Chapter 16: Dizzy spell

-Izaya´s point of view.-

"Coffee? I don't think I know what you are talking about~" Fuck he knew exactly what he was talking about. The coffee hadn't just tasted like shit because it was cold-

A step was taken forward and the raven's hand shot into his pocket, the familiar cool blade instantly at his grasp.

And then the man stepped closer- Izaya tried to slash him but found his wrist being grabbed midair instead, tugging him forward and throwing him to his knees.

Dizziness took the raven´s senses over for just a second but it was more than enough for the man to react.

Before Izaya knew it a kick into his stomach made him lurch over and he dropped to the ground, the knife dropping clattering to the ground.

"You-!" but he didn't even get to say any more when he was suddenly punched into the face and a heavy weight pressed down on his chest. Black dots were invading his vision for just a second-

That bastard was sitting on top of him forcing the air out of his lungs before he had a chance to turn around.

"Ah what a bad pet~" Hachiro purred, and suddenly there was a pair of arms wrapping around the raven´s neck. Izaya´s eyes widened and he grasped the man's arms trying to pry them off, but no chance- hard they pressed against his throat making the raven unable to breathe.

That guy!

Choking sounds left his lips and he tried to kick the man- but the attempt was as useless as the others. Panic was starting to surface somewhere from the back of Izaya's mind.

"Aren't so confident now aren't ya, Izaya-kun~?" Izaya heard the man laugh throatily and retracted one hand, making the raven somewhat able to breathe at least a bit.

Choking Izaya tried to inhale some fresh air into his burning lungs as his eyes followed that other hand- now fumbling with his pants instead.

Horror was suddenly crossing Izaya´s expression as he realized what the man was about to do.

"Did you really think you could just ditch me like that and tell me to fuck off, hm?" Hachiro suddenly asked, the belt being undone and dropping to the ground with a clattering sound.

Dread filled Izaya's mind and he tried to throw the man off- but he had no chance against the heavy weight on his chest- the dizziness was getting worse-

His nails were digging into the man's skin but he didn't even flinch!

"I will kill you, you bastard I will make sure someone kills you!" he hissed, venom dripping from his lips as he glared at the man, but Hachiro wasn't impressed by his threats at all, the opposite, churning his lips turned into one of those disgusting smirks Izaya used to know.

"Hoh, what a disobedient pet," he murmured, the other hand suddenly back around his neck again squeezing hard. Izaya gasped, choking, his lungs screaming for something that wasn't available-

"I will take you with me you know, I don´t need you alive," Hachiro continued, that pressure on his throat only increasing, the raven´s eyes widening and fear ruling his mind.

He was going to kill him, he was going to suffocate him-!

He kicked and the raven´s body lurched off the ground, but only a bit as the weight on top of him was too heavy to lift.

That disgusting voice was suddenly directly next to Izaya's ear- his head was starting to pound- a heavy headache acting up as his eyes teared up. "It's so easy and no one's gonna miss you either." But Izaya couldn't even properly listen anymore, black spots were starting to invade his field of vision, his heart was beating out of his chest and a rushing sound was filling his ears. "Or would know where to search~!"

Izaya's hands were still grasping at Hachiro´s arms, were still trying to pry them off, but somehow he was losing his strength in them. He could hear something, something different to Hachiro but his brain was too drowned in panic to decipher what it had been.

His eyes slipped shut and he felt as though he was slipping out of consciousness.

And then all of a sudden the pressure was gone-

His eyes burst open- A crash resounded next to him but taking in a huge gulp of air Izaya could do nothing but cough violently for a moment, his eyes squeezing shut into a tight line as his lungs filled themselves again with the precious gas.

He hunched over, trying to get his breathing and coughing back under control his throat and lungs burning his heart still beating like crazy.

The dizziness he had felt earlier was only getting worse as he couldn't keep up and down apart from each other anymore.

Noises and crashes were reaching his ears from somewhere and he finally opened his eyes.

Blond and brown- his sight was a bit blurry and he wiped his eyes to get them to focus again, the coughs still violently torturing his body.

And then he saw it clearly, the blond- the blotch of hair and that fist sending Hachiro right into his office´s wall with a crash.

Shizu-chan-

Shizuo was raging, madness ruling his body, his fists clenching and unclenching-

Veins were popping on the side of his head as he glared at the guy, that fucking guy- that asshole!

Pure anger was running through his veins- he wanted to kill the guy.-

When he had come here- He didn't mean to break the door, it really was an accident, he only wanted to ask for the fucking password to his phone-

but then- when he saw that guy-

That asshole on top of Izaya, pinning him to the ground and choking him by his neck-

Gritting his teeth the blond tried to remain calm, tried to not move towards that guy because he was pretty damn sure he was going to kill him if he dared to move even a finger.

