Title: Vamp for Rent 13/18

Author: Forsaken2003

Pairing: S/X

Rating: R

Disclaimer: I own none, all belong to Joss Whedon

Comments: Always welcomed

Summary: After Anya dumped Xander he has become the fifth wheel. The girls start to notice he isn't hanging out with the gang as much so Buffy and Willow decide to do something about it.

Warnings/Spoilers: Season 5 No Dawn, No Anya.

Beta'd by: My Sister

Note: One chapter each week.

Part Thirteen

The spell to find the guys who tortured Spike didn't work. Giles didn't think it would but he didn't want to discourage the others and honestly he had hoped that it would, while he had no idea what they would do with that information. Spike had been distressed but Xander was there to calm him down. Promising that another human would never hurt him again.

Months passed and life changed. Xander helped Spike become confident again and Spike taught Xander to fight. He was no where as good as Buffy or Spike but he could hold his own to the point of not always needing to count on someone else to save his ass. Also out of nowhere Giles offered to teach him how to read Romanian. It was strange because Giles had never shown any real interest in him but Xander jumped at the chance to not only learn something new but to maybe actually bond with Giles.

It took Spike time he slowly started becoming more himself. He took Xander's advice and when he was fighting any sort of demon and any of them that made comments about the chip, helping the slayer or being de-fanged Spike would go psycho on them.

Spike even went back to poker nights by himself. His poker buddies had heard about what happened to him because of course they did. While they were peaceful demons they didn't take kindly to one of their own being attacked especially Clem because Spike was his bestie. When the poker games ended Clem would just happen to be going in the same direction as Spike even though he lived nowhere near Xander's place.

During patrol Xander as much as he wanted to get into the fray he knew Spike needed this. Not to say that he never did anything. There were always stragglers that were trying to get away from the maniac that's when Xander would step it. And that was what happened tonight.

There were two vampires that were afraid of Spike so they made a run for it not expecting a regular human to take them both to the ground. Xander kicked one in the chest causing him to fall on his ass and right after that he punched the other one in the face. Maybe it was all the things he saw Spike do to these demons or maybe Xander himself was turning a little twisted but he pulled out his his dagger and sliced the throat of the vampire that was still standing before stabbing the other one in the eye. In no way was it going to kill either of them but the screams that came from them ensured that Xander did damage.

Once Spike was done with his vampires he enjoyed the entertainment from Xander. He had definitely rubbed off on Xander and he was loving it.

Finally Xander pulled out his stake and ended the vampires suffering. He was sitting on the ground covered in blood and dust. "Gross."

Spike came over and pulled him up off the ground. He was staring at Xander's bloody face.

"Why do you look like you want to eat me?" Xander asked suspiciously. It wasn't like he was afraid of Spike but he didn't normally look at him like this.

"All that blood looks good on you. It really brings out your eyes." Spike pulled Xander against him and proceeded to lick his cheek cleaning off the blood. It wasn't the best blood that graced Spike's tongue but the taste of Xander's skin more than made up for it.

Xander's eyes fluttered closed. Over the last couple months his and Spike's relationship became more. They didn't have a label for what they were but they had become more physical. Nothing in front of the others. Hand holding, kissing and other over the clothes stuff. "This is much better than a shower."

"Really? And here I was thinking a shower with you would be better," Spike purred, his hand found its way to Xander's ass and gave it a squeeze.

Xander's eyes popped open and he squeaked. He had not been expecting that. "Together?" Spike nodded. "Naked?" Another nod. "O-okay."

Spike intertwined his fingers with Xander's and led the way out of the cemetery.

"So... are we just talking about showering to save water or other stuff too?" asked Xander wanting to not expect something that wasn't on the table.

Xander was so adorable. "Other stuff is definitely going to happen,"

"Goodie." Xander felt his jeans tighten.

