his eyes. "Another one of those preconceived notions you had of me?"

"Sort of, but I mean sex is usually about getting off."

"Sometimes getting someone off is sexy and erotic and its own reward." Gibbs should have just stopped there but something made him keep talking. "Sex isn't quid pro quo with me."

Tony just sat there not sure how to even respond.

"If it is for you-" Gibbs shrugged. "That's fine, a lot of people are that way."

Staring down at his coffee cup, Tony was about to speak and stopped.

"Tony, I'm not judging, I'm just explaining."

"I know." Tony sighed. "It's just before Tali, when I was at NCIS-" He rolled his eyes. "We both know my reputation. It was all about the sex and quid pro quo, when I became a dad and left NCIS." He blew out a long breath. "Everything changed."

"Usually does."

"But I mean I didn't even think about dating or even getting laid. I was so focused on Tali that a year went by and suddenly one day I just stopped." Tony shook his head. "I asked myself. When was the last time I had sex? I couldn't even remember and it hadn't even occurred to me until that moment."

"This from the man who said the longest he'd ever gone without sex was eleven days."

"Exactly!" Tony threw up his hands. "And here I was standing in my kitchen going when was the last time I had sex or even masturbated."

"You had different priorities, a different focus, and Tali was what was important."

"I know and I don't regret any of it. Being her dad…" Tony smiled. "It's been the best thing that's ever happened to me. But you were right, I haven't taken time for myself, and that's not healthy either."

"You have to find a happy balance." Gibbs smiled. "And Tali's older now, she sees that you don't have that balance, it's part of the reason she worries."

"Yeah, kids notice a lot when they get older, things you never think they see."

"Oh yeah." Gibbs chuckled. "And I'm sure Tali will continue to let you know it."

"Yes she will." Tony laughed and it slowly faded as he looked at Gibbs. "She's the best daughter ever."

Gibbs just nodded because he completely understood the sentiment.

Shaking his head, Tony ran his hands down his face. "Okay, enough with the side track to this conversation, back to the original point." Tony took a deep breath. "Until you got here I couldn't have told you the last time I had sex or masturbated. And believe me whenever I had sex last was very much quid pro quo because damn it I took time away from my daughter for this and I'm getting off."

Gibbs couldn't help but laugh.

Tony laughed. "Guess I've always seen sex as we both want the same thing, get off, and move on."

"Right." Gibbs nodded. "And Jeanne and Ziva? Was it different with them?" He saw Tony's face turn almost white. He shouldn't have asked, but supposedly Tony loved them both so were things different when love was involved.

"Um-" Tony cleared his throat. He was completely surprised Gibbs had asked. "Yeah, it was, um different, with both of them, in extremely different ways."

"Shouldn't have asked that."

"No, I get it. For most people it's different when love is involved."

Gibbs looked at his watch, realizing he needed to change the subject. "Way past lunch, want to grab something to eat?"

Tony glanced at the time. "I didn't realize it was already that late."

"You slept for over an hour before I woke you up." Gibbs smirked.

"That's your fault." Tony balked. "And that no windows really throws off your sense of time."

"Kinda the point."

"I never thought you were going to be Mr. Vanilla, but I'm starting to think you have an even naughtier side than I could have ever imagined." Tony looked at Gibbs for an answer.

Gibbs took a sip of his coffee.

"It's always the quiet ones." Tony smirked.

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"I swear, the first few months I was in Paris I ordered sushi from Kyo at least three times a week." Tony popped a piece of sushi in his mouth.

"It's good." Gibbs followed suit.

They were sitting on the couch in the apartment eating a sushi platter placed between them.

"Still order a few times a month." Tony ate another piece.

"Pizza?" Gibbs asked.

"Oh god at least once a week. Tali can't go more than about four days without pizza." Tony smiled. "She actually had pizza last."

"She is a DiNozzo." Gibbs said, taking another piece. For the second time tonight he noticed Tony put his hand in his pants pocket as if pushing something down.

"Yeah." Taking a long swig from his water bottle Tony sat it down and then shoved his hand in his jean pocket.

Gibbs took another piece of sushi half expecting Tony to pull something out of his pocket to show him. Instead an empty hand came back and they continued eating.

"Any good pizza in Alaska?"

"Home made usually, pizza is pricey."

"Heard a lot of things are expensive in Alaska." Tony took another piece. "Is milk like ten bucks a gallon?"

"In some of the rural areas. Runs about five or six bucks by me." Gibbs kept talking as Tony again stuck his hand in his pocket. "There's no fast food chains in the area, mostly local places, diners, small restaurants, and no pizza places. One of the convenience stores makes pizza, but we're talking about 30 bucks for-" Gibbs stopped mid sentence as Tony's hand came back up to the table.

"What?" Tony looked at Gibbs confused.

"Trying to figure out why you keep putting your hand in your pocket." Gibbs waited for an answer.

"I need to tell you something." Tony stood up and sat on the coffee table in front of Gibbs. "I appropriated something from the hotel."

"Appropriated?" Gibbs put down his chopsticks and turned facing Tony. "Okay."

Reaching back into his pocket Tony slowly pulled out the long silk scarf, then reached into the other pocket and pulled out the other one.

Gibbs rubbed his hand over his mouth. Reaching out he touched one of the silk scarves in Tony's hands. "Why did you want them?"

"You know why I wanted them." Tony leaned forward. "I have a question for you. Did you only tie me up because you didn't want me to try and stop you?"

Gibbs shook his head. "But it was a large part of the reason."

"And the other part?" Tony already knew but he wanted to hear it from Gibbs.

"You know the answer to that." Gibbs slowly wrapped one of the silk ties around Tony's wrist. Then he gently tugged on it pulling Tony forward. "But you want to hear me say it."

Tony nodded.

"There's always been a power dynamic in our relationship." Gibbs gently tugged on the silk. "I was your boss before I was your friend. You saw me as some omnipotent enigma." Another gentle tug of the silk. "There was a level of expectation from me about your performance, the head slaps," He tugged on the silk again. "My loyal saint bernard." His lips brushed against Tony's. "Even coming on to me was a power play…seduce me, make me break the rules, see behind the persona you had of me, make me lose control."

