Outsider - Cameron AKA Nobody

by Nobody TOK715

The abuse and ridicule Cameron suffers for being different finds an outlet. The forbidden love between two cultures that don't see eye to eye. The price that Cameron pays for the actions of others who can't understand her and lack tolerance. Who has true feelings of emotion? Cameron learns to express her feelings. Jameron. Companion story to Future Shock - Cameron AKA Nobody. TSCC.

280. What Am I Going To Do With You

Chapter 280

What Am I Going To Do With You

Every threat must be evaluated
What needs to be done next
Is no longer simple as it once was
Leaving me confused and vexed

I know what needs to be done
I know that will cause a conflict
What I know is necessary OR is proper
In my mind both violently contradict

To keep what is justly mine
Something else must be – removed
I understand my essential actions
Will be very highly disapproved

The very action I so desire
Will only make what I quest
Even farther away, perhaps forever
Leaving me even further distressed

Do I do what I want, I agonize
Make do or endlessly eschew
My mind a quagmire of contradiction
What am I going to do with you

Nobody