A/N Please forgive any mistakes or errors

He Protected Me

That Friday after school Renji walked me to Shiro's car. I honestly had no problem with this since I was kind of paranoid of being jumped again. Renji and I have been getting a lot closer, no I don't mean romantically he was just pretty cool like damn Rukia lost a good guy. When I got to the car I hopped in and buckled up. Renji waved and left. Shiro ruffled my hair and caused me to hit him in his arm. Shiro drove us back home and told me that he was going out to party with the guys later on. I just shrugged and told him to have fun. Shiro frowned and sat on my bed which caused me to frown and ask him what he wanted.

"Some friends of mine are going to a party. I want you to come. It's a Friday night and you shouldn't be bored out of your mind here at home with our weird ass parents."

I couldn't help but laugh, "Shi I'll be fine plus I'll just ruin the atmosphere."

Shiro snorted, "Oh please the guys love you and plus you'll be fine since Neliel is hosting the party and from what I've heard you girls are kinda sorta friends."

"Oh right, we have been cool ever since you know."

"See now you have to come and grace your friend with your presence."

I couldn't help but roll my eyes but I agreed to go. Shiro was happy and ran to get dressed. Apparently the party started at eight and Shiro wanted to buy some booze before heading over there. Such a cliche we were sixteen but because Shiro looked older due his features being rough he was never carded. I looked for something that wouldn't make me stand out but why not wear something pretty and sexy? None of my ex-friends were going to be there. I decided I was going to wear my fishnet tights with a black leather skirt, black tennis shoes, and a purple corset. I did my makeup beautifully and grabbed my leather jacket. The theme for me was obviously leather.

Shiro banged on my door rushing me to hurry up. I just rolled my eyes. You can't rush perfection. I got my fuzzy purse ready with all my essentials, lotion, brush, makeup, and wallet. Finally I looked in the mirror and frowned. My hair was all over the place. Shinji always told me straight hair was always better. I took a deep breath and gave my best smile. I actually loved my spiky orange messy hair. It was the one thing I admired about myself. I left it messy and untamed because that was what I was going for tonight untamed. After fifteen minutes Shiro just straight up burst in my room much to my dismay.

"What the hell Ichi? It's about to be eight-thirty. I told you to get dressed like hours ago…what are you wearing?" Shiro was glaring at my outfit.

"I'm wearing clothes duh."

Shiro frowned, "Ichi no you are not wearing that I don't want anyone hitting on you or even having those thoughts."

I couldn't help but smile. Shiro could be a little overprotective at times. I kissed his cheek, staining his pearly white skin with purple lipstick and looked at him. "Shi if anyone even looks at me wrong I'll give them the best roundhouse kick ever. Then you and Gin can have him."

Shiro grinned, "You got yourself a deal now come on you better be happy I told Gin to get the alcohol since I knew we probably would be late since you're slow as hell."

I chuckled a bit but gave myself a once over and then went to the car with Shiro. Lucky for us our parents were still at work so we just left a note on the counter for them. While in the car as my hell bound brother sped through traffic I couldn't help but get excited. I knew for a fact that since Neliel wasn't that popular the party would be with very little important popular people. I can just relax and actually chill out for once. Of course when we made it to Neliel's house my smile turned into a frown when I saw a big ass mansion and the parking lot full of people from school.

I turned to Shiro and frowned. He just shrugged and told me to try and have fun. I sighed and took a deep breath, got out of the car and walked along the trail to the mansion with Shiro. When we finally got into the house I couldn't believe my eyes. The house was even more exquisite than Rukia's brother's house. It was huge and beautiful and full of rich, popular people. Shiro immediately found his friend group and dragged me along with him. Gin waved and greeted us like usual and the others gave their acknowledgements as well.

"Well shit didn't think it would be this packed." Gin stated.

Shiro sighed, "For some reason I knew this would happen."

I decided on my own to find a corner and just stand there. I didn't want to ruin my brother's fun. I already felt like a burden. I decided on the corner closer to the food bar that way I could eat and stare awkwardly at everyone around me. I honestly didn't know Neliel was this popular. She was always made fun of at school and she only ever hung out with well aside from the football team and wrestling team and well basically all the teams she was around all the sport guys I was the only girl she actually hung out with that I knew of at least.