"You lost control earlier." Tony's free hand caressed up Gibbs' thigh as he purred. "Gave in completely to your desire for me."

"Yes I did." Gibbs still didn't have his control back. "And that's what you wanted isn't it?

"Yes." Tony's finger raked over Gibbs' already hard cock. "I want to know there is no control left, that you just want me, and there's nothing that could stop you." He leaned in pressing his lips to Gibbs' ear. "Not even me." Tony was suddenly yanked up and into Gibbs lap, a hand knotted in the hair on the back of his head and jerked it back.

"There is absolutely no control when it comes to you." Gibbs sighed breathlessly. "And I'm afraid I'm never going to be able to get it back." He confessed before smashing his lips against Tony's.

The arm around Tony's waist crushed their bodies together as Gibbs insistent tongue parted his lips, tasting every inch of Tony's teeth, tongue, and mouth. With his arms trapped between them, all Tony could do was surrender and accept the demands of the kiss. His lips were burning, bruised, and battered from the ferocity of the kiss. It was a kiss unlike any other he'd experience with anyone, including Gibbs. It was overflowing with passion, desire, want, and a dizzying array of emotions that Tony sensed but couldn't fully comprehend. Just when he thought he'd touched on the emotion, Gibbs was pulling away and nipping at his bottom lip with a growl. Capturing Gibbs lips again, Tony again tried to search for the emotion, but demanding hands started to push his shirt up his back and Gibbs was ripping their lips apart.

"Skin." Gibbs growled as he pulled Tony's shirt up and off, tossing it half way across the room. One silk tie went with the shirt, the other dropped next to them. When Tony's hands pushed at his shirt, Gibbs let it be removed. Then he tossed Tony down on the couch, his lips now devouring the flesh of Tony's chest. He loved that salty, musky, earthy taste of the man, a heady combination of Tony's soap and natural essence. When he felt the fingers comb through his hair, he glanced up just as his lips sucked in Tony's right nipple. He heard Tony's moan first, then felt his body arch, then saw his eyes flutter closed then quickly reopen. Gibbs knew that look, Tony wanted to watch, wanted to see each touch before it happened, anticipate and yet still be unprepared for the sensation of each physical contact. When Gibbs freed the button on Tony's pants, the younger man whimpered begging for more. Drawing the zipper down over Tony's hard cock Gibbs then grabbed both sides of Tony's pants. Tony raised his hips and the pants were jerked down as far as possible.

When Tony's hands unbuttoned and unzipped Gibbs pants, they were pushed down over Gibbs hips. Like two contortionists, they wiggled and moved until both of their pants were finally removed. Immediately, Gibbs' hands and mouth were back on Tony's body, kissing, touching and licking over his chest, his ribcage, until Tony's entire body was humming wanting and needing more. Kissing up Tony's chest, he drew back and looked down at the younger man.

Tony's hands reached out caressing Gibbs' chest and Gibbs' right hand dropped to the arm of the couch for stability. Tony's hands found their way around Gibbs' body clawing up Gibbs' back as he licked up the center of Gibbs' chest. Feeling the body above him shudder, Tony licked at Gibbs right nipple then the left causing another shudder. His hands suddenly grabbed Gibbs ass and yanked Gibbs hips down slamming their hard cocks together.

"Fuck." Gibbs hissed as he rocked his hips rubbing their cocks together.

Tony's hands danced up the sides of Gibbs' body as his lips kissed back up his chest placing a kiss on Gibbs' chin. "I want you inside me."

Gibbs crushed their lips together, as he shoved his knee between Tony's legs forcing them apart. A second later, Tony broke the kiss. Gibbs watched as he took his hand, licked it then spit on it. Then the moist hand wrapped around his cock stroking over it. "Tony."

"Fuck me." Tony begged as he let go of Gibbs cock and parted his legs further. That was all it took. Tony's legs were bent and shoved upward, he felt the cock between his cheeks, felt the pressure and took a deep breath. When the head of Gibbs cock gently pushed into him, Tony tightened and heard the moan. Another jab forward and Tony rocked his hips, over and over, quick little jabs into him until Tony felt Gibbs cock settle completely. Wrapping his legs around Gibbs body, Gibbs moaned as he head fell forward settling in the crook of Tony's shoulder and neck.

"Gibbs please." Tony pleaded. "Fuck me." When he heard the animalistic snarl, his eyes closed and he took a deep breath preparing himself for the assault. The first thrust sent him hard against the side of the couch and he huffed out a breath. That was the last thought of the discomfort he had as Gibbs took him and the pleasure took over. His eyes closed as the additional sensation of his cock being rubbed between their bodies sent a surge of electricity through him. One arm wrapped around Gibbs body, his other hand knotted in the hair on the back of Gibbs' head. "Harder." Tony growled as his fingertips tore into Gibbs scalp. "Fuck me harder!"

Gibbs pounded into Tony with some superhuman strength as he did everything possible to fulfill Tony's demand.

"That's it!" Tony cried out as his cock was rubbed roughly between their stomachs. "Need your voice." He grunted out. "Tell me."

Somewhere through the haze Gibbs heard the words and his lips brushed a kiss to the side of Tony's neck before he spoke. "Never want to stop, feels so fucking good." Gibbs panted. "Pounding into you, your tight ass squeezing my cock." Gibbs felt Tony's cock between them twitch. "Your cock twitching between us." He nibbled at Tony's ear lobe. "You want to come…I want to feel it, feel your come all over my stomach."

Tony's head went back and his eyes rolled into his head.

"That's it…come for me." Gibbs growled. "Show me you much you love me fucking you."

Screaming, Tony came every muscle in his body tensing as the warmth of his come covered their stomachs.

"Tony." Gibbs' body shook as Tony tightened around his cock. So close. It was all too much as he took Tony with the last ounces of strength he had before the release overtook him and he came screaming Tony's name.

