Hey, hey!
So, this chapter will take place 3 months after Neji has left.
Honestly, I wrote this chapter so long ago, when I went to edit it today I realized it had a lemon in it. Go figure.
WARNING: LEMON! NARUHINA LEMON!
'Normal Talking'
'Intense Talking'
'Kurama Talking'
'Internal thoughts'
It's been three months since Neji and his family have left.
Hinata did the right thing and approved for Neji to venture out. She threw him a close friends and family farewell party. She went to the gates to see him and his growing family off. Hinata did the right thing, and it was eating her alive.
Still. She didn't break. She didn't cry over it and would keep herself busy. There was much to do after all.
Sasuke was progressing in the ninja world. Shikamaru requested Sasuke to work in the planning and strategy department with him. He thought Sasuke had a lot of potential after working with him on the mission against the Akatsuki.
Sasuke thought about it. However, he postponed it for another year or two. He was perfecting his craft as a jonin. If you asked Naruto or Hinata, Sasuke was turning into a Kakashi Jr. He didn't want to do Anbu, because his brother strongly advised against it. However, Sasuke enjoyed leaving out the village and traveling. It was a good solitary escape. When the twins get older, then he'll take a back seat and stay more in Konoha.
Sasuke was doing this while Naruto was working more administration with Kakashi. Training him in politics and Hokage duties for when the time came. Sasuke took over Naruto's role of being used mainly in higher class missions. Sasuke wanted to do this not only for the time out the village, but because this supported Naruto and his dreams. That way Naruto didn't have to keep getting pulled for missions, unless it was necessary.
All of their accomplishments was well kept by Hinata. Every milestone her husband's made she would find a way to congratulate them and celebrate it.
Whether it was making their favorite dinner. Inviting friends over. Taking the family out for dinner or doing whatever they wanted for the day. Every milestone they hit or the twins hit, Hinata was there to support them. Hinata was perfect. A dotting wife. Amazing mother. Great friend.
That being said. What Hinata was doing was never discussed.
Naruto would see Hinata in council meetings, but she never talked about it with them afterwards. Even though he would be in the same building as her, he got no conversation from it. It almost bothered him. They could be in the same meeting, and Hinata would not bring anything up from it the moment the meeting was over.
They were in the middle of rebuilding the Hyuga compound. Tearing the barriers down and doing major reconstruction. Hinata monitored all of this. Neji even has reached out to come visit and assist with the project, but Hinata has declined his help. Even HANABI has reached out to aid in it, and Hinata has denied the help.
People would knock on their front door and Hinata would speak to them. Sometimes sign papers and then that was it. Naruto and Sasuke had no clue what she was doing. Business moves in Amegakure that needed Hinata's input. Naruto and Sasuke would sometimes hear about it or see a glimpse of it, but that was it.
She had a diplomat assignment a few weeks ago, and granted she told them about it in advance. Which was great, but she took the twins with her. Even though Naruto and Sasuke BOTH were going to be home.
The boys. Their little boys.
Were Hinata's main focus. She'd work out with them. Take them where ever she went to, that was kid appropriate. If Naruto and Sasuke watched their own kids, Hinata would come back and ask them a million questions.
The part that really bothered Naruto and Sasuke. Hinata never brought up her childhood and the abuse again. Like she SAID she was going to do. After Neji left, Hinata just became numb. Like she forgot to live appropriately without him around to enable her on what emotion to feel.
Since Hinata withdrew from Naruto and Sasuke. Their sex life was…different.
Hinata was present. Most of the time. Somewhat detached and Naruto couldn't remember the last time Hinata actually finished during their session. She had this thing now where she pleased them. She knew oral was the trick for Sasuke and a little dirty talk for Naruto. When the two wanted her to get off, she was busy. The twins would need her. SOMETHING was going on and Hinata had to stop.
She felt as if, because she satisfied her men. Everything was fine. She acted like they didn't care if she was happy or not, and it was starting to really irk their nerves.
Hinata seemed almost a bit annoyed with intimacy. Like it was a duty for her or something. So, they left her alone and waited for Hinata to come to them. Which she would, maybe once a week for the past three months. That's when Naruto noticed her direct frustration. When they would wear condoms or pull out, because Hinata wasn't on birth control anymore.
She only wanted to have sex with them for a specific reason and things were just getting out of hand at this point.
Naruto and Sasuke felt as if they've been giving Hinata enough space to 'self-heal'. It wasn't working. She needed to talk to them. They couldn't take Hinata hiding her pain anymore. They've caught Hinata one too many times hiding from them, so she could get a quick cry session out the way.
