CHAPTER EIGHT

Website where all photos of all outfits mentioned is on my profile. So I decided to stop editing my chapters for FFN. If the story gets pulled from there due to content it's on TWCS, but it is set at a M rating n FFN for a reason.

There's something in his voice that I can read as hesitance and when he sets me down on my feet in our room, when he leans forwards to kiss me I hold up my hand "What's up?"

Jax sighs and sits down on the edge of the bed "You still see shit too well. Clay talked to me tonight, I've gotta go out of town tomorrow for at least one night. Juice can't go on this run."

"Why?"

"Cause it's to see Uncle Jury."

"Oh for fuck sake Jax, Abel only came home today."

Jax sighs and runs his hands through his hair "Babe I know. I asked Clay if we could push it back till next week when he's settled but he can't. The Mayans are pushing hard on the Tribe to pay a vig and with them being affiliated with the Sons it looks bad for us if they do."

I roll my eyes "I know you wouldn't be going unless you had to, granted it could have come at a better time but you have to go."

Turning around I pull his saddlebags from the wardrobe where I'd left them, tossing them onto the bed I sigh and pull a pair of his clean jeans, wife beater, t-shirt, underwear and socks. Packing the clothes into one side I leave the other side empty for anything he needs to take with him.

Jax stands up and crosses the room, wrapping his arms around my waist and resting his head on my shoulder "I really am sorry Darlin'. Anything else and I woulda pulled the deal with Juice and made him go but I can't."

I shake my head, leaning back into his arms "I know Jax. I guess I'm just frustrated, Abel's only just came home today and now you're going away."

"It's only for a night, two at the most babe."

I sigh and nod "You said that." Something in Jax's voice makes me stop and think, suddenly remembering what Happy had told me were Jury's main sources of income make me narrow my eyes. Pulling out of his arms I turn around at look at him "Who's going with you?"

"At this stage, Bobby, Tig and Ope, the guys will be on standby if we need them."

A noise in Abel's room echoing through the baby monitor makes me turn my head. Leaning up and kissing him lightly I head towards the door "I'm gonna go check on him. You go to bed, you've gotta be up early."

Jax nods and watches as I leave the room, his eyes cloudy with something I can't read. Picking Abel up out of his crib I change his diaper before taking him through to the kitchen and warming up a bottle in the microwave. Taking it and him back down to his room I sit in the rocking chair and put the teat in his mouth "You should be sleeping Abely baby, why are you awake?"

Abel's huge eyes focus on me in the dim light of the room as he sucks on the bottle. Giggling at myself I shake my head "I guess you were hungry huh."

Half way through his bottle he loses concentration; his eyes start to drift around the room. Pulling the rubber teat from his mouth I lift him over my shoulder and rub his back slowly till he burps just by my ear. Shaking my head I reposition him and give him the bottle back, watching as he finishes it, drifting to sleep with almost an inch left in the bottom of the bottle. Rubbing his back slowly he burps in his sleep which makes me laugh. Lifting him and putting him back in his crib I sit back down in the rocking chair and watch him sleep my brain turning over the fact that Jax is going to see Jury, the gambling that's a portion of the brother club's income isn't an issue, I'm more concerned with the fact that a majority of their income comes from hookers.

Sitting there for a while watching Abel sleep it's at least 20 minutes later when I get to my feet and lean over his crib kissing him on the forehead lightly "Sleep well baby boy. Cross fingers Daddy doesn't tap some 2-bit whore while he's away from us."

I decide to have a shower before going to bed, hoping that the hot water will wash away the stress I suddenly feel about Jax going on a run without me. Mid-way through the shower I'm rinsing the conditioner from my hair when I realise something and laugh at my own absurdity. Hurrying through washing and shaving all the parts that require attention I go back into the bedroom with nothing but a pair of towels around my body.

Jax is asleep curled on his side, the lamp on my side of the bed the only light in the room. Drying off I slide into bed behind him and look at the back of head for a few seconds, still smiling.

He rolls over and opens his eyes "I can feel your eyes on me."

I lift my head, propping myself up on my elbow "Sorry baby, I like looking at you, is there a crime in a wife enjoying the way her husband looks?"

