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I can feel smile on my face I was jumping up and down when Sue comes in room with breakfast. Sue and I patch up again with Edward's help. Edward left for office and now I have whole day with Sue, Angela and Jessica. I still hear his words in my heart;

"You look happy." Sue smiled at me while putting breakfast on table.

I pulled her in hug and jump up and down with her. She started laughing with me.

"What happened to you bella?"

"He wants me Sue. He said I can live with him, like forever as long as I want Sue. He wants me. I am so very happy. I will go to school then get a job then I will go office with him, we will enjoy together. He said that Sue. I am so very happy."

"Yeah I can see that."

I did the breakfast while Sue cleans the room. After that I sit in hall, read for sometime then I got bored so I searched Sue but I found Angela working in garden.

"Hi Angela"

"Oh hello mam, did you need something." I didn't like her calling me mam but I know she does that because of Edward.

"Umm actually I need some company I am getting bored and Sue won't let me help in anything."

"I can't let you help either mam but I can give you company."

"Thank you Angela"

"Your welcome. mam."

"You know no one is here, you can call me by my name."

"I can't take that kind of risk mam"

"What if I talked to Edward about it, will you call me Bella if he gives permission."

"Yes mam, I just don't want to lose my job." I decided I will talk to Edward when I feel brave enough.

"Where is Jessica, I didn't saw her since morning"

"She took leave today. She must be shopping for home coming queen contest."

"Oh" I remember Edward telling me that they both didn't go shopping because of my stupid behavior.

"Why you didn't go shopping"

"I need to stay here so…." I know she is not telling whole truth. She had to stay because of me.

"I …I need your help in my room, would you come with me." If my plan worked I don't know how Edward will react to it.

Angela didn't hesitate to come with me. Once in my room I go straight to my cupboard and told her to choose her favorite dress. She looked confused first but when I told her I need help to decide my dress for going to dinner with Edward. She gave me two choices.

"You can't wear two dresses at same time Angela chose one."

"Mam….I.."

"Shhh ..I am just loaning it to you for home coming queen contest. If Edward said anything you can blame me." May be I am way too much happy that's why I am getting this courageous. I haven't think what whould I do when he know it. I should better ask permission.

"But… mam."

"No buts Angela. I ruined your shopping day, please if you wear it I feel like you forgive me."

"There is nothing to forgive mam"

"Then please wear it."

"Ummm.. I.."

"Please please please…."

"Ok ok I will"

I feel like a burden is lifted from my shoulders. After her yes I made her try both the dresses and we decided to go with a long pink satin gown. Sue came with lunch and seems happy with our activities. Angela did gardening most of her afternoon and I sat with her, saw her planting seeds and plants. But soon I started feeling bored, so I read book, then watched TV with Sue, looked around house still I feel bored. I want to go outside to look at the waterfall Angela told me is nearby but I decided to stay out of trouble. I was sitting in my room looking out of window, thinking about future when Sue came inside holding her phone to her ear.

"I told you she is all right sir…..yes…..ok I am putting her on." She hand phone to me.

"Mr. Cullen wants to talk to you"

"What? Why? What did I do?"

"Nothing Bella he just want to talk love."

"Helloo..?" My answer comes out like question, it's as confuse as I am.

"Where is your phone?" His voice is hard and he is breathing like he run a marathon. I can imagine worry lines on his forehead.

"I….its in your room sir…Edward."

"Bella please I am begging you keep your cell with you. I called you twice and I died in every ring. Can you please keep it with you for me?" I am still confused why I need to carry my mobile even inside the house but I didn't ask anything.

"Yes Edward I will remember to keep it."

"Is Eleazar with you?" His question confused me again. I know Eleazar is keeping eye on me but why does he need to guard me inside the house.

"No. I didn't saw him today"

"Ok love. Give phone to Sue."

"Sir he is outside….yeah I know I noticed …sir she is inside. She is safe….no you don't need to come….." she left my room still talking.

Something is wrong I can feel it now. I looked out side the window again and this time I notice new poles with cameras. I left room to see, worried with what's going outside. I just crossed the hallway when Sue came from behind me.

"Where are you going love?"

"Is something wrong Sue, there is cameras and fencing around the house. Can I go to see it?"

"Bella there is some violent accident happened in city in the morning. Sir is worried already, it's better to stay inside today love."

"Oh…ok Sue" I am still curious I just peeked through the doors and saw Eleazar giving instruction to lots of men. But I saw TV this afternoon and there is no NEWS of any accident. Sue didn't leave my side whole day. My phone buzzed in my pocket around 4 pm. It's Edward.

"Hello." This time my voice is more confident because I know I did as he told.

"Hey love, how are doing?" His voice is more cheerful and I know he is happy with me this time.

"I am good." I don't know I should or not but I want to add something more "I…I spend day with Sue and Angela, we talked and saw TV."

"That's really good love, I am happy that you are trying love. I want to tell you that Emmett will come around 5. Do you want me to be with you? I can come and be there with you?"

I know he is busy and he already lose million dollars because of me. No matter how much I want him I can't ask him that.

"No you don't need to come, I promise I behave."

