No, no, no! God please let me be dreaming. Please, don't let Chat be here seeing me like this. He's going to think I'm crazy! No worse than that he's never going to speak to me ever again. Of all people to find out why did it have to be him!
There are a million thoughts going through my head. So many senarios on how Chat is going to be angry and start yelling at me. I'm so scared.
Just as I'm thinking all of this something unexpected happens. He's hugging me, and is he crying?
"Chat?"
"God Princess, why didn't you tell me you were hurting?"
I'm so ashamed how could I do something like this. Yet, even though I know I shouldn't I held onto that blade even tighter than before.
"Chat, let go."
It was mean of me to say but I'm not finished yet. He heard me I know he did, but he's just holding on tighter.
"Let go Chat! I'm not finished yet!"
"Please Princess I'm begging you, give me the razor!"
"NO!"
"Marinette stop! Please you don't have to do this give me the razor! We'll go clean you up and we can talk about it. Just please stop! Whatever your so upset about cutting isn't the answer!"
I finally stoped struggling and dropped the bloody blade onto my chair with a thump. As soon as I did that I heard him sigh in relief.
"Thank you. Now let's get down from here and go clean you up, yeah?"
I don't trust my words right now so I just nod and go down to my room with him. Sighlently hoping Tikki is hiding.
He sat me in my chair and got my first aid kit. Next he started cleaning my cuts.
"Do u want to talk about it?"
By this time we're whispereing.
"No, not really."
He's concerned I can see it in his facial expression.
"Please talk to me Marinette. I know you, and something would have had to have happened for you to do something like this."
I broke just those little words made me shatter right in front of him.
"I- I couldn't ta-take it anymore. I try for her to not get to me. But I just cou-couldn't!" I wailed.
The whole time while I sat there and cried he just held me and brushed my tears away. In all of my years of knowing Chat, he can't stand to see anyone cry expectally his Lady. But Chat has told me before that I remind him if her ( little does he know), so it probably makes his heart ach to see me cry too.
"Who Princess?"
"Chloe!"
*Well that's all for today. I might take a break tomorrow because if Easter but I'm not sure yet. Tell me what you think! Then I can go back and fix errors hopefully making the story better.*