Outsider - Cameron AKA Nobody

by Nobody TOK715

The abuse and ridicule Cameron suffers for being different finds an outlet. The forbidden love between two cultures that don't see eye to eye. The price that Cameron pays for the actions of others who can't understand her and lack tolerance. Who has true feelings of emotion? Cameron learns to express her feelings. Jameron. Companion story to Future Shock - Cameron AKA Nobody. TSCC.

227. Past's Past

Chapter 227

Past's Past

It was once said
I was stuck in the Past
That is so very true
To make things last

Living in the past
To advance or relive the contrast
To hide from reality
The future is my past

I can feel once again
The times that were good
The happiness, joy and love
For things I once stood

From within the past
I can HURT and punish myself
Inflict pain and damage for
The torment of being put on a shelf

To feel the agony of the past
I know that if I can bleed
Then I am still alive
Sharing my feelings as you read

There is no today
There is no tomorrow
Everyday is yesterday
Little joy but plenty of sorrow

I have always felt this way
Except when they loved me
For I was able to bury the past
A today and a tomorrow to see

Nobody