Oh my god I cant believe Fanfiction is counting the views again after half year.
Can you believe it? I keep writing and uploading this with 0 views and almost 0 possibilities of getting visualized again. I just keep writing, and writing and writing.
Damn I finalized Follow me into the wastelands with the view stopping at half story :C
Perfect connection also suffer from the same, it has only 3 views because it started to count them just now. I mean I can write one of the lemons I left stuck to bump it up again. To see if people gives it a chance and start counting at least some views
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She take a second to explore her surroundings with her eyes, trying to calm herself and the rhythm of her heart.
Oh she may be delirating.
-Arthur what are you talking about? What changed? –why? Why this feels so rushed? A hint of pain appeared on her chest, something was off, very off.
He didn't seems secure about it, less happy. Never expected much emotions but at least security! Never tried to oblige him!
-The council of elders is pressuring me to bear children, that's all –he said with a dead voice, yeah he wasn't comfortable- and I feel like I own you an apology. You were serious about this since the beginning and talk me with straight words –he was serious, stiff today, hard to reach- I wasn't sure of what I wanted and I delayed it, loosing your time and opportunities, I should do something else
-Like what? –she ask sitting on a chair next to his desk, Arthur move a chair and also sit in front of her
-Get my shit together –he said looking at his hands open, Nora place a hand on his knee, soft, not wanting to scare him.
-You don't seem like you want to
-I wasn't so sure before and now im obliged im nervous, that's the true –he look at Nora and then laugh low, feeling small- you are not backing up now don't you?
-You need to consent to this im not doing anything you don't want
-I do I do, I consent, it just doesn't feel so good now im obliged
She picked up his hands-if you don't feel comfortable im not comfortable either, im not obligating you
-I can do this –he said taking a big breath of air- you are in?
-Yes –ah she had such a pretty feminine voice…whiling to do it with him.
But truth is it wasn't easy.
-Then lets have dinner together tonight alright? I just summoned you to talk right now it would be rude –he was interrupted by the woman jumping out of her chair to sit on his legs, nothing dirty, just sit on his lap, wrapping her arms around his neck and shoulders, leaving him speechless for a moment until he recompose- for you its just so easy doesn't?
-What do you mean? –said Nora with a small smile- im just giving you some extra help –the woman left a soft kiss in his forehead, making the man blush- you know what? I think we should make dinner together, it will relax you, put your head in some other place
For her it was a wish, for him a duty, it was only natural that he was nervous.
-Alright which ingredients do you want me to get?
-I was thinking in a Squirrel stew, its going to be fun to work together although im not an expert in wasteland recipes.
-Got it, ill see you in my quarters at 9…I promise I will be less nervous –she gets up from his legs with a smile, her heart was pounding hard on her chest.
Finally, she got it.
She has him.
-Alright, ill use the noon to have my stuff done by night –she was about to cross the door when she hear his voice a last time.
-And im sorry…again.
Nora appeared in his door wearing some Checkered shirt and slacks. Hu. Weird, he would expect something else since tonight was an special occasion but okay he can work with what he had after all she was super hot naked anyway. He had some T-shirt and slacks…was his imagination working or both were dressed pretty simple?
-I wouldn't choose white for cooking –said the woman getting inside his quarters, closing the door and leaning on top, looking at him.
Gosh wasn't her gaze really intense today? Arthur suddenly felt overwhelmed. Oh gosh tonight he had to deliver.
-Speaking of witch I already wash and disinfect the vegetables
-Cool, ill cut the squirrel bits then, I suppose you don't wanna do the dirty work yourself –when she said that the man roll his eyes and hit her hip with his, making both laugh as he picked the knifes and give one to her-Ill put some music, years passes since I arrived to this damn place and there's still almost no radios
-Its true, there was more radios in the commonwealth –he said hearing in the background how she played with the radio, trying to pick some station until some old jazz was playing. He started cutting the vegetables in little cubes, Nora came from behind and leave a bowl at his side while she make her place in the uncomfortable table both were working on.
At least the squirrel was peeled, Arthur was surprised with her ability to take the bones and guts out, throwing it to the trash.
-When you are done with the cubes boil 750ml of water and throw the vegetables –she said starting to cut the meat in cubes, alright- ill take care of the rest
In no time he had a prewar wife cooking for him, he sighted at the view of the woman preparing both dinner, and It was right, just spending this moment together working in something so simple and mundane really relaxed him…something so little like preparing dinner in a chill environment was a change he didn't know he needed…Peace was always something so weird to see in the wastelands…
When the soup started to boil Nora open one of the man bottles he had scattered all over his quarters
-You sure you don't want to start with some aqua pura? –said Arthur picking a pair of glasses.