All they wanted to do was help her. Why the hell didn't she want their help?
Tonight they were in bed together. The twins were in their own room, in bed. Sasuke had a mission tomorrow morning. Typically, when Naruto or Sasuke had a mission. The night prior they would make love. It was routine. Their ritual. Even though lately Hinata has been a bit standoffish, she still actively showed Naruto and Sasuke she loved them.
Tonight she did what she's been doing the last few months. Hinata gave Sasuke oral. She was patient too. Hinata would suck and bob and gag for as long as it took, even when Sasuke wanted to do something different. Hinata would make it playful and encourage she wanted to taste him or something kinky to get Sasuke to explode in her mouth. Just like right now. It worked again.
Naruto tilted his head as he looked at the scene. He could almost calculate Hinata's next move. She was going to go to him and get on top. Control the situation. Keep the room dim and dark. Stay away from any light the curtains could display. Be hidden from them until they finished. It was sex, Hinata knew sooner or later their will would break if she offered herself enough.
She would rotate on who she would do this to. Either Sasuke or Naruto. Last time she gave Naruto oral and rode Sasuke. This time Naruto knew she was going to try to get on top of him.
He could read her so easily.
Even Sasuke had this slightly annoyed look on his face. Okay. Sex was fine, but this type of sex was…fulfilling until it wasn't anymore. After three months, Hinata had it down to a science. She would wait them out. Have them sexually excited and have them the way she wanted because she knew they'd be too aroused to care at the moment, and when it was time for her turn she'd escape.
Talk about feeling used.
Hinata crawled over to Naruto and smiled. He could make her out a little in the dark and saw her smiling at him. Her eyes hooded. She tried to gently push Naruto onto his back, but he stopped her. Instead Naruto opted to kiss Hinata. She immediately stiffened at this and this made Naruto immediately fall out the mood. She was controlling the situation because she didn't want to do it. "Hinata. Let's talk for a minute."
She looked at Naruto confused as she pulled away. However, Hinata quickly smiled at Naruto and engaged in a kiss. His favorite type of kissing. She ran her fingers through his hair and along his body. Showing that she cared for him. Loved him. She wanted him to forget what she just did.
Naruto furrowed his brows together and slightly whimpered. "Hinata. Let me just-"
One of the twins started to cry.
Hinata immediately got out the bed. She was fast, but Naruto was faster as he reached over and took her hand. "I'll go take care of them. You stay with Sasuke." When he loosened his hold on her to get out the bed, Hinata pulled away and gave a nervous smile as she beelined to the door with her robe on.
"It's okay! Please stay. Finish without me. I will go check on the boys. It's okay, I do not want to ruin the mood."
With that Hinata left.
She shut the door and Naruto fell back on the bed completely frustrated. Sasuke stared at the door Hinata left out of. "She's avoiding eye contact again. Covering up every scar she has. I say she has about two more weeks of this before she finally just cracks. Either she will or you will."
It was historical. Every time Hinata was off, Naruto became off. He fed off Hinata's aura, which has been off for months. Sasuke loved Hinata and Naruto. He loved them greatly and was the first to start their relationship. He's proven that he'd do anything for his wife and husband.
That being said, Naruto had an emotional dependency on Hinata and Sasuke. Hinata had an emotional dependency on Naruto and Sasuke. Naruto and Hinata grew up loveless. Naruto had nothing since birth. Absolutely NOTHING. Hinata had an alcoholic mother. An evil, poor excuse of a father, and a clan that belittled her. Really, Neji was all Hinata had that was close to love. Which considering how he treated her back then, that was sad.
So, it was easy for Naruto and Hinata to grow that desperate need for love. To fixate on it and become emotionally disheveled when their partner was struggling. Emotions and comfort was something Sasuke struggled with, but even now. Seeing Hinata and Naruto like this. It hurt him. It was just hard for him to express it, but it was silently eating at Sasuke too.
He turned and looked at Naruto and saw the annoyed look on his face. He was frustrated with everything right now. His wife. Kids. Sex. Work. It was all just bothering him because it was all just so out of whack.
Sasuke looked back at the door as Naruto remained quiet. "I'll go talk to her. Knowing her, she's too scared to come back in here now after dismissing you."
Dismissing Naruto's love and affection. That hurt.