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Standing in the kitchen, Tony sipped his coffee as he leaned against the counter staring out into space. They had cleaned up, curled back up on the couch and fallen asleep, thankfully with Tony on the outside of the couch. He was actually able to get up, grab a robe from the bedroom, make coffee, and not wake Gibbs. Which still kinda spooked him, he'd never seen Gibbs sleep so soundly, but then he'd never seen Gibbs after sex so maybe this was normal. Taking another swig of coffee, Tony shook his head. This had to be the strangest week of his entire life and he'd had some crazy weeks. It had been this emotional roller coaster of sadness at Tali being gone, then shock and surprise at Gibbs showing up, and the exhilaration and satisfaction of finally sleeping with Gibbs. The anger at Ziva for calling him and the relief of knowing Gibbs was here because of Tali. The happiness of Gibbs agreeing to stay, the peace he felt having Gibbs here, and the madness that was the new sexual desire between them.

Truth was he never expected it to be like this between them. After that first time, he expected Gibbs to regret it and never let it happen again. He never expected the unquenchable need and the constant craving Gibbs seemed to have for him. It was both exhilarating and completely baffling. Maybe that was just what a decade of denying the sexual attraction between them had manifested. Tony sighed or maybe there was another reason. A question he'd wanted to ask Gibbs since that first time together.

Tony sighed. He was still holding onto so many of those old preconceived notions of the man. Gibbs really was a different person, the core individual was the same trustworthy, loyal, caring, commanding, and dedicated…but so many other things had changed. Gibbs had found peace; the peace over Shannon and Kelly's death and the death of so many people they loved, peace at having left the job and it seemed the rules behind. The functioning mute now seemed to understand the importance of saying what needed to be said, with more than one word.

Tony swallowed the lump in his throat. Part of him mourned the loss of that part of Gibbs, yet a larger part was completely enthralled by this new Gibbs. He had always wanted that closeness with Gibbs, wanted to hear he was important to the man, that their friendship mattered and now he had all of that. He walked out of the kitchen and through the dining room pausing at the edge of the living room and stared over at the couch. Gibbs was still sound asleep, a blanket pulled up to his waist, his chest exposed.

Tony shook his head. Everything was so easy between them now, this natural progression that they both accepted and seemed to embrace. Yet Tony's gut told him there was something else, that Gibbs was hiding something, holding something back. And it definitely had to do with whatever ghost or demon was still keeping Gibbs from being happy. Countless people and events ran through his mind that could still be haunting Gibbs, but he had no idea how to narrow it down. He was sure Gibbs wasn't going to tell him, which given their new relationship bothered Tony. But then just because you start having sex with someone doesn't erase the fact they had barely spoken in years. God iit never should haven't gotten that out of hand. I never chose Ziva over you, not in Israel when she made me choose. The words replayed in his head. He should have known she would have asked Gibbs to choose, she was angry back then, especially at him. Funny that she never told him, seems like something she would want to throw at him, another reason he had ruined everything between them, even back then.

He leaned against the wall still staring at Gibbs. There was a promise between them now. They would never let that happen again. He couldn't handle losing Gibbs friendship again, especially now. Gibbs stirred, rolling onto his side, and reaching out for a body that wasn't there.

Opening his eyes, he looked at the empty space next to him on the couch, then felt the gaze on him. Looking up he grinned, when he saw Tony leaning against the wall in a fluffy white bathrobe holding a cup of coffee. "Sexy." Gibbs wiggled his eyebrows.

"I know." Tony smiled.

Gibbs shook his head as he sat up.

"I'll get you some coffee." Tony pushed off the wall and walked back to the kitchen.

After getting Gibbs a cup and refilling his own, he walked in and handed Gibbs the coffee.

"Thanks." Gibbs took a long drink.

Tony sat down next to him, curling his legs up and turning towards Gibbs.

Gibbs' finger traced a path down the center of the robe to the tie at Tony's waist.

"I thought I had a healthy libido, but you have me beat." Tony chuckled.

"Complaining?" Gibbs asked, eyebrows raised.

"No, definitely not. Just making a statement." Tony watched as Gibbs took a sip of coffee and he asked the question. "Have you ever had sex with a man before me?"

Gibbs never flinched, never seemed surprised by the question. In fact he had expected it sooner. Taking the sip of coffee, he swallowed and looked at Tony. "Depends on your definition of sex I guess."

"You'd had a blow job from a guy?"

"Yeah."

"In the military?" Tony asked.

"No." Gibbs turned, pulling his leg up and facing Tony. "And undercover assignment. It was either let it happen or blow my cover so to speak." Gibbs smirked.

Tony laughed. "Well you evidently were able to get aroused."

"I have an excellent imagination." Gibbs took another sip of coffee.

"Some tall curvy redhead." Tony grinned

"Yeah." Gibbs looked at Tony for a moment. "So what made you ask now?"

"You."

Gibbs brow furrowed.

"Your insatiable appetite, your animalistic need, the desire that seems to drip from you whenever you look at me."

"Figured it was because I'd never been with a man, so it's all new and exciting." Gibbs breathed a sigh of relief.

"Exactly." Tony leaned forward. "All though I am extremely sexy and irresistable."

"That you are." Gibbs nodded, not even sure where to let this conversation go. "I am extremely attracted to you."

"I am to you too." Tony bit at his lower lip. "You laying there this morning, the blanket over you, chest exposed, so sexy."

Gibbs rolled his eyes. "Okay." He turned back and leaned against the back of the couch.

"Hey." Tony climbed over and onto Gibbs straddling the older man's hip. "You are so damn sexy and you don't even know it."

Gibbs hand caressed Tony's cheek, his thumb brushing gently over Tony's lips. "You are so much more than sexy." He felt his thumb sucked between Tony's lips and his eyes involuntarily closed.

Suddenly the song daddy's little girl rang through the air.

Gibbs eyes shot opened and he was staring into confused green eyes. "What?"

