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Hey!! Fans could you please check out my new story? And let me have it! Weather your pissed or mad, I'll take it! Just check it out! Oh and I shall reward you with a faster update! Thank you! Here's chapter 6. Hope you like it.
Thank you Muff'Nbutter, For the suggestion for a Beta, I will look into it.
And gellybelles I would be happy to help improve any writing you have to the best of my ability.
And a special thanks to Mrs. Quincy. I looked up the song you recommended and I do like it. I think it's a great Idea and I 'll think about putting it into the story.
I could feel Edward removing my clamped hands from his shirt. I didn't realize that I had been holding on to him so tight. I could feel the soft bed that he was letting my body slowly ease onto. I was so tired, but I didn't want him to leave me. Who knew what Edward I would wake up to in the morning. I reached my hands up and snatched up a clump of his shirt.
"Please Bella." Edward said putting his cold hands on mine and quickly unpicking my fingers again. I reached up a second time. There was no way I was letting go of this Edward. "Bella." I could tell this was his warning tone. I opened my eyes and gave him my best pouting face.
"Please? Just stay a little while longer?"
"No, Bella, you're exhausted and you need your sleep." He looked down at my pleading eyes and I could tell I was getting to him. He looked frustrated. Fighting between two pulling emotions. Weather to stay and be carried away by his own emotions, or to leave quickly and go against what his body told him was right. I pulled him down further to me and the bed. "Bella you will behave yourself! Or I shall choose not to bring you out again." I could hear the growl in his voice.
I instantly let go. "Thank you, now go to sleep Bella. You will see me in the morning." He turned to leave. No don't go!
"But what about, my clothes?!" I yelled in a panic. He was getting beyond patients now. He whipped around, his features hard
"What about them?" He said through gritted teeth, trying to compose himself.
"I can't sleep in my nice dress, I'll ruin it." I growled back. At this, his face softened a little
"Then take it off."
I knew this was very childish. It was the only way I knew of that would get him stay longer, even if it meant that I had to argue with him. I also knew it's not what he wanted to hear.
I turned my face, so I wouldn't have to look at his. I was mad. How come he would always take advantage of me? He always got his way! Well not tonight
"I demand something! Something I can wear!"
His face was hard and seething with anger. "Bella, I can not do this tonight. I won't. Now if the dress makes you uncomfortable take it off, if it doesn't then leave it on. Whatever you want to do it fine, except what you're doing now." My body tensed with anger. "Bella, this is your last warning, I won't ask again."
"No!" I said.
"I will be lenient this once Bella, but do not make a habit out of this childish behavior of yours!" He handed me his shirt, and I slipped it on, pulling my dress from underneath the shirt.
He quickly ran up behind me scooped me up in his arms and led me to the bed, where he carefully set me down. He took a seat next to me.
"Bella, be kind to me." He reached over to cup my chin, and pulled it over to where he could look at me, and I at him. "Do not be angry on such a nice night.
"Fine." I got my way.
I crawled past him and smashing my face in my pillow. "Good night." I said my voice muffled by the pillow.
I heard him exhale noisily, "Well, Bella, at least let me end our date in a proper way." He lifted my body from its childish position and placed me securely in his cold hard arms. He leaned down and placed a soft cold kiss on my lips. My heart was racing, my blood pumping!
"Breath Bella." I felt his cold breath tickle my ear. I gasp another breath of air, and turned to him. His beauty was astonishing and yet unbelievable at all at the same time. "Now, go to sleep." He set me down on the bed and left the room. I ran to the door, remembering something. I opened my door just a crack, "Edward?"
"Yes Bella." He was there in a flash, as if he never left. Like he had been standing at my door the entire time.
"Um, thanks for the shirt." He looked at me confused, but amusement was right behind it.
"Your welcome, my love." I swear, he was a runaway model.
I stared at him a long while again I blushed a little. My whole body felt like it was memorized by his features. "Good night Bella."