Naruto sighed and stood up before Sasuke. He threw on a white shirt and grey sweat pants. "No. I'll go get the boys and send her back in here. I'll sleep in their room tonight." Sasuke frowned at this. Naruto was trying to 'one up' Hinata on being passive dismissive. "It's not necessary for all of that Naruto. You and Hinata are really pushing things out of proportion."
Naruto walked over to Sasuke, leaned over and gave him a kiss on the lips. His 'good luck' kiss for his mission. "I'll see you before you leave in the morning."
Sure enough, Naruto went to go get the boys and Hinata walked back in the bedroom slightly saddened. She could tell she made Naruto upset, but she was just trying to take care of the boys. She crawled onto the bed and Sasuke looked at her as Hinata looked off to the side nervously. "Are you mad at me too?"
Sasuke laid down and had Hinata lay down with him. He pulled her back towards him and kissed her neck. "My mission is only for two days. I'm not mad and we'll figure it out when I get back. Go to sleep. I want you and the boys to see me off tomorrow."
Everyone saw Sasuke off. It was a family tradition and Hinata rather liked their little traditions.
Naruto was at work this morning and Hinata actually had freed up some space from her clan duties and decided to take the boys to go see their grandfather and father for lunch. She made one of Naruto's favorite meals and got the boys dressed up. Hinata was wearing her white kimono with gold trimmings and her hair was pulled behind her ears and cascading down her back.
She wore these gold hoop earrings with bright blue jewels dangling in the center of the hoops. Naruto got her these earrings. Hinata was pulling out all the cards to get Naruto to not be upset with her anymore.
When she walked into the Hokage's building, she made her way to Naruto's small office before she realized he was in Kakashi's office. She went to knock, but was stopped by Shikamaru.
He smiled at her and looked at the stroller Hinata had for the twins. "Man. I can't believe Ino is going to be joining the club with you in the next two weeks. You make it look easy Hinata."
Hinata blushed and gave a nervous laugh. She still wasn't used to compliments. Shikamaru leaned against the Hokage's closed door frame as he continued to talk to Hinata. "What did you think about the last meeting? We keep stalling out. I've talked to a few of our fellow councilmen on the sidelines and they said if we-"
Naruto opened the door to Kakashi's office and looked at Hinata and Shikamaru. His right eye immediately twitching at the scene. Now was not the time for Shikamaru to fuel his insecurities.
Shikamaru smiled and nodded his head at Naruto before he looked back at Hinata. "It's alright. I'll talk to you later about it. I know you're super busy, so hopefully we can meet before the next voting." Hinata smiled at Shikamaru. Naruto was the only one not smiling.
What voting? About What? Why do these two know things and won't tell him?
"Oh! Of course. I can always make time. I am free after lunch if you'd want to speak today." Shikamaru grinned at this. "Perfect. 1 o'clock then?" Hinata happily nodded her head. "Yes. Sounds like a plan. I look forward to hearing your thoughts Shikamaru."
Shikamaru chuckled at Hinata. She was so weird. He turned around to leave and waved at her as he left. "Alright. It's a date. See ya."
Again. Naruto's eye twitched. "What was that about?"
Hinata blinked as she turned to look at Naruto. "Oh. A council meeting. We are trying to reach an agreement on some matters. Please do not worry. I brought you lunch Naruto-kun."
Naruto looked at the twins before he looked at Hinata. They were semi-dressed up. Hinata was wearing earrings he gifted her and wearing his favorite body spray. He could smell his favorite meal in her bag as well. She came here for him. To silently apologize for last night.
He let out a sigh and took the stroller into Kakashi's office. Hinata walked in first and Naruto shut the door behind him. Locking it.
Hinata looked for Kakashi for a second before she turned and saw him sleeping soundly on the couch. "Umm?"
Naruto waved it off. "He's always slacking and just makes me do all the work. I'm never in my office anymore." Kakashi lazily waved off Naruto and opened his eyes a little to look at Hinata and the boys. "Where are my little guys?"
They immediately started to laugh. Games with Grandpa Kakashi were always fun. "There you two are. T&T, the bomb boys. Come here!" Hinata giggled as she let the twins out the stroller so they could crawl over to Kakashi super-fast.
Taifū's hair was smooth and soft like Hinata's. He had a full head of hair and Hinata found it adorable to put it in a high pony tail. She had both boys ears pierced young and they had golden studs in their ears. Taifū was in an off-white dress up onesie that had ruffles around the collar. His golden bracelet shined and his new gift from his uncle that came in the mail was a tiny golden necklace.
He looked like a girl.