What the hell was he doing here, just what the hell-

And then he suddenly heard the coughing, heard the way Izaya was still heaving and breathing heavily. He turned around, his eyes on the raven- he was still on the ground, sitting up.

"Oh, feel free to continue. He deserves it," the raven choked between coughs, leaning forward to push himself up from the ground- except he didn´t. He fell forward, barely catching himself on his elbow.

"Izaya-" it took barely three steps before Shizuo was next to the raven on the ground. "What the hell happened? Why is he here? Are you okay?"

The raven snorted, regretting the action right away though as it triggered another line of coughs.

"So many questions, what am I supposed to answer first?"

The blond´s frown faded just a slight bit at the remark. If Izaya could joke already that was somewhat of a good sign after all. It relieved him more than it annoyed him to be exact.

"Are you okay?" he repeated the last, and most important of his questions.

"Never felt better," the raven said while taking a deep shuddering breath. For a second Izaya really thought he was done. And god damn he was still so fucking dizzy.

Letting his eyes slip shut he let himself roll onto his back again, his eyes closed as he put his wrist on his forehead.

"Hey, are you sure you are okay?" the worried voice of Shizu-chan reached his ears. Seriously if this situation hadn't been so fucked up and if he hadn't been so damn grateful for the blond to show up he would have made fun of him for sounding so worried.

"I am," he repeated again instead, assuring the blond, "That shithead just did something to my coffee, now I'm dizzy as hell," he explained, a frown popping into Shizu-chan´s expression right away.

"He did what?!" the blond barked, making the flea´s ears ring again.

Ahhh, so noisy.

"Sedatives," the raven explained bitterly, "he wanted to fuck me good while I can't fight back." Possibly once he was dead too who knew with this guy.

The way he had choked him...- Izaya was pretty sure he wanted to kill him. Sure he might not have planned so before he came here, but before when he used both his hands to choke him-

Lifting himself off the ground once more he let his eyes trail to the guy in question.

He was sprawled on the ground, a dent in the wall- the books had dropped out of the cupboard on top of the man.

Shizu-chan must have punched the guy right off him.

Letting his eyes trail back to the person in question he paused.

The blond was quiet- way too quiet. His expression was somewhat odd.

"Shizu-chan?" Izaya asked, but the blond didn't react.

Something snapped.

He wanted to fuck me good while I can't fight back.

At those words something just snapped.

The way the flea said that, the thought of what might have happened if he didn't come over-

Something, he didn't know what, a button in Shizuo´s mind just switched off- and suddenly there was just one thing driving him.

Rage.

And yet he was just so calm.

So terrifying calm.

Kill.

Only one thought on his mind.

Killkillkill-

Izaya blinked as the blond suddenly moved, turned his head towards the guy- his expression one he hadn't seen yet. He could almost sense the murderous intent.

Instinctively almost he reached out for the blond´s sleeve.

"Oi, Shizu-chan-" catching the white material before the blond had a chance to get up. "Don't kill him, I need you out of prison you know," the raven tried, with a voice that had a mocking sound to it, like he was just joking- Shizu-chan wouldn't really kill the guy, right?

But Shizuo was still just standing there, the glare settled on his face throwing deadly arrows at the guy as his fists clenched. "... Shizu-chan?" The raven could almost feel the tension in his blood.

"Hey, seriously, don't actually kill him," he repeated, with a soft but slightly unsure chuckle.

"Why the hell not?" The response startled Izaya more than he would have liked to admit- sure he always said Shizu-chan was a monster but between saying and actually meaning it- …

Was he really planning on murdering the guy? He sounded pretty damn serious about it.

"Woah there Shizu-chan, do you hear yourself? I thought you don´t do actual killing?"

So calm.

"You will get locked up."

Unnatural. Almost like it wasn't the Shizu-chan he knew.

"And hey I would be pretty much fucked then, right? You made a deal with me, so you can´t go to prison as long as I need you," Izaya continued, hoping that he could reason with the blond at least to a degree that would made him realize how stupid this was.

The blond clicked his tongue, his teeth were still grit, but his fist slowly unclenched beneath Izaya's touch.

"I got it," he growled deeply, still angry, Izaya could see the glint of madness in his eyes.

"You sure?" he questioned, not entirely convinced by the answer.

Violently the blond tore his sleeve away from the raven´s grasp and stepped over to the man.

"Oi-!" a short moment of panic resurfaced inside the raven- thinking that maybe he was going to kill him after all-

The blond lifted his leg and-

*CRASH*

The man was kicked- right into his balls, sending him flying through the wall.