"Tali and I weren't going to talk tonight because Ziva is taking her to a wedding."

"A text?"

Tony shook his head. "No, that's a different ring tone." Tony jumped off of Gibbs lap and ran to grab his phone from the dining room table. "Tali."

"I needed to talk to you."

Gibbs saw Tony roll his eyes.

"Then you should have called from your phone and not Tali's." He hated when Ziva called him from Tali's phone.

"I was afraid you would not answer."

Tony didn't respond.

"We are coming back tomorrow."

"Tomorrow? Why? What's wrong?" Tony started pacing.

"Nothing is wrong. Orli's plans have changed. She needs to be in England tomorrow evening." When he didn't respond, she thought he had forgotten. "Remember we are traveling home with her."

"I remember." Tony stopped and dropped down in the chair beside the couch. "When are you getting in?"

"Probably late afternoon. I will text you when I have more details."

"Is Tali disappointed?" Tony was thrilled they were coming home, but he knew how important this trip was to her.

"No, she is happy we get to be here for the wedding, but she is excited to come home."

"Do you need me to pick you up or is Orli still getting a car for you?"

"She will have a car for us."

"You'll text me when-"

"I will as soon as I know more." She paused. "And we will send you a picture once Tali is all dressed for the wedding."

"Thanks." Tony felt some of the anger and harshness leave him.

"Will Gibbs be there tomorrow."

"Yes."

"It has been good for you to have him there."

"It has." Tony glanced over at Gibbs.

"Have the two of you worked through your stubbornness?"

"Most of it," Tony watched as Gibbs grabbed his pants, pulled them on and made his way into the kitchen for another cup of coffee. Tony stood up and walked towards the bedroom, stepping inside he closed the door. "Why didn't you ever tell me about Israel?"

Ziva knew exactly what he was talking about. "It was his choice and his decision to tell you or not."

"Even knowing how angry I was at him, feeling he always chose you over me and-"

"It was not my place." She snapped. "I tried countless times to tell you how much you meant to him, how much he missed you. I tried for months to get you to call him and you refused."

Tony ran his hand over his face in frustration.

"You are angry that you let assumptions keep you from talking to him, that is not my fault. You can not blame everything on me." Ziva spoke quickly and angrily but kept her voice low. "I am not the reason you two drifted apart and you need to open your eyes."

"What the hell does that mean?" Tony snapped back.

Ziva chose her next words carefully. "Gibbs chose you long before I asked him to choose in Israel."

Tony's head went back still completely confused by the conversation.

"I will text you when I know more about when we will get back." She ended the call.

Tony held the phone out and stared at it for a moment. "What the hell was all that?" He walked back out into the living room and Gibbs was dressed and sitting on the couch drinking his coffee.

"Everything okay?"

"Um, they're coming back tomorrow."

"Figured that."

Tony shook his head brushing the end of the conversation aside. "They are flying back with Orli and her plans changed, so they'll be back sometime late afternoon tomorrow"

Gibbs waited as he physically saw the excitement and happiness surge through Tony's body.

"She's coming home." He jumped on the couch and kissed Gibbs, making the older man almost spill his coffee. "Sorry."

Gibbs laughed, pulling Tony into his arms. "What do we need to do?"

Tony took a deep breath. "Pick up food and-"

When Tony didn't continue, Gibbs raised an eyebrow. "And?"

"And nothing," Tony shrugged. "I really just need food."

"Okay." Gibbs shook his head. "We can do that."

"Although it does require several stops."

"Ahh, it couldn't be that easy." Gibbs chuckled.

"Just a few." Tony gently touched Gibbs cheek then pressed his lips to the older man's.

Gibbs was moved and surprised by the tender kiss. When Tony drew back he smiled into the blue eyes. "What was that for?"

"For being here, for helping me through this, for staying…for everything."

Gibbs swallowed the lump in his throat and just nodded. Then Tony grabbed the front of his shirt and jerked him forward.

"And we will get back to where we were before Ziva called."

"And where was that?" Gibbs' arm wrapped around Tony pulling him closer.

"I was about to suck your cock, then you were going to jack me off-" Tony watched Gibbs eyes dilate. "And jacking me off gets you hard so you could fuck me."

"Tony." The name was a low roar as Gibbs tried everything to keep his cock from getting hard.

"So we can pick up what we need, maybe grab a pizza for dinner…" Tony licked his lips. "Then I'm all yours for the rest of the night and morning."

"Bourbon."

"Bourbon." Tony looked at Gibbs confused.

"We need Bourbon so I can taste it off your body."

Tony's eyebrow went up. "And just what parts of my body do you want to taste Bourbon off of?"

"Your cock." Gibbs dipped down and kissed Tony's neck. "your nipples." A kiss. "your ass." Another kiss. "Your belly button." He bit at Tony's earlobe. "Your throat."

"In that order?" Tony whimpered as his hand clawed at Gibbs' chest.

"I don't care as long as I can taste it from each and every one of those parts." Gibbs nipped at Tony's neck.

"You need to stop." Tony begged.

Drawing back, Gibbs smiled into the glazed over green eyes.

"Oh we will definitely be picking up Bourbon."

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They had already made four stops and the cart that Tony had brought along was almost full.

"This is the last stop and then we'll pick up pizza and head back."

Gibbs nodded, not really believing it. They walked into Charcuterie St. German and Gibbs actually inhaled deeply as the smell of cured meats assaulted him.

Tony grinned as he looked back at Gibbs. "You are a meat man."

Gibbs eyebrow went up and his eyes leered down Tony's body pausing for a moment on the younger man's crotch.

Tony took a step towards the older man and whispered. "Thinking about pouring that bourbon over my hard cock and sucking me dry." He heard Gibbs breath hitch, saw his body tense, eyes dilated, and his face flush slightly. "Now be a good boy and control yourself just a little longer." Tony's fingertip traced a path down Gibbs' chest. "And maybe after you use the bourbon on me..i'll use it on you." With that Tony turned around and approached the counter.

Gibbs vaguely heard Tony order an array of different meats and some cheeses.