Kakashi looked at Naruto from the side as Hinata was preparing plates for Naruto and him. Naruto caught the stare as Kakashi lifted Taifū up. He gave Kakashi a pointed look. Hinata was very hands on with the twins, she didn't want to hear about gender formalities.
Taika crawled to Kakashi next. He was always slower, but he was also calmer. Taika's hair was shorter, so Hinata couldn't style his hair up. She did have him in a baby beanie that said, 'Mommy's little man'. The beanie was white and Taika was in the same onesie as his twin brother with the same color earrings. Same bracelet and same necklace from their uncle.
"You dress them up alike and everything Hinata. I had no clue you and Neji liked jewelry so much."
Hinata smiled as she brought Kakashi over his food. "Yes. Neji more than me. On his off days he liked to be dressed nice. I guess it rubbed off on me too." Kakashi smiled at this. He chuckled as Taika silently waited for the perfect chance to snatch his mask off his nose and mouth, but Kakashi caught him.
"You sneaky future ninja. So Hinata…nice hairstyle for Taifū." Hinata smiled brightly at Kakashi before she realized he was being sarcastic. She heard Naruto snicker beside her and looked at him slightly offended. Before a small smile covered her face. "I…I thought he looked adorable."
Kakashi held up Taifū and looked at his silly grandson. He looked like a blonde-haired Neji with whiskers. "Loosen up a little Hinata. They're dressed so conservative. I don't know much about babies, but I know you don't put them in white and have confidence in doing so."
This made Hinata laugh. "Well yes. I agree. I have multiple spare clothes in the diaper bag." Kakashi chuckled at this and continued to play with the twins. Letting them nibble on his food as he ate every now and then.
Hinata watched as Naruto moved his fork around his dish as he took small bits. He was standing up near Hinata, leaning against Kakashi's desk. Periodically looking up at Hinata. He was radiating that he needed validation from her right now. Naruto needed some sign, that they were going to be okay. Sasuke wasn't here right now to be mediator. So, this was hard.
Hinata looked just as nervous. A little embarrassed. Last night didn't go as she planned at all.
"Say Hinata?" She looked over at Kakashi as he called her. "Why don't I finally have the honor of watching the boys overnight? Before you come up with an excuse to say no. Itachi is swinging by to catch up for a bit, so you won't think I'm overwhelmed. In fact, he can swing by your house and get any food or items the boys might need. My balcony door is sealed and locked by the way. Since that was your excuse last time."
Naruto looked at Hinata and was praying that she would say yes. "Hinata. That…sounds like a good idea."
Hinata snapped her head over at Naruto and her eyes were wide as saucers. She was the center of attention right now and she looked very uncomfortable. However, even though she wanted to say no. Hinata could see anxiety dripping from Naruto and knew they needed time alone. Uninterrupted. "Umm. Yes. T-That sounds great. Th-Thank you."
Kakashi smiled at this and looked at his watch. "Okay. It's Friday now. You can leave the boys here and I'll bring them back Sunday at 4 in the afternoon."
Hinata's mouth dropped. "W-W-What? Oh umm. I-I don't know about-"
Kakashi opened his office door and smiled at Hinata. "Okay. See you later Hinata. Sorry, but Naruto has to stay here and 'do my work' while I do his and watch the boys." Hinata was ushered out and the office door was shut again.
Hinata paced around the building for an extra two hours until one o'clock and had a chat with Shikamaru that lasted about an hour. When she made her way home she talked to a few of the construction workers and met with Itachi to give him items for the twins.
Before she knew it. She was alone.
Hinata wasn't used to being alone with nothing to do. She liked to be kept busy. She liked her loved ones around her. Unfortunately her brother has left and Hanabi is on a diplomat assignment with Konohamaru. So, Hinata changed into her training clothes and went out to the training grounds.
Hinata found herself looking at one training post for almost five minutes. She's demolished two posts and was rather bothered at the fact everything was one sided. It reminded her of when she was little and she would train at a wooden post until her hands bled. She would then continue training. More difficult memories that she refused to share with her spouses.
She looked down at her hands. Now she could demolish a post and not damage her hands. How she has grown.
Hinata surveyed her hands as her thoughts went back to her lovers. Sasuke could channel and make a giant fists of lighting. Naruto could make massive Rasengan's. She watched as she made a fist and her hands sparked a little before they were encased in flames. Her twin lion fists started growing in size.
Hinata let it get larger and larger as she studied it. Her lion first drained her opponents chakra. She wondered if she could ever push beyond that. Drain and damage their chakra networks. Frying it and leaving them impaired. All while replenishing her own chakra from theirs.
