CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX

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The weekend passes peacefully. After Happy's initial over-reaction about Derek's house, both the size and the fact that Cam had an entire wing to herself he'd settled down and accepted it with a quiet shrug. To no one's surprise I spend most of the weekend sleeping, the lack of sleep since the week started finally catching up with me. Jax fills me in each night with Abel's activities for the day, including Cam and Al when they tried to bath him in Cam's bathroom and ended up almost flooding the room.

When I wake up on Monday morning I roll over in the quiet room, Abel's still sleeping in the crib beside the bed and Jax is still snoring lightly, his arm thrown over his eyes to block out the light that's coming through the bathroom door. The silence is complete for about 10 minutes before Jax lifts his arm and looks over "What are you thinking about so intently?"

I shift and look at him "Sorry baby didn't mean to wake you up. It's not even 5 yet. Go back to sleep."

Jax shakes his head and turns onto his side to look at me "Nah I'm okay. What's on your mind though?"

I shrug lightly "I guess I'm not sure what to do now."

"Huh?"

"My oh so eloquent husband." I giggle out "Well for so long my life was revolving around this trial and the lead up to it now that it's over I'm not sure what to do with myself."

Jax pushes one of his arms under my pillow, forcing me to move over into his side so we're nose to nose. "I'll tell you what you do now." I nod and smirk at him as he smiles softly "You raise our son, you cook for me, bake for everyone, start those businesses and get Lyla so she can run the clothing place by herself. You find someone to run the ice cream store and by then I'll be ready for more kids. Then you concern yourself with filling our huge house."

I lift an eyebrow and he nods seriously which makes me giggle "And what if I'm not ready for kids then?"

Jax shrugs slightly "You will be. It'll take at least a few years before you're confident enough in your staff."

"How do you know that?"

"Cause babe, I know you. You're not gonna blindly trust something you're working so hard on to someone that doesn't know every dotted I and crossed T."

I laugh at him and nod against his shoulder "I guess you're right."

Jax nods and pulls me closer to him, leaning his head down to kiss my nose lightly "Let me ask you a question."

I lift my eyes to his "Sure baby. What?"

"How quickly do you think Derek could get it set up for you to spend some time at a shooting range?"

I shrug "Probably an hour or two. Why?"

Jax grins at me "Cause I seem to remember making a promise that I'd take you to get nice and dirty and we never got around to it."

I start laughing and tighten my arm across his chest "Thank you Jax."

"What for?" He asks, with a lifted eyebrow.

"Making me laugh for the first time in over a week."

"It's all part of my job Darlin'. Now how bout we go put that huge shower to use, save some water and get clean."

I giggle lightly, turning my head to check on Abel who's still lying on his back with his hands by his head, sleeping soundly. Sliding out of his arms Jax pouts till I make it to the bathroom door and look at him "Are you coming or not?"

Jax is out of the bed and at my side quicker than I would have imagined possible, his footsteps entirely quiet on the floor. Pushing me backwards into the bathroom he closes the door till there's only a crack open and picks me up, my legs wrapping around his waist and his lips on mine before I can suck in a deep breath.

The pressure behind his kiss almost worries me but when he pulls back with a gasp the answers written on his face and I frown "Have I been that detached?"

Jax nods kissing me lightly "You have been not yourself, which we were all expecting so don't go apologising. No one expects it. I'm glad you're back to normal, and I know everyone else will be as well."

I slide my arms tighter around his neck and rest my head on his shoulder "I'm sorry baby."

Jax laughs "What did I just say about apologising?"

"To not to." I reply with a smile "Sorry."

Shaking his head he sets me onto the bench and lifts his hands, pulling my wrists away from his neck "You stay right there."

Jax crosses the room and opens the shower door, while this shower isn't as huge as the one at home it's still got multiple heads that start gushing water as Jax turns the handles, sticking his hand under the main stream until he's satisfied and turns back around. "Fuck." He groans low in his throat.

Blinking at him innocently he stands still for what seems like minutes while I swing my legs off the edge of the bench. "I love you Jax but my ass is getting cold here."

Jax shakes his head and steps towards, kicking my shirt to one side from where it landed in a pool at my feet and shoving his boxers down his legs, I bite my lip lightly as he stalks towards me in the enclosed space, his cock swelling and twitching as he takes in my naked skin, the shirt of his that I'd slept in had been the only thing I was wearing and while he'd been playing with the controls I'd used the seconds to strip it off and drop it to the floor.

