The Major and His General
A/N: Chapter takes place right after the last.
Chapter 9: The Breakdown
Major Jasper Whitlock P.O.V
With my mates quivering, sobbing, and crying form, I moved us onto the shredded bed, or rather the mattress that was left of it. Gently laying my mate down. Hushing, cooing, and purring as I climbed over her tiny frame. Her hands immediately go back to clutching the fabric of my shirt and my mouth immediately attached to the heavily bleeding wound on her neck.
Using my tongue I lapped up her blood, and my venom began to heal the bone deep lacerations of my teeth. On one hand I was completely disgusted with myself, filled with anger at myself. I had attacked my mate, my teeth had sunk deeply into my mates flesh. I had only intended to give her a discipline bite, make her see how real I was as I pumped venom into the bite.
Yet, I had done much worse. I had punctured, not bitten, my teeth going so much deeper than I had meant, not even bothering to pump venom, my teeth going to the fuckin bone, past the bone, and I did that! To my own mate!
My beautiful, sweet, submissive mate, who had only been explaining her fears, what she had felt, and I did that! Surely there was another way I could've conveyed to her that I was real. I should've kissed her, picked her up, wrap her legs around me and she'll see how real I am as I fuck her against the desk, but no!
Me, Major Jasper Whitlock, my first reaction was anger, and I bit, doing more harm than good. Hell, the bite I delivered wasn't even a discipline bite! It was...Could biting through my mates skin until I went past the bone, what could that even be fuckin called? Brutal, savage, monstrous, none of those words fit with the agonizing pain that I had inflicted upon my mate! Hell, even as it's healing I can still feel her fuckin pain!
On the other hand, some dark, dominant part of me was full of pride that I marked her like this. Pride because it was my bite, and perhaps the deepest, most painful bite on her skin. Pride in my mate, because whilst fearful she hadn't made any attempt to wrestle herself away from me. Even as she had screamed out in pure fuckin excruciating pain as I literally bit into her bone. That had made the beast inside of me very pleased.
I have such a good, strong and brave mate.
Even now as I lapped up her blood, venom healing her wound. I felt...hard. My cock was aching, straining against my jeans, and with a sick twist in my stomach, something bordering on lust and disgust. I realized that part of me, the incubus, the beast, me, I...I was, am delighted in her pain, found pleasure that it was mine.
My pain.
My pleasure, my mate, and as l continued to lap up my mates blood, heal her wound with each stroke of my tongue. I had never been more disturbed with myself or turned on.
I pulled back from her neck seeing the last bits of her skin knit back together. Now to take care of my quivering mess of a mate who seemed to not want to let go of my shirt as she sobbed and cried.
"Real, real, Jasper, Major, Mate, Mine, I'm sorry, so sorry, sorry," Over and over were the words repeated as she had nested her face into the place between my shoulder and neck. She sobbed loudly, her hot tears hitting my skin, her hands coming around to my back as her fingers clutched at my shirt. What had started as full on sobbing words and apologies had quickly become nothing but broken gasps and choked out noises. The tears had stopped but I couldn't get my mate to calm.
I purred loudly in her ear, trying my best to comfort my mate, and when that didn't work, I cooed, and shushed her. Kissing the healed mark that now maimed her skin. I had tried to pull back, but then her legs were wrapped around me and the hands at my back pressed me further against her. Leaving me with the only option to lay against her. Curling around her. If this brought my mate comfort then who was I to deny her, but fuck what a time to be painfully hard, aching, throbbing, and fuck, I was pressed so tightly against her that I felt her fuckin heat.
I don't know how long we laid like that. Me pressed tight against her, feeling her against me, so much so that I can feel every, every single muscle in her contracting and releasing as she draws in another broken breath of my scent.
Oh fuck!
Oh! Ohhh! What sweet, delicious, and absolute perfect torture!
Mm! I pressed into her even more.
I rocked us, unable to stop myself from grounding myself into her, nuzzling my face into her throat, closing my still completely black eyes, as I rocked us, purring, cooing, and gently sucking the skin of her now healed neck into my mouth.