She'd never get tired. That would open many doors for herself and future Hyuga's. Leaving them at the top like her father always wanted. Like she always wanted.
"Am I interrupting?" Hinata looked over at Naruto. Her Byakugan wasn't active, so when Hinata looked up at Naruto, her Byakugan veins slowly creeped up on her face. Showing she was displeased he snuck up on her. "No. I'm sorry. What time is it?"
Naruto smiled as he looked at Hinata. He didn't usually see her out training. He's seen her train at home, but actually go out and train, it was rare. Typically Hinata just trained in gentle fists and basic taijutsu at home.
It was interesting for Hinata to have this look on her face. The look like she was itching for a good fight. To burn some steam off. Naruto always knew Hinata kept pent up like Sasuke. So, he wasn't surprised to see training posts obliterated. He was surprised to see such fire in Hinata's reserved eyes. "It's 5 o'clock."
Hinata's eyes widened. She's been out here for some time. Over three hours. "Oh. We should go home then."
Naruto shook his head. He was wearing his black ninja pants and black sandals that went up to his calves. He had on an orange short sleeve jacket that went down to his calves. The jacket was primarily orange with black flames on the back of it, on the bottom, and on the sleeves. His collar popped up to his chin and he had his forehead protector on.
Naruto took his jacket off and wore a long sleeve black shirt that clung to his muscular frame. He looked at Hinata amused. "No. It's fine. We'll grab dinner on our way back home if we're still hungry. Let's have some fun."
Hinata paused for a moment. She waited for Naruto to roll his shoulder blades slightly as he approached her. She smiled before she swung her lion fists at him. Naruto quickly dodged her and grinned as she attacked him with deadly hands.
Soon they were both engaging. Hinata dodging Naruto and Naruto dodging Hinata. It started out looking like a blue lighting show. Wind and lighting. A thunderstorm.
Hinata had gotten good at getting physical and engaging with Naruto the same way Sasuke did. She'd run up the tallest trees and flank off it to attack Naruto. His multi-colored eyes would shine bright with amusement as Hinata took joy in sparring with him.
The two hardly if ever sparred together. Maybe once every six months. Typically just hand to hand.
Naruto chased after Hinata and made a tight fist to attack. The earth quacked when Naruto missed Hinata by a hair and hit the ground. It erupted. He looked at Hinata with a big smile, showing that was his warning hit. Hinata leaped high in the air and used her own elements to make a bow and arrow. Shooting Naruto with a lightning bolt.
Naruto barely dodged the bolt. His shirt ripping down the center. He smiled at Hinata wildly and the two made eye contact. Naruto knew that was Hinata's own warning shot, because Hinata rarely missed her targets with her arrows, unless she was distraught.
Naruto flickered in front of Hinata in a blink and grabbed her hand as she tried to lunge at him. He pulled Hinata close and the two were mid-air as they looked at one another. "Show me all of you Hinata. What's going on in your head?"
You want to know? It's because you know everything now. I'm a freak to you.
Hinata's chakra just grew as a barrier around her. She didn't want him to know what was in her head. Naruto didn't budge at all from her doing this. Hinata should know that Naruto wasn't one to back down from her challenges.
Hinata looked at Naruto before she looked down at her hands. The same thought as earlier entering her mind. Her hands gripped Naruto and sparks came from her hands, before flamed lions fist covered both her and Naruto's hands. She furrowed her brows together as she concentrated a little before she felt her chakra that she's been using, refill her again. Except it was more intense, because it was Naruto's.
The two landed on the ground and created a large indent on the earth. Hinata quickly side swiped Naruto so he'd fall on his back and she landed on top of him. Still holding his hands.
Naruto looked into Hinata's eyes. He could tell he was hitting a nerve with her. She was hiding something from him, and that Hinata from the apartment was coming out. The one that was willing to throw a fit and go into an insane rage to have what she wanted.
What Hinata wanted this time wasn't alcohol. It was for Naruto and Sasuke not to ask about the abuse. Not to find out that all of this behavior was coming from her life being exposed.
Naruto felt his chakra being drained. Figured she was trying a new move with her twin lion's fists. He looked up at her and saw Hinata was taking deep breaths as she was straddling him. She was becoming overwhelmed, yet too stubborn to quit. Naruto smirked at this. "What? You thought you could drain me of my chakra? You barely touched it. Here."
