TW: This story includes mental illness, eating disorder and starving. If you think it can has bad influence at you, please don't read that. If you need help please say it. You can write to me if you want. But PLEASE DON'T STARV YOURSELF, you DESERVE TO EAT. You are amazing and beautiful and smart however you look. Take care 3

At the first Cassie only skips some snacks. She eats only breakfast, lunch and dinner and nothing more. She doesn't feel much diffrent. She doesn't eat candy, fast food and other unhelthy things. Her meals are helthy but also has little calories. The girl eats salat with cucumber or oats with water. Sometimes she takes apples. But she looses weight slowly. So she decides to stop eating breakfast. If she's really busy she also skips dinner. She makes up for everything with coffee. Luke doesn't notice for the first. He has more trainings now because soon he will go to Iraq again. At the end Cassie just eats a bit salad and one apple per all day long. She is losing weight very fast. She has many dance lesson and rehearsals before performences. After all, she just doesn't eat. Her skin is paler than ever and her diabetic makes worse. She wears jackets all the time because her body without fat can't warm up.

„Cassie, are you feeling fine? You look bad" her friend from the band asks during their dinner. They have already finished rehearsals. Everyone decided to go for late dinner to the pizzeria. Cassie couldn't refuse because they would have suspicions. So she write to look she go with her friends for pizza. He promised he will join the meeting when he finishes training.

„Thanks a lot, Nora" Cassie muttered sarcastically.

„I'm serious. Cassie, you're really pale"

The girl looks at her glucometer.

„My glucose is fine"

„It's not always about glucose. Why don't you eat?"

„I am eating" she denies and pours herself a slice of pizza. To emphasize the importance of the spoken words, she bites a bit.

„Cassie, I see something's wrong. Please, tell me" Nora begs.

The singer ignores her. Suddenly Luke comes.

„Hi everyone!" he says. „Hello, my darling wife" he kisses Cassie on her cheek.

„Hi" she whispers.

„Are you okay?"

„I'm fine! I'm just tired!"

„Okay, okay. Take it easy. I just asking"

She doesn't answers. She's staring at her plate. Luke puts his arm around her and takes one piece of pizza. Cassie frowns but leads against his chest. She sighns relaxed.

„Cassie, I'm really worry. The last time when you look like this you almost faint"

„Gosh, Luke! You dramatize! I'm okay! My glucose is okay! Just look!" she presents him her insuline pomp. Luke hugs her but he feels her bones of her collarbones sticking out. He's really worry.

„I'm going to the toilet" Cassie informs and gets up. She staggered. Her head is spinning. Luke catches her waist.

„I will go with you" he says.

„No!" she screams. „It means I can do it on myself. It's okay, Luke. Really. Don't worry"

„But you're so pale. Are you sure? Are you fine?"

„Yes! If another person asks me that question, I'll kill him or her!" she breaks free from the boy's embrace and runs to the bathroom.

„I'm worry about her" Luke talks to the band. „She's always tired and pale. And she looses weight. I was trying to ask her to go to the doctor but she doesn't want".

„She doesn't eat" Nora notices.

„Talk to her, man. I'm sure everything will come out" the another boy from band smiles comfortingly at Luke.

„You're right. I'll go to see what with her" he apologizes and runs after his wife.