I'm back! Wow that was a long time. I'm so sorry, I've been going through some physical health challenges with my MS, I was hospitalized for about a week and since then I've barely been able to stay awake. I started the last half of this laast night and finished it and proofread it tonight. Hopefully its okay.

Olivia turned off the bathroom light and stretched, walking to the bed and climbing in after checking on Ellie. She lay down and smiled. "Mm, this is perfect," she whispered.

Charles smiled and scooched closer to her and rubbed her stomach and hips. "Hi," he whispered and kissed her neck.

Olivia giggled and closed her eyes. She rolled over on her side and kissed him softly. "Mm," she moaned softly and then broke the kiss. "Tomorrow, after the doctor," she whispered.

Charles sighed and rolled onto his back. "I just want to make love to my wife."

Olivia moved closer to him and kissed him softly. "Hey, look at me," she saw his eyes meet her own. "There's my brilliant husband." She smiled wide. "I want to make love to you," she whispered. "I can't wait for you to be back inside me," she ran a finger over his chest. "But not until the doctor says it's okay. I'm responsible for breaking your penis in the first place. I'm not going to compromise your healing," she whispered and looked from his chest to his eyes. "Please don't ever think I don't want you."

Charles wrapped her arm around Olivia and kissed the top of her head. "I'm sorry, Livia. I'm not mad at you, I'm mad at my circumstances. I shouldn't have let that make you feel bad," he whispered. "I appreciate you looking out for me. And my penis." They shared a chuckle. "There's that smile I love."

Olivia blushed and looked at him. "Hey, you're allowed your feelings, and you can't control how I feel. You did nothing wrong. I'm still beating myself up for what happened." She smiled softly. "I'll be okay once I know you're okay."

Charles caressed her face and kissed her. "I am okay. It doesn't hurt anymore. It doesn't hurt to have an erection. I'm okay," he whispered. "I promise."

Olivia smiled and kissed him again and pulled him closer to her by his shirt. "I love you, Charles," she whispered and closed her eyes, she pressed her body against his. She wanted him so badly, but she stood by what she said. She wasn't going to compromise his healing and until the doctor said it was okay, she didn't want to do more than what they had been doing. "And hey, I owe you a month's worth of blow jobs," she giggled and looked up at him. "If you want them."

Charles smiled. "I will never turn down oral sex from you, but you don't owe me anything. Pleasuring you with my fingers, my tongue, that's so hot. I don't need anything from you in return other than knowing you had a good time and that you're satisfied."

Olivia looked into his eyes and smiled. "I'm so lucky to have you," she whispered. "Past relationships, if they ate me out every day for a month with nothing in return, they'd expect a month's worth of blow jobs." She kissed him softly. "Thank you for loving me. For picking me to spend your life with."

Charles looked at her and caressed her face, playing gently with her hair and he smiled at her. "Baby, I'm the lucky one. Eating you out is a pleasure, for both of us, it's not work, or a chore, or something I need to be paid back for. Oral sex is a delight," he whispered. "Anyone who sees it as anything different isn't worth your time." He kissed her again. "Now, it's time to stop playing those old tapes in your head. It's time to make new tapes for yourself," he whispered. "And I intend to help you do that."

Olivia smiled. "God, I love you," she whispered and kissed him passionately, gently biting on his bottom lip.

Charles moaned and ran his hand over her side, over her ass. He broke the kiss and moaned as she started kissing his neck. "God I can't wait until I get the all-clear from the doctor," he said breathlessly.

Olivia smiled and pulled away gently. "Sorry, I got a little carried away there. I miss foreplay, I miss kissing you passionately, biting. I miss you touching my body, pulling my hair, spanking me," she inhaled sharply through her teeth and let out a contented sigh. "You better be cleared tomorrow or I'm going to go insane." She smiled and kissed him again, feeling his hand run over her torso, down to her ass where he spanked her. She gasped and broke the kiss and looked at him, a fire in her eyes. "You do that and I'm going to want you so bad. You're playing in dangerous territory, Mr. Brooks."

Charles smirked and flipped her on her back and climbed on top of her. "There's so much we can do without having sex. We can touch, kiss, and bite. Foreplay, without it turning into sex."

Olivia smiled and took a deep breath. "We can have outercourse. Dry humping and all the things you listed off. It'll be just enough to scratch the itch without you sheathing yourself inside me."

Charles groaned. "Livia, what you do to me," he whispered, dropping his head and gently biting her neck.

Olivia arched her back and moaned softly. "Oh, Charles." She pulled him closer and was getting into it when Ellie woke up crying. Olivia chuckled and kissed Charles quickly. "Timing. Our daughter has timing," she kissed him again and pushed up against him.

Charles rolled off of her and saw her get up. He smiled at her and watched her move about. He heard her softly call his name and he looked into her eyes. "Hmm?"

Olivia smiled. "There you are. Can you get Ellie a bottle? And we'll feed her together?" She asked as she finished hanging Ellie's diaper and zipped her into her sleeper swaddle.

Charles smiled. "One bottle, coming right up. And can I bring anything up for you my love?"

Olivia caressed his face. "Can you grab me some water? Maybe something to nosh on?"