Naruto gripped Hinata's hands harder and pumped her with his chakra. Her eyes widened and her dark veins started to creep out. Naruto gave Hinata a wild smile before he arched his brow at her. Amused by her stubbornness to not submit. "Now. Do you want my chakra next? It'll rip you apart."
What? This was all Naruto right now?
All the training post within half a mile from them were demolished. Naruto and Hinata were now in a massive crater in the ground and surrounding them were just blue flames. A signal from Hinata's chakra and element. Fueled by Naruto.
Hinata's hair became disheveled and she still kept her eyes on Naruto as she struggled to catch her breath with so much force. Her teeth clenched and she bared her canines at Naruto with stubbornness that excited him. Hinata's been so doormat and submissive lately. She needed to unwind.
They needed this. Where's the Hinata that danced with him until the final coda? He wanted that Hinata back!
Naruto watched as dark veins traveled up Hinata's neck. Up her chin and into her eyes. Her Byakugan the only thing not black in her eyes. Naruto sat up. Hinata still straddling his lap and he let go of her hands. His own hands started to caress her neck in fascination. Watching as Hinata tilted her head back from the sheer force and power Naruto put out.
Naruto ran his fingers through her hair and took a fist full in both of his hands. He forced her to look at him and pressed his forehead against hers. "Don't push me away again Hinata."
He pulled away to search her eyes and Hinata looked at him with pain mixed with lust. Her barriers she created against him dwindling. She shivered in his hold. Her body hot from dark chakra and complete desire, fueled by Naruto. She hasn't felt like this in some time. She wanted him. She needed him. Now. "Take me home Naruto. Please."
The two vanished in a second. Only leaving behind a destroyed training ground.
Naruto flickered them back home. Crashing onto the bed.
Hinata let Naruto pin her to the bed. Making her the bottom. The two locked into an intimate kiss. Hinata was pent up. It's been a while for her. She's pleasured herself from time to time, but not having Naruto and Sasuke. Not having their touches and depriving herself of a mind-blowing release was taking its toll on her.
Both her and Naruto were eager. So excited, they sat up and stripped apart their own clothes. Naruto crawled back onto Hinata and grabbed her hand as she was reaching for his erection. "No. You've been so bad lately Hinata. What's going on?"
Hinata's dark eyes looked at him confused. Naruto leaned over her and kissed her deeply. Cradling her face, as his other hand snaked behind her and pulled her flush against his bare skin. Hinata whimpered in the kiss. Her body melting to his touches. "Tell me. Now Hinata."
He leaned back to see Hinata was back to her senses. Her dark chakra receded slightly and her eyes were back to their beautiful self. She was still frustrated at the stop of their session, but she understood that Naruto was upset with how things have been lately. "I don't know."
Naruto frowned at this, but Hinata didn't stop caressing his chest. It's been months since she's looked at Naruto or Sasuke with such passion. She was being genuine right now. "I told my therapist. About not being able to enjoy being intimate the same. She believes it started once I told you and Sasuke about my family. My grandfather. That perhaps I have realized what he has done to me, and have temporarily lost the gratification of sex. She's told me to talk to you and Sasuke, but I…have been stubborn."
Naruto laid on the pillow beside her and looked at Hinata. Placing the sheets over their bodies and giving her his attention. "No. Not stubborn. Embarrassed. You shut down Hinata. You didn't even want me and Sasuke to look at you during sex. It's become a chore to you. You were hurting yourself, and the people that care about you."
Hinata turned her body to Naruto and bit her bottom lip. He could still see the lust in her eyes because her dark veins hadn't faded all the way. They still pulsated on her face. His tail reached over and touched her face. Fascinated by her dark beauty. "I really am working on it Naruto."
He chuckled somberly at her. "Work on it with me and Sasuke. If we do something in bed intimately that triggers you. Let us know. If we are coming on too strong, let us know. We understood why you set boundaries in the past, and we understand way more now if you do it. Don't shutdown, you're hurting yourself and us at the same time. I've been struggling so…BAD Hinata."
Hinata eagerly nodded her head. She bit her bottom lip again and her hands wandered Naruto's chest again. She wanted him. She wanted him badly. Naruto watched her hand slip under the sheets to grip him and again he stopped her. Hinata whimpered at this. "N-Now you're the one pushing me away."
Naruto arched an amused brow at her. "Funny how that works. Let me grab a condom." He waited to see Hinata's face become more and more frustrated. "W-W-Why? Why do you not want to have more children with me?"