"All set." Tony stood there and Gibbs finally cleared his throat. Tony chuckled and shook his head. "You are so easy."

"Simple man, simple taste"

"I don't know about that, you've surprised me quite a bit with some of your tastes." Tony grinned.

"Maybe there's something you'd like to pick up besides the Bourbon." Gibbs suggested wanting to know anything else that Tony would be into.

"Oh, I already picked up what I wanted." Tony said as he stood there a moment watching as Gibbs tried to remember everything Tony had bought. Grabbing the cart, Tony started out the door Gibbs on his heels.

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"I'll get anything that needs to be refrigerated put away and the rest can wait." Tony started pulling things from the bags and putting them in the fridge. "

They had made two more stops, then pizza, but Gibbs didn't care.

"Grab some plates."

Gibbs grabbed plates from the cabinet watching as Tony unpacked things trying to figure out what Tony might have been talking about earlier.

"Do you want water?" Tony asked, standing at the fridge.

"Yeah." Gibbs took the plates into the dining room Tony a few steps behind.

"Respiro is Tali's favorite pizza." Tony sat down and opened the pizza box.

"Smells good." Gibbs waited for Tony to grab a couple pieces, then he did the same.

Closing the box, Tony saw Gibbs take a big bite and waited for a reaction.

"It's good." When Tony didn't seem happy with his answer, Gibbs shrugged. "What?"

"I know, simple man." Tony said the rest in a neanderthal man like tone. "Pizza good."

Gibbs smirked and took another big bite.

Tony took a bite and moaned happily. He swallowed and looked at Gibbs. "That's the proper reaction."

"Okay." Gibbs shook his head. "There really isn't anything else you need to do before Tali gets home?"

"Not really, maybe a load of laundry in the morning." Tony paused. "I haven't even looked at the laundry god only knows what she threw in there before she left." He smiled. "With Tali as long as there is food in the house, she's good."

"That DiNozzo gene again"

Tony nodded as he took another bite.

"Anything you need before she comes home?"

Tony's eyebrow went up.

"I didn't mean that." Gibbs rolled his eyes. "I'm serious. It's not just Tali coming home, it's Ziva too. Are you ready for that too?"

"Better prepared than I was when they left." Tony tossed the crust of the pizza on his plate. "She's a good mom, Tali loves her, that's what's important. Ziva and I are always going to have issues."

Gibbs finished his second piece of pizza. "Don't think you'll work through them.

"We'll get better at dealing with them, but they will never be completely gone…She can't get the years she lost with Tali back and I can't get back the years I didn't know I had a daughter." Tony let out a long breath. "And that's just the tip of the iceberg."

The phone next to Tony quacked and he picked it up. Gibbs knew immediately it was from Tali, the sheer joy, pride, and love on Tony's face said it all.

"She's growing up too fast." Tony stared at the picture for a few more moments and the phone beeped again. He tapped the phone and shook his head. "She looks more and more like Ziva." He tapped the screen and handed the phone to Gibbs.

Gibbs was completely shocked by the picture. He hadn't seen a recent picture of Tali for probably years. She truly had grown up into a beautiful young lady. She had on a beautiful gold dress that had a fitted bodice with decorative beading on it. The bottom was a softer gold that came to just about her ankles. Some had tried to tame her natural curls into an updo, but ringlets fell around her temples and the back of her neck.

"Swipe left." Tony said.

Gibbs swiped left and the next picture was of Ziva and Tali. Ziva was dressed in a very similar dress only in deep blue. No one could have denied they were mother and daughter. Yet Gibbs still saw so much of Tony in Tali. She had his smile, his eyes, his stance, definitely his thick hair. "She's beautiful." He handed the phone back to Tony.

"She's already going to school dances with friends, boys and girls." Tony typed a message and hit send.

"You've taught her self defense?" Gibbs asked.

"Please. I had her in Karate classes at five."

Gibbs snickered.

"I've worked with her and I'm sure Ziva has taught her all those Mossad knife skills."

"Yeah." Gibbs couldn't fault either of them for preparing her.

"You done?" Tony asked, looking at the pizza box.

Gibbs nodded.

"Another water or a beer?" Tony asked, grabbing the pizza and walking into the kitchen.

"I'm good." Gibbs pushed his chair back and stretched.

"Are you ready for dessert?"

Gibbs didn't remember Tony picking up any desert other than the gelato for Tali. "Did you get dessert?" He turned towards the kitchen and he felt his cock instantly twitch and start to harden.

"Isn't this what you wanted for dessert?"

All Gibbs could do was nod as Tony stood there naked, cock already hard, the bottle of bourbon dangling from his left hand. He was completely mesmerized as Tony slowly walked towards him stepping between him and the table. Unable to resist touching Tony, Gibbs hand gently caressed over Tony's hips as he gazed up at the younger man. "My new favorite dessert."

"You haven't even tried it yet." Tony opened the bottle, held it at the top of his chest and carefully let a small dribble of the amber liquid drip down his chest. He hummed when he felt the rough tongue lick up his chest getting every last drop.

"Delicious." Gibbs licked his lips.

"Come with me." Tony stepped away and took Gibbs' hand leading him towards the bedroom. When they crossed over into the bedroom, he let go of Gibbs hand and walked to the bed. Sitting the bourbon bottle on the nightstand, Tony climbed onto the bed and laid down. "Take off your clothes."

Gibbs pulled his shirt over his head as he slipped off his shoes. He was naked by the time he reached the end of bed.

Picking the bottle up, Tony tipped the bottle directly over his right nipple. His eyes closed just as the bed shifted and he felt the tongue lick the bourbon from his nipple then suck in the hard nub.

Licking and sucking at Tony's nipple, Gibbs' hands clutched at Tony's hips as he finally drew back. Tony's eyes opened and were captured by steely blue. "More."

Tony tipped the bottle over his other nipple and his back arched as Gibbs sucked and licked the bourbon away.