Jax laughs "You can watch me whenever you like babe, as long as you know I'll do the same." I smile at him and nod but his next words surprise me so much that I almost fall face first onto the bed "And as for 2-bit whores, I've got you here why the fuck would I want any second rate pussy. Like I said, road pussy is history Sarah."

I shake my head "You don't have to say that. Honestly baby it means a lot that you said it but I don't want that hanging over your head, what happens if you get drunk and slip?"

Jax laughs "What slip and fall dick first into some sweetbutt somewhere? Ain't gonna happen Darlin' all I have to do is look down and I'm reminded of you and what I have to come home to, besides its only two nights."

I giggle at the thought of him falling dick first into a sweetbutt but open my mouth to say something, Jax shakes his head and lifts his hand, pressing a finger to my lips "Babe, shut up and show me what I'm going to be missing."

Leaning down I kiss him slowly, my tongue pressing into his non-resistant mouth and rubbing over his in long languid strokes. There's an almost serene feeling surrounding us, Jax lifts his hands and runs them down my shoulders and upper arms, repeating the strokes while my hands slide over his skin. Reaching his waist I pull back far enough to look at him "Were you hoping for something Mr Teller?"

Jax grins and rolls us over so I'm pressed to the mattress "Babe I'm always hoping for something, I'm thinking that the rumours about pussy drying up when you put a ring on the finger are all lies."

Rolling my eyes at him "The day that happens is the day that I know you'll be hitting road pussy."

Jax shakes his head and leans down so his lips are brushing mine "It ain't happenin' babe."

Moving my legs sideways Jax settles between them, his chest pressing against mine when he leans down, pinning my hands to the mattress above my head he brushes his mouth against mine, his hands sliding over my arms, down my sides and up the inside of my thighs. The grin that spreads across his face twitching his goatee against my cheeks. Pulling back again so his mouth is barely on mine "Seems like I'm not the only one hoping something would happen."

Poking my tongue out barely it brushes his lips before he's sealed his mouth to mine, his hands coming away from my thighs. Pressing forwards with his hips his cock fills me, both of us sighing in satisfaction.

Jax keeps his movements slow and precise, his thrusts barely parting his body from mine before we're connected completely again. Clenching my muscles around him he groans tearing his lips off mine "You don't play fair."

I giggle which makes him groan again "Never said I would." Moving my mouth to his neck I lick his Adam's apple, the muscles in his back clench under my hands.

Jax presses his pelvis to mine and rotates his hips making me moan against his skin, the feel of his chest moving when he chuckles. Sealing his lips back to mine he continues to rotate his hips over mine, my fingers digging into his shoulders when he moves further down the bed, moving up deeper into my body. The pressure of his pelvis against mine sends a fissure of pleasure through my bloodstream, my fingers lifting off his skin so I don't dig my nails into his shoulders.

Tightening my muscles around him again he groans and thrusts his tongue into my mouth harder, the continued pressure against the points in my body make it feel like my body is about to fall apart, the only thing holding it together is Jax's hands beside my head, his legs against mine and his lips on mine.

Jax lifts a hand, holding my head in place while he continues to slide his tongue in my mouth, his hips rotating in the same motions, the tightening of his fingers on my head the minutes fraction of warning before his hips move harder against mine, the increased pressure all the friction my body needs to completely shatter.

Tearing my mouth away from his I groan his name, only the flash of Abel sleeping down the hall enough to make my voice not loud enough to echo through the house. "Holy fuck Jax."

Jax moves again, his own breath coming in hot puffs against my neck, my muscles spasming around his length, his teeth brush against my throat as his entire body stiffens in my arms as he cums.

Holding himself up and lifting his mouth off mine he looks down "That might be enough to last a day. I'm away two babe."

Pushing his shoulders he rolls off me onto his side of the bed, pulling me to his side with a chuckle "In the morning then, cause you're gonna need to remind me before I go."

Slapping his chest lightly I lift my head and crane my neck so I can press another kiss to his lips "I'll remind you in the morning, and before you leave if you really need me to."

Jax grins "That sounds like a great plan babe, now go to sleep."