Every night I try my best to dream
Tomorrow makes it better
Then I wake up to the cold reality
And not a thing has changed
Last Hope by Paramore
The night his mother died was one of them. But this really took the cake. Stiles was always there for his friend. Scott of course was one of them. The True Alpha, the person he always had behind his pack. But than... IT happen. The point in his life where everything changed.
And the reason he can't sleep without light off. The one where he has nightmares till point, he stays awake. This is how his heart broke... and why he left Beacon hills. It started on Monday. Stiles hated Monday. He never felt refresh and what happen because of the void... he hardly did sleep. He was so terrified that it would come back to get him.
He waited for Scott to show up, it was way before classes start and he wanted to see his best friend before Allison would come and take him away. But nothing... in fact he saw Scott motorbike there.. but no Scott. They did this for years, always meeting each other outside the school. So why ... was it .. different.
Why did he feel like his whole life was about to change in few hours?
He closed his eyes and counted to 5, taking a deep breath and relaxed. He was okay. he was going to be OKAY.
He took few steps forward and stopped again. In the distance, he could see Scott talking to the others. They would look his way but never said anything. They looked at him like they did after... everything.
He was monster.
At least that's what part of him thought. He took a step back... and another. Maybe. he can... He ran to his jeep before anyone around him could say anything. He just couldn't. Not anymore. This place was tainted. The pack was tainted, and it was all his fault.
Poor weak Stiles.
"A /Spark/" a voice in his head reminded him. That didn't help. What the heck was spark anyways?
He left message on his father phone, telling him he wasn't feeling good. Hoping his father would understand as he made his way home before making his way home. He couldn't just sit there and do nothing. but he felt like that was all he can do .
He .. didn't stop at home. He just drove... and drove till he was by the woods. He got out of his jeep before locking the door behind him.
This was stupid... but he ... just walked into the woods. He knew the woods.. not as well as Derek Hale but just enough. It was quite.. and kind of boring. But he had.. idea. And it didn't take him to long... maybe a hour till he found it.
The tree stump.. the one that held so much power. .. So why did Stiles put his hand on it..