"Bourbon has never tasted so sweet." Gibbs sighed as his lips captured Tony's. When he broke the kiss Tony licked his lips tasting the remnants of bourbon from Gibbs mouth.

"Where next?" Tony asked, holding up the Bourbon bottle.

Taking the bottle, Gibbs slipped down Tony's body, he tipped the bottle over Tony's belly button letting the liquid pool there before lapping at it greedily.

Laughing, Tony tried not to squirm.

Smiling at Tony, Gibbs licked his lips as he slid further down and dribbled bourbon directly over the head of Tony's cock.

Tony gasped as the liquid hit, followed by Gibbs tongue licking up the underside of his cock then sucking in the head. "Oh god." Tony's hand fisted in the bedsheet as again the liquid flowed over his cock and was licked and sucked away. "Shit." Tony hissed as Gibbs sucked the head of his cock then licked across the slit.

Again, bourbon dripped down over his cock, but this time Gibbs swallowed Tony's cock to the base and sucked hard.

"Gibbs." Tony howled as his hand clawed at Gibbs scalp. Then unceremoniously Gibbs was bobbing over his cock. It had caught Tony completely off guard and all he could do was surrender to the sensation. His head went back and he knew holding on was not an option. It felt too good and Gibbs knew exactly how to suck his cock. Again Gibbs reached the base and sucked hard as he squeezed Tony's balls. "That's it." Tony was acutely aware of everything. The way Gibbs just devoured his cock, over and over taking every inch, sucking at the base, playing with his balls, and it was heaven. Tony just let the orgasm happen. He felt the tremor shooting out from the base of his spine as his hips, his thighs, his torso, arms, then legs all started to shake as the release tore through him. "FUCK GIBBS!" He screamed as he came, Gibbs sucking his cock and swallowing everything that he gave. Breath he told himself as an aftershock shook him and he struggled to take in air. He felt the hand on his hip and he was rolled over onto his stomach.

"I need more."

Tony felt the warm liquid run down his spine and he purred as the rough tongue licked all the way up and kissed the nape of his neck. Then he felt the hand massaging his ass cheek and he was grinding into the mattress.

"Are you thinking about me rimming your ass again?"

"God yes."

"Was that the first rim job you had?"

Tony nodded.

"And you loved it."

"Yes." Tony sighed breathlessly.

"I loved doing it." Gibbs fingers slipped between Tony's cheeks finding the mark and gently fingering the muscle. "I was so hard after that." He felt Tony thrusting his hips into the mattress. "Jacked off thinking about how turned on you were, how hard and fast you came."

Tony bit at his bottom lip as the vision of Gibbs in the shower jacking off thinking about him had his cock hard and aching.

"I wanna be your first for anything and everything you want to experience." Gibbs felt the body under him quiver.

When the warm liquid trickled down his spine again his body arched and Gibbs was licking downward. Stopping at the dip of his ass, Gibbs sucked up the last of the liquid. A second later he felt the soft drip on his left butt cheek and Gibbs was kissing, licking and sucking all over his cheek. When Gibbs moved to the other cheek, Tony was grinding into the mattress again.

Grabbing Tony's ass cheeks, Gibbs spread them apart and licked up the center of Tony's ass.

Tony's body shook. Damn it he never expected to be so turned on by the ass play and a rim job.

"I love your ass." Gibbs sucked on two fingers and gently slipped them inside Tony. "Even after fucking you over and over, your so tight." As if to prove it Tony tightened around Gibbs fingers. "God so fucking sexy." Using his free hand he pulled Tony's cheeks apart again and this time licked and sucked at the small area between Tony's ass and balls.

"Oh fuck yes." Tony gasped as the pleasure shot directly to his cock and he clutched at the bedsheets screaming into the pillow.

Gibbs repeated the action as he fucked Tony with his fingers, he wanted Tony lost in the sensation almost ready to come. He felt Tony's body tremble, felt his hips thrusting into the mattress and felt his balls tighten. Gibbs stopped, drew back and removed his fingers. He heard the whimper of loss, felt the shudder of the body, and Tony's ass cheeks slammed closed.

The loss of sensation sent Tony spirling and he wanted to scream for Gibbs to make him come, but he couldn't find his voice. It didn't matter because a moment later, he felt the pressure, felt the slight sting as the head of Gibbs cock entered him. It sent him soaring again as slowly he felt the length of Gibbs' cock settle inside him. He was rolled onto his side and a hand sprawled out on his stomach. When his body was pushed against Gibbs he moaned as the cock inside him was pushed deeper.

Gibbs hips rocked gradually back and forth and Tony reached back and clutched at his hip. Control that's what he needed and wanted, he felt it there somewhere deep within his bones, but could hold onto it.

"Fuck me, I need you."

The voice drifted through the air around him then wormed their way into his ear.

"Please Gibbs."

Absolutely no control. That is what Gibbs had said earlier and it was the truth. The minute Tony begged, demanded, wanted it Gibbs was unable to do anything but comply. As if compelled merely by Tony's voice he was suddenly jacking Tony off and taking the younger man hard and fast. Time faded away and it was only when he felt the warm come between his fingers that he realized Tony had come. His own body cried out for its own release and he eagerly gave in burying himself in Tony and coming.

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A sound drifted into his subconscious and he rolled over onto his back as he heard another noise. Opening his eyes, Gibbs instantly realized the bed next to him was empty. He sat up just as Tony walked into the bedroom in the white fluffy robe.

"I was trying to have everything ready to surprise you." Tony smiled as he walked over and sat on the bed next to Gibbs.

"Surprise me with what?" Gibbs slid over closer to Tony.

"What I picked up." Tony's fingers danced over Gibbs chest. His fingertips felt Gibbs heart skip a beat and he saw the blue eyes dilate. "Oh you've been just waiting for this haven't you?" Tony grinned. "I saw you watching me unpack things, trying to figure it out." His hand left Gibbs chest as he stood up and held out his hand.

Sliding over to the edge of the bed, Gibbs stood up and took Tony's hand.