"T-Thank you, Jasper," I froze hearing her horse voice in my ear, and I was confused. Why was this beautiful creature in my arms thanking me? I didn't pause the sweet, torturous, and slow rocking that I had started but I did pull back enough to gaze into her emerald eyes. I cupped her face, brushed my thumbs beneath her swollen eyes.
"Angel, what in the fuck are you thanking me for?" I asked softly as I brushed her hair back from her face. She sniffed, inhaling deeply,
"The bite, it was real, everything is real, Maria's dead, you're here, I felt it, I felt you, nothing could hurt like the bite you gave me, and Not be real."
Then as an afterthought she added looking away from me.
"Am I a bad mate, cause you had to bite me, or cause I think that if you hadn't then I would still be questioning if this was all real even though deep inside I knew it was. Is that bad? Am I bad?" She closed her eyes after she spoke, tensing, and I knew that she hadn't expected to say those words.
The beast inside still close to the surface rises, everything is suddenly in a haze of almost red, more like a tinted pink and I feel the monster and I become one. The room returns to normal but the monster within is no longer within.
The monster, as it has been all along, is me.
"Look at me,"
The command leaves my lips bitingly, numb, chillingly, my voice void of emotion and as she cracks her eyes open I know by the flash of fear that my face is vacant of expression, and yet, she has yet to pull away from me.
Yet to yank herself free from my grasp as I hold her face.
Yet to wrench herself from my everlasting press against her hips, and once again I find myself full of pride that she is mine.
"You, my mate, my sweet, gentle, darlin, submissive, little, fuckin perfect, beautiful, gorgeous, pretty, sexy, fuckin angel of a mate are not bad, never bad, and if you ever dare, or I ever feel ya question ya worth again in such a way. You will not like what I do to you. You are the best mate that I could ever fuckin have! Perfect for me in every fuckin way! Mine, My good girl, my good mate! Am I understood?"
"Yes, Jasper?" I hummed a bit calmer now as I slid my hands down her face to caress her light blue, cotton clad shoulders. I feel a flicker of hesitation but it's gone in an instant.
"You just said that I wouldn't like what you would do to me. Uhm, what would you do to me?" She mumbled shyly.
So very innocent.
I can't help but chuckle as I brushed my lips against her burning cheeks.
"So warm,"
I marveled at the feeling of her heated skin against my lips as I trailed them to her ear.
"Well, First of all, I would take ya over my knee," I paused when I felt her nerves but also a flash of lust. I laughed, fanning my breath over her ear as I trailed my hands down to caress her ass.
"Don't worry," I purred squeezing her ass softly. Adding pressure with my fingers. Her breath hitched making me smirk.
"I know how to be...gentle, but that doesn't mean ya little ass ain't gonna be stinging, a pretty little red, and so very warm," I said nibbling on her ear.
"I'd tie ya up, I'd fuck you so hard that your little pussy aches, is swollen, painful, until you are begging, pleading for relief, but I will not give it. Instead I will overwhelm you, the empathic gift we share can do much more than just share our emotions. I can give you so much fuckin pleasure and then take it all away! That is what I will do! By the end of it all you'll be so fuckin frustrated with me. Darling you're going to absolutely hate me." I purred trailing my lips to her jaw, nipping and sucking. Still rocking against her.
"I could never hate you," Her reply makes me feel all warm and fuckin tingly, and excited at the prospect of a challenge.
"Oh, sweetheart we will see, but you ain't gonna make me do that are ya? Hm, nah, ya my good girl, ain't ya?" I drawled against her skin.
Using my tongue to caress the healed wound. She closed her eyes and I can feel her shudder against me and then I feel...oh god, she's rocking, rocking with me! Oh, ohh that feels so fuckin good!
I slide my hands underneath her blue shirt and I feel her own hands slide under mine and her fingers tracing patterns on my back.
"Answer me, are ya my good girl?" I growled against her skin. "Yes, Jasper, yes, please?" I drew in a deep breath as she rubbed against me. Oh fuck I can smell her! She smells so fuckin good! The scent of her arousal, calling, tantalizing, and drawing me in.