"I didn't mean it like that love, all I want to be sure that you won't get intimidated by Emmett."

"No…I will be fine, and Sue is here to handle everything."

"Thank you love, but if you need me just give me a ring. Ok ? Don't hesitate."

"Ok"

"See you in evening love."

"See you."

I prepared my mind in next one hour to study, when ever I feel nervous I imagine our future as he painted it in my mind, working together, spending time and enjoying together. My nerve is under my control when Emmett came. He laughed at me when I apologies to him for my behaviour.

"Oh come on Bella, how can you be so serious all the time?"

"But it was my mistake; I shouldn't have behaved like a bratty teenage girl."

"You skipped your teenage years love; you deserve to behave like bratty teenage girl. And if Eddy gives you hard time, tell me I will kick his ass for you."

I couldn't help but laugh with him.

We started study, he let me chose subject, and I decided to start with trigonometry, its toughest for me, if I want to get in school I need to spend more time on it. Emmett made it easier, it was like a fight for him, and every equation is enemy. Whenever I get right answer he boomed with happiness. I was laughing with him on one more right answer when Edward came inside.

"Hey Bro." Emmett notices him before me.

"Hi. I hope I am not disturbing."

"Of course not, we are about finished for today, but you got free so soon today?"

I know he came back early for me. My head bowed down as I feel ashamed to be reason to his problem again.

"Yeah…... Bella?" I look up as he called me and he is standing in front of me. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing." I smiled but I couldn't fool him.

"You are laughing before I came; I can wait outside if you don't like me here while you study."

"No. It's nothing."

"You are hiding again. I will wait outside." He turned to leave but I couldn't let that happen. He is right I am hiding even after all the drama, I didn't learn my lesson.

"Noo…please, Mas…Edward." He stopped in his tracks and I continued "It's just, I …I think you came back because of me, because you don't trust me."

"Thank you for sharing your feelings love but I didn't came back because I didn't trust you, I have all faith in you. I just want to see you safe, and because I can't stay away from you"

I blushed at his word and Emmett laughed at me again

I was sitting with a book in evening but I am not able to read a single line his words are still in my heart - I can't stay away from you. My day dream is disturbed by yelling I hear coming from the kitchen. I tried to lesion and its clear Jessica and Sue is discussing something. I was about to go back to my day dream when I hear my name in their conversation. I know Edward is having a security meeting with Eleazar so I put the book down and walk tip toed to kitchen door.

"Jessica you know it's not your place to ask anything from her."

"Then how can Angela have that privilege?"

"I don't think she asked love."

"She is manipulative bitch Sue, but I don't care. I want that dress."

"But you already brought a dress. And in any case Bella give her the dress, you have no right to take it from Angela."

"My dress isn't that beautiful, and I am going to Bella, I will tell her to ask it back from Angela."

"No, you wont"

"Watch me"

"Stop Jessica"

I run back to my room and locked the door. I don't know what to do, I can't ask the dress back from Angela and I don't want to. But Jessica is angry on me. I can give her any other dress she wants that's the only thing I can do. I waited for her to knock; I also checked my cupboards and some beautiful dresses for her. I think a long time how to convince her to choose new dress instead of asking Angela's.

After two hours I heard the knock and dread filled me I just hope she understand me.

"Bella?" Oh my god, Its Edward. I run to the door and open it in one swing.

"Hey love, hiding again?" his word are cheerful so is his mood but I still stumbled on my words.

"I…I ..wan't hiding, Mas…Sir…Edward."

"It' ok love. I am just kidding, you can lock your door whenever you want. I want to have dinner so I came to ask you. Do you want to have it now?"

I nodded my head in agreement but his eyes are narrowed at me and my instinct kicked and my head bowed.

"Is something wrong?"

I don't know what to say, nothing is wrong. It's just me who is wrong. I should have thought about Jessica too. I bit my lip thinking what I should tell him. He took my wrist and led me to the bed. He sits on the edge and took my both wrist in one hand then pulled my chin up by other.

"You will look at me while we talk. I am here to talk with you not to punish you or yell at you, do you understand?" I nodded my head again; I don't know why I always feel so nervous in his presence.

"I need your words Bella."

"I..I understand …Edward."

"Tell me what's going inside your head" I know he will know it sooner or later and I already learned my lesson.

"I…I did something….i didn't ask your permission.." I waited for him to yell and ask questions but he just told me to continue like I am telling him story and happy ending is coming, like he knows in the end I will come clean.

"I know I should have asked first but I was feeling guilty for ruining their shopping day and I don't want her to miss this competition because of me so…..i …. i…."

"Go on.." I couldn't help but look down but he pulled my chin up again

"I gave one dress you brought me to Angela but I didn't give it I mean I just loan it to her she will give it back. Please don't be mad at her, punish me all you want but she …" I stopped as he smiled.

"Bella they are your dresses it's your choice what you want to do with them. And you don't need to feel guilty for anything it their job. Ok?"

"You are not mad?"

"No love, I am very happy that you are trying to redeem your self and also you are sharing your feelings with me."

Then we had dinner and I sleep in his room again.

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