-Im fine with this Chateau Montrose, everybody in my family despised it-why? He liked that wine-but I never truly understood the problem
-You have a big family-he asked while she poured the liquid into the glasses-do you know if any of them is alive at least in a vault? –or get turned into a ghoul over the years to survive- of course your situation was pretty abnormal but you cant give anything for granted in the wastelands –maybe one of them also fall into a horrendous vault-tec experiment
-I lost all interest when I realized I wouldn't get nor Nate or Shaun back to me, that was the family I really wanted by my side…don't get me wrong im sure I can track them down, people donsnt just vanish in the air, they always leave traces but I honestly don't have the interest to look after them –first glass, drinked it all down her throat- besides 7 brothers and mother and father, it's a big job to cover, we were scattered all around the country when the bombs dropped, business trips, campaign, phs in universitys, investigations, is pretty strange because my father started having kids with my mother at his 20s, but then I was the only one who give him a grandson at 35, none of my brothers actually had a family
-Nor wives?
-No, several women but no childs, I understand if they don't wanna get married because of their position and power but It always amazed me how they avoided so much to have children…me and Nate also did a good job, we purposely tried for Shaun
There was a true, they were a few years apart but besides that Nora had a completely different experience in life, much more than him, but also completely different than any wastelander.
-It amazes me to hear you say how you all avoided pregnancy's…that's not possible here –of course at saying that Nora looked at him in silence- except for pulling out of course –now he drinked on his wine, ashamed-so your father was in his 60?
-80, he was being pressured to abandon his politic career actually due to his age, although he was a healthy man without problems
-What about your mother?
-Why the sludden interest on my family dead almost 250 years ago?
-Well I need some background to tell historys to our childrens –the woman blushed and then drink more on his wine, making him smile- you pretty much read all mine
-Im sure most soldiers read all your family drama
The woman get up to stir spoon in the soup saucepan, Arthur saw her while drinking, refilling both glasses, admiring her figure. He was really having a domestic scene doesn't? A wife making dinner.
But he will never make her his wife, not if she wasn't willing to ever love him because her thoughts were filled with another man. Maybe the mother of his children but never a wife, and he must remember that, he should always be aware to not fall in love and not crave for her unless things change. No matter how perfect their connection is or how good their chemistry envolves. The things Danse said about her disturbed him a lot, she didn't seem that dangerous around, never exposed that part of herself around him yet.
Yet was an important word, he had to be alert.
-It smells good –he said looking at her.
-As good as wastelands food can smell –she replied taking out the pots to start serving their soup- meat looks nice and cooked, lets eat!
He felt like experimenting joy for the first time in his life after tasting that stew. Cooked with tenderness and dedication by a prewar wife…widow…prewar widow…and despite being so simple and small, it was a nice time they were spending together. It certainly put his mind a bit at pause about the ideas of the unknow future and the obligation on whether or not to have to make an heir. But just for that brief moments.
But it wasn't as easy.
Shut down his mind from all the uncertainty, doubts and fears wasn't easy, it was something it needed time and right now he wasn't in the right mood, specially if he wasn't sure about knowing her.
So the delivery wasn't perfect.
-You want to be on top or…-she asked moving off sighting, clearly pissed, which didn't help the man to be less nervous or upset.
-Nono i…-nooooo now it wasn't the time to have problems with erections!
-Its okay maybe being in control may help you –said Nora trying to be condensandent but it didn't help much, he can't maintain it hard to the end.
Things happened between them but he was sure he liked her, she was hot and amazing in bed, it isn't like he is not turned on!
-No, i…-he tried so hard to step in and say fluent words, to not interrupt himself- I don't feel so good right now –it was the true, the pure true.
He had a lot of anxiety, a terrible hole in the chest and a brain that wont shut up. No, he wasn't ready to have children, he had to but he wasn't ready himself.
-Alright –she simply said, sitting at his side and placing a hand on his cheek- do you want me out? Need a time for yourself?