"Good night, Edward." 'hot.' I said the last word to myself, as I closed the door. Edward's shirt! The smell was incredible! I kept sniffing the shirt every time the smell would disappear. I jumped onto my big bed. It was nice to have a bigger bed, even if it was just for tonight. I rolled under the covers, inhaling Edward's shirt as I quickly fell into darkness.
I dreamed a frightening dream. Charlie was there. It was a reenactment of him dieing slowly and me powerless to stop it. And then as Charlie was telling his final dieing words a big black shadow came and carried me away. I was screaming that I wanted to say goodbye to Charlie, but Charlie's voice just kept getting fainter and fainter. Until I could hear nothing, nothing but the sound of rain. Then out of nowhere I saw Edward running through the forest, I called to him, but he wouldn't answer. I kept calling his name but he just kept running. I ran after him, but I couldn't keep up. I felt like no one could hear me and the ones I loved the most where disappearing.
I woke to find my cheeks wet and cold with tears. I looked out the window. It was storming outside. The rain beat against the window as if trying to attack me. It was still the deep of night and the starts blazed in the cold sky, casting shifting shadows throughout the room. I sat up hugging the blankets around my shoulders. I no longer felt sleepy. "Edward?" I whispered the name to myself. I longed for him right now more then ever, to feel safe in his arms. But I knew that would require me to get out of bed and run through the darkness, which at the moment scared me.
"I'm right here." I felt Edward whisper in my ear as he wrapped his arms around me and held me close to his body. My heart raced at the sudden surprise but I was also comforted at the same time. As I focused to get my breathing in order, I felt Edward bend over and gently brush back the hair from my face. I heard something squeaking in a rhythm tic way. Then I realized it was me!
"Shhh, it ok Bella, shh, your safe." I buried my face in Edward's bare chest and closed my eyes. His sent was calming. "You're shaking, are you cold?"
"N, n, n, no. Just s, scared."
After a long silence, "Do you want to talk about it?"
"Maybe later." He grabbed the covers and pulled them over me, wrapping me tightly. He pushed my head against his chest and rocked me back and forth on the bed. I reached up rubbed my hand on his cold, stunning skin that sparkled in the silver lighting.
He mumbled something in the silence. He kissed the top of my head, and laid my head on the pillow. For a second I thought he was going to leave. So I quickly moved a little closer to him. "No." I said defiantly.
"Easy, Bella, I' not going anywhere." I could feel my tense body relaxing, looking into Edward's tender face, which held nothing but concern and worry. He lay down and pulled the covers over his body patting the small space next to him. With excitement I quickly snuggle into it, as he lifted the covers over me again. I smiled and looked up to Edward's eyes, which seemed to sparkle in the silver lighting.
"Edward?"
"Yes?"
"Can I ask you something?"
"Of course."
"Um, did I say anything in my dream or er nightmare?"
"You kept screaming my name. The first time I heard you shout my name; no doubt I was already in your room. I saw you squirming and kicking on the bed as if you were running after something. Then as I saw you were about to roll of the bed I ran to catch you and set you back up. But you were determined to go off the edge. I thought you were awake when you screamed for me to let go. So I did, and then you started calling my name again. I kept telling you I was right here, but you wouldn't hear me over your shouting. Then your breathing started to quicken, as you started to sweat, kicking and waving your arms and legs. And then you woke up. I have to say, Bella you really scared me for moment. It must have been some nightmare."
"Um, yeah, it was." I guess he realized that I didn't want to talk about it. So he let it go.
"Well, your safe now. You don't need to worry about anything, I'm here. And I'm not leaving." He moved forward to close what little space there was between us and enfolded me in his arms where he planted a kiss on my forehead, then my nose, and then my lips. I felt shivers go through my body as he did this. He reached a hand up and began to run it through my hair, never taking his gaze off me for one small second. Even when the rain would suddenly thrash against the window, his stare remained fixed in place. He smiled, and my face reddened, it took everything I had not to kiss him again, and again. I yawed involuntarily, and this caught his attention.
"Shall I sing you to sleep?"
"If you want,." My voice mumbled off as I closed my eyes. He laughed and began to hum the same lullaby in my ear. Then with out any resistance I drifted off to sleep in his cold arms.