Tony led him out of the bedroom and down the hall. They stopped before the last door on the left, a door Gibbs had seen, but it had always been closed. He figured it was another bedroom.

Opening the door, Tony stepped through pulling Gibbs inside. They stopped just inside and Tony turned around to Gibbs. "Surprise."

They were standing in another bathroom, this one with a large jacuzzi tub that was full of bubbles. There were LED tealight candles flickering on the edge of the tub and the bottle of Bourbon was sitting on the corner. Gibbs couldn't help but chuckle when he saw the two rubber duckies floating on the bubbles. One was the typical yellow, the other a red devil. "This is really what you wanted?"

"Yes." Tony pulled their joined hands towards him. "It surprises you that this is what I wanted?"

"A little."

"Have you ever taken a bubble bath with anyone?"

"Can't say I have."

"Really?" Tony really was surprised by that. "Shannon and three ex-wives and none of them ever wanted to take a bubble bath with you?"

Gibbs shook his head.

"Wow okay. Well-" Tony patted Gibbs chest. "This is what I want so get in."

"How." Gibbs snickered.

"Oh come on they are LED candles you can climb over them." Tony balked as he pulled Gibbs towards the tub. "In and sit over there." He said pointing towards the left side of the tub as he let go of Gibbs hand.

Trying not to disturb the candles, Gibbs climbed in pausing momentarily to let his body get used to the hot water. Finally, he sat down and leaned back the water reaching almost to his neck as jets pulsed against his back. Tony smiled when he saw Gibbs' body physically relax. "See I knew you'd like it." Tony slipped off the robe and climbed in. He sat down in Gibbs lap smiling at the older man. "This is the perfect way to relax after sex." He grinned as he picked up a handful of bubbles and blew them at Gibbs,

Grabbing a handful of bubbles he placed them on the top of Tony's head and grinned back.

Taking up a double handful of bubbles, Tony placed them on Gibbs head then patted it down sending bubbles across both their faces.

They both started laughing.

Reaching back Tony grabbed the devil rubber ducky and squeezed causing it to make a quacking noise. He heard and felt Gibbs chuckled. "Gotta have the rubber ducky." Holding it up, Gibbs' hand again came out of the water, took it and squeezed. It quacked again.

"See bubble baths can be fun." Tony smiled as he settled in Gibbs lap.

Dropping the duck back in the tub Gibbs arms encircled Tony's waist and his hands caressed over the small of his back. He sighed. "Thanks."

"You need to relax more, have more fun." Tony picked up the devil rubber ducky as it was about to float by. He squeezed and it quacked. "And that means more fun with Tony and lots more rubber duckies." That wide DiNozzo grin spread across Tony's face.

Gibbs couldn't help but smile and laugh. "I can agree to that."

"Good, because you are tense." Tony tossed the rubber duckie over his shoulder. "And a man getting as much sex as you have these last few days should not be so tense."

"Is that so?"

"Absolutely. You should be a puddle of goo by now."

Gibbs didn't respond.

"I'm serious."

"Are you a puddle of goo?" Gibbs smirked.

"Close." He grabbed Gibbs' hands and put them on his shoulders. "Feel." Gibbs' hands gently massaged his shoulders. "Even after everything there is no tension in these muscles."

Gibbs' hands slipped back into the water and around Tony's body. "So what is your prescription Dr. DiNozzo?"

"Silly sex, fun sex."

Gibbs eyebrow went up.

"You know the kind of sex where you're drunk to the point that everything is hilarious, even trying to have sex." Tony grinned. "Or the sex where you're trying something new and it's all going terribly wrong and it just makes you laugh hysterically." Tony saw Gibbs was still just looking at him. "Oh come on you've never had silly fun sex before?"

"Silly fun sex."

"Yes. We could try some crazy position that's almost impossible to get into and laugh through the whole time."

"Did you have a position in mind?"

"Well I was looking online." Tony wiggled his eyebrows. "And they had this one called I can fly, and squatters rights." Tony grinned as Gibbs chuckled. "And there was the reverse soaring eagle and the suspended congress."

"Or we could try this?" Gibbs' lips found Tony's and he threw them both forward into the water sending water and bubbles out onto the floor. After a few seconds under water, Gibbs pulled them both up and Tony broke out into a fit of laughter. Gibbs brushed the wet hair from Tony's forehead and Tony's arms went around his neck. "You actually looked up sex positions."

Tony nodded as he wrapped his legs around Gibbs waist. "A lot of them had pictures or videos."

"There is actual a position called suspended congress?"

Again Tony nodded. "Although the reverse soaring eagle looked like it had more potential for being one that would make us laugh."

Gibbs shrugged. "It's not that hard to get into, just not a lot of fun for the person on the bottom."

Tony's eyebrows went up. "Okay so you've never taken a bubble bath with someone but you've done the reverse soaring eagle position."

"I was married to four very different women that enjoyed sex." Gibbs smirked. "And although several of them took bubble baths it was never something they invited me into."

"Oh please let me guess which ex wife you did the reverse soaring eagle with." Tony started laughing.

"Not the one you probably think."

"Really?" Tony made a hum noise. "Had to have been Rebecca, because I would have thought Diane and Stephanie seemed way too vanilla."

"She was."

"Oh look at you actually talking about the ex wives."

Gibbs rolled his eyes. "If you were still thinking about wanting to have sex, talking about my ex wives is not gonna help."

"Oh come on you'd never talk about the ex wives, there is so much I want to know." Tony had always had a million questions about the exes. "Diane was the one into anal right, I mean you are way too good at anal sex to not have had a lot of that."

"Only had one wife that didn't want anal sex from me."

"Really?"

Gibbs could already see the wheels spinning in Tony's head as he floated them back towards the side of the tub. He settled back against the jets as Tony finally spoke.

"Shannon, because you didn't say ex." Tony watched as Gibbs nodded. "Surprises me."

"Why?" Gibbs hand gently massaged the small of Tony's back.

"I don't know." Tony shrugged. "I just always had in my head that you two were probably each other's first for a lot of things. Plus being young and in love you were probably both open to experimenting and trying new things."