"You know I have to say as much as I love seeing you in my clothes, I love seeing you out of them more." I do giggle at that as he steps into the gap created when he pushes my thighs apart with his palms. "But I seem to remember telling you not to move."

I shrug, my hands trailing up his arms, one tangling in the hair at the base of his neck and the other wrapping around his bicep "You did. Would you like me to get dressed again?"

"Oh hell no."

Wrapping his arms around my waist he lifts me up and carries me towards the shower where steam is now filling the space "I have missed you babe." He says softly, before pressing his lips to mine, proving with his mouth just how much his words are true.

His tongue caresses my own slowly, the feeling of the warm water hitting my back and running over my shoulders barely registers with the need that he's pouring into our kiss, the heat in my body grows with each teasing brush of his tongue and stroke of his fingers down my spine. My hair plasters to my back within seconds and he brushes the ends to the side to continue the slow delicate touch over the skin of my lower back.

Setting me on my feet he finally pulls his mouth from mine and blinks his eyes open, the swirling desire in them hijacking my train of thought that was already in the midst of derailing. I'm unable to voice what my desire, my need to have him around me, within me but with barely a flicker of movement he lifts me up again, his cock sliding between us and settling right where the burning desire is the hottest.

A slight twitch of my hips and he's buried inside my body and even his mouth against mine isn't enough to completely mute the moan of pleasure that comes from my lungs. It seems strange to me that within a couple of movements of his body my muscles are contracting around him as the knot of pleasure winds tighter in my belly. He continues to steal my exhalations until I'm almost panting through my nose and he pulls his lips from mine, fastening them to my neck instead while I suck deep breaths in through my mouth.

His teeth brush my collar bone as he trails a line of kisses down my throat before pulling back and looking straight at me. "Let go babe."

My body falls apart at his command, with or without his 'order' I knew it would happen, the twitching tightening of my body could only so far before it would snap but the look in his eyes had been what pushed me over the edge.

As my heartbeat returns to normal I open my eyes, the lights flickering behind my eyelids finally giving way to normal vision. The almost pained expression on Jax's face makes me frown until I move slightly in his arms and realise that he's still hot and hard within my body. "Oops." I mutter with a snicker.

Shaking his head he pulls away from me slightly, then back forwards, making long slow movements of his body that make my muscles twitch in overstimulation. "Not oops." He does something with his body that makes his cock jump within me and my head falls back against the shower wall with a muffled thump making him pull me away from the wall and still his movements "Sarah, are you okay?"

I nod, slowly opening my eyes again "Do that again."

Jax smirks and presses me tighter against the wall, the water running between us making our body slick against each other whatever muscle group he's exercising control over makes his length move inside me again, sending the same shot of heat through my body to the tips of my fingers and toes. I can feel the heat in my face increasing and wonder with the small part of my brain that still able of making coherent thoughts if the water that would hit my skin would turn to steam.

The combination of Jax twitching and moving at the same time narrows my entire consciousness to two points, where he's moving within my body and where his hand is still pressed to the base of my spine, his fingers digging into my skin tightly, using his hold to keep me in place.

Dropping his mouth to the crook of my neck his tongue slides over the top of my collarbone, collecting the drops of water that gathered there, sliding his tongue up the side of my neck he stops when his mouth is by my ear and nips lightly at my earlobe, catching one of the rings between his teeth and pulling it very lightly. The release of the pressure when he opens his mouth makes me gasp again and while my mouth is open his tongue invades again, thrusting with the same rhythm as his hips his breath comes in short bursts across my cheekbones till he pulls his head back with a suddenness that leaves me wondering if he's okay, but his head drops backwards as he groans, my name reaching my ears as he completely stills panting loudly.

Setting me back on my feet my legs are pressed against his thighs, my breasts pressed to his chest. He doesn't seem in any hurry to part, his arms staying around my waists, his hands settled on my hips where he occasionally rubs his fingertips lightly over my skin. Minutes later we finally move apart to actually get clean.

*There is a line in here from one of my favourite movies that doesn't have Charlie in it…bonus points for anyone who can spot it, tell me who said it, who it was said to and who/what it was about.*