The shower had been amazing. After they had both washed up Spike and Xander explored each others bodies, teasing each other until the water turned cold. When they got out Spike grabbed a towel and dried Xander's off taking extra care on his private parts. He then dried himself off a quick as possible.

Xander dove in for a kiss, his arms wrapped around Spike's waist pulling him flush against him, their cocks rubbing against each other. They stumbled out of the bathroom, trying to get to Xander's bedroom without letting go of one another. There were some run ins with the walls, shelves and finally the door jam leading into Xander's room.

Spike turned them around so that Xander's back was now towards the bed. He was going to be taking the lead.

The back of Xander's legs hit the bed and he tumbled back. His eyes were hooded as he looked up at Spike. He lifted his hand and curled his index finger indicating that he wanted Spike to join him.

"Do you have lube?" Spike asked wondering if he needed to go to his room to grab his.

"In the drawer." Xander scooted up the bed and pulled out the well used tube of lube and waved it around triumphantly. "Now come here."

Spike knelt on the bed, Xander's legs in between his. He rubbed his thumb over Xander's hipbone. "You're bloody gorgeous."

"You're perfect," was Xander response. He knew Spike didn't think so with the chip and his fangs gone but to Xander that was exactly what he was. Perfect. Nothing could make him think otherwise.

The self doubt Spike constantly felt about himself was masked by Xander's words. He could tell that Xander believed what he was saying and it made Spike want to believe it too. He leaned down and placed kisses on Xander's stomach. He looked up at Xander. "You make me want to be better."

Xander placed his hand on Spike's cheek. "I don't want you to change because of me."

"I want to change for you." Spike crawled up and pressed his forehead against Xander's. "I love you." As much as he wanted to have sex Spike needed Xander to know that whatever they were his feelings were genuine.

Xander knew Spike had feelings for him much more than friends but he didn't think Spike could love him or anyone, not because he thought Spike was incapable of it but because Drusilla would always have his whole heart. Tears filled Xander's eyes. To have someone who could love so deeply love him like that was an amazing feeling. "I love you too. I've never felt this way about anyone before."

Softly Spike kissed Xander. There was no reason for it to be rushed. Sure Drusilla loved him but 'daddy' would always be her world. She would have died for Angelus but she would never would have done that for Spike.

As they kissed Xander's hand caressed Spike's backside. His skin was so smooth and cool to the touch. It felt so good against his hot flesh.

Spike moaned as Xander's fingers delved between his cheeks finding his hole. It had been a century since anyone had touched him there.

"I-is this okay?" Xander asked worried that he had crossed a boundary.

"More than okay, luv, but let's explore that another time, yeah?" Spike's voice was husky. Tonight he wanted to focus on Xander's body.

With one final squeeze Xander's hand slid back up Spike's body. "I don't know what I should do," he confessed.

Spike ran his thumb over Xander's bottom lip. "I'm gonna take care of everything." He picked up the lube. "Have you ever played with your hole before?"

A blush covered Xander's face. "I tried but I was afraid I'd hurt myself."

"I'll make it feel good," promised Spike. He pushed himself off of Xander and took an unused pillow. He had Xander lift his hips so he could stuff the pillow under him. Spike then spread and bent Xander's legs. "Comfy?"

It felt a little awkward but Xander knew soon he wouldn't even notice it so he gave a little nod. Xander was excited but scared at the same time.

It was clear that Xander was nervous about what was happening even though little Xander was still hard. He'd have Xander writhing in ecstasy soon enough. Spike wrapped his hand around Xander's shaft and started to pump it. As Xander gasped his hips flew up off the pillow. Spike saw goosebumps rise across Xander's skin.

Xander started moving his hips in time with Spike's strokes. It felt so good.

Being a multitasker Spike was able to keep his focus on Xander's cock while he used his teeth to remove the lid to the lube. He then used his teeth to squirt a generous amount on a his unoccupied hand and coated his fingers. Without saying a word Spike glided his hand to Xander's opening and gently probed it. As much as he wanted to feel that heat he couldn't rush this.