"Thought about that a lot?"

"You weren't exactly Mr. talkative back in the day, especially about Shannon and Kelly." Tony rolled his eyes. "Hell even when your ex wives showed up you didn't talk about anything. So yeah, I made up a lot of scenarios to fill in the blanks."

"Shannon was my first for just about everything." Gibbs took a deep breath as the happy memories rushed in. "She was an excellent teacher."

"Wow, really." Tony bit his bottom lip and wiggled his eyebrow. "Oh now that is sexy."

"Why is that sexy?"

"Everyone wants someone willing to learn, take direction, someone not cocky thinking they know it all." Tony shook his head. "Took me a while to learn that but once I did." He sighed. "Amazing."

"Well if you need to give me any directions, feel free."

"Don't really need to give direction to someone that does whatever you ask for or want." Tony's hand cupped Gibbs face. "And I mean that in a good way."

Gibbs snickered. "Making sure I don't think I'm whipped."

"Oh you are so whipped." Tony watched as the steel blue eyes narrowed. His finger brushed over Gibbs lips. "I promise to always give you exactly what you want."

The words he had said to Tony back at the hotel echoed back to him. He swallowed the lump in his throat. He'd let himself get too comfortable, had already said and done things that gave too much away. Why did he do it; because part of him still wanted to believe Tony wanted more.

"Don't worry I wouldn't hold you to anything said in the heat of passion."

"Is there something you want you think I won't give you?" Gibbs shouldn't have asked, because he already knew. Knew there was only one thing Tony believed he couldn't ask for from him. And the truth was, Gibbs couldn't give it to him, but the reason had nothing to do with the reasons Tony was thinking.

There was a slight moment of hesitation, but Tony shook his head. Forcing a smile, Tony changed the subject. "What I would really like right now is a warm bed." Tony held up his hands. "I'm getting pruney."

"Warm bed it is." Gibbs gave Tony a quick kiss.

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Tony hummed happily as he settled into the bed and Gibbs arms. They were spooned together in the darkness. He smiled when he felt the soft kiss on his neck.

"Get some sleep. I'll help with anything you need to do tomorrow." Gibbs whispered as he closed his eyes.

"Yeah." Tony laid there in the dark, eyes open, his mind racing with countless questions. The fact that they were laying here about to just go to sleep the first one. Then there was the tense question from earlier. Is there something you think I won't give you? Of course. There is always something a person isn't willing to give. And he was pretty sure he knew at least one thing Gibbs wasn't willing to give. Not that it bothered him, he never thought of Gibbs as a bottom, and fucking Gibbs had never been part of any of his fantasies. Plus he learned long ago people say things in the heat of passion that they normally wouldn't say. He just never saw Gibbs as the type of man to say things he didn't mean, even in the heat of the moment. He laughed to himself. Here he was after seeing all the differences in Gibbs, still holding on to that preconceived notion of Gibbs being above it all. Gibbs was just a man and men say a lot of unbelievable things during sex. Yet…

Suddenly moments from these last few days flashed through his mind as if falling together like pieces of a puzzle.

A moment in the kitchen…

"See if you'd have slept with me while we were at NCIS I could have been your favorite." Tony smirked.

"Who says you weren't?"

Another flash….the hotel room

"This is what you do to me. Make me lose all control." Gibbs spoke.

"Lose control with me."

"Take what I want." Gibbs growled. "Take what is mine."

After the hotel….

"Was that really how you wanted me?" Tony asked.

"Yeah. Why?"

"I don't know, just…"

"Why because I didn't just want to just fuck you and get off?"

The living room…

"I want to know there is no control left, that you just want me, and there's nothing that could stop you." Tony leaned in pressing his lips to Gibbs' ear. "Not even me." He was yanked into Gibbs lap, a hand knotted in the hair on the back of his head and jerked it back.

"There is absolutely no control when it comes to you. And I'm afraid I'm never going to be able to get it back."

Another flash…..

"Have you ever been with a man before me?" Tony asked.

"So what made you ask now?"

"You. Your insatiable appetite, your animalistic need, the desire that seems to drip from you whenever you look at me."

"Figured it was because I'd never been with a man, so it's all new and exciting."

Even his own thoughts throughout the days replayed.

Everything was so easy between them now, this natural progression that they both accepted and seemed to embrace. Yet Tony's gut told him there was something else, that Gibbs was hiding something, holding something back. And it definitely had to do with whatever ghost or demon was still keeping Gibbs from being happy.

It was a kiss unlike any other he'd experience with anyone, including Gibbs. It was overflowing with passion, desire, want, and a dizzying array of emotions that Tony sensed but couldn't fully comprehend. Just when he thought he'd touched on the emotion, Gibbs was pulling away and nipping at his bottom lip with a growl.

Tony's heart suddenly stopped and the conversation at the cafe echoed in his head.

"I never chose Ziva over you, not in Israel when she made me choose, not at NCIS and I sure as hell didn't choose her friendship over yours."

The conversation with Ziva on the phone.

"I am not the reason you two drifted apart and you need to open your eyes."

"What the hell does that mean?" Tony snapped back.

"Gibbs chose you long before I asked him to choose in Israel."

Tony couldn't breath, it couldn't be…he had to be wrong. Did Ziva know? Had Gibbs talked to her? Was that why Gibbs had turned him down at NCIS. Tony's eyes closed as his stomach clenched.

"Promise me. We don't let anything ruin our friendship again. It's too important to me." He felt Gibbs thumb brush across his and he squeezed Gibbs' hand. "Promise me." Tony sensed the hesitation, saw the slight pained expression in Gibbs eyes and he actually thought for a moment Gibbs wasn't going to say it.

"I Promise."

The hesitation, the pain in Gibbs eyes, the sadness on Gibbs face when he said it…Gibbs had made a promise he didn't think he could keep. Because when this was over, when Tali was home, and all he wanted was friendship, Gibbs would still be in love with him. Oh god, Gibbs was in love with him.