"Oh my sweet girl," I breathed out.
I nuzzled my face into that place between her neck and shoulder, tasting with my tongue her heated flesh as I breathe her in. Purring loudly as I noticed the scent of her arousal thickening in the air. Fuck I can almost taste her! I rock against her harder, rougher, enjoying the pleasure from her heated core, pulsing, oh, she's practically vibrating against me!
Mmmm
To know my mate needs me the same way that I need her. Even after, I...I hurt, I attacked, I...I... Oh Fuck! Fuck! I snarled my lips going to the other side of her neck. I feel her tense, and I know, instinctively that she was expecting me to bite, but when I don't bite, only nip, suck the skin into my mouth, and soothe.
I need to soothe. Make her see that I wasn't going to...That I am sorry, so fuckin sorry, and still part of me isn't, but I push that down for now.
She relaxed and knowing that my mate is trusting me, enough for her to even expose her throat more, fuck, what a good mate, brave, submissive, caring and fuckin wet, wet, wet, I can smell, I can feel her heat right against my cock, and I want more!
More!
More!
More!
I can't stop it, my lips leave her skin only to claim hers in a hot, filthy, demanding kiss that I pour everything into. I need her to feel everything! Everything!
I rubbed my tongue against hers, needing to soothe, as with each strike of my tongue against her hot mouth can take away the harsh words that I had spoken, as if running my tongue over her teeth, giving her the chance to bite the way I did her, giving her this chance to sink her teeth into my tongue, as if anything could possibly make up for the vicious way that my teeth had sunk into her neck, but she didn't bite. She didn't fuckin bite! She could've, but she didn't.
Ohhhhhh Fuck, why does that turn me on even more?
I even give her the opportunity to dominate, tangle my tongue with hers, then falling limp for a moment, giving her the chance to take control of the kiss, but she does nothing. Nothing!
She moaned when I take control of the kiss, pulling her tongue into my mouth and sucking until I feel that I have taken all her air and if I don't let up, then she will pass out, and I pull away leaving us both panting.
I brush my lips across her now swollen ones again, softer, and gently swipe my tongue against her lips and when she opens her mouth with another moan, I kiss her gently this time, but no less passionate. I feel her shiver at my tenderness, my fingers at her sides softly caressing her scarred skin.
"So good, fuck, Serenity, baby you feel so fuckin good against me, but Darling if you don't stop rocking against me, rubbing your hot, wet, heat against me, I'ma cum in my fuckin jeans," I warned, before brushing my hands higher up her sides, until I could cup her breast, brushing my thumbs across her nipples, making a soft gasp leave my mate.
"Don't make me stop, please, Jasper, I need to feel you against me, please don't make me stop, don't stop," Oh, god, oh fuck, oh fuck, she's rocking harder now, faster, I can't, her heat, so wet, so warm, hot, hot, hot, and I can't.
She needs to feel me against her?
Needs to feel me against her!
Ohhh!
I growled, raising up long enough to slip a hand from her blouse, and using a finger, I sliced the top straight down the middle, taking the jeans she is wearing with it. The only clothing item in tact is the satin blue bra she is wearing, and those light blue silk matching wet panties. The growl on my lips doesn't stop as I ripped my own clothing from my body, leaving me bare, and as I tossed everything to the floor. I pressed roughly against her once more.
"Then, feel, feel me, my mate!" I purred deliberately thrusting my hips, fast, hard, and rough. I find myself enjoying her soft soaked panties against my hard cock. I rubbed myself against her, pressing kisses once more to the skin of her throat. She moans and her satin clad nipples brushed against my hard chest.
"More? Jasper, Major, Mate, close? closer? Please?" I chuckled softly in her ear. Before I rewarded her pleas with a snap of her bra and cupping her breasts, rubbing my thumbs against her hard nubs.
I purr when she lets out another moan, bucking against me, rubbing her soaking wet covered core against my hard dick, feeling her legs tighten around me, her lower covered half clenching against me, and I groaned.
