"Once you click the bullet， you die ." A familiar voice appears behind me

I don't want to turn around . That voice belongs to my dead fiancé:Alan Davis . It can't be him. He already dead for so many years . I am shivering. A hand wraps around my waist and tugs me close . I look at him

It's him!i almost cry out. He has light skin tone but no hair . He has light brown eyebrows and eyes . He has brown beard around his chin. He has black stripped tattoos on his neck and back of his hand .

He is my Alan Davis .

"Alan Davis ? You suppose to be dead ." Four is shocked ."Like Amar."

"I am sorry four . I and Amar are both alive . Delia's mom helped us . I am sorry baby girl that I have to put you through this so many years." Alan kisses my cheek."If I was still there， Jeanine would find out about you."

I lean into him. I don't care . As long as he is here for real， then it is okay. I love him so much .

"Amar is still alive?" Abby is shocked ."Where is him?"

"He is with who I was with when we got outside the fence . When we leave the city， you will be able to see him." Alan smiles at Abby."He misses you. I and him were single there until now ."

I wrap my arms around his neck. His smell is so familiar . Evelyn stands up with gun in her hand still

"Don't ever try to leave this city." Evelyn smirks

"You really think all those people are your? You are too naive ." I laugh so loud

"What do you mean?" Evelyn frowns

I walk toward her . I know that she can't kill me because she knew where I came from.

"My name is Delia prior . I wasn't born in Chicago. When I was 12， I became the dauntless ambassador and instructor in Detroit. Most of the people who are with you actually are my initiates including Amar ." I shrug.

Amar was my initiate before but since our memories removed， he forgot about me and I forgot about him and they alternated his age .

"All of you who are with me come out now ." I clap my hand .

People separate from Evelyn and one of them stand beside me .

"This is my best initiate Jason walker . Who is the best fighter in dauntless . So now Evelyn if you will excuse us， otherwise I am not going to spare you because you are four's mom."I shake my head

Jason points his gun at Evelyn when we retreat. We rush out the building. Alan is holding my hand . He is alive

"Is this the dream again Alan?" I am crying.

"Mr Davis， how cruel you are do you know that? My sister was devastated and she nearly hands herself into erudite to be executed ." Beatrice says coldly.

"Tris right?" Alan looks at her ."You are Delia's sister?"

"How do you know my name ?" Tris is shocked

I know that he is able to see that in bureau. He was there all the time looking at me . He must know about my past relationship with Jason coulter

"I have all the information about Chicago. Let's go somewhere and we can talk . First we need to rest a bit." Alan nods at us

I bring them to our old house . I and Alan go upstair into my room. He sits on the bed . I stand in front of him.

"I hate you Alan . I hate you!" I start crying and screaming."Why you leave me with this ."

"Delia calm down. I am sorry.'I love you ." Alan hugs me ."Please calm down. My baby girl ， I love you. I love you so much . I can't risk you."

"Do you think that I couldn't protect myself ? You were even more evil than jeanine Matthew ."I punch his chest."I could find someone who loves me beside you but even there was ， I couldn't say yes. I am in love with you all the time ."

He hugs me tighter . I slowly calm myself down . I am sobbing.

"There was? Who is he ? One of the initiate ?" Alan hums a little ."I saw one whose name is Alexander right? Who only had one fear . Where is he now ."

"He was dead . Killed by my sister ." I shake my head ."He isn't divergent."

"Oh I see ， Delia I am sorry." Alan kisses my lips

I wrap my arms around his neck. He presses the lips against mine harder . I can't breath. He pushes me on the bed and leans on top of me .

"When they asked me to get retested with Amar ， we both knew that they found out already. They were asking about you and Abby. We didn't want to involve you guys in. I beg your mom not to tell you ." Alan kisses my neck."My baby girl . You seem more pale ."

"It is because you." I moan."Abby is already a mom. Alan that was my fault."

"What ?abby was sleeping with other man?" Alan stops right there ."It is not your fault. I saw it actually. Jimmy was your friend and also four's friends as well."

I am crying. Alan kisses my tears away. Alan holds me tight.

"Amar didn't see that . I believe that he will understand . Why you saw the letter ， what were you even thinking." Alan looks hurt."You thought it was after life?"

"Yes ， I thought that it was last life but my mom told me something before she was dead ." I bite my lips ."She dead on the way with me to save tris and Maria ."

"I actually did come in to save you from the execution but before you were awake ， I remove that partial memories ." Alan looks guilty.

I know that something had happened but I couldn't recall it.

"You were the one ."I touch his arm

He winced . He is injured . I take off his shirt. He smiles at me

"It's fine . I am not going to let you die ." Alan shakes his head

"It is not bleeding but oh god Alan ， don't do that." I kiss the wound ."It is so painful."

"It is not as painful as to see you suffering from my fake death." Alan kisses my cheek

He then kisses every inch of my skin. He sighs with relief

"If any man touched you， I would come in and kill him myself ." Alan clinches his teeth.

"If I knew that， I would try." My eyes are watery."I rather you came and kill that man and let me know that you are not dead."

"You are killing me my cutie pie ." He holds me into his arms

After he falls into sleep. I am wandering all these time ， how many people did Jeanine really killed from dauntless? Did we make a mistake about her and max .

I need to tell Sasha that her brother is alive . I get up but Alan holds me down

"Stay . Don't leave me Delia . I love you and miss you." He holds me tight

I lay down on his chest and fall into sleep too. When I am awake ， Alan disappeared

"Alan ." I am panic

"Delia ， i am here ." Alan comes out of the shower

"Come here ." I say strictly.

He sits down beside me . He is bare without any cloth on. I wrap my hand around him and my hand slowly go to his button.

"No Delia , not now please ." Alan grabs my hand . "We haven't get the ceremony done so I can't take it."

"Alan you are alive . I am already your wife right?" I grab his face in my hand . "So it's okay."

Someone just knock. I stop there and Alan quickly dressed up. When he has his pant on , I open the door . Abby is there .

"Abby what's wrong?" I want to hug her

"You knew that Amar wasn't dead right?" Abby looks angry. "Why don't you tell me !"

"Abby I am sorry. He wrote me a letter but he was begging me no matter how sad you are, please don't tell you the truth." I sigh. "He was one of my best initiate in Detroit. I was sad as well."

Abby inhales deeply. Alan wraps me into his arms.

"Abby , it isn't her fault. " Alan kisses my neck. "I and Amar love you both . We don't want to hurt you guys."

"By the way, your fiancée nearly killed herself . I was the one who grabs her ." Abby rolls her eyes

"I really appreciated that Abby. I saw everything on the camera . If she dead , I would kill myself for real." Alan says . "I believe that Amar would do the same and I heard that you had a kid already."

Abby looks at me . I tilt my head . Abby goes silent.

"I thought Amar was dead and Jimmy looked like so much with Amar so …….." Abby is crying. "I don't think that Amar wants me anymore ."

"Who said that." Amar comes in to the room. "I saw that and I don't blame you."

"Amar !" Abby screams . "You are really alive ."

She hugs him. He wraps her into her arms so tightly.

"Why are you out? What's wrong with you?" Alan frowns

"You are too dangerous to come alone Alan ." Amar shakes his head .

"I am already here ." Alan shrugs .

We decide to talk to other people . When four sees Amar , he stares at him so long time

"God . Amar you are really alive like Alan ." Four opens his eyes so big." I can't even believe it."

"I know that right?" Amar hugs four into his arm . "I miss you too."