Xander's eyes widened. He couldn't believe Spike was actually touching him there. Of course he had dreamt about it but this was so much better. Sensory overload was happening with both his cock and hole. By the time Spike was done with him his nerves were going to be shot.

Getting ready to push his finger into Xander Spike replaced his hand with his mouth around Xander's cock. Right away he started humming while he pushed his pointer finger into Xander's hole. Spike ended up moaning because Xander was so the hot and tight.

Vibrations attacked Xander's body. How could one mouth do that? He jerked up when he felt his body being invaded. It didn't hurt but it was a strange feeling. He couldn't wait for more.

Working his finger in and out of Xander's hole Spike twisted and turned it and eventually grazed Xander's happy place. Xander's body almost left the bed and Spike was thankful he had never had problems with his gag reflex.

"Sorry. Don't stop. Please, don't stop!" Xander didn't know what to do with his hands so he grabbed his headboard so hard that his knuckles turned white.

Spike had no intention of stopping. He removed his one finger and less than a second later Xander was filled with two.

Why had Xander been so scared of this? It was one of the most amazing things he had ever felt. Why didn't all guys do this? "Holy Hellmouth! You are a god! You could end a war with just your magical fingers," babbled Xander.

Horny Xander was hilarious and Spike couldn't stop a snort from coming. Ready to have his own cock taken care of Spike withdrew his fingers and mouth from Xander's body. He heard the unhappy noises coming from Xander. Those noises would disappear in a minute. Spike took more lube and lathered up his cock before he sunk into Xander's heat. If he needed to breathe he would have forgotten how.

Xander lost his grip on the headboard and his arms fell to the mattress. Could someone die from feeling too good? Spike pushed in and out of Xander, their cocks rubbed against each other, adding intensity to what they were both already feeling.

As Spike kept up his momentum, he ran his hand up Xander's arms and found Xander's hands and entwined their fingers. He could feel Xander's heart beating against his own chest so hard that Spike could have mistaken it for his own. "You're my home," Spike mumbled the words against Xander's lips.

Xander's heart fluttered at those words but weren't able to get any words out. How could he think when he was feeling so good? Still unsure what to do Xander opened himself up further and drove his hips upward. This wasn't a spectator sport and he couldn't be a bump on a log.

"Just like that," Spike praised. "I wanna feel you move with me."

Feeling more confident Xander removed one hand from Spike's and placed it on his hip pulling him closer every time he thrust up. Sweat dripped down his face and Spike licked it away. He started to feel Xander's body shake and knew he wasn't going to last much longer. Spike kissed Xander because he wanted to but also to muffle whatever was about to erupt from him. The last thing he wanted was a neighbour coming over and disturbing them as they basked in their afterglow.

Unable to stop himself Xander's nails dug into Spike's hip as his body shuddered and his eyes rolled into the back of his head. A cry ripped from his throat but was captured by Spike's.

Spike's hips jerked violently as he came. He was glad he lasted as long as he did otherwise he would have been embarrassed. When the wave of pleasure subsided Spike pulled out of Xander and collapsed beside him. Spike tried not to think about the one thing that was missing. Him being able to mark Xander as his because that would never happen.

Xander rolled over and curled his body against Spike's one of his legs draped over Spike's. His chin rested against Spike's shoulder. Once he got his breathing under control Xander said, "you're my home too."

Pressing a kiss to Xander's forehead Spike replied, "get some sleep."

A jaw popping yawn escaped Xander. "Sounds good. You wore me out." There were no more words as Xander started to snore.

Spike laid awake and not because Xander was basically snoring in his ear. Things had to change. He couldn't have a real relationship with Xander while accepting money from the girls. Tomorrow he would tell them their deal was over. He would thank them for forcing him to really get to know Xander because if it wasn't for them he never would have realized just how incredible his was.

Tomorrow they would be starting fresh even though Xander was unaware of it.