After I calmed down a little Chat laid me down and tucked me in. Then he laid down next to me and pulled me close to him. Soon I found him playing with my hair. It was calming, feeling his clawed fingers run through my hair. But I have to ask.
" Hey Chat?"
"Yeah Princess?"
I slowly looked up at him and in his emerald green eyes. I got a little lost before I composed myself and asked, "Are you mad at me?"
He looked startled and confused, I could see the gears in his head turning as he tried to think of why I would think he was mad at me. When I could see he came up with no answer he finally asked me, "Why would I be mad at you?"
I looked down, I'm scared of how he's going to look at me when I say this, "Well, I broke the promises that I made you. Not only have I been cutting right after I told you I wouldn't, but I also didn't reach out and call someone for help. I guess you could say I'm like Lila, I'm telling lies."
"Princess never ever say that your like Lila. She lies like she breaths, all to make herself feel good. The only reason you lie is because you don't want people do worry about you, and I know you don't want anyone to feel like it's their fault. As for if I'm mad at you? I could never be mad at you, I have a feeling that you didn't say anything because you wanted to feel, and you knew either I or someone else would have taken that away from you. Listen Princess, for as long as I knew you, I know that you always think of others before yourself and perhaps that's why your doing what your doing and feeling how your feeling. So please don't think for one second that I'm mad at you."
I could tell by the way he was looking at me that I was crying again, but I can't help it. What he just said was probably one of the nicest things anyone's ever said to me.
"Thank you Kitty, can you stay with me tonight? I don't want to be alone."
"Of course Princess."
I'd say it was about five minutes and then I was asleep. But the whole time before I did fall asleep the only thing I could think of was, 'I guess I really do love you, you silly kitty.'
Wow, I bet none of you were expecting that, huh? I'd like to say thank you to everyone that reached out and listen to me. But I would also like to say thank you to the ones that shared the problems they have in their lives with me, I'm really looking forward to being friends with you guys. Also everyone thank you for reading my story, it means a lot to me. But for now ,*Claws In*