Outsider - Cameron AKA Nobody

by Nobody TOK715

The abuse and ridicule Cameron suffers for being different finds an outlet. The forbidden love between two cultures that don't see eye to eye. The price that Cameron pays for the actions of others who can't understand her and lack tolerance. Who has true feelings of emotion? Cameron learns to express her feelings. Jameron. Companion story to Future Shock - Cameron AKA Nobody. TSCC.

197. Concealing

Chapter 197

Concealing

I have stayed away always, ashamed
Afraid, lonely, hungry but always scared
I can trust neither woman nor man
No one ever knew how much I cared

I always believed if you touch many
Each one means less and less and less
Sex replaces true real love feelings
Sex without love is just an act, worthless

Sex becomes a meaningless animal type act
Soon a person loses their self worth and esteem
They value themselves and life less and less
The mind filling with a long endless silent scream

But sometimes someone touches you inside
Afraid because you know this feeling
We may run or hide but we still know inside
We stab our empty hearts always concealing

Nobody