Naruto sat up and gave Hinata a malicious grin. His eyes danced as all his thoughts and words that he's been holding back blurted out. "You want me to let you use me? Just keep giving you what you want, and you won't give me anything from you? That's a bit selfish don't you think Hinata. Just because you finally told me what was bothering you tonight doesn't mean everything is fixed."
Hinata shivered at the cold look Naruto gave her. His multicolored eyes danced with anger and his tail stroked her skin. Caressing the dark veins over her body. "You give me a detached body for sex and think that's enough. I want your mind, body and soul. I give that to you. I deserve to get the same in return Hinata. Don't you ever-"
Naruto finally leaned over and cupped the back of Hinata's neck and pulled her to him. He bit her chin roughly, until he cut it, and lapped at the small liquid seeping out. "EVER. Push me away like that again. Do you understand?"
You drove me insane. You made me feel like I wasn't enough to help you.
Kurama was angry with her as well. Hinata could tell she really hurt Naruto. She whimpered under his gaze and doubled down. So emotional and uncontrolled at the moment that her dark veins scattered across her face again and covered her eyes. "Y-Yes. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for pushing you all away."
Naruto didn't smile or seem to accept the apology. "Lay on your back."
Hinata did as he told her and watched as he leaned over and sure enough pulled out a fresh condom. Just like he said. Hinata watched Naruto wordlessly turn his back to her and remove it from its wrapper and put it on. He still had a hard erection, but Hinata couldn't tell if he was still upset with her or not.
She watched with high anticipation as Naruto's back muscles flexed and he rolled them. He turned around and looked at her. His hair hung in his face, but Hinata could still see his multicolored eyes staring her down.
Naruto was gentle now. His tail showering Hinata with affection. "Do you still like when I kiss all over you? Or are there places not to touch?" Hinata was about to shake her head. Saying no, but then paused. Naruto immediately noticed this and gave Hinata a warning look to be open and honest with him.
She bit her bottom lip, her nerves eating at her. "I love your kisses. I…rather if you wouldn't rub here for too long with your hands. Just the outside. Not for too long. Please. I can take kisses, just not hands. It's…too similar right now."
Hinata placed his hand where her vagina lips were and Naruto's lips grew tight. Already figuring out why she didn't want him to rub that area.
He was so glad that man was dead.
"Is that why you want to be on top? So you're in control." Hinata blinked at Naruto. She was getting overly emotional again and wasn't controlling her dark chakra. So, she looked at him confused with dark eyes. "I read that being on top helps conceive a girl. I want a little girl Naruto."
Naruto leaned over and kissed her. His body towered over her body and soon she felt him pull away and lower himself down the bed. "You just want to take. All the time Hinata. I'm not some boy toy that you can use when you want. Don't treat me like a trophy husband."
Naruto disappeared under the sheets. Hinata could still hear him though, "Can I kiss it? Can I taste you?" Hinata could feel his breath on her lips and twitched a little. She immediately wanted to disconnect from this intimate moment when she felt her lower lips being stimulated. Even if it wasn't him touching her, it still slightly triggered her. Hinata felt like only she wanted to control who put their hands there now.
Still, Hinata pushed the urge away. Naruto and Sasuke were her husbands. She owed them more than that. She wanted to overcome all her troubles and demons for her husbands and children. Her hand went below the sheets and directed Naruto's head. It was a bit awkward at first. Hinata first pushing away and then pulling him back. Naruto being as patient as ever with her.
Finally she found comfort. It was almost like rediscovering herself all over again. The last few months had taken it's mental toll on her. She didn't feel deserving. She didn't feel pretty. She felt like used goods that her husbands may not want anymore because some old perverted man touched her inappropriately in the past.
It helped that Naruto's aura was so overpowering. He pushed out his dominance and wasn't the happy go lucky person he usually was. Naruto was taking her situation serious and held a protective dominance over Hinata. Showing that he was going to take care of her. Showing that he wasn't going to let anyone hurt her again.
Hinata knew her lovers would protect her. Naruto said he'd ensure Hinata never was hit in the face again and he meant it. It never happened again. He took down Danzo for her. Sasuke handled Orochimaru. They have been on the path of sobriety with Hinata.
Naruto and Sasuke loved Hinata and she wanted nothing more, but to give them the best version of her.
"Naruto." Hinata's legs started to quiver. She started to squeeze Naruto's head tight. The room was filled with squeaky mouse sounds of pleasure again and Hinata covered her face as she finally reached nirvana. "Naruto! Naruto! Naruto!"