Charles kissed her hand and then Ellie's head. "You got it. Be right back." Charles went downstairs and got Ellie's bottle started heating up, and got Olivia a glass of water and a small bowl of olives. He came back upstairs and kissed Olivia after putting the bottle, the glass of water, and the small bowl of olives down.

Olivia kissed him back, holding Ellie in her arms. "Come feed her with me. Once she goes to sleep we can scratch that itch."

Charles picked up the bottle and climbed behind her and they fed Ellie together. Once she was asleep they put her in her bassinet and stood before one another.

Olivia took Charles's hand and looked into his eyes. "Take me to bed, Charles. Let's feel," she whispered.

Charles kissed her and picked her up, laying her on the bed. He climbed on top of her, continuing to kiss her as he gently touched her body.

Olivia broke the kiss and moaned softly, "Oh, Charles." She arched her back as he squeezed her breast. "Oh, that feels good."

Charles smiled. "You feel good," he whispered in her ear before he started kissing her neck. He started to move his hips into hers, wanting so badly to be inside her, but understanding her reasoning for wanting to wait.

Olivia's back arched off the bed as her hips met his, their clothes preventing him from penetrating her. "Baby," she whispered, feeling his teeth scrape along the skin of her neck. She whimpered. "God! Charles! Cum for me then I want you to eat my pussy."

Charles smirked against her neck. "You want me to tongue fuck you?" he whispered in her ear. He groaned feeling her hands on his ass, egging him on.

Olivia whined and nodded. "Yeah. I need it. But I want you to cum first." She flipped them and looked down at him, her hair hanging down, framing her face. "How can I make you cum?"

Charles gasped when she flipped their positions, putting her on top. "Everything you do baby, anything you want."

Olivia thought for a moment then unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them down along with his boxers, freeing his erection. She gasped and moaned. It had been a month since she'd seen him. She licked her lips and ran her fingernails over his inner thighs. She heard his moan and she smirked, whipping her shirt over her head.

Charles saw her bare breasts come into view and he groaned. "My God you're beautiful, sexy, baby you're everything."

Olivia blushed and started to massage his perineum, that area of flesh between his balls and his ass. "How's this?"

Charles felt her start to massage that sensitive area and he moaned louder than he intended. "Oh, yeah baby."

Olivia smiled, proud of herself. She wanted to touch him, stroke him, she wanted to take him fully in her mouth, make him cum in her mouth so she could taste him. Instead, she licked around his cock, like a melting ice cream cone.

Charles grabbed a fistful of her hair and pulled. He moaned and pressed his head into the pillow. "Jesus, fuck Livia!"

Olivia smirked. "I'd much rather fuck my husband than fuck Jesus," she chuckled. "Cum for me baby."

Charles groaned and once she licked him again he came, shooting off on his stomach. Once he finished Olivia licked his stomach clean, hungrily. Charles groaned and lay back panting. "Fuck, that felt amazing. You're a goddess."

Olivia smiled and curled up next to him. "Hardly. I'm just well-researched on the art of sex and orgasm, for men and women."

Charles regained feeling in his lower body and he rolled her onto her back and made quick work of getting her pants and panties off. "Your turn to cum for me."

Olivia gasped and looked down at him. "It won't take long. I'm so, so turned on."

Charles smiled and leaned in and started licking her pussy and sucking her clit. He felt her hand in his hair and he grinned, knowing what she wanted, but delaying it, wanting to draw this out for as long as he could, maximizing her pleasure.

Olivia groaned. She knew what he was doing but she wanted, no needed, a release. "Please," she said, barely above a whisper. "Please make me cum. I need it."

Charles smiled and slowly started tongue fucking her, stopping now and then and blowing on her pussy, causing her to gasp and jump every time. "Whenever you're ready baby, just cum. All over my face."

Olivia sighed and ran her hand through her hair. "More. Please baby, more."

Charles smirked and started tongue fucking her faster, his hand rubbing her clit in circles, hard and fast. "Come on baby. Let me drink it all in."

Olivia covered her mouth and screamed as she came, hard, her juices spraying all over his face. Once she finished she pushed him away. It was too much. She was dazed and lolled her head to the side, closing her eyes. "Oh, baby," she practically slurred. "Oh my God."

Charles licked his lips and kissed up her body to her neck, gently nibbling on the skin. "You okay, my love?"

Olivia smiled. "Mm, I'm excellent. You're so good at that baby. Like… otherworldly good."

Charles ran his hands over her body, gently rubbing her hip, bringing her down, and laying on her left side. "I love you so much, baby."

Olivia closed her eyes and smiled. After a few moments, she opened her eyes and looked Charles in the eyes. "I love you too, Charles. More than I could ever put into words. You've given me so, so much. You, the girls, all three of them, complete my family. It's the only thing I've ever wanted, a family of my own."

Charles held her close and kept rubbing her hip. "We have an amazing family. You've given me a son. A son that I've always wanted. Not to do the stereotypical things with, not to carry on my family name, but so I can teach him to be a good man."

Olivia smiled and kissed him passionately. "Noah has the best daddy," she whispered against his lips.

Charles smiled. "And the girls have the best mama."

A/N: So, what did you think? Anyway, my next update of this story will bring He's Home to a close, and I'll combine He's Home and By the Book in a new story, which will be crossposted here and AO3. But, my next update won't take as long as the writing bug has struck me again! See you soon!