Arthur can see she was pissed and annoyed of course, being obliged to stop wasn't funny, he should take care of her before but the thing is he wasn't in the right mood to have sex right now, non to perform it or receive it apparently, he felt like non sex vibes from the moment she crossed the door and apparently that didn't change for him
-No…-he mumble feeling pathetic, looking at his soft sad cock between his legs- you can stay
-Okay –she answer taking his hand, not looking at him, just staying at his side- should I dress?
-Not necessary, can we sleep together? –he mumble and she nodded with her head, laying on the bead moving the sheets over them.
This was bad, he never had this problem before, but maybe not say to her that it was the first time it happened…
His mind was screaming at him that he didn't want to have children, she wasn't the problem, he wasn't ready.
-Don't worry –she said with a clearly fake smile, she had pitty for him, he can see it- don't push yourself.
Women were not easy on men when they don't deliver, and Nora wasn't any different, she can talk nice nonsense all what she wanted but her expressions and moods were crystal clear, same with her body language, she wasn't satisfied nor happy with this situation after all a man who cant hold an erection was the last thing she needed right now, and Arthur can't really sustain this situation much, his time was running out to make the next Maxson generation.
Why now?
Despite her own frustration and how tense her body was, she places her chest on his face and hug him to sleep together, spreading her body heat.
She was smart, and knows that placing more stress over him wouldn't help.
The next morning he wake up to piss early, and found between his legs a huge erection. Nora had him enclosed in her arms while sleeping deeply, relaxed like nothing was going to hurt her inside that room. The man silently moved out from the bed to the bathroom and after fighting to pee straight into the toilet and not drip outside he washed, figuring out that this boner will not go down with just cold water.
He sighted, maybe it was a good moment to try now.
When laying down his eyes fixiated on her, the way she breathes, the shape of her shoulders, her curves, the scars all along her skin, her lovely small breasts, the different tones of her skin…she was a well cooked cake, heated in the wastelands sun…a hand place on her hip while he stand on his elbow over the matress to start leaving kisses all over her face trying to wake her up, just little wet smooches to not disturb her sleep so suddenly.
-Sorry to wake you up –he mumble with a raspy voice, newly woken up voice.
-What time is it? -she whispered with difficulty, slowly opening her eyes, sitting up, but before anything, the hand that was on her hip grabbed one of her and put it on top of his member so that she could feel it and…decide-oh
-We can go back to sleep -she shook her head and even with a lot of sleep and her lids heavy she approached him to leave a kiss on his lips, a simple one, simply resting her lips on his, but firm and determined, pushing her head slightly against him, Arthur responded by moving his lips softly and there she rose up on her elbows.
-Im okay –she whisper against his lips and suddenly for her surprise this time the man took the iniciative and sat on top of her legs, leaning down to kiss deeply, she moaned soft on the insides of their mouths but quickly responded with her hands all over his back.
Arthurs hands started to travel all around her curves, moving, the palm of his hands closing and pitching all her warm flesh while slowly to not overwhelm her moved his lips more rough, trying to intensify the kiss to devour her but not being too greedy yet since he just wake her up, slowly, build that tension slowly. Catching her thighs and ribs making her jump in surprise at the rough touch, sniffing against his nose with her hot breath.
Nora stand as much she was able to match heights, also corresponding to the increasing passion, biting on his lower lip and sucking on his tongue by moments letting his tongue invade her mouth to map it, tasting every corner despite the morning breath, she felt welt and soft in her cavity. Neck and shoulders relaxed, legs soften and fingers slide carefully over the skin of his back down his sides making him sight at the sweet sensation.
Slowly both started to devour the others mouth, leaning their heads and pushing against the other like it was a fight for dominance, he liked her resistance, knew that she did it to give more and satisfy him, loved how much she gives in that area.
One of her hands moved up to hold his neck and secure the kiss, not letting him move away from her lips like it was a command he was very willing to follow, the other hand moved down to the front, caressing the hairs of his happy trail with the tips of her fingers moving to his crotch, handling finally his cock making him jump in surprise and groan of pleasure.
-You are fine? –the real question was if she was more awake, to not pressure or make her think they were in a rush but now she was holding him he was feeling an urge.
-Im ready –she mumbles in the middle of the kiss starting to jack him off, Arthur moaned in her mouth and move a hand up to grope a boob, now making her moan, exchanging, specially when the pads of his fingers pitched her nipple playing with the tip- please make me a mommy.
That phrase stop him in his place for a second, but quickly recompose and push her down on the bed, opening her knees to get between her long slim legs holding on his cock.
That morning he finally cum inside