He let her ride out the wave before he slowly started moving up her warm body. Kissing her soft skin as he went up. Naruto touched her dark veins and smiled at her lovingly. "Relax Hinata."
Said person moved her hands from her face and looked at Naruto. Her hands caressed his chest again and her dark veins receded from her face. "It'll take some time, for it to fade from the rest of my body." She was really worked up. It'll take time for her to get control of herself fully. "I…I love you Naruto. I love you and Sasuke. I miss him. I miss both of you. I've been very…foolish. Please forgive me."
She wanted to make love to Naruto and Sasuke. Show them how much they mean to her.
Naruto gave her an eskimo kiss and Hinata cupped his cheeks and kissed him deeply. "I need you Naruto." He nodded his head as he returned the kiss. Naruto groaned as he let Hinata grip him this time and guide him in her.
They both moaned into the kiss as Hinata wrapped her legs around Naruto and he used his hands to hold himself up. Hinata pulled away and looked at Naruto. Taking him in. He was a very handsome man. Everything about Naruto in her eyes was perfection. She wanted him by her side forever and ever.
Naruto chuckled as Hinata kept caressing his chest. Like she missed it. Like she forgot how much she loved touching his body and basking in the feel of his toned muscles. Hinata threw her head back and a loud moan escaped her as Naruto's thrust became deep. "Yes!" She missed this so much. The overload. Perfection would be both her husbands. She needed Sasuke here too.
Naruto's eyes widened with lust when Hinata pulled him down to kiss her warm neck. "Naruto!" He kissed her neck and trailed his tongue up to her lips. Hinata surprised him and bit his bottom lip. "Harder. Please!"
Oh. He could do that.
Naruto growled in her ear and lifted Hinata's left thigh as he started to pound her. The headboard to the bed slammed against the wall and Hinata's screams filled the room. She just grew wetter and wetter and swore to the heavens that she would do anything for him and Sasuke. That she wanted to make love to them all night long.
In return Naruto said that he would give Hinata her little girl.
Did he intend to do it? No, but he said incoherent things during sex too.
Naruto pulled Hinata into a mind-blowing kiss when he felt her orgasm. Hinata whimpered in the sloppy kiss and Naruto's arms shook as she kissed him. His favorite tongue play. This pushed him over the edge and Naruto shoved his tongue in Hinata's mouth as he came.
They were stuck in their high. Stuck in the feeling because even though they both reached their peak, Naruto kept grinding in Hinata. All his body weight was on Hinata and he was supporting himself just a little with one elbow as his other hand touched her everywhere. They kissed and whispered loving sweet words to one another until they built up another orgasm. This one gently washed over them as they engaged in soft kisses.
This happened over and over again.
"Oh Naruto!"
Hinata was tapping out after the fourth round. She was spent and fully satisfied. Naruto laid beside her and pulled her towards him with a soft smile on his face. Hinata trailed her finger down Naruto's chest and leaned over to kiss his body. Naruto smiled at her. Stopping her so he could cuddle her. "You tapped out remember?"
Hinata blushed at this. She cuddled up to Naruto and laid on his chest as she looked at him. "I love touching you." He smiled at Hinata and she blushed darker. "I love Naruto-kun."
"I love you Hinata. You can never imagine how much I love you."
Hinata smiled warmly at him. She ran her hands through Naruto's hair and he closed his eyes. "Naruto. Me, you, Sasuke and the boys. We will leave. Go on vacation after the compound is finished. Take me anywhere you want. For as long as you want."
Naruto opened his eyes and looked at Hinata excitedly. "I'm going to hold you to that promise Princess."
End of chapter.
So, wasn't always going to be NaruHinaSasu. Next chapter it will just be SasuHina. (I checked this time before editing it lol)
Recap of the chapter. Hinata's been having some issues addressing the past still. She acknowledges it happened, unlike before when she was pretending it didn't exist. However, she is blocking the healing process. Everyone heals differently and Hinata doesn't even want to figure out that process. She wasn't taking that extra step and was hoping it would all kind of fade away, but it hasn't and she was hurting everyone around her by closing up.
This chapter is how Naruto reacts to everything. He's probably the worst off because he feeds off his lovers energy so much. Next chapter will be how Sasuke takes everything. While Sasuke is more calm, his decision with everything will turn out to be more harsh than Naruto's. Not towards Hinata, more towards the Hyuga clan.
Also, I had to add Grandpa Kakashi moments because it's my favorite part of the story. Especially the 'T&T' nickname he has for the twins.
See you Wednesday!