"Fuck, baby, you want more? I can give you more, tell me are you gonna cum while I rock us, are you going to fill your panties, for me, Mm, you feel so, fuckin good!" I purred.
I can feel her lust rising.
All consuming,
Ohhh!
Oh!
Fuck, I think she is going to cum!
Mm,
I nipped her ear before trailing open mouth kisses to her breasts and tug one of her hard buds into my mouth and sucked hard, while rubbing the other breast roughly, my fingers pinching and pulling her other nipple.
"Oooohhhh! Jasperrrrrr,"
Fuck! She purred! My mate fuckin purred.
For me!
Her hands flying to my scalp and I let out another purr when her nails started to scratch my scalp roughly. I sucked harder, tongue flicking the bud, and I add a nip with my teeth before switching. Serenity cried out once again and bucked, rocking even harder against me. I grabbed her hips roughly squeezing as I pulled my lips away from her breast with one last nip.
"I can feel you, Darlin, come on now, Mm, give me what I want," I mumered rubbing against her, my hips rolling as I brushed my lips with hers.
"What do you want...Majorrrr," Oh, oh, she called...No, purred Major. She wants the Major? I can give her the Major. I nipped her ear harshly, tugging her earlobe into my mouth.
"What do I want, oh Sugah, I wantcha to cum, right now, fill those silk panties of yours full for me. I want to feel you cum against my hard aching cock, I want you to cum, hard, like this, rock out your orgasm against me! I want you to cum, hard, long, and fast, and I want it-" I don't get to finish as she interrupts my rant with a loud cry.
"Oh, Jasper! Mmmmmmmmm,"
I freeze feeling her clamp against me, and she came, long, hard, fast, just like I wanted. I hold her as she came down from her high. I can't hold back anymore and using my hands on her hips I reach between us, ripping the silk fabric off but I can't help but bring the tiny scrap of fabric to my face and breathe in, dragging my tongue against the fabric with a moan.
I didn't care if it was dirty or disgusting, Mm, she smiled so fuckin good and tasted exquisite. As I throw the fabric to the side I see my mate looking at me with wide eyes and slightly parted lips.
"Close ya mouth, or I will put something in it, nevermind, I'll do that anyway," I breathed shoving my tongue down her throat, letting her taste her own juices on my tongue and in one swift motion I slam my hard aching cock deep into her dripping pussy.
We both moaned and I made no move to disconnect my lips from hers as I began a fast pace thrusting inside of her.
Finally I had to pull away as I feel her grow lightheaded.
"Fuck, baby, so good, hot, wet f'me, fuck you did so good, exactly what I wanted! Such a good mate ya are! Mm," I purred my lips once more going to the healed wound on her neck.
Her hands go back to my hair as she holds me to her neck.
"You should drink," I freeze at my mates choked words all my vicious movements stopping, "Sugah, are you..." For my mate to offer me... After what I did...
"Hey," She muttered tugging my head back, cupping my face, "Hey," She whispered the word this time and brushed our lips together. "I trust you,"
"You shouldn't, I...I-"
"We'll talk in a moment, later, Jasper, my Jasper, let me take care of you? Please?" At my mates plea, it's instinct, I move back to her neck, and sink my teeth into the other side opposite of the side that I had maimed.
I sink my teeth in, unable to help it as my hips thrusting move to their own accord. I drank greedily, as if dying from thirst. I drank and I fucked, I can't help it as I bring a hand to caress the side of her neck that had recently healed. As if the soft strokes of my fingers could take back what I had done. It can't, nothing can, and yet she trembles, shaking and purring as if soothed. As if I had soothed her.
Mouthful and mouthful of thick, red, sweet, delicious, delightful blood, and I feed. The action only causes more pleasure between us. So much so that I can feel myself about ready to...
I dislodge my teeth, sealing the bite, and then my lips are on hers and she swallows my snarl as I cum in long, hard, hot streams, deep into her hot, warm, and soaked pussy.
A/N: Next Chapter is titled The Aftermath and will take place moments after this... I know this story is slow going but things will pick up. I promise.