It's been a couple of days since I first cut and my encounter with Chat. I'm ashamed to say but I already broke my promise to him.
I've cut multiple times without calling him or anybody else. They have better things to do than to worry about me. So right now I'm getting ready for school. It's a Monday, god I hate Monday's, and since I have so many cuts littering my wrists and thighs I have to wear something so they don't show.
I'm wearing a grey long sleeve jacket and a pair of blue jeans. I'm probably going to die from a heat stroke because of how hot it is, but it's better than letting people see what I've done to myself.
*Time skip After school. At the park*Well at least schools over that's a plus. Honestly I just wanted to go home, but Alya, Nino, and Adrien would have thought it was strange if I went home on a day like today.
So here I am sitting with my friends, under this big tree, listening to them glote about Ladybug. Is it bad that I hate her? She's part of me but I can't stand her because everyone loves her more than me.
I guess I zoned out because they're looking at me.
"I'm sorry. What did you say?"
" Girl, are you okay Adrien's said your name at least ten times?"
" Oh, sorry I guess I zoned out." A fake smile that's good, they won't know now.
"It's okay. I was just going to ask you who you liked better Ladybug or Chat Noir?"
Well that on threw me off, " Chat for sure!"
They were pretty puzzeld, I can tell. Maybe I should have said Ladybug then they wouldn't be looking at me like that. I didn't realize that the sleeve of my jacket rolled up. Not until Nino grabbed onto my arm and pulled it to him.
"Mari? Is this what I think it is?"
"Jesus Marinette!"
They just looked at me with disbelief. I felt my breath hitch, I'm starting to see black spots, that's when I jumped up and ran. The only thing I remember before Adrien grabbed onto me, was me yelling, "I'm sorry!"
* Well this chapter sucks. Tell me if you have any suggestions.*