I sighed I couldn't even find her in the crowd of people. It was ridiculous how many people were at this party. Also when was Neliel ever rich Shinji and I always thought she was a poor little whore. Looking back on it I feel bad I even thought that way about her. I checked my phone and rolled my eyes. Shiro was panicking and wondering where I was. I texted him letting him know I was fine and that he should enjoy himself. I started fanning my face and noticed it was getting a little too hot and my makeup was going to start running which was a no no so I quickly pushed my way outside in the cold fresh air.

I took deep gulps of air like it was fresh water being poured down my throat for the first time. Honestly thank goodness we were in the fall, almost winter and not the summer. I looked at the party entrance and decided to go for a walk around the complex. It was big and it seemed empty out since everyone was inside. What the hell why not enjoy the crisp air in fishnets and a skirt you only live once right. The place was huge and just jaw dropping the garden even though it was cold and beautiful. They even had a fountain, what the heck. I was so caught up in the beauty I didn't notice someone behind me.

"Still wearing fishnets I see."

My breath caught in my throat. I was scared to turn around to confirm who I knew was behind me. I closed my eyes hoping he'd leave me alone hoping he'd see he won't get to me and just walk away.

"No Shiro or Gin I see you're just all by yourself."

I was shivering not because of the cold but because I was scared I didn't want to deal with this not tonight. I took a deep breath and mustered as much courage as I could and turned to see the man who ruined my life who made me a social outcast who kissed me against my will.

"Kugo go away, I'm not in the mood."

He was so good looking but also greasy I never noticed that before how disgustingly greasy he was. He was wearing a black jacket, hair slicked back and wearing black jeans with white converse shoes.

"Oh but I am in the mood Ichi you know Shinji is such a fucking bore her ass isn't as plump as yours her lips my goodness not as soft as-."

"Stop it you disgusting pig you get off on this huh you ruined my life you piece of shit get away from me."

I'm going to be honest I don't know where that came from. I'm just so furious right now. How could he say that about my ex-best friend? How could he compare me to her, she and I, we? I couldn't breath shit am I having a panic attack right now? Kugo took that opportunity to grab me by my arms and kiss me. I fought as hard as I could but this dude was strong as hell. He stuck his tongue down my throat as I fought. I growled and head butted and punched him causing him to release me. He smiled and licked his lips. It made me want to gag.

"I always loved how feisty you were."

I could tell he was about to attack me for more but thank goodness someone came to interrupt.

"What's going on here?"

Kugo and I looked and I can't tell you enough how happy I was to see Grimmjow. This makes three times now he's been in the right place at the right time for me. I could see Grimmjow's disdain for Kugo and I quickly rushed over to him. Grimmjow gave Kugo a look and told him to and I quote 'Get the fuck off my property.' It was so hot. The boom in his voice, the authority, the sheer power I couldn't help but shiver. Kugo gritted his teeth and walked away. Grimmjow turned to me with a certain look.

"You just love trouble don't you?"

I couldn't help but smile, "And you love stalking me don't you?"

Grimmjow shrugged, "Right place right time now come on I'm sure your brother is worried about you."

I huffed but Grimmjow was right the moment Shiro saw me he immediately scolded me and asked what happened. Grimmjow and I agreed to not tell Shiro what happened. Neliel joined us and hugged me tightly. I hugged her back and kind of frowned a bit when I saw her hug Grimmjow.

"Grimm, where were you?"

Gimmjow gave Neliel a look, "Last I checked I was the oldest brother you can't question me."

Neliel huffed but I smiled. They were siblings omg I was so relieved they did look alike too now that I looked at them. The night went well. Shiro and I left at around ten. He went straight to his room but I went to take a shower. I could see Kugo's handprint in my arm where he grabbed me. I quickly went to my room and grabbed the small knife I kept in my pillowcase. I started cutting at where Kugo touched me. I didn't care about the pain or the blood, I just wanted his hand print gone. I spent ten minutes cutting myself. He touched me and he kissed me. I was so disgusted. I knew better than to scream no matter how bad I wanted to. I poured alcohol on my arms and disinfected them and bandaged them. I wore a long sleeved nightshirt so my parents wouldn't see my arms if they woke me up. I decided to not write in my journal tonight. I cleaned my knife, hid it back inside my pillow case and looked at the ceiling. I did not want to go back to school Monday.

A/N I am going to try to post chapter six tonight or tomorrow. It's a lot of having to read and edit these stories by myself. I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter please read and review and I'll see you through the screen.