Wordlessly Izaya gaped after the asshole. His wall was definitely busted and that man probably castrated- not that he didn't deserve it.

"... that will hurt once he wakes up," he commented promptly the blond still standing there looking at the guy with a glare.

"For a second there I thought you are really going to kill him," Izaya joked, trying to easen up the tension- ahh this was bad. He was used to tease the blond, to drive him mad, but trying to do the opposite thing and actually calm him down was something way more difficult.

He might as well end up pissing him off and make the blond go after him next.

"I wanted to," the blond suddenly said, pulling out a cigarette from his pocket and turned around heading towards Izaya once more.

With a frown on his face and the cigarette dangling from his lips he let himself slump down onto the ground next to Izaya.

"Aw, just for good old me?" the raven joked, rolling over onto his stomach and propped up his elbows- the world started to tilt again at the movement but it wasn't anything he couldn't hide with ease.

The blond merely answered with a sort of gruff before flicking out a lighter to light the cancer stick.

Inhaling deeply the blond took a deep breath before blowing the gross steam from his lips.

Usually Izaya would be complaining about having someone smoke inside his office, but he figured right now he could make an exception for Shizu-chan.

"So," the blond started, the frown finally subsiding a bit. "What are you going to do now?"

To do?

Oh.

Right, he was still laying on the ground wasn't he? No matter how perfectly well he played his mask of being alright he couldn't quite fool the blond laying on the ground like this, now could he?

With a sigh he let his head thud to the ground, closing his eyes for a moment to get rid of that annoying twisting sight of his office.

"Lay around and wait for the drug to wear off," he answered shortly. With Namie being gone and Shizu-chan probably taking that guy with him to drop him off at the police station or something, he would be pretty much alone.

"And when will that be?" Blinking the raven opened his eyes again to look at the blond.

"I have no idea Shizu-chan."

Come to think of it- until now he hadn´t questioned the blond´s intentions yet- but they already met up today morning, so why was he even here in the first place? Not that he didn't appreciate his short visit.

"What did you want?" he asked right away, not up to play any games and find out in some kind of roundabout way that would only end up in pissing the blond off even more. "I didn´t invite you over or anything as far as I remember."

The cigarette hovered above Shizu-chan's lips for a second as he hesitated. A glance was thrown and he awkwardly rubbed his neck.

"The phone," he started with a gruff grumble, "I can´t unlock it."

For a second Izaya just blinked, a bit confused, it took him a moment until he remembered he had given him one of his phones in the morning saying that he could keep it- and the password he chose.

Laughing out loud the raven let his head thud back to the ground, "Seriously?" he wheezed, wondering just what the hell Shizu-chan had typed in there.

"It just says something I hate!" the blond tried defending himself, but it only caused the raven to laugh even more.

"And you didn't type my name?" he asked, twisting his head so he was looking at the blond again. "Gosh I feel betrayed Shizu-chan who is it you hate more than me?" he asked gasping in mockery.

"I tried your name!" the blond replied hastily feeling embarrassed as it seemed like Izaya had really chosen something easy for him and not something difficult as he had thought just to drive him mad.

A snort followed and the raven just rose an eyebrow at the blond´s argument.

"Cared adding the Orihara part?"

A pause of silence followed and the blond flicked out the phone from his pocket.

Wordlessly he typed in the letters and-

"Correct"

….

"Oh." He swore he had never felt this embarrassed as the raven started laughing even harder at his stupefied expression.

Seriously, a few minutes ago Izaya had been scared to death at the thought of being strangled by that guy and then being dragged to god knows where and yet now with the blond being so refreshingly unpredictable and just… Shizu-chan, he couldn't help but feel at ease again.

"Well then, thanks for dropping by I guess," the raven sighed, closing his eyes again. All this laughing had made him feel even more dizzy than before. He really wondered what exactly it had been Hachiro had given him.

Knocking him out like this it had to be something strong.

Feeling eyes rest on him the raven titled his head only to meet Shizu-chan´s gaze. he was looking at him as though he wanted something.

"What?" Izaya asked, a bit irritated by the stare.

"And you are going to lay around here forever?" Oh.

Blinking the raven looked at the clock in his office.

Depending on what hachiro had used and how Izaya couldn't even get up with how the room swayed- well.

"Yeah, I guess I will be laying here for an hour or two more, who knows."

A hum reached his ears and the blond got to his feet.

At first the raven thought Shizu-chan was going to leave now, maybe take the guy with him and kick him to the police station or into the net river he found, but he was pretty surprised when he found the blond coming towards him instead.

Before he knew it the blond had leant down and suddenly he found a pair of arms sneak around his waist-

"Woah-" and throw him over his shoulder.

To be continued

xDD ahahaha lmao well now what is Shizu-chan going to do with the flea? x'D

now- SOWWWYYYY

GAHHHHH IM SORRYYYYYYY -cries forever-

I know I haven't been updating for a shit ass long time TAT None of my stories actually -bows in apology

I don't even have a good excuse geez because the reason is fairly selfish x'D

Anyway peeps, no worries xD

First off: I´m not dead, I didn't drop mah love for Shizaya, I didn't drop mah love for writing nor am I stopping any of my stories xD

The reason I'm so late is because I´m trying to fulfill a dream of mine C':

You know peeps, I allllllways ever since I first started typing little stories on a keyboard when I was 8 years old, dreamt of one day writing a book xD

My own book series to be precise C:

I´m not sure whether it´s gonna be a trilogy or more books but the thing is I have been working on the plot since 5 years ago (holy fuck that long?!)- on a plot xD Of an original book C: no fanfiction, just me and mah old brain coming up with the most fucked up fantasy/love/friendship/mystery/adventure story I could think of xD

As some of you might know from various authors notes or stuff I only started writing fanfiction stories in the first place because I wanted to train writing and get something like a writing style before I start writing down the story I came up with C:

And over the course of time over those 5 years (Fucking long time omg) lots of you lovely wonderful encouraging cookies started gradually but surely saying not only nice things about my story but also mah writing itself xD Which is like the ultimate compliment for me gosh -squeals in joy at all those encouraging words- And I myself noticed too that my writing changed and it's way easier for me today to write and describe scenes than it was 5 years ago xD

And that grew and grew and you all encouraged me so much that by now I finally gathered enough to confidence and experience to actually start writing my book C: xD (lol after 5 years xD)

So to put it simple: I started writing my book two weeks ago xD

Now I'm on chapter 6 with the whole shit and got 25.325 words so far x'D

I'm writing between 1000 and 2000 words a day, if not more because I wanna get it done before December C': Looking at the pace I´m going at, considering a book of 600 pages, counting roughly 300 words per page, roughly equals an amount of 150.000 words, I should be done with the first book of the story somewhere between October the 8th (earliest possible date lmao) and December the 17th (latest possible date) x'D -coughs- you might have noticed I like making plans and calculating shit lmao x'D -cough-

Anyway, So actually that´s the reason I'm so late with all the updates x'D C':I´m so immersed in mah book´s world and shit and working on it all day there's barely any time left for ma precious shizaya -cries-I hope you can forgive meh peeps -looks at you with puppy eyes-

If you are curious, I´m updating the word counts of all the updates everyday on my profile on fanfiction . net- also the words count of my book if anyone is interested x'D

I will also give some heads up of when approximately I will be updating which story again C': So check it out haha xD same for possible delays and shit xD

Also for all the worried cookies out there- you can see on the "profile updated:23h ago" that I´m very much alive and haven't forgotten everyone C':

Well then, I guess that´s everything for today- C': sowy again for the long ass delay TAT

Guest 2: xD ahaha yep XD now that you say it xD C': LMAo xDDD ahahahah the rage omg xDDDDD you sound like shizuo lmao xD Wanted to kill him? xDDD and hey your wishes have been fulfilled xD LMAO stabbing his dick! Og xD that sounds awesome xDDD ahaha nope it wasn´t theflea, xD it was simple yet nonone guessed it x'D geez its just the fully name gosh xDDDDDDD lmao no worries xD bastard son of a trashcan got what he deserved x'DDDDDDD

Unknown: I think so too C. tho same as with ciolence sometimes he ust loses his temper too much XD xD ahahahah no worries tho C: izzy actually stopped him- ho ho zzy you ahve quite the incfluence on Shizu already dont you~? C: xD

Choyuu: Lmao never trust your coffee indeed xDDDD

JORDS: xDD ahahah naw sorry your wish didnt get fulfilled xD he sint dead xD but i hope being castrated is good enough C': xDDD omg congratualtions! **0*0*0*0* haha talkong about it i passed all of my exams too xD i was so surprised when i found out omg xDDDD lmao i got sick during my holiday vacation actually x'DD lmao i was dead for a week xD which also kinda contributed to messing up my schedule and being late x'DDDDD aww no worries dear- i don´t speak english either xD and your english is good enough 3 C:

Well then, that´s it for today xD

See you all on (probs) 20th August C: 2017 of course lmao xDD

Imma give my best to keep updating all my stories again like a good girl C: xDDDDD