gp: and so we get to the dark part of our story

soulbound: what happens?

as soulbound ask this gp slowly walks up to soulbound then ask him to come closer and kneel down so they can see at eye level as gp stares at soulbound for a few seconds

gp: EVERYTHING
GOES
WRONG!

So... well she goes into the building meets yuto and they talk


yuto: If you take away my activities as a spy, I'd have nothing left. An extremely unnoticeable child…that's all I'd
be. But I do have a talent. Because we have a talent, we can't choose how we live our lives. The moment we were given
our talents, we already started living in our set scenario…ha, what a one-sided lifestyle huh?

Because you have a talent you are assigned a predestined fate to struggle with. If that's called a one-sided
lifestyle, that probably is an accurate definition.

But we actually desire that one-sided lifestyle ourselves. That's why we came to Hope's Peak Academy. To
continue to struggle with the talents we're proud of. Along with the rest of the students of this school, you're the same
aren't you Onee-chan? That's why we have to keep moving forward, no matter how scared we are. This isn't some cheap
line like ―Believe in yourself, this is our duty. If we ran away, that'd be like rejecting our very existence. That's why we
have to continue to struggle.


gp: ... do you think... rj sees her own title... of ultimate despair, as that?

soulbound: maybe... maybe

gp: well anyway Matsuda kills yuto
I would play the Matsuda is a stupid simp music
BUT WE DONT HAVE THE TIME EVERYTHINGS GOING TO DEATH!
well first Matsuda pretends to be izuru explaining all the bad Junko did until he reveals he is Matsuda and yells at ryoko for not remembering him
DONT YELL AT HER, you did this to her and now you're blaming her TAKE RESPONSIBILITY
FOR YOUR IRRESPONSIBILITY!
you're the ultimate neurologist you could have done so much to help her
you didn't even need to do much anyone can do a lobotomy
heck you didn't even have to do that you had plenty of chances to...
to...

soulbound: to kill her

gp: I didn't want to think it but yes
BUT YOU DID NOTHING, all you did was leave her alone and enable her toxic behaviors
I'm not even sure you had to do much in her state you just had to be there for her and care to show her the way the world could be in spite of how it was
BUT YOU DID NOTHING! YOU SAID YOU DID EVERYTHING BUT YOU DID NOTHING
I understand if you hate her for what she did, but saying that she can't be fixed when you did nothing to truly help her
I can't help but hate you just as much
so anyway mukuro also joins up
I like to call this the world's worst intervention we failed as a support group

soulbound: I'm sure if you were there things could have been different

gp: yeah well Matsuda is all depressed and tried to kill ryoko cause shes Junko and now shes having a mental breakdown
STOP DOING THAT YOU IDIOT
I know I said she has to face her past BUT PUTTING ALL THE STRESS ON HER IS ONLY GONNA MAKE HER DO SOMETHING RASH AND MAKE THING WORSE
ugh wish he was dead

Soulbound: be careful what you wish for

gp: but yeah so ryoko end up on the ground crying then... she remembers


RYOKO:
Dear yasuke
I am so sorry
Can you forgive me for this?

then when things seemed at its worst it got worse as depravity appeared

DEPRAVITY:
Not that dead doctor
With the hungry scalpel
Here's my prognosis:
Will he live?

HUSK:
Doubtful

GHOST 1:
You're the street physician
Carving flesh sculptures

GHOST 2:
she'll paint your ass like Rembrandt
Ha! You like-a that

DEPRAVITY:
Better start praying when you see her coming

GHOST 1:
Cause tonight it's curtains

THE GHOST DEPRAVITY:
You're the despair woman!

then in sudden flash of succession a mish mash of many long-forgotten memories play in her head
so many dark and tragic memories of pure suffering and depravity the final moments of her victims the fear in their eyes the sound of their screams the blood on her hands it really did fill her with despair

CHORUS:
Remember who you are

RYOKO:
I remember!

HUSK:
Remember what you did that night

CHORUS:
Remember who you are

RYOKO:
I remember!

HUSK:
Remember what you did

DEPRAVITY:
See your knife

HUSK:
Perfect

GHOST 2:
See it glide

HUSK:
Perfect!

GHOST 1:
See it slice

HUSK:
Perfect!

THE GHOST DEPRAVITY:
Who's your despair, woman

DEPRAVITY:
Hope you have my money

GHOST 2:
Or it's "Buon Viaggi"

GHOST 1:
she'll do your ass like dishes

THE GHOST DEPRAVITY:
AM-PU-TA-TION

THE GHOST DEPRAVITY and CHORUS:
Remember who you are

ryoko was on the floor crying writhing in pain at all the memories flowing in her head wanting them to stop but they wouldn't let down they wouldn't stop they would never stop

RYOKO:
I remember…

HUSK:
Remember what you did that night

THE GHOST DEPRAVITY and CHORUS:
Remember who you are

RYOKO:
I remember!

HUSK:
Remember what you did to them

THE GHOST DEPRAVITY and CHORUS:
Remember who you are

RYOKO:
I remember!

HUSK:
Remember what you did that night

THE GHOST DEPRAVITY and CHORUS:
Remember who you are

RYOKO:
I remember!

HUSK:
Remember what you did to them

she remembered everything every thing in so much detail even the look of betrayal and sadness on Gabriel's face when she sliced his neck open
it was awful she hated every second of it she wanted to die

so why was she smiling well it made all too much sense as to why
she was relapsing

RYOKO:
I remember every dying whisper
Every desperate murmur
I remember when I gaze upon him
he looks just like you
I remember
I remember!

RYOKO/JUNKO:
I remember watching every victim
With acute precision
I remember every time I hold you
My one companion
When I remember
I dismember

THE GHOST DEPRAVITY and CHORUS:
Remember who you are

HUSK:
Remember what you did that night

THE GHOST DEPRAVITY and CHORUS:
Remember who you are

HUSK:
REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID TO THEM

RYOKO/JUNKO:
'CAUSE THE CLAIMS MEDIC GIVES NO
ANESTHETIC!
90-DAYS DELINQUENT GETS YOU DESPAIR
TREATMENT!
I'M THE MASKED HORROR ON YOUR
STREET CORNER
MAKE YOUR MOMMA MOURN YOU

THE GHOST DEPRAVITY/CHORUS:
REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE

HUSK:
REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID THAT NIGHT

THE GHOST DEPRAVITY/CHORUS:
REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE

RYOKO/JUNKO:
I'M THE DESPAIR WOMAN!

ALL:
DESPAIR WOMAN!

but before she could do anything she had one last moment of lucidity as the last tears shed from her eyes